#haddie rambles

[pogueswrld]

hey, i just wanted to say that i absolutely adored your hijabi rep!! i’m hijabi and it’s super hard to find even a little bit of representation in the fanfic community (especially in stranger things fanfics). so thank you so much and have a great day‼️

I am so glad you enjoyed them!!! I make ‘em especially for us deprived babes </3 I’m more than happy to write more, and I absolutely adore every hijabi!reader piece I’ve ever written 🤭🫶🏼

[teeniegreeniebeanie]

Just want to show off my favorite Haddie combos. She's such a cutie.

Yes, I main Haddie. Yes, because I main Haddie, I own all of her available cosmetics. No, I am not normal.

EDIT: Since the Twins came back, I changed my name back to ♡ Mrs. Deshayes ♡ for those who want to friend me!

[gr3-d12]

oc thing

[skylolacreativespace]

it issie morninie, — me issie goingie to beddie

my lee moodie madie it hardie to sleepie qwq me issie a lil too giggly silentie ehe

nini m 😅❤️

[meglinpancake]

Just saw your doodle of Haddie being utterly and hopelessly confused with Mikaela’s tarot card magic and I cannot stop laughing at the idea that Mikaela has tried to explain how it all works but Haddie physically doesn’t understand.

Haddie is literally just a dial-up tone while Mikaela is in full hyperfixation ramble mode.

Even if Haddie did eventually understand I feel like she would pretend she didn’t just to watch how giddy her wife gets talking about everything.

Haddie can memorize what the cards mean, but she doesn’t fully understand how cards “choose” their interpreters nor how people can read them. Not that it matters when her wife is such a cutie going off about her hyper fixations<3

[peakyblinders1919]

Haddie Harrington Pt. 10

|part 1| |part 2| |part 3| |part 4| part 5 | part 6| |part 7| |part 8| |part 9|

The BMW would have looked out of place in the driveway of the little chateau save for the way it was worn, the once shining maroon paint now marked with age and dust and just enough scratches to look lived in. 

“It’ll be quick, I promise.” You didn’t need reassurance, but thats what Steve’s words did anyway. Once the door was unlocked, you were met with the smell of cleaning supplies and Steve’s earthy cologne, the hysterical wailing of Haddie, and the frantic rambling of Robin.

“Thank God you're here, I’ve tried everything, she won’t listen to me, she doesn’t like the voices I did, she’s been crying for you-”

“Robin, alright, alright, calm down… a minute, two tops.” He smiled back at you before slipping into her pink bedroom, hearing the faint hint of his high-pitched voice trying to lure Haddie back to sleep.

“Y/N, I’m sorry, I wanted to be able to handle it, for me, for you, but I just, kids are used to routine and she doesn’t know me well enough yet and I don’t know her and what she likes… and maybe she doesn’t like me at all-”

“Robin, Robin, Robin. It’s fine. It’s alright.”

“But your date was ruined…”

“No it wasn’t. It’s just starting…” you smiled, taking the solitude you found yourself in making yourself feel at home.

The house itself was a stark contrast to Steve’s childhood home, this one small but perfectly lived in with stuffed animals littering the couch, a mess of papers on the kitchen counter, boots and shoes spilling over in the mud room, and candid family pictures on almost every free shelf and surface. Hanging back as Steve soothed Haddie back to sleep, the pictures were under your scrutinizing gaze; a baby picture of Haddie, a picture of Steve and Haddie with matching sunglasses at the beach and a shirt that reads “My First Beach Day,” another picture of a house that must have been his home before this one, painted blue with butter yellow shutters, and finally, a picture of Steve with a younger Haddie on his shoulders, and a beautiful blonde woman with Haddie’s eyes standing next to him, looking at them both with love and mountain and adventure behind her.

Is that her? You asked yourself, already knowing the answer. 

Haddie’s mom. 

She was stunning, so at ease and beautiful without trying to be. Where you should have felt jealousy, anger perhaps, all you felt was happiness for him. This picture was shiny and new and hope captured behind a camera lens, proof that Steve had successfully moved on and made a life for himself despite all the shortcomings he’d just shared with you. Whether he had fully forgiven himself or not, he had moved on. The Steve smiling in that picture surrounded by two beautiful women? That Steve could feel truly loved. He was deserving of love, worthy of her love, and the happiest version of himself. 

What happened?

Not realizing you’d even picked up the photo to examine it closer, Robin’s voice startled you to the point of nearly letting it fall from your hands. 

“Robin,” you gasped, fumbling to put the picture back on the mantle with the others. You regained your breath, a quiet look passing between you two, sad and sympathetic and all but saying everything you couldn’t bring yourself to. There was something too intimate about stepping into Steve’s life again after five years, and something even more intimate stepping into the place he had worked so hard to call home for his family.

Suddenly it was all too much. The house was beautiful but small, the four walls around you starting to press in on you. The house was too small because it was already too full, unable to allow someone else to move into the space, his space. 

The world went quiet, quiet enough to hear the faint whispers down the hall, Haddie’s little voice sounding excited that you were here, quietly asking Steve if you could read her to bed because she loved the voices you made.

Suddenly it was all too much. The idea of  playing house in a home that wasn’t yours, sliding into a position that wasn’t yours, into a role that would always belong to someone else. Not only were the walls pressing in around you, they were sucking the air out of the room, leaving you lightheaded and fighting for air. 

“Y/N?”

The world stopped, the pictures on the mantle blurs of color. Haddie’s door down the hallway opened with a slight squeak of its hinges, the sound of Steve’s heavy tred coming down the hall, accompanied by Haddie’s.

“I’m sorry.” It came out in a whisper, eyes glued to Robin, hoping she’d understand all that you wanted to be able to say before you pushed past Robin back out into the driveway, the chilly Hawkins air hitting you in the face like the reality check you needed.

Suddenly, your world was upside down. Left was right, right was wrong, and Steve was the one you loved, the one you always loved, and now that you knew he loved you back, you couldn’t do it. Couldn’t find it in you to stay with a man who looked the same, sounded the same, but wasn’t the same at all. He was grown, he had moved on, he knew what love was really supposed to feel like. And who were you to measure up to it now?

What had you done in all that time, years since he’d left you behind? You never left, you never got to see the world, hoping there was still something better out there for you than this. You walked the same streets day in and day out, hung out with the same people you did back in high school, you forgot what it was like to live. And now that you felt alive again, it was too scary.

“Y/N, wait!” Not noticing how far your legs had already taken you, you stopped in the middle of the quiet suburban road, not sure who was speaking to you.

“I can’t do it Robin. I can’t.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I can’t be with him. I’m not supposed to be with him. He’s supposed to be with her, Haddie’s mom. I’m just… I’m just a dream he’s chasing. A dream that’s going to led them both to heartbreak. I can’t… I can’t…” It was difficult to find the words because there were simply none to express the overwhelming feeling carving its way into your chest. 

The next thing Robin said- Robin, normally known as the one to ramble more than you- was simple and the only thing you needed to hear. “Your feelings are getting a little too big so your just going to run away? That doesn’t seem like you.”

Running away hadn’t seemed like the kind of thing Steve would have done either, but he did. And that had changed everything.

“I… I need some time to think. Tell him,” you swallowed hard, “tell him I’m sorry and I’ll see him soon, yeah?”

“Why don’t you tell him yourself?”

“Because I’m afraid of what I’ll say if I see him right now.”

“Like what? What would you say to him? Say it to me.” 

Robin watched you pacing in the shadow of the streetlamps while the rest of the world slept.

“I’d, I’d, I’d say I forgive him. I forgive him for everything that he did and didn’t do. That I forgive him for leaving but it was still the hardest 5 year never hearing his voice, and it sounds better than it’s ever sounded before. I never left home but it never felt like home until he was back. Hawkins was never the same without him, I was never the same without him. My heart was never the same without him, it was broken and shattered and in the few weeks that he came back, he peiced it back together to something that feels. And I’m afraid if I went back right now and told him all that, I’d be with him the way I ached to be with him when I was 18, but we’re not 18 anymore, and I can’t say or do any of that in case too much has changed and my 18 year-old heart isn’t enough for his 25 year-old one. I’m not even scared he won’t live up to my expectations because… because I know he would, I’m scared I won’t live up to his. What if I can’t replace the woman he loved?” Silence. Eerie silence, the silence of the world asleep and the silence of them listening enveloped you until it was deafening. “What?”

Robin just shook her head at you, waiting until you turned and locked eyes with the very man you were talking about.

“Steve,” it come out as a gasp, perhaps shocked that he was there, or relieved that he had heard it and- was he smiling?

“I’ve got that drink ready inside, if you want.”

[vwildmonk]

Are they an oldest, middle, youngest or only child? (This one might be a me thing, because I LOVE writing/reading about family dynamics, but knowing what kinds of things were ‘normal’ for them growing up is important.) @ Monkey

I rambled and i regret nothing-

This is a fun one- when Lin- or rather Lil Pompom was growing up within the Toontown Stagehand Hub she was classified as the 'eldest of the youngest generation'. It's a mushroom colony, not a family tree here folks!

She was the last Stagehand to be adopted directly by Ol Tort- and boy is that significant. Then Lil Haddy came a year after her adopted by Auntie Mao, and Lil Looloo hatched under Lil Ogan’s watchful gaze at the Villestown hub after that (and all with that toucan sure has been something). She very much is and views herself as a protector and big sibling to them both- even if the word every Stagehand uses for each other (bar a few) is cousin. They are hers.

Within the family Ol Tort and Auntie Mao (through many shenanigans when she was little and just watching her) thought she would grow up to be the next Hubmaster, and as she already liked helping she was slowly getting fast-tracked onto that route- the offer of officially training to become the next Hubmaster was meant to be a present for when she turned 18.. but well, everything went very wrong before then. So she does view herself as a protector of even the ones older than her- and is viewed as such by a Lot of the Hub despite being one of the younger ones. She’s the one to stand in front and Help and Handle. She is after all Detective Stagehand, and she’s always helped her elder cousins and aunties and uncles and auncles and niblings and everyone else out. So there’s something more to it than just ‘eldest child’ of her group.

She genuinely likes this about herself as well. She’s learning to let some weight off her shoulders, to let Haddy in a bit… but being someone they can turn to? She likes that. To be someone they can talk to and her be able to shield or help, able to handle the tough choices… she likes doing that so others don’t have to. She feels- she is- a lot older than her chronological age nowadays, even though she can act like a chaos ball for them as well. But she’s still theirs, always. Haddy & Looloo's elder cousin. Their Pompom of the Superman Trio.

Complex eldest child.

[godess-ofthe-underworld]

Love Finds A Way

(sequel to “See You Again) ( A Harry Hook x reader story)

Part 11

"I love you."

Harry cradled her jaw with his palm as his thumb gently glided across her cheek.  Hadley closed her eyes leaning into it.

"Haddie… I … I love you too." 

Hadley's heart nearly leapt out of her chest.

Harry ducked his head slowly bringing it closer to hers. He was close enough that she could still smell the sea and metal permeating from his jacket. 

She sucked in a sharp breath just as his lips were about to collide with hers.

However….  Their moment was interrupted by a shriek coming from the deck. 

Startled, the two jumped away and looked around for the source, only to notice that the music had stopped and Ben and Uma had stopped dancing.

Grabbing Harry's hand,  Hadley led them back to the main deck.  She stopped when she saw the others still on the stairs, this time looking to the opposite higher deck.  

"Cool stained glass window" Hadley said pointing at as she stopped next to Evie.

"Buts whats going on?" Hadley questioned as she looked around at the others.

They all shrugged.

"Ben's been spelled" Mal squeaked.

"Uma found your spell book" Evie realised. 

"Ohhhhh.." Harry started " so tha's what happened".

"Wait … Harry did you know about this?" Evie asked looking over at him. 

"Nah.  Wasn't me business." Harry shrugged.

Mal looked from the window to Ben knowing what she had to do. 

There was a lot of back and forth between Mal and Uma trying to keep Ben's focus and a little of Uma shouting at Fairy Godmother.

Mal gained his attention and she started rambling, a little too quickly for Hadley to understand.  Her rambling ceased only when she stepped forward and kissed him. 

All around people were gasping,waiting.

When she pulled away there was a moment where no one said anything, the only thing heard was Ben whisper Mals name.  The whole deck signed in relief that the king was back to normal.

"True loves kiss… works every time" Evie sighed wistfully. 

Uma however, had other plans as she rushed towards Fairy Godmother demanding and reaching for the wand.  

When Hadley and Evie blocked her path Uma looked for another way out.

Glancing over the railing to the water Uma smirked dashing over towards it. The Vks and everyone else rushed after her yelling for her to stop. She stops and turned around still clinging to the railing as Mal spoke up.

"Uma, I know you. You are so much more than just a villain,  and you have to believe me because I've been there.  Do not let your pride get in the way of something you really want."

Uma looked around, then her necklace, or well her mothers necklace started glowing.  Mal stepped forward to take her hand, but Uma turned, climbing up and over the railing, all while they shouted for her to stop.  She dove into the dark waters the rest running to find her but she didn't surface.

Suddenly the waters started swirling, creating a large whirlpool. It got bigger and bigger, until it was taller than the yacht itself.  Every one backed away scared.  Hadley felt Harry's arm wrap around her waist pulling her close to him. 

The cyclone suddenly burst as Uma sprung from its middle spraying water all over the deck and everyone who ran trying to shield themselves. When the water subsided they ran back to the rail, to find Uma, this time as a giant cecaelia. The long tentacles matched the teal of her dress and swirled just under the surface of the water. 

Uma laughed maniacally, spreading her arms wide as she taunted them. 

"True loves kiss won't defeat this. The world will know my name." She screamed.  She started snapping a tentacle at the deck causing everyone to duck and be sprayed  with water again

Harry pulled Hadley close, he noticed that Evie was directly in line with a tentacle snap and thought fast.  He quickly grabbed her arm pulling her towards them and shielded them both.

Uma snapped a few more times to startle everyone, laughing the entire time.

When it was safe and they could stand properly again Evie, although stunned, thanked Harry for saving her.  He, however, had no time to say anything because Mal started smoking.  Literally smoking. Purple and black smoke wound around and completely enveloped her as her eyes glowed vibrant green.  Those closest to her quickly backed up unsure of what was happening. Ben went to rush towards her but was blown back when a gust of air came through the smoke clearing it.  Left in Mals place was a brilliant purple dragon.  Evie and Hadley looked at each other in shock, jaws hitting the deck below. 

"Did you know she could do that?!" They both frantically asked as they ran to the rail which dragon Mal had flown over.

Uma cackled but quickly stopped when Mal Got a fireball at her.  She retaliated by snapping a tentacle at her.

They ducked as Mal flew over the deck to avoid it.

Mal circled around and blew a straight line of fire right to Umas head, which she narrowly missed by ducking under the water.  Only to resurface, causing a large wave  to splash up the side of the boat and rock it.  Everyone screamed and held onto each other to try and stay up as the yatch rocked roughly.  They were all startled when Ben let out a loud roar. He threw his crown and jacket at Jay and dove over the railing despite everyone yelling for him to stop.  

He swam in between the two looking from one to the other begging them to stop.  He started talking about listening and respecting each other.

The crowd stood in suspense after Ben asked Uma to be a part of the difference and not be against it. 

Umas features softened, shoulders slumping and tentacles no longer in defense as she thought.  She stretched out one to Ben's outstretched hand and delicately placed his gold ring on it.

Uma smiled sadly saying nothing as she turned and ducked under the water swimming off.  

Hadleys head hung.  She was hoping that Uma would accept his offer.  She felt Harry's hand on her shoulder as she looked up, giving him a tight smile as he watched Uma swim away.  Everyone's attention had turned to dragon Mal as she hovered over the deck with a puff of smoke, human Mal landed on the upper deck magically changing her dress to match the one in the glass window startled as the fabric started singeing.  She patted them out quickly and evie met her at the bottom of the stairs and led her to Ben, again, and tripped when Evie pushed her to him.  

"I owe you guys so much" the vks laughed as they agreed with him. 

" really, if there is anything you need or anything i can do for you please-" he was interrupted by Evie stepping up.

"Actually there is Ben, um, I know a girl who would really love to come to Auradon. Its Drizzellas daughter, Dizzy.  She's like a little sister to Hadley and me." She smiled at Hadley. 

"Then she should come." Ben smiled.

He started to say something Hadley interrupted this time.

"Ben there are a lot of kids who would really love it here in Auradon.  Kids just like us who deserve a second chance." 

"Can we maybe get you a.. a list?" Evie said hopefully.

"Yes absolutely" 

Everyone cheered until a guard came up with Mal's spell book that was found below deck.  She ultimately decided to give it up to Fairy Godmother, who eagerly took it and whisked away with it.

Hadley felt her arm being tug gently. She turned around looking at Harry who was smiling just as wide. He tugged her closer holding her hands. 

"Make sure me name is at the top of the list would ya." 

Hadley feinded  thought for a moment.

"Hmmmm… Dizzy definitely is first on the list." She teased.

"Oh really?" Harry chuckled and wrapped his arms around her waist. 

Hadley laughed, wrapping her arms around his neck.

Hadleys smile grew wide looking up into his eyes.  They seemed brighter, more blue, like the kind of blue Hadley had only seen in an Auradon sky.

They must have had the whole crowd invigorated because Evie and Ruby both shouted " Kiss her!" 

Harry and Hadley laughed along with the rest. 

He looked down at her smiling as she jokingly shooed at them.

"Ye don' have ta tell me twice." He whispered. 

He gently grabbed her chin making her look up at him.  

She closed her eyes and met him halfway as he leaned toward her. His soft, but slightly chapped, lips collided with hers and the rest of the world slowly faded out.  

His arm around her waist pulled her closer and his other hand moved to rest on her cheek.  

Hadley felt her cheeks radiate heat but couldn't care as she kissed him.  

They were so lost in each other that they didnt see the others scheming.  

Hadley and Harry pulled away laughing when they felt a spray of cold water hit them from all sides. 

(Ben)

Looking back at yesterday

I thought I gave it everything

But still there's so much road ahead of me

Harry wrapped his arms around Hadley's waist hugging her close.

(Mal)

When I looked into your eyes

I guess I didn't recognize

Who we are and all that we can be

Harry took hadleys hands following everyone elses movement.

(Ben and Mal)

Sometimes it's hard to find yourself

But it's worth it in the end

'Cause in your heart is where it all begins

(All)

We gotta be bold

We gotta be brave

We gotta be free

We gotta get loud

Making that change

You gotta believe (whoa)

We'll look deep inside

And we'll rise up and shine

We can be bold

We can be brave

Let everyone see

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

It starts with you and me

 Hadley let go of Harry's hand as Evie pulled her to the ships railing looking out at the isle.  Carlos joined them and the three linked arms. 

(Evie, Hadley and Carlos)

There's something special that I've learned

It's together we can change the world

Everybody's got something that they can bring

Mal and Jay joined them.

(Mal and Jay) 

When you take a look inside yourself

Do you wish that you were something else?

But who you are is who you need to be

Evie pulled Mal and Hadley away holding their hands.

 (Evie, Mal and Hadley)

Sometimes it's hard to find yourself

But it's worth it in the end

'Cause in your heart is where it all begins

 They separated and formed a large circle with everyone else splashing in the water and laughing.

(All)

We gotta be bold

We gotta be brave

We gotta be free

We gotta get loud

Making that change

You gotta believe (whoa)

We'll look deep inside

And we'll rise up and shine

We can be bold

We can be brave

Let everyone see

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

It starts with you and me

Everyone  joined evie and Ben at the stairs.

(Evie and Mal)

We all can do a part

We know that it can be the start

To bring about the difference that we need (yeah)

(All)

I promise we can work this out

I promise we can see it through

Hadley reached out and grabbed harrys hand.

Don't you know it's up to me

It's up to me and you

They charged the center of the dance floor splashing as they went and formed a large circle  with people dancing in the middle.

(All)

We gotta be bold

We gotta be brave

We gotta be free

We gotta get loud

Making that change

You gotta believe (whoa)

We'll look deep inside

And we'll rise up and shine

We can be bold

We can be brave

Let everyone see

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

Hadley pulled harry out to the middle. He scooped her up and spun around as the water went flying. He quickly kissed her as he set her down. He grabbed her hand as they danced out of the circle.

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

It starts with you and me (whoa, whoa, hey)

It starts with you and me

Mal and Ben waved to the crowd as they cheered.

The Djs kicked back up and upbeat music flooded the deck. 

Hadley held harrys’ hand as he spun her and she kicked water up at him.

Only a few more chapters until the end :’(  but at least they finally kissed!! If you like part 11 and would like part 12 please comment and like!  As always you can read the illustrated version over on my Wattpad (@phelpsphan).  If you would like to be added to the tag list please message me! 

Summary: You would think that six months in Auradon would do any villain kid good.  Well, not Hadley.  After the events of the Coronation, Hadley's mood took a downward spiral; and for one reason, guilt.  She'd broken a promise and left her best friend on the Isle of the Lost.  How will she handle seeing him again when certain circumstances bring her back to the Isle? Will she finally tell him what she really feels?  

Disclaimer: I do not own any characters in Descendants.  Hadley and the plot between her and Harry are mine. 

Tag list: @unded-bride , @fangirlforever2412 , @itsnottilly 

[pogueswrld]

I promised y'all a pic of my plushies and here they are <333

the very first one (the grey and white cat standing) that's my first baby nova, the other cat, which is part sushi part cat, is my second child holly, but the middle boba cup is the one I got today and idk what to name her so give me suggestions <3333

[shcnley]

╰ ✧ ZOEY DEUTCH. MUSE SEVEN. BISEXUAL. ❞ say hello to the s club’s very own SHANLEY EVANS! a TWENTY-THREE year old CISFEMALE that goes by SHE/HER pronouns. i heard they were voted MOST TALKATIVE in high school, which says a lot about them because they’re very VIVACIOUS and DEPENDABLE, but watch out for their IMPULSIVE and STUBBORN side as well. i hope they’re ready to take a break from being a TEACHER and finally get this summer started! 

hiiii friendssss, i’m gigi!!! and here’s my lil french fry lovin’ bb, shanley. sooo excited to plot w/ you allllll <333 

B A S I C S

full name: shanley nicole evans gender: cisfemale pronouns: she/her sexuality: bisexual age: 23 years old birthday: january 27th 1997 birthplace: NYC currently living: chicago, il relationship status: single zodiac: aquarius sun, virgo moon, leo rising occupation: teacher ( 1st grade )

I N S P O

characters: jessica day ( new girl ), lorelai gilmore ( gilmore girls ), harper ( set it up ), summer roberts ( the o.c. ), alexis rose ( schitt’s creek ), & amy march ( little women ). music: click this sentence for playlist !!  pinterest: click this sentence for pinterest !! 

B A C K G R O U N D

kso, i’m going to be honest. shanley had an extremely normal and happy childhood. her parents met in high school, fell in love and were married after graduating college. her father ( theodore evans / think sandy cohen from the oc ) is an executive vice president of an insurance company while her mother ( clara evans / think kristina braverman from parenthood ) is a stay-at-home mom. born and raised in new york city. she has an older sister ( haddie evans / think prue halliwell from charmed ) who is three years older, she has an extremely close relationship with her. shanley is obsessed with family, tbh. she tells them just about everything. they had dinner together every night and talk about their days, have inside jokes, go on family vacations every summer ( before sclub summers ). overall, her parents are very loving and supportive, wanting only the best for their daughters. in high school, shanley was convinced she wasn’t like other girls *pUkeS*. she was very outgoing. like she literally made friends with anyone and everyone. a friendly face; probably the student who showed the new students around. it was rare to see shanley upset or rude to anyone unless she was defending someone. she had good grades (our shanny was v advanced), kind of a teacher’s pet but like still got her seat moved or sent to the hallway because she wouldn’t stop talking. i almost made her superlative most likely to say something stupid because like that’s her too. she was on the yearbook committee, played volleyball, and was a part of the student government. if she wasn’t at school or home, you would most likely find her with arlo, which whew. a story there. when it came to the sclub, she spent whatever free time she had left with them. encouraging all the trouble; shanley will do ANYTHING you tell her to and probably doesn’t think about it. don’t give her dumbass a dare because she will do it. sorry , i forgot what i was going to say; let’s change topics. NO i remembered, lets carry on. she’s always up for a good time. don’t hesitate to invite shan...even if you don invite her...she’ll invite herself SO. fast forward to college, shanley was accepted to loyola university and moved to chicago. how excite!!!!  kso she always knew she wanted to go away for school yanno be miss independent thats why they love her BUT college life wasn’t easy, not in the beginning at least. she was going through a breakup and lost herself for a while. became cold and detached; honestly after the break up her routine was to go to class then back to her dorm, study, cry and repeat. she was only friends with her roommates till finally they forced her to go out and deal with her heartbreak the “””normal””” college way aka getting stupid drunk. *tiktok vc* it izz what it izz. joined a sorority then dropped it because it was too culty for her. she got a part time job at insomnia cookies. slowly became high school shanley again. her spirits were especially lifted when she began student teaching. the kids made her so happy. they also proved to her that teaching was what she was meant to do. next thing ya know, four years are up and our girl has a degree in elementary education.  no one probably asked but her love life !!! like mentioned earlier shanley is single. she was convinced she was going to end up marrying arlo, maybe not right after high school like people assumed but eventually. they just connected on another level so when he ended things after their first year of college, shan was crushed. but if you’re curious, she's still got the hots for arlo. are we surprised tho? no? exactly. thanks for reading, pals. dsjkn okay i’ll add more. fine. so she hooks up with people and goes on dates but no one sticks. she doesn’t want them to stick either. she knows she had that like one great love and doubts she’ll ever feel it again so she just prefers to be on her own. she don’t need no man !!!!!!!! except for one...but mind ur business. so like what is shanley nicole evans up to now? well, her original plan was to move back home once she had graduated. but she was offered a teaching position in chicago and gladly accepted it. she figured since she loved living in chicago so much and it was at the school where she completed her student teaching; it all felt right for her to stay there. this was a fresh start for her. and she got it!! ya girl moved into a beautiful ( expensive ) apt near lake shore drive, started her own tiktok account where she randomly went viral and fell in love with all her students who she calls her kiddy beans!!

E X T R A !!

has 4 tattoos:       portrait of her dog, on her left calf // why? again obsessed w/ her dog       aquarius symbol,  on her right outer elbow side // zodiac hoe. Is v proud       coffee mug, on her right wrist side // her first tattoo. couldnt think of anything else.       honey bee, back of her arm above elbow // got really drunk, heard a song, thought of arlo, ended up at a shop with friends as a joke and woke up the next morning with it. 8 piercings: 3 each lobe. Industrial ( left ). tragus ( right ). sings when she talks sometimes most of the time speaks in really bad accents; new jersey being her fav is always in a dress...look at her pinterest...all she has is dresses. she likes to show off her legs ok. obsessed with animals ( if she’s not paying attention, its bc she’s thinking about her dog and/or bunnies ), coffee, and junk food. a jonas brothers stan, nick is her favorite brother. shelf is her favorite song. cries whenever she hears when you look me in the eyes ( she sang it to arlo when he took her to their concert ). has a big following on tiktok. on the teacher side. she posts her ootd and weird shit her students have said. sometimes even reenacts scenes from new girl. a reality tv show about birds she sees. its quite entertaining.  potatoes and pasta are her favorite foods. grew up making fairy gardens has a concentration face  dances for no and every reason.especially if she’s excited or beat someone in something. rambles way too much, forgets what she’s talking about mid sentence, attention span of a fruit fly. she has a hammock named bartholomew and she chills on it when she’s sad...so most of this trip. :-)))

welcome 2 the end; gimme all ur plots. i wanna plot with you all. i am down for everything and anything. 

[omg-puddingpie]

TS4 AU

It was an awards ceremony that night at Brindleton Bay high. So many students were to receive a reward in some form or another, regarding their educational achievements. One of those students was Armand DiAggro. While his name was called out for holding the highest GPA of that quarter, his friends cheered him on. But somewhere in the back, hiding among the shadows, was another student, secretly cheering: Adam Dracul.

It wasn’t until after the ceremony, did Armand see Adam; he was quickly trying to make a dash home, in hopes of no one noticing the Vampire prince. But Armand DID notice Adam....he always did.

Armand excuses himself from the group and attempts to keep up with Adam. He finds him around the corner and near the south exit of the school.

“ADAM! Hey-I didn’t know you were going to be here!”

“Hey DiAggro....” Adam turns, trying all he could to avoid eye contact. “Congrats on your award...high GPA, huh? You were always smart as fuck....”

“Thank you....” Armand fumbles with the items in his hands. “So, who are you here for?”

Adam sighs, turns and faces Armand. “You.”

“Me?” Armand was stunned. “...But-”

“I overheard Amber Stein telling that other girl you’ve been hanging out with...what’s her name? Haddie I think?”

“Yes....Haddie.” Armand could not look away from Adam’s eyes. So eerie.... “Or, it could have been Meg....not sure....But-”

“Either way, DiAggro, I knew you were getting something, so I showed up tonight.”

Armand finally removes himself from Adam. He turns, eyes the concrete and does all he could to hold back the melancholy feelings.

“Armand?”

“Your friends here?”

“Well, MK is but he’s here for someone else, to be honest. Think it is that Meg chick you mentioned just now...Heh-he said something about being Meg’s own Cheerleader because Chester would be here and that guy is a dick according to MK and-”

“No, Adam.” Armand interrupts Adam’s rambling. “Why are you REALLY here, huh? Someone like you has no business being here.....you’re too good for this and-”

“Hey, I TOLD you, Armand: I’m HERE for YOU. That so hard to accept?”

Armand exhales and musters up all he can to face the man he’s had feelings for since he could last remember. Armand WANTED desperately to believe in Adam but how could he? 

“Again, why?” Armand demands. “WHY me? We don’t hang out. You don’t like my friends: last I heard, you, MK, Chester, Dave and a few others called us ‘geeks’ and show-offs, no? Am I expecting either of them to punk me right now, as you distract me, Adam? Are you-”

“Listen, Armand....” Adam exhales. Wow, was he THAT bad towards Armand, he thought? Adam continues. “....You’re going to believe what YOU want, okay? I’m sorry, alright.....I’m, sorry.....for all those times I was an absolute dick to you but if I REALLY wanted to do anything to you, I’d done it at the park, when we WERE alone. I don’t need those guys to fight my battles...”

Armand rubs his neck. Now HE was the jerk. “Adam-”

“Please. Just....let me finish, Armand. I’m here for you because, well....” It was now or never. “.....You mean A LOT to me, alright? You were getting something for being so damn smart and I wanted to be here....even if you DIDN’T know about it, like all those other times and-”

“Other times?” Armand was shocked. He could feel the burning sensation in his eyes. “You mean, you were there for OTHER times?”

“Well, sure, DiAggro. Your Chess tournament, the Spelling Bee’s...your Ballet performances, the Debate club, school plays, this...”

Armand’s mind was drowning in so many thoughts. He needed to get out of there; he could feel the tears creeping closer to the surface and he was certain his friends were currently looking for Armand.

“I.....I have to go, Adam.” Armand’s voice cracks. “They’ll be looking for me and-”

“Wait...Armand...”

Armand tries to pull away from Adam but the grasp upon his fingers was tight. Armand felt the tears fall.

“Please, Adam.....I need to go....”

Adam forces Armand to face him; most would have been fearful of the Vampire prince with this sudden reaction but not Armand. Even with Adam’s breathing deepening and the color in his eyes developed a darker crimson hue to them, Armand still remained as such. Adam leans closer to Armand’s face: THIS was causing Armand’s heart to race. 

“Adam please, I need to-”

Armand’s words were cut short; Adam leans forward, grabs Armand’s face and plants a kiss upon Armand’s lips. Armand did not fight but allowed the feelings to fall and returned the kiss with a passionate embrace. The pair kissed for over a minute, before both heard footsteps and Armand’s pals calling out his name.

“.....I have to go, Adam....” Armand pulls away, still holding onto Adam. “....My friends....they’re here....”

Adam kisses Armand one last time. “Can I call you later?”

“Text me...I don’t want my grandparents to hear....it’s after hours but...yes...please, Adam....”

With one final kiss, Adam rushes around the corner and disappears into the shadows. Still adjusting to his first kiss, Armand traces his index finger along his lips. He didn’t even notice his friends’ appearances and their mentioning of grabbing celebratory Burgers and the constant ‘where did you go’ bit.

But why should he? With a smile, Armand exits the school grounds. 

[sitaaronkepaar]

Daily Rikara Ramblings

Okay, yesterday’s episode was a disappointment, tonight’s better be worth it, or else. I hope the editors and music dept peeps don’t ruin it with some ghatiya song again, warna it’ll have to be added to my ever-growing, muted scenes list. Fingers crossed 🤞

Oh fuck yessss, it’s saathiya. Thank fuckin god! 💜💜

Fuck you, Rudy, you don’t deserve any dessert. You’ll get one when you start treating Bhavya nicely.

Awww, my three girls. 💜💜💜💜💜 Gosh, I just want to hug em all. Pata nahi pichle janam me kya paap kiye they, that they got stuck with O'bros 😢

Annika is fuckin right.

Awww, Gauri is so cute. AniRi ♥️♥️

Okay, what is this chutiyapa. Gimme Rikara tharak.

This tv wali aunty seems to have stolen pinky aunty’s dupatta.

Omg what are these lame tests? And AniRi, ShivKara are always catching you before you fall, toh what’s the point?

Sala kabab me haddi. Tharak shuru hone se pehle hi adanga daal diya. Curse you rudster, curse you!!

Bhavya, wtf! He’s the one who doesn’t deserve you or your trust. Forget his loser ass.

Haha, sahi pakde hai Gauriji.

Does Shrenu have a cold? Poor bby. *Hugs*

This test is lame af, Annika. You’ve done this a million times gurl. C'mon.

Yeh giri. Fuck. Back break ho gya hoga.

Gauri, you toh always had trust in him. He was the aankhein hote hue bhi andha in your relationship. Chalo, I guess you’re over your reservations now.

Fuck Rudy, you don’t need him or his friendship, Bhavya.

I can’t believe you broke your foot and back for this, Annika. Srsly. 🙄

Shivaay, STFU, you NEVER tell her anything. Bakwas band kar apni. 😠

Aww, they be cute!!  ❤️

OMG SHE REMEMBERS HER JIJI. OMFGGGGGG!! 

Fuck so many AniRi feels. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Haye Mera dil.  ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Awww man, that was rly sweet Omkara. Uff, I’m not used to this sweetness from him 😢 ❤️❤️

LOL THE META HUMOUR. 😂😂😂😂😂

Aagaya kabab me haddi. 🙄

Apni love life toh tabah kar hi di hai, ab apne bhaiyon ki bhi ruin karne aaya hain.

Ugh, I hate this abhay. Am I the only one who doesn’t find him that hot? I just know this fucker is coming for Rikara’s ss. I so dc about this kalyani mills disaster.

Ugh, babies feeding each other custard. Ufffff. Haye main marjawan 

Gauri be so cute. Lol. 💜💜

OMFG MY HEART CAN’T TAKE THIS SEXY WIPING OF LIPS. HAYYYEEEEE!!!

Fuuuuuuuccckkk. He’s leaning into Gauri, caressing her face. I’m weak. WEAK!!! 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

Oh, fuck you rudy. You cockblocker. So close, and yet so faar. Ek kiss hi mil jaati to make up for yesterday’s disappointment. Aaj tujhe thousands of fangirls ki haaye lagegi Rudra.

Lmaoo Omkara is so adorable. Uff, I’ve waited for this for so long. *wipes khushi k aasun*

He’s so relieved that rudy’s gone. Me too bro, me too. 😌😌😌

Srsly Gauri, you would’ve gotten your first kiss had it not been for that loser, and you’re asking Omkara, why he didn’t open the damn door? Gosh girl.

He wants us time. My god, kya kismet hai hamari(and Gauri ki, she prolly can’t even believe her ears rn) lol.

“aaj main tumse baatein karna chahpta hu, apne dil ki har woh ek baat kehna chahta hun jo maine aaj tak tumse kahi nahi”

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I wanted an emotional convo, but woh toh mili nahi, I guess I’ll have to make do with this. Gosh, if we could only get their so-called baatien on screen, toh sone pe suhaga ho jaata.

That’s all for today. Tharak low-key satisfied I guess but I still want my passionate hug. Damn, what’s a fangirl gotta do for them hugs? Which tvgod do I pray to? Itne mahinon se bas rain hug se hi kaam chalana pad raha hai. Rikara’s breakups are always so amazing, I dunno why patch-ups hamesha itne bekaar kyu hote hai? Sighhhh. Such is the life of a Rikara shipper. If it isn’t one thing, it’s the other. Shipping them is hella frustrating tbh. Dear god. 😫😫😫

[meglinpancake]

have you ever drawn Haunted Moonstone as that one Medusa AU where it’s basically Medusa-fied character x partially blind character and like since they’re blind they can’t be turned to stone

personally I think Haddie would be this hardened warrior blinded from battles sent to end the life of this man-killer serpent only to discover this beautiful redhead that she can’t quite see but like Mikaela doesn’t mean to hurt people she can’t help it so she’s so gentle with Haddie it’s like impossible for Haddie not to fall in love with her like—

okay imma cut my rambling short lmao cause like my question is basically have you ever drawn/thought of those two in that AU because I can’t stop thinking about it

I’ve done this AU before on my RE8 blog with Donnela! It’s definitely one of my fave AUs, I’m happy to have an excuse to bring it over here<3

[peakyblinders1919]

Haddie Harrington Pt 7

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Legs shaking under the guise of the table, he hadn’t been this nervous since… well he couldn’t pinpoint a time he was ever this nervous. Or maybe it was the day the party went back into The Upsidedown to defeat Vecna, when the whole world seemed to rip in two, when his heart ripped in two.

Wanting not to dwell on that day again, the feelings associated with it coming to life in a kicking up of nausea in his stomach, heat blooming from his chest to the tips of his ears, the pink tint matching that of his cheeks, he busied himself.

His gaze was unsteady, shifting from the door every time the chime rang through the otherwise peaceful coffee shop, to the two cups of coffee on the table, steaming less as they cooled, to the watch, focusing on the gold hands ticking further and further past 7. He didn’t want to be nervous, told himself there was nothing to be nervous about, but he wasn’t used to being stood up, he was the one who used to do the standing up when someone better came along… no. That was the old Steve. King Steve. Though maybe he should try and, no. He shook his head, his thoughts getting the better of him.

The clock was nearing 7:10, Haddie’s bedtime, and he contemplated using the payphone outside to call Robin and check-in, but then he’d be leaving the table empty, your cups unattended, and what if you walked in and it looked like he did stand you up after everything.

No.

He wouldn’t walk out on you ever again. 

He wouldn’t even make it look that way.

He took a few sips, the caffeine doing nothing to prevent the nervousness he felt, only amp it up a few notches. Holding the cup, he noticed his hands were sweaty, sweatier than when there was one minute left on the clock and the ball was in his hands, at the three-point line. He was nervous for many different reasons, the biggest one not if you were going to show up, but having to finally admit the truth to you when you did.

There was a minute where everything in him shifted, hoping maybe you wouldn’t show up, leading you to reschedule, anything to buy him time, but he decided it was now or never, that he wanted it to happen sooner rather than later. At the precise moment the chime went off again and he looked up to see you strolling in through the door. 

It was your smile, the way you seemed to float through the room, the warmth of your eyes and the crinkles around them that were there only when you smiled that genuinely, that made his heart thump rapidly but worked to dissipate all the nerves running through his veins. It was the hug you greeted him with, tight and warm and familiar, that made him believe he was ready for this. The kiss on the cheek extra icing on the cake.

“I’m sorry I’m so late. Conferences ran longer than expected, and Tanya’s mom wouldn’t stop talking about the unnatural way she holds a pencil, which is true but how can someone talk about that for 15 minutes, right? And then Danny’s mom and dad wouldn’t stop talking about how their son got hit by your daughter and I tried to tell them he’s fine, there’s no real damage, quite frankly because Danny’s already been damaged beyond belief and… oh. You don’t want to hear about any of this…. I’m sorry Steve. Thanks for ordering this, could probably use something stronger,” you winked, took a sip of your coffee, slowly finding that it also did little to help you stop your rambling, leaving you breathless. Only registering now that he was fully enticed, in a trance, chin resting in the cup of his hand, eyes lingering on you. 

“Danny’s mom and dad are talking about Haddie?” He sat up straighter at that, whatever spell or curse you held over him broken by the mention of his daughter.

“No… well… listen they’re fine. They’re not mad at her, they’re more mad at me…”

The skin between his brows crinkled as he furrowed, the little intricaces of his face and gestures once memorized now harder to crack. He didn’t want anyone to be mad at you, espeically not on his behalf. 

It felt like routine again already, reaching across the table to find Steve and offer him any sort of touch in comforting, reassuring silence; this time a quick squeeze to his forearm to get those little concerned crinkles off of his face, replacing them with the ones near his eyes that only appeared when he smiled.

“I’m sorry, sometime’s it’s hard not to talk about them. You know, I’m sure, you’d talk circles around anyone who’d be willing to listen to you about Haddie, right? Imagine having-”

“25.” He finished for you, leaving you in a stunned silence, looking at him over the edge of your coffee mug. So much more was said between you too in that silence than could have been said with words. Reading your mind, finishing your sentences, always one step ahead of you…

You’d never left Hawkins, and yet you finally felt at home.

“Yeah… yeah… exactly,” You cleared your throat after starting at him. All of him. Every part of him, wondering how he did it after all these years, how he still looked like the same cocky jock from high school who wore a chain of armor to protect his heart of gold, just a better verision of him now. The silence lingered still, you wanting a one way ticket into that head of his as he took a sip without ever taking his eyes off of you.

More than that smile, he missed your voice. Hearing the twinkle in your laughter, the way he could literally hear your smile, knowing you rambled when you were excited rather than nervous, and only did so when you were comfortable, a string of words sounding so perfect, your ability to tell stories and have him sitting on the edge of his seat listening to every word, studying the movements of your lips, like he caught himself doing now.

“I don’t mind listening to it, you know.” He cleared his throat too, the buttonup suddenly feeling too tight. 

“No, no, it’s been a long night. No more talk about work. This is a date, yeah? Let’s talk about ourselves, hm… like… what you do for work. Or more importantly, what’re you doing back here in Hawkins?” You were met with a sigh that seemed too big for him to have an easy answer to your question. “Or… or… we can talk about whatever you want.” You tried with a smile. 

Tension rolled off his shoulders.

“Me, yeah, work…” he cleared his throat, undoing the top button as though it would ease the tightness in his chest. Nerves. Anxiety. There was a lot to catch up on.

It only made your eyes dip below his face, a little window into him, all skin and dark hair and warmth.

“Well… well…” he emphasized, “I’m a salesman. Cars. BMV’s specifically, only luxury cars, top of the line German models. After all those years at Scoops and Family Video, and even dealing with the kids day and night, I guess I got some pretty good experience dealing with assholes I can convince them they need the new, falshier, more expensive model. Makes more money then you’d think too, and you’ve got to know everything, I mean everything about cars. When I was figuring out where I was going to go, my transmission went in Arizona in the middle of the literal desert and I had to figure out how to get it started and at least back to the gas station-”

“Why?”

One word that held the weight of thousands. His voice was captivating as well, lulling you in until you were literally leaning closer to him. It was nice to see his eyes lit up at the mention of something he cared about, the way they look when he’s looking at Haddie, the way they looked once when he used to look at you.

And somewhere in the middle of his story you couldn’t containing it anymore, the ache in your chest that was the result of holding it in for so long, for never asking what you wanted to know most.

“Why? Why’d I have to get to the gas station? I’d be stranded otherwise…” 

“No,” you smiled lightly at his blissful ignorance, though Steve Harrington was no idiot. “I mean why,” you stressed the word. “Why’d you do it? Why’d you leave? Leave Hawkins, leave all of us wondering… leave me?”

Like a balloon, your question was the dart and he sat before you deflating. It was a long inhale, a deep sigh, a few sips of coffee, an extended silence, a few moments to work it out in his head, and a question before he explained it all.  “We definitely need something stronger.”

[gaymarvelramblings]

hello!

this is my brand new Marvel imagine blog, specifically made to accommodate those in the LGBT+ community (including aro/ace, etc.) in the celebration of Pride month 2019!! 

this blog is meant to make everyone, whether they’re gay, straight, or anything in between feel not only accepted but included as well!

I’m excited to share with you guys all of my hopeless ramblings for the Marvel universe! I’ll be writing drabbles/imagines, preferences, aus, etc.! 

I’ll be posting a small demo soon, probably a short little drabble, so look forward to that! 

-Admin Haddie

[0hmydekiru]

When Paul had asked Leah to talk to a penpal of his from school, she had been confused on why she needed to talk to them as it was Paul's penpal.

Paul had grimaced a bit before he explained that the penpal might be moving to forks but needed convincing that he was very bad at giving.

"I'd talk to her but she is kinda pissed at me for saying that where she lives is shitty." He added hoping it would help.

"Why me though? Surely anyone else would be better than me?" Leah said sounding baffled and Paul gave an embarrassed shrug.

"She wanted a girl's opinion but she apparently upset Emily when i asked her." He admitted before all but running away. Leah wondered what this girl was like to be able to upset Emily.

Leah sighed and decided she would call the next day instead of possibly keeping the girl awake if she lived in a different timezone.

~

"Haddie, i am telling you that you would love it here. I swear you are like half plant half lizard." Bella told one of her best friends from Phoenix over the phone.

"It rains a lot and is cloudy. It isn't exactly sunny or hot but there is the ocean and the forest which i know you would totally love to explore. Don't even try to lie about that." Bella continued.

"But Bella! I've never been that far from Arizona before. I've never been the new girl before either and i know you hated it just as much as i would if i moved." Haddie spoke through the phone and she sounded rather amused.

"But you told me your penpal lives here? The one who gave you his number and has been trying to get you to move here so he can finally meet you." Bella said and heard Haddie snort.

"He is kind of an ass. He said phoenix was shitty." Haddie said but she didn't sound as upset as she had when the call had started.

"Have you made any new friends since i moved?" Bella asked slowly and heard a sigh from the other end.

"It's not all that easy..." Haddie told her not sounding happy as she had a minute ago. Haddie fidgeted in her chair and glanced toward her door as if expecting someone to barge in.

"Here it can be. People are nice and a lot more sincere... most of them are at least." Bella said and when she heard the sound of a bang through the phone, she wasn't surprised that Haddie hung up.

Haddie paled when her soon to be Ex Step Father entered her room and closed the door. Her room was all but soundproof as she liked singing and recording herself telling stories at all hours.

She closed off her emotions just before he started yelling at her that everything was her fault. He continued in that same vein as he called her useless and all sort of other hurtful things. It felt like hours before he wore himself out of things to say and left but she knew it had barely been twenty minutes.

Haddie moved to lock her door before she turned out the lights and got under the covers. She was almost surprised at how easily she drifted off to sleep though she was plagued with nightmares which didn't surprise her in the slightest.

~

Leah dialled the number the next morning and was surprised when a sleepy voice answered "Hello?"

"Um... Hello? Is this Paul Lahote's penpal? He gave me this number? To like convince you to move apparently?" Leah grimaced at how awkward that sounded but she wasn't used to having to talk to strangers on the phone.

"Oh, he did? Um.. nice to meet you... though you didn't really introduce yourself. I didn't either though... but i didn't call you though Paul probably didn't tell you anything about me..." Leah heard the girl ramble sounding as if she was becoming a bit more awake.

"Oh. My name is Leah Clearwater. Sorry I am not use to talking to strangers on the phone." Leah explained and was met with a laugh. Normally she would not like being laughed at but the girl sounded as if she wasn't actually laughing at her.

"I understand that completely, Leah. It's the same for me too. My name is ... well most people call me Haddie but my name is Hadassah Castle." The girl said with laughs mixing into her words.

"Well Haddie, i was told i should convince you to move here but what i want to know is how did you upset Emily Young?!?" Leah asked tilting her head.

"Oh god... he told you about that? Fuck i am gonna kill him" Haddie said flushing and she sounded embarrassed.

"He didn't say much but i am very curious" Leah assured her and heard Haddie give a muffled laugh.

"There isn't much to say... i am kinda vulgar but i also ramble when nervous. I don't even really know what i said that upset her." Haddie said with embarrassed laugh.

Leah was about to reply when there was a loud banging on Haddie's side of the phone. The banging was accompanied by yelling and before Leah could understand what was being yelled, Haddie muttered a quick goodbye and hung up.