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I have many so have one of my brain worms ♡
Klarian adopted by Danny, and who grew up in ghost zone and with ghost zone culture.
Klarian, who legit thinks he's friends with YJ cause fighting, is how you play with friends in the GZ.
One day Klarian summons Danny to show his friends to his mom, and danny is just "oh sweetheart, they're human, not ghosts, honey, I don't think they think you're friends. I'm sorry, in most living culture, humans especially, fighting doesn't mean friendship unless explicitly communicated verbally."
Klarian speed-runs a redemption arc once he realises the culture barriers and actually explains things from his side with some help from his mom when concepts are hard to put into words
I love klarian adopted by Danny so much
Rhdhdhdhdhdhdhdvdhdhdhdhd BRO THANK YOU YOUR BRAIN WORMS ARE DELISH OH MY GOD YESSSSSSSSESSS
Klarian being like Starfire was in teen titans having to explain his culture and everyone is not trusting him but my chaotic baby boy is trying oh my god, momma Danny so proud of him I'M AN EMOTIONAL GLASS CASE AND THIS SHATTERED ME WHY SO FUCKIN CUTE FJXBSBHDHDHDJDBDBD
Can me write this??
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3 Song Challenge.
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I was challenged by @90sbaby93 to do a 3 song challenge. She asked me to write mini stories with the first 3 songs I hear. I’m a 90’s R&B girl so these songs are what came on. It was a hard thing to do but I tried my best.
Warning ⚠️ none
Word count: 2018 words
Tag list: @mzv11 @whatdoeseverybodywant @crxssjae @yana3sworld @paigereeder @kill-the-artiste @wooahmiri @abadbitchblogs @southerngirl41 @90sbaby93 @mocooper98 @mainthingdoja @jeysbvck @mindairy @strxwberry-milku @niknakbucks92 @alyyaanna @christinabae @zillasvilla @venusesworld
Song Challenge
I’m Still In Love With You By New Edition
I dated Jey for 6 years, we first met in high school and became close friends. I was focused on school so much that I didn’t want a relationship with him. But there was a lot of flirting and we were very close. The day of graduation was here and when I got to the school there was Jey, looking so handsome in the red cap and gown, he had a dozen white roses in his hand which he found out were my favorite and a big smile on his face as I walked over to him.
“What are you smiling so hard for”? I asked him, as my smile matched his. “Well I stuck to my word, and trust me sticking to it was not easy. I did tell you I would ask you to be mine once we graduated. Well today is graduation and these past 3 years being your friend were the best 3 years of my life. Now I want you to be my girl”. My heart started to race and tears of joy fell as I said, “yes, I will be your girl”...
Our relationship was beautiful until he joined the WWE and he was on the road more than he was home. Rumors and photos online of him and other women and I had enough. So when he came home for Christmas break I broke up with him, packing up and moving back home to NYC.
It is now 2024, Jimmy and I are still cool. He called me to tell me he was going to be in town tomorrow with the family because wwe is having a show at MSG. “I would love for you to come by and meet Trin. I know you didn’t come to the wedding because of my brother-
“Yes, I will come by Jimmy as a matter of fact I have some good news to share with you when I see you”. So, Jimmy and I made arrangements to meet up at BBQ’s for lunch. I had been over Jey and it wouldn’t bother me to see him, especially that I have moved on and am getting married in 3 months.
The next day came and I got to the restaurant. Jimmy greeted me with a big smile and a hug, introducing me to his wife and as we were about to sit down, I heard a familiar voice behind me say “Yo Uce”. I turned around and Jey and I eyes met, causing Jey to stop dead in his tracks, my heart was beating in my ears. Old feelings started to rush back and I didn’t like that one bit. Jey looked at me, he was lost for words. “Oh my God Jeannie, how are you”. I smiled and said, “good and yourself?” Jey said, “I’m cool, enjoying being the champ”. I smiled and said, “yes, I saw that match, congrats.” Jey looked shocked and said, “I didn’t know you still watched”. I was mad I put myself out there. Yes, I do watch his matches. Part of me thinks about him from time to time.
“Well, Jeannie said she has something to share, looks like you are right on time Uce”. Jimmy said as he grabbed a chair for Jey.
I hesitated, unsure if this was a good idea. Taking a sip of my pina colada to calm my nerves, I took a deep breath and said, “I’m getting married”! I raised my hand, showing them the ring. Jey’s mouth dropped open, as Jimmy and Trin jumped for joy, congratulating me. “Uh wow, uhm congrats”. Jey said in an obvious unhappy tone. He looked at his phone and said, “I would love to stay, but uhm I gotta meet someone”. I nodded as I watched Jey walk away. My heart sank.
My Wedding Day, NYC.
Jey has been stressed since the day at BBQ’s. He realized that he still loves me and he needed to tell me. He was at the hotel with Jimmy. “I need to stop that wedding. I’m still in love with her, I can’t believe I let her get away from me like that”. Jimmy watched as his twin paced back and forth. Suddenly, an idea came to Jey. “I got it, I’m gonna get my girl back”. Jey grabbed his keys and raced out the door.
I was in the hotel across the street from Jimmy and Jey. I sat on my bed, looking at my wedding dress. “Girl, you are about to get married in 2 hours, why are you not getting ready”? My best friend Carmen said as she walked in my room. I sighed and said, “do you think I’m doing the right thing”? I looked at Carmen who put her hand on her head and said, “you haven’t been yourself since you ran into Jey. Does this have to do with him”?
I nodded. I had absolutely no words. What if I am doing all this thinking and he doesn’t feel the same? He hasn’t called me. But I did catch him lurking on my Instagram stories. I sighed, got up and started to get ready for my wedding.
I got dressed, looking at myself in the mirror, I wasn’t feeling it at all. Carmen said, “it’s almost time sis”. I nodded and said, “okay meet me in the lobby, I just need a few minutes to myself”. Carmen nodded and left the room. I took a few deep breaths, grabbed my phone, scrolled to my contacts to Jey’s name, I wanted to text him. Just then, there was a knock on the door. When I opened it there was Jey, holding the white roses just like he did on graduation day.
“I know I fucked up, it is something I still regret till this day. I’m still in love with you. Please give me a second chance”. I cried, hugged Jey and said, “yes, I will”....
I Can’t Stop Loving You By Kem.
Jey laid in bed, watching me sleep. A smile came across his face as he thought about the day we met. It was at Payback. I was in the front row with my friends and my son. When he came out he went to the corner to do his “day one ish” dance, he looked my way as I recorded him. The biggest smile on his face. He winked at me, making me blush. When the match was over he walked over to my direction, greeting fans. When he got to me, my son asked him if he would sign his poster board that he made of his pictures. Jey smiled as he took the marker from my son, signing it for him.
Jey, not able to take his eyes off of me, grabbed my box of popcorn and wrote something on it. He handed it to me. I looked at it, it was his phone number. “Call me when you leavin’”. I was shocked, and I nodded as I watched him walk away. After the show, I grabbed my phone dialing his number….
Fast forward it is now 3 years later, we are now married and have twin girls and he adopted my son. Our relationship in the beginning had its ups and downs. A lot of arguments and sleepless nights as he was on the road. But our love was strong as well as our bond and nothing or nobody can change that.
A tear came down his eye as he continued to watch me sleep. He was so thankful for me sticking by him through the good and bad. His hand softly rubbed my face, causing me to wake up. “What’s wrong baby”? I asked him as I rubbed my eyes, slowly sitting up. “I was just thinking about us, and I am so thankful for you loving me, and giving me a chance. I know this life ain’t easy”.
I said, “baby, I love you and that will never change, I am in this with you for life”. Jey smiled as he leaned in to kiss me. His kiss always made me weak in the knees. As Jey laid me down, getting on top of me, he whispered against my lips, “for life”....
Kissin’ You By Total
I was in an unhappy relationship, just miserable. I worked for WWE as a stylist, drawing up the wrestlers' new gear. I got to work Monday morning and I noticed a letter from Jey on my desk asking me if I would be able to draw him up a few ideas for new gear for Wrestlemania. He left his number on the letter and asked me to call him. I never worked with Jey as he had his own designer. I grabbed my phone, dialing his number.
“Hey, I just got your note. I would love to draw something up for you. When did you want to meet”? I asked Jey, who laughed and said, “look up”. I looked up to see him outside my office. I smiled and waved for him to come in. He came in, he looked and smelled so good. His grillz showed as he smiled. “Sit wherever you want, let me grab my book”. I said as I stood up, walking over to my cabinet, grabbing my notebook and IPad.
“Mmm” I heard Jey say, which caused me to look at him. I caught his eyes wandering over my body. He licked his lips, making me shiver. I hoped he didn’t notice my reaction. I quickly grabbed my book and IPad and rushed back to my seat.
“So tell me what ideas you have in mind”. I said to Jey, who was still staring at me as if he was undressing me with his eyes. “I want blue and the word YEET across the pants. But I also want to have dinner with you tonight after Raw”. I looked at him, shocked at how straightforward he was. I also knew that he was separated from his wife and had a rep for being a playboy. But, I was also in an unhappy relationship and right now I just want comfort.
“Okay, I will”. I said in a soft tone. “I will get started on your designs and we can discuss them over dinner tonight”. Jey reached his hand across my desk, his hand softly caressed mine and said, “I look forward to it”. My body got hot from his touch.
It was 11 PM, I met Jey at the restaurant at the hotel. We discussed the designs and he picked out 2 of them he wanted. He was a perfect gentleman and didn’t make a move at all. Leaving me confused. But it could have been that we were in a public place and he is going through a divorce.
I worked with Jey almost everyday, working on his gear. There were moments we came close to kissing and that was all I could think of is the day we finally do kiss. I went to bed at night thinking of it, dreaming of it.
It was the day of wrestlemania. I picked up Jey’s gear and called him. “Can you bring it to my hotel room please”? He asked me, and I quickly said “yes”. I rushed over to the hotel, knocking on his door. He opened the door, stepping aside to let me in. As I turned around to hand him his gear, he grabbed my face and kissed me. I dropped his gear on the floor, grabbing his head and holding it as we kissed.
I pulled away, trying to catch my breath. “Did I do something wrong”? Jey asked. I immediately shook my head and said, “you don’t know how long I have been waiting for you to do this”. Jey leaned in closer and kissed me again. Just then there was a knock on the door, it was his twin. I said, “I gotta get back to the office”. Jey said, “we will continue this tonight after the show”....
Author’s note: this had to be the hardest thing to do on a short time period and write to these songs. I hope yall enjoy! Mea Culpa part 2 is coming up soon 🫶🏼💜
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My contribution to the James Potter in a crop top fest
@ye-olde-trojan-horse it's here hehe (praying to every god out there he likes this because his writing is *chef's kiss*)
@croptopjames happy to serve this community 🫡
My Idiot
Word count: 1023
TW for mentions of transphobia and dysphoria, it's mostly people gossiping and Reg being insecure about his gender (are his insecurities based on mine? possibly 👀)
“Dora?”
Pandora opened her eyes.
It was late at night and everyone else in the dorm was asleep, if Pandora went by the snores of Barty who was practically laying on Evan, and the smile Dorcas always made when she was dreaming.
It was one of their monthly sleepovers, since, with Dorcas not getting along well with the girls in her dorm and Pandora being in Ravenclaw, they didn't get the chance to meet up apart from meal times and classes. They’d organized their first sleepover together in second year, when Dorcas had come into the boys’ dorm saying she’d had a nightmare, and Barty sent Regulus to get Pandora, since he was the only one able to solve the puzzle needed to open the common room. They spent the whole night in Barty’s bed, holding onto each other for comfort.
It was now 4 years later, and Pandora turned their head around to see Regulus, who was the one who’d called her. He looked worried.
“Yes?” Pandora asked. Regulus usually didn't talk this late at night, especially with other people around.
“You know how i’ve been out to the school for a few weeks?”
Pandora frowned. She didn't like the way this was going. “Yes?”
“I’m a bit afraid of wearing the male uniform. In front of everyone, I mean.”
“Oh.” Pandora couldn't help but relax. They smiled softly.
After Regulus ran away two months ago, he was able to come out as trans to the whole school, and simultaneously make his relationship with James public. There were some negative reactions, but those were toned down pretty fast by James and his friends. Regulus still struggled to talk to Sirius, but he was slowly getting closer to the Gryffindors, especially Lily and Remus.
“Do you want to talk about it?”Regulus silently nodded, before taking a deep breath, and diving in.
“I feel like an imposter every time I make sure to look masculine. If I was an actual boy, I wouldn't need to make such an effort to look like one. I know it’s just my brain talking, but it’s still hard to ignore.” He lowered his head.
Pandora placed their hand on his shoulder. “Do I look feminine sometimes?”
Regulus looked back up at her. “Yes.”
“And do I have to do stuff like wear a binder or wear masculine makeup so people see me more as androgynous?" “Yes."
“Does that make my identity any less valid?”Regulus sat up, frowning. “What? No!”
Pandora laughed, bringing him down to a laying position to avoid waking up the others. “And that applies to you as well. You can wear the uniform now, or tomorrow, or never. It’s your choice. But do it because you want to, not because others want you to.”
Regulus relaxed, and put his hand on Pandora’s. “I love you.”
They couldn't help but smile. “I love you too, Reg.”
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the next morning
As Regulus walked into the Great Hall, wearing the male uniform, he couldn't help but notice a few whispers from people looking over at him. He took a deep breath, remembering Pandora’s words, and walked to his assigned spot at the Slytherin table, between Dorcas and Barty.
The two of them welcomed him, and, with the help of Evan, properly hid him off from the other tables and cussed off the ones who dared to look. Regulus looked down at his plate, feeling self conscious, and stared at the table as he felt the looks of others digging into his skin.
He started to regret his choice, even considering going back to his dorm right now. He repeated Pandora’s words of comfort as a mantra in his head, hoping to empty his mind.
He was taken out of his spiraling by the sound of a door opening suddenly, and talking all around the room. He whipped his head up, and what he saw was one of the most unexpected but delightful sights he’d ever encountered.
James was walking to his table as usual, except for the small detail that caused every student to whisper along themselves and a few wolf whistles to fly through the room.
James was wearing a crop top. A fucking crop top.
Along with his usual uniform trousers, he was wearing an old Quidditch jersey that was cut up to his belly button. And Salazar on a cross did he look good in it.
Regulus looked around for any form of clue as to why his boyfriend was parading in a crop top, and all he found was Pandora's eyes, looking at him from the Ravenclaw table with a knowing grin on her face.
They told him.
Regulus could feel his cheeks heating up as he saw James casually sit down at the Gryffindor table as if everything was normal, and couldn't help but stare at his boyfriend more than usual, that is.
“What’s up Regulus? Not feeling so well? Your cheeks are a bit too red, you must be sick.”
Regulus turned his head to see Barty with a face-splitting grin on his face, then turned the other way to see Dorcas and Evan looked the same
they were all in this. Dumbasses.
Regulus felt a smile climb up on his face.
They did this for me. So I wouldn't feel bad.
“But hey, At least I can see the appeal now. I get it, Potter’s smoking hot. Would you mind sharing, actually?”
And fuck no. That was not possible, in any sort of way.
Regulus only now realised all of the whistles going around the room, and he got up without a thought.
He shrugged off Barty’s calls and practically ran up to the Gryffindor table.
As he arrived close to James’ spot, his boyfriend looked up with a smile. “Hi, Reg! You-” James was interrupted as Regulus grabbed him by the collar, forced him up on his feet and kissed him in front of the whole school, one hand on his collar and the other at the back of his head.
As they parted away, James now a blushing, stuttering mess, Regulus smiled.
“You’re an idiot.”
My idiot.
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secondstar-acorn · 3 days
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season 2 means the world to me and now that it's over it's time for me to Elaborate (while I SOB how dare you anthony)
it being a more complex and less easily fixable storyline fits because they're teens! it really resonates with my early-20s-ass!!! i love season one it's incredible but their goals being more clearly set out also makes sense! all they really want is to get their kids home. the teens have to save the world and kill willy and reconcile with their parents and and and---
also idk why but in season 1 i really only had one dad that i Latched Onto and that was henry. i love darryl and glenn and ron obviously but henry just hit different for some reason and we're not gonna examine that because then i'll have to schedule a therapy appointment. but this season i have latched on to every single one of the teens. they're all extremely, WILDLY important to me and i'm gonna talk about it (scotty mute your dash)
let's talk about taylor first because i ADORE him. i am so freaking proud of him, y'all. he started off the season asking cassandra who his dad was and he ended the season by realizing that all he needs is his mom! that's a fantastic moment of character development. he cares so much about his friends! he knows who he is and he puts on a confident attitude, but he's still just a scared kid a lot of the time. he's so supportive 24/7 (HELL YEAH MY MAN) and if norm is the glue, taylor is the emotional support glitter on the craft project that is team stunt teens. he brings up the mood! he adds pizzazz! he's not. afraid to shine but he's also kinda fragile! that's my fucking guy!!!
ok moving on to my absolute beloved scary marlowe. i was one of those people who started off not really liking scary and not understanding her Deal but i finally GOT her in halt and catch fireball and from then on i've been obsessed with her. she falls into my favourite category of fictional character which is morally grey woman with insane amounts of power who just desperately wants to be accepted by people (i.e. jean grey, morgana pendragon, etc.) she stares willy in the eye as he dies!!! she tells her bio dad to fuck off and she accepts terry as her dad and remembers her mom is her best friend and GODDD SCARY MARLOWE. she's one of the most performative of the teens but she's also one of the most genuine. she is quick to defend each of her friends and once she's back in, she's BACK IN. she backs up every single one of them whenever they need her support, and her friendship with normal especially is extremely special to me. they're siblings your honour. the thesis of scary marlowe's character (imo) is "what if my friends love me more than i hate me" and that is a POWERFUL ASS choice that beth made. that's every teenager i know!!! that's me in high school!!! she's fucked up and she's imperfect but she is trying and she's learning to forgive herself for caring and i could write more but i'm not gonna because this is already getting so long and we're only halfway through.
okay this one is. god. normal oak. you put an oak in front of me and i start crying immediately. normal is no exception. hermie may be the theatre kid but normal has the theatre kid energy of trying so SO hard for attention and love but never getting the appreciation he wants. every single relationship he has is FUCKED. he lives off of validation and he's never learned to love himself as is. (please fucking god get this kid to samantha stampler he needs to hear that he's enough just as he is). he hasn't been loved by his parents the way he should, he's fighting to meet impossible expectations, he's been inadvertently pitted against his sister since birth, and he starts the season filled with the naive sort of joy that comes from doing No self reflection whatsoever and ends it deeply self-reflective and clearly still dealing with his trauma. but now he has friends who accept and love him no matter what. friends who will pull him onto the dance floor! he's the cheerleader! he's constantly giving out the validation he's wanted his whole life. he is so generous and so kind and so fucking sad and he breaks my heart. i need a campaign exclusively about normal going to college and learning how to live without his parents constantly in his business and learning who he really is and wants to be. he is. god. normal oak swallows garcia has been living with two conflicting philosophies his entire life, from sparrow "love wolf" oak garcia to lark "bring this glock to school" oak garcia. it's no wonder his mom is a centrist because who ELSE could love both of those men. (rebecca and morgan should meet up. side note.) and he chooses love every time!!! WE HAVE TO HELP IT. i love normal. i hope he's gone to therapy in the past twenty years and i hope he sees that he's had the people who care about him and love him all along in the form of his friends. i was normal normal was me and i am so proud of him. because even though everything has sucked shit he keeps pushing through. he's resilient and i love him for that.
and now. the teen who came out of nowhere and stole all the space in my brain. the true surprise of the season for me. LINCOLN LI FUCKING WILSON. god what to say about lincoln. so so much. i am so overcome by emotion whenever i think of lincoln that it is nearly impossible to put it into words. i understand this kid on a spiritual level. he has one goal and one passion his entire life. he loves his dads so much and he defines himself by what he loves and what he's interested in. he's never been confronted with the real world before. and then he is. and suddenly his world is no longer soccer and dads and his small house and fifa. now he is realizing that oh, the world is a little fucked up actually, and oh, the man i idolized for 14-15(???) years is kind of the one who fucked it up. he means the best for me but by sheltering me too much i am woefully unprepared for the world i'm living in and now all of my false hopes and aspirations are crashing down around me and the only way i can deal with that is to not care anymore. he has to shut it all out or he'll actually have to Think about how awful it is. his dad has killed people. he was found on the titanic?? scary, the person he immediately latched onto once he started doubting his dad, betrays him, and then he's floating again. and scary comes back!! and they eventually get married!!! and future lincoln has learned to forgive and understand that maybe, if he can forgive scary and love her and know her for who she really is and accept her even though she killed that guy that one time, maybe he can learn how to do the same for his dad. i'll say it. lincoln is the luke skywalker of this season. he is throwing away that lightsaber. he is saving grant from his self-hatred by choosing to love him at the end of the season. he tries to change himself as a way to get space. he hates hermie but he tries to be there for normal. he's best friends (...)with taylor and he finds his first REAL friend that isn't one of his dads through taylor!!! taylor inspires him to finally rebel and steal that laffy taffy!! high school lets him start to figure out who he is. he's able to forgive his dads. his sense of morality is maybe a little fucked up but he's probably working on it now!! he's absolutely the bitchiest out of all the teens and i love him for that!! he does his dads' taxes??????? he's been forced to handle WAY too much responsibility on literally all fronts and he shuts down to try and cope. he is canonically autistic to ME. the way he thinks about everything is Insane. he's besties with a bunch of dolphins. soccer is his safe place. when he loves something he holds on TIGHT. this is an incredibly long-winded way of saying i love lincoln and i will spend the rest of my life losing my mind over this character.
my point here is i love season 2. it's weird! it's freaky! it's eldritch! it's brightly coloured and also dark as shit!! i love season 2!!!!!!!
and don't get me started on dood because then we'll be here for hours.
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books-and-catears · 2 years
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Goodbye Dearest MC
Brothers reacting to MC getting killed trying to save them (Part 4: Satan)
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You wanted to live. You wanted to live and grow older with me didn't you?! Then why...WHY did you throw yourself to death for me!?
Your eyes met right before disaster struck. He literally watched you make a split-second decision and dive forward, jumping on top of him.
To his horror, your calculations were correct. The airborne weapons were definitely set to fall upon Satan. If you hadn't intervened.
"MC NO!" He cried out trying to shield your back with his arms, but you were holding him down, his arms pinned to the side. You knew in the last second, he'd try to save you.
"You would have...lost your arms...silly..." You said between heavy breathing. With your strength diminishing, he freed himself from under you, cradling your injured body.
"SO WHAT IF I LOST MY ARMS?! DAMNIT MC!" Satan made you lean on his chest, as he tried to observe the damage on your back. He hated what he saw. His head swam with rage and misery.
"Without your arms...you can't flip pages..." You argued. "And worst of all ...you can't pet cats. Your arms are important." He almost laughed. In a desperate time like this, he almost laughed.
Who else except you could do this to him? What a joyless world it would be without you. He was muttering every heal he had stored away in his memory for any situation like this. And yet they were hardest to remember now.
"Remember we used to...read books about stories like this...and we used to talk about...what we'd do..." You were almost in a trance. Satan let you keep talking, he knew you were doing it to distract from the burning pain you were in.
"Now that it's happening...I feel like we didn't talk.. about it nearly...nearly enough..." You stared up at his big blue eyes, swimming in unshed tears. "You can cry...I know you want to."
His tears fell as if on cue. Violent sobs rose from his chest as he hugged you tight and cried into your shoulder. He didn't even need to tell you, did he?
"You knew, didn't you...You knew no amount of healing would save you...You did this on FUCKING PURPOSE ..." Satan said, desperately trying to get his emotions under control. But this feeling was new. He never learnt how to handle it - how to make it go away.
"In that one second, I saw your eyes change. They were panicked until they weren't anymore. I didn't understand what it meant until you... It took you one mere second to make peace with your death!" All the knowledge in the world, yet what was the point if it couldn't save you?
You smiled. Acknowledging that everything he said was right. "The weapons were... cursed with ...special runes. A lot of them ....don't have counterparts.... for undoing."
Satan felt his heart dying, slowing down to match the pace of yours. "I won't forgive you for this. Do you have no idea how much you mean to me? Did you forget how much I need you?"
"You've always loved... solitude more...silly. It won't be...too bad." You leaned deeper into him, as if memorizing the texture of his sweater and how his muscles feel through it. "I'm glad..my last moments are... alone with you.."
Satan stayed silent, feeling desolate and defeated. He listened to you intently. Your precious last few words. "Perhaps after this... you'll understand Lucifer... a little better too."
"I wish you happiness Satan...I wish you all the happiness ...you gave me..." You grew dizzier, the air escaping your lungs. "I hope.. I see you again..."
He struggled to keep composure. His throat full of lumps and tears. "Safe journey, dear MC..." He let out a sharp cry of agony as your head fell limp and your eyes closed forever.
His eyes went wide. It was true. Satan had felt Lucifer's grief, but without a connection and without reason.
Now even Satan had a reason. Now Satan had his very own Lilith story. Now Satan knew exactly why Lucifer sacrified his autonomy to Diavolo. And Satan now started walking, carrying you, towards the castle to do the same.
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puppyeared · 2 months
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sleight doodley before i go to bed <3
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doodlerh · 11 months
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tiny possum and big dog dad
#h doodles#character design tag#oc#poppy#gaius#new gaius! the old gaius was using gaius as a placeholder name as it sounded like 'guy' SDHSD#ive had this vision of a golden retriever guy for like actual months#but i could never get the ears right..UNTIL TODAY#these two have some simple heartfelt lore but i'll leave that for mmmm a later day#i want to draw more of them especially showing how tiny poppy is. like her head probably reaches middle of gaius's thigh in height#i was inspired by a video on yt of opossums that i was randomly recommended. their tiny hands. they made me emotional#i like their lore a lot. im not gonna write any of it down tho so if i forget i forget LOL!!!!!!!! sayonara#i can say tho that gaius is a mercenary in denial#and he found poppy as a baby in the woods :')#oh and gaius is like probably 21 when he finds baby poppy (boppy) so now they are 25 and 4 yrs old respectively#okay. GOOD NIGHT#i looked back at yesterday's post and i really said 'hard work ahead' bruh i did. like one (1) work. it was well done imo but#SO MUCH LEFT#in my defense. baizhu kaveh#OH YEA I TOOK EM TO THE ABYSS FOR A SPIN and god#baizhu is great on a random team i cooked up but kaveh on his designated team just aint doing it#i think i really do need to crown his NA </3#having to farm more...................................RAAAAAAAAAAA#at least i have enough to finish his other talents but MAN#i do kinda like that domain too honestly. just the two drakes OKAY GOOD NIGHT. as u can see i am also running out of#character design juice. i have so many ideas but they all end up looking the same#gaius is heavily a wip he looks like smth in my brain
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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months
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— Emperor Charles VI's diary entry on Count Althann's death
[text: "My only heart, my comfort, my most faithful servant, my soulmate, who loved me dearly as I did him for 19 years, [we] had a true friendship, we were one heart and one soul, and we never concealed anything from one another. He will always be in my heart, [my] beloved friend..I. have lost everything."]
#this is like. incredibly niche.#but also hopefully a quote one can look at without context and still feel emotional damage about#idk. i think about this quote probably at least once a week and then have to stare at it and cry a bit#its just GOD. yknow??????#theres this one paper(which i linked) that i originally read as research for the AU#but i go back to it probably twice a month to reread it bcs im so !!!! abt it#i think its cause charles vi is just not that relevant but is relevant to me so to have this paper abt his personal relationships is very !#its both nice as ref for the au but also very interesting to hear about historical queer relationships/dynamics#the sections about him and his wife are very endearing as well#but god like him and count althann. im literally so invested in this 300 year old relationship#this is obviously from his death which is incredibly depressing and heart wrenching to me#but the other things he wrote about althann in his diary are very sweet to me#they were inseparable to the point of often sleeping in the same bed and charles called him his 'eternal love'#AND ON ALTHANN'S DE WIKIPEDIA PAGE IT LITERALLY CALLS HIM THE EMPEROR'S FAVORITE#anyways literally every part of this quote absolutely destroys me but especially how he refers to althann and then the ending#and its interesting to me bcs apparently his diary entries were usually pretty to the point#but when various people in his as althann died he would write these extremely emotional entries that are so </3#if you have any questions abt their dynamic pls i will talk abt them 🥰🥰 i find it fascinating#theres a book about his diary but its in german and 500 pages and kinda hard to get hold in but maybe one day!!!#also in AU contexts: althann and charles vi would be mark and seb so take that as you will 🤭😭#as i said this is great for ref but also made me sooooo fucking invested in him#i have no idea how to tag this#historical#holy roman empire#emperor charles vi#catie.rambling.txt#historical quotes#habsburg#habsburg monarchy#ah wow if only my german prof could see me now. fucking...habsburg posting. why am i like this
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crossdressingdeath · 11 months
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I really hope that TSatS features Nico and Will having so many issues around being complicit in Octavian's death, and Nico in addition having so many issues around killing Bryce. On Octavian's end these are children complicit in a gruesome death; necessary or no, that sort of thing's going to stick with them! Especially since as far as we see they never tell anyone about it (Nico might have told Dionysus during their therapy sessions, but as far as I can remember that's not confirmed), which means the only people they can discuss the whole thing with is each other. ...Or I guess Michael Kahale—assuming he's still alive post-ToA, since that's not actually confirmed—but I feel like the understanding between him and them is probably that they Do Not Acknowledge It, assuming they ever see each other at all. Anyway. I'm sure being able to share the weight of what they were part of between the two of them would help, but... well, sharing the burden of being a teenager traumatized by your part in a brutal death with another teenager traumatized by their part in said brutal death is only going to do so much. And I feel like more specifically the fact that Will is a healer would make the whole situation so much worse for him; knowingly standing by and letting someone die knowing he could easily save them would be hard for any hero, but for someone who's dedicated to healing people? Yeesh.
And of course on top of that... Bryce's death is a really cool and dramatic scene that goes way harder than I'd expect a children's book to go, but it's also absolutely horrific. Partially because Nico turns him into a ghost with zero sign of hesitation and that is so much, but I feel like for Nico partially because he doesn't remember it. Like, the fact that he has no memory of killing Bryce gets glossed over in BoO, but he turned a guy into a ghost with no hesitation or mercy and he doesn't remember. He was really angry at Bryce for threatening Reyna, and the next thing he knew the guy was dead (and he'd been knocked out for three days). He has no idea how he did it or even what he was thinking at the time! He was either out of control of his own actions or he wanted to kill Bryce, and he has no way of finding out which. That would be a terrifying thought: either he's a willing murderer (while him killing Bryce was to save Reyna and Hedge and I fully agree with it, it was absolutely murder in a way Octavian's death isn't, Bryce was completely powerless and begging for mercy by the end there) or his powers can hijack his body and push him into doing things that he would never do of his own free will, and he'll probably never know which. Which does beg the question of if anything could set him off like that again, which I feel like is something that would weigh on Nico. I'd love to see him admit that he's actually really scared that something will push him over the edge again and either he'll lose control of his powers and kill someone else or (possibly worse) discover that he was in control when he killed Bryce and did it because he wanted to. Now, I don't think Nico could turn someone into a ghost just like that, my theory is that it was only possible in Bryce's case because Bryce was threatening someone he loved using a closely held secret (which Nico understandably took rather personally) and, more importantly, he was halfway faded out of the living world already; I doubt he could've done it if he hadn't been mostly full of darkness already or if he hadn't been overwhelmed with protective fury at the threat to his dear friend. But whether or not Nico knows that is unclear; I can see him being terrified at the very thought that it's possible that he could snap and kill someone again.
Basically given how TSatS seems like it's going to be largely about All The Trauma, it would feel like a huge failure on Rick's part to not go into how being responsible for Octavian's death absolutely would've fucked Will and Nico up, and also how directly killing Bryce absolutely would've fucked Nico up. If I'm remembering right, setting aside Luke's death—Percy and Annabeth supplied the weapon he stabbed himself with, but I wouldn't call them complicit in it the way Will, Nico and Michael are complicit in Octavian's death since it was entirely Luke's decision in the end—Will and Nico (and Michael Kahale but he's not important currently assuming he's even still alive) are the only protagonists knowingly and willingly complicit in another demigod's death, and Nico is the only protagonist to actively kill another demigod! I can accept them not talking about it in ToA, since "Hey, we're super fucked up from the deaths we caused/played a part in and we don't know what to do about that because we're kind of sort of murderers before the age of eighteen and that's really not the sort of thing you just tell people" isn't something to drop on Will's suddenly-sixteen-and-mortal godly father without warning during a serious crisis situation and I can't see anyone they might have told about it off-page spilling the beans without permission either and when it happened Apollo was already in deep shit and so probably not paying a lot of attention to what his kid was doing, so our POV character wouldn't know about it and wouldn't find out (I know he's aware that Octavian's dead, but unless I'm forgetting something—which is. entirely possible, I should reread ToA—he doesn't know the part Will and Nico played in it). But if it doesn't come up at all in the book told entirely from their perspectives, I'm... honestly gonna be pretty pissed!
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things 👍🏼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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nmdstv · 2 years
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like. DON'T GET ME WRONG! in fics, when im reading a STORY i don't mind who bottoms or tops in like. the probs only sex scene of the fic as long as i like the characterization of my boys but by GOD does it seem like i tend to always lean towards the hc with the less people and never find shit with my preferences.
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tariah23 · 1 month
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If look back is getting a movie fr, I swear I’m gonna start bawling rn
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yappacadaver · 6 months
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two separate endings where raymond's like 'lol glad it was you not me' just straight up to your face, he's the worst, i desire him carnally
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evakant · 1 year
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just had the weirdest fucking dream
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needle-noggins · 8 months
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read two short little fics this morning and they were phenomenally written but that's all it took for the anxiety spiral to grab me by the throat
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sunsrefuge · 1 year
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!! Music Game !! (again!!)
I was tagged again, I am unstoppable thank you so much for the tag kai !! <3 ( @kerra-and-company ) These are coming from my big 2,762 song playlist again! Meaning: every song I’ve ever liked on spotify in the last five years aksjdh
RULES: You can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, and then tag 10 people. No skipping!  
Doubt Comes In by Anaïs Mitchell, Justin Vernon
Infinity by Jaymes Young
More by 5 Seconds of Summer
Yer Killin’ Me by Remo Drive
Weep by Mother Mother
Never Again by Breaking Benjamin
What I’d Give Up by The Classic Crime
To The Blade by Everything Everything
Night of The Hunter by Thirty Seconds to Mars
Oceans Brawl by Cœur de Pirate
(All spotify links again!) Since I’ve already done this and tagged ppl once, I’m not gonna tag people again, but if you wanna do it then im tagging you !! im tagging you in my heart and soul !! and tag me again if you wanna i have so so much music pl--
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