#i also probably have picrews somewhere but

[kitcheninaman]

what do the ocs look like?

OKAYOKAYOKAY

Lucas: white. medium built, 5 foot 7. shitty brunette mullet that's kinda grown out but still short. round glasses that he cleans obsessively. i think he has green eyes but i could be wrong??? he wears a lot of zip up hoodies and he's sort of got that deer in headlights look.

Lin: white. kinda skinny, 5 foot 5. he has dyed silver/grey hair, middle parting, its fairly short but messy. blue eyes. he wears denim jackets and band tshirts because he's a loser. very tired 24/7 but somehow very energetic.

Noah: white. lanky, 5 foot 9. shortish blond hair that's really badly cut, it's trying to be a mullet but it's not fantastically done. grey eyes. he's REALLY pale and a little bit gaunt. wears weird obnoxious neon coloured tshirts. he appears to be constantly confused, like he doesn't know whats going on.

Odin: white. medium build, 5 foot 11. short black hair that's characteristically greasy and slicked back. he has really shit facial hair that's barely visible and looks terrible, a tiny dirstache and some stray hairs on his chin + cheeks. green eyes. he wears a leather jacket + a white tshirt or a band tshirt. he looks CONSTANTLY angry he has resting pissed face

Madison: white. medium build. 5 foot 7??? might be taller tbh. long and straight brown hair, just past her shoulderblades. she usually has it down but will tie it up for horse riding. blue eyes. she wears silly graphic shirts and fun sweaters. her brow is furrowed like 100% of the time bc she's thinking so many thoughts.

those r the main 5 !! not all my ocs are white i promise but tbf it's representative of the area they live in (cumbria). i think theyre all pretty cool :) odins design is my fave bc he's suchhh a loser.... if u wanna know some of the other characters designs just ask !!! i love ur questions they make me so happy :^)

[ruvviks]

// oc picrew. [x]

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MOISE SHARAF || REUBEN DE LA ROSA || TERESA DE LA ROSA

haven't talked a lot about reuben anymore lately but here's my little boy and his parents :^) reuben was taken in by maelstrom at a young age after an incident at his father's workplace and he loses contact with his parents for years; he's led to believe they wanted him gone and then told they're dead, while his parents also assume he's dead too :( but eventually things get resolved and after reuben leaves maelstrom for good he manages to track down his parents and reunite with them :D

[espresso-ships]

The Umbrella Academy self insert OC!

F**k it

*introduces you all to my TUA s/i*

Watching Season 4 was depressing AF (and not canon if you ask me <3) so here's my OC based on Season 1/2! :3

Still WIP, but I was inspired by my lovely moots and fellow selfshippers who also have made TUA OC's and selfships! :D

(This s/i is very "unrealistic" and self-indulgent, so be aware LOL 😭)

Astrid ?????

No surname - just adressed as Astrid

Pronouns: All and any, but prefers she/her

Age: Somewhere in her late 20's

Background: She's somehow related to the Swedes Triplets, and born in Sweden!

She used to work for the commission and was a "hitman".

Travels a lot in time, so she might be young but has seen a lot lol

Long story short - she sucked at her work LMAO - so she betrayed the trust from The Handler.

During one of her missions in the 60's timeline, she was injured and left by the Commission - as a punishment for betraying the trust of the Commission and messing up work.

After being stuck for about a year, left without briefcase and a chance to return to her own timeline, she eventually gave up and accepted defeat.

Somehow, she ends up meeting Klaus and they become friends.

...Probably ended up joining Destiny's Children at some point 😭

She keeps her real identity secret for quite a while, but eventually suspects Klaus isn't from this timeline either. Once getting to know him better, she tells him about her past.

Personality: Extrovert, witty, optimistic (before getting stuck in time atleast), honest, sarcastic.

She's usually friendly, but develops trust issues, and has a difficult time trusting people.

Apperance: As seen in the pictures down below! She also has a scar on her left cheek, from a previous mission. Her hair is more of an "ash blonde" tone! She has freckles and dark circles under her eyes-

Picrews used: One, two

Also adding Klaus as a queerplatonic f/o! <3

[dolphingirl1234]

welcome to the first headcanons post in what will hopefully become a series unless my brain randomly decides to hyperfocus on something else

starting off with our favourite traumatised polar bear...

IT'S CAPTAIN BARNACLES LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!!! 📣✨‼️

please enjoy my shitty picrew human version of him

gonna be honest I hate this one he looks like my dad when he was like 12

imagine him looking like this but way older

anyway headcanons:

30-mid/late 30's

idk if there's a name for this one but is sexually attracted to females but romantically attracted to males

has never dated because of this and has no desire to

he/him

he was the last of the crew to actually recognise his sexuality

everyone came out to him and he was like inwardly homophobic because of the way he had been brought up, but made a notebook full of everyone's pronouns and stuff so he could remember, and never did/said anything homophobic to anyone else - kinda like Imogen in heartstopper yk

dark brown hair that's kinda going grey on the sides

grey eyes

always has eye bags because our boy does not sleep

he's not that strict on uniform - there are random clothes that tweak plonked the octonauts logo onto and that's what is considered uniform; everyone is allowed to wear whatever they want as long as its appropriate and has the logo on it somewhere.

basically always wears the same thing because the entire world will fall apart without his routine

played candy crush once in an ad and loved it

he secretly plays it on the web bc he can't admit to himself that he likes it enough to actually download it

everyone has called him dad at least once

gets fathers day cards from everyone every year

^^ has cried from this on multiple occasions

doesn't get sick often but when he does he is SICK. the second he wakes up his face is grey and pale and he physically cannot speak without coughing

peso makes him go to bed and when he eventually agrees he sleeps for like 2 days straight and is then immediately better

he tells kwazii off for being reckless but he's done some pretty dumb shit himself

will sacrifice himself for anyone and anything (has been told off about this many times and still continues to do it)

he and inkling are the only people in the crew who like dark chocolate

absolutely despises anything sour

his pain tolerance is very high

likes mint and will casually go to the garden pod and eat it raw

has claustrophobia (canon)

also has emetophobia (look it up) because I like projecting

once you've looked up emetophobia come back and read the next one:

when he was a cub and was learning to catch and eat fish he threw up after eating one particular fish and every time he sees it in the sea he will literally hold his breath and run away

he's actually very good at modern lingo and memes but does not understand for the life of him what a skibidi toilet is

sees peso as his son and will literally protect him with his life

other crew members have various mental health struggles and barnacles is genuinely so proud of them when they do anything that's hard for them even if its just surviving the day its so cute

he hasn't experienced the things the others go through but he has so much empathy and pride for them its insane

gives the best bear hugs and when he gets sad all he wants is cuddles but he's too scared to ask anyone

natquik and kwazii are the only people who have seen him have a full breakdown

if you've had a bad day he's your guy he will pick you up and cradle you like a baby no problem

on his birthday he literally gives zero fucks about presents but is insistent on getting/making really goof presents for everyone else

he has the deepest voice ever. and he's not terrible at singing either but he never sings. ever.

the accordion secretly pisses him off as well and he just keeps playing it because it's an ongoing joke and he doesn't want to ruin it

his paws are MASSIVE.

that's all for now I hope you enjoyed your exclusive look at Zoe's Headcanons TM I probably forgot some so you might get some more later 👀

[papier-ciseaux]

What's in my Magician Maker picrew?

I will try to answer this to the best of my abilities!

Skin colours

There are 16 different skin colours! Regular human colours and some more alien-like! Yellow and Green are dark because they're meant for specific fandom characters. Grey is here for all the homestuck trolls

2. Ears

Normal ears, elf ears, mermaid fins! And earrings that fit each!

3. Vitiligo, freckles, scars, etc

Vitiligo comes in 6 different faces pattern, with the possibility of extending it to the whole body. There are three density of freckles in 6 colours to accomodate the different skin colours. There are also cheek scales, beauty marks, simple birthmarks, acne, and two attempts at portraying rashes/eczema in my style.

All of those are in one category so can't be combined

Wrinkles and scars are in different categories tho! Scars include: various facial gashes, tiny cuts, cleft lip, lichtenberg figures, burn scars, punch cheeks/black eye, frankenstein-like sutures, fantasy cracky of the skin! Each of the option actually hide a second scar in the colors

4. Facial features

Noses and mouths are pretty classic and their preview showcases what you'll get rather accurately. Eyebrows change in thickness/shape/colour when going through the colour option.

Colour options on the eye shape will change the mascara, or make it wink. The 3+ eyes offer a different set instead of winking. The sclera can be changed to different colours. The iris section helps show the various eye shapes.

5. Eyewears

Once again, some digging through colour options is necessary to find all of the eyewears (24 total with colour variations + 8 eyepatches)

6. Hijab

There are 7 different head covering with 6 unique colours for each! Some have very cool patterns if I may say so

7. Hair

There are different facial hair available in various colours, including some funny moustaches

Hair is very customisable, with straight, wavy, curly and kinky hair, all available in 18 colours, including a rainbow and a bicolour (blonde/black) options. Some hair can also have a gradient dye of black, red or blue. Examples:

8. Prosthetics

In the body section, it's possible to not have any arms, but there's also the robot arm option in the sleeve section. There's also a hook hand somewhere in the items. This is probably the most lacking section of the picrew ^^; If you have suggestions on things to add, send an ask.

9. Hand gestures

All of those come with gloves (short, long and fingerless) options, black nailpolish, and rings if possible to show. Also LOVE HATE knuckles tattoos. The 6th and 9th gestures are made to hold something: the main goal is to hold a wand because this is called "magician maker" but you can hold flags, flowers, or even a bird

10. Wands

A magician needs a wand! This is where the "gloomverse" aspect of this picrew comes in: I'm sure not everyone would call those things "wands", but in the lore of the comic, they can be! Canonical gloomverse wands examples:

But you can do so much more, if you explore a little ;)

11. Hats!

As important as wands, the hat of a magician! They can look like anything and have a lot of decoration on them. Hats can be created by choosing the brim and top's shapes, or you can choose already made ones:

Decorations are sorted by types, so I encourage exploration! They can make for fun add-on to a character, like the ears and horns:

12. Clothings

Each clothes come in 5 different "body types" with various cup sizes. That is the best I could come up with without quadrupling my workload.

There are a lot of way to customise the clothes. There's the clothes under, over, the collar, the sleeves, pride buttons/pins, logos, etc. Mostly homestuck references. Pride flags that aren't on the pins are in the background options*. Pronoun pins include: He/Him ; She/Her ; He/They ; She/They ; They/Them ; Ze/Hir ; Ze/Zir ; Fae/Faer ; It/Its

*(flags have been sorted in sexual orientation / gender / aspec at first, but due to people requesting more flags, it's not as clear cut. There are also blue version of pride flags due to fandom stuff, they're not official at all)

There's a lot more that could be said, but that's more than enough already!

[edai-crplpnk]

Some Team 8 + Sand Sibs chara sheets

I procrastinated writing yesterday by doing little chara sheets for my polycule AU.

Kiba and Shino have been dating since they were teens. Shino and Hinata have been dating since college. Kankurou and Kiba start dating at 22/25 (I am writing this fic). Hinata and Kankurou may or may not have some queerplatonic relationship going on eventually.

I used this picrew for the sheets!

Additional facts!

Kiba:

Inuzuka Kiba isn't his legal name, he is still officially registered under his deadname and his father's family name. He might change it once his father's dead, probably not before that since he doesn't want him to know about it. The rest of the polycule handle most of his mail so he doesn't have to deal with it unless necessary.

He is Japanese through his father and Filipino through Tsume.

Hana is his half-sister (different father).

He transitioned in his late teens and has been on T + post-top surgery for some years now.

He got a hysterectomy for endometriosis.

He doesn't smoke much anymore, mostly vapes, which allows him to control CBD/THC levels and ratio better.

Kankurou:

He doesn't identify as trans, but might identify as non-binary somewhere along the way. He's fine with being seen as a man and conveniently goes by he/him, but is honestly a bit too psychotic and dissociated to really have an opinion about his gender and gendered body.

He is Jewish through his mother, but was raised by Baki (here, Rasa's half-brother) so most of his relationship with Judaism and Jewishness is self-taught reconnection.

He had only one brief relationship before Kiba and had sort of settled for the idea of not trying to look for partners (both romantically and sexually) because it was a lot of work and socialisation and it didn't feel all that too important for him, but hey, shit happens. (Kiba happens, and it's good shit.)

He gets a colectomy and stoma bag for his ulcerative colitis around 25 (again, the KankuKiba fic is about that). He probably won't try to get a reversal surgery in the future because he hates surgeries and hospitals.

Shino:

He mostly uses Makaton and text-to-speech as AAC. The former is easier for short indications and requests in daily life, and the latter for more complex conversations.

He gets on opioid replacement therapy sometime during his teens, although still injects occasionally as an adult.

He was initially assigned male at birth, and then reassigned female during his childhood, which he (very understandably) did not live well. Shibi defended his right to choose his gender presentation and refuse further intersex surgeries after that, and he's been mostly living as a boy/man since then. He half identifies as a cis man, half not because dissociation and plurality and trauma make gender complicated but he's sort of working through it. He'd still consider his relationship with Hinata straight, and his relationship with Kiba gay.

His parents broke up when he was a kid (in part over the decisions made about him) and Shibi raised him for the most part. He sometimes sees his mother as an adult, but they're relationship is not very good.

Hinata:

It's been a bit of a struggle to slowly acclimate Hiashi to her being part of a polyamorous relationship, but he does like Shino a lot, so that helped. (He doesn't have an excellent opinion of Kiba but they also mostly never see each other and they're happy with that.)

She has a fairly ok relationship with her family now, but being able to move out and live in group with way less hierarchy and a whole lot more community support has been very healing and helping with having more resources to maintain her relationship with her family too.

Kankurou does all her phone calls (as that of about everyone in the polycule, to be honest).

And the sibs!

Gaara:

He's had a lot of autism-related struggles as a child/teen, but functions much better as an adult now that he understands his needs better and has accommodated his daily life to them. He works as a landscaper but has a lot of at-home work hours.

Lee is his first relationship (I also have a fic about that) and he does think he's gay? But also never has thought about neither his orientation nor the idea of dating and who he would want to date much before that, so he's not sure. He's going with that for now.

He waxes his eyebrows because he compulsively plucks them otherwise. Dying his hair also helps with trying not to pluck them.

He was mostly raised by Yashamaru, who is Jewish and raised him Jewish, but has a bit of a complicated relationship with that because there was a lot of projection on Yashamaru's end, and difficulty to see him as his own person and not just his late sister's baby. He's not religious although he sort of still observant out of habit. (Ex: he doesn't necessarily care about eating kosher, but it's also the food he's used to make and eat, so he will still go for that most of the time.)

Temari (in pyjamas mode in this picture because I didn't have something less casual that fitted her style in the picrew):

She works as a diplomat and is very much a workaholic. The trauma is strong but the grind is stronger.

Just like Kankurou, she was raised by Baki and her connection to Jewishness and Judaism are mostly self-taught. She is a bit less observant than Kankurou.

She has chronic pain that she probably ignores a bit too much, but who can really stop her. (Kankurou should try and probably does.) Compression stockings enthusiast.

She has a motorcycle that Kankurou is very afraid to ride. (Gaara is okay.)

I'll probably do more in this AU later!

[blookmallow]

hey who wants some fuckign. fallout oc lore

nobody, probably. is that going to stop me. absolutely not. here's everything you never needed to know about my new vegas courier (my first one/my main file, also my first time playing a fallout in the first place)

ive probably posted some of this somewhere before but heres the exhaustive info dump version. also heres some random picrews/dolls of her, the first one is the best one. her hair is supposed to be vaguely purple tinted but picrews never have that exact shade

Bonnie Sterling - The Courier. Lone Ranger of the Mojave wasteland

Nicknames: "Bon" on occasion. i want her to have a really cool nickname as a ghoul later in life but i cannot figure one out.

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current plot status: Completed main storyline and every questline I could find. I went with independent vegas as my endgame but I don't think bonnie would've kicked the NCR out completely so I'm going with, she probably figured a way to negotiate a truce or something. mostly im just not thinking too hard about it since new vegas just sticks you in endgame limbo forever anyway since the game Ends when you do the final quest. Completed Dead Money and Old World Blues (but there might still be some bits left around that i didnt finish).

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Faction Info:

NCR: Idolized. Works closely with them most of the time, but doesn't agree with everything they do.

The Kings: Idolized. Only faction she has explicitly joined. Has a close, unspecified relationship with the King. Regrets getting the NCR involved with them, but couldn't find a better solution without more bloodshed.

Caesar's Legion: Vilified. Kills legionnaires on sight. Hopes to one day take out every last one of them.

Brotherhood of Steel: Neutral. Stays out of their way, stays out of their business. Has helped them out a few times, though. (I'll be honest I cannot figure out what the hell the brotherhood is doing or stands for or anything in new vegas so i just left that one alone)

Great Khans: Mostly neutral. Doesn't really like them, per se, but is able to maintain civility with them, and convinced them not to side with Caesar.

mostly if you support the legion, you're her enemy. otherwise, it pretty much boils down to "can you be reasonably negotiated with? then we're okay"

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Family: Mother, Cathy Sterling (deceased; suicide.) Father, Russell "Rusty" Sterling (deceased; combination of illnesses over time. Bonnie thinks the radiation caught up with him in the end.)

Partner/s: Ex-wife, Jolene (Unofficially divorced. Status and location unknown.) Undefined ongoing Something with the King, but immediately deflects any questions asked about it. Unlikely to ever really get serious, though the King often claims he'll get her to marry him one day. he's probably joking, but then, maybe he's not. (no basis in canon for this but ive decided it. try and stop me)

Found Family: Ed-E (best friend forever. she takes it everywhere and is extremely protective of it). Arcade (practically a brother), Raul (close friend, reminds her of her grandfather. he's the only one she has left in her future ghoul days.) Doc Marten (like an uncle to her. she visits him often and is still grateful to him for saving her life.)

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Notable Injuries: Gunshot wound to the head (Benny in the Goodsprings cemetery. scar, some neurological damage). Machete lacerations on her arm and neck (Benny in the deathmatch at Caesar's camp. Scars.) Frequent ongoing radiation poisoning and early stages of ghoulification. Lung damage due to smoking, wasteland life, and exposure to the red mist post-Sierra Madre. Suffers from PTSD from the Sierra Madre. Acquires a cybernetic heart and spine at Big MT. (I have not yet played the other DLCs so I don't know what ELSE is going to happen, )

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Favorite Items: pool balls (i obsessively steal these every time i see one. i have so many), dinosaur toys, cigarettes, whiskey, mentats, sunset sarsaparilla. Will use any weapon she can get her hands on, but likes a good old fashioned pistol best.

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Future: Never has children. Becomes a ghoul eventually, too stubborn to die and increasingly reckless with radiation over time - part mojave legend, part cryptid.

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Has some memory loss from the gunshot injury; probably has a few screws loose in general. Her hands shake sometimes and she gets frequent headaches. Often doesn't sleep for several days at a time.

chainsmoker. drinks a lot but can handle her liquor. has a bit of a mentats habit that only got worse after the brain injury. she isn't blatantly reckless, at least most of the time, but just doesn't care very much about her health. once you've survived getting shot in the head nothing really seems like that big of a risk anymore.

general attitude of Anything Goes - whatever happens will happen. whatever situations she finds herself in, she'll find herself out of, one way or another. or not, for that matter. she figures she won't be all that concerned about it if she's dead, anyway.

from oklahoma originally - you can definitely hear it in her accent

good at tinkering and figuring things out, but never had any kind of actual education or training - learned a lot from her father, though. she's taken to reading pre-war books about anything and everything when she comes across them. learned some combat training from her dealings in the NCR, and some functional medical knowledge from doc marten.

A drifter who just sort of wanders around looking for oddities, mysteries, people she can help, things to keep busy with. vaguely wants to find the men who wanted her dead - not really for revenge. just to know why. but ultimately she's just trying to live whatever kind of life she has left, and help whoever she can

has a very uncanny ability to solve problems by just asking nicely. she isn't particularly witty or charming - just really unsettlingly calm. something about her catches people off guard. she doesn't really fear anyone or anything, but knows when she's outnumbered or outmatched, and has no problem walking away. "pride's damn easy to swallow when y'keep it in a small enough pill."

isn't really on anyone's Side, but will do what she can to resolve conflict - she doesn't much care about who started it or why or who's right or who's wrong. she just thinks the world would be a little nicer if everyone stopped shooting at each other so much. she doesn't really hold grudges well, and nobody's too crazy for her to stop and listen to.

she does, however, occasionally find reasons to care. after she saw what the legion did to nipton, she's firmly against them, but also isn't interested in running after them with guns blazing. if she had an opportunity to help bring them down, though, she would. [HOWEVER: After the Sierra Madre, something broke in her. after surviving that, and having seen the NCR do nothing enough times, her long-suffering patience finally ran out. she took matters into her own hands, and with a stealth boy and a damn good gun, she broke into the legion camp and assassinated caesar herself, alone. one day she intends to go back to take out the rest of them.] ((yes i did do this. i don't know how i got out of there alive. i was really surprised by how little actually changed by doing this but i do still want to go back and try to kill the rest of them. fuck you legion))

can be very detached and cold hearted if pushed far enough. if she needs to kill you, she will.

can't stand the silence of the wilderness, so she listens to the radio near constantly. developing a complicated love-hate relationship with mr. new vegas, her oftentime only companion out in the desert. often listens to the black mountain station as well, following the drama and raving like her own personal soap opera (post tabitha plotline she misses it a lot. doesn't feel good about killing her)

hates underground/enclosed spaces and becomes mildly panicked if she feels trapped. hates vaults but knows there's often useful/interesting things in them, so she ends up exploring them anyway

has a habit of picking up odds and ends she finds around the wasteland and has filled her Novac apartment and half the lucky 38 with junk she swears could be useful one day, somehow. started collecting pool balls and has now practically developed a compulsion around them. seems to end up with another dinosaur every time she stops by the novac gift shop

frequently just jumps off railings/small cliffs because stairs take too long. this absolutely drives arcade up the wall and he hates trying to keep up with her. self preservation instinct sometimes just Doesn't

played guitar years ago. doesn't think she'd remember anymore, but some part of her hopes to find one someday to see if it's still in her somewhere. [post-sierra madre: she did find one, and against all odds managed to get it home. she didn't touch it for months, recovering from the trauma, but has started toying with it a little. she's not as good as she once was, but it's starting to come back.]

fiercely protective of ed-e, and never goes anywhere without it. (in my mind ed-e comes too even if she has other companions, game limitations be damned) doesn't really trust most people to travel with her for long. spends the most time with arcade and raul otherwise. (has traveled with veronica and cass briefly, but doesn't know either of them all that well, and doesn't really trust the brotherhood enough to let veronica very close. i havent really spent enough time with lily to decide what their dynamic is. i love her though)

brought a sarsaparilla star badge for primm slim. he loves it

also gives stars to all her companions and insists they wear them. refuses any explanation as to why. may in fact just be messing with them. she taped one on to ed-e as well.

as much as she loves arcade, kicked him out of the lucky 38 for stealing her rare nuka colas (this is canon. he did this to me.) raul is the only one who lives there. she doesn't really like sharing a living space, but the lucky 38 has plenty of room, and she trusts raul more than anyone else (and over time he becomes her oldest friend, given her eventual ghoul lifespan)

often sits and talks with no-bark. doesn't understand most of what he says, but she likes to listen anyway

stops to visit rotface every time she's in town. i wish i could be his friend i love him

sometimes goes to visit victor (or what's left of him) in goodsprings, even though for all she can tell, he's dead. treats his deactivated shell like a grave. doesn't understand what happened to him and can't figure out how to fix him.

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was badly traumatized at Caesar's camp. seeing how many of them there were, talking to the slave women and seeing the pain and emptiness in their faces, hearing the cold laughter of the legionnaires and feeling their eyes on her did something to her. she felt scared for the first time in years. she was given her revenge, and it felt awful. after everything benny did to her, she felt nothing but disgusted with herself when he lay dead at her feet.

(note: I had intended to spare him here, but then discovered there was practically no way to get him out alive, and nothing actually happens from what ive read if you somehow do get him to survive. so like...... he's Supposed to die here. i decided the next most in character decision i could make was to at least make it a fair fight. i think that turned out to be more narratively interesting anyway) (i cant explain my feelings for benny. i don't know why i didn't want revenge. i don't know why i felt so empty after he was dead)

has deep scars across her neck and her arm from the machete duel. She still uses Benny's lighter, and refuses to talk about it.

she also suffered severe trauma in the Sierra Madre incident. she was fully delirious when she came back to the mojave, and managed to stumble her way to camp forlorn hope before she collapsed and remained unconscious for several days. the NCR medics weren't super she would make it. she finally awoke in a blind incomprehensible panic. after some time, she calmed down to a numb, raw emptiness, and still refused any explanation for where she had been or what had happened to her - just insisting to the point of desperation that she had to get home. She never talks about the Sierra Madre. Not to anyone. She has lasting lung damage from the effects of the Cloud to this day.

Wanders the wastes looking for Dog from time to time, but never saw him again. She has PTSD around beeping noises, and cannot stand feeling anything against her neck. Has fully torn collars off of her shirts just to relieve this anxiety before.

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backstory

Only child. her mother cathy was a strange, melancholy woman who never smiled and was always ill, likely radiation sickness. she was mentally ill, as well, and spent most of her time staring off into space with blank, empty eyes. bonnie's father claimed she wasn't always like that, but never said a word about what had happened to her. Cathy committed suicide via taking as many chems at once as she could when Bonnie was 12 years old.

Her father Rusty was a rough, stubborn man, and was often hard on her, but loved her, and taught her how to survive. he smoked and drank a lot, and didn't care to watch his radiation levels, believing he was strong enough to withstand it (and didn't take much stock in threats he couldn't see). He was injured when bonnie was around 19, and his health declined rapidly, but he refused to see a doctor. He died, maybe from radiation, maybe from infection, maybe from a lot of things. Bonnie misses him, but felt it was inevitable that something would take him eventually

Bonnie once had a wife - Jolene. things ended very poorly. Jolene betrayed her and sold her out to a group of gangsters (for what reason/exact context i dont really know) - bonnie almost killed her in anger and grief, but shot the wall above her head instead and left her there. She never saw her again. doesn't know if jolene is alive or dead, and isn't sure which news would be worse.

✨ bonnie

[iaus]

hey !! i just read one of your fics and wanted to say you’re a fantastic writer !! since i only read the one i wanted to ask more about your fhsona freyja? if you wanted to talk about her at all, if not then just know you’re really good at description lol

oh my god you're so sweet!! 💕 i will happily overshare about them. ngl i was absolutely inspired by mr oyama making the craziest barbarian build and i'm like.... obsessed with barbarians at the moment so i was like. what is a batshit multiclass i could do that would be really funny. (landed on bard/barbarian)

i cannot draw worth a damn so i used a picrew but i did fill out a whole fhsona sheet for them.

also attached the tweets that were attached this image because i think. it really sells the jace madness i was starting to fall into

all the text is so small on the sona sheet because i was editing it on my laptop after eli (my DM friend) was like you should make a fhsona!!

when i made them i basically had this. mental image of a regina george-esque character combined with that text post (which i know is on my blog SOMEWHERE) but is just "imagine a passive-aggressive barbarian" and thus. freyja came into existence.

but to just kinda round up the tiny text that is SO hard to read:

Class: Senior (Whispers Bard / Wild Magic Barbarian)

Age: 19 / Pronouns: They/Him / Race: Firbolg

Family: Single mom + Grand parents / Middle child of 5 + helps take care of cousins on the weekends

Heroic Deed: Saved some middle schoolers from a demon someone summoned during summer break.

Personal Facts:

-> Started out in bard classes; transferred to barbarian at the end of sophomore year. (note: in my own head i feel like they started having issues with rage, combined with the wild surges everyone was like..... no you gotta transfer out of bard classes for your safety and your classmates safety.) -> Held back junior year for punching a teacher. (Note: while yes this would 100% get a student expelled, i feel like aguefort would be like. this is a fine example of what a passionate adventurer SHOULD be we can just repeat the year and call it good right :D also i still think it would be funny. it's still jace in my head. maybe porter. but i think porter would keep that under wraps because he'd be like. ah yes. a proper barbarian.) -> Tavern brawler feat -> Pastel emo mean girl -> Uses bard spells for evil (gossip) -> Works part time as a barista when not babysitting their cousins. Tells you how you want your coffee.

in my mind's eye freyja's a junior (for the second time) when tbk are freshmen and has HUGE beef with both porter and jace and is probably known for just straight up walking out of class after picking arguments with porter.

i think, despite the fact that they are extremely aggro towards specific teachers, they graduate without issue in tbk's sophomore year and during spring break probably would vandalize porter's office. for funsies for their senior prank.

also ngl i like. really want to make a teacher fhsona because i think i would get REALLY into that

[jazzystudios82]

Diabolik Lovers Genderbent Edition - The Extras Pt. 1 🥀

Sera 🛐 (Seiji Komori)

Bio: Sera Komori is the adoptive mother of Yu. In her youth, she was hired by Reina to kill her father Benjamin. Later on, she was told by the church to raise the recently orphaned baby Yu, who was handed in by a "mysterious stranger". Name: Sera Komori Age: 30s to 40s Voice Claim: Info Coming Soon! Occupation: Nun; Vampire Hunter Likes: Yu, gardening Dislikes: Vampires

Gisele ♙ (Giesbach Tsukinami)

Bio: Gisele was the previous First Blood Queen, wife of Klaus, and the mother of Carmilla and Shoko. Name: Gisele Tsukinami Age: Unknown Voice Claim: Info Coming Soon! Occupation: First Blood Queen (Former) Likes: Power, handsome men, her daughter Shoko Dislikes: Katharina and the possibility of her beating her, her daughter Carmilla, vampires

Klaus 👑 (Krone)

Bio: Klaus is the previous First Blood King, husband of Gisele, and the father of Carmilla and Shoko. Name: Klaus Tsukinmai Age: Unknown Voice Claim: Info Coming Soon! Occupation: First Blood King (Former) Likes: His daughter Carmilla, the prosperity of the Ancestor race Dislikes: Gisele putting the Ancestor race in danger, Endzeit, Gisele tormenting Carmilla

Meyer 💎 (Menae)

Bio: Meyer is the brother of Klaus, brother-in-law of Gisele, the uncle of Carmilla and Shoko, the father of Cornelius, and the grandfather of the triplets. Name: Meyer Age: Unknown Voice Claim: Info Coming Soon! Occupation: Lover of Vibora Queen Bella (Former) Likes: His brother Klaus, his nieces Carmilla and Shoko, the success of the Ancestor race, Bella Dislikes: Endzeit, Gisele's pride, Gisele mistreating Carmilla

Bella 🐍 (Burai)

Bio: Bella is the leader of the Vibora Clan, the mother of Cornelius, and the grandmother of the triplets. Not much information is known about her, other than that she allied herself with the Vampire Queen Katharina Sakamaki against the First Blood Queen Gisele Tsukinami when she waged war against the vampire race. Name: Bella Age: 200 + (?) Voice Claim: Info Coming Soon! Occupation: Queen of the Vibora Clan Likes: Power, Katharina Sakamaki Dislikes: Gisele Tsukinami

As you can see, since these characters haven't really gotten official character designs or concept art over the years DL has been around, I had to get a bit creative for how I'd think their gender-bent counterparts would look with the little clues we'd get here and there.

For example, I read somewhere that apparently Karlheinz stated that Carla looked a lot like his mother Krone when she was alive, meaning that Carla got his looks from his mother while Shin had to have gotten his looks from their father, right? This is why I made the picrews the way I did. The only issue I had was whether or not to give both of them golden eyes, since I'm pretty sure that having golden eyes isn't a trait that all First Bloods have.

As for Menae and Burai, Cordelia's mother and father, I used Cordelia and the triplets as a reference. I assume that since Cordelia inherited her mother's First Blood genes, then that probably meant that Menae looked a lot like her daughter before she passed, making it possible that she had purple hair and fair skin. The eyes were a bit trickier for me to decide on since they could have been either green, purple, or even gold since Menae is Krone's sister, who also possibly had gold eyes. But I decided to just make it a situation where the child inherited a trait from each of their parents.

For Seiji, I used a panel of him from a DL manga to figure out how "Sera" would part her hair, though obviously the hair would still be styled a little differently. I also had to go with my memory from the anime where Seiji was in a picture with baby Yui, and I'm pretty sure in the anime, there's a very small part where some of Seiji's hair is shown to be a sandy blonde color. For the eyes, I had to assume that they were a dark color since both the anime and manga have the trope of not showing the person's eyes.

Picrews used: (Male ⚦) (Female ♀)

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[such-a-barbarian]

🚄 w e e k ly 🌊 t a g ✨w e d n e s d a y ✈️

Thank you as always to @mybrainismelted and @jrooc for the tags!

_____________________

Name: Kell

Age: mid to late 30s

Location: the great white north!

we're going on a trip!! woot woot!

📍where are we going? Seeing as this time next week I will be Mexico, let's go early!

📍whats the weather like there right now? Warm and Sunny!

📍are you an over-packer or a light-packer? oh boy - chronic over-packer! Why do I need 10 pairs of underwear for a 7 day trip when I will be in swimsuit 90% of time? I DON'T KNOW OK! 

📍are we taking a plane or a train? I don't think you can get there by train and if you could it would take far too long. Plane it is!

📍early morning departure or an overnight trip? Seeing as there is no time change between here and there I prefer early morning. If there was a significant time change then I'd prefer overnight.

📍what song are you playing in the car while we drive to catch our departure? Probably whatever is on the radio.

📍we need to grab something on the way, starbucks or dunkin? Neither. I don't drink coffee. But since we are on an early morning flight I am stopping at McDonalds for a McMuffin and a hashbrown

📍we've made it to the transportation place 🚂✈️! be honest, are we on-time or are we rushing because we're running late? on-time. In fact, I am probably over an hour early. Being late gives me the most anxiety. If I'm not somewhere at least 10 minutes early I panic.

📍are you taking the window seat or the aisle seat? Window for sure. 1) I love watching the world get small. 2) I need to know when we are about to hit the tarmac.

📍we're settled in our seats, are you gonna read or watch a movie/show? Unlike my trip next week, for this pretend trip my kids aren't with me, so in that case I will be reading.

📍what are you reading/watching? So much fanfic. I currently have 92 fics on the "marked for later" list, so probably one of those.

📍are you using wireless or wired headphones? wired. I do not own wireless headphones. Actually, I'll be lucky if I can find my wired ones before the flight...

📍are you going to take a nap or stay awake? Chances are pretty good I will fall asleep at some point.

📍do you want a salty snack or a sweet snack? both?  Yes. (excellent choice Jess)

📍we've arrived! are we heading straight to activities or are we gonna rest at the hotel? Head to the hotel just long enough to drop the suitcases and change into a swimsuit, then it's immediately to the beach for me.

📍finally, pick a treat to reward yourself for a travel day well done! Something fruity and slushy and alcoholic with a tiny umbrella.

Also including this picrew! Forever in a hoodie.

tagging @francesrose3 @juliakayyy @tanktopgallavich @transmickey @babygirlmickey @zutaralesbian @lupeloto and @krysmiss if ya wanna.

[youredreamingofroo]

OKAY!!! Thank you @slightly-ludic @kuroashims @groovetrys for the tag !!! Ya'll tagged me in this last week and unfortunately it was when I was lowkey depressed BUT NEVER FEAR!! I did see ya'lls posts and have finally gotten motivated enough to do this!

I'm kinda surprised I got Lawful Good, I honestly see myself as Chaotic Neutral or Lawful Evil 🤔🤔 But anywho! I did the picrew for me AND Roo (as always), I was REALLY cooking up ideas for what kind of adventurers we'd be so if you'd like to read all that, it's below the cut :)

I'm not tagging anyone cuz I'm 5 days late but- if you wanna do this, feel free to do it and tag me!

Quiz and Picrew

If I was an adventurer... I'd be some conglomerate of Arachnid/Reptile Alchemist, in the case of a game where you choose a character to start with (no character customization to start with), my character would have a frustratingly high Strength attribute only for me to not be able to do Melee damage (for example, if the average beginner Strength attribute was 5, my character would have a +8 Strength Attribute and a special passive along the lines of "Cannot do melee damage / Perform melee attacks." My main source of power/magic would be Water, who can also do Lingering Poison and Electric damage (While Poison and Electric are also an area of strength, I wouldn't do as much damage with either than I would if I were fighting with Water). If I had a familiar/companion, it'd be a black cat (reflecting my irl pet, a cat :))

My Adventurer name would probably be something like "Achar the Aracho-alchemist" (alliteration ftw)

If Roo was an adventurer... Roo would be an Elf/Goat (Satyr?) Archer, he's a lot more feeble and fragile, however does pretty reputable damage, although he's a master in normal flint/iron tipped arrows and a wooden bow, he can also deal damage via crossbow bolts and a crossbow, or variously tipped arrows (poison, fire, etc), but like me, the damage wouldn't be as comparable to what he's good at using. Along with being an archer, he's also a bard and has a once-per-battle spell where he can enchant the opposing party into being distracted for 3 turns / 2 turns ( smaller enemies / bigger enemies [ In the case of a time-based battle and not turn-based like bg3, it would be somewhere around 1 minute / 45 seconds for smaller / larger enemies respectively ]). He's also that one character that makes you wonder if he's dressed for the role and the answer to that would be no, no he is not, but somehow makes it work LMAO His familiar/companion would be a deer (I think it just fits his twink-ish vibes </3)

His Adventurer name would be something like "Roo the Rising-in-Fame Archer" (rising in fame would be a nod to his musical talent and the archer part is obv OASJHDNB)

[thepupperino]

🚄 w e e k ly 🌊 t a g ✨w e d n e s d a y ✈️

ME?! Logging into tumblr dot com and doing the weekly tag game? It's a miracle!!

Thank you to @deedala, @creepkinginc, @mybrainismelted, @juliakayyy, and @darlingian for the tags! You're all angels 😇

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Name: Keely

Age: 28

Location: Utah

We're going on a trip!!

📍Where are we going? I agree, somewhere warm. Let's go with Sydney, Australia!

📍What's the weather like there right now? According to the internet, 84 degrees (Fahrenheit) and partly cloudy.

📍Are you an over-packer or a light-packer? An over-packer who inevitably forgets something important.

📍Are we taking a plane or a train? A plane seems most effective.

📍Early morning departure or an overnight trip? Early morning.

📍What song are you playing in the car while we drive to catch our departure?

📍We need to grab something on the way, Starbucks or Dunkin? Dutch Bros.

📍We've made it to the transportation place 🚂✈️! Be honest, are we on-time or are we rushing because we're running late? We're very early.

📍Are you taking the window seat or the aisle seat? Happy with either!

📍We're settled in our seats, are you gonna read or watch a movie/show? I probably have time to do both!

📍What are you reading/watching? Reading Malibu Rising and watching a scary movie.

📍Are you using wireless or wired headphones? Wireless.

📍Are you going to take a nap or stay awake? It's a long flight, I'll take a nap.

📍Do you want a salty snack or a sweet snack? I'll take the Sun Chips today, thanks!

📍We've arrived! are we heading straight to activities or are we gonna rest at the hotel? We'll head to the hotel to drop off our stuff and gauge how we're feeling.

📍Finally, pick a treat to reward yourself for a travel day well done! I'm gonna find an authentic Australian pavlova!

Kat and Julia also tagged me in this picrew! Featuring my signature pose. ✌🏻

Tagging some people to participate (if you’d like ☺️):

@too-schoolforcool, @xninetiestrendx, @michellemisfit, @sweetbee78, @energievie, @heymrspatel, @sirrudo, @suchagallabitch, @sleepyfacetoughguy, @ardent-fox, @purplemagpie, @grumble-fish

[mache-of-greece]

Hello!

I’m an Ancient Greek who has somehow ended up in the 21st century. Look, I don’t know either, it just happened.

Name: Aristomache, you might know me better by Aristos if you’re from my time, but I like the nickname Mache just fine.

Age: Bodily? Or like when I was born? Let’s just go with somewhere from 22-27. I wasn’t in charge of keeping track of time in Troy alright? (12 long years my ASS Odysseus, you suck at keeping track of time. It was not that long) But if I had to give a guess, probably 25 or 26

Pronouns: I like she/they. I’m AFAB, and not intersex.

UPDATE: I am genderfluid! I go by all the pronouns! She/they/he, all of them! Sometimes I will look more masculine, and sometimes more feminine!

more info

Sexuality: Bisexual.

Height: Over average height for a male Ancient Greek. I’ll let you guess how tall. (It’s not as tall as you think, people were shorter back then.)

Godly Parent: I am allegedly a granddaughter of Ares (he claimed me as one of his grandkids but I don’t buy it). Also please forgive me, I’m still adjusting to seeing mortal children of the gods everywhere at camp.

Time at Camp: A bit now. And the whole claiming thing happened after about a week at camp. I’ve known about Camp Half-Blood for a bit now, I just hadn’t made may way here yet. I think I’m still gonna stay in the big blue house for a while… I’m not sure how comfortable I am sharing sleeping spaces with other people.

Weapons: Sword, yes the same one I used in the Trojan war. I like the idea of learning how to use a dagger though.

Single or Taken: Currently single. Don’t be surprised if you see me “simping” or “thirsting” over someone. In particular? I shall not be telling you. It’ll never happen anyways. And even if it did, it would only end in ruin, so yk, not doing that.

My guy, you keep talking about the Trojan War. WHAT!?: Oh yeah, that. Basically, you have me, an Ancient Greek orphan who has nothing to do with her life other than fight for Ancient Greece, because her father was a beloved soldier. So what do I do when I hear they’re sending of-age men to Troy to fight the Trojans? I take a look down at myself and say “yeah I could pass as a of-age man if I try hard enough. I’m not of-age yet, but I’m a teenager, I’m tall, I’m muscular, I have little to no cleavage, all I gotta do is chop off my hair, change my name a bit, and hope no one asks me that many questions.” So that’s exactly what I do, cut my hair, fix my name, board a ship, no one asks questions, arrive in Troy, and fight the Trojans. And then somehow after that end up in the future.

If I am a granddaughter of Ares, it would be kinda funny seeing as I’m pretty sure he sided with Troy in the Trojan war. And yk, I’m Greek, I fought for the Greeks and stuff.

Other information: The 21st century is very confusing, but I think I’m adjusting alright!

Also I have an adopted child now (he helped me figure out I was genderfluid): (ooc: blog is soon to be made!)

Hi!!! It’s the mod here!!!

I made this OC because I had an idea, I got bored, couldn’t stop thinking about it, and just decided “yk, fuck it I’ll make her a blog.”

Important: all of my knowledge for Mache’s past in the Trojan War has come from The Song of Achilles and Epic: The Musical (and a small amount of Wikipedia), so the universe she exists in is where those are the cannon’s. And both of which are in no way a replacement for the Iliad or the Odyssey, they’re just interpretations that have had numerous creative changes.

I hope you have a lovely day!

tags

mache makes an appearance - ic

mod speaks - ooc

here is the picrew I used for the pfp

banner image found on Pinterest

dividers are from @/thecutestgrotto on tumblr

[twsted-princess]

♣️🐍🍎😴 For James and Melanie <3

(I'M SO LATE TO ANSWER THIS SORRY!!! Picrew used found here and here)

"Trey's a good guy, he's one of the first guys I actually felt good being around when Melanie showed me around NRC. He's got a firm head on his shoulders and knows how to keep order when Riddle blows his lid. Plus he makes some pretty good pies but my grandma's recipes's still better. Really he's a good man. Jamil on the other hand...........it's not that I hate him it's that I can't really trust a guy who imprisoned my ruler and nearly got her killed so there's that. I do feel for him, working for Kalim mustn't be easy but I might need to know him more. Epel I honestly thought was a girl at first glance, that got me punched pretty hard. Aside from that he's alright, surprised he's in Pomefiore out all the dorms. He's been wanting to join me in working out too, nice kid. Silver is odd. I can fall asleep in odd places but how does he manage to sleep throughout the day? And still have that strength? Eh probably not a big deal but he's another one I liked off the bat, knights gotta stick together huh."

"My thoughts? Well Trey is incredible. He can bake the most delicious desserts and he's always so helpful! He does a lot for everyone in Heartslabyul and still finds time to help me with making macaroons. Maybe I should make him cookies with violets in them.......oh! Sorry! Jamil is also amazing, He's smart, an amazing cook, diligent, I know he holds back for his family's sake but I wish I could see more of him. He deserves to be happy, Kalim would want that for him too. Epel.....well he's one of my closet friends! He might be small and cute but he's brave and really strong!! Plus he's really caring and geniunely sweet like an apple but hehe, don't tell him I said that. And Silver, oh he's a good friend too! But....I can't help but worry about him falling asleep somewhere he could get hurt. But he's a gentleman and he cares so much about his dorm mates and Lillia!!"

[meanhare]

very specific distractions

because things like "read, draw, walk" are kinda not hepful for me personally (what to read? what to draw? where walk?). also if you have no friends you can do all these alone bc i also have no friends. warning: some of them are kinda edgy

learn about sodas over the world and make a list of 10 (or more) sodas you want to try the most

draw your fav character in decora, scene, patched crustpunk or any other clothes/style that are long and/or hard to draw

learn armenian, georgian, katakana or any other unfamiliar alphabet/writing system

find in library and read any book about antarctica

watch bela tarr's satantango

find hungarian bands that play your fav music genre

google and read about twonosed dog breeds

go outside and take pics of your fav 10 buildings in your city

take some money and buy more pants and/or socks (theres always not enough of them +you dont have to try on them and then cry in change room)

depict your ideal room in details

create an alien/fantastic animal/breed, draw it and describe its habital, height, weight, color, natural enemies, diseases it prone to, how common are mutations like albinism or polydactylia etc

write n details whole 5 pages of how you feel like. if you feel bad, write how awful is everything, how you want (or dont want)it to end, how shitty is your mood. if you feel nothing, write how you are not feeling, how empty and desolated it feels.

learn how to make an origami of your fav animal

burn some trash

create a secret blog. it may be for something you like, for writing honest opinions, for pretending that you are cishet christian gymbro, anything. take time to made out a good name and url and find a good pfp

learn few songs on other languages

try every tea you can find. sometimes theres boxes of assorted teabags with different tastes, its good for trying different kinds

do some jigsaw puzzles. theres many online jigsaw sites

(re)watch or read an interview of your fav obscure music band

find even obscurer music band

learn about some east asian holidays and plan to celebrate some of them

draw your recent dream in mspaint

switch language on you tumblr/phone/computer to one you dont know (but only if you familiar with your device enough and know how to change it back for if necessary)

find some longass 100question ask game and answer every question (no need to post it, you can do it in your head or write it down in a notebook)

make picrews of yourself, ideal you, your friend, your imaginary friend, pet, musician or character

learn how to swear on every language

go to any poll blog and vote

duolingo. yes

if you dont have mustache and beard, draw it on your face and maybe take some selfies with it for fun

watch that movie someone somewhere once recommended you but you still didnt watched somewhy

write or draw something very unsetting what would probably get you termed instantly if you post it online

brush your hair, your dog/cats hair, your toy ponys hair, anything brushable

read the whole wikipedia page about any subculture you find interesting

get some stickers and stick them anywhere in your room

write lists of favs (fav drinks, bands, dog breeds, movies etc)

read modern ukrainian writers. sergiy zhadan, irena karpa, yurij andrukhowych (idk if i wrote their name in english correctly) also make music, check it out

search for your local bands (the easiest way is to search your city tag in bandcamp)

then search for your local concerts. go to your local concerts of your local bands. most of them are cheap

get a blindbox toy. idc if youre adult. its fun. maybe get a kinder surprise egg if you can (a chocolate egg is usually 110-120kcal)

watch some good old bloody slasher or japanese horror movie

get a notebook with a locker and make a fucking anadiary. make it sappy or overdramatic or heroinchicy or 80rockstary. doesnt matter

google about arsons in your hometown and look at cool fire pics

[crestfallercanyon]

weekly tag wednesday friday (these last few weeks have been absolute hell so I've missed the last couple i've been tagged in-- but I'm still here!)💞

tagged by the loveliest peoples: @jrooc, @mmmichyyy <3

name and ao3 handle: crest, crestfallercanyon

current location: sitting at my desk at home technically off work but waiting for one person to email me back goddammit

favorite picrew (don't have one?you can skip this or do this one)? (I don't actually smoke btw, but I liked the aesthetic here)

what's one thing you want in a picrew? i hardly ever do them. guess freckles?

favourite thing you’ve created for the fandom? oh that's hard. I loved writing a lot of my fics, but probably was most excited with the final product of all these things I have left to say to you.

why is it your favourite? it'd been a long time since I'd written anything in the first person, especially in an epistolary format. I loved getting in both Ian and Mickey's heads for a fic. I love writing things that are mildly frightening and very surreal, and it was fun to be able to do that here. Especially when people realize what life is like for another person, which Mickey has a moment of clarity when it comes to Ian's BPD in this fic, so. That's probably why.

did it come easily or was it hard to create? It actually came together much faster than I thought it would. I didn't anticipate having much of a part two either, but then I just started going.

last ao3 fic you commented on? Past Anterior by noyeahtotally (Inception) for the third time, I forgot I commented on it previously, but I love that fic.

biggest wip heartache you’ve ever experienced? oh god there's been so many. I'm going to go with the one that immediately came to mind when I thought of this question though and that's A Hundred Thousand Loves (for just this one) by @subjecta5newtella

favorite trope or head canon you like included in a fanfic? don't know if it's a trope, but I do enjoy a good enemies/rivals to lovers. headcanon, for shameless in particular -- which I now realize i don't know if I've ever done this in my fics oops -- but I love when Ian's attention on Mickey feels like a goddamn spotlight. Boy has an intense stare and I think his attention on someone like Mickey, who usually vies for attention via violence and otherwise doesn't want to be bothered, has to both make him itchy and make him preen. I don't know, I just think Ian's full attention, the way he stares, it just seems very focused and I think it'd be a bit like "whoa, shit, okay"

least favourite? love that these are out here for other people, but I personally am not a big fan of a/b/o or mpreg. Also I don't like when characters get super shmoopified by love -- make 'em as lovesick as you want, but even at the most lovesick lovelorn, there are some characters who will not call the object of their affection "pookie"

secret or surprising kink or trope? I love when characters have to pretend to be something they're not? I don't know how else to describe it, but like spontaneous fake dating/fake hating, pretending to be a certain job because they got caught somewhere they shouldn't be, pretending to be an entirely different person in front of the object of their affection because of shenanigans, I find that really fun. Done well, it's just delightful to see the mounting horror of characters look at their loved one like "what in the actual hell are you doing" or having to join in on the charade and be like "what in the actual hell are we doing?"

describe how you feel after you’ve created something new? depends on what I've posted! Sometimes I feel good, sometimes I mainly feel nervous that I fucked something up or forgot something. usually I feel pretty good though.

top hype man you have that always helps you get across the finish line: the discord servers I'm part of are filled with the loveliest hype people -- and then of course I cherish every comment I receive on fics after <3

it's been a bad day, you turn to the fandom and you _____? read something I've read a thousand times, the same I do with my television -- I go to something I've read or watched so many times that makes my heart happy.

I'm not going to tag anyone because I am already SO late! But thanks for including me still <3