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fic writers stop making luke lowkey pathetic!!! he is no damsel!!!! plus lots of yall forget he was a soldier and a shithead kid. bro def has a very large set of bizarre skills that he just whips out every now and then. droid malfunctioning? no prob he can take a look. buying a ship second hand? no worries he knows the make and model and common problems. hunting? flying? first aid? hell yeah man those too. bro can probably sew and whittle and butcher and garden and also beat the shit outta you! hes got such a diverse background and would carry those things with him stop actin like he dont know shit for shit
#hes neurodivergent too likeeee ik them hyperfixations go crazy#and im not sayin he does all these things perfectly im just sayin he Can do them#read a fic once that actually did this RIGHT#“listen there's a hell of a universe next door” by storm_petrel#pacing lowkey jank but the first chapter is really good#sigh#i just have a distinct vision in my head of him skinning and animal and setting up the hide to tan on tatooine#star wars#luke skywalker#lukesguyliker#original trilogy#dinluke#skysolo#skydalorian#wedgeluke#din djarin#biggsluke#girl i mightve posted smth like this before idk this has been my drafts for forever
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I posted this at like 4am in my time zone and I don’t remember this

I’m sooooooo fucking normal about him
quick 3am doodle, feeling frisky and dancing around the idea of opening a side blog for art. idk idk how we feelin about this but it’s not bad considering it’s my very first time drawing him :]
Also this man definitely uses Anastasia dip pomade with how thick his fuckass eyebrow is

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MASH timeloop theory is real because every time I finish it I immediately start it over again
#again! again!#i finished it for the first time today and i just feel sooo#it's crazy cause i've been watching it on-and-off for like four/five years#like i'm kinda in shock that i actually finished it#even after so long#AND i'm used to hyperfixating on things that have like eighteen episodes max (average british series rip)#so with mash it felt like i had an unlimited supply of content#and now i don't know what to do with myself#to the pilot!#and also i'm in the process of plotting out a fic but no promises there 😶🌫️😶🌫️#mash#mash timeloop#yapping#text post
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LONG POST!!!⁉️
happy birthday to me and by proxy happy 4 years since i've (more or less) started digital art!! i've never talked too much about my art journey on here but i thought it'd be fun to share a few of my pieces over the years to showcase my growth
2021
i literally did not DARE draw without reference. I hated drawing characters with their eyes open because i never knew how to draw them exactly, and i hated drawing hands more than anything cause i just couldn't get them to look right. My colours weren't horrible, but they definitely weren't always great.
2022
aaaa!!! colourful!!!!! i started doing more anime fanart! i was kinda afraid to do it beforehand since i was worried i couldn't get the characters looking right since i didnt really have an anime artstyle and was mucchhhh more comfortable with more realistic proportions, which is why for the pieces here i also mostly used reference and then just plopped the characters' designs on top. my faces & hands were definitely improving, but not quite there. Also ocs!! i love my ocs!!
2023
welcome to the year of sskk and also the year i finally started posting comics!! (we ignore my webtoon that i definitely didnt have in 2022) im trying not to post too much art i already have up on my tumblr here but you can look up the sskk tag on my tumblr you can see how insane i was!! in fact, because of how much i drew them that year, i think i very rapidly improved at my anatomy and expressions AND hands compared to 2022. crazy what a hyperfixation does to you
2024
getting daaaangerously close to tumblr's image limit and also 2024 was probably my most active year on tumblr to date, so it's all here anyways, but here's some of my favourites for my overall improvement. i'm not sure i drew a single background all year.
2025
anyways!! we're all caught up now! These two have been my favourite drawings from 2025 so far (one of which im techincally not supposed to show yet, oepsie) and i hope i can make hundreds more that i'm proud of! i've never really set up my art and looked at it side by side, so seeing how far i've come in the last four years is actually kind of heartwarming. thank you so much to everyone who's followed me and supported me & my journey! im getting sappy now so i'll stop jaja
#crazy to think i first got my art tablet 4 years ago its been so fucking long bro ive been at this for forever#was drawing on an ipad before that now THAT art is cooked#i did do digital art before but like i used to be a gacha life girlie like it was not actual people drawing#it just mostly got me used to colouring and nothing else#i learned pretty much all my anatomy in the past 4 years so i do consider myself only really having started once i started drawing on pc#happy 4 year old birthday to my wacom intuos S LMAO#that thing has been with me for forever that thing will continue to be with me for forever i am in fact never getting a new one#art#digital art#art journey#art improvement#art milestone#digital artist#original art#original characters#ocs#my ocs#my art#fanart#angel beats#saiki k#sk8 the infinity#bungou stray dogs#charlotte#chainsaw man#genshin impact#link click#<< feels weird to fandom tag a personal post but. like its fanart what else am i gonna do#anyways shoutout to pinterest for paving literally all of my art in 2021 half my art in 2022#shoutout to my autism that bsd hyperfixation absolutely carried my 2023
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hanako-san, hanako-san, you stupid tsundere-coded knife-wielding dramatic asf magical girl nene simp brooding sulkily in a corner as sakura petals fall in slow motion framing your face, please stop making me bawl my eyes out at 3am in the morning
#cinna’s rambles#cinna’s rants#jshk#tbhk#yugi amane#hanako-kun#this is all spoken in a very cuteness aggression-y way#but also in a very 'how tf do you and your (long description) manage to make me cry' way#ahhhhhhh the life of a jshk-hyperfixated idiot#genuinely all of these things have been used to refer to hanako in my head. it’s crazy#... crazy how long it took to organize them in a way that my perfectionist brain won’t begin blaring like mad at the grammar#ugh#hanako ily#now go kiss nene already#you simp#reappear pls#we need more of ur content#and maybe tell us which of you is the cat???? mhm???
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I think for most people it went:
Percy Jackson -> Greek Mythology -> Epic: The Musical
But somehow for me it was:
Epic: The Musical -> Percy Jackson -> Greek Mythology
#I've read the first book years ago but didn't have the motivation to continue#and now I have a new hyperfixation#and I mean a HYPERFIXATION#I can't stop thinking about pjo it's a problem#do you ever want to do something but you're too excited to do the said thing that by the time you actually get to do it#it is physically painful and you can't stop stimming and your heart beat goes crazy and you SHAKE WITH EXCITEMENT#that's me with reading pjo#I also recently listened ONLY epic the musical for 8 hours straight everyday for four days straight so#do you guys know that one 3.5 hour video about the whole greek mythology on youtube#that has been really useful#anyway real tags now#epic the troy saga#epic the cyclops saga#epic the ocean saga#epic the musical#epic the circe saga#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#peter johnson#rick riordan#pjo
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losing a hyperfixation is the worst feeling esp when you start feeling like you’re losing interest but then it gets to a point and you just go headfirst into the new one and never look back……
thats so real ......
#snap chats#idk if id call it a hyperfixation i dont think that terms applicable for me#but i do exp the thing where ill be crazy obsessed with something for like. three years minimum#and then i just gradually lose interest in it. ill hold onto it for as long as i can#but as soon as i see something shiny ill leap after it and never look back#unless prompted ofc jvelkjkALKJ
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I’m watching Voltron: Legendary Defender for the first time and here is what I have had to say per each season (this is 1-2) (3-4) (5-6) (7) (8)
Pre-Watch Knowledge
->big transformers type robot
->pretty alien girl that looks like princess yue from A:tLA
->they are the epitome of color-coded characters
->space??
->there was crazy people in the fanbase that sent cupcakes laced with something to the creators
->queer baiting (this one in particular got me)
->klance.
->^honestly I only knew that because people were comparing it to zukka and I wanted to check it out
->my friend really likes it
Post S1 thoughts-
->that cliffhanger was crazy imagine they weren’t renewed for a s2
-> i went on tumblr after and youre telling me they made that show IN TWO YEARS?? EIGHT SEASONS. IN TWO MF YEARS?? that is insane. props to the writers bro they fr must of known what they were doing.
->all of these characters already scream “doomed by the narrative”
->my fav characters are pidge and lance
->I definitely did NOT expect yue Allura to be British
->bonding moment.


->^like yeah okay i get it now
-> the healing pods are a very interesting concept. Like, what if you get some ailment that it doesn’t recognize?? Do you just die??
-> genuinely felt so bad for Not Yue. Allura. Allura when they had to remove her father’s memory thing. Like yeah I know the castle was corrupted or wtv but bro imagine. Your entire race is dead. your mom, who you previously knew alive is now most likely dead. You already had to go through losing your father once, and now you have to lose him again. Any sliver of hope you had of staying connected with him is gone, because the entirety of his essence is now gone. She’s stronger than me, I would have never given him up so easily. I admire that about her.
->I also made the horrible mistake of going on ao3 after
yk for gits and shiggles… and when I go to a new fandom I always search by hits to see the classics first yk
…
WHY are you guys so 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂… I genuinely shed a tear what. I was flabbergasted to say the least.
On that note the top 23 were about redguy/blueguy getting smoochy-smoochy with each other so I guess that should be a hint as to what you guys like
->the description of the show says the robot (voltron) is operated by “five teenagers” but that shiro guy has to be AT LEAST 25. He is pushing 30 you can’t convince me otherwise.
->for now it’s kinda giving atla except the war is intergalactic and lasted 10,000 years instead of 100.
->all the other characters seem to have a pretty clear background, but we haven’t yet heard about Keith’s backstory, so I want to know (I know now, this was my initial thought)
->shiros backstory/ptsd is very interesting, lots of angst possibilities i see
-> I had an inkling that pidge was…genderly different. (At first I thought she was transmasc)
Post S2
-> WHERE is my man. Where did he go.

-> Pookie please come back. Now. It’s not a suggestion.
->KEITH BACKSTORY I PREDICTED THEY WERE GONNA SHOW US YAY I LOVE BEING RIGHT
-> he’s galra! Soooo much whump opportunity
-> the whole “Allura doesn’t hate you she’s just a little upset to find out ur part of the race that killed off her entire peoples and family and okay maybe she does hate you” scene with keith and hunk is really giving that scene in atla: the southern raiders where zuko thinks katara hates him and sokka reassures him (badly) while he was just trying to get laid w suki.

->^ that’s gay
-> the aliens they met are going to be very important, aren’t they?

->^ oohhh so this is where the “langst” stuff comes from? he’s just kinda insecure i think, but it can’t possibly just be this episode that has that tag so high, unless flanderization is just really popular with you guys, but already suspect that unfortunately

->^Allura high key ate with this
->the “Blade of Marmora” people are definitely gonna be important later
-> the mall episode was soooo fun! fav s2 episode for sure!

->^gay. It’s literally giving “two bros chillin in a hot tub. five feet apart cus they’re not gay”
-> I know of 2 ships now. klance and allurance. I only see the former though, the latter seems more like a running gag/unrequited crush thing (for now i suppose)
-> Coran is an icon. I love that whimsical man. he’s beekeeping age per say.
-> I need pidge to find her brother and father man I feel so bad for her PLEASE DOBT TELL ME THEYRE DEAD ILL LITERALLY DIE.
-> pidge is sooooo cool i love her so much she’s literally the pookiest of the pookies
-> Who tf is gonna be the black paladin now. Keith sure as hell isn’t ready for that. maybe Allura?? Cus yk she kinda already leads them a little bit
These are thoughts I had compiled over a while now. I am on S5E3 as of now (07/03/24) but I wanted to document my thoughts either way. I will post on the tag “laura’s first vld”
#laura’s first vld#vld#first voltron watch#first time watch#I try to skip spoilers as much as I can but there’s only so much you can do when ur constantly yapping about ur hyperfixation to your phone#the healing pods are a very interesting thing tho#I’ll never let go of that. what if idfk ur appendix burst or something? do alteans have appendixes?? this actually raises more questions#alien anatomy is really interesting#even now i still don’t understand what ‘quinntessence’ is#“oh it’s like a life fuel/the essence of life” yeah no still confused. is it carbon?? cus that’s what makes organic life?? crazy#there’s a lot of hypotheticals regarding this shows scientific element#Voltron#voltron legendary defender
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Saw a post of someone saying pink is married to every color and it was a bunch of images of the color pink and how nicely it looks and compliments all the other colors and maybe that's why I have so many F/Os maybe I'm just the color pink
#In a different turn of other news.#I tgink I'm about to revamp my whole blog.#I know I literally just made the other one but I think im going to finally just use this blog and not have any.#additional selfsgip blogs.#Someone brought it to my attention yesterday of “Kane you can have several hyperfixations/special interests at once.”#and I dont know why that put a spin on my little world view a bit but it did. It's. It's fine if I post about othrer things on my blog.#I dont need to. do whatever this is. all my friends have several interests that I hear about why am I being such a goober over it.#I know I said that making th other blog was probably just a stepping stone to me putting everything here but I-#-didnt think it was going to happen so soon honestly. Thought I still had a while in me.#Which isnt a BAD tging. Probably good that im finally more properly coming around.#In other words: Kane's little rodeo of blogs is coming to a cease.#And I might like. Go a little crazy and redo my pinned on here and add some like silly dividers or sometging.#Touch up my carrd a bit.#Im having a bit of a moment over here and it might be playing a role in me wanting to do the equivalent of-#-suddenly rearanging my entire room and redoing it all. paint the walls or change the curtains or-#-get new bedsheets and make it the same color as the pillows and just. flip it all upside down. house flipper but for myself.#I just had a short moment of considering changing the tags I use for my F/Os and getting proper shiptags but.#Then I realized I would have to go through and retag everything so we are sticking with the system of it being their name and a-#-corresponding colored heart emoji(s).#self ship#selfship#selfshipping#self shipping
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do you ever think about how crazy life is. like at 9 years old before i even really understood the rules of football i was devastated that germany lost a world cup semifinal. and now at 27 i've spent three years of my life making friends on this silly little website that i can't imagine life without and i'm genuinely orienting my life in such a way that i could come live in germany if i wanted to
#looking at my photos w emily and katherina feeling emo 🥲#like what a crazy life.#on my birthday my mom was like#when you were born i would never have imagined that id be sitting here in germany at the euros with you as an adult#i really do sometimes feel powerful#my whole family on this trip bc of the power of my love for football#my best friend is going to an f1 race next month because of me#my roommate is going to their second w me in the fall#like yes my ability to hyperfixate on things is somewhat dangerous#but also i've managed to drag so many people into my love for things#it's a bit beautiful#anyway im rambling now#this is what you get when i spend a whole day by myself just thinking#bella things
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black eyes
#my stuff#my writing#mein fucking goat i cannot keep having dreams about my ex and yet it is happening still#this is one of the less remarkable ones even. i’ve had two in the past month where i try desperately to give them a flatscreen tv#and one of those big ones too. like 40 inches across. i don’t own a flatscreen tv#i’ll admit it being in singapore is hitting me like a brick to the balls and i am grievously unwell#it’s like i come back and all the work i put in to deal with my anxiety and depression gets high in the woods and dies#but that’s not the point. the point is devoid of friends (in fucking america) and a hyperfixation (haven’t found anything that’s stuck)#i am full of nothing but yearning. good ol classic yearning. and i am so moved on from my ex but i keep trying to give them this fucking tv#!!!! ?????? huh????????????? mayne got………#a girlfriend or a cat would fix me. or leaving this country take your pick#working on it#i’ve made a to do list to combat my i have lost the will to do things problem#and on it is APPLY TO JOBS (note; outside singapore (note: outside america too))#i have a plan and it’s to get as far away as possible and live#we’re getting there#in the meantime here’s a funny poem#i was so. in the dream i actually wanted to see them which is crazy. top 10 bad fan characterizations#but it was a dream with a good color palette. all cool whites and grays and a deep deep blue for the night#cold cold white snow. etc. so of course i had to write about it#which i have done. and now i am going to sleep#good bye
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"What do you imagine in the future...?"
#oc art#art#I wish there wasnt only 1 person who understood them the way I do...#tragity of hyperfixating on ocs instead of things ppl understand#the irony of these character's is crazy#I love them so much#Miozaki Aizawa#An Mei (doesnt have a last name)#oc#my writing#lemonwaterpost#silent hill#silent hill 2#hehe nobody knows I fixed it
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Pros: for the first time in four incredibly long years, I have my interests back! I can hyper fixate on things again! I can’t believe I’m having my first hyper fixation in FOUR YEARS again!
Cons: why did it have to be monster hunter, a notoriously difficult series of video games, why am I making dinner at 2:30 am.
#moontalk#juno hours#personal#don’t get me wrong I’m so happy to finally have my ability to hyperfixate back#didn’t even realize that’s one of the things I lost bc of this person until I realized#I was hyper fixating on monhun#it’s crazy bc I’m still trying to piece through all the things I lost for four fucking years#getting all these pieces of myself back has been so cool actually#Ive become closer to my coworkers to the point that they’re also my friends now#which is super cool#and it’s been wild finally letting them into my life more and letting people get to know me bc#I’ve been getting to know myself in the process#the person I lost four years ago#I missed me#altho I do need to like not let my hyperfixation overtake my entire life LMFAO#sorry to everyone who’s been patiently listening to monster hunter yapping#I owe you my soul and I love you forever
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One they're all in a good place with each other on the show, I need Armand and Lestat to neurodivergent together
#just them going crazy over their special interests#armand silent hyperfocusing on something while lestat wants to do 948359385 things at once and talking non-stop while armand doesn't notice#lestat being a failure at technology while armand being the biggest nerd and trying to explain it to him#but armand just uses heavy jargon that lestat can't follow and he has a meltdown (relatable)#and when they're discussing their hyperfixations but have polar opposite opinions about it and have the most heated arguments#and they get so serious about it they self-combust and almost burn down the house and die#i see the vision
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i did more art of commander peepers but i’m shy to post it i really don’t know why
#THERE’S NOTHING CRAZY ABOUT IT EVEN idk why i am just shy to show my new hyperfixations to my buddies#maybe later i got things to do 2day#woy#☎️
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Fuschia/Magenta?
#*deep breath kicks down uni door*#VERN!!! VERNIFRED!!! I GOT A HUGE BONE TO PICK WITH YOU!!!!! YES YOU!!!!#“we're only gonna read 1 chap of Don Quixote because it's too much to dive into.”#THIS COMING FROM THE MAN WHO MADE US READ THE ENTIRETY OF DANTES INFERNO#WHO MADE US WRITE 20 PAGE ESSAYS ON THE ODYSSEY#WHO MADE US FOLLOW HIS CANTERBURY TALES HYPERFIXATION FOR NOT 1 BUT 2 SEMESTERS#DISSECTING EVERY. FUCKING. CHARACTER. ACTION.#MAKING ME RESENT CHAUCER TO WHERE I COULDN'T WATCH A KNIGHTS TALE FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT#one of my all time favorite movies btw YOU MADE ME HATE THE THING I LOVED VERNIFRED#and you had the GALL to say the class only had 1 chap to dedicate to Don Quixote?#YOU MY FRIEND JUST DIDN'T WANT THE CLASS TO LOSE THEIR SHIT LAUGHING EVERY OTHER CHAPTER#IF YOU'RE AROUND HUMAN HAPPINESS YOU'RE LIKE A WORM DISCOVERING THE BAIT SECTION AT WALMART#ITS EASY TO READ FOR A CLASSIC HAS WIT IS BITTER SWEET AF IS TRAGIC IS FUN AND MAKES YOU WANT TO HAVE CRAZY MAN BIG DICK ENERGY#WHEN YOU HAVE A FOOT IN THE GRAVE#and the banter...THAT SHIT ROCKS#AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THIS CAUSE OF MY OWN HYPERFIX WITH LUIS AND I'M READING FOR RESEARCH#these stories FUCK#I AM SO MAD#SO SO MAD MY PEERS AND I GOT A TASTE OF SOMETHING THAT WOULD'VE KEPT US ENGAGED#AND I AM MAD THAT I RESENTED THAT CLASS SO MUCH THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO TOUCH THE CLASSICS FOR A WHILE#and that it took me until I'm 31 WRITING A DAMN FANFIC IN MY SPARE TIME TO READ THE ENTIRETY OF WHAT I FUCKING MISSED OUT ON#astarion voice: IT WAS RIGHT THERE!!!!!#vernifred...can i can i call you vern?#look...i love you. you were one of the most humble profs i had i looked forward to going to class every mon and tues for lecture and reading#i get the hyperfixations my guy i really and truly do#BUT I STILL RESENT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU FOR THIS ONE#i finally get why luis loved this shit so much too and im seeing more connections with re4 now and it feels like the cherry on top of it all#vern....just....SIGH....GIVE THE DON A CHANCE MAN#FOR THE SAKE OF THE CHILDREN WHO WILL BE IN YOUR CARE#YOU KNOW...YOU JUST...MAKE ME...GRRRHFHFHHDJDJ!!! 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼
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