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bizlybebo · 6 months

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prime defenders s2 ep 39 spoilers

i keep thinking about how cool jade and alan and xavier would’ve been in the fight. i keep thinking about jade and xavier team attacking the trickster, or alan absolutely mowing down twenty demons in one turn.

i keep thinking, what if jade made it. yknow? what if she remained an ally to the prime defenders even if she couldn’t understand the gaps in her memory and the odd rift randomly stuck between her+ her friends and the other three?

what if she had to put all the confusion aside to help save the world?

what would she think of deadwood? would she poke fun at william? what would she think when watching him get torn in half? would she stand guard for dakota as he wailed over william’s body? would she grieve him too, or would she just be shocked? would she go into a rage alongside vyncent?

would she be terrified the first time she met the trickster? would she try to guide anna to safety?

what if she got gravely wounded in the final battle? what if she still made it? what if her first time talking to ashe she introduced herself like “hey, you kinda tried to kill me when you were all possessed. i’m jade btw. just don’t do that again and we’re cool.”

jade and ashe would’ve been such good friends and it genuinely makes me ill.

#vixen rambles #jade cantrip #jrwi cantrip #god i miss her so bad already #jrwi pd #prime defenders

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critter-wizard · 3 months

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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️

b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3

#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later #malevolent podcast #john doe #john doe malevolent #john malevolent #malevolent fanart #grimm art #ep 43 #ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might #be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads #things get forgotten easily #i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an #equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's #anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego #CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human #i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me #it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed #realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro #) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD #JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette #and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode #guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly

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danielleargentino · 28 days

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farewell, my shooting star

#ace attorney #franziska von karma #me making a serious drawing... no fucking way..#i had a vision . with that song.#and i had to #i'm so sorry franzy i love you #i miss her so bad #this is supposed to be the worst outcome to that scene in 2-4 #just . in case #yes i know i can't draw blood #i'm trying my best #i'm falling asleep it's like 4:20 am here #and i forced myself to draw #while finishing the dual destinies gameplay #already knew the ending but aghghh #god i hate that game

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astralleywright · 8 months

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when considering Ashton's reasoning about Imogen continuing to give in to Predathos, that her being lost is inevitable and that it would be better if it happened now as opposed to later, it feels very important to remember what they said to Laudna when they first landed in Issylra, when she was terrified Imogen had become a moon-worshiping zombie in their separation: If she got blasted into space, we'll go to space. If she got vaporized, it's not like we didn't fucking find you. There is nothing else until this is dealt with. This is what we do, is we bring everybody back. Not only is nobody getting left behind very much Ashton's thing, but he specifically does not see Imogen being lost to Predathos as her being lost for good. (and tbh I agree, given how heavily the story since the start of the campaign has been leaning on her to confront this.) And even if it did, they'd still go through hell trying to get her back.

But it also makes me think of what Imogen told Ashton, after the shard; maybe this was destiny, like they thought it was. Maybe what they needed was to shatter into pieces and come back together. That same idea, of controlled burning, needing to confront something to overcome it, fuck yeah, jump into that lava and find yourself, to hurt is to heal - Ashton, we watched you break into a thousand tiny pieces. If she got vaporized, it's not like we didn't fucking bring you back.

#critical role #imogen temult #ashton greymoore #cr spoilers #this is not to say they're CORRECT about any of this btw. but i saw Takes acting like Ashton said what he said #with the belief that this would be the end of Imogen as we know her and that its inevitable she be unhappy. and like.#classic 'Ashton is deeply pessimistic and sucks bad but also you're missing something pretty fundamental abt the character' moments.#and i had already been thinking of the post shardgate moment in this context so.#crposting #cr #also i will just run back in and add that you can't just attribute the same perspective on this to ashton and orym even if they agreed #orym would be crushed if they lost imogen. but if it meant they defeated the vanguard and predathos it would be a worthwhile sacrifice #meanwhile ashton would tell the gods to go fuck themselves to their faces if the choice was between saving them and saving imogen #or any of the hells #you're so special

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daffodil--lament · 3 months

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i keep remembering and feeling sick to my stomach. it's like finding out for the first time every single time. god i am so tired

#daffodil lamenting #i dont know if it's the dissociation or if things are just like that #like i keep finding parts that dont understand and they break every single time #ifs therapy #SHE'S NOT EVEN MY MOM. but she.#like when we were in a room together. she was. she was my friend i cared about her opinion #i was always happy to see her and she was always at that same goddamn spot at the kitchen table #she fixed my shirt for me. she taught me about ballet and myself without even realizing it #i havent grieved like this for anybody which mostly says things about how much my mental state has improved #but i was fucking dry heaving in the mcdonalds drive thru today #and i feel bad because she's not even my mom. but i miss her so much already #i felt so safe in that house and she was an invaluable piece of that experience for me #she fixed my mom's shirt and i tore the interfacing within days god

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cerealmonster15 · 3 months

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i dont think i ever felt more annoyed at commercials than when those mean girls walmart ads were playing a few months ago or whenever that was

#i think it's mostly bc i thought mean girls was like. an okay movie. a fine movie? i think i liked it #but like. i saw it once. i have no nostalgia for it bc i saw it way later/not when it originally came out #and god the way people are so into it. i mean that is great like i dont wanna be a hater for people enjoying things #but me personally. i do not understand why it's a cult classic or whatever klsjfkdlsfj i hear people quote it all the time and im like. 🧍#so having those quotes i already dont care about re contextualized to try to sell me walmart. god. the worst experience jkfsdjfklJFDKLSJF #tbh maybe it woudlve been worse if i liked the movie but i saw comments saying those commercials were funny so WHATEVER #i feel like it's also the same w/like. vocaloid kfsjdflksjgh like i dont dislike it!! i enjoy some songs #but i never had a vocaloid phase when i was younger. i feel so very neutral about miku #ppl on the internet feel so strongly positive and again thats great and i objectively get it #ive been shown vocaloid songs and some are really catchy #but it is one of those instances where im like man. a level of hype i dont fully understand LOL #miku vocaloid stuff is at least endearing tho. i get.... tired... w/mean girls quotes......... ksljfsljfl #It's Always The Same Ones and i just dont think theyre very funny FKJLDSJFDKLSJF maybe i am a hater damn #jk i do think i liked the movie? god i dont remember i watched it like. i dont even know when. college at the earliest i think #but whatever thats just a case of people having different interests just cuz i didnt care about a thing doesnt man its bad other ppl like i #also tho i think bc the mean girls overquoted bits remind me of like. rae dunn ceramics LOL jkfskfjsekht #or like idk live laugh love stuff. yknow like. dont talk to me until ive had my coffee has same energy as on wednesdays we wear pink. to me #it's facebook wine mom humor.... bc it is people roughly my age that were/are really into it and they are now mom age i guess lwpfhewhfp #god i need to go to bed im tired and it's making me a cranky complainer about stuff that doesnt matter!!!!#went 2 my dash in a dif tab and immediately saw a miku post is she gonna get me for not having strong feelings about her #im sorry miku i just . i dont get it JKFLJDSKLFJKSLD #ur music is fun i just dont proportionately understand. i feel like im missing context w/this one girl maybe thats my bad idk #or maybe it's just i found u too late idk. i will jam to the bops tho #that endless/everlasting/whatever nights thing w/like the 4 alt storyline songs is soooo fun i love those #dont ask me the names of the ppl in them tho i dont fuckin know besides like. 3 of them. one is miku LOL #and those yellow twin kids. len and ren. or rin? len and rin? i dont remember and i dont care enough to look it up sorry small children #theres that blue haired guy that was in the one prsk route i played but i forgot his name again #i dont know if hes in those songs i was talkin about tho i only remember what he looks like in his youthful wonderland alt loll #i talk in the tags bc i get scared it feels safe in my burrow here underground #also im calling mean girls mid and saying i dont have miku hype so i feel like that does warrant going into hiding

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strayslost · 4 months

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OMG TERUKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I'M GONNA CRY!! I WILL CRY YOU GUYS!!

#ooc #bsd spoilers //#i already saw the leaks from yesterday so i was expecting most of this chapter but not teruko backstory!#that was a complete surprise and oh my god........ wait she's just a kid.................................. i'm so.....#wait that's so sad actually i love her now?? and the traces of childishness we see in her even when she's in an older form... god.#join my muselist teruko my girl you deserve better #ANYWAY AS FOR THE REST #HAHHA THINGS ARE SURE LOOKING BAD HUH............ sure would be a good time for akutagawa to show up huh................#i'm sorry i just miss him so much but it was a good chapter i think!!#i'm not /sad/ about teruko because bsd aka ''deathbait: the series'' is making it hard for me to be sure she's really gone #but still she deserved better ;~;

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spacetrashpile · 7 months

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putting this on main instead of my blaseball blog because main is for the personal posts. anyways.

#space rambles #putting this in the tags cause it’s kind incomprehensible because of the way i talk #you cannot remind me of blaseball nowadays without running at least a little bit of a risk that i will cry #but i am already extremely fragile rn #and now that the adrenaline of ‘blaseball on um actually’ has faded #i am just. so so sad #god i miss her man #i miss her so bad

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pinkspiraling · 1 year

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i just discovered that my old therapist actually did reach out and email me once she was able to take my insurance. that happened in november and i want to fucking sob bc i’ve spent so long thinking she ditched me and was mad at me and didn’t ever wanna see me again. i might just go back to her because omfg i loved her and my heart is breaking rn like i could’ve seen her back then and i’ve been thinking she left me behind OMFG

#actually so happy sort of. i wanna see her so bad. ik she’ll be disappointed but like. she already knows me #she can help me. i just have to be honest. i miss her oh my god i’m so sad and so happy #pink’s word vomiting

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phanthief · 1 year

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too lazy to download the screenshots since no one gives a shit anyway but when you sit at varl's grave and the prompt to get up only says 'farewell'......now tell me why do i cry every time i see it...

#i genuinely. miss him. so bad.#i wouldve liked to make the zeniths suffer more so badly. i wouldve wanted to keep erik alive so he KNOWS what hes dying for #ahhh.....he was just my best friend. aloy has never had better interactions with anyone #the only other character that gets close to it (for me) is kotallo #though its all platonic for me (i have nawt played burning shores either)#in my perfect fantasy varl is alive....i know death can sometimes be meaningless but god. i miss him.#omg if theres a next game. i wonder if zo would already have had her child. i think theyd HAVE to do that right.? lol #i reaaaally hope we can go back to the nora sacred lands in the next game though. i...want to tell sona.#that the only other child she has left. also died. and now she has no one. i...mm. ok. im making myself cry now #mana talks #horizon forbidden west spoilers #hfw spoilers

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perilegs · 11 months

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imagining my girl ati mahariel in bg3 and by god she would get along with karlach. alarmingly so. they would absolutely annihilate something <3

#ati would get thrown. she would love it #also my fucking god i cant even IMAGINE ati with jaheira. she was already homesick and missing mommy in ostagar. another journey would KILL #her. oh she would be also be missing zevrn SO bad :((#FUCKING!! MINSC&BOO!!! IMMEDIATE BESTIES #oohhh she would show sh all the cool animals she can summon. which is. uh. a bear. which hals would possibly like to see too?#dunny as hell throwing a non-mage into a different universe kind of bc she knows things are off but y'know. she shoots her arrows alls fine #idk how shed feel about astarion bc. okk yea she would find him funny and if they got close she would cry her eyes out #out of astarions sight ofc. he would remind her of zev a bit and she likes the idea of introducing the two if possible #hey do you guys think ceremorphosis stops the effects of the blight? does ati get a restful sleep? does she not hear the call and such?#does it give her more time?

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jonny-b-meowborn · 1 year

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My bestie is moving out for college this week and I don't know how to cope with that. I don't know how can I handle being alone again

#shes everything to me #the love of my life my soulmate #and i want whats best for her i cheered her on to get to that college and find a room and move out from her shitty parents #but yknow. it hurts to be left behind #shes not going that far. i think its about five hours from here?#but thats still more than living five minutes apart #i will still visit her but we won't do errands around town together #or even just see each other on the street when neither of us have the time or energy to hang out but we say hi #or go on long walks and do nothing together #what im saying is. i already miss her and theres still a few days left #tomorrow were having a picnic if the weather allows #but man i am so bad at any kind of goodbyes #i am so afraid that she will find friends shell like more than me and wont want to hang out with me anymore #i dont want to lose her. i cant lose her #i dont have anyone else #i do have a few friends but none of them are so close to me #both emotionally and physically i have literally no one in this town #i already feel alone #i have only her and now shes leaving #god i feel like a child again when my dad moved out to germany #christ #bee buzz

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lostmykeysie · 2 years

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hii <33

i just read the latest tml chapter and it was lovely glad to see them all being happy and okay these are my children right here

i just wanted to ask (no pressure obv) what are your plans after tml is over? like are you going to take a break? have any fic ideas in mind?

IDK IF THIS SOUNDS LIKE IM DEMANDING STH MORE BC IM NOT take all the breaks you need, we need you rested and well

i love when i come back online and check my inbox and i've posted a chapter since i was last online because you are so obviously talking about chapter eleven hahahahahaha love you i hope you don't hate me too much for chapter twelve my bad babes (no ragrets)

i was planning to take a break once TML was done but i'm too excited about my modern magic au (two knights defence - i answered an ask on it before and that's what it will be tagged with moving forward FYI!!!!!) and i actually cannot wait !!!!!! so i think i will probs be doing a proper plan for 2KD before i start because it's gonna be quite plotty and because it's gonna be a proper au i'm gonna have to actually PLOT instead of just filling in gaps around canon like c&tw, so that will be exciting (and daunting)

i am also going to try my hardest to write the bloody fucking buy a bachelor one shot i started seventeen years ago and never picked up again because it's so fun and i'm thinking like... i'm used to writing 10k chapters for TML now so surely i can just pop out a quick 10k oneshot??? surely????? so if i'm not too tempted to jump straight into 2KD that's what i want to do :) but who knows at this point i cannot be tamed !!!!!!!!!!!

love u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

#someone asked me a q #lovely wonderful anon #the missing link #two knights defence #i am writing #tbf i've already done a rough outline for 2KD i just need to figure out HOW you know #i want to make it exciting and plotty and mysterious so bad #like you know that specific brand of au where it's canon concepts but twisted??? i LOVE that #that's what im gonna attempt #also #VERY excited to write some lesbian smut you do not understand #IT MIGHT EVEN BE MY FIRST E FIC!!!!!!!#there's gonna be some hot dorlene hanky panky #when i say some i mean... as much as possible #dorlene slowburn? never heard of her #GOD i am so excited #okay i'm gonna stop now before i get even more carried away love u #thanks for being nice to me #also 2KD is such a handy initialism for two knights defence im gonna use it so much #2kd #it's giving me 3d cinema glasses vibes #or like #some sort of type of battery #anyway now i really am stopping sorry

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misspickman · 2 years

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I keep seeing posts about how yjdc criticizing shitty dudebro fans isnt bad and megfitz is right about the sexism/homophobia in older comics and like. Yeah obviously. The problem is the way shes trying to address is isnt working

#Like fucking. Trying to say that comics center/centered too much on male characters and tend to ignore girls #By essentially waving off cissies entire arc??#Im so mad about this like this is already the point where the comic is a huge miss for me #Like even ignoring the way she cant fucking write most of these characters? Her points fall flat and it reads in the most like #White woman saying racism is bad way #Also re: her trying to make a point about racism through the cast of all white characters while showing anita fite and her dad as villains #Like??#This is the problem. Its not that shes wrong about bigotry being bad its that she cant write a good comic about it #I know ive mostly been complaining bc her kon characterization is horrid but like this comic in general. Just isnt good. Its bad writing #If u have a 6 issue comic and after 3 issues u have to keep being like hey lets just wait until the end for it to get good #Its just not good #Theres no magical ending she can pull to make this comic not suck. Sorry #Sorry for constantly being mad about this comic but like god.#txt

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orcelito · 2 years

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lmfao

tfw this person u barely know but is friends(?) with the person u killed a prince with so theyre coming with u on the run. they go out to get clothes with said friend. accidentally nearly kill a guy & then get the town guards looking for them. & they come back to ur place so u pull them into ur room to hide out as the guards talk to ur adopted mom at the front door. and after they leave ur gonna go to look out the front window of ur room and ur like "You should hide under the bed to make sure they can't see you in here." & theyre like "Are you Serious?" & u (aka Fang) is just like. a lil snarkily, "Or you could hide in the bed. We could say you're a customer." & theyre like "Oh, don't tempt me with a good time." & then u just kinda Smirk & push them towards the bed b4 going to peek out the window as they ultimately hide under the bed and just

what . a fuckin moment . fang is not rly one to flirt outside of the job so this kinda took me by surprise lmfao. but i think a lil friendly flirt banter with a new friend is a GREAT vibe we r starting

#speculation nation #d&d #fang #just a lil fun on the side as u hide out until ur ride's ready to go. Flirt Banter.#i feel so bad for his adopted mom dlkfjsdf she's put up with so much bullshit for him lately lmfao #god tho. fang basically initiated that flirt banter w/ the bed detail. lmfao #IT'S not actually the first time he's made lil jokes like that. usually it just goes unacknowledged.#like when the scientist lady was looking for him & had him undress and he was just lying there #& he made a quip as she poked at him about how 'usually i ask for more money before i get to this point'#but she was just like 'oh is the food not enough? it'll be up here soon' just completely missing it. and he just let it slide #............ and now im talking w/ this person's player and lksjdflksdjf very real chance this character's gonna end up hiring him #at some point or another.#sometimes a party can contain a previous sex worker by profession who. i guess it would be a Side Hustle now #& the very lawless tiefling who wants SO badly to steal a ship. & who's also very interested in hiring him #like. he doesnt NEED to . but also. if she's OFFERING the gold. he's not gonna say no lmfao #really wondering what dear paladin will think of this. with her maybe budding crush for fang in return #this could definitely make things interesting. especially since she already hates this girl lmfaoooo #and fang. clueless. is like 'money is money' & he will never say no to some easy gold #im just. living for this. i love dnd

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hauntingblue · 9 days

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Skypiea time part 2

She is a woman..... this is sanji's influence... in whiskey peak his slashes were non gendered

Ace just letting himself get pushed into the river like aight my bad I will take my punishment.... he really is so well mannered (it sounds like I'm talking about a dog)

Conis showing that nami influence.... gfs....

Nami and luffy twins moment look how relieved she is... this whole fight is so theirs...

Also how funny it is that the milk girl gave ace a shirt.... also new pants??? She must think he lost the shirt in the river.... no girl he is just a slut...

Nami: okay ❤️ yay ❤️

Noland just thinking about where karugara is and if he is alright in his EXECUTION!! SICK AND TWISTED

OMG BOUNDMAN INSPO????

NO ACEEE NOOOOOOOO

THE END OF ACES STORY IS THAT THE COFFE IS NO LONGER BITTER BC THEY SERVE IT WITH MILK AND WHY AM I EMOTIONAL ABOUT IT

#luffy carrying karugaras will to make cricket hear the bell tolling.... god.... but i think i missed why he knows there is a bell #luffy is smart idk if enel mentioned it or he connected the points between the ones cricket had #and right now i get my answers... damn you oda... cricket making sure he sends luffy where he wants to go so now luffy will get him the bel #nami and her waver are literally invincible... i miss it where did it go.... she and the waver and zeus could take down big mom i am seriou #robin watching the ruins be destroyed... if she could get her hands on enel i onow it would be gruesome #i just will never get over how the people just start praying to god to save them and luffy does like that is insane it is too early #did oda had nika in mind already (by old sketches he did) or some concept of it like what the hell chapter 297... and so explicit...#on the second read it really sticks out like damn.... foreshadowing and also a lot of lore starts here its amazing....#HE LITERALLY MAKES IT SUNNY AGAIN LIKE WHAT ARE WE DOING!!! HELLO???!!!#luffy doing like noland did and making god worthless... i mean different instances but the god the shandians praised was very much like ene #omnipresent and vengeful. have to keep him pleased if you dont want to suffer his wrath etc...#and then the god the people pray to save them is luffy (even if they dont know) which does good and asks for nothing in return.... yeah....#cricket was so worried about them omg.... crying and everything knowing they are alright and also made his life worth it like damn #now everyone comes back to life yeah yeah weve all seen it... only luffy knew a good party could end a 400 year territorial feud #you know the fact that netflix could use skypiea to make a insensitive tasteless two state solution reference with this makes my blood boil #<- very tangential but alos very real solution bc i do not trust them to be critical bellemere said stealing is bad. what next #robin learns about ancestdal weapons and says tss... whatever this isnt history jadhiansksns #so roger followed its guide?? so he was looking for the weapons too?? my axis mundis theory makes sense ajdianiskanao #nvm roger took the poneglyph with the history i guess... thats more boring..... roger took the info on the poneglyphs to laugh tale??? okay #THE COOKS ARE THE GIRLS PARENTS.... I THOUGHT IT WAS THE CAPTAINS DAUGHTER!!! OOOOHHH THAT IS EVEN BETTER THEY ENJOYED ACE EATING SO MUCH 😭#aokiji is the strongest man in the marine headquarters... so that was a fucking lie....#reading one piece

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