#honestwords

[rebelnrevolt]

[ellyrue]

somewhere between silence and storm

welcome to elly rue.

not a lifestyle.not a brand.just me—unfiltered, unbothered, and a little undone in the most deliberate way.i’m elly rue.soft-spoken, sharp-minded.filipina at the core.a quiet kind of bold.

this space?it’s part journal, part confession booth, part “i said what i said.”i won’t promise perfection.i won’t promise pretty.but i’ll always show up honest.expect fragments of thought.coffee-soaked mornings.unapologetic opinions.minimalist chaos.and the kind of softness that still has teeth.

this is for the ones who feel too much and say too little.for the ones who overthink but keep showing up.for the girls who write in lowercase and live in full color.i’m not for everyone.but maybe i’m for you.

— elly rue

[syjaann]

There are only two things. Truth and lies. Truth is indivisible, hence it cannot recognize itself; anyone who wants to recognize it has to be a lie. - Franz Kafka

[persimmonsrain]

To let him go like I let him in

I loved him hardcore. With everything. With the kind of love that rearranged my routines, my priorities, my sense of time. I thought about him in the middle of conversations, in between lesson plans, in the silence of a shower. He was in the fabric of my day. I didn’t ration it. I didn’t hold back. I loved like my hands weren’t shaking. I gave like I didn’t know heartbreak. I softened parts of myself that took years to harden. I let him in.

And now, I want to let him go the same way I let him in fully. Not gently. Not quietly. I want to let go like tearing roots from soil. I want to scream into a pillow and then sip tea right after. I want to cry on the floor if I have to. I want to delete the pictures, write the poems, feel the ache until it leaves my body. Because if I loved without holding back, then I deserve to grieve without pretending.

Letting go isn’t graceful right now. It’s ugly. It’s unfiltered. It comes in waves. One moment I feel like I’m free, the next I’m checking my phone like a prayer. But I’m learning to accept that love and loss aren’t opposites. That I can still miss someone and choose to move on. That I can still cry and still mean it when I say, “I deserve more.”

This time, I won’t pretend to be fine too soon. I won’t romanticize the pain, but I won’t deny it either. I’ll feel it all. Fully. Because that’s the only way I know how to love.

I didn’t lose him. I released him. And in doing so, I found the parts of me I used to give away too easily.

[thediaryofalmosteverything]

Introducing Diary of Almost Everything

Some things start with a masterplan.This didn’t.It started with a coffee I didn’t finish, a thought I couldn’t let go, and a sudden urge to write something that wasn’t a WhatsApp-bericht, a to-do list, or an email that ended with “kind regards.”I didn’t want to write a blog.I wanted a space.A place that felt like my favourite café:warm lighting, no pressure to speak, and a seat by the window…

[stochastique-blog]

Usefull Stuff

My new blog post is published. Hit the link in Bio. 👩‍🍳🍎

Eating Disorders-Trigger warning before reading on ❤️

“If you are not recovering, you are dying”🌸

Honestly why does anyone have to say anything at all? — I have been at the supermarket- straight from taking a body pump class. Feeling confident and happy and pleased with the way my body feels, a rarity, only to have that warmth ripped from under me by a simple unneeded conversation about something that shouldn’t matter to you. My weight and how I look🤷‍♀️ I could recount countless ways that “innocent” comments have sent me spiralling dizzily back to the precipice. How those comments don’t just affect my weight but my fuckin mind. They come equally from both men and women. Family and friends. It is not a gender specific issue. People just love to comment on how you look without understanding, that what we wear, or look like has no correlation to how you feel. Not for the Anorexic. I’m not sure about all you “normal’ folk? You will have to enlighten me💫 — Keep reading this blog by hitting the link..I hope this gives just one person the hope that they need today 🌸❤️🍎 — #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveryispossible #anorexianervosarecovery #recoveryblog #kichenlassie #acceptyourself #askforhelp #talkaboutit #honestwords #writingforrecovery

https://www.instagram.com/p/B4tAxnYgza8/?igshid=14rt7e5d13bow

[stephschoices]

why was the anders snippet so good? i didnt even consider romancing him but that was so hot! is this really the only spice we get on tumblr? tell me this is a lie! tell us all this is an early april's fool. i am down on my knees. I don't even want to think about what my favorite ros would do to my body. sai's writing surprised me in a good way and now i am calm about the quality of the writing. #honestwords because that was a long text and there's worlds between short paragraphs and 3k words, like what?! (°o°)

i feel you anon i cant wait to read more of sais writing <3 can't even imagine how good the other ros will be if se ever decodes to write more :')

HELLO?? also it was a whole scene? i sweated ngl. everywhere... @ sai WE NEED MORE!

🤝🏻

[honestwords]

[surfgirlbobi]

#honestwords

[novemberivy]

Today I woke up excited about the future. I haven’t had this feeling in years. Yesterday I got to talk to my friend @h_cato about my studies in being a #deathdoula & while we were talking about our joys & sorrows, I realized how everything in my life has lead me to this very moment. She told me, “Ruby, you’re bridging a gap.” I don’t think Holly knows how much that means to me, but it made me cry happy tears! That’s a first in awhile lol. *My friends, we’re in some batshit crazy times that are kinda of depressing af...but dreams are still coming true?! Yes, my new career path might not be the most exciting for some people, but it brings ME joy to know that someone in their darkest hour is not alone & that they are being loved. I am determined in this next decade of my life (cuz I’m turning 30 next month, which is actually wild) to get what I’ve always dreamed of having & to make them into realities. We deserve the things we dream of. It’s just freakin time! The first one I’m getting is my dream job: being an End of Life Doula. • #honestwords #endoflifedoula #inelda • Corvallis, OR • Spring 2020 (at Corvallis, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_7kyhdgxHS/?igshid=z83wxdv5s6q8

[ciarameghan]

#thatpart #stephanspeaks #needthisbookasap #words #honestwords https://www.instagram.com/p/CKZ5i6ul2_R/?igshid=21d5o79joon7

[wordsinsouls]

Words are air exhaled with sounds, they can be spontaneous or predicted but one thing makes them worth it, they always have a messages with a feeling, even if it’s a lie, it has a feeling. Words are so powerful, value what you say, how you say it, who you say it to and why are you saying it. Who would’ve thought, you can just turn into a poet. ✨ ✨ ✨ #latinpoets #igquotes #igpoems #igwriters #poetrytoday #honestwords #girlswhowrite #reallifequotes https://www.instagram.com/p/CHGDf0_Fkhr/?igshid=vvp3kdejh9ne

[amir13lama]

Sometimes you need to stop saying "sorry" and start saying"Yes, i did it, so what?" #honestwords #lessonlearned #attitude #amir13lama (at Shahid Gangalal National Heart Centre) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEd227RD_OZ/?igshid=191njm09qw42n

[kitchenlassie]

You’ve got to put in the hard yards.. and remember you never really know who is watching you pave your way. Approach each day with integrity.. and a desire to achieve more. You may not become a celebrity for your effort. Who cares!!!! We need to strive for personal achievements and happiness within.. if other things fall into place, it’s because of this belief... I’m going with this right now! — It’s not easy.. I still feel like I should be somewhere I’m not.... if I look at it differently... maybe I’m right where I need to be. Until I know...I’m going to keep being a “A mad hustler, with the DOPEST of souls.. “, I’m just going to keep doing what I love.. until I don’t love it anymore or I find myself somewhere new. I’m going to keep saying YES to new experiences and try to trust the journey a little more❤️🍎 — •Are you content? Share why and how you you got there..🌸 Or •Are you always searching for the next big break? — #hardyards #youreffort #contentedlife #contended #integritymatters #chefblogger #mentalhealthblogger #areyouhappy #dowhatyoulovedaily #dowhatyoulovewhatyoudo #seekjoy #happinesswithin #kitchenlassie #honestwords #thinkhard #hospitalityhustler #dopesoul #satisfiedlife #lifebalance #femalechef https://www.instagram.com/p/B3p9LbtgAPh/?igshid=8vhynnlcy26h

[stephschoices]

sai's writing surprised me in a good way and now i am calm about the quality of the writing. #honestwords because that was a long text and there's worlds between short paragraphs and 3k words, like what?! (°o°)

yes, because the pressure and expectatins are high, especially when thers no demo but thank god

If anyone knows me they know I literally don’t care if there’s a demo out or not when it comes to tumblr if writers lol

I knew sais writing was going to be good based on how she answered scenario/reaction asks so that’s all I needed ~

[paigestickingtogether]

#tfw you feel like garbage so you eat your feelings and journal/read all day instead of actually addressing the feelings the right way because I'm #human ~ tomorrow is a new day ✨ #howdoesthatmakeyoufeel #support #love #honestwords #sarcastic #too #ineedabreak #imaware #somuchtodo #lupusawareness #writeitout #smile #whatever #letsaddressthecoffee #veganaf #lavenderlatte #coffeeandbooks