#hewwo im not dead yet

[ask-sae-niijima]

“ He’d be proud of Makoto , but me ? No . . . Don’t be ridiculous . “

[armadillo-fortnitedad]

I suddenly have muse for an angel warlord...

[olibabart]

Flowers

[transgirl-link]

uwu pwease don't be mad at me... I'm just an innocent smol buisness... I'm sowwy I underpay all my empwoyees... If the big mean government didn't have so many reguwuations the fwee market would help me grow! (^-^)

[surohsopsisofclouds]

hewwo im bored (no promises that ill finish it) but can you give me some fluffy dream fic ideas 👉👈

Oooo, yes i will gladly/

(edit after writing the first one: ok so i got very invested in the first one but i thought i'd offer you some purely fluffy things, so you can find those at the bottom in bullet point form¡)

alright, so unfortunately there's a tiny bit of angst at the beginning/ Dream gets possessed by a dreamon, and it's in control for a good chunk of the smp/ however¡ since Dream is an admin, it can't control him all the time/ oh it definitely tried, but eventually he was able to take control for short bits of time, each time for longer as the dreamon grows weaker and he grows stronger/

the first time he frees himself, it's while the dreamon is persuading Eret to betray L'manburg/ the eyes and smile of Dream's mask suddenly glow orange, before flickering to a green, and going back and forth for a second before fading away on green/ he stumbles a little, and then desperately begins to tell Eret what's going on/ shortly after he's finished explaining the dreamon, it takes back control (doing said flickering thing with the mask but in reverse for the colors) before he can spill it's plans/ it's still enough to convince Eret that they need to help Dream in some fashion, even if she isn't sure how just yet/

Now, what no one will realize for a good while yet, is that Niki was eavesdropping on that whole event, and heard everything, and came to the same decision that Eret did/ Dream was gonna need help, and they were going to have to play the very long-con to give it/

alright now fluffy things that happen in this au:

though it takes a while, since 90% of the time Dream's not the one in control, eventually a very strong (platonic) bond is formed between these three/ they kind of act like siblings, especially in the rare moments when they feel safe

after Ghostbur appears, Niki asks the question of if Dream could do something similar when the dreamon's in control/ he's not dead, no, but he has to become somewhat detached from his body in order for the dreamon to have such an iron grip, right¿ the answer is yes, yes he can/ he's much more translucent than Ghostbur, and much weaker too, but he can become somewhat visible and speak, and even if he can't touch someone he can feel heat

(tw body horror¿ a little¿ just in case) cue him like, visually melting a little when they figure out that yes, that includes body heat as well, and the other two realizing just how long it's been since he's gotten any kind of physical affection/ cuddle parties become a mandatory, and when they're sure they're alone, casual touches are always happening

after they figure out the ghost-like abilities thing, he learns that he can possess small animals and plants/ plants are really weird so he doesn't really do them, but there's this one rabbit that always comes to cuddle Tommy after one of "Dream's" visits, and there's a stray cat that keeps following Tubbo around town for the entire day after he was threatened to banish Tommy

he can't stay out of his own body for too long/ thankfully it doesn't strain his connection to it -actually if anything it's making it stronger, though they aren't sure how exactly- but he does eventually "snap back" to it after enough time/

one time he got slingshot through quackity mid-shapeshift, and for a split second quackity swore he could hear someone desperately pleading "nonono, just a little more time-"

alright, that should hopefully get you started at least ahabsb and don't forget to tag us if you write that fic¡ we'd love to see it¡

[shozaii]

marrr request i #9 for atsushi, ily thank

cieloooo hewwo🥺🤍 i loveee writing for best boy; thaaaank you for requesting!! interesting combination uwu🥰💖

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9. you’re so close, and yet so far.

“those letters have been going in and out pretty quickly. someone’s found their lucky one~,” your friend cooed, nudging your arm with her elbow.

“ah shush - it could be anyone. besides, the dorms are pretty huge....so is this campus.”

“mmm.... meh. still think it’s the lil lover boy.”

“stop! he’s cute,” you pouted, turning away, causing her to laugh out even louder than before.

a long pause went by before you turned to look back at your roommate. you weren’t sure if you wanted to kick their shins for teasing you a gazillion times, or if you wanted to scream out of complete embarrassment; thinking of your adorable crush.

“do you actually think it’s him, naomi?” you gulped, your cheeks getting hotter every moment later. 

she shrugged. “this writing - are you sure you don’t recognize it?”

“um... anyone else could have this handwr-,”

“it’s definitely atsushi. no doubts. i stand corrected.”

“naomi!!”

was she lying, either way? you really didn’t know those little smudges on the h’s or a’s? or the way it was neatly written, making sure the person did not want the paper to be soaking with excess ink? and how about the faint smell of musk - a little touch of vanilla or shea (you noticed he took a liking for simple but loving  scents.) if you were not mistaken..... it was definitely, never mistakenly, the boy himself.

nakajima atsushi. the first time you heard his name, it was spring; sakura trees were blossoming flamboyantly. the bright blue sky, along with the sun, forcing almost everyone at campus to squint their eyes for only who knows how long. 

the sun was illuminating, true. but there was someone else who was glowing - not the annoying kind of glow, but the kind where you wanted a look, wanted just a little glimpse, because it hit your field of vision so soon. 

your once squinted eyes softened to the sight in front of you as the boy with the white hair, along with the unkempt bangs, noticed your eyes set on him. 

the glow settled down, as it allowed you to get a closer look at him.

“h-hello...!!” he hiccupped, slapping his mouth shut afterwards. 

“hey,” your smile was crooked, but was anyone even watching?

days to months, every second went by with him in your mind. from the first hello, to the ungodly amount of letters, to the weird timings of phone calls. meeting each other after classes. shying away when he couldn’t take it any longer, buying each other gifts, squeals when one calls the other.

his glow radiated even more. 

the dark was never a bore.

it was written in one of your letters for him. no doubt; his eyes were filled with so much more hope and love, all for you.

him meeting each you in the dorms. nothing happens; all that ever happened was a close encounter of him admitting his feelings. it all ended when his senior busted in, picking him up for an important task. and so it went on; the series of unintentional love letters from one to the other. 

yet neither ever reaching for the button; just one click away.

everything you wanted to do; he did too. 

“what does the current one say?” the raven-haired girl asked, still smirking.

the other words weren’t exactly the highlight just yet, so picking a phrase, you decided to go with just that.

“you’re so close, and yet so far,” you read it out aloud.

it was always these words that set you two into a thinking phase, for quite a while. atsushi didn’t ask you; and neither did you. it’s just somehow, something that clicks - when you’re patient and calm, when you take your time....

....the ping just comes to mind. 

the ping was adamant this time, telling you to walk out the door, and told you to wait at the exact same place you first met. spring time was over - the orange crunchy leaves were starting to pile up at every corner of the place. the huge tree in your campus lost its leaves too. shades of yellow and orange matched with the setting sun, and also the sky. 

letter clutched in your hand, you stopped dead in your tracks.

“y/n! i-i didn’t know you would make it. um.....uh..... maybe it’s time i told you how i feel...?”

the history of this destined tale still remained in your heart; for it was truly a dream to be with nakajima atsushi.

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(a/n) : okAY! IM SORRY IF IT SEEMS SO RUSHED KSKSKSK😭 so i wanted to try college AU! atsushi because i have never read one of it just yet, so i said hM. let’s go with it! i feel like this song suits him a whole LOT because...him. just him. baby. chrollo i hope you like it🥺

lyric prompt galore!✨

[secretlysweetmonsters]

hewwo, unfortunately for all of you, im not dead yet xoxo

[ain-t-bovvered]

15X11 Commentary

I’M AN ASSHOLE THAT FORGOT I STILL HAD THIS EPISODE TO FINISH LOL.

Bunch of tired and caffeinated Europeans ( plus a sleepy American) scream together, and then die and try to get on with their day ( lol AS IF)

@smol-and-grumpy​​​ (Nat)

@dean-winchesters-bacon​​​  (Kat)  

@waywardbaby​​  (Zee)

@ain-t-bovvered  (Giulia)

Nat: 3

Nat: 2

Nat: 1

Nat: go

Giulia: lol that tapping tho

 Zee: The hissing again

Giulia: Didn t need the hiss

Nat: All good thing must come to an end

Nat: Ew

Giulia: This song tho

Nat: "Big Sam left Seattle"

Zee: He’s too mousy

Giulia: DADDY

Zee: Oh the snacc

Zee: Tf?

Nat: Ah

Giulia: AAAH JEEZ

Nat: Yum

Giulia: he had to have that deep voice. Damn

Nat: Who dat

Zee: Of course

Giulia: Yummy

Giulia: I hope the Winchester won’t kill him

Giulia: Wow

Zee: Ouch

Zee: Welcome

Giulia: MY BABY

Nat: Ah the other daddy

Giulia: LOVE HIM

Zee: When did his voice get so deep?

Nat: snorts, they really went right

Giulia: WHY DIDN T THEY USE THE PHONE

Zee: Silent mode

Nat: SILENT MODE IS ALWAYS AN OPTION.   I AGREE

Giulia: what a dad

Zee: Old school bitches

Nat: That smolder

Giulia: Change your diet

Zee: Damn. Does he really sound that deep?

Giulia: Jensen doesn t

Nat: Jensen doesn't but he does have a loud voice

Giulia: Compensating for last time’s kick

Giulia: HEWWO

Giulia: Agent Watts

Nat: Working a Case in Alaska

Giulia: Lizzo

Nat: I'm too old for this shit

 Zee: Jack

Giulia: AAAAAH BB

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AWE BABE

Nat: BABY

Giulia: AWE

Giulia: DON T

Giulia: MY HEART

 Giulia: THAT FUCKING UGH

Giulia: WOW

 Nat: LOL

Zee: Stop shouting y’all

Nat: WE'RE ON A BUDGET

Giulia: wow

Nat: Two forks

Nat: awe

 Zee: Awe poor babies

Giulia: Snort he’s lactose intolerant 

Nat: I feel you Dean

Zee: Nuts is good

Giulia: Nuts is good

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: NUTS IS GOOD

Zee: He should shut his face

Giulia: Yeah you are

Giulia: THAT POUT

Nat: Sort of an accident. Yeah

Giulia: DEAN CONTROL YOUR FACE

Giulia: sounds like a job for them

 Nat: OH NO

Giulia: OH UH

Zee: He’s so done

Giulia: aaah not ready for cas reaction

Nat: CAS IS DONE

Giulia: AAAAH

Zee: I mean you can stab him but not baby

Zee: Oh shit

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AW JACK

Nat: NO

Giulia: I DON T UNDERSTAND

Nat: WHY

Giulia: oh ok

Zee: A heart?

Nat: NO

Nat: JACK BB

Giulia: Lol those bar are always the same tho

Zee: Tf is that coin ?

Nat: Winchesters are broke

Zee: Two waters

Giulia: Waters

Nat: Two waters

Nat: PAX

Zee: Pax

Giulia: PAX

Nat: PAX THE SNAXX

Giulia: TO THE MAXX

Giulia: look at him

Nat: so deep

Zee: What she said

Giulia: He’s getting me distracted

Nat: touch it

Zee: Touch it

 Giulia: TOUCH IT

Nat: i'd love to

Giulia: don t mind if I do

Giulia: Average

Zee: Control your fucking lips

Nat: lol of course "keep playing"

Zee: Is this the deep voice ep?

Nat: It's probably a criteria to be cast

Giulia: Can he stop with his hands

Nat: I know

Giulia: When he was 4

Nat: Swinging clubs before you were born snorts

Zee: Between naps and snacks

Giulia: The triangle right

Nat: you saw it too. THANK GOD

Giulia: of course. 

My eyes went : ZOOOOOM

still me: 

Nat: I swear it was on purpose

Giulia: He’s so strong

Giulia: Oh

Zee: I think I miss important

Nat: What

Nat: that fucking smolder

Nat: stop your lips

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: fuck off

Giulia: What she doesn’t say

 Nat: oh oh

Giulia: I DON T LIKE IT

Zee: Lots of hands close-ups, I ain’t complaining

Giulia: ah

Giulia: Sam

Nat: Bundles of eggs?

Giulia: Witch hex bags

Giulia: IT’S REALLY NOT

Nat: ah

Zee: Does she really not know ?

Nat: OH, she knows

Giulia: Where is the snac

Zee: should have walked away

Zee: There’s one

Nat: What

Giulia: Ah

Giulia: MY OTHER BABY

Giulia: MURDER BABY

Nat: Wha does Jack want

Giulia: hearts

Zee: But why?

Nat: I'm on a roll

Zee: Sucks you in

Giulia: What he said

Nat: OnE mORe GamE

Giulia: I heard Daddy out of dean’s mouth and im not ok

Zee: I’m dying here

Giulia: NICE

Nat: He's so full of himself

Giulia: KICK MY ASS TOO

Giulia: SO COCKY

 Zee: Smack is better

Giulia: NO KICK IT

Nat: oh no

Giulia: AWE

Zee: Rodeo

Giulia: are we spending this whole ep with jazz music and pool

Nat: Sam so proud

Zee: Hell of an ep

Giulia: Stop that tongue

Nat: Apparently not

Nat: OH shit

Nat: He ded

Zee: The crinkles

Zee: I’m dead

Giulia: Dean will be happy

Nat: Dean won't like this. He just involuntarily killed a man

Giulia: Yup

Zee: Great

Nat: shit

Giulia: Yup

Giulia: Awe Sam

Nat: Sam's always so righteous

Giulia: Well he actually doesn’t seem so bummed

Zee: Annoyingly so sometimes

Giulia: Baby treat me right

Giulia: AWE HE GOT IT RIGHT

Nat: No, because he's really set to beat Chuck

Giulia: yeah

Zee: Awe his face

Giulia: SNORT

Nat: Ah Cas showed his badge right?

Giulia: yeah

Nat: Did ya see?

Nat: He was holding it up the wrong way?

Giulia: .

Giulia: PAX

Nat: She's the one who played you, Dean!

Giulia: the fuck he is

Giulia: Dark castiel?

Zee: A what ?

Giulia: With that black trench coat

Zee: I want cas dressed like that

Giulia: He should have had the black trench. In the promo he was

Giulia: Ok but how is Jack alright now 

Nat: Billy got work for him

Zee: Hello

Giulia: HEY SNACC

Nat: See. It's her

Giulia: AWE SO YUMMY

 Nat: He's bulkier than Dean

Nat: I CAN ALWAYS MAKE MORE SONS

Giulia: Can I be in that sandwich tho

Nat: A beach read?

Zee: Beach read

Giulia: Beach read

Giulia: Wow

Nat: YES YOU ARE BABY

Giulia: AHAHAHAHAHAH

Nat: TOLSTOY

Giulia: TOLSTOY

Nat: Tell her

Giulia: don t touch sam

Giulia: OF COURSE SAM

Zee: Oh come on

Giulia: HEY STOP THAT

Zee: Thanks for the recap

Giulia: so tired of people hurting my innocent baby ok

Nat: Jack's not afraid because he knows that he's gonna come back

Giulia: Completely innocent

Giulia: U like children

Giulia: Yuck

Giulia: Kill him

Nat: YEAH you fucking pedo

Giulia: AAAAAH

Giulia: DAD

Nat: so billy sends Jack out to kill those

Giulia: NICE

Zee: Dad to the rescue

Giulia: I AM NOT PREPARED

Nat: That eyebrow

Zee: We could use some more light

Giulia: SOB

Nat: Sammy you got this

Giulia: He is so worried

Zee: So focused

Nat: Liver failure... and she looks at Dean lol

Giulia: Liver failure

Zee: THE god

Giulia: Little guy

Giulia: Squirrley as hell

Zee: Welcome to the club

Nat: When you apes climbed down from the trees... aw

Giulia: Thanks

Giulia: Oh this is actually interesting tho

Nat: Get her on board and then go against Chuck

Zee: She knows Chuck

Nat: I mean

Giulia: All the gods

Zee: And when you lose

Nat: Dean lol

Giulia: YAS SAM

Zee: Learnt from my brother

Giulia: No stop it

Nat: NO

Giulia: NO

Zee: There’s always a catch

Nat: DON'T

Giulia: STOP

Zee: They will say yes

Giulia: OF COURSE

Nat: WHY DID KNOW THAT SAM WOULD SAY YES

Giulia: AWE SAM

Giulia: not to the Winchesters

Zee: 15 years

Nat: Ok, but now beat her alright

Giulia: SUCH HEROES

Nat: But like, she fucking lives in a pool hall. What are the odds

Giulia: I ‘m sick of this music and pool tho

Nat: Hate it

Nat: NO

Giulia: Of course

Nat: Are they gonna die

Zee: Fuck

Zee: They can’t yet

Giulia: Thanks

Nat: Ah right, still 9 episodes to go

Nat: Our luck will do that on its own

Giulia: Awe

Nat: Wait what

Zee: She let them out

Giulia: Sob

Zee: Our kind

Nat: Awe

Nat: She helps them

Zee: Make him play yours

Giulia: Make him play yours

Zee: Mojo back

Giulia: Awe are they back to normal

Nat: Awe

Zee: Yes

Nat: Good

Giulia: Dean stuffing his mouth with cheese

Nat: Scratcher

 Nat: lol

Zee: Porn

Giulia: Sob

 Giulia: What was that high note lol

Nat: Back to back double cheese burgers

Nat: Oh oh

Zee: Wait for it

Nat: Oh oh

Giulia: can t wait for jack

Nat: Oh Oh

Nat: OOOHHHHH

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: HEWWO

Nat: AAAAHHHHHH

Zee: So much hurt

Giulia: AAAAAAAAAAAH

Giulia: SAAAAM

Nat: I didn't think I would cry

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: NO

Giulia: STOP DEANP

Giulia: HE LOOKS AT CAS

Zee: Our son is back

Giulia: SOB

Zee: And you let him?

Nat: every day I wanted to come HOME

Giulia: awe Jack bb

Giulia: Grandfather

Nat: He's afraid of me.

Giulia: YES HE IS

Nat: JACK WILL BECOME THE NEW GOD

Giulia: OF COURSE

Giulia: but they just said that there can’t be no god

Zee: So it won’t be the Winchesters?

Nat: It's plausible that Jack will take over.

Nat: He's not God-god. He's Jack-god.

Nat: Ok, so promo then I need to leave

Giulia: UGH

Giulia: if don’t come I’m dead

Giulia: ...same

Giulia: Snort

Giulia: I need Jesus

Nat: What I say

Zee: March 16!

Zee: Hate it

Nat: Sob

Zee: It’s been established

Giulia: I just wish they could change the finale date

Zee: I mean why do they have to drag it like that?

Giulia: There are festivities or some shit idk

Giulia: The superbowl?

Giulia: Whatever

Zee: Oh that shit is on?

Zee: We have a month and a half to find a solution

Nat: There. He showed it the wrong way first?

Zee: Yeah he did

Zee: Lovely dork

Giulia: Ah shit I was writing here and look after he turned it around

Zee: Me too

Nat: Yes hi hello, this is Pax the Snaxx

Zee: Yes hi hello

Giulia: Fuck

Zee: I didn’t ask for this

Nat: Apparently, I don't care

Zee: Apparently you’re a bitch

Nat: Apparently, he's not been always a snaxx

Nat: Because

Nat: snorts

Giulia: Aaaaand it’s gone

Giulia: I love beards, my god

Zee: So fucking vanilla

Giulia: I can’t taste anything

Giulia: This tho?

....the flavour is amazing

Giulia: Yum

Zee: I can’t complain about this flavor either

Zee: Nat started chaos and now she’s sitting somewhere laughing like the evil bitch she is

Nat: No, like I've seen other pics of him and I will spare it for you. But like in the ep he's a damn fucking main course

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AU: "we argued so much during a class discussion that we both got kicked out and we’re still arguing outside of class” Namjoon x reader

This is so cute omg jsjfjajhshs!!

I smashed this down really quickly, please don’t judge! 🥺❤️ @xosetsuna

༄ Differences

“Obviously if you'd just be a normal person you'd understand that your point is garbage.”

His comment poured even more oil into this fire.

“If I’d be a normal person?! How about YOU wake up and become normal? If so, you’d immediately realize that it’s completely stupid what you’re saying and that cats are definitely superior!” you say agitated.

Namjoon scoffs. “Huh. Superior, my ass.” How about you give me a solid fact?”

A solid fact? You’re running out of points, yet you’re a hundred percent sure that the same goes for your opponent. For the past 45 minutes, Namjoon and you have been arguing in class if cats are better, or dogs. How that topic even arose? Well, tomorrow is ‘bring-your-pet-day’ and your teacher wanted to make a list beforehand, seeing if there’s any problems regarding bringing something that could cause trouble.

Namjoon has been talking about his dumb dog for the bigger amount of time, and you’re sick of it. Your car is definitely better than that lapdog of his.

“Uhm, excuse me y/n, but I, too am the opinion that cats are superi-“

“Shut up Hoseok, this is my discussion,” you say, shutting the poor boy in the back up with a slam onto your table as you stand up. Your chair tumbles down behind you as Namjoon mimics your gesture.

“Yeah, shut up Hoseok. This is a war between y/n and me.” Your eyes are locking and there’s a hint of disappointment towards each other in the air.

“Come on, Namjoon, Y/n. This isn’t so serious, why don’t we jus-“

“Cats are better. Accept it.” You interrupt your professor, without having paid any attention to what he said.

“Dogs.” Namjoon simply replies.

“Cats!” You shoot back, now louder and angrier

“DOGS!!”

“ENOUGH!” Your professor yells as he slams both his hands on the table and you two look towards him in shock. “Y/n, Namjoon! Out, both of you! Enough of this topic! You want to argue? Fine, but not in my class!” he continues and points in the direction of the door.

“I’m sorry, Mr. Choi, we just wanted to-“

“Get OUT,” he cuts you off and Namjoon as well as you flinch at your usually very laid-back professor losing his cool. Silently walking towards the door you hear him quietly mumble ‘dogs are still better’ behind you as he follows you outside.

••

You’ve been standing out here with Namjoon for about 20 minutes now, both at least 3 body lengths apart and silent as the night. Neither of you said a word anymore until you hear him speak.

“What’s so cool about cats, all they do is ruin furniture and scratch you if they don’t like what you’re doing.”

“Oh? And your dog salivating all over the floor and sitting in front of you while you have a meal is better, at least my cat stands up for herself if she doesn’t want something, unlike your dog that does everything without his own will,” you hiss back.

“Dogs are so much more than that, y/n.” He says now more serious.

“Yeah, and so are cats. They don’t just scratch you, they also come over when they sense your emotions to comfort you. They go outside and sometimes come back home with a little something in their mouth to give to you.” you explain,

“Yeah, but that ‘something’ usually is a dead mouse or bird,” he replies.

“Yeah, that might be, but they don’t know that we’re not like them. They bring that back for you as a gesture of love towards you, as a contribution towards home.”

“Well, dogs are not just some creatures without an own will either. Dogs accompany you through everything, they become your best friend that makes you happy, and you become their only source of happiness. They would throw themselves into a fire for you and start barking loudly if they sense someone approaching the house.”

“And with that, they also wake up the whole house in the middle of the night,” yoy giggle in response.

Namjoon senses your more friendly approach and appreciates it.

“They might wake the whole house, but that alerts their owner and drives off potential danger!” He looks at you with softer features now, happy that you aren’t so defensive anymore, which makes him lower his defenses too.

“Wanna show me a picture of your cat?”

You look over to him, he’s smiling at you and you eagerly in response.

“Mhm!! Only if you show me your dog, too! I have two cats, by the way!!” With a lighter heart you walk over to him, pulling your phone out.

“Oh god, they are actually adorable,” he swoons over the pictures over your kittens, just as you adore the pictures of his dog.

“So is your dog!”

“Really?” he questions.

“Really.” you answer.

a/n: okay take three because tumblr kept kicking me tf OUT OMG 😭 HEWWO MY BABIES IM BACK WITH THIS DEFINITELY-NOT-MY-BEST ONE SHOT 😩😂 I’m very busy lately so I wrote this under stress and exhaustion 🥴 I am dYING for R E S T😭

N E WEIGHS!!

Thank you so much for reading, like always my bebies 🥺💕 I love and appreciate y’all so much aaa 😭💕

[pocmuzings]

hewwo this is known villain satanxwrites. i don't have a proper writing blog anymore but people have been putting some of your posts on my dash and tbh i must say i am so happy that there are still ppl like you in the rpc that try to do the right thing! i honestly dont know how you and others that have been speaking out these past few weeks do it because at least in my case, so much got to me i had to peace out and rest. fighting the good fight isnt easy so seriously, thank you to you and 1/?

( cont’d ) and all the amazing peeps that have been using their time and effort to not only educate people for free but to try to ensure the rpc can become the safe space people keep talking about yet i have never see. there is no doubt that this is a place filled with abusers and racists and so many of us have had our fair share of experiences with them. with everything that is going on, i hoped i could send this to you in order to tell people to take care of themselves and those around you. call things out when you see something is up, help others you are struggling, tell the bigots to go fucking perish and etc etc. also, be wary of people being performative with their actions. i sadly had to experience my own share of racism and double standards not too long ago inside a group i thought was safe only for me and a friend of color to be made feel uncomfortable and forced to leave. if ur a white person, use ur privilege to protect and uplift bipoc! if someone tells you something you are doing or did is racist, LISTEN AND LEARN. don't offer them crumbs and expect to be absolved of your sins. as poc, we fucking know what racism is, we know what lip service is, and we know when someone we confronted is just saying shit so we can leave them alone!! if you want to be a good ally, you MUST NOT stand for this! dont be complicit!! pay attention to how your friends of color are treated! if you see something is up, work to solve it and help them and us nonblack poc got a job too!!! we cannot deny that our communities and culture are riddled with antiblackness so it is our fucking job to dismantle that, to uplift black voices, and return all the sweat and tears black people have produced that we have benefitted from. poc solidarity does not exist and will continue being nothing but a random phrase ppl throw in to deflect until we put the fucking work in!!! watch how your black friends are treated and defend them with your entire being but anyway to make things short bc im spamming u with my 4 cents essay, you are amazing!!!! i saw the stuff that went down with drew n ur amazing too!!! fuck the whites profiling you, i would beat their asses if i could. anyway y'all, pls be strong ily and ur helping a lot of ppl!! AND DONT LET PPL MISTREAT U!!! i might be dead and in acnh hell but im still ready to oppress some dummies ❤ /end!!!

steph i miss and love u so dearly and i hope ur keeping well  . i couldnt have said any of this better myself. lets all please keep each other accountable.  keep each other active . be honest . call stuff out when we see it . we HAVE to be better ! no more ‘ uwu it makes me uncomfortable ‘ ‘ ohhh i dont like confrontation ! ‘ , bc that just lets down poc and black people even further in the rpc ! how is that fair ! put in the fucking work !!!!! be upfront ! stop supporting your white favourites or just doing what makes YOU comfortable . listen to other people in other communities when they’re uncomfortable instead of waiting for some big 200+ notes on a post ! listen , listen , listen ! we matter !!! black people matter !!!  respect poc and black people in the rpc or literally unfollow me !!! thanks !

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[faunusrights]

OFFAL HUNT REMASTER LIVEBLOG // CHAPTER 9

oh goody!

well this is it. the Date Chapter. the chapter, in which, the Date happens. lowkey im so fucking hype for this stupid goddamn chapter AAAAAAAAAAAA this is when the sexy got kicked up about seven notches and i know its gonna be a fucking twenty from here on out so LETS GO LESBIANS LETS GO

“Is this your date, Ms. Fall?” he asked.

Cinder didn’t look away from Glynda. “Mhm.”

STRAIGHT OUT OF THE GODDAMN GATE WE DIDN’T EVEN HAVE A SECOND TO EVEN GATHER OURSELVES JUST STRAIGHT UP HUH!!!!!!!!! ‘is this your date’ im legally dead

What the fuck.

already im fucking THRIVING im so glad this chapter’s mood got encapsulated within the first ten seconds and im definitely gonna have to re-read this chapter for the full unannotated experience OOOOOOOOOH MY GOD IM SO READY

Glynda’s thoughts ricocheted inside her head like coins left in a dryer. A part of her couldn’t understand what was happening and disengaged. The rest of her, grasping for purchase in all this, reasoned that going with Cinder was better than staying here confused, alone, and utterly displaced.

glynda ‘i aint ever had a gf before’ goodwitch at her PEAK right here. like GOD shes gone from ‘cinder’s trying to murder me’ to ‘cinder just plopped me right into a date’ like CINDER. CINDER YR CHANGING GEARS SO FAST. YOU DIDNT EVEN SEND FLOWERS OR ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

is it because shes a u-haul lesbian or

Higher, Glynda realized the dress itself was backless, revealing the black tattoo she’d seen so often before, perfectly centered between sharp shoulder blades.

this gay energy is BONKERS, quite frankly??????? where did cinder get her dress from? why does she have it? did she buy it just for this fuckery? or will she pull the ‘i just had a this lil number laying around’ line????????? does she wanna seduce glynda to death?????? was this PLANNED OR DID SHE JUST DECIDE SHE WANTED A DATE AND WTH LIFE REALLY IS SHORT ON REMNANT THESE DAYS?????????? cinder fall please explain your workings to the class

maybe Glynda wasn’t the only one who’d become adept at reading her opponent.

👏 when 👏 will 👏 they 👏 kiss 👏 already 👏👏👏👏

me: this is a slowburn also me: if u assholes dont give me this in the next ten seconds-

“Unarmed? As if you could be so helpless.”

cinder’s style of flirting is just. commentating on a person’s deadliness. that’s IT it’s the only TRICK SHE HAS and its working, is the thing,

im reading the description of the table and remembering the shitpost and oh my god i have to draw this???? hell IS real!!!!!! COULDNT YALL JUST TOSS EM IN A PLAIN BOX,

Cinder eyed her from her bastion of dark cushions,

cinder, ass-deep in cushions: this is peak cuddle territory come and join me

Cinder, for her part, seemed delighted Glynda had noticed. Touching the pendant more gently than Glynda might have ever thought her capable of, Cinder said,  “Yours? You didn’t seem to mind parting with it.”

im still deeply enjoying this powermove the novelty NEVER wears off (and at risk of light spoilers i do enjoy its place in this story 👀)

Cinder let the necklace drop, settling against the swell of her bust once more,

/lightly coughs 👀👀👀

im losing my MIND at how gay this bit is i physically cannot HANDLE IT and if they even describe the meal once im gonna pop off cause i am. SO HUNGRY RN. AAAAAAAAAAAA

Cinder indicated a dish of lamb and vegetables, served on a bed of rice and drizzled in some sort of sauce.

SRY THIS ISNT GAY BUT OH MY GOD IM SO HUNGRY I WANNA E A T I T THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD UGHGHGHGHGHGH WHY DID THIS CHAPTER HAVE TO BE TODAY OF ALL THE DAYS,

Glynda cleared her throat, working out: “The Grimm.”

like. GOD WE KNOW GLYNDA IS JUST SO FUNCTIONALLY BAD AT CONVERSATION BUT OF ALL THE THINGS glynda please just. just. stop thinking abt her sexy tattoos for a fifth of a second,

“You can control them.” A sedate blink. For all the world, Glynda might have just commented on the weather.

which is a faux pas for a date!!!!!!!!!!! at least tell her the DRESS IS SEXY WE ALL KNO WHATS WHAT YR THINKIN ABT

Glancing down as though it were being pointed out to her for the first time, Cinder shrugged and adjusted the end of the glove a little higher on her bicep. “And?” 

a quick aside im enjoying how like... visually expressive cinder is in this remaster! i can see her facial expressions and her motions really clearly in my mind’s eye which is a fun little boon if only because i have to redraw this nonsense hjsgdfjhfksgd but cinder’s got a Good Face this time around! A QUALITY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You should know by now, there’s something about you that’s simply irresistible to Grimm.”

HERE COMES THE PLOT (and a single surviving line so far... this one sentence has survived all the world could throw at it... we stan)

Cinder straightened, and Glynda saw that this was what she’d been waiting for.

“It isn’t every day the great Glynda Goodwitch kneels before her adversary, is it?”

HELLO??????????????????????????? WHATS THIS WORDING????????? honestly tho for a second i thought she meant like. quite literally and i thought id missed some PROPER SHIT RIGHT THERE BUT YEAH WTH!!!!!!! C I N D E R

“You cheated. You can’t beat me on your own.”

yes glynda we gathered that yr a top

“Really, Glynda? Poison?” she sneered, something like offense simmering in her expression. “After all this?”

looks at the camera

anyway,

god im literally losing grasp of words to say because theres such a charged mood in this scene............. theyre brushing fingers............ trading jabs.......... im slurpin it up babey!!!!!!!! this rly is the BEST remaster of this whole scene it DESERVES this wordcount!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“Beat you,” Cinder corrected. “And call it a point of pride.”

yes cinder we gathered yr a brat,

this dynamic is why this fic is so fuckign good when will winter have a swift return to add even more fuckery to this wild ride

Then, with a heavy-lidded look, Cinder found Glynda’s hand between them, the touch so sudden and daring that Glynda flinched. The fabric of those gloves was smooth against Glynda’s flesh, and for all that cruelty had marked every other instance of contact between them, Cinder was surprisingly gentle.

whomp there go my nuts

WHAT IS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO MADE THE EXECUTIVE CHOICE TO ADD THIS LINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO???????????? im losing my BRAINCELLS

What she wasn’t ready for was for Cinder to guide her hand to her own throat and hold it there.

THERE IS IT THERE’S THE KINK IT’S BEEN SPOTTED

oh my GOD what even IS THIS WHO ADDED THIS SECTION WHO ALLOWED THIS TO COME TO P A S S WHAT THE FUCK EVEN IS RN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO????????? HEWWO??????????

Now… Now Cinder interested her.

tbh how can i liveblog this? what commentary can i POSSIBLY add that we arent already all THINKING. we just launched into a level of hell so deep that lucifers gonna have to pull some goddamn tricks to follow us down here!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IS THIS SCENE! THIS MOMENT! IM SCREAMING

Glynda mirrored the expression back at him, and finally, he coughed, not making strong eye contact with either of them. He set their plate before them and hurried out without so much as a check-in.

i just KNEW that was gonna happen JHGDSFGJHKSDF he was gonna walk in on SMTHNG but i didnt think itd be CINDER’S CHOKING KINK,

okay i took a break and ate my weight in roast chicken and we’re back babey

Almost nervously, her fingers carded through her own dark hair, and there, among the locks, Glynda spotted a glimpse of something white, structured and ridged.

AND I AM INSTANTLY KNOCKED BACK UPON MY ASS 👈W👈H😨A👈T👈

It was easier to ignore the rest of it—whatever it was.

glynda you are a fool and a moron im withering into DUST

On no level had she expected those to be Glynda’s words.

then what... did she expect... well probably -- and rightly so -- ‘bitch WHAT ARE THOSE’ TBH

wait sorry i have to jump back because i forgot customary fingerguns on the most brazen bit of Shit yet:

Cinder was occupying herself with something else: the head of a dragon, perched over the door and staring down at the two of them with red, glossy eyes.

👈👈👈😎👈👈👈

okay BACK TO THE FIC

Fangs snapped together around the word.

aka back to me horni

/chanting TEETH! TEETH! TE

okay but the reason i doubled back to catch that fingergun is because we’re getting ass-deep into plot now!!!!!!!!!!! WITCHES AND DRAGONS BABEY......... HERE’S WHAT OFFAL HUNT IS ALL ABT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant rly drop more fingerguns than that because any astute reader will start realising the dots im shouting abt and honestly half the fun of this fic is the ride so >:3c

“Funny. I was sure he would have told you.”

that blow was so low i think cinder hit the concrete with that one

oh god theyre gonna get to the bit and i-

“Is that what all of this has been about? You called me here to remind me that I'm autistic?”

/SCREAMS

The words were delivered firmly, calmly, but Cinder’s response was the opposite, sudden upheaval seizing her. Her expression opened in something akin to panic. “Wh—no? What? No! That's not what I—”

/SCREAMS

oh my GOD CINDER YOU HAVE FUCKED UP LEGENDARILY!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD SHE WAS FELL ASS-FIRST ONTO A LANDMINE OH MY GOD

offal hunt v1 cinder: im totally in control and im playing glynda every step of the way

offal hunt v2 cinder: OH JESUS OH FUCK OH NO THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT-

Cinder seemed genuinely stressed now, speaking quicker as though trying to bury the last sixty seconds.

i knew this remaster would have sections that would blow me away but this bit really took the fcuking cake DGHSJFSJHFDG holy SHIT this is AMAZING

It was difficult to tell in the low light, but if Glynda wasn't mistaken, there was a bright flush of embarrassment coloring Cinder’s cheeks.

this is SUCH prime content hey remember in one of the early liveblogs that cinder would descend into full dork? WELL THE DESCENT CAME EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /pops bottles

“Cinder.” There was a very real line of threat in Glynda’s tone. “Don’t.”

oh this whole scene just keeps getting better i am LOVING this dynamic now!!!!!!! before it was all pretty one-sided so having the conversation rock back and forth is 👌👌👌

That Witch soul of yours—it was designed to void out everything but the prey before you. To be numb to all human emotion. To focus on the hunt and nothing else.

finally the fruit of 50% of my fingerguns COMES TO LIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! PLOT PLOT PLOT

“This is bullshit.” Jabbing an accusing finger at Cinder, Glynda said, “You’re a liar. You’re a criminal!”

i LOVE glyndas pottymouth in this its such a good like... change from her being strict and formal and teachery and now shes full on gremlin huntress hell YES BABY!!!!!!!!!! GO OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“There’s all kinds of things I bet he never told you.” Cinder continued. “Did you know he was close to your predecessor? The Witch who came before you—they were inseparable.”

SRY IM LIKE STRUGGLIN TO COMMENTATE because so much of this like. speaking as an Old-Ass Reader this is like. a LOT! A LOT HAS CHANGED and yet,,,, stayed the same,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, yall kids WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL CHAPTER LIKE................ 15 FOR THIS SHIT (but like. chapter 15 was different because this chapter used to be like chapter 7? so now everythings moved along so chapter 15 doesnt sound that impressive but trust me it was a different fic back then)

When they fell away, burnt and ruined, she could see Cinder’s bare arms for the first time. The red lines drawn across her skin sloped down the entire length of her arms, circling her elbows, carved into her wrists. They ended right at her hands, ensuring any long-sleeved garment would hide them. Every covered inch of her was filled like a canvas, like abstract art.

lets pause the fight scene for glynda to be gay!!!!! god im. okay look i said this earlier but im so glad we have more cinder like this tbh. the first version was rly lacking w/ cinder content until late-game when the plot sorta. got itself going? but now we’re eye-deep in this content i LOVE cinder i love this WEIRDO who is a HUGE LOSER and IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Glynda could not dispel the fear that she had been telling the truth.

and after committing Some Amount In Damages, we’re at the end of the chapter!

okay so i really enjoyed this version SO MUCH MORE. everything abt it was polished and worked together so much better and it really needed the space to breathe in its own chapter. its been horny, gay, intense, hilarious, and way more in one chapter and its SO good this really is PEAK offal hunt!!!!!!!!!!!! good job diesel and kc but im still going to murder you both,

[antiviralprerogative]

hewwo everyone

bc tumblr’s a meanie pants and nuked my’rath’s blogs and I don’t rly feel like making a whole brand new one im gonna just turn this archive into my’rath’s blog. Fear not though!

Nakira’s been moved to a side blog on my new marinia multi: @piratebaysanddragonways ! i just havent rped her yet bc her muse is pretty dead. LMAO

SO GET READY.....

[prettywhenucri]

September 2018 Music Recommendations

hewwo i never use tumblr but i thought i could use it to recommend music because im lame and love to share music. these are the albums i’ve gotten into and/or enjoyed this month. please enjoy gays. remember this isn’t put in any particular order. it just how it be.

1.       Dear Evan Hansen

it’s lame i know but i only just hopped onto the musicals train and im starting with the musicals all my friends speak about 24/7. i probably don’t need to put this here because it seems everyone is already hyping this musical up already.

 anyway if you’re like the 2% of people who have no idea what DEH is it’s basically a musical about some bloke called evan hansen. he runs into a guy called connor on the first day of senior year and connor signs his cast (evan fell out of a tree and broke his arm, thats where the cast comes from). connor steals this note that evan has, because he has to write himself notes to build up his confidence. later on, connor kills himself with this note near his body so everyone thinks its a suicide note to evan. evan pretends like he knew connor and makes up this whole thing where he pretended they were friends.

im not 100% if that plot was accurate because i haven’t actually watched it, im just going on what my gf told me and what i understood from the soundtrack.

its a freaking awesome soundtrack, though. the harmonies – whew! i love evans voice too. whew. listen to it my dudes!! it’ll only take an hour to listen to the whole soundtrack. i recommend it if you’re one to enjoy goose bumps when you listen to someone belting.

favourite track: sincerely, me

this is only because i find it so freaking funny. it’s just a bunch of goofs over something that’s actually quite serious. the line, ‘but i should tell you that i think of you each night, i rub my nipples and start moaning with delight.’ it’s always dangerous to listen to this song through earphones on the way to school oops.

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/0LhDyJXelg31FKLW5GDcKi?si=pgXbmPmYRnShkIp3iGqI4Q

2.       Heathers

WHOOP another musical that’s spoken about a lot. the soundtrack to this musical is Fucking Amazing. if you haven’t already listened to it, then you better go. right. now.

if you dont listen to heathers, firstly, you’re missing out. secondly, it’s a musical based on the movie heathers from 1988. the main character is veronica sawyer and shes one of the schools biggest nerds. she then meets the heathers in the bathroom and they make a pact that if she writes a bunch of forged notes then she can join their friendship group so she can be left alone. she goes on a huge journey of meeting J.D., seeing what it’s truly like to be popular, and finding out how scary her bf is. people die and shit, but im not going to say who or how. it’s up to you to find that out (unless you already know).

im not very good at condensing the plot to a story, so i am absolutely sorry if that was a terrible brief. but this isn’t about the storyline – this is about the music from the musical.

HOLY SHIT if you like 80s inspired music, then you’re in for a fucking ride.  this soundtrack is SO GOOD. the adrenaline rush you get from the songs, especially candy store and dead girl walking. also veronica??? has the best voice EVER. her vocal range is so wild and her belting at the end of dead girl walking.... i have to cry Its So Good. just her singing capabilities? amazing. i love it so much. 10/10. please listen.

favourite track: dead girl walking

i mean it’s kind of tied with candy store but i fell in love with dead girl walking first. i remember when i was sitting in art class listening to it for the first time and i got CHILLS from how intense and fast pace it was. like. i had it blasted in my ears and everyone could hear (i knew because my friend who’s listened to the soundtrack countless of times was mouthing along to the words yikes) but i just sat there, still, amazed that such a song could make me feel such a way. shes just so powerful and dominant in this song?? i will forever stan this song. i love it SO MUCH.

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/1aIXRUYjG6ORo2vGnrAk0F?si=M3auSIXlQpykpe0L_PaE7Q

3.       Apricot Princess – Rex Orange County

whew??? something that isnt a musical??? damn.

but yes, i know this is very White Girl of me (i think??) but someone on my Sarahah months ago recommended him to me. it was only recently i actually thought of listening to his stuff and oh my god, i wish i hadn’t put it off as much.

i know he has other albums and eps, but i have only listened to this album so far, so im basing my opinion solely on this record. i know, sorry. i will hop onto his other stuff soon, just not yet.

his lyrics are probably my favourite thing about his music, which is unusual because the lyrics aren’t often my favourite. i always say that if you take the music away from the words, it leaves a poem or a story, but if you take the lyrics from the music, its still a song. i know that isn’t the best thing to say because i know for a fact that the lyrics of a song is sometimes essential to the mood that the artist is trying to portray with the instrumentals, and i believe that’s what rex orange county has done. it’s not often you find songs with sweet love lyrics these days (or is that me??). his way of writing is so unique and his take on love is just... wow. ive fallen in love with his lyrics. they’re so different.

favourite track: 4 seasons

oof this song is awesome because he’s talking about the story of falling in love. also??? the way the song changes all the time to something quiet and sweet to something with a lot more strings and he uses his voice more. maybe that’s to represent him falling in love? i dont know im not confident in voicing my views on the meaning of a song because i dont want to get Shanked. but yes, i love this song a lot. it’s pretty and his voice is so soothing. someone get him an asmr channel.

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/2NBVxjZcbH5H1N1Ab2ExDH?si=Dk0rd5_mTfGi9UmXBgNLGg

4.       Young Sinatra – Logic

whoop whoop some hip hop. logic is so underrated. i heard of him for the first time from a presentation someone made in my english class two years ago. i’ve only come across him a few times since then, but i googled frank sinatra and this mixtape came up in my recommendations.

but hey! it’s so fucking GOOD. he’s so talented?? his flow and his SPEED. i love it so much because it just gives me the biggest rush of adrenaline. i dont really know much about the technical stuff of hip hop and rap, so i might sound like a complete dumbass, but it’s such an amazing mixtape. i like his earlier stuff way better than his new stuff (please dont kill me, this is just purely my opinion). its so FAST and amazing. i love it so much!! aaaaa.

favourite track: beggin’

nothing special, i just love this song because it always gets me going in a good mood because of the beat. i love it sm!!!

youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLB394593gU

5.       Isolation – Kali Uchis

jesus HECK ive been obsessed with this album for MONTHS. i love it so much. psychedelic pop and r&b?? yes THANK YOU.

her music is so dreamy!! her voice is so soothing!!! her harmonising is the best!!! my ears are in heaven when i listen to this record. jesus JESUS JESUS. i love her aesthetic so much. her lyrics are amazing. i love her so much and i love her vintage-esque style. who let someone become so talented?? have i already mentioned that i love her so much??

also?? when she puts a little soanish here and there in her songs, its so beautiful. spanish is such a wonderful language to hear, even when you don’t understand it. it’s really something else, and it’s amazing that shes interpreting both languages in her songs, because so many bilingual or trilingual artists dont do that. it just dhows her talent in both languages!! she’s amazing, and so is this record.

favourtie track: tomorrow

i fell in love with this song the second i heard it. it has been my favourite ever since. the harmonies really just caught me off guard because its so intense. the lyrics?? beautiful. it’s like a teenage dream style song. its so youthenising.  the chord sequence too?? it’s difficult to play on ukulele (im so bad at playing instruments holy heck i really tried with my tiny ass fingers) but it’s so beautiful. i wont ever stop talking about this song until the day i DIE.

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/4EPQtdq6vvwxuYeQTrwDVY?si=-edz17oITuOs0LoLo1pKmQ

and that concludes my top 5 favourite albums from this month!! please take your time to listen to any of these and i hope i can write another one of these next month. im really trying to find a use for my tumblr and maybe this is it?? jesus im so lame, but im trying at least.

 owo thank u

[ktrsvo]

k im back is everyone dead yet? hewwo??????

[adachi-in-strange-places]

hewwo mod yosuke here to let everyone know we aren't dead!! adachi hasn't found us yet. but yeah, im sorry we've been kinda inactive! my mental health hasn't been The Greatest but i'm improving so i'll be cleaning the inbox out shortly!!