#he looks so fucking hangover lmaooo

[sillygoofyqueer]

The Untamed review: episode six!!!!!!

Literally have to skip the intro at this point

The Cloud Recesses looks so peaceful hehe

The goofy music, what the hell is going on

Nie Huaisang, you look so sketchy what the hell

"I brought peanuts!! ☺️" You are such a guy, Huaisang.

HE JUST GOT SNATCHED

Oh, it's fine, they're just drinking lmao

I love that even Jiang Cheng is getting involved

It also answers my question of who bought the alcohol

Fuck me, Huaisang is absolutely pissseeeddd

"I'll be fine, as long as I have wine" Wei Wuxian, you have a problem.

"I don't know how the Lan Clan puts up with you" "Hey, I'm adorable 🤭" Wei Wuxian, you little geek. Yes you are.

Don't insult Cheng's standards hahahaha

HHAHAHA THEY'RE SO PISSED

LITERALLY CALLING OUT HIS STANDARDS

AAAAAAHHHHH WANGJI

Eyo, the fuck was that position?!?!????

You know, I was wondering who would notice their literal yelling

Hahahaha, Wei Wuxian adjusting his hair and acting so casual for his boyfriend

Wangji just wants to be involved :(

They're all super none suspicious at all lmaooo

WUXIAN, WILL YOU STOP OFFERING HIM ALCOHOL???

"join us.." bro might as well have said 'kiss me now' with the pouty tone and the tug of the sleeve

I like how Wangji didn't pull back, just gay glared

"go to the punishment chamber" "what chamber??"

HUAISANG AND CHENG JUST FUCKING PASSING OUT HAHAHA

"too drunk to walk" you just want to flirt with Wangji for longer, you whore

HE'S TRYING TO STOP THEM FROM GETTING UP, THE LITTLE WAVES OF 'stay down stay down!!!'

NO WAY ARE THEY VOMITING

What's that talisman???

BRO NO WAY

I'd be furious

He looks so proud of himself hahahahaha

Why's he closing the doors??? Gay. Suspicious.

Don't you dare, WUXIAN, YOU MONSTER

Peer pressure to the extreme 😔

Wuxian looks so excited

I love how Wangji just fucking dies

Wuxian's look of absolute shock and concern

"go back to your room please" bro is so worried about him

Wangji is literally just dead, okay

Awwww, putting him to bed, what a good guy

Did he take the talisman off him?

Alcoholic, get help

YOU ARE LITERALLY A FREAK

"your headband is tilted" "TILTED?!?!"

Wangji is so drunk

Hahaha, just slapping him away

What a gay guy

Okay, what the fuck "you're gonna be alone forever" JUST YOU WAIT WUXIAN

Does Wuxian just find pleasure in bringing up parentless trauma to deal with his own parentless existence???

Stoooop, he's sobbing

I'm sobbing now

I like how Wuxian realises what he said and just starts trauma dumping. Awwwww. He's making Wangji feel better methinks.

THEY LOOK SO HAPPY!!!! STOOOOOP 🥺🥺🥺

Toasting together 😔

I wonder how Wangji's feeling with a hangover

TEA BREAK WITH THE LAN LADS

Bros are literally gossiping at this point.

Xichen has the info and looks so pretty giving it

How is Qiren more bothered about Wuxian being there

THEY'RE SLEEPING, LEAVE THEM ALONE

Shit.

HAHAHAHA WANGJI IS JUST FUCKING GOOOONE.

Wuxian trying not to laugh.

How does Qiren sound so offended, get your shit together

SNITCH!!!!!!

Kill the snitch.

They're so worried about Wangji being involved, I'm cackling

"MY BROTHER??? You sure you don't mean a different Wangji?"

I like that Wangji is so fucking ready to repent and the others are terrified

WUXIAN TRYING TO STAND UP FOR WANGJI, I'M SOBBING

He is a very troublesome young lad

DO NOT BRING HIS DEAD MOTHER INTO THIS, QIREN. I WILL SQUARE UP. I AM NOT AFRAID TO BEAT AN OLD MAN DOWN.

Back off. Don't drop lore and not be willing to speak.

OWNING UP FOR HIS MISTAKES I'M SOBBING.

Not wanting Wangji to be hurt 🥺

I'm sorry, three Hundred Vs FIFTY???

Wuxian is so scared

WHY IS WANGJI BEING PUNISHED SO MUCH, YOU BITCH.

Nah, bro is dead

Wangji takes it upright, WHAT A MANNNN

Bros already fighting.

Quit your whining, is what Yanli is saying

I love that they all freeze at the sight of Xichen, bros are terrified

Wuxian sounds so pathetic, bro can't even bow haha

Xichen coming in to save the day

XICHEN YOU'RE SUCH A SWEETHEART. IT'S BECAUSE WUXIAN STOOD UP FOR WANGJI, ISN'T IT!!!

Awww, Wuxian just wants to know about his mother

QIREN WAS CLASSMATES WITH CANGSE SANREN????

He's saying they were alike, I'm crying

Wuxian has never looked more attentive

Cheng laughing at the thought of Sanren being like Wuxian

"let's just say it was difficult for him to keep his beard looking good back then" HAHAAHAHAAAA SANREN WAS A MONSTER I LOVE HER

WEN QING!!! babes, you plot so much

Wen whatever the fuck??? That's a big power pose but you look awful

Corpses be vibing hard, me fr

QING YOU'RE SO SMART

It's so peaceful, and Wuxian looks so happy

Awe, the way Wangji is immediately stirred by Wuxian's voice!!!

And how Wuxian calls for him instantly

Bro goes right for his robes - so neat

Fit WHO SAID THAT

He literally runs to see Wangji, not being inconspicuous at all

Zewu Jun is literally shipping them, even less inconspicuous

Wangji doesn't even look surprised, he knows what Xichen is doing

AT LEAST BE NEAT, WUXIAN

He's so fucking happy, how could someone not be in love with him

Bro is just weak

LET HIM HUDDLE FOR WARMTH

Okay, you are just slandering him at this point

Love at first fight

Bro is trying to be friendly and Wangji is just not having it

THE FEAR WHEN WUXIAN STARTED UNDRESSING

Why else would he be undressing

"please don't leave me here" and Wangji just stops. Dude ain't fooling no one

"I will stop undressing" Wuxian...

Inviting him to Yunmeng and offering to pick things for him 🥺🥺 baby's first date

Wangji has never been more stoic and stubborn

Watching him waddle is so cute in the water

THE FUCK'S IN THE WATER

WEI WUXIAN GOT SNATCHED FOR REAL THIS TIME

"Where'd he go?? FUCK-"

Oooh, a caveee

I like how Wuxian is spluttering and Wangji is so calm

They're so pretty together

Wangji actually looks concerned for once, the world must be ending for him to show such emotion

Wuxian trembling in the background like a little bitch /aff

A GUQIN??? WHAT THE FUUUCKKK

Wuxian is literally just being fucking thrown around

Wangji, what the fuck is going on

Wuxian flailing in the background

PROTECTING HIS HUBBY FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! THE START OF SOMETHING GAY

The way Wuxian looks at Wangji with such gayness in his eyes

BUNNIES!!! IT'S A METAPHOR. SYMBOLISM. SOMETHING

Hahaha they have the headbands

Are these rabbits boutta attack

STOP TRYING TO GET HIS FUCKING HEADBAND. YOU SIMP.

The literal music is telling us that this is gay

Wangji flying to his boyfriend to share the headband.

Tying them together 🤭☺️

Wuxian looks so impressed (and in love)

Wuxian's giggle

Wangji doesn't want Wuxian to get hurt

RESPECT THE HEIRLOOM, WUXIAN

What is it with Wangji and dragging Wuxian around

The slutty sitting from Wuxian, respect it

WANGJI ENTERING ANOTHER STATE OF BEING.

Wuxian is sooo smart.

The fact that Wangji just stares at Wuxian until he understands what Wangji wants

Dusting off the seat lmaoo

Why is Wangji so shocked??? Bet it was his mother

WHAT'S GOING ON??? IS IT THE FUCKING BUNNIES??

Standing side by side awwww

WHO THE FUCK IS THIS?????

L-Lan Yi????? She's so pretty I'm in love

Qiren standing at the door like a worried parent and Xichen trying to soothe him 😔

THEY'RE MISSING

Don't slander Wuxian, watch it

A storm??? Looks pretty clear to me

Everyone's fucking looking now

Cheng and Yanli are so worried awhhhh

Yanli is counting on you, Cheng, don't you dare disappoint her

"I will find him and break his legs" he cares so much

Yanli my baby, BE CAREFUL

JIN ZIXUAN YOU BETTER WATCH YOURSELF. YOU EVEN SO MUCH AS TOUCH HER WRONG AND I'LL GUT YOU

Nice catch though, props to that

(DON'T YOU FREEZE ON ME)

Yanli you can do better, Qing is right there

I literally love Lan Yi, she's so awesome

HAHA Wangji just hitting him to make him bow. The little smile afterwards as well

SHE'S A BUNNY LOVER!!!

Noo, Lan Yi can't goooo, she's so badass

Wuxian is a little blunt

SHE MADE IT???? DAMN, I'M IN LOVE

Eat it. I dare you. It'd be so funny

Literally what is going on

Destiny?? For these homosexuals????

BURIAL MOUNDS LET'S GOOOOO

Xue Chonghai?? Is he related to Xue Yang??

This is so cool, LIVING PEOPLE????

Man, people are so power hungry. Greedy bastards

THE TORTOISE OF SLAUGHTER??? HAHAHAHAHA I PREFER THE DANMEI VERSION

Oh, lives taken, she's dropping lore

Evil laugh, suspicious.

She called Wuxian smart, he really is teehee

Wuxian looks so pleased, and THE SIDE EYE FROM WANGJI HAHAHAHA

Put down??? Damn

BURIAL GROUNDS WHOOP WHOOP

So they broke it into pieces.

Bro should not have overfed the Yin Iron

Such evil laughter- HOLY SHIT, BRO HAS FUCKING LOST IT. He needs to brush his damn teeth.

He wasn't wrong to be fair

I like his fucking mood swings "HAAHAHAHAHA- 😐"

Alliances whoop whoop

Ah, burying the past, that's never gone wrong

Wuxian getting told off by Wangji

Wuxian and Lan Yi are so on the same wavelength

Wuxian gasping because they are

FUCKING SEXISM BOOOOO

SHE WAS FRIENDS WITH SANREN AAAAGGHHHH

He looks so hopeful, I am sobbing. And Wangji's look towards him and the music and ehhhh I'm sobbing

LAN YI, YOU DIDN'T MEAN TO FAIL HER

Ah, she started reading. Always a bad start.

SHE FOUND IT, wasn't very well hidden then

Freezing cold. Good lore though, poetic

Wuxian slowly turning towards Wangji

She was blindsided by her naivety I'm sobbing

So fucking poetic

NO way. There's two badasses??? And Lan Yi fought Sanren?????

She just wanted to protect herrrr....lesbians

Bro flew over her, it was impossible to break her

NOOOO, HER HUBRIS

Ew blood

She can't die, she just wanted what was best for the clan!!!

She looks ill, I'm so upset right now

It still sounds so pretty, even if she's struggling

KILL IT WITH FIRE

She sacrificed herself to keep it safe 😔

THAT'S THE END OF THE EPISODE?!??!?? WHAT THE HELL????

[namis-daydream]

katsuki watched as deku zipped up your jacket for you, he watched as deku helped you into the passenger seat of his car, he watched as deku buckled you in, he watched looked up at deku with flushed cheeks and a shy smile. he used to be deku in that situation, fuck.

“you know, if you want any chance of getting her back, you need to talk to her.”

sana observed katsuki as he watched your’s and deku’s interactions. she bumped hips with katsuki, trying to do something to encourage him — anything to stop acting reckless and making her job harder.

“yeah? and what the fuck do you know. you still can’t talk to fucking raccoon eyes.”

katsuki scoffed walking towards his car, bidding his pr manager a good night and a promise to meet up for coffee with her tomorrow to get through this mess.

~

“are you warm enough, nami?”

izuku asked you with w bright smile putting his car in gear before driving off.

— bkg nonnie 🧡💥!

( mod note : GIRL ITS OKAY😭!! was just checking you had received it. omg tell me about crazy. i’ve had plans ALL WEEK to get shit faced drunk tn and i just accepted a shift bc i was lowkey guilt tripped 😭😭😭… so i’ll be heading to work with a hangover now 😒😒 h

I all but claw at the seatbelt, my only thread of sanity at this point when I watch them interact. It takes poor izuku to wave in front of my face for me to blink back into reality.

“Hm? Oh, no… s-sorry, what did you say?”

my face flushes at his amused chuckle, wringing my hands together with a cringe as the events of the night flash back in my mind.

“Hey izuku— d’you think, maybe I should.. step away for a while?”

We stop at a red light and I turn to him when I feel his stare, his fingers drum along the steering wheel as he waits for me to elaborate. And it’s evident that the alcohol is erasing any type of filter I had on beforehand.

“I mean— it’s, I don’t know, whenever I tag along, something has to happen. And— when I see him, I just… hurt. So bad—“

sana bby i get it im also in love w raccoon eyes lmaooo

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Ok so I forgot to put a checkmark on this note so delete this if I’m repeating….

No fr the shaggy gold would’ve been fine….what in the bungo stray dogs haircut….

SHSHSH IF YOURE REFERRING TO RECENT CH W MEGUMI ETC THEN YES I SAW!!! Lowk kinda crazy only three more chapters who else will they bring back….i wasn’t expecting so many survivors atp though honestly

Im crying he would totally proclaim himself to be “big bro ollie” SHSHVSHS and then you have snuffy looking from afar with a mix of “wtf is going on” and “ah young love” LMFAOO

Trueee ok but I can’t get over this “midfielder oat” LMFAOO i first thought of a bowl of oatmeal but forgive me I cannot decipher what this means my only other guess was goat…but fr too many extremist fans only the ones on the two ends of the spectrum…

Honestly that’s such a hiori move….bro doesn’t understand how to express his feelings properly due to obvious reasons so he just builds a whole ass house

Manifesting Karasu beats the player allegations….please clear his name….

That emoji is so sae LMAOO I’m just thinking about all the chaotic possibilities I didn’t realize aiku had so much potential LOL

HSJSHS dw we make up for it as much as possible….just gotta stock up on some hair wax and be like “style your hair like this or we’re over also you should get a beauty mark under your eye”

OOPS LMAOOO I think your random thoughts are funny though so if they don’t enjoy they’re mixing out LOLL but OOOOH BIRD THEME wait that’d be so on brand….bird theme….but yes a thought for later LOL

- Karasu anon

LMAOO no worries i did get your ask earlier but last night was a little crazy for me…long story short i returned to the party scene for the first time in a WHILE and in the span of a few hours my best friend got cussed out by a guy on coke, a man downloaded linkedin for me because drunk mira wanted to build he professional network (??) and then slid into my linkedin dms trying to date, a DIFFERENT guy who we literally met on the street after the coke guy kicked us out of the party we were at flirted w me for like half an hour on the side of the road while my friends talked to his friends and then he asked me to dinner (i told him i was too drunk to answer properly but actually i just thought he was unattractive and didn’t want to be mean 💔), AND THEN to make things worse i woke up today with an awful hangover and migraine 😭 threw up so hard i burnt my throat and sounded like a chain smoker for a solid hour it was horrible 😰 truly a night where bfb karasu was needed but alas…here we are…i’m finally able to look at my phone without my migraine flaring up though so i will answer you now 🫡

PLSSS NOT BSD i’ve never watched it but one of my mutuals (ironically the one who got me to watch bllk) loves it!! lowkey from what i’ve seen of her posts though yeah kaiser would fit right in 😭

no literally like i’m surprised at how lenient gege was honestly!! i will reserve my opinions until the last three chapters are out ig though KFJDKS i wonder how he’s going to wrap everything up though…

snuffy is so lost but he’s like “if it makes the kids happy 😄” so he’s supportive…omg but imagine snuffy as the final wingman boss??? after aiku gets every single ubers member (except maybe niko) a girlfriend he’s all satisfied and smug but still single himself and then SNUFFY of all people finds him a girl who he actually settles down for (at first because he’s scared of making snuffy upset but then it’s just because he genuinely falls in love with her)

LMAOO oat is just of all time kinda like goat is greatest of all time 😭 but yeah i just meant that hiori obv isn’t competing w sae and charles yet but he’s def not a horrible player either the way some people make him out to be…NO FR like why confess when he can just build a house and wait?? you KNOWWW karasu and otoya are like what the fuck when they find out that’s his strategy 😓 meanwhile rin is like yo that’s fire let me steal that HAHAHA

FREE KARASU FROM THE PLAYER ALLEGATIONS at best he’s that one rlly hot guy in the nerdy classes that the three girls also in the subject are in love with because he’s smart plus handsome plus respectful?? but he def wouldn’t be aware of it

no because it feels like my third eye has been opened like wow wingman aiku i was unfamiliar with your game!! there’s def many directions that i could go with it so as long as i’m still interested by the time i finish my reqs i’m def writing the series

FBSKDNSJSB random thoughts + irl lore + occasional writing is basically my blog tbh i love oversharing on here because nobody knows me irl so i can say wtvr i want 😭 very freeing…and yes a bird or flower theme would be rlly cool considering those are very miraverse ™️ concepts but we will see when we get there!!

[lonelyvomit]

[chuuya-centric]

down CATACLYSMICALLY 🤕

character: chuuya nakahara

genre: fluff, smut

warnings: gn afab reader, no pronouns used, alcohol mentions / use ? unorganized as FUCK — read at your own risk 🚶 these r also much longer than i originally intended 🤒🤕 they get kinda bad at the end bc im lazy asf and just wanted to be done with these im sorry yall LMAOO

↬he he i he he i i hhnhshgghfgg

↬lord please god passionate+romantic sex with this man is all i ask you for please ill never ask for anything ever again 🙏🙏🙏

↬now i would like to start this with a disclaimer by saying chuuya is usually vv rough and passionate and would manhandle your ass 😁🤞 however these hcs will be like 🧍 slow ................. and passionate ??? not gentle per se but just romantic amd uhm very much "love making" if u will 💯

↬sensual ?? i think ????

↬hhndhsgh ik we're all horny and just wanna be used like a ragdoll but please hear me out yall

↬emotional and passionate sex !!!!!!!!! this usually happens whenever chuuya gets drunk (bc i think he is a v emotional drunk, and if he's w his s/o i think he gets vv sentimental / touchy-feely

↬ofc if you say no or reject his advances he wont do anything other than cling to ur side but if u dont do anything to stop him you will 100% be in his bed by the end of the night 🔥🔥

↬starts out as him havin a lil too much to drink nothin new yk and then he gets more touchy / physically clingy than usual 🧎

↬a lil off topic but he would absolutely fight anyone who tried to flirt w you / anyone who looked at u the wrong way LMAOOO not saying u have to babysit him but 🧑‍🦯🧑‍🦯 taking him back home would be the smart thing to do as to avoid bar fights

↬but back on track i think chuuya would refuse to leave your side 💀 he would be all over u so unless ur into like hardcore pda u fr better take him home 💀💀

↬he's a horny menace 😕👎

↬okay so blah blah blah yall r back home now what ? now he rlly starts getting emotional 🚶 he's just so grateful to have u in his life and he loves you so much and what if he's not good enough for you ???? how could u love someone like him ?????? what if— please just shut him up with a tender kiss 🤒☹️ tell him u love him very much

↬he............hhbbgdgshhhh i was talking to @chuuyasbf ab this but dhshsbhhhhhh we came to the conclusion that he'd like smother u in kisses oh my fucking god 💔🙏 like he'd just cover your mf face in kisses and i— bursts into tears

↬now by this point this is where he'll start communicating his feelings thru actions rather than words so please expect a very heated makeout session (that leads up to the best sex of ur life 😏)

↬"he just goes “oops, missed a spot *kiss* oops, theres another one *kiss*" - @chuuyasbf and i honestly could not agree more please 🧎🧎 hhnbbhghghh

↬but back to the makeout session it started after u shut him up w that kiss yk and u were both just sitting on the couch, originally basking in the others presence, before the words just started flowing so ofc u gave him a lil kiss n told him he was enough and that u loved him so so much and he pulled you back for another n another til u were sitting on his lap w his tongue in ur mouth

↬and things progressed n progressed n next thing yk he's got you intoxicated (his kisses r life changing ok 🤨🕶️🤏 even if he were sober it'd just be hjndhdghgggh) but like yall know when ur grinding against them n they buck their hips up a lil ? yeah <33

↬HE'S SO HANDSY OMFG ESP IF YOURE SITTING IN HIS LAP 🙏🙏🙏 after he's pulled you as close to him as humanly possible (im talkin chest-to-chest, hip-to-hip — he is a very intimate person and greatly enjoys physical touch argue w the wall ab it) his hands go from finding purchase on ur hips and guiding your movements to pulling at ur hair to feeling u up to running his fingers up n down ur back to helping you take your shirt off. he cannot for the life of him keep his hands to himself

↬in reality he'd shift you onto his thigh before making ur neck his next target for his kisses (and hickies)

↬when you start whining for more and saying his kisses aren't enough, thats when he'll sober up enough to be snapped back to reality n to carry you to his room 🧎 or so you thought 😚

↬confused, u didn't get the hint until he bounced his leg, once, twice, oh— and even after you'd understood what he wanted you to do, he'd grab ur hips and completey take control of the pace n grind u against his thigh almost agonizingly slow, all while leaving some awfuy dark hickies on ur lower neck n a handful on ur collarbones

↬ofc theres some muttered praise and "i love yous" as well. he'll tell you how good you look, getting off on his thigh like this

↬he'll take u back to his room only after you've cum against his thigh 🧎🧎 consider it a warm up LMFAOO

↬when he finally does get up from the couch, he'll probably use his ability to help stablize yall a little 💀 (he had a lil too much to drink pls dont clown him)

↬whereas he'd normally toss u onto the bed, this time he took his time to set u down gently before settling down in between ur thighs and— hey wait a damn minute when did this mf find the time to get your pants off huh—

↬aye speaking of which i think chuuya is rlly big on eye contact regardless bc its honestly just vv intimate to him 🧐🚶

↬yall know when they like ............. when theyre like caressing / holding your thigh n looking up at u n they kiss ur inner thigh while maintaining eye contact or whatever ...................... <33

↬i think his praise kink especially shines thru when he gets drunk bc he will take his mf time covering you in kisses and hickies all while showering u in praise n telling u how beautiful u r and ab how much he loves you

↬he knows his words usually tend to be / sound harsh, but at the end of the day he loves you sm more than words will ever be able to convey :((

↬def tries to make up for that (when he's drunk 🙄 emotionally inarticulate ass 🚶) by showering you in praise and doing his best to be tender and gentle

↬and to be fair he'd be content w smothering u in praise and kisses for the rest of the night n probably would if u let him 🧎🧎 please snap this mf back to reality by yanking his hair n whining for more

↬in which case he will be happy to oblige 😚 he's def the type of person to get off on his partners pleasure so that being said this mf will make sure u cum on his tongue at least twice before properly fucking you

↬whenever hes drunk he tends set a rather slow pace but dont let that fool you 🧎 the entire thing is so fucking intimate oh my lord you will be seeing stars by the time he's done w you

↬his thrusts r much deeper n more precise than usual and he puts one of ur legs on his shoulder and has the other pressed up by ur head it really just enhances everything yk ?? 😁😁 (mating press kinda ??????? not exactly but)

↬he ends up alternating between leaving (more) hickies on ur neck n shoulders and actually kissing you as well (your lips r gon be bruised asf by the end of it all sorry 🔥💯)

↬even drunk he loves to overstimulate you omfg 🤤 loves seeing you get all teary-eyed from the pleasure (even better if u actually cry 😏🕶️🤏) bc to him it shows that he's done a good job

↬aftercare w drunk chuuya is a lil sloppy tbh 😕 probably immiediately passes tf still inside u after pressing like a final kiss to ur forehead LMFAOOO

↬but dw he makes it up to u in the morning !!!!! after taking care of his hangover first tho 💀 once he's feeling better himself, he'll def offer to draw u a bath and, lets pretend he has the day off here, after that all he rlly wants to do is cuddle for the rest of the morning

↬do not bring up how clingy he was last night LMFAOOO his face will get so red so fast (unless ofc thats ur goal in which case go right on ahead 😚😚😚)

↬please do, however, kiss his forehead and tell him that u love him n that he did a good job last night

[leavetwn]

* AMANDA CAMPANA, NOBINARY + SHE/HER/THEY/THEM  | you know RAMONA GALLO, right? they’re TWENTY-THREE, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, TWENTY-THREE YEARS? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to CRYING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR BY MUNA like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole COLD PIZZA AS A HANGOVER CURE, TALKING SHIT ABOUT CUSTOMERS IN THE BREAKROOM, LONGING FOR WHAT COULD'VE BEEN,  thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is AUGUST 17TH, so they’re a LEO, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( claire, 22, est, she/her )

HEY , BESTIES ! happy new year (the way it’s 11:55pm here so barely) !! my name’s claire and i’m 22. i’m livin in the est timezone, and my pronouns are she/her. i’m bringing y’all a mess of a muse 😈 because well  ,,, it’s what i’m best at. if you’re feelin ramona & wanna plot, just go ahead and like this & i’ll hit you up. i usually plot on discord, but if you prefer the tumblr ims, that’s no problem at all. anyway, lemme stop waistin time and get to introducing you to ramona. * tw: mentions of cheating & alcohol. 

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 .

full name: ramona gallo.  nickname(s): anything your muse wants to call her tbh. age: twenty-three. date of birth: august 17th. zodiac sign: leo. gender/pronouns: non-binary, she/her/they/them. sexual orientation: bisexual. romantic orientation: biromantic. hometown: irving, north carolina. current residence: irving, north carolina. occupation: employee at zoinkies currently,  a lifeguard during the summer. eye color: brown. hair color/style: had long hair up until her breakup then had one of those breakdowns and cut her own hair into a bob and then her own bangs. i bet it was a mess lol so she probably called her friends or went to a salon the very next day to get it fixed. also highlighted the ends red but her natural color is brown. height : 5′5″. clothing style: simple and comfortable. t-shirts, croptops, turtlenecks, all usually paired with either jean shorts or jeans in general. she prefers to feel cozy rather than cute. tattoos: yes. a small one on her wrist. wants more eventually. piercings: both ears peirced & a navel piercing that she did herself against better judgement lol.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 .

you were born on a scorching hot day in irving , your father says so, anyway. you’re convinced he’s being dramatic. your birth went smoothly; after two previous children, your parents had become disillusioned by childbirth. just another one to add to the bunch, and one that was meant to save a dying marriage. still, they loved you nonetheless. your father, to this day. your mother, until you were ten, and then she up and left without a warning. 

your father keeps food on the table by fixing cars. you spend your days in the hot sun watching him replace parts and continuously try to crank vehicles until they run. he fist pumps every time one does. ‘ how lame, ’ you think, but it’s inspiring how hard he works to take care of three kids. and he does a good job. 

therefore , you spend much of your early life trying to make him proud. you’re smart as a whip, and all your teachers have good things to say about you when it comes to academics. you’re a bit of a troublemaker, though. your father doesn’t mind that too much; he was the same at your age. and he’s proud  —  proud to see you work so hard. 

you spend your teenage years doing much of the same. though , you begin to come home a bit later than usual, and your excuse is that you’ve been at ashley’s or samantha’s, but really all three of you were out partying. you don’t think your father would care (your grades are fine & he wants you to live like a normal teenager) ,  but you still lie about it. why ? well, who knows, maybe you like the adrenaline rush it gives you. like most things, you do them for the thrill. 

you join the swim team. you’re kind of bad , but that’s okay. just like always , you work hard, and you realize that you’re kind of a natural. your father cheers louder than anyone else in the stands. it pushes you to do better. with your good grades and athletics , your guidance counselor tells you you’re a shoo in for a scholarship from whatever university you want. you apply to several. if it’s one thing you hate, its this town. you can’t wait to make it out, and you figure, this might be your only way. 

you’re eighteen, and you’re in love. it’s crazy how love can make you see things differently. suddenly , this town doesn’t seem half bad. all your friends find it cute , and you tell them everything. the things he tells you or the way he makes you feel. it’s a crazy feeling; you never want it to end. 

you throw your cap in the air. finally , high school is over. college is looming. you’ve been accepted to several & received scholarships from at least a few. you lie in bed thinking about it. now, you suddenly don’t want to leave so bad. don’t want to leave him behind. how could someone leave another they love so easily? it makes you hate your mother more.

for the first time, you disappoint your father. you don’t go to college. you don’t give a damn. you want to stay where love is. you’re addicted to the feeling. this lasts for three years. now, you’re twenty-one; you’ve gotten a job at zoinkies, and that keeps you away for most of the day. you randomly decide to visit your boyfriend during a lunch break one day. you find him in bed with someone else. suddenly , you realize love isn’t as addicting as you once thought. what once made the world beautiful now made it hideous. what once made you feel so high had somehow made you feel so low. it was horrible, and you’d realized your mistakes. 

you threw away your future for love. something as rotten and twisted as love. something you swore you’d never let yourself feel again. something that you put away in a locked box with no key. irving was the same place you’d always known it to be. boring, drab, familiar. at least you had your family. that was barely enough to keep you sane, though, and it was hard to feel normal.

you turned to the thing that help. alcohol, partying, any escape at all. you lacked coping skills   —  that much was clear, but you didn’t care. you blamed it on something else entirely. just as your teachers had said, you’re a bit of a troublemaker. you do anything to make yourself feel alive, to make yourself feel free of the hurt. 

it’s two years later now. you’re still not over it in some ways, as regret turns to anger and resentment. you’re bitter. who wouldn’t be? but you feel like you’ve had time to mourn. maybe it’s because you never acknowledged it in the way you should’ve ( it’s still locked away in that box. ) you still have your bad habits. you still work at your stupid job that you hate. you’re lost, but you’ll figure it out. you always do. so, you continue to float , seemingly stuck in the town that you never let go of, and you wonder what comes next. only time will tell.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 .

still swims but doesn’t have as much time for it. probably not as good, but since she spends the summer lifeguarding, she uses that time to practice & try to get back to where she was. also kinda jaded asf so even if she says she wants to get back into it, she probably won’t lmaoo.

is a horrible driver. how did she get a license ?? not even she knows. def the type to like have a leg up on the dash board, hand out the window, and only one hand on the wheel while speedin idk how she makes it out alive

can take a car apart and put it back together again thanks to her dad. also changes her own tires so let her change your tires. im just sayin 

stays up way too late & would sleep until 2 pm everyday if she didn’t have to work. should probably work on being an adult and going to bed at a normal time but just half the time doesn’t give a fuck so she’s probably sleep deprived a lot. therefore also has a 

character parallels: alice ayres/jane jones (closer, 2004) , clementine (eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, 2004) , fiona gallagher (shameless, 2011-present) , more to be added.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 .

ok but plots really do be making my world go ‘round. 😳 i love em, so literally hmu with anything you’re feeling, and i’ll be down. just wanna plot & write with everyone 💕 but here’s a couple of wanted connections for y’all. i’ll prolly have a most wanted tag sooner or later & i’ma be make a plot page soon.  

* the unholy trinity  — these two are the friends she cherishes most. i’m assuming they’ve been friends since at least early high school , maybe earlier. they went through a lot together. these two were with her through all her relationship troubles. true ride or dies. she’s do absolutely anything for them, and she trusts that they feel the same way. they’re rowdy & wild, do whatever they want, and have a damn good time doin it. also have a gc where they just talk shit and send tiktoks idk just gimme this plsss 🥺

* friends with benefits / one night stands  —  this would probably be the extent of ramona. clearly not over what happened to her the last time 😭, so she’d have plenty of these tbh. she probably wouldn’t think too much about it, but it could be awkward for you muse maybe, etc. 

* unrequited love / crush  —  here’s a toast to the ones who crush on ramona. it would be an absolute tragedy lmaoo. she’s not really mean about it, but she is 100% certain she’s not looking for any type of relationship. could be really dramatic and messy and those are tha best kind. literally this

* former friends / enemies  —  she’s lived here her whole life, so she’s at least got one. these two just don’t get along/no longer get along for whatever reason that can be plotted out. 

* coworkers   — she works zoinkies throughout the year and picks up shifts as a lifeguard during the summer so your muses could know her from that. could delve into a close friend territory too lmao. they probably just sit in break rooms and talk about rude customers or bossy managers lmaooo.

* literally anything your heart desires — a lot could work. we could even just start from nowhere & have them meet for the first time if they’re newer/just to town. 

[idhwanhee-blog]

okay this is super late and there’s some ims that i haven’t replied to (it’s been 23384095890438 years). i promise to get to them but i’m such a horrible replier aotiorgnf. anyway, here is a list of plots/a plotcall for the event (even tho the event is almost over LMAOOO). they’re mostly crack-related (maybe even crack/angst???), but it’s mostly bc hwanhee’s kind of temperamental and he’s gotta have some silliness in his life. ya feel. also my plot page is done(?), so check it out if you wanna interact or something! still a wip tho asdlfkj (it’s also not that pretty but pretty’s overrated anyways)

breakfast at the hotel where you take the last strudel that looks like it came straight out of a renaissance painting (and lowkey *coughs*HIGHKEY*coughs* he feels attacked)

stepping on his foot during rehearsal accidentally or purposely (i mean this sounds like its only for olympus but--)

trading stage outfits/trying them on

finding him asleep in your waiting room for whatever reason

at the afterparty where you’re convincing him to join a drinking game

aftermath of the drinking game where you think he’s fine but he’s a GIANT mess with the small things he’s doing and you just want him to gtfo of there before he does something (like recreate the fucking hangover trilogy)

aftermath of the drinking game part 2 where he’s giggling?? it’s weird?? and kind of disturbing?? wtf?? // he’s...fan...boying??? wtf?? what??IS???THAT??? (esp @ xlnc. he’s a xl-ent. fight me.)

can u believe it took me four days to come up with this mess

[swankymikehanlon-blog]

Sanity (Stanlon)

Mike Hanlon was drunk. He was borderline wasted. It didn’t help that bottles kept piling on the ground around him and more were being presented to his face. He felt the music vibrate through his alcohol infused chest. The strobe lights above him blinded him with bright blues, reds, yellows and greens.

He was at another high school party thrown by some popular person he had apparently known. Some of his classmates were moving blobs to him and that’s when he felt the rumble of his gut. He was used to the feeling. So he made his usual route to the bathroom of the party. And threw up for the third time tonight.

Stan Uris was bored to utter death. He didn’t drink from the red solo cup that was in his hand. The unknown liquid swirling in his cup. He leaned up against one of the many walls of the house as people danced and basically grinned against each other. He wasn’t here for himself. He never was. He was watching Mike. His ex. Just to make sure he didn’t die of alcohol poisoning. And not because he was in love with him. Totally not because of that. 

Stan smiled at Richie and Eddie, two of his closest friends, make out against the door of the upstairs bathroom. He looked back to his cup and scrunched his face. As some random person came walking down the hall he handed the cup to them and they gladly accepted. Stan watched the random stranger walk off with amusement and let his had fall against the wall, eyes closed.

Mike looked in the mirror. His eyes were bloodshot red. Maybe because of drinking so much. And the hangovers. Or maybe it’s due to the fact that he doesn’t sleep. And his finger always hesitates over Stan’s number precisely at 3:00 a.m.

He turned on the faucet and let the water run over his right hand for  little bit. He played with the temperature of the water before splashing some of it on his face. Just then two boys, faces fused together by the lips, came stumbling in, not realizing Mike stood there, water still dripping from his face.

“Oh Shit, We’re sor-oh hey Mike!” Richie adjusted himself as Eddie showed a look of shock on his face. Mike sighed and just smiled at the two. 

“Hi Mike. We h-we haven’t seen you in forever.” Eddie crossed his arms over one another, trying to diffuse the awkward situation at hand. After Stan and Mike broke up, well, so did his bond with everyone else. Mike still ‘talked’ to everyone. But he wouldn’t hang around. Because hanging out with everyone else, meant hanging out with Stan. 

“Hey.” Eddie’s arm-crossover didn’t help. The awkward tension remained in the air. But the sexual tension between Richie and Eddie was far too dominant for Mike Hanlon to handle.

“It’s good to see you guys, um, bye now.” Mike hurried out of the bathroom, closing it behind him. He was now less drunk than before. And the early signs of a bad hangover assaulted his head. He walked down the crowded hallway, deciding to take another person’s drink and chugging it in one go.

“I’m sorry, I-” Mike ran into someone and grabbed their elbow, to keep them from falling. But the material in his hand felt oddly familiar. It was rough, holes of fabric cut out in some places. He realized it was a denim jacket. His denim Jacket? 

“Mike?” He couldn’t lift up his head. He refused too. He just began to walk down the stairs, eye sight getting blurry. It wasn’t because of the drinking this time. It was because of Stan, who still wore the Denim Jacket that Mike gave to him on their anniversary. 

Mike didn’t waste another second standing in the presence of Stan and started walking down the stairs. 

“Wait, Mike, wait.” Halfway down the stairs, Stan caught Mike’s shoulder and stopped him. He found the courage to look into those eyes that he used to love.

“Let me drive you home. You’re still drunk.” Stan said as he began to walk to the bottom of the stairs. Mike agreed, only because he wasn’t willing to drive drunk. They reached outside and felt the cold air of November nip their cheeks and noses. Stan had stopped at the porch and waited for Mike to join him. Mike didn’t wait, and continued walking to the car that held so many memories.

They reached the car, bumper still covered in Richie’s questionable yellow smiley face stickers. The dent from a near car crash(Eddie accidentally ran into them when they tried to have a double date) remained in the left back seat door. Stan managed to get in front of Mike before he could open the passenger door and opened it for him.

Mike just stared at the door, hands sweaty with dread. He looked once more to Stan who was already staring at him with a half,sad, smile and a curl blocking his left eye. Mike’s knees almost buckled at the sight. He almost wanted to move the curl out of his face an kiss him right on the spot. But he restrained himself and shuffled into the car.

The smell of pine needles filled Mikes nose and memories of late night rides and shy kisses came flooding into his head. ‘M + S’ was still carved into the headboard of Stan’s car. He remembered that day like yesterday. They had just started dating. They were still shy. But on one of their many first dates they had decided to carve their first name initial into Stan’s headboard to signify an everlasting relationship.

 A bunch of bullshit.

Stan got to the outside of Mike’s house, the lights had been turned off meaning everyone was already sleeping. The drive only took ten minutes but Mike felt like it took forever and a year. His head rolled on the headrest with exhaustion and slight dizziness.

“So, this is how you cope?”

Mike stopped. Everything in his bodily system managed to stop functioning. The small drunk haze seemed to enhance and all he could do was laugh.

“Of course this is how I fucking cope. I drink my sorrows away.” Mike waved his hand to nothing in particular. Stan just stared at him, hands still braced on the wheel.

“I fuck other people. I fuck so many people, I don’t-I don’t even know who I-I...am anymore.” Mike began to slur his words. The nights intake of liquid started to get to him. 

“But. How...how, how do you cope Stan?” Mike pointed to Stan directly in his chest. He watched his finger prick the cotton of his shirt and looked up Stan who’s eyes seemed to get wetter by the moment. 

“Let me tell you. You watch me stumble on the edge of my. Fucking. Sanity.” Mike pulled back his hand and pointed to his head. A tear rolled down his cheek and Stan’s heart broke even more.

“That’s how you cope. So before you question my way of coping, Stan. Question. Yours.” His voice cracked at the last part and he coughed, trying to disguise it.

“Mike, you’re scaring me.” Stan’s delicate voice ricocheted through his throat. Mike just started laughing. Like an insane man. The laughs seemed forced, and they were, anything to keep him from crying.

“Ha! Oh that’s...that’s really fucking funny. You-You wanna, uh, know something. That’s...the exact same-that’s the exact same thing I said the night you broke my heart.” Mike continued laughing and Stan looked at him with wet eyes. Mike looked like a mess. Clothes wrinkled, stains here and there, hands covering his face. Stan did know. He remembered.

 Oh how he remembered. 

“Hi babe!” Mike opened the door to his boyfriend, who wore a sly fake smile. Stan walked in the room, hands knotted together, and his brows flurried in frustration. Mike hadn’t taken notice of Stan’s state and hugged him from behind.

“What movie do you want to watch tonight?” Mike had led Stan to his bed and was about to drop both of them on it when Stan gently pulled away.

“I don’t think there’s going to be a movie tonight.” Stan had completely stepped out of Mike’s embrace with reluctancy. Mike’s smile had faltered a little bit and he clasped his hands behind his back. Something he tended to do when he got nervous or serious.

“Oh, uh, do you have to go somewhere later?” Mike asked Stan and waited for a response. When the response never came he noticed the guilty expression plastered on Stan’s face.

“Stan, you’re scaring me, what’s wrong.” Mike went to touch Stan again but he flinched and all Mike felt was a sudden rush of despair. Stan was crying, sniffles erupting from his nose and Mike just stood still.

“I don’t think I can do this anymore.” Those words. Those word had broke Mike that night. Ruined him. He yelled that night. He was yelled at. Some things were said that would never be forgotten. 

And Mike said ‘I love you’ for the first time. He was answered by the closing of his bedroom door.

“Well. Thanks for the ride buddy, I’ll see you around.” Mike got out of the car, feet planted on the concrete and hands holding onto the car door. He was swaying when he started to walk to his house but then he felt an arm wrap around his waist. Stan helped him to his front door and up to his room.

The door, still decorated in 90′s r&b artist and golden star lights brought a smile to Stan’s face. When he opened the door, Mike’s room look the same. Bed tucked neatly into the corner and a old, vintage, desk right beside it. The curtains were closed and school work was piled neatly on the ground next to his backpack.

“I fucking hate you.” Mike repeated as Stan helped him into his bed. He took off his shoes and placed them to the edge of the bed. Stan stood above Mike as he rolled over, facing the wall on purpose. 

“I’m sorry.” Stan’s voice was soft. Fragile. Like Mike’s heart was. Before it was ripped out of his chest.

“I love you. I always will. I’m sorry I didn’t realize that before.” Stan stroked the back of Mike’s head with adoration. Mike felt the tears rush down his face but he didn’t want Stan to see. So when the door to his bedroom closed, he got a severe case of Deja Vu. And a severe case of heart break. All. Over. Again.

Okay jesus, this was bad and short, and simple, Damn I can do better, I promise. But hey I wrote a Stanlon fic and I’m pretty fucking proud of myself. I have so many Mike Hanlon x all the losers characters stuff in my drafts lmaooo. Mike H. just deserves so much love. Also the characters in this story are aged up like around 16? 17? Just because I implied some slightly heavy make-out Reddie vibes, but that’s it. (I also didn’t really edit this so some things might not make sense, but I’m trying sksksk)

[vinndicate]

Next Halloween

request: Prompt request! Hamilsquad 92, 93, 94

92: “ Are you drunk? ” 93: “ Are you high? ” 94: “ We cant go in there… ”

notes: okay but looking at these prompts i just imagined them all going into a haunted house but they're all drunk or something

warnings: scary haunted houses I guess... so... if that's not your thing man........... also a hangover..... and also a hint of doing stupid things... and then wanting to do said stupid thing just for the hell of it. also alex pissed himself lmaooo

-

"I wish everyday was Halloween."

That was what Hercules said the moment he walked into the room. John turned around in his chair, who was drawing something currently. Today was Halloween, and the entire Hamilsquad (as Alex lovingly dubbed it) was going to hang out together.

"Why would you wish that?" John raised his eyebrow.

"So Alex would take a break."

Herc said that with a snort, and John chuckled. Alex never did a break, did he?

"Yeah, Alex only takes breaks on holidays, but Halloween is probably his favorite."

John got up, getting closer to Hercules. He kissed Herc on the cheek.

"Okay, love. I'll see you later, okay?"

Hercules nodded, leaving the room so John could work. They’d all meet again in a few hours anyway, to Alex’s insistence.

-

"I am not throwing away my shot!" Alex yelled loudly, slamming his mug on the table loudly. John had jumped, as he was sitting next him. He didn't even have to look up to feel strangers' eyes passing over the group.

"Please, stop drinking, Alexander..."

"Herc..." Alex paused. "No."

John sighed. The night had only just started, and... well... Alex was wasted. It would be a complete lie to say that he didn't expect it, but sometimes, John wished Alex would just... chill for once.

"Mon petit lion, I don't think drinking can solve your problems." Lafayette muttered at John's side. John glanced over at him, and gave him a look of sympathy. Alex was yelling about politics and Herc was trying to get him to calm down. This was pretty normal, John realized, but Alex needed to stop. Alex always got excited on holidays, but Halloween was his holiday to 'loosen up' as he says. John remembered realizing that 'loosening up' involved a bunch of alcohol.

"What problems?"

"Alexander, you don't just talk about politics on Halloween night."

"Any time is the right time to scream about politics!"

"That's such a fucking lie, Alex. Shut up." Hercules groaned.

John laughed. It was going to be a long night, filled with a drunk Alex. He figured he might as well make the best of it, even if they might need to drag Alex home before he gets alcohol poisoning.

-

The moment John saw the sign in front of that house, he knew that Alex was going to enter.

"HEY! IS THAT A HAUNTED HOUSE?!" Alex yelled out from behind him. John turned around to watch the other two try to calm Alex down. They were both holding his arms so that he wouldn't collapse, but Alex didn't even seem to notice. Alex tried to flail around in excitement.

John thought it was a bad idea to walk home, even though the apartment building they lived in was only a block away. It was a waste to call an Uber for that short of a distance, but John wasn't so sure about walking home - especially now that Alex got excited at this house.

"The sign says, 'Do not enter.'" John muttered.

"Okay...?" Alex dragged out, almost stumbling over himself. Lafayette caught him.

"Why not indulge him, mon ami?" Lafayette chuckled.

John pursed his lips. He still didn't think that this was a good idea at all, but the look on Lafayette's face and Alex's face was too much for him. Alex looked like a little kid again, which he obviously wasn't, but he never even got to be a child during his own childhood. Lafayette's face told him that, and John sighed.

"Fine." John trailed slowly behind Lafayette and Alexander. Actually, Alexander was practically pulling on Lafayette, who really didn't mind actually, pressing a kiss to Alexander's forehead.

Hercules was left behind on the sidewalk, who started muttering.

"Guys... really? Guys!" Hercules gradually got louder, in frustration.

"We can't go in there..."

Hercules reluctantly followed the other three, but he had a terrible feeling about this.

-

The minute Alex got up, he felt a massive headache coming on. He looked around, seeing his three boyfriends looking at him with a mixture of disapproval and amusement. He held his head and groaned loudly. He had a massive hangover and he didn't even know what happened.

"What happened yesterday?"

"Well..." Lafayette smirked. "There was a haunted house - and you were drunk -"

"We were all drunk." Laurens quipped.

"True."

"I wasn't!" Hercules protested.

"You were tipsy." Lafayette glared at Hercules. "My point is... we went in there, scared all the other guests, and then were scared off by the house itself."

"Yeah, not to mention, you pissed your pants. Hilarious." John snorted, holding out his phone for Alex to see.

Alex had stayed quiet the whole time, and reached out to see John's phone. There it was, a picture of Alex, obviously drunk with a giant wet spot on his pants.

Alex looked down. His clothes had been changed, he realized. Last night was a hot mess. It was already noon, but Alex just wanted to continue sleeping off the hangover.

"We should go there again, next year." Alex said suddenly.

The three of them looked at him with blank faces. John reacted first, his face squished up in confusion and disgust.

"Are you drunk?"

"Are you high?" Alex placed emphasis on 'you' and John rolled his eyes.

"How can you think that's a good idea?"

"Because I'm Alexander Hamilton and there's a million things I haven't done, but just you wait.... just you wait...!"

The three of them laughed (while Alex was holding his head in pain, as it hurt to laugh with his hangover), and everything would be fine. Life went on, and afterwards, who would talk about this again except for John, who’d randomly send a picture of Alex pissing his pants to one of his friends ‘on accident.’ It wasn’t out of harm. Everything calmed down after Halloween night.

Until next Halloween, of course.

[whatsonmyminddd]

Oh boy

oh boy, oh boy, oh boy, oh boy,

let me set the scene

1am

drunk af Taylor

calls CAM ON AN UNKNOWN NUMBER LMAOOO

after all the weirdness/I spill my guts, I keep prompting like nooo he's not going to answer no way blah blah im blocked 

“Taylor, try it now of you owe me $500″

annnnnd

jaw dropped

I dont know what the fuck I was doing when I saw his face but my hand was genuinely over my face in shock

3 hours

we talked for THREE HOURS

list of random things I remember:

-something weird with his hair LMAO

-orange shirt???

-was super hurt by the fuck you text and specifically when I was saying how everyone saw the red flags

-has had me blocked randomly as well

-has tried to reach out

-have both thought “well if they wanted to reach out they would find a way”

-ALMOST HAS FUCKIN EMAILED ME, HOW DID I LITERALLY ALREADY THINK OF THAT AND BLOCK HIS EMAIL SO LONG AGO HAHAHA

-catching up for probably 2 hours

-said that we love each other 

-never stopped, never will

-also said multiple times how we wish we were together????? and that he could be there at that moment

-genuine conversations about him COMING DOWN

-my WEIRD ass flex lies hahahahahahahah dude

-he quit Nic allegedly 

-”do you miss meeeeeee”

-fuckin baby ass voice

-apparently I showed off my ass and it looked great lol

three hours of catching up

and so much more

so much I don’t know if my head is pounding from my hangover or all the damn thoughts in my brain

well, I also know that I was missed, always loved, ALWAYS thought of

-oh shit, another thing we kept saying was how we will randomly think of each other and random memories and can feel when each other is thinking about it 

-also cried multiple times saying shit like “when you go to your best friend in the whole world when you're sad and thats just you” blah blah blah

-he definitely teared up multiple times

-the “heyyyy” when a tear was coming down

-we also both said that we didn't even mean for it to get this far, for us to even breakup, we BOTH fuckin expected the person to be like “okay im sorry I love you” in the morning and my god we all know that did not happen

im so curious on what is going to happen now 

have so many boys texting me and a date tonight ....... 

oh boy