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alien-ally · 2 years

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So what if you don't want to marry? No no not just for now but forever? I'm tired of watching and hearing people getting bullied for not wanting to marry. I wonder, how many of these people are closeted aspects or non amorous. At least 1 in a hundred? Even less? Why should it matter? This could be me one day, met with worry and concern heavier than I can mend however happily I live. Though it's not until a long time this topic will be brought out with me at the crux, seeing my parents, I still wonder you know. Them with their stilted views of it brought from their own unfulfilling marriages. If it's a 'for now' thing, it's understandable. Marriage is not that great anyways. You go from being a completely free bird to shouldering enough responsibilities and dissatisfactions to change you as a person. The main topic of boomer humor. What's with this definition of marriage anyways? Why did you even get married in the first place then? If not for anything else, I'd decide to never marry solely due to this. From seeing with my own two eyes the subtle displeasures of one in real time. And being affected by it too. All of this given, why would you want to self sabotage your happiness, your entire essence, your freedom?

Forever though. Now that will get heads turning, troubled glances exchanged. What are you planning? The bloodline will end here, when your brothers and sisters go away, you'll be left. Behind. Alone. Then you'll look back longingly and wonder. Regret. Who's to say I won't have a hundred people to replace the ones that have receded to the back by then? Even worse, who's to say I'll even want anything of that sort? No matter how old I become? I haven't come out yet. You must know why. They won't understand. But one day I'll be that person wanting to scream out. 'So What?'

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lunarharp · 9 months

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more phoenix wright situations

#ace attorney tag #maybe i should tag this narumitsu or something. but i dont really care.#gearing up to rereading/illustrating bits of my fic i suppose...i think nick really is too dense to realise he's in love with edgeworth #without some scheming fop trying to intrude. i love villains like kristoph..villains can be fun..witnessing their pathetic folly..#or more like edgeworth would never have mentioned his feelings ever in his life if he wasn't sure phoenix reciprocates.#i want to see it this way because Falling in love during childhood with the person you're going to end up with. is not relatable #there have to be Situations that make you Realise.#as with orufrey i adore the idea of people not working out their romance with that person until their 30s+#but... i mean. even with orufrey i often think how alaira could be qifrey's ex. and oru having been pursued by noble fops through his work #there is that delicate sliver of time before orufrey start living together that such believable situations could have happened.#Then the relief of politely and amicably extricating themselves from those untenable situations #the idea of falling in love age 7 and saving your first kiss for age 35 or something is all very well but more relatable is #people realising how they really feel whilst trying something that ends up feeling wrong.#The comfort and joy of living with your dearest one as if it's platonic - much preferable to trying anything more with anyone else.#But i doubt i will ever portray that or mention it further. it is indeed very delicate to me.#and i really am an OTP FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of person who can barely bear to consider this anyway...NOT a polyshipper i'm afraid !#so i wouldn't mind either if they do have their first kiss in their lives age 35 with each other either. I would not mind that at all.#i love bi/gay couples apparently... bi father figures & their grumpy gay men waiting for them to work it all out...#not used to using colour in comic-style drawings..or at all..so this is messy and awkward looking..but colour is refreshing #i imagine i will go back to witch hat art soon btw. my destiny in life.#i still remember writing my nrmt fic expecting to write their first kiss & then partway through twas like Umm No. They have kissed prior.#does that really line up with this comic though... i think i had their early dinner dates/first kiss BEFORE disbarment.#so i guess this comic doesn't line up with my ficverse.... No..... U___U Oh well. sorry kris! <3

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canisalbus · 8 months

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sorry im emotonal and going off of the other asks sent about machete and just i need to stress how beautiful it is to me that machete sees himself so undeserving of love and affection and feeling as if vasco's too good for him but despite all that he is so incredibly devoted to vasco and loving towards him (in his own way) but is so incredibly clear to anyone with eyes that just how in love he is with vasco. like it's not done out of a "oh god please never realize that you're too good for me here here let me overdo it with the affection" its done with the "i love you, and will always love you, no matter what happens to us or separates us, and i will give it to you as long as i am able, and if you ever leave, i won't be okay, but will still love you, and want you happy". like he doesn't use his own feelings of being undeserving taint his love or the way he loves for vasco, and it's so, so beautiful

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#;M;#oauhh #that's so sweet I'm in shambles and so glad to hear all of that #sometimes I worry about whether I'm communicating their chemistry correctly #it would be so easy for this sort of relationship to gain suffocating and possessive and overall just abusive tones #and even though you could argue it would be a source for juicy drama I just don't want that #Machete could selfishly exploit Vasco's care and altruism without giving anything in return #or worse let his paranoia and jealousy get the better of him and end up destroying them both because if he can't have Vasco no one can #and Vasco could leverage his influence over Machete to manipulate and use him because out of them two he's the more mentally stable one #and it would be easy to take advantage of Machete's vulnerability obedience and his trust that Vasco would never harm him #but I don't know maybe it's a bit tropey and idealistic but I really just want these dogs to be genuinely good for each other #they have so many things working against them already I don't wish to see them backstab each other as well #they have a bit of a 'us against the world' thing going on which I really like #they're not perfect there's issues they're trying to work on but the will to get through it together is there #and I want to make it seem like they wouldn't hesitate to prioritize the other one's happiness and wellbeing at their own expense #if it came to that #anwered #anonymous

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bastart13 · 1 month

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"Does that FE3H character have a bastard child?" tier list

One of the funniest things my sister and I have done with FE3H is create the Sylvain-Dimitri bastard tier list aka. on a scale from Sylvain to Dimitri, would that character have a bastard child?

Sylvain sleeps around and bitterly assumes every woman wants a child from him, so duh, while Dimitri would be so ashamed of holding hands with an unmarried partner, he would immediately marry them and claim all responsibility on the spot

The Gilbert tier is "they might if they weren't rizzless"

#fire emblem three houses #fire emblem #fe3h #three houses #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #sylvain jose gautier #tier list #not art #i'm honestly surprised in a game about hereditary systems they didn't mention illegitimate children aside from dorothea?#but yeah bump the rating up a bit and sylvain's facing that #raphael is in maybe because he wouldn't really care about what makes a child illegitimate #he could have one out of wedlock but that doesn't mean he's not a good/present dad #also the way ferdinand introduces himself you know he's got half-siblings somewhere out there he's torn about

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cyellolemon · 2 months

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A comic about Olive, and his meeting with the guy who could have ruined his life if it wasn't already so fucked up

#like. it's not a cute happy end #Ambrose is not a good person and is not doing any good in Olive's life #and Ambrose himself knows #but Olive happened to not care because in all cases he just wanted to end it all before meeting him #Ambrose would be like. the worst partner for everyone else but Olive..#and Olive wouldn't be a good one either #at the end they're happy together so whatever.. good for them i guess #Ambrose still feels guilty because Olive is not a lost case like him and could have healed #if he just had met a normal guy to love him #But things are just like that #anyway. the comic is also a bit personal lol Olive isn't the most self insert oc ever for nothing #for the first part at least #i will wait for my big tiddy fucked up man to show so i can start to think that surviving was worth it pff #suicide cw #cw suicide #dysphoria cw #cw dysphoria #my art #oc art #digital art #comic #comic art #trans artwork #mlm art #Olive #Ambrose

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momotonescreaming · 3 months

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Tommy Hagan's not bad he's just burdened with the curse of being 16

#stranger things #tommy hagan #momo.txt #everyones a bit of an asshole as a teenager #robin nancy eddie dustin #they all have their moments #but its characters like steve who keep getting labeled as an asshole #bc he was a hot popular kid who liked sports and didnt really care about people outside his friend group #even though thats literally every teen ever #tommy hagan isnt evil #hes an emotional hormonal teen who cares about his friends and cant handle the idea of his best friend moving on w/o him #he only moves on to billy bc he wants to make Steve jealous #its a petty teenage move #bc hes a teenager #idk i think hes compelling!#characters like robin and eddie get passes for being assholes bc theyre the nerds and were supposed to root for them #billy is the irredeemable bully he's the racist sexist homophobic one #tommy is a repressed teen who can't handle his friend drama and is trying to survive high school #as if the nerds wouldn't also be a bit of a dick to survive unscathed #sorry im more emo ab this than i thought

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yuseirra · 3 months

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I'm so????

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No but Fatale really must be Kamiki and Aqua's song, I need the full song

There are two singers singing this op, what if that implies that it's the two boys that were the closest to Ai expressing their feelings towards her? Oh boy..; she really IS a fatale. She's got these boys hopelessly(in a literal sense) attached to her. I think there could be a reason why the op is a duet.

#oshi no ko #oshi no ko spoilers #she's unintentionally made the boys who loved her fall into despair and (probably) go extreme lengths...#I'm sure ai's always meant good for them but boy #that's tragic #considering what kind of character she is I always felt her lover would be hopelessly be in love w her since she's designed to be “lovely”#so I am not surprised one bit #I hope my thoughts about this song is true #then Ai was at least loved very dearly(may it be a really..twisted one)#I wouldn't support it if he tried to hurt her or never cared. that's just wrong but if it turns out to be otherwise..I hope that is the cas #hikaai #kamiai #tell me if there's a better tag for them..I may end up getting a lot more invested BECAUSE #I need the full op like now #oshi no theories

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thatsnotbeautiful · 4 months

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today i've been thinking about how bittersweet it is that kabumisu probably couldn't ever have happened if Mithrun had never become a dungeon lord

#i just can't see past!Mithrun caring about a random tallman #or even thinking it appropriate to have romantic or close connections to tallmen at all #he would've treated Kabru just like any other elf noble #they wouldn't have ever bonded while Kabru looked after him #etc etc etc #i do think a hatemance could've been possible between them though lmao #gotta let that one percolate a bit more #kabumisu #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi manga spoilers #doxy text

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sysig · 12 days

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Treatment plan is going swimmingly, as you would imagine (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #Vargas #DAX #Edgar #ZEX #Scriabin #Look who it is! Handsome faces abound <3 #Finally Some* explanation of why Edgar and Scriabin are around the SCII co. (*Explanation not guaranteed) lol #Tiny Sims thought bubbles about their extroverted troublemaking counterparts hehe <3 #I love how Extremely Obvious it is (to me anyway) that I'm Way more confident drawing Edgar lol #His shapes are completely ingrained in my hand now - DAX is still a bit of a learning process I'll get more consistent as I go #The Vargases are just so shaped agh too fun stop this #Still strongly considering digitizing that first one as well for funsies and meme purposes haha I can't help myself #DAX was So not-about pretending to be a loyalist lol self-disgust all over #Thinking an awful lot about ZEX's ex - I'm sure it's nothing #He haaated talking one-on-one(?) with a human for an hour haha DAX! You'll have to get used to it! Like he doesn't hear that enough lol #ZEX <3 The Troublemaker he is!#Edgar of course couldn't catch a break all the way around lol ahhh such a shame DAX is so quiet I loved when Scriabin tried to poke him hehe #He's so mean <3 The spooks! Lovely to watch them all dodge each other in their specific ways haha ♪#Quick cut in of DAX as he sees himself - ZEX also has that at times hehe it's cute! They're VUX at heart it's to be expected #''Shoo'' - DAX 24/7 haha #It's funny to doodle him here cursing when really he's quite polite for the most part - just some internal cursing #Then again he doesn't say much generally lol #ZEX listen to your subordinate he feels bad! ZEX wouldn't think he'd done anything wrong DAX is just neurotic like that lol #Defensive hugs! Edgar doesn't care and isn't interested you're growling at shadows DAX lol #There's very little he wouldn't do for ZEX! He loves him! Looking like a fool is a small price to pay for a false positive #Better than a false negative when it comes to protecting that extremely danger-attracted Admiral of his haha <3

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the-hilda-librarians-wife · 10 months

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I was rewatching The Stone Forest and I really like to think that Hilda had to pass by the Bell Keeper’s outpost on her way out of the city limits. I like to think that idiot looked at what was happening, shrugged, and said ‘eh, she’s the scariest thing out there’

#“‘the scariest thing out there’?”the girl sends him a look that isn't quite a glare for once; it still conveys her opinion just as clearly #Edmund shrugs. Hilda is still within sight of his binoculars. he watches her run and can’t be sure whether she’s running *towards* or *from #*.He doesn’t think she knows either.#'I mean. it’s not like trolls can harm her at this time of the day.#Don’t tell me you believe in fairies kid.'#And there it is at last: the glare. Meiri looks up from her art project - her new therapist had reccomended it as a way to express herself #and since he'd been helping so much so far she'd decided to grudgingly give it a shot -#“*No*” she states pointedly; to anyone who knew her it was an affirmation. And Edmund knew her better than she cared for #'What I believe in is wolves and recluse spiders and ticks and nettle. And I believe that someone with the spine #to sabotage the Patrol wouldn't have the self control to not lick a pretty mushroom'#“Hey!” Edmund protested putting down his binoculars. “I sabotaged the Patrol! For *you* I might add!”#Meiri's smile turned mean; it was a regular expression for her yet it never conveyed any malice. Just the thrill of a game that never tired #her. “And would you?” she lifted one thick eyebrow; signaling to her dad that it was his move now #The dad in question was unfortunately thinking back to a time in his young teenage years when he figured he could eat anything animals bit #and gave himself a poisoning that had him taken to the ER. But she didn't need to know that. *ever* in fact.#“Obviously I would. Like I'd let a mushroom ruin my perfect sandwich diet”#Meiri groaned loudly. Some games were worth playing. But some wars she'd already accepted she'd never win #“Anyway” he turned back to staring at the outside of the wall as if it was of any interest to him (it wasn't)#“kid'll be fine is my point. And even if she isn't ya know what's the best think about this situation?”#They looked at each other with matching smirks. “none of our flipping business” he said at the same time as she echoed #“None of our fucking business”#He gasped immediatelly. “*Meiri!*”#The chastening was useless. She just shrugged innocently.#He'd really have to limit her library visits #the bell keeper hilda #meirdom #hilda the series #hilda netflix

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italoniponic · 1 year

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Yuu: Wow. Look at Jack. He's so serious and concentrating so much and this is just training...

meanwhile, Jack's brain: *debating with his mind and memory if he actually gave the right amount of water to his cacti first thing in the morning*

#twisted wonderland #jack howl #got a bit inspired by cool doji danshi on this one #tbh why wouldn't he?#double triple checking the cactus bc he's careful and caring #the more i stare at his card my mind just goes insane #in a positive way #cherry's mumbling about twst

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braceletofteeth · 1 year

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Inwoo Failing to Kill Dongsik: The Series

PART 1 - PART 2 - PART 3 - PART 4 - PART 5

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pftones3482 · 9 months

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A list of ways they could have ended the Hamster and Gretel season finale that would have been better than whatever the hell that was:

Gretel reveals herself to Hiromi to help explain to her why Kevin constantly has to dip (Hiromi has proven herself trustworthy several times at this point there is literally no risk to telling her)

Kevin and Gretel have an actual heart to heart where they talk out why they're frustrated with each other

Gretel reads Kevin the speech she literally wrote for him

Some kind of flash back to the twins where we see Lauren starting to doubt the whole "supervillain" thing

I get it's a "kids show" but kids shows still deserve actually good writing and plot and this just. Wasn't it. The open ending was TOO open ended. Leaving the failed date for next season? Sure. Leaving the potential redemption arc for the villain next season? Yeah okay.

Wiping away the brother and sister tension with a throwaway scene and no follow up? Come on. And ending with the stupid aliens teasing next season, then crushing Kevin further with how he wasn't supposed to get powers, and finishing out the whole season with what literally is just a, "That's rough buddy?"

Yeesh.

#kevin has a catu level meltdown coming and i for one hope he actually gets it #hng #hamster and gretel #i also struggle bc like.....gretel is roughly the age of phineas and ferb. if not a little bit younger #but youre telling me that she WOULDN'T feel bad if kevin actually told her how he was feeling?#if you're gonna make another sibling show that specifically revolves around siblings can you like.#idk make me care about them AS siblings?#tell me how with no episodic continuity phineas and ferb and candace still have a more well rounded sibling relationship #in just the first season of the show #and theres actually a STORY LINE to HnG and theyre still having the same sibling problems they did at the very beginning of the show #Kevin still feels left out and useless and Gretel still doesnt get that despite it being brought up 100 times #idk do better that was a shitty season finale it didnt even feel like a finale #this is far too many tags for me to be rambling about a childrens show #also the opening scene? was redundant. its already been shown in the show a thousand times that Kevin would do anything for Gretel

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the-lark-ascending69 · 5 months

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> be a robin buckley fan

> be lesbian

> project on robin

> look up "internalized homophobia robin buckley" on tumblr because it's cathartic

> 3/4 of the posts are about st3ddie or just about steve

#saw one in which steve was like ''no robin you don't understand! i have never been loved! i don't know how that feels like!''#i have several grips about that interpretation #going from the fact that's not true (dustin is clearly a big steve fan + robin herself cares about him deeply)#to the fact he probably wouldn't be introspective enough to voice his emotions this concisely not to mention he'd probably wouldn't take #a moment to realize he's never felt loved if that were the case. i mean. he could think that. when he's like 35 and more in touch with his #inner world. 19yo steve can't even get the hint that hitting on a girl who's already clearly taken (nancy) is wrong so like i don't expect #him to be that smart #but i can live with people having takes i don't agree with. my opinion doesn't have to be everyone else's opinion if you see steve that way #it fine #what bothered me was the fact he was saying this to a lesbian living in the 80s lmao #who tells him that 1) her whole life has been an error 2) she doesn't think he'd want to be close to her if he truly knew her and 3)#3) is paralyzed by fear of social suicide if she dares believe for even a second that the girl she likes may like her too #like i dont need people to do deep dives into robin lore and quote from memory lines from Surviving Hawkins abt robin feeling like she's #rotten inside. not supposed to have friends. feeling like something is wrong with her and that pushes people away etc etc #the fact that she's a lesbian should tell you enough abt who has the biggest chances of being loved 😭#also bothered me that it showed up when looking up posts abt internalized homophobia because?? where's the internalized homophobia therw #unless it's gay steve feeling bad abt it in an AU (as if canon robin didn't go through it)#like look im not bothered to find steve-centric content in the robin tag cos people are gonna tag her in posts mentioning her.#she's his friend.#but there are barely any posts at all about robin's internalized homophobia. like i saw 2 or 3. compared to all the steve or steddie ones #where's the love for my babygirl 😭😭#anti steddie #not really but y'know i don't wanna bother anyone #edit: the bit about there being like 3 posts on robin w internalized homophobia isn't exactly true. there are a few. but they still feel #drowned in st3ddie posts #like something isn't right here

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scrunkalicious · 3 months

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FUUUUUUUCK JAYVIK UGGGGHH im begging they don’t try to push it next season, im gonna keep my expectations low but we have a chance to survive cuz its the last season

sending love and joy and whimsy ur way………

REAL. TYSM LUCY U A REAL ONE....

im hoping praying so so bad that they rlly go thru w the jayce and vik LoL lore in s2 BC THEYRE ENEMIEZ OK. LIKE DEADASS MACHINE HERALD AND DEFENDER OF TOMORROW CANT STAND EACH OTHER. riot thatd be soooo lovely pleabse,,,,

#ACTUALLY YK WHAT FUCK IT THIS GON BE THE POST I RANT IN TAGZ ON SORRY GIRL #ok so like jayce and viktor have a SIBLING type relationship and i love that for them!!#jayce literally tellz mel in ep 5 “Hez like my brother” BROTHER. PLATONIC TYPE SHI #and like he doesn't even acknowledge that vik is sick until he deadahh passez out and goez to the hospital w the newz that HEZ DYING.#LIKE RLLY HAMMERBOY. THATZ WHAT IT TOOK. YOU DIDNT NOTICE VIK COUGHING UP BLOOD EARLER. IT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU DUDE.#also jayce already has mel. sorry but like mel wont let it happen #shez a manipulator kinda who usez jayce to profit herself and piltover #i have a whole thing abt her doing that for another time silliez...#but like she wouldn't let that happen so she can keep control over jayce #ALSO THE SCENE IN EP 7 WHERE JAYCE SAYZ THAT PPL FROM THE UNDERCITY ARE DANGEROUS #LIKE BRO RIGHT TO VIKTOR??? DID U FORGET THAT HE LITERALLY TOLD U HE WAS FROM THERE WHEN YALL FIRST MET #the way jayce was so mad at viktor for breaking the bridge thing that he set in place #like all he cared abt was his stupid fuckahh policy. NOT THE FACT THAT AN ENFORCER AT THE BRIDGE COULDA MISTAKEN VIKTOR FOR SOMEONE-#-TRESSPASSING AND SHOT HIM??? GET A BRAAAIINN JAYCE #they have such diff. moralz it just wouldnt work. also they hate each other in LoL soooo.#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON MEL.JAY.VIK OOKK #i dont think mel carez abt viktor #when jayce sayz that vik is dying to mel #she falterez yes. but composez herself 3 secondz later.#if u look at her expressionz in that scene. itz giving “oh im sorry but not that sorry bc it doesnt affect me”#she carez a bit bc shez not heartless. but also bc knowig this would make jayce falter slightly.#her calculated expression and carefully chosen wordz to jayce right after that arent to console him. more to keep him from breaking away #IM SORRY IM A HATER #go back to that one crackship i saw. mel and heimerdinger. who made that ily #SORRY LUCY ERRRMM #UUUHHH ILYY GIRL TYSM FOR EVERYTHING /p #<3 #scrunkalicious #scrunkalicious?? more like yappalicious #marly answerz???

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what-is-it-to-be-pk-esque · 3 months

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My partner finally finished BG3 but has no idea that his ending was actually bad cause he was a pro-Vlaakith githyanki who rode off with Lae'zel but got NO EPILOGUE where Withers points out y'all died im 😭😭😭

they have no idea what happened with Gale or anyone else (who was still alive) after flying away 🙃🙃🙃

#i cant even tell him cause hes gonna play again more “normally”#its so tragic he would like skip dialogue and just fight to get the jump on boss battles instead of waiting for the cutscenes to start #and he didn't exhaust dialogue trees!! like... how... why...#and also he staked Astarion 😭 and p much never reloaded #and didn't clear the shadow curse so no Halsin #also everyone at Last Light Inn died so Dammon was gone and Karlach only got 2 upgrades #and he didnt know moonrise towers was basically a second town #and his game was buggy a lot maybe? cause he kept trying to be hella creative with things and do things out of order #like killing gortash before doing steel watch 🙃#it's fine it's fine everyone plays differently #he tends to care more about gameplay than anything else but still!!#i just want him to know all the character backstories and see everything that made me emotional #i mean he did say he was sad when Lae'zel broke up with him in act 3 and when Karlach died and when he had Gale use the orb in act 2 #which he considered his canon ending :/ sigh #i dont think he got Jaheira's lines about death #and he didnt understand why Karlach wouldn't go back to the hells #and he thought Wyll was happy being the duke (and has NO idea you could save his dad cause the mission didn't happen!! 😭)#the iron throne was like my fave mission outside of killing Cazador and I can't discuss either one cause he didn't do them properly yet 😭😭#he also avoided talking to children so he missed those quests and yenna glitched so no cat appeared in camp 🙃#sighhhhh cannot believe he plays so differently than i do lollll #he didn't even do unlimited kisses with Lae'zel!! meanwhile im over here kissing Astarion every night hahahah #hoping my partner doesn't see IRL if I have the office door open as if it matters lmfaooooo #i need him to play again and see why im in love with a video game character lol #maybe we could both um... benefit from knowing more about all of Astarion's scenes lmao #but like he has NOT SEEN Astarion's silly or sweet side yet just him being a bit of a chaotic vampire #and thinks i like him cause of vampires WRONG!! play the game again and see that i love his silly & sweet real self!#bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #bg3 #baldur's gate 3

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