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#he might be crying and shaking while he does it but he's pissed enough to push through
mrspockify · 1 year
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☠ for Luigi for the headcanon meme?
☠ - angry/violent headcanon
I have been mulling this around all day in my mind because I feel like I am almost at a total loss for this! It is so hard for me to imagine Luigi being angry, and especially violent. I keep thinking about what it would take to push him to that point, and I think it would genuinely take a lot.
I think Luigi is almost endlessly patient. I personally headcanon him as having a pretty good awareness of his emotional state and has a lot of emotional regulation (ironic, I know, bc he's known for his anxiety--but I think that helps him with his awareness, he's very in touch with his emotions... idk just go with it). Because of that, he can pretty easily talk himself through his anger.
However. I think, like his brother, he is incredibly protective of his loved ones and has a strong sense of justice, not necessarily for himself (self deprecating king), but for the people he is close to. So if he witnesses, for example, Mario being subjected to mistreatment beyond what Mario could reasonably handle on his own, that is what would make him lose it. I also think anger would be such an overwhelming experience for Luigi that he'd be the type to cry, which would just frustrate him more, because it's hard to defend your brother when you're trying to see through tears and speak through sobs. But he would do it anyway, because it's the right thing to do.
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diremoone · 1 year
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layers | geto/gojo.
— short story
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you’re their favorite kouhai, everyone at tokyo and kyoto knows this. they also know that if anyone or anything were to touch or harm you in any way, they would feel the wrath of the most powerful duo. and one day, someone is dumb and foolish enough to do exactly that.
note(s): this isn’t a full complete drabble with a complete ending, but it’s something I’ve enjoyed writing. flop or no flop, this was a fun piece to write :D But tbh I’m thinking about deleting it and redoing it, or adding more. or maybe a part two lmao??
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Trees were nothing but a blur of green to your vision. The car was going fast, way too fast for you to make out anything but the simple colors blue and green.
You blinked several times, shaking your head to keep yourself from dozing off. You were tired, so very very tired from such a long and exhausting two days of being on a First Grade mission that turned out to be a bigger issue and much more than it was worth.
They should’ve sent backup with me…
You leaned your head against the back of the backseat. You closed your eyes for just a moment, then opened them again for just a few seconds. The process was rinse and repeat; the only way to keep yourself awake.
Don’t fall asleep. Don’t fall asleep. Don’t… Just… don’t…
“Hang on, Miss [Last Name]!” frantically spoke the driver. He was probably looking in the rear view mirror, seeing you laying back on the seat with your eyes opening and closing. More so of the latter.
You heard the sound of a dial, then the voice of your driver hurriedly speaking into it. Problem was, you couldn’t understand a single word he was saying. It was all so… incoherent. Funny enough, it sounded like you were underwater.
Your head lolled to the side again, eyes half open with nothing but the same blur of green outside the window. Your hand was still over the wound, covering it with as much pressure as possible until you got to the school.
Unless you passed out first.
You could only imagine your upperclassmen holding this over your head as a joke for the rest of your life.
If you got to a medic in time, that is.
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Everything had been fine. Just fine.
Great, in fact, he muses.
Him and Geto had been getting some ice cream to satisfy his sweet tooth, while Shoko complained that he was eating too much while munching away on her own ice cream like a damn hypocrite.
“What should we do now?” Shoko questioned.
“Might as well head back to the school,” Suguru suggested. “It is getting late and—”
“You’re no fun!!” Satoru complained. “Why are you so by the book?”
The black-haired male gives his childish friend a look of both amusement and exasperation. Of course Satoru was going to be like this. It was in his nature to be as anti-rules as possible. Especially if it meant pissing off the higher-ups.
“Alright, we’ll go—”
Shoko holds up a pointer finger to halt the conversation. “Aha, hold up guys. Sensei’s calling.”
“Maaaan! What now?” Satoru whines.
Just as the white-haired male goes to complain some more, he realizes Suguru’s expression changes. And that he’s not looking at him anymore — that he’s looking at Shoko now. So Satoru does the same, and now he sees his brunette friend’s face sheet white, eyes growing red like she’s about to start crying.
“Okay. Okay. I’ll be there.”
She clicks the phone off and looks to Geto, the whites of her eyes beginning to become red.
“Shoko?”
“We need to get back to the school. [Name]-chan’s hurt.”
The two males freeze, eyes going wider than saucers. But that reaction doesn’t last but two seconds, and Suguru’s pulling out his fastest Cursed Spirit he’s got and finishing the rest of the route back to school on it with his friends.
He and Satoru turn to look at one another, and Suguru knew his heart was the only one beating wildly in nothing but terror.
The three of them watched as the car pulled up; they landed as soon as the driver got out of the car.
Satoru’s and Suguru’s breaths hitched the second they landed beside the car.
Anger. Rage. Was there even a word to describe how they felt?
The red of your blood became the red of their rage — the red being the only color that they could see.
“Shoko, can—”
Her hand is already placed on your left side, her Reverse Cursed Energy pumping through your body. But the damage was done.
Your head rolled to the back of the seat, right hand limp on your stomach and left hand open, hanging loosely over the edge of the seat. Blood covered your palms, all the way up the inside of your forearms and up to the crook of your elbow.
And how pale your skin was. Was anyone supposed to be that shade of skin color? Of course it wasn’t. They knew that already. You weren’t supposed to ever be this way. Their adorable kouhai that was just too sweet and too nice for the world they lived in was never supposed to end up like this: sickly pale, blood pouring from the wound in your stomach and knocking on death’s door.
Shoko finishes healing you after what seems like forever. In reality, it’s only just a few minutes. But in those few minutes, both Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru come to a full understanding of something: they realize that you mean a lot more to them than just being their cute little kouhai. They can’t imagine you living in a world without you in it. Every thought of you not being there didn’t settle with them. They hated it. They weren’t able to envision coming to school without you passing by them in the halls. Seeing a world where they visited your headstone was unacceptable.
So many thoughts, so much anger, all accumulated within a matter of minutes that drives a permanent mark into their hearts and minds: that a world without you in it is not worth living in, and they love you too much to see anything else bad happen to you.
Suddenly, Yaga Sensei appears before them. Shoko moves out of the way so he can grab you, haul you into his arms and carry you to the infirmary where they have painkillers and other medicine. Shoko follows him, but Satoru and Suguru remain behind.
“Suguru?”
“Hm?”
“You thinkin’ what I’m thinkin’?”
“That we need to kill someone?”
“And that’s why you’re my best friend.”
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Taglist: @vagabond-umlaut • @torusbabygoat
not the gojo x student reader you guys wanted ik ik but I wanted y’all to read this anyway so sue me 😭😭
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suengmi · 1 year
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- stray kids realizing they fell in love with you
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genre: fluff/romance, gn!reader, established!relationships warnings/other: none just... GROSS FLUFF, kissing, play fighting
anyways... some more soft hours lesgooo
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ bang chan
it's probably a sunny early morning on no particular day, he's just admiring you in your sleep. he's appreciating some of the acne scars on your cheek and how sometimes it makes him sad when you say you hate them because he thinks they're pretty, and that it tells a story. that's the thing about chan is that he notices things, small lil things that you might not. maybe its the scar on your leg or the bite mark from that dog that bit you on the nose. or maybe it's just the way you cover yourself when he's on top of you telling you how glad he is you mustered up the courage to confess to him when he knew you'd liked him for months. really, he always was in love with you, he just didn't know how to say it or wrap his head around it. but with you next to him, hair splayed in a mess as you sleep he realizes. it finally clicks that he does and he always had.
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ lee know
with lee know, when he knows, he knows. lee know kind of realizes it when he sees you on the floor of the kitchen, tears streaming from your eyes to your cheeks about the burnt dinner you wanted to cook him. so he'd pick up the burnt potato from the baking tray and put it in his mouth. he'd finish the whole mouthful and tell you (with a scrunched face) that it was 100% fine. you'd probably cry again, but him seeing how upset you were over a simple gesture to make dinner for him made his heart swell and burst. you'd be pissed and ask why he was smiling, but he'd simply shake his head. no hesitation or wavering in his voice as comforted you, telling you he'd happily order take out.
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ changbin
you're just in your pyjamas, cleaning your teeth at his house. hair flicking in all directions and bare face showing with pride. he's just standing in the doorway, admiring the way you brush angrily, while you're being annoyed that it's taking two minutes of your life every night. "like... if no animals have to brush their teeth, why do we?" you'd complain spitting out the toothpaste. he kinda of loves how you think of these things, such random observations and thoughts you feel safe enough speaking and sharing with him. he'd listen to your rant about dental hygiene. but in the end, when you were done, he'd simply smile at you. it kind of clicks, all of the moments in your relationship til now. he just has a gentle smile on his face as he adores every part of you. no 'ifs' 'ands' or 'buts' going through his mind. just love.
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ hyunjin
it's a multitude of things. hyunjin always notices the small changes in your voice. he notices how you feel just by your posture or the way you message him, but one thing he particularly loves is the way you like to line up the cups a certain way after cleaning the kitchen. it's on this one night, just any night, where it finally clicks for the first time. you're just talking about your day, how you need him to remind you to take your cat to the vet. it's when he bends down to give you a kiss mid sentence that he finally realizes it. the kiss is sweet and long, almost innocent with how he pulls back before pressing another small kiss on your nose. he'd feel a bit nervous, averting his eyes and speaking in a mumbled tone as he helped dry the plates you had washed. "what did you say babe?" you'd ask but he'd shake his head just continuing to help you clean. "oh, uh nothing."
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ seungmin
with seungmin, it's simple. he's always been one to be sure of his feelings. when he knows it, it just seems to fall in place. he doesn't feel the need to blurt it out at first, but he seems to show it in his actions. in all honesty, he knew early on. he liked your spice, he liked your willingness to learn and admit you were wrong. he especially loved how you called people on their bullshit, including him. no one had ever put him in his place, and he loved that you did that for him. you didn't pander to him and your honesty was refreshing. it's in a moment that he feels the need to say it, suddenly feeling nervous for the first time in your relationship. the thumps in his chest would worry him a bit, the urge to tell you, but he doesn't. he wants to save it for another time when he feels it'll be more special. because you deserved that.
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ felix
it's probably a big 'aha!' moment with felix. he's never really questioned himself or his feelings for you, but it kind of waves over him like a numbing breeze under his skin. you've fallen asleep on your video chat, your cheek scrunched up against the pillow you're hugging and mouth a little open as you breathe. it's cold, so you're all rugged up with your doona up against your chin. he just watches you. he enjoys seeing you sleep so soundly and he loves that you feel comfortable enough to let yourself fall asleep while video chatting. you were just talking about something related to his game, but he knew you were tired. so he let you sleep, not ending the call or saying anything to wake you. he ends up laying down himself, just admiring you as you are. though, he does tell you he loves you but you're not awake to hear it. he'll tell you in the morning.
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ jisung
it's almost like a tree trunk fell on his head. you're just laying across the couch from him, legs entwined into his own. you're in his trackie pants, the ones that are probably a bit too tight for you and too loose for him. buuuuut he loves how it looks tight across your ass. it's when you say it to him for the first time. you're kind of debating about something and you'd chime in with a a simple 'well, that's because i love you so that doesn't count.' and he freezes. your confession made him realize that he felt just the same, but you were the one to take the lead just laying it out in front of him on a silver platter. you're totally fine as you continue talking to him about whatever it was you were prior, and he ends up excusing himself to get a drink. his head would be spinning with all the emotion he's feeling, finally realizing that he'd felt like this for a while.
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⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ jeongin
jeongin knows it when you're both having a play fight (not that this isn't a regular thing lmao) he jokes about how you're easy to flip over, regardless of your size because he has the 'man strength' as he coined it. you'd argue back, telling him that his masculinity has nothing to do with it as you pinched at both of his ears and pulled. he'd just karate chop at your arms, pulling you over himself to throw you into the snow. once he had you on the ground he'd eventually get your hands above your head, pinning you there gloating that he was stronger. you'd just make a fart noise with your mouth, wriggling beneath him. this is the exact moment he knows. his strength lessens, and his face would probably turn into a smile before giving you a quick kiss. "that's cheating!!!!" you'd protest face all >:( when he just grinned bigger letting his feelings wash over him.
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DON'T ASK WHAT THIS IS
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neo-percs · 1 year
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SOUND KINK:: ( day 8 )
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WARNING:: unprotected sex, sound kink.
SUMMARY:: Hongjoong can't help but fall in love simply with the way you moan his name, but when you bury your face in the pillow he does any and everything for that pretty sound to reach his ears.
WORD COUNT:: 852
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Your hands grip the pillow tightly as you feel Hongjoong thrust deeper into you dragging out your voice at the feeling. You weren't loud, not when bit. To Hongjoong you weren't loud enough, he wanted you to cry, whimper, and moan. Whichever came after the other it didn't matter to him, but he just wants you to feel good.
Your back arched perfectly and your eyes are shut tightly, you felt embarrassed about your voice. You always were the loudest between you and Joong but that didn't stop him from moaning and grunting, praising and degrading you during your intimate times. You face buried in the pillow as you moan weakly.
"Harder- please" you moan out as the air between you settled for hot, Hongjoong  begins to buck his hips into you at a faster pace as the slick sound of your pussy and precum mix loudly along with the patterning of your thighs slapping against his. You feel ecstasy at the way he made you feel so full.
His large hands onto your spine as making your chest push into the sheets, not that you minded at all. Hongjoong  from behind absolutely  loses his mind as his fingers card through his brown hair. Fucking into you with harsh and sharp thrusts that have your toes curling. Your ass bouncing against his lap has him tossing his head back leaving a stinging sensation in both of your thighs.
you begin to bounce and grind against him to meet his hips. It felt like he was in your stomach and you didn't mind at all, your hands grip the sheets tighter as he used his other hand to wrap around your throat pulling your back against his chest.
"you can be louder than that right ?" He asks as his grip around your throat tightens, you couldn't even gather your words as he hits a spot that has you breathing shakily and your moans are even more louder. "Louder" he moans as his thrusts grow rougher, not daring to go against the command you do as told, feeling his tip rub against your sweet spot eliciting a loud whine from your throat.
"I know you can be louder baby c’mon" He says as he pounds into you harder "fuck it’s too much joong" you moan as your eyes roll back. The feeling of his plump lips on your heated skin makes you moan louder, you would feel embarrassed thinking about how the neighbors might be pissed off when they see you tomorrow but you’re too caught up in the moment to even care.
Your thighs are practically shaking at the feeling, pleasure practically taking over your body as Hongjoong  pounds you into his front sheets without a single care in the world. Pushing your face against the sheets while he becomes sloppy and rougher with every passing second you could feel the pressure in the pit of your stomach growing and waiting to be released.
"It’s so deep" you moan as you shake your head "I'm gonna cum" you whimper as you feel warm tears slide down your cheeks. "I thought you liked it deep baby what happened?" he asks sweetly in a faux tone. His thrusts are non stop and you can't help but let the pleasure envelope you.
"Oh fuck" you gasp as the feeling of release comes closer "cum for me. I know you can" he coos at you while pulling your hips into his harder than before tipping you over the edge as your walls clench around him sporadically earning a guttural moan ripping through his throat.
"I'm close" He asks as he continues to fuck into you you whimpered before you felt the pressure in your stomach let loose "I got you, you're okay" he praised as his fingers rubbed down your spine leaving goosebumps up and down your body.
A few more thrusts slow and deep have your toes curling and send Hongjoong into an orgasm-stricken daze. "Fuck you feel so good" he groans as his hands rub against the red warm skin of your ass. Leaning of you and kissing up your spine as you both bask in your pre orgasm clarity. The both of you breathing heavily as his hands palm your ass rubbing gently against your skin. "Stop hiding your voice. I love it" he says as slowly pulls out of you watching his cum drip onto the sheets and your thighs.
Groaning he strikes the palm of his hand against your ass making your hips jolt with a yelp. "Be as loud as you can next time" he says as he rolls off the bed and trailing into the bathroom to find something to clean you off with. Your throat was dry and raw from the moaning and screaming you had been doing, yet you weren't mad in the slightest.
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solarmorrigan · 6 months
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Requested by @westifer-dead (I think?? I hope that was directed at me)
This probably wasn't what you had in mind, but in my defense, it absolutely was not what I planned on writing. It sorta snuck up on me. I hope this is okay, though <3
🖤 kissing while crying / goodbye kiss / desperation
Prompt from this post
Tags/CW: transmasc Steve, fairly explicit depiction of menstruation, resulting mentions of blood, mentions of dysphoria, Steve's internal dialogue is rather unkind to himself in this one (soft ending, though??)
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Steve’s first, horrified thought when he wakes feeling an uncomfortable amount of damp sticking his boxers to his skin is that he’s somehow managed to piss the bed.
The immediate wakefulness caused by that thought, however, is enough to give him a second one – particularly when he feels the ache low in his gut and spreading down his hips as he rolls over to toss the covers back and reveal the red stain on both his underwear and the sheets.
Fuck.
He’s early.
His period shouldn’t have been along for another couple of days, at least, and Steve hadn’t even thought about putting on a pad before getting into bed—he glances at the clock—two hours ago.
“Motherfucker,” Steve hisses.
He’d gotten home from the world’s most frustrating late shift sometime after midnight and had actually managed to get to sleep by one, and now his body is pulling this shit on him – waking him with pain and mess at three in the goddamn morning, days before it had any right to. And now his boxers are probably toast, and the sheets might be salvageable but he’s going to have to get up and change them right now, and he’s so fucking tired, and it’s three in the morning, and when he shifts to sit up, he’s caught for a moment by the sticky-slick feeling of blood drying against his skin.
He does his best to swallow back the feeling of nausea that creeps up on him at the sensation,  but it’s something he hasn’t had the stomach for since being covered in Eddie’s blood after hauling him out of the Upside Down, and the cramps really aren’t helping.
It’s for all these reasons that he’s probably less gentle than he could be when he reaches over to shake Eddie awake.
“Eddie, wake up.”
Eddie groans and rolls over, curling up with his back to Steve.
Steve huffs and gives him a shove. “Eddie.”
“S’early,” Eddie grumbles. “G’way.”
Normally, Steve doesn’t mind Eddie’s steadfast refusal to wake up for anything less than three alarms and the promise of coffee. Sometimes he even has fun with it, seeing how quickly he can rouse Eddie with other sorts of promises. Right now, though, he has less than no patience, and he grabs his pillow and whacks Eddie in the side with it.
“Wake up!”
“Whatthefuck,” Eddie gasps, bolting upright and glancing around the room for his assailant.
Later, Steve might feel bad; for now, he only drawls, “You awake now?”
“Did you hit me with a pillow?” Eddie demands, eyeing the weapon in Steve’s hands.
“You wouldn’t wake up,” Steve says. “I need you to get up for a minute.”
“What? Why, what’s– oh.” Eddie much catch sight of the mess as Steve twists to shove the pillow back behind himself. “Shit.”
Steve’s face heats with embarrassment. “Shut up,” he snaps. “Just get out of the bed.”
Clumsily, Eddie moves to obey. “I didn’t mean–”
“It’s– never mind, I shouldn’t have snapped, sorry, just–” Steve sighs. “Just let me change the sheets.
He strips the comforter from the bed and rolls it up to toss it into the chair in the corner of the room to be put back on when he’s done, but he doesn’t make it much farther before his body betrays him with another wave of squeezing cramps and a dribble of blood sliding down the inside of his thigh from under the loose leg of his boxers.
He swears and lunges for the tissue box on his bedside table to catch the drip before it can hit the floor, and he can hear Eddie hiss a breath in through his teeth – it’s probably in sympathy, Steve recognizes distantly, but in the moment he still feels like he might die of shame.
“Let me– let me get cleaned up. Just a minute,” Steve mutters, balling the tissue up in his fist and making for the dresser. “Then I’ll finish with the sheets.”
“Why don’t you go take a quick shower?” Eddie suggests quietly. “I can finish the sheets.”
Yanking a pair of briefs out of the dresser, Steve slams the drawer shut. “I can clean up my own damn mess, Eddie.”
“I know you can, but you don’t have to,” Eddie says, much more patiently than Steve probably deserves. “I’m betting you’ll feel ten times better if you get the chance to rinse off, so go ahead. You know how much I love wrestling with the fitted sheet.”
Steve should probably say no. It’s stupid to make Eddie clean up after him when he’s perfectly capable of doing it himself.
He should say no, but he doesn’t want to.
He glances back at Eddie, who looks nothing but sincere in his offer, and nods. “Thanks,” he mumbles, and Eddie gives him a little smile and a nod in return.
In the bathroom, Steve makes the water as hot as he can stand it and pops two Advil before stripping and shoving his boxers straight into the trash. If he tried hard enough, he might be able to get the stain out, but he doesn’t have the mental fortitude to contemplate doing that right now. His t-shirt has been spared any blood, but he puts it in the hamper to be washed, anyway. It just feels dirty now.
There are some months where Steve’s period comes and goes without any fuss; it’s an inconvenience and a bit of a drain, but hardly worth comment. Then there are some months that shove Steve headfirst into ten different stages of dysphoria and various neuroses for no apparent reason.
This one feels like it’s going to be the latter.
Even once he’s standing under the shower spray, the blood already sluiced down the drain, Steve doesn’t feel like he’s ever going to be clean again. He knows it’s his shitty brain lying to him, he knows that the feeling will go away in a few days—a week, at most—but that doesn’t help him now.
He wastes an extra ten minutes in the shower, trying to convince himself he’s only staying in because the hot water is helping his cramps (only partially true; he’s so tense that they haven’t really abated, and in fact have crawled up his sides now, seizing on the scar tissue from his bat bites and yanking his whole abdomen in tight, but he’s hoping it will help with his cramps), but he does eventually manage to force himself out and dry off.
With the fuck-off-biggest pad he owns shoved into his underwear, Steve heads back to the bedroom and stops short inside the door.
The lights are still dim, and Eddie is waiting up for him, sitting against the pillows with his book. He’s not only changed the sheets and fixed the comforter, but he’s laid out a pair of pajamas for Steve – the exact pair he prefers when he’s having a particularly bad day. And for some reason, that’s it for Steve.
The tears hit before he can even try to choke them off, and Eddie must not be very immersed in his book, because the first ragged breath is enough to alert him to the fact that something is wrong.
He looks almost wounded when he catches sight of Steve standing in the doorway like a weepy idiot, and Steve would feel bad, but Eddie’s already up and out of the bed and coming towards Steve with his arms open in offering.
And with anyone else, Steve would shy away; this isn’t a part of him that anyone needs to see, this weakness and inability to cope. But from Eddie– even as stupid as Steve feels right now, he knows he doesn’t have much that he needs to hide from a man who will help him clean up his own blood and then offer to hold him while he cries about it.
He accepts the hug, allows himself to be led back over to the bed and sat down, and then lets himself be held.
Eddie presses his lips to Steve’s forehead and then swipes his thumbs over Steve’s cheeks, wiping away whatever tears fall and kissing him there, too, like he can replace the evidence of his distress with love.
And hell, maybe he can.
In a while, Steve will want to get dressed and they’ll both need some actual rest, but for now, Steve thinks he’s more than willing to sit and let Eddie try.
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mythmash · 2 months
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Bouncer!Sukuna AU Pt. 9 - Yorozu (Alternate Ending)
Bouncer!Sukuna x Stripper/Dancer!Reader. Warnings: MDNI 18+, bullet point fic, uncle!sukuna, angst, the other dancers being firm but supportive friends, panic attack, anxiety, sukuna experiencing fear for the first time and he hates it A/N: this is a collaborative work made with the amazing @pastelbunnelby, @pastelpixies & @chaoskrakenuwu Series Masterlist || Previous | Next
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Instead of locking yourself in the bedroom what if you actually leave?
What if you hastily put on some clothes, pack a bag for a few nights, and leave?
You aren’t leaving forever just long enough to collect yourself
Maybe crying in the car a bit because admittedly that was a lot even for you because you’re used to his antics but this feels different it feels…wrong
You leave your phone because you know he’s not going to stop calling you and you just…go
You stay at a friend’s house, probably one of the dancers, and vent about what happened
And while they comfort you they can’t help but kinda say what did you expect?
You think a man like that is relationship material?
Fun, sure but a real relationship?
Ehhhh.
And while it’s certainly not what you want to hear you can’t help that little logical voice in your head telling you they’re right
No one in their right mind would just go “Everything is fine! It’s totally cool that your murderous boyfriend’s crazy ex showed up!” because what if she isn’t the last?
You didn’t know about her so who knows what else is in store for you?
They don’t mean to be judgmental to you they know you’re smart but they also care and know that love (is it even love at this point or is the thrill?) can be blinding
They need to ground you and they’ll be your anchor while you come to your senses and not let that crazy bastard anywhere near you
Because yeah, he’s scary
Yeah, they know the rumors
They’ve seen Sukuna beat a guy to almost death
And yeah, some of them can understand the thrill and wanting to feel protected in this line of work, but there’s also the thought of “if he could do it to them, he could do it to you”
He was clearly doing it to Yorozu, or at least treating her horribly when she was apparently close to him
Or at least close enough to be let into his apartment
Which is pretty fucking close because most of the dancers thought he lived in his car or something
But they love you too much to not do what they can
You don’t sleep well that night or really at all but you know who’s faring way worse than you?
Sukuna.
He’s freaking the fuck out and for once in his life he’s experiencing real fear
He’s done things that even the thought of would have the average person shaking like a leaf but this, the thought of losing you, really losing you has shaken him to his core
The fear and anxiety hit and Sukuna thinks he just might be dying because he’s never felt like this before
It only amps up because he knows he has real enemies out there
He feels so out of control for the first time because no amount of connections can help him if he doesn’t know where to even start
Because what if they get to you first?
This is not a matter of resources, it’s time.
And heaven forbid they’re faster
He’s good, but he’s not god he can’t stop everything no matter how much he wants to
And now he knows Yorozu is out there and pissed the fuck off because of him
It’s been so long since he’s been around her, he doesn’t know what or who she knows
What if she was waiting outside and saw you leave? Would she go after you herself? Would she tell someone else?
She knows people are out to get Sukuna and what better way to get to him than through you?
He doesn’t know what to do
He’d probably have a heart attack if he wasn’t so focused on you
He realizes you left your phone which only makes him more anxious (since when does he feel anxious about anything?) because not only are you gone, he doesn’t have a clue where you are and looking for you is going to take too much time
He wants to get to you now
You can be mad at him all you want, but you need to be mad at him somewhere he can protect you
So, he just gets in his car and drives
Doesn’t call, doesn’t text, he just goes door to door to each of your friends asking if they know where you are to which they all decline because they genuinely don’t, but based on the fact you didn’t tell him where you were going they sure as hell wouldn’t tell him either
Working at a club like them has taught them that much at least.
But he would find you eventually, and he’d do something neither of you would expect
Actually apologizing
It's quick, and clumsy, and a kind of passive aggressive, but you appreciate his attempt
You're not going back with him, though
Not tonight, anyway
After, he goes back to his place to give you some space and just collapses on the couch
He knows you're physically okay, and mentally you're a bit shaken up, even if you don't admit it, but he'd relax a tiny bit knowing where you are
Still, the exhaustion hits him like a truck and he's so emotionally drained he doesn't realize he's picking up his phone and dialing your number
It goes to voicemail because he still has your phone (he forgot to take it in his panic when he left to find you) but he's half-asleep so he leaves a message
“I’m so fucking sorry. I mean that. When—if you come back, you can do whatever you want. Yell, scream, hit me. You can even kick me out if you want, just….I want you to be safe. I need to know you’re safe. If anything happened to you—I fucking—I’ll do better, alright? I promise. I—I love you. So…please be safe.”
Because he still can't always tell you what he's feeling to your face - it feels too real, too raw, too vulnerable, but having a way to say it to you without saying it to your face eases his hesitation a bit
Then he passes out and forgets about it.
Then it'd go similarly blah blah blah grovel grovel grovel apology shopping trip that leads to a very tense conversation with his accountant, but above all else he'd sit you down and tell you to never just up and leave again
If you need space, fine, he won't stop, but not knowing where you are made him feel such a pit in his core that he never ever wants to feel again
He’s still clumsy, unsure of himself because he doesn’t do this, it’s all so new to him, but he’s trying he’s really trying
Coming this close to losing you would knock some much needed sense into him and teach him that his actions have very real consequences aside from danger and he takes the time to actively be better and atone
It’s sobering to him because up until this point Sukuna truly believed that he could get away with anything and he could say and do what he pleased
Along with the thought that he’d curated his experience well enough that none of his shit past or present would come back to you
It hits him that no. He really does not have control over everything nor can he just pretend like his uglier parts don’t exist with you even if he desperately wants to
It’s not that he doesn’t think you know anything, you know maybe too much, but he thinks it’s separate from the little bubble he’s built with you
And this made him realize that couldn’t be further from the truth and that if this is going to work he needs to be more forthcoming for you even if the thought disgusts him but it’s really for the greater good
And he wants to, god does he want to, he wishes he could tell you how much he loves you without his voice wavering or not being able to look you in the eye
But he’s not quite there yet so this will have to suffice he just hopes you can feel how deeply he cares for you
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You eventually find the voicemail on your phone one night weeks later, and it gives you the strangest sense of comfort
It's like a weight is lifted off your shoulders
Sukuna finds you almost in tears on the couch
He has a brief moment of panic before he hears the voicemail and it leads to another, lighter conversation of you finally understanding how much he loves you
And maybe, just maybe, that's when he tells you, not just shows you, but tells you how much he loves you
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mushroommanstan · 2 years
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Shigaraki is not the most….hygienic man. Can you do Fem! Reader luring him into some shower sex?
Aight so we all know Shigarakis a stanky boi.
Like not just from his room, he is covered in a cloud of musk if he has his ways. He doesn’t bother cleaning or anything after a battle unless you badger him about infections, and he only changes his clothes when they become so smelly they’re practically moist. Yes, this includes underwear.
Just to clarify though, he does still use toilet paper. He’s not that gross.
He also doesn’t normally clean himself up after sex. Especially if he’s in his subby mindset, after making love he passes right out. You better hold him while he does though, if he doesn’t feel your fingers carding through his sweaty hair or hear your soft praises he’ll sulk when he wakes up.
So, normally, it’s up to you to take charge of his personal hygiene. This means washing him with a damp washcloth after sex and picking out dead hero bits out of his hair as he sleeps. But if you want him to take a shower, that’s going to take some creativity.
This man is stubborn af, and finds stuff like bathing to be a waste of time, no matter how much you plead with him. That, and the hot water upsets his dry skin, but he won’t tell you that. No way he’ll admit he’s scared of a little water.
Anyways, if you want him to take a shower with you, you’re gonna have to confront him while he’s already in the bathroom. He’s just taking a piss when you barge in and lock the door. (This man keeps the door unlocked, he has neither shame nor knowledge of social boundaries)
He’ll jerk in surprise at the noise, maybe scold you for interrupting him, but in the end won’t give you much notice. Nothing of his you haven’t seen before anyways
You do, however, gain his attention when you begin undressing. Immediately his cheeks burn bright red, and you haven’t even taken your bra off. When you do, you hear an audible gasp even though he’s seen your breasts many times before.
You continue stripping until you’re naked, and just as he’s about to go feel you up, you get in the shower. With a wink and a suggestive tone, you ask him to strip and join you, and with the lust clouding his mind he accepts.
Nows the tricky part. If Shig realizes your intentions while you’re finally cleaning him, he’s not going to be too happy. Might once again sulk a little bit. So, you’re going to have to be creative.
Lather your hands in soap and begin groping his chest from behind, making a brief pit stop at his armpits. Stay there for too long and he’ll get suspicious, but a few good tweaks to the nipples will shut him right up.
Order that he eats you out in that demanding tone he likes, and while he lowers grab some shampoo and cover your hands in it, so when as you pull on his hair when his tongue enters your sensitive, pink hole, it’s getting washed.
He’ll get so in the zone while eating you out that you can finish up washing the other parts of his head and shoulders that need work, that is if you can do anything but whine and pull his head impossibly close as he gently nibbles on your clit just right. Suffocate him in your pussy as best you can, wriggle his head around so his tongue hits your sweet spots just right, and when you finally climax for the love of god rip his head out of your crotch because he will not stop.
Then, as he gazes up at you with your sweet nectar still dripping down his chin and a wide, dopey smile you love so much, get him back on his feet and insist on returning the favor.
Break out the soap once more, insisting that it makes a good makeshift lube. Lather his cock in bubbles and foam as you praise him for being such a good boy for you. Once it’s clean enough, lick at the tip a little bit if you don’t mind the taste of soap. If you do his legs will shake like a newborn deer and he’ll let out the softest mewls, just barely audible over the sound of rushing water.
Keep going down his shaft and he’ll begin to cry for you, pulling your head into his groin as close as he can just like you did and begging you to keep going. That he’ll be a good boy, your good boy forever if he could just cum down your throat. Make him cum, please, please.
If you decide to tease him, he will start crying, because in vulnerable situations like this he desperately wants, no, needs to feel good.
Then, as you feel his cock twitch against his tongue and his cries reach a crescendo, get the soap once last time and reach around to his tight entrance, gently but firmly rubbing against his clenching hole as the last of the sweat and grime washes away.
Press your finger into him just as he cums and he’ll practically pass out, legs quivering and head arched back from the intensity of his orgasm.
Finally, after you both catch your breath, the shower turned off and Shigaraki just barely managing to stay upright, give him a shoulder to lean on as you guide him to the toilet seat. Dry (and massage) his feet, all the way up to his hair as he snores softly, so tired that he fell asleep as soon as he sat down.
After this, he’ll never complain about showers again. He’ll beg you for a shower, and when you agree he’ll be in there ready to go before you even take your shirt off. Keeping this boy clean is a full time job, but boy is it worth it
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Ngl I think this might be one of the best smuts I’ve written so far, Tysm for the ask! I hope you don’t mind I made it subby… whoopsies 😘
Anyways, have a good day and a happy holidays!
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rogueddie · 2 years
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17 and 3????
17 ; Buried alive + 3 ; "holy shit, you should have seen the look on your face!"
The coffin is so small, tight and confined, that Eddie can't move. He can't get his hands on the lid to try and push it open- although, he's sure it won't move. He heard the dirt being thrown down on the lid, the way one of Carvers friends had complained, having to stand on the lid for a while so Eddie couldn't push his way out.
The air is starting to feel thin. Although he isn't sure about that, thinks he might be having another panic attack. The silence is horrifying, especially knowing how the dirt buried on him works as a silencer. The memory of Carvers voice getting more and more muffled until there's nothing so painfully sharp that he can almost hear it still.
He isn't sure how long he lays there. He isn't sure what he can do. He's yelled so much that his throat burns, can't make more than hoarse whispers. His fingers feel wet and sticky from the desperate scratching. The bruise on his forehead, the result of Carver knocking him out, throbs.
There's noise. Arguing. It's extremely muffled, so much so that Eddie knows that even if his voice wasn't shit they probably wouldn't hear his yelling.
It slowly gets louder. Clearer. Another sound, a quiet sound, slowly starting to accompany it.
Eddie doesn't have the energy to be embarrassed when he realises that someone is digging him out. He doesn't even care if it's Carver, deciding their little 'prank' has gone on long enough. He just wants out.
"Shut the fuck up!" Steves voice rings out clear. He's so angry, aggressive, that Eddie almost doesn't recognize it as his voice.
Eddie isn't sure he's ever heard him sound so pissed off. He's sure, then, that if he isn't dug out soon... it won't be his life at risk.
It doesn't feel like long until the lid is lifted. Steve's hair is flat to his face, a damp circle around his neck. He's panting, dirt caking his hands and smears of it are on his face.
He looks beautiful.
Steve's hands are shaking when he helps Eddie stand up. He's clearly exhausted but refuses to stop, glares when Eddie tries to climb out on his own. He does, thankfully, let Eddie help him climb out though.
"Holy shit, freaks crying!" One of Carvers cronies cackles. It sets the other two off laughing.
"Assholes," Steve hisses. "I should throw you in there, see how you like it."
"Oh, come on, Harrington!" Carver sneers. "You should've seen the look on his face. Golden."
Eddie grabs Steves wrist when he starts towards them, tugging him back with pleading eyes. "I just wanna go home. Come on."
Steve grumbles, glancing back to glare at the three before grabbing Eddie's hand and leading him to his BMW.
"I'm gonna kill them," Steve mumbles once their far enough away.
"As long as you let me finish Jason off, I'll help you hide the body."
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jinx-on-mars-19xx · 5 months
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Climb the Walls
🩸Previous Parts Here🩸
Dom x Colson (Yungblud x Machine Gun Kelly)
Warnings: ABO dynamics (knots, slick, heats, mpreg), alpha serial killer/hitman Dom, omega mob boss Kells, scared boys, cursing, threats, back stabbing, pissed boss bitch Kells, Dom trying to be comforting, teasing, guns, drinking (not Kells), breaking things, insults, mentions of people as objects, trying to save their people, lost boys, hurt/comfort, past abuse, enemies to lovers 💣 Rating: mature
All ideas helped by @iamnotanearthlingmotherfucker 🖤
“I have no idea what happened! I just went home for the night and when I came back bright and early they were all gone!” The Doctor was shaking where she had sat on their couch since she arrived about an hour before. The moment the couple realized their friend probably wasn't safe they told her to pack her shit and drive over with her wife. Colson was putting her up in the apartment they'd planned to move Dom and Tom into. He owned the top few floors of the Four Seasons so it was a safe house of sorts. She'd been a mess when she arrived with Dorothy in tow, the female Alpha apprehensive and anxious behind her mate. She and Kells had become friends too over the years but an Alpha was an Alpha, even a good one, and none of them liked to ask for help.
The Doc was fighting back tears every time she spoke. She'd come from a bad home like most omegas but had been able to fight her way through medical school and had been part of Col’s family for almost twenty years. She hated that someone found her place of work, they'd been so careful to hide the makeshift hospital. It was their raison d’être to save as many omegas like themselves as possible and to lose even one was a punch to the gut, but ten?
“It's not your fault Doc. You know that. I don't blame you. I'm just glad you fucking texted us and got out.” Colson tried to keep his voice reassuring but he knew he was almost to his limit on stress. He didn't want to cry in front of anyone but he felt his eyes burn when he thought about his people. Because they were that, every person he saved was his. Some moved on to new lives far away but they always knew they could call him. It broke something inside him that anyone would screw with what was his.
“I should have stayed. What if they just went out for food and now they're waiting for me?” She asked but they all knew it wasn't anything so simple.
“I've got the camera feed love, don't worry. If any of them come back I'll know.” Tom soothed as he brought a tray of tea for the room and set it gently on the coffee table. He passed a cup to each of them even if they didn't want it. He knew the fear the other omegas were probably in and it made him sick. He needed to do whatever he could to help. First he served Dorothy and Doc who each asked for something stronger which the photographer happily complied with. He had a small flask of whiskey he passed around, though Dom, Colson, and Mod said no.
The girls were on one sofa while Dominic shared the other with his mate and their roommates. Collette had joined them long enough to hear the news but her and The Doctor had stepped aside and shared hushed words at one point and she'd disappeared after that. Kells had learned not to ask about his mother. “What about the feed? Does it show anything from last night?” The man asked but Mod just shook his head.
“It's been erased, and it's a damn good job. We're working to fix it but it might take time. Sorry boss.” The beta huffed. They were all pissed about the new turn of events.
“Of fucking course. I mean who the hell would do this? What do they want? What's a few mil they might make off them in exchange for me as a fucking enemy because they have to know what's gonna happen now!” Colson hadn't felt so aggressive in a long time. He hadn't realized how much his mate was helping his temper but he could feel it now. The rage inside him made his stomach turn. “This is scorched earth shit. Drawing a fucking line in the sand. No one would stand for this and I won't either. Do they think I've gone soft or something? I'll fucking-” He had to take a breath, the more upset he grew the more the baby threw a fit inside him. “Not fucking now Punk. I'm working. We don't screw with my work.” He grumbled to his stomach but it did about as much good as when someone told him to calm down.
“Col, babies don't listen. They feel what you do. Chill the fuck out before you go into early labor. Doc's orders.” The Doctor huffed and that was like a bucket of ice water on his head. He couldn't handle that on top of everything else. He would not be the reason something happened to his child.
“Babies probably listen but let's be real, this is Col’s kid.” Mod tried to lighten the mood and they all chuckled softly.
“Fairs. Don't even listen to me.” Dom sighed teasingly as he laid his head on the older man's shoulder. He wanted so badly to soothe his child but he knew he wasn't allowed in front of others. He was amazed the guy even referenced the little one or gave them a nickname of sorts.
“That's because you're the bitch. You listen to me. That's how this whole thing works.” Kells explained before a thought struck him. “Are you sure you finished the last asshole off?”
It took the Alpha a moment to process what his mate was asking because the first time it filtered through his ADHD riddled brain it sounded somehow naughty but when he did finally connect the dots he glanced around the room. Two people didn't know who he was. Could he trust them? “Yeah. Believe me luv, he weren't walking outta ‘ere or taking anover breaf. Let alone kidnapping multiple omegas.” When he let his darkness out to play and had time to savor it, he started with the ankle tendons and worked his way up. He nervously played with his hair as he watched the women in the room. They didn't seem to care what they were talking about.
“What about friends? Could he have other people out for revenge? Did you back check the bitch?” Kells wasn't trying to blame his mate but he felt wild with worry and he was terrified it was somehow all his fault.
“I vet them Colson, you know my work better than that. There was no one that cared enough to come after the boy. I think we all know who this probably is.” Tom muttered the last so low that Col barely caught it but he saw the way Mod tapped the other man's leg.
“What? Who? What the fuck are you two not saying? Because believe me, I'll take any answers right now. This won't fucking stand.” His voice broke and his lover held him tighter. He would not fucking break in front of anyone. He was still their leader, pregnant or not, he had to hold it together.
The odd couple shared a few whispered words but finally Tom rolled his eyes and sat forward to meet the other omega's gaze. “Megan. She has to be the one stealing from you. It's the only thing that makes sense. She's been stealing from you and trying to build her own empire for years. She wasn't trying to date you, she wants to replace you. I'm sorry brother but she's trying to destroy all you've built.”
Kells blinked slowly and dropped his palm to his belly protectively. All he built could fall to ruins but he wouldn't give up his mate or child. Not even ‘without a fight’, he just flat out fucking refused. After finding out she hurt him all those years ago he'd already mostly known their friendship had never truly existed but this was on another level. “Guys, she's not smart enough for this shit.” Normally he'd feel bad saying something so catty but it felt true. She was a manipulative bitch but scheming at this level?
“It's not about brains really. Yes, she'd need to hire someone tech savvy to disable the cameras but just to decide to break in somewhere she knows would hurt you most and take the people you save? It's evil but not genius level. Causing someone pain when you know them isn't that hard.” Mod explained softly and it hit Colson like a bullet to the heart. His friend wasn't wrong. Megan had been around since he was a teenager and she'd been part of his inner circle since he came up. She knew all his buttons better than most.
“Bucket?” Dom whispered when he noticed the color of his mate go from rage pink to sickly pale. It frightened him that he couldn't protect his lover from all that pain. He wanted to introduce the bint Alpha to his blades.
“No. I'm good. Not gonna barf. Might shoot someone though. We have to find them, Dom. Some of them are so fucking young. If she sells them-”
“I know. We'll find ‘em. Believe me, I know.” The pleading stare his omega gave him was breaking the boy's heart. It was so strange because he didn't used to believe he even had one but now he knew it was there. It was made up of the man in front of him and their babe and the family they were building together. “I can go looking?” He offered though the thought of leaving them alone made him ache.
“No!”
“Fuck that.”
“No point until we reverse the camera hack.” Colson, Tom, and Mod all spoke at once but at least the beta supplied a reason. The killer just hated sitting around instead of fixing the problem at hand.
“Collette! Couldn't she ask her friend? Maybe the man who Megan thinks is on her side could know something or at least find it out.” Tom offered and Kells shrugged, it was something to do at least. Something to occupy his mind for a moment instead of stressing, though the text to his mother only took a few seconds to send.
“I could kill ‘er. End of. Ain't no more problem wiv ‘er gone.” The Alpha was itching for the chance, he had been since the night he saw her lips lock on his omega's. She deserved to meet his most precious tools. Slowly.
“And then the kids are just gone? Absolutely not. It may not even be her and then you've killed someone for no reason!” The boss knew logically she was already on his lover's list but still a part of his soul begged that she not be that awful. What did that say about his judgment? Could he trust anyone?
“Don't even luv, she been on me list for a long time. I'll give yas tha’ I can't do it now cause she got collateral but she on it. Full stop.” They weren't fighting, not really, but it was hard for the boy. He needed Colson to understand how truly dark she was. He didn't need permission exactly, he'd take out who was needed but he didn't want the man looking at him differently. They'd worked through so much already.
“Mod, call Pete. Tell him to keep an eye out. Ask him if anyone has been hired off the street.” Megan would need extra grunts to pull off something so big, she'd need guards just to keep the omegas in check. He knew most people wouldn't touch the job with a ten foot pole but if she found guys who weren't working for anyone yet they might fold. A lot of people needed money. A good portion of them were already on his payroll, even if just as dealers, but there was always a chance.
“Good thinking. But boss, you know there's a chance she's saying it's for you and getting away with it. No one below our pay grade- not even Pete knows what we actually do. They wouldn't know that's your hospital. If she said this was your stolen shipment and you were just getting them back…” The beta trailed off. It was sneaky but again, not out of the realm of possibility for her to think up.
The man cursed and nodded, a lot of the fight going out of him in a long sigh. “Call him. If she said it was for me he might be so desperate he would do it for her himself. He knows he fucked up last time. Shit!” The teacup he'd been trying to sip went flying across the room to shatter against the wall. He had been doing good controlling his anger but this was too much. At least he hadn't hit anyone. Yet. He hoped the go between would check in with him first but he knew how manipulative Megan could be. There was a chance if he had helped though that Pete would know exactly where everyone was. “Give it.” He snapped when he heard the ringing start.
Dom watched as his mate took the phone from Mod and tried to stand up to pace. He gave his man a gentle push so Col wouldn't feel self conscious and got a playful knee slap in return. “Fuck off.” The omega huffed to him and he stuck his tongue out. He didn't mean to make Kells feel like he couldn't do it, he was just used to helping by now. The other started moving, walking from one side of the room to the other. It didn't take long before an answer came but it was obviously long enough for him to crack. “You fucking asshole! How bad do you want on my shit list?”
Pete was silent on the other end of the line before clearing his throat. “H-hey boss! What's up?”
“What's up? What's up? Oh I dunno. Did you help jack some omegas from a hospital last night?” He tried so hard to stay level and he probably should have asked a different way. Now he couldn't work up to his questioning and he didn't know how to progress if the fucker-
“For you! She said it was for you. Why aren't you happy dude? We got them back!” The other man's voice was tiny on the phone but obviously terrified. Good.
“Oh, it was for me? Was I fucking there? Did I ask you? If you did it for me, why don't I have them?” He tried not to shout, every time he did the baby kicked something else he really needed. “You're all idiots.”
“She said it was a gift boss! Maybe it's a surprise and she's selling them to give you the cash?” Colson clenched his fists so hard he thought he heard something in the phone crack and he vowed mentally to get his friend a new one. He had to be honest, if this conversation kept up how it was he knew it was going across the room with the teacup.
“I don't want that. Listen to me dumbass, I did not ask for this. You and your boys better find them ALL before tomorrow or I'm coming down there.” There, that was calm enough. “I should rip your dick off and feed it to you if you think with it so god damn hard.” Oops. He couldn't say it wasn't for him, he couldn't give away that he lost control of his people, but he knew it was already implied and it scared him. He didn't know how to keep control of everyone and it put him on edge.
“Y-yes Sir. Soon as I can. I mean she had us hand them off to other guys but I'll try-”
“Find them or I'll let my pet psycho off his leash and he'll turn all you bitches into a new batch of omegas.” He didn't mean it of course, it wasn't like they'd be omegas worth saving or selling for that matter. But if Dom wanted revenge…
“What's that even supposed to mean?” Pete asked.
“Believe me, you don't want to find out. Tick fucking tock. Keep me updated.” He hung up by smashing the phone into the wall before walking over to his safe calmly and opening it, taking out a small box, and walking over to hand his best friend a new phone.
“Thanks. You did good Cols. I think you should go rest while you can. No offense but you look like shit.” Mod explained softly and Col nodded. He couldn't even talk anymore he just passed by his lover and grabbed him by the hand to pull him along. He didn't stop until they reached their room and he gently pushed his Alpha to sit. He didn't know whether to crawl into his lap and cry, sleep, or fuck.
“Do you fink he'll be okay?” Dom asked softly. He'd been trying so hard to be a rock for his partner but that small worry slipped out. There had been something special about the boy he saved and he didn't want to see him lost. Not after all he'd already been through.
Kells hurt in his heart as he took a seat next to Dom. He laid down and curled in the boy's lap, soothed when fingers teased through his hair. He craved the other's touch over everything. “I don't know. I'm worried too. If the men they got to were buyers I don't know how we get them back but we will. This is my job baby, trust me.” It didn't even bother him that Dom had taken a liking to the young kid. He was normally selfish with his lover but he could tell it was more of a big brother situation and he'd honestly grown to like the other omega too. “We should have brought him here.” He didn't mean to say it aloud but it just fell from his mouth. He was too overwhelmed for a filter.
“Wouldn't ask ya tha’. We can find a safe place for ‘em. I trust ya Cols, swear. I know you'll save ‘em all. But you do need rest.” Dom soothed back. He couldn't ask for them to take the boy in, it'd be mental. He didn't even know the kid's name yet because he'd been mute since being rescued from his home. They'd get them all back and find a new safe space and he'd take care of Megan before their child was born. Everything would be okay because it had to be. The world owed them both after the way they grew up. “You jus’ rest. I'll watch over yas.” He hummed, one hand petting through his mate's hair and the other over his belly.
Author's Note/Tags: @iamnotanearthlingmotherfucker @hollywoodxwhore @jaxbreaker @fenoy7 @cole-way-iero28 if anyone wants tagged let me know 🖤
Sorry for the plot dump but we're heading to the end. Don't worry, there's already plans for a part two. I like these boys too much. There should be a little more smut mixed in but it's story time. I hope you're enjoying it! 💣🖤
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whump drabble!! in which caretaker is trying to take care of a sick whumpee who is an absolute stranger to them
cws: fever, brief mention of vomit (it does not actually happen), whumpee is pretty disoriented, vague wound care, lmk if I missed anything
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"Hey, buddy. How are you feeling?"
He doesn't answer, staring at the ceiling without really seeing it.
"Yeah, that's kind of what I figured. I've got a little bit of medicine to help that fever and then some broth. You've got to be just about starving by now. And I've got to keep fresh bandages on that wound."
By now, I've propped his head up, lifting the cup of medicine to his lips. "Alright, honey, we're gonna try to drink this now, okay?" I know he isn't really hearing me, but somehow, it still surprises me when he coughs and sputters on the drink.
"Breathe, it's okay," I murmur, lifting him up more to pat his back. "Everything is going to be fine, just breathe."
He's gasping for air as soon as he's done coughing, and I think he's more awake, but no more aware of his surroundings than before. "That's it, you're doing great," I tell him, and it doesn't matter that he doesn't really listen. I think he's reacting more to the tone of my voice than what I'm saying, which is okay as long as my tone stays calm and gentle.
I dab the spilled liquid off of his face, and I think he would slap my hands away from him if he were stronger. As it is, he's crying silently, though I can't quite tell if it's from pain, confusion, humiliation, or a combination of the three.
I wipe his tears away gently and shush him. "I know, honey. I know. I'm sorry. But we've got to get this down. Do you think you can try again for me?" At least he's sitting up. He's miserable, but he's sitting up, and this is my best chance of getting liquids in him without any choking since he got here. So I keep a careful hand on the back of his throat when I tip the cup into his throat.
He makes a small noise. It’s close to a whimper, and the tears never stopped in the first place. But he's not choking. I move a careful thumb to rest on his throat, and I can feel his muscles working to swallow. I imagine it's probably hurting him to do so, especially with how thick the medicine is, but he's getting it down. "You're doing so good for me, bud," I say quietly, moving a hand to his forehead. His fever is still bad, but maybe not as bad as yesterday.
I pull the empty cup away, and he leans into my hand on his forehead. He looks like he’s struggling to stay sitting up, eyes half-lidded and unfocused. I remember when he showed up, thinking that a loud noise or sudden movement might scare him away. Honestly, it probably still would. It took him falling unconscious for me to get close enough to help in the first place.
He looks upset when I pull my hand away. I look away to grab the broth, because I'm not sure I can stand seeing that expression much longer. "The broth should help soothe your throat," I say. I don't say that I'm not sure how much good it can do at this point, especially if he refuses it again. I don't say that, because I don't know what else I can do besides offer it.
He doesn't refuse it. He coughs once, but he finishes the entire bowl.
He doesn't have the strength to get to the bathroom, or remember where it is. The broth might come back up later, or he might piss himself, and I'll likely have to clean it up either way. But when he catches my hand, clinging as tightly as he can manage and not letting it go, I can't bring myself to care.
"I'm gonna help you lay back down, honey, alright?" I shake his hand off mine, putting my hands on his shoulders and back instead. "Just lay back for me. I've got you." I'm not sure he's listening, but he lets me push him into the bedroll. "There you go, that's it. I'm just gonna put new bandages on you now."
He won't like me touching his torso while he's awake, I don't think, considering how he acted last time he was awake. But this is the only way I know how to help him, so I peel his shirt up despite the small noise of protest.
He sucks in a gasp as I unwrap the bandages. The cold air can't feel good on the wound, which is hot to the touch, but he doesn't move, so I continue. The infection looked better. The skin around the wound still looks red and angry, but less so. There's no colors that shouldn't be there, and it's not bleeding. I suppose that's why he was able to wake up tonight, even if he's not all here while awake.
I am not an apothecary, and I can't afford to be sloppy, so I run a wet washcloth across the gash on his torso, even though I'm not entirely sure if I need to keep cleaning it or not. I murmur an apology as he tries to twist away, but I don't even have to hold him down, he has so little strength. The water that the washcloth was dipped in was boiled, so I know it's clean, but it was an hour ago, so I know it's cold and uncomfortable.
I wrap his torso in a new set of bandages. If we're lucky, whatever hit him missed his internal organs. If we're lucky, there's no internal bleeding. If we're lucky, it will be able to heal without stitches, because I don't know how to stitch things. If we're lucky, the apothecary might return soon and tell me what to do.
If we're lucky, he might survive.
I'm not sure if anyone has quite that much luck, but all I can do is hope.
I squeeze his hand softly and move to stand up, but he surprises me by clinging to my hand again.
"Stay," he croaks, and if the rest of the house wasn't deadly quiet, I might have missed the tiny sound.
He's speaking, giving requests. That has to be a good sign.
I'm pretty sure it's not a request he'd give if he were lucid, which might not be a good sign.
But he's scared. And it's such an easy request to fill. So I sit right back down on the floor next to him and brush a lock of hair out of his face. "Okay," I whisper back. "I'll stay, but you have to get some rest. Deal?"
His eyes slide shut. Maybe it's my imagination, but he looks a fraction less miserable than before. I think I'd waste all my time sitting next to him if it meant that he might be slightly more comfortable than before.
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augment-techs · 3 months
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Question Game. What does self-care look like for you? What makes you cry? (If anything lol) What's your pet peeve? Do you have any insight into your mental bullshit? + Lord Drakkon
....Okay, I am taking this moment to bitch out and maneuver this over to All Our Injuries Rhyme! Drakkon. Because it sparks more with him. *A-hem.*
What does self-care look like for you?:
Strength exercises. Especially for his hands after Skull cut the tendons in his wrists.
Smoothing his fingers over the tether stones--green serpentine and rough jade--Jason brought him on a lark.
Cooking different variations of eggs--sometimes even managing to make ramen to go along with them.
What makes you cry?:
Before? When he was in bed with Jason and tried to enter him, but no matter if Jason gave actual true consent, he'd always go limp. Same thing with his Ranger Slayer in the very beginning of his thinking her being by his side could fix him. It was so humiliating and made it clear that the only thing out of his control was himself.
After...
Well, basically everything After fell under the umbrella of breaking down to cry. The pain in his head from his skull being split open, the way his hands couldn't stop shaking from the Grid withdrawal, how he pissed the hospital bed after they took the catheter out, how the consciousness he'd thought dead roared to life and screamed at him about all the years wasted...
Not being to eat or drink by himself for over a week, having to re-learn how to read.
Seeing Adam in Green with a far more noble and protective disposition than he'd ever had.
See Skull in a wheelchair come to see him by himself with all the files containing the history Drakkon never knew were as important as they turned out to be.
Seeing Kimberly made him cry in under three seconds on first meeting after his surgery.
Seeing Jason the first time after he was wearing White didn't even allow him to blink before the tears and convulsions and throwing up.
What's your pet peeve?:
Being called 'Tommy' when the Prime Rangers drop in on the aftermath of his losing the Battle for the Grid. True, he's not Drakkon anymore and--if Adam and Skull were to be believed--the name might have only been taken up in an effort to distance himself from humanity; but that name holds something inside of it that he can't name.
'Tommy' is the White Ranger. Tommy is trusted and loved and believed in by all worlds.
'Tommy' is not him.
Even during Jason and his little games in the bedroom, when he asked to be called such, it wasn't him.
Maybe his pet peeve is hearing any address towards him when he's still so uncomfortable in his own skin.
Do you have any insight into your mental bullshit?:
As well as can be expected, which is to say...not until the end.
Given that when he was on the throne, he never had any scans or basic check-ups because he believed himself incapable of becoming ill while using the Dragon and Tiger Coins in tandem every single day, only really relinquishing their power when he was asleep or needed skin to skin contact with his favorite toys. In decades, he was rarely injured, and when he was it never involved his head, just deep cuts or gashes that could be healed by the Grid.
To imagine that he had a mental disorder perpetuated by a genetic predisposition for an illness that killed off the mother he never knew and the brother he'd long forgotten...it never crossed his mind.
Getting his head cracked open because Jason asked for confirmation on notes Adam had found under Skull's floorboards; getting surgery where he went to sleep spitting expletives and woke up feeling hollowed out like a pumpkin; getting to see the reason for everything that went wrong could fit inside the kind of medical cup people pissed in for a drug test.
Once he stopped trying to kill himself, and his hands stopped shaking long enough that he could review his school and medical and foster records with Jason--yes, it did give him some insight.
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There’s a moment or two of gentlebeard in this, but tbh? it’s v in the background bc the main focus is everyone realising that Ed does in fact miss Jack (we’re setting this past the Big Reunion Point, all of that has been squared away by this fic kdlfjsakj) and
That he might not be dead.
So of course they’ll need to go look, just in case, and ask around, bc even if he is dead, Ed deserves to know for sure, to grieve properly (even if he and Jack were pissed at each other at the time of Jack’s potential death, there are still Feelings, ya know?)
Happy ending with new crewmates being added to the team though!
Genuinely, this is all the best I can describe this. I entered a fugue state of some sort while writing this, I swear skfjdklafj.
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“I’m not bothered by it,” Ed insists.
Multiple times.
Without being asked about Jack or anything in regards to Jack at all.
“He’s definitely not actually okay with it, is he?” Olu suggests, after the captains have gone to bed.
“No,” Izzy replies from where he’s wedged between Roach and Frenchie. “But I figured it would be best if I didn’t say anything, this time around.”
“You’ve known this whole time-”
“Look, what has being vocal gotten me in the last few months?” Izzy interrupts. “Would you be so eager to speak up and mention that your captain seems affected by the death of a...”
He frowns. “Jack was a lot of things.”
“Is he dead though?” Frenchie asks. “Like, I’m thinking about it now. Did anyone really check?”
Silence, minds churning away.
“I don’t recall that any of us saw his body,” Roach says slowly. “But he can’t have survived that.”
“Can’t he have? Would it shock anyone if he did?” Frenchie continues. “I say we keep an eye out for him first. Ask around at the next few ports, ask anyone we raid, anywhere we stop, we check.”
“Not a bad idea,” Izzy nods. “Worst case, he really is dead, and we can deal with that once we have it confirmed.”
They all lay back down to sleep, but no one actually sleeps.
There’s too much to wonder about in how even Calico Jack might have survived a cannonball to the gut.
--
“But have you actually seen him?” Izzy asks Jackie softly. “In the flesh?”
“How the fuck else would I see a person, but also,” Jackie replies. “I don’t like what that phrasing implies. I didn’t like him that way. Love the money he spent here, but otherwise?”
“No, I know,” Izzy says. “Just...it’s for Ed. We need to know for sure.”
“I can put word out,” Jackie nods. “He owe anything to Ed?”
“No, it isn’t like that. He just wants to know...to know for sure, if Jack is dead or not.”
“Most emotional ship on the water,” Jackie rolls her eyes.
“It isn’t the worst thing.”
“It isn’t, but I don’t allow crying in here. One person goes, then someone else asks why, they hear it and start crying, then I got a whole fucking thing on my hands,” she continues. “You know my rules. No exceptions, not even for Blackbeard.”
“Fair enough. You’ll write me if you hear anything then?”
“About all I can do, unless you want us to take him hostage, hold him here, and then write you so you can come here and see him yourself.”
Izzy ponders it. “That would work too.”
“Consider it done. If he isn’t dead, and if he isn’t weirdly greasy like last time.”
“Did you ever find out what he had all over himself?”
Jackie shakes her head, a grave look on her face. “And now, I don’t wanna know. Better not to know.”
Izzy nods, and thinks how ridiculous it is he almost misses those antics of Jack’s.
Almost.
--
“So, he did look like Jack?” Jim asks. “The guy you saw swimming near here?”
Their Nana nods. “Based on this lovely sketch-”
“Thank you,” Lucius interjects. “That’s from memory, by the way.”
“Really? What else do you draw?”
“Well-”
“This isn’t what we’re here for,” Jim cuts him off with huff. “If you see him again, write me.”
“I can do that. And in the meantime-”
“Yes, Roach is trying the cake recipe,” Jim sighs. “I promise. He said he’ll write to you if he runs into any issues, though I don’t know what fucking good that does-”
“Tell him to write anyway, I want to hear how it goes no matter what. Now, back to this young man with the talented hands: could I bother you to sketch my Jim before you go back to the ship?”
--
“I really don’t care,” Ed scoffs. “But the concern is appreciated.”
“Hm,” Stede remarks. “So, what are we naming the new kittens that Fang rescued?”
“Jerry, Jemaine, Jaclyn, Jack-” Ed pauses. “Okay, so I have been the one naming them all, but the names are a coincidence.”
“Look, I have to be honest,” Stede sits by Ed on their newest stolen couch. A nice yellow, but not overly bright, satin. “I didn’t care for him.”
“You don’t fucking say? I’d never have guessed it,” Ed smiles.
“But, that said...even if we don’t care for someone, when they die-”
“I think I know that,” Ed interjects. “That even if you didn’t love everything about them, even if you were really fucking mad at them by the time they died, you can still miss them and think hey, Jack would have loved those kittens, and-”
Ed stands.
“Ed?”
“M’good,” Ed grunts, but he won’t look at Stede.
“Did he like cats? I figured he was more of a dog person,” Stede continues softly.
Ed drops back down beside him, and into his arms. “He liked all animals, even fucking snakes. He used to get rid of them for me, and I took care of spiders for him.”
“Scared of them?”
“He’d kill me if I told you, but yeah. Not a lot, just enough that he didn’t want to touch them if he didn’t have to,” Ed replies. “Fuck.”
“Maybe I’d like him better if I knew more about him.”
There’s a beat before Ed laughs. “You almost said that like you meant it.”
“I do! Kind of,” Stede mumbles. “I’m sure he was...okay, sometimes.”
Ed’s crying, but laughing as he does. “You’ve got to stop; you’re killing me.”
“I’m trying!”
“I know; I appreciate it,” Ed wipes away tears. “This is really fucking confusing for me, this moment.”
“Lot of conflicting emotions.”
“Too many, arguably,” Ed sobs. “I don’t know that I would have forgiven him right off the bat, but-”
“You didn’t get the chance to find out,” Stede rubs his back and peers out the nearest window.
It’ll take the crew time to check the various spots they’ve asked or begged people to take mail for them. They’ve been gone all of half an hour, and he did tell them to shop and eat and relax a bit too.
But he’d like them to be back now, for Ed’s sake.
--
“I like your look,” a voice purrs. “I’m into the beige sort of thing myself.”
Jim turns. “How long have you been standing in the corner here? Not saying anything, waiting for me to notice you, like a fucking creep?”
“Actually, I just walked up,” Jack smiles. “I promise! Thought up my line a good six feet away.”
“And how long did that take you?”
“In my defense,” Jack slowly opens up his vest and lifts up his shirt slightly. “As you can see, I’ve got a bit of an injury I’m recovering from. Man has to take it easy, go a little slower, in times like these.”
Jim stares at the gnarled wound in his gut. “Weird question. What’s your name?”
“That’s...not a weird question,” Jack chuckles. “Jack. Calico Jack, to some. Jackie, to a few people, more than you’d think! James to my grandmother, god rest her soul. She wasn’t confused; she just really thought James fit me better.”
“I need you to come with me,” Jim grabs his arm.
“And why should I do that?”
“Because...” they pause and think of what the rest of the crew has told them about Jack. “We’re having a wine tasting on our ship. And we have spare places, so if you’re into that-”
“Wine! Well, what fancy motherfuckers have I found,” Jack snorts. “Sure. Lead on.”
--
“Hey,” Olu dips his head into their quarters. “So, can you two get dressed up fancy quickly?”
Stede nods.
“You don’t care why?”
“I suppose I should. Why?”
“Because we found him,” Olu grins. “But, per the relay chain, they told him he was being invited to a wine tasting on here.”
“Oh! Do we have any wine?” Stede asks. “I don’t think we do.”
“We don’t, but Roach is working on getting us some,” Olu replies. “Ed, you ready to see him?”
“I’d like to believe it’s him,” Ed sighs. “Hearing that you’ve all been trying to find him behind my back...explains why we’ve been stopping so often, actually. Not that I mind the extra shopping, time to stretch the legs, but-”
“That’s a yes,” Stede interrupts. “We’ll be ready.”
--
The galley is suitably full of wine (almost to excess, but no one is complaining) when Jim and Jack follow in the crew’s footsteps and return to the ship.
“Wow,” Jack’s eyes go wide as they enter the galley. “That is...y’all okay?”
“What do you mean?” Jim asks. “We were completely out. Now we don’t have to stock up for awhile.”
“Rum is cheaper.” 
“You’re the one that called us fancy motherfuckers,” Jim smiles. “You wait here, and I’ll go get the other guests.”
“Kind of a weird setup for a wine tasting,” Jack says, but Jim is already out the door. “Wonder if they got cheese too. Can’t have wine-”
“Without cheese,” Ed says as he steps into the galley.
“That was the dorkiest fucking thing I have ever heard,” Lucius sighs, but Stede slaps his arm. “Don’t be like that; you heard it too!”
“Well, well, well,” Jack turns and scoffs. “So...no more pirate shit, just wine?”
“No, actually,” Ed says. “We did buy the wine, but we’re still very much pirates. Did...did you not recognize the ship-”
“My man,” Jack grins. “I am on so much morphine, constantly, it’s a wonder I recognize myself. Or you! I do like the beard bows though.”
His beard has grown out just enough for it, and Stede’s fingers still hurt from helping Izzy get them all tied onto Ed.
But they do look fucking amazing.
“Should you be doing that?” Ed frowns. “Or drinking, if you’re-”
“I shouldn’t be alive,” Jack tosses his vest off and lifts his shirt. “For a fucking week, it was an open hole. I still don’t know how the doc I found saved me.”
“How did you find anyone?” Lucius asks, pouring himself a glass of wine. “I wasn’t going to stay after we got Ed in here, but I’m curious now.”
“More the merrier,” Jack nods, and Stede takes it as a cue to lean out and let the crew know to come in.
“I swam,” Jack continues as everyone settles in. “Too fucking far. Bleeding out. Probably lost some of my guts along the way, but I didn’t ask questions when I did finally find a surgeon. Random little house along a beach, and he just happened to have worked in the field before.”
“And he sewed you up?” Ed asks as he motions for Jack to sit with him at the long table. “What about the guts you lost? I mean, we do need most of them, as far as we know.”
“He said he found replacements, and like I told you, I didn’t ask questions,” Jack chuckles. “I was alive, and that was good enough.”
He takes a bottle of wine as Stede starts passing them out and down the table. “We treatin’ this like a fancy one, where you spit it out, or-”
“Just drink it,” Stede replies hurriedly. “Swallow it, please.”
“You wouldn’t have to ask me twice,” Jack winks.
“Oh, fuck off.”
“You’ve grown on me!” Jack laughs. “It’s a compliment.”
“I was going to share this extra expensive one,” Stede sighs and sits on Ed’s other side. “But this bottle is just mine now. Everyone good with that?”
As he asks, he pops the cork and starts drinking, and the question answers itself. 
“What do you do now?” Ed asks Jack. “You’re surviving somehow, I presume.”
“Surviving,” Jack gets into his own bottle and takes a noticeably long drink before continuing. “Is a word for it. I can’t fight like I used to, so now it’s random boring gigs onshore. Fucking...getting shopping for little old ladies, and shit like that. They’re nice enough, don’t get me wrong but-”
He grins. “I fucking hate every minute of it.”
Ed frowns. “I’m sorry.”
“Not your fault. Twas mine own,” Jack scoffs and drinks again. “Fucking bird.”
“Olivia will absolutely try to kill you again,” Izzy notes. “I would mind your language when you talk about her.”
“How the fuck do you know that?”
“Buttons has told me,” Izzy replies. “On the later watches we’ve shared. She’s very nice, actually. For a gull.”
“Watch yer tongue!” Buttons calls from down the table. “She’s not forgiven you, by the way, Jack. But she’s agreed to forget.”
“That’s...” Jack nods slowly. “Okay. Cool. Best news I’ve gotten since the surgeon said I was gonna make it!”
“That’s a decent chunk of time with no good news,” Ed says, and looks to Stede.
“Oh no,” Stede sighs. “Oh, Ed. Darling.”
“I mean,” Ed continues. “We can almost always use spare hands. And we could put you somewhere that you won’t have to fight unless we’re well and truly fucked-”
“Can you cook?” Roach, sitting on the other side of the table, nods to Jack.
“Nothing fancy, but I can make shit without burning it.”
“I could use an apprentice,” Roach shrugs.
“I’m older than you. Apprentice doesn’t seem the right title.”
“It is when you’re being taught cooking and surgery,” Roach says. “Because if you apprentice with me, you’re learning both. Meat is meat.”
“I can work with that.”
Stede leans against Ed’s shoulder. “He’s your responsibility.”
“You sound like I did when I was talking to Fang about the kittens.”
“Kittens?” Jack peers down under the table.
“They’re in the Jam Room,” Stede replies. “You can go down and see them later, if you’d like. Because, and I cannot believe I’m saying this...you can stay here, so long as you follow our rules.”
Jack cheers, arms raised, only to immediately wince. “Oh god, that wiggled something. Hate how that feels.”
“Ew,” Stede remarks. “Anyway, that means Ed and I are both your captains. Do you underst-”
“You have my undying loyalty,” Jack stands and sweeps to the floor in a deep bow. “Mostly because I’m afraid if I don’t give it, Olivia will have me killed again.”
“She just might,” Stede turns around. “I mean, she said she would forget, but...”
“Gulls are fickle,” Buttons remarks. “Livvy may not like it, but she’s admitted it herself. If ye fuck with her, or any of us, in such a way again...”
He shakes his head. “I’m not responsible for what happens to ye.”
“Creepy,” Jack sits back down. “But fair.”
“I’d say we should do something to celebrate,” Stede says. “But we’re already drinking. Drunk. We should have had dinner before this, hm?”
“We could have dinner now!” Jack trips, standing again rapidly. “Roach, you and me, let’s do this!”
“I like the enthusiasm,” Roach follows him into the kitchen. “We have slightly more wine than food options, but-”
“Let’s put some wine in the food! Make a reduction!”
“You know how to make a wine reduction?”
--
“Here,” Jack gently pushes a bite of cupcake into their hostage’s mouth. “Now, Roach and I made these special for you.”
The man swallows and smiles. “Thank you. A bit of kindness, finally.”
“Oh,” Jack chuckles, and motions to Stede. “You wanna tell him?”
“Those were poisoned,” Stede says cheerfully. “But, we do have an antidote!”
“All you need do is agree to give up your ship, loot, and...” Ed pauses. “Hm. Anyone on your crew you don’t like?”
“We could do without Rory.”
A crew member of the merchant vessel steps out of the crowd of them. “Hi. That’s me.”
“You,” Stede stares. “Badminton?”
“Ah, yeah,” Rory blushes. “I don’t use the family name out here, since they’re not real pleased with my current career.”
“This is perfectly respectable,” Stede scoffs. “You know they tell people you died, right?”
“I did not know that.”
“Would you mind being a pirate?” Ed asks. “Instead of...what is you people here do?”
“We sell and ship ornate bejewled hairbrushes,” the captain replies. “My throat-”
“Yeah,” Ed cuts him off. “Rory, weird question, but bear with me: if you had to say if you liked your brothers or not-”
“Fuck ‘em,” Rory grins. “Seriously, they hate me and I...I’m not a fan of either of theirs. Not to be rude, but I think our captain is dying.”
“No, he’s dead,” Jack says, gently checking for a pulse at the side of the man’s neck. “Roach, you wanna double check my work though?”
“Nah,” Roach waves a hand. “Welcome aboard, by the way.”
“Mum won’t like this anymore than the merchant stuff,” Rory giggles. “Exciting though! Is there an opening in the kit-”
“Galley is full,” Jack interrupts quickly. “But I bet Izzy and Olu would love to teach you about being a first mate.”
“Hang the fuck on,” Izzy and Olu say at once, but Stede is already nodding.
“Is this what we get for looking for Jack?” Olu murmurs to Izzy as they finish the raid, moving loot from the merchant ship to theirs (all hairbrushes, unfortunately.)
“I think so,” Izzy sighs. “But it’s worth it.”
“Is it?”
“I’m trying to be more positive, you know that-”
“Sorry, right. Well. This will probably go fine.”
“Not that positive.”
“Thank fuck, this is gonna be a fucking mess.”
Izzy shrugs and sets down his box of hairbrushes on the deck of The Revenge. “Maybe he’ll get better with time.”
They watch as Rory trips on the board to cross from one ship to the other, shouting as he hits the water.
“We can make Jack go get him,” Izzy says. “Because...medical concerns, right? Since he fell.”
“That makes sense to me.”
Before they can call, Jack is already over the side.
Apparently, a natural born paramedic that missed his calling, a surprisingly good cook, and...
Well. Jack. To sum him up in so little would never do him justice.
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yestrday · 3 years
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oh my god big sis/onee-chan esque darling in yandere academy au would be so good
she helps out little juniors, praising them and petting their heads and just overall being like very caring and reliable
first years unapologetically call her onee-chan just to piss the second and third years and god what a concept
— ONEE-CHAN~♡
summary ! cute lil brats attempt to woo an older sister vibe senior while you’re oblivious to their romantic attempts. they’re kids to you. how could you possibly see them in a romantic light?
warning ! subtle manipulation, not much hardcore yan going on but hints here and there, takes on a pretty light comedy highschool anime sort of feel, fem reader sorry enby and male lads
note ! tbh this was pretty fun to write because i, in a way, love to dote on younger people i like. which admittedly is not much because i would drop kick a middle schooler for free if you asked me. but if they’re endearing, then spoil galore.
you might like : genshin academy au + juniors 
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young, youthful faces, all new to the ups and downs of this prestigious academy life. archons, they're just so precious that you can't help but care for them. you remember the goodwill of your seniors and how they helped a no-namer like you adjust to life at the academy.
the second-years are always at the end of your good graces. they experience your loving touch and caring queries, but ever since the new year, the first-years have stolen away all your attention. the third-years have tried to sway you away from the freshmen, but you're surprisingly stubborn, insisting that you don't want to turn away these poor children. life at the academy is so competitive, you know? and you, whose especially been on the hard end of the competition, want to take care of these angels.
aether is quite enamored. he puts on the air of a mature and responsible boy, but even he has a childish side. when you greet him with that loving smile, he quickly perks and scrambles to your side, seeking as much skin-to-skin contact just to feel your warmth. he doesn’t outright ask for it, but he absolutely loves your headpats. he doesn’t need much help with his studies, but he’ll take your help anyway if you offer it. he’s a cheeky kid-- touching you here and there and even burying his head in your neck. everyone’s a bit appalled by the obvious display of affection, but no one can say anything. after all, everyone owes him in one way or another. his soft, lilting onee-chan is almost sensual enough to make you blush, but you shake off such thoughts. how dare you think of your precious junior that way!
sly thing that he is, xingqiu always finds the opportunity to piss off the older people whenever they’re nearby. he’s well capable of reading books on his own, but what’s the use in that when he can just ask you to read for him while he lounges away on your lap. if you’re a bit biger than him, it just adds on to the onee-san aesthetic. he’ll squeeze himself a seat in between your laps and lean against your chest, smugly smirking at his rivals while subtly putting up a finger. the way he calls you onee-chan is cute and upbeat at times, and downright teasing when he pulls you in too close for your liking. you make sure to him at the back of his head to teach him a lesson.
poor chongyun gets too heated whenever you’re around. why are you so affectionate? he burns at even the slightest touch and is seconds away from passing out when you worriedly near your face to inspect his. lips...! lips are too close! he tries to push you away... only to cop a feel. he passes out at the mere touch and xingqiu is guffawing at his expense. still, he does welcome your affections. he’ll apologize later for fainting in your arms for the nth time. he stumbles over his onee-chan, a bit flustered at the way you hopefully stare up at him, and even more when you squeal in delight and tackle him in a hug.
bennet might just cry. he’s so used to everyone steering away from his bad luck that it’s almost a relief for someone to even give him the time of day. he loves your attention, the way you worriedly patch up his wounds with bandages and gently scolding him to take care of himself... to the point that he might just intentionally injure himself to gain even a second of your time. he can’t help it! you’re just so soft and caring, a far cry from his former teammates who shame and resent him every chance they get. please do give him hugs... the boy’s too insecure to ask for them. he calls for you every chance he gets (onee-chan! onee-chan!), drawing irksome glares from his elder rivals and backing down with a whimper. but you draw him in anyway and rub his cheeks as you congratulate him on the achievement he was so looking forward to tell you. 
you attract razor like a cute puppy to his mother. he loiters around you, slipping in and out from shadows, until you finally call out his name. you can see his non-existent ears perking up and a tail wagging as he scampers over to you, nuzzling his forehead on your welcoming palm. if you’re good at cooking, why, feed him! he loves anything that comes from you and he can taste the warmth and love that you put into your cooking. you chuckle at his messy eating and tenderly wipe the specks of food away with a neatly ironed handkerchief. suddenly, he’s a bit flustered when he feels the rather romantic air, but dismisses it as some sort of misunderstanding. he calls you very softly but firmly, mumbling into your skin a quite onee-chan as you struggle to comb through his unruly hair. it feels a bit foreign in his mouth, but it’s warming nonetheless.
the others are very much aware of how close you and those wretched kids are. they drape all over you like bees to honey, glaring at them behind your back while you coddle and caress them. they’re very needy kids, and you chuckle as you reminisce the days where you’d nervously cling to your seniors when you were new. the only difference is, you’ve grown past that phase. they, however, have no plans of changing.
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hey there again!!!
might i slide in this fine ask box with another HC request?
if yes, then could you please write some HCs where uf and ht sanses and papyruses (seperate of course) s/o gets put in a hospital for a lil bit? you can decide what happened to s/o. maybe a bad heatstroke cuz its summer or something (totally not because its a bad heatwave where im living rn haha nope). idk, i just crave angst or hurt/comfort again from my fave skeletons.
if you're not up for this, its totally fine!!
thank you, have a chill day/night B)
- 🌌 anon whos sunburns arent stinging that much anymore B)
*Evil cackling* OH-HO-HO, yOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MONSTER YOU HAVE UNLEASHED…… I am an evil being who feeds off of angst and pain, and you’ve given me ample opportunity to make some of that sweet sweet angst >:-)))))))))
I tried to keep it ambiguous as to what you’re in for, mostly because I want you to be able to imagine heatstroke and me to be able to think “hahahah stab stab”! ^^
Also!!! The healthcare system in some other countries is fucking insane (like??? You guys have to pay to not die??????) so I’ll be going off of what I know about the healthcare system in Sweden where it’s free. (At least I’m 99% sure it’s free, except for like. Small things. For example, my antidepressants. I had to buy those myself when I was still on them.)
UF + HT BROS WHEN S/O IS IN THE HOSPITAL
Red (Underfell Sans):
He’s panicking so so bad, he’s terrified. What if you die?
Curses out anybody who tries to keep him from you, including the poor nurse who’s just doing their job
Actually he just. curses in general. He’s just spewing cuss words to seem angry instead of scared because That’s Definitely Better
Most likely out of all four to physically lash out at… well, anybody (except you obviously) lol
Red hates hospitals too, to make matters worse. He doesn’t know why, but they make him feel uncomfortable.
If somebody did this to you purposely and he’s not allowed by your side, he’s going out to find the person and kick their ass during that time lol
If nobody did this to you, he’s pacing and cursing and jfc Red, you do realise there are other people here right enjdjdjdjsjsk
This fucker tries to pull a “pfff nah i was never worried” but like. Red. Darling. Light of my life. Stars in my sky. Center of my universe. Bitch of my heart. Everyone can see right through your “anger” and literally your shaking voice is so not convincing. Get a better poker face and voice.
With some prodding, admits that finehewasscaredyou’ddieandhethoughthisheartstoppedforasecondwhichisweird’causehedoes’tevenhaveaheartanywaysthat’sovernowsowhocares
(He’s not great at expressing himself but it’s still progress)
WILL be staying right by you as you recover. You’ve no choice. (You do actually, he respects you and will back off if you tell him to)
Edge (Underfell Papyrus):
Oh no. Oh no.
Edge is trying his very best not to show any emotions but he’s not good at it because like. It doesn’t take a genius to see that him screeching angrily at people and demanding for the doctors to fix this is actually him poorly masking his fear. Edge doesn’t have the best poker face lol
He’s so pissed if he can’t stay right next to you the whole time. You’re his S/O!! What kind of bullshit is this?!
If you do need to be left alone with doctors and such things, Edge will do one or two things depending on why you're in the hospital, how bad what you’re in for is and for how long he can’t see you.
If you’re here for something like heatstroke - AKA something not brought on by somebody else - he’ll call friends and such while pacing and somewhat frantically share your current condition.
However, if anybody did this to you; and you’re in bad shape… Well, even fucking Satan will cower at the brutality of Edge’s revenge.
When he’s allowed to be, he’s by your side and - depending on why you’re in and for what - he might nag you for being careless, reassure you it wasn’t your fault, reassure you in general, and/or just stay silent.
It’s barely noticeable, but just noticeable enough, that you can tell that he’s shaking.
All it takes is a “are you okay?” For him to break and confess how scared he was.
For a moment he was back Underground and it was horrible and he felt so powerless and he hates that. He’s so, so happy you’re okay and he- he swears he’ll be with you on your way to recovery. Please just never get hurt again.
Dusk (Horrortale Sans):
If you thought Red and Edge were scared, just know it’s nothing compared to the absolute terror he feels.
Dusk knows how fragile the human body can  be. He’s seen horrific things happen to humans and monsters alike and he’s always hyper-aware of just how easy it’d be to kill and/or hurt you.
Logically, he knows you won’t die, he knows human anatomy well enough to know this is something you’ll bounce back from, but his instincts are going haywire and all he can think of are the mangled corpses back Underground. It doesn’t matter whether your condition has anything to do with broken limbs or not, because those pictures are what his mind is forcing onto him.
He refuses to leave your side. If he’s forced away from you by nurses/doctors/staff, he’ll protest but if he really can’t be by you for your safety, he’ll be anxiously hovering as close by as he possibly can. Whenever he’s allowed to touch you, he’s practically glued onto you.
If he’s sure it’s just the two of you, and you’re unconscious, he’ll probably cry.
He… He hates being reminded of your mortality. He hates the idea that any day could be your last. He doesn’t know what he’d do if you were gone.
(He’d dust, probably.)
If somebody else got your purposely hurt, he’s going to hunt them down after a while (after you’ve recovered enough for him to be comfortable leaving you alone for a bit). He’s not going to kill them, but he might rough them up a bit -- but most likely, he’ll just intimidate them and/or threaten them. (It’d be a different story if you were murdered.)
Whenever you’re conscious, he’ll do pretty much anything you say, so long as it won’t get you anymore hurt or risk stunting your recovery.
When you’re released from the hospital, he’ll be by your side nearly 24/7 because he hates the idea of you getting hurt again just because he wasn’t there to protect you.
Aster (Horrortale Papyrus):
Tries to look calm and composed, but he does about as poor of a job as his brother. He does better in that he doesn’t act out or get in the way of the nurses, but he’s also crying and shaking and sobbing and can’t stop.
You getting injured triggers him pretty badly. If you’re not bleeding, it’ll probably be “only” a bad anxiety attack, but if there’s any blood involved it’s escalating into a full-blown panic attack.
He’s a nurse himself, but I doubt he’d be allowed to work with the other nurses when it comes to you because of how unsteady he is. He’s not sure whether he’s thankful for it or not, because he doesn’t trust himself to do a good job but he also wants to be there for you. He trusts his colleagues, but it’s still nerve-wracking.
Just like the others, he’s glued to your side when he’s allowed to be. Very metaphorically. He’s the best of them all at giving you space, partially because he’s just more respectful lol and partially because he’s a nurse so he knows not to smother you with physical affection until you’re in the clear.
If somebody caused you to go into this state, he will just like Dusk go and find them. He won’t do anything physical, but he does intimidate the person very effectively. He’s a terrifying giant and he knows how to use that to his advantage.
When you’re fine again, he’ll be acting anxious and protective for a while. He feels really guilty about it (because he should be comforting you - plus, he’s a nurse! He’s seen way worse things on his job) but you’ll have to give him comfort. This whole thing didn’t inspire much positive feelings in him and it stressed him out a lot, it may honestly take more of a toll on him than it does you.
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warnings: angst, fluff, mentions of cheating
pairing: Jasper Hale x reader
@joelsgeetar <3
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Falling in love is supposed to be beautiful, it’s supposed to make you feel all warm and loved, excited but nervous at the same time as you keep falling more and more in love.
But for you, it’s sad and heartbreaking, you don’t feel warm, instead you feel cold and hurt as you watch him get close to someone else.
He is your friend, you shouldn't have expected him to reciprocate your feelings but the fleeting touches, the glances and sweet gestures like walking you to class or showing up at your house at 2 am in the morning just to convince you to go out with him to watch the stars with him gave you a sliver of hope, that he might’ve felt the same way but than you noticed how close him and Alice are.
Realization dawned on you and you were met with the disappointing fact that you aren't the one he wants, she was, at least that’s what you believed.
You knew that staying with him, keep being his friend would just hurt you more and more and would leave you with a broken heart in the end, so you tried to get over him by dating someone else, thinking it would distract you and keep you from falling further in love with him.
But it’s impossible.
You still stare at him whenever he sits across from you telling you stories, you still long for his touch whenever he feels close enough for you to intertwine your fingers with his, just like right now, you are sitting next to him on the bus on the ride back to Forks after the Field trip.
You felt sad and went back to the bus before everyone else did after you witnessed your boyfriend flirting with another girl, like he always did.
Jasper followed you back and comforted you as best as he could, although as bad as he felt for you, he couldn't help but be happy about your boyfriend messing up.
He hates knowing that you are with someone else, someone who is incapable of loving you the way he could love you, hold you, touch you, feel you.
You are his mate.
And he is madly in love with you, he just regrets not having done anything about it when you weren't dating anyone.
He knew you were his mate from the moment he laid eyes on you and while he pulled you into his life and got close to you his first response was to take a step back when he realized how in love he is with you. Jasper wants you so bad, he always did. He wants you forever. In his forever.
But when he realized what he would pull you into he stopped himself from doing anything about the love he felt for you, ignoring the unstoppable bond you both shared.
Alice told him that you and him are going to end up together no matter what, she told him you are meant for each other, you are meant to love one another and spend your life’s together.
It took him time to accept the life he would drag you into but once he did, you were dating someone else already and it crushed his heart.
He felt heartbroken and sad but when he realized why you started dating Liam, he understood.
He knows you don’t really love him, he feels the way you feel when you’re around him, he sees the way you look at him and the way you act around him.
He knows you are in love with him, not your boyfriend.
He hates Liam with a passion and can’t help but get excited at the thought of your boyfriend messing up and it seems like he has been doing that quiet a lot lately, which gave Jasper the perfect chance to get closer to you again.
He was pulled out of his thoughts when he felt your head falling against his shoulder, he looks down at you noticing that you fell asleep, he smiles down at you before he puts his arm around your shoulder, holding you closer to him.
Looking back up, he finds Liam glaring at him, as he stares at your sleeping form cuddled into him.
Jasper can’t help but smirk at him as he feels how angry Liam has gotten at the way he is touching you. Liam always got mad and pissed off whenever he found Jasper touching you or helping you carry your books to class and Jasper loved nothing more than to show him that you aren't Liam’s girl.
You might be dating someone else but you are his girl.
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“Babe, are you even listening?” Liam asks, waving his hand in front of your face, pulling you out of your thoughts as you stare at Jasper, who stares back at you from across the Cafeteria, an intense look in his eyes. If you didn't know any better, you’d say he is glaring at you.
Shaking your head, you break eye contact with Jasper and look back at your boyfriend, to see not only him staring at you but also his friends, as if they’re waiting for an answer or something.
You furrow your brows in confusion as you look at Liam, silently asking him what he asked you when you spaced out.
He rolled his eyes at you, “I asked if you still wanted to go the party?” he asked, sighing in annoyance, as he realized you weren't listening.
“What party?”
“The bonfire party.” the girl sitting next to Liam tells you, as she looks at you with an unreadable expression on her face.
It’s the same girl he has been flirting with on the field trip and now she is sitting next to him, closer than you are, as if she is dating him instead of you.
You aren't jealous but you are bothered, to see someone get close to someone who isn't single.
“yeah.. sure.” you mumble as you avert your eyes to look back to Jasper, finding him walk towards you.
Your eyes widen slightly, he usually never came to speak to you when you were around your boyfriend.
You note the smirk on his face as he sees the way your eyes widen in surprise to see him walk towards the table your boyfriend and his friends sit at.
“Darlin’.” he nods at you, with a smug smile on his face, feeling how flustered and shy you’d gotten “Can I speak to you?”
“S-sure.” you stutter out, glancing at your boyfriend, who glared at Jasper as if he wanted to drop him dead on the spot while Jasper just looked unimpressed as he stared back at him.
You got up and looked at Jasper, brushing your hand against his to pull him out of his thoughts as you saw anger flash in his eyes when he looked down at Liam.
His eyes met yours when he felt your hand touching his, calming him down instantly. You are the only one that has ever managed to calm him down, to pull him away from the anger he’s feeling.
“Let’s go.” he says, as he puts his hand on your lower back, walking out of the cafeteria with you but not without glancing back at Liam one more time, glaring at him with a slight smirk on his face.
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You don’t know why you came here, your boyfriend ditched you the minute you got to the party, walking off with one of his friends, telling you that he’d be back in a few minutes and that was one hour ago.
You got sick of waiting for him and you felt angry at him too. He knows you hate going to public places, especially parties and yet he still leaves you alone.
You found yourself wishing that Jasper was here, he was the only one that managed to calm you down, even without using his powers. His presence was calming to you, he managed to make you feel safe and comforted.
Looking around one last time, you see Liam’s friends but not himself.
It isn't hard to figure out where he is or who he is with but you ignore that thought and drink the last sip of your beer before leaving the empty bottle on the table and decide to go home.
The bonfire party was held by a beautiful waterfall, in the forest. Usually you’d be too afraid to walk alone through the woods at night but right now you are too angry to pay attention to any weird noises around you as you walk further and further away from loud chatter and music.
Jasper would have never left alone and he would never let you walk alone in the dark either.
A weird noise pulls you out of your thoughts as you stop dead in your tracks, looking around you, you try to see if there is anything or anyone around you but it’s hard to see, the moon being the only source of light in the dark forest.
Your heart begins to race as you hear a branch snapping somewhere close to you followed by a loud whimper.
“Fuck..” you mumble, closing your eyes you take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down as you felt the panic rising in your chest.
You know there can be worse things than animals out here so you feel more than afraid but you start walking towards the sound nonetheless, telling yourself that someone might need your help.
The whimpers getting louder the closer you get and so does your heartbeat, you prepare for the worst as you walk around a big oak tree to see what there is but the sight you are met with is what you least expected, you immediately retract, not wanting to be seen by your boyfriend who had the same girl that is always around him pinned against one of the trees, kissing her neck while one of his hands tugged at her shirt.
Scrunching your face up in disgust, the rising panic disappeared and was replaced by anger and rage as you turn back and walk away from that scene, making sure to get away as quickly as possible.
Your mind was racing as you walked home, not even realizing that you are in front of your house already until you hear his concerned voice.
Looking up, you find Jasper sitting on the stairs of your front porch, watching you in concern as he feels the rage and anger in you along with a feeling of betrayal and disgust.
He knows it has something to do with your boyfriend, there’s nothing else that would get you this angry.
“What’s wrong Darlin’?” he asks, concerned as he gets up, walking towards you he takes your face in his hands, gently, tilting your head up to look at him.
Angry tears roll down your cheeks as you meet his eyes, shaking your head, indicating that you don’t want to talk about it as you close your eyes and let the tears flow down your face.
He looks down at you in sadness, he hates seeing you this way, he sighs as he pulls you into him, hugging your head to his chest as he lets you cry, you cling to him, wanting to feel him right now. You stay like that for a while, just enjoying his touch and the feeling he always left you with.
“I saw him with another girl.” you whisper as grip him tighter. “I don’t ever want to see him again.”
He furrows his brows, feeling anger and rage towards your boyfriend until he processes the second sentence and his anger turns into something else, something that almost makes him feel bad but he can’t help it, he can’t help but feel relieved.
He waited all this time for you to realize what kind of a person Liam really is.
He waited for so long for you to realize that you don’t belong to anyone else but him.
You are his mate, you don’t know it yet but you are.
You furrow your brows when you don’t hear him say anything, pulling away from the hug you stare up at him to find him look very satisfied with this revelation, your eyes meet his as you look at him in confusion.
“I’m sorry, Darlin’.” he starts “but it was about time for you to realize what kind of a person he is.” he says as his hands drop to his sides when you take a step back from him.
Of course, he would be relieved to hear that you are done with your boyfriend. Jasper never liked him but being happy about it? That was just cruel.
“You don’t belong to him.” he tells you “You belong to me.”
You look at him in disbelief, not understanding where this side of him was coming from. You have never heard him talk this way before.
“Wh-what?” you ask, angrily.
His words reminding you of how Liam always talks to you, acting controlling and demanding, you thought you'd find comfort in Jasper but instead he is adding fuel into the fire.
“You are my mate, you are supposed to belong to me not to him.” he says, possessively, acting like you are some price instead of an actual person.
'Mates?’
Is that supposed to comfort you? If it is, it’s not working, if anything it makes you feel even more angry.
All you see is red as you realize how satisfied and happy he looks. Feeling even more betrayed, he is the only person you truly feel comfortable and safe with and yet he is making you feel anything but it as you feel tears welling up in your eyes, did he get off on seeing you in pain?
You shake your head as you wipe your tears away in anger, not wanting to be around him anymore, you go to walk past him but he stops you by grabbing your arm gently.
You don’t know what came over you but when he went to grab you all you saw was Liam’s face and the way he always grabbed your upper arm to stop you from leaving. Before you know it your palm meets his cheek, sending a slap across his face that barely seems to faze him.
“Mates!?” you scoff in disbelief as you storm past him, not even giving him a chance to respond before you walk inside and slam the door shut.
Walking into your room, you close the door quietly, making sure you don’t wake anyone up in the house. Taking a deep breath, you try to calm yourself down before turning around, eyes widening as you jump back when you see someone standing in your room, almost yelping if it wasn't for a cold hand covering your mouth as he steps closer to you, sighing in relief when you see it’s just Jasper.
“That wasn’t very nice, Darlin’.” he says in a low voice, scanning your face in a dangerous way, his eyes darken as he stares down at you, sending shivers down your spine.
Your eyes widen at the way he’s staring at you, standing so close to you with his hand covering your mouth as he silently warns you not to try anything again.
“Are you gonna slap me again?” he asks, looking at you with a challenging look in his eyes.
Shaking your head, you get nervous, you have never seen this side of Jasper before. The slightly angry, intimidating stare in his eyes makes you feel weak in the knees.
Removing his hand from your mouth, he rests them on the wall on each sides of  your face, trapping you between him and the wall.
You feel your heart beginning to race when he doesn't say anything and just stares at you for a while, swallowing nervously, as you kept your gaze on him.
“I’m sorry..” you whisper, afraid to say more after angering him.
“It’s fine.” he chuckles, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear “I should explain some things to you.” he wasn't mad at you for slapping him, he was irritated but not mad “don’t slap me again.” he warns you, amusement written in his eyes.
“You are my mate, we share a bond, that’s why you and I feel so connected.” he tells you, watching your reaction, closely.
You furrow your brows, looking at him in confusion, you have never heard of anything like that, he continued explaining more about it to you, making you understand more about it as you started to get why you always felt that way around him.
“H-How do you know it?” you ask him, nervously, blushing slightly.
“I feel it, you feel it too.” he said, stroking your cheek with his thumb, leaving your skin tingling under his touch “I want you and I know you want me too.”
Closing your eyes, you let yourself enjoy his touch, feeling him getting closer to you.
Cold lips touch your warm cheek, placing a kiss on the spot before he leans in “It’s up to you now, Darlin’.” he whispered before he lets go of you.
Opening your eyes, you find your room empty, he left, the only sign of him being here was the window he left open.
Putting your hand up towards your face, you touch spot that he kissed, asking yourself if it was real or if it was just your mind playing tricks on you but your skin still tingled from where he touched it.
You are so overwhelmed with emotions, the bad ones mixed with the good ones.
He made you forget about what happened at the bonfire.
He is all you ever wanted and now that you know that he wants you just as much as you want him, you feel more than overwhelmed with every single emotion.
‘It’s up to you now, Darlin’
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What about your favourite tokyo revengers characters and omorashi? Any thoughts on who you think would be into it?
I think Kazutora fits the bill - and, although he’s not a fave of mine - Kisaki. I also included Sanzu because I love him but I think he’s more of an uro type. Everyone is an adult here. And I got the Kazutora thoughts from babyduck hehe 💕
tw.piss (omo, urophagia), vomit, some of the mentioned piss play is nonco, minors dni
I can see Kisaki being into all sorts of piss play, mainly for the humiliation/power aspect. It’s not like he’s one to do it daily, but he’ll definitely make you drink his piss on occasion - you have to prove your love and devotion for him and he wants this so, so badly. (That’s what he says but he just wants to make you do unspeakable things for him.) If you don’t indulge him, he’ll simply force your head down one day and make that decision for you, no matter how much you choke on it and later even puke- He’ll snicker about it a little, watching you retch and soil the fancy flooring. Maybe he should make you clean it with your tongue? Oh, but he isn’t a monster. This is your first time, after all. But he’ll make sure to train you well. Getting you to swallow his piss is basically the gateway to watersports with him. Wetting yourself is definitely on his list as well - he wants to see you lose control like that, a grown adult shamefully emptying their bladder while not being able to stop, eyes full of tears... He wants to watch you, ridicule you, make you clean it up while your clothes slowly get cold and soggy.  And it’s a breeze to corner you like that. It’s easy to keep you from going to the bathroom and supply you with enough alcohol until the world around you spins when you stand up. You barely manage to stumble forward before he pushes you back down again, all calm and composed, almost worried about you hurting yourself. He isn’t, really - but you can’t read him in your drunken stupor, so you nod and hum and squeeze your thighs together until it feels like the sweat between them pools beneath your ass. It’s hard to ignore the dull cramps and your shaking legs as you press them together, but you try. And when he finally offers you an arm, an opening to stumble safely to the bathroom, you stand up  and- it slips. You can’t stop yourself, your own body is betraying you while you hang off his arm, desperately clutching his expensive suit, crying in shame and confusion. He simply watches you as you relieve yourself, the smell, the noise, the sheer amount of it- you can’t help but bury your face in his chest, trying to hide, trying to forget that mean grin on his face while he tuts and stares. Kazutora loves to see you squirm, he loves it when you’re uncomfortable, scared, hurt, afraid... He might be calm in his demeanor nowadays, but he still has a sadistic streak that shows itself when he’s with you. Nothing is cuter to him than you trying to pull yourself from his lap, swearing at him that you have to go now, that you’ll make a mess otherwise. He’ll tell you that he doesn’t care and hold you even tighter, deliberately pressing down on your full bladder until gasp and wriggle around. Maybe he’ll let you go for now, but one day he won’t- one day, you’ll only be able to buck your hips into his grasp while you pee yourself, crying and cursing at him to stop it, that you’re making a terrible mess... And he’ll love every second of it, he’ll even show you when he pushes you onto the bed - piss-soaked clothes and all - and fucks the lights of you. Bonus: I think Sanzu doesn’t care at all. I wouldn’t say that he’s explicitly into it, but if you piss yourself for whatever reason, he won’t bat an eye. Definitely the type to tease you about it and bring it up again and again until it gets him thinking... And thinking, he does. Your ‘accident’ is on his brain until he can’t get the thought of drinking your pee out of his mind. It’s weirdly intimate to him, to give him everything you have to offer, to trust him so much that you’d do this with him. And it’s too late to say no when your stomach cramps with the sheer amount of liquid you have consumed and he peers up from underneath you, those lovesick blue eyes piercing through you, beckoning to give him what he wants.
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