#having a normal one

[pisshandkerchief]

god I wish I was a sheep being gently but firmly held down and sheared by a butch lesbian

[murderofsomeone]

me when the characters are best friends and they care for each other so much

[toastflower]

you know what fuck it, I love you historical spelling. I love you weird fossilised preservations of obsolete alphabets, grasping for something that exists now like mist, like liquid, its true pronunciation lost to time but not quite forgotten, not yet. a ghost remains, a friendly one, comfortable in this old house. I love you repurposed letters for phonemes that neither the old language nor the variety they were borrowed into has any need for anymore. I love you sensible vowel pairings that have grown - improbably - centuries later, into unwieldy diphthongs, quietly thriving in an ever-shifting environment like weeds nestled cosily beneath the shade of grander plants that have long since turned to mulch. I love the word 'diphthong' (the little thicket of consonants in the middle of it, sprouting up from nowhere to trouble tongue and penmanship alike). I love how Phoenician fingerprints remain in a Norman revision of an Anglo-Saxon reworking of a Roman borrowing of a Greek repurposing, all these shapes and signs moulded again and again like clay, like mud, spun like flax to carry all those lovely glides and nasals and obstruents which come and go and come and go over time as the sounds mutate and grow apart, and the people grow and age and die, leaving behind nothing except (sometimes) a page. a poem. a piece of themselves, their voice, rendered in imperfect beautiful scratchings whose contours match the ceaseless flow of time, heavy with all that history and somehow also light with the sheer urgency of being written. look at it, isn't it wonderful? this moment in time that holds within it yet other moments? other echoes calling down through the centuries? this is how we spoke, this is what we sounded like, once. this is how we thought our ancestors would have said it. I love the inconvenience. English is so hard to learn. the spelling is so illogical. so cumbersome. it's frustrating. it makes no sense. it's inconvenient. yes and yes and yes, and yet you too are inconvenient, you too are inchoate and too much and you fail to resolve into a neat and comprehensible order. but look at you. how lovely you are. I treasure you. why should the words you speak be any less lovely.

[whimsicalgoose]

thinking about spock being too human for vulcan, and too vulcan for most humans... and then there's kirk who looks at him with huge homosexual eyes and trusts spock with his life time and time again. and compliments his mind. and compliments the glimpses of his emotions. THEY MAKE ME ILL!!!!

[finleycannotdraw]

GOODNESS KNOWS THE WICKEDS LIVES ARE LONELY GOODNESS KNOWS THE WICKED DIE ALONE

[crazyness-overpowers]

eliot’s dad is a football coach in a tiny town that was nearly destroyed by corporate greed and the first thing eliot is seen doing as mayor of the town they’re trying to save is playing football with a bunch of kids and encouraging them. screams

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

caleb the type to talk you through your first ever orgasm </3 teaches you how to ask for what you want and makes you tell him where it feels good ☹️☹️ what else is an older brother for if not to guide his little sister?

inhales a puff of my cigarette

cw psuedocest, use of gege bc im a pervert, phone sex

you're just. maybe venting over the phone. crabby about something that has nothing to do with caleb at all. im picturing it over the phone for max sexual tension. you're just being even brattier with him than usual and he's like. gently scolding you about it. puts on that firm but kind voice he only does with you.

you blurt it out and caleb is like quiet for a while. and he's like well if you dont understand your body then of course it'd be difficult for you to do. and there's this underlying tension and you don't know what you're chasing. just that gege is safe and you can trust him with anything like you always have

so you just tell him you keep stopping. you get scared when you get too close and he laughs a bit on the other side of the line. you're scared because it feels too good? you're usually more brave than this.

you complain to him and he just laughs a bit more. but then eventually he tells you to focus on something else. and you petulantly reply like what? and caleb pauses. you hear him swallow over the line. just focus on my voice.

caleb wont say anything too crass. too vulgar. your knowledge of these things should be as limited as they can be. so its just... soft. gentle. doesn't use the proper words, skirts around everything. it feels good when you touch it lightly right? be gentle.

you get huffy. it's the tension. how on edge it already is. how you're trying not to notice the thick lust in calebs voice. how it makes you feel to not hear him or see him - but wonder anyone if he's aroused at all. if he's maybe touching himself to you, too. over the front of his jeans - just barely running his palm over it. as much as you want to think about, it's hard to picture it.

you can't picture him getting himself off, but for some reason it's easy to picture him on top of you. picture him inside of you—

im close you've never whined so loud gege, im—

shhhh. it's okay. just cum. ill take care of you.

you cum hard. its satisfying. stokes the flames of desire in the pit of your stomach and makes it easier to breathe. it makes sense, you think.

he already has so many of your firsts.

[magicmalcolm]

[amidtheglitz]

jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaiem and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and brienne. aime and brienne. jaime and brienne. jaime and beienne. brienne and jsime. andmie and jrienne. jfsksjdjfjeisdjcjske.

[useless-gay-kid4]

do you ever think about how cas was supposed to hold dean close. do you ever think about jacting choices getting cut out of The Scene™. do you ever think about how people heard jensen scream cas’s name from blocks away. do you ever think about how he was pushed into the wrong wall. dyou ever think about jackles recording the whole thing on his phone. do you ever think about how they were edited to look like they were standing farther away from each other. do you ever think

[fedoraspooky]

[lasmarginatura-archive]

L'amica geniale. S3E02. La febbre. // Elena Ferrante, The Story of the Lost Child // Succession. S2E03. Hunting.

[animal-jam-shitposting]

I LOVE YOU ANIMAL JAM PLUSHIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mercystine]

oh we'll still hate each other my dear we have hated each other too long and too passionately to stop but my bones will rest easy next to your bones my bones will rest easy next to your bones my bones will rest easy next to your bones my bones will rest easy next to your bones my bones wi

[ddeck]

uhhhhh i um uh umm yeah i get it now

[kylejsugarman]

like obviously if u didnt know the piece of trivia that jesse was originally supposed to be killed off in season 1 of brba, u probably wouldn't get that impression from the show since he quickly becomes the deuteragonist, but that fact still somehow feels woven into the very fabric of the show. that jesse wasnt supposed to live this long. with the reckless way he lives, the action he gets himself involved in (and eventually dragged into), the disregard he shows for his own wellbeing, u expect him to die in every episode. with every horrible thing that happens, u expect him to die. everyone around him wants him dead. it feels like an inevitability. but it never happens. jesse keeps surviving even as everyone around him dies; he lives longer than anyone, even the audience, ever could have expected. it's something simultaneously horrific and miraculous, that this character who was and is doomed continues living despite everything in the world around him trying to kill him. what's worse than dying?? surviving. what's better than dying?? surviving. that's part of what makes "el camino" so compelling even though the narrative never hides the fact that jesse will successfully escape. it's not a question of whether or not he'll escape. it's a question of what do u do when ur only choice is to keep living??