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pigeonplaysgod · 2 years

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so Aubrie unfortunately passed away last run, but Merlot was lucky enough to spend some quality time with (and get his ass kicked ✨Magically✨ by) his Mama <3

#pigeon plays #not so berry #not so berry challenge #sims 4 legacy #nsb plum #merlot berry #aubrie berry #merlot actually got his hair color from aubrie #she's a descendant of l faba tho im not sure how distantly bc the tree doesnt go that far back #but i think its cute that once she aged up she matched dove #I KEEP GETTING VERY ATTACHED TO MY SIMS #i still remember meeting aubrie for the first time and being SO STOKED #it was FATE #she had the PURPLE HAIR she HAD to be dove's endgame spouse #and she WAS they were SO IN LOVE #i am FINE dont TOUCH ME #im glad ive got her saved to my gallery if nothing else

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ra-vio · 11 months

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im supposed to be studying

#resident evil #resident evil 4 #ada wong #I ACCIDENTALLY MADE THIS CANVAS SO SMALL SO I HAD TO RESIZE AND NOW ITS BLURRY AHHHHHHHH #its fine but ITS NOT FINE IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH LOL #i had to switch mice for this. the other one was so slippery. i dunno if its because its wireless or whatever. that boy go NYOOM #changing the settings didnt help.#anyway. last week i finished the mercenaries and got leons rpd outfit. it was hell. it wasnt but i was in a rush so it was #i think after everything my favorite is still ada cause that grapple gun is everything. the hardest for me was krauser #krauser should have been the easiest cause you just knife everything but i kept slashing dynamite and had to redo the village like 10 times #it was absolute ass. he's the most broken character why would they do that to me #and then immediately after i started on my separate ways professional S+#its funny someone said the S+ was harder than base game. base game's pro S+ burnt me out so bad #i didnt touch the game for months afterward. separate ways S+ was a cake walk after. you dont even have to fight krauser ovo)b #the most difficult parts are probably the double garradors and the countdown to get to leon at the end #immediately after i got all my achievements I was plunged into a depression like no other. plus i had a discrete math midterm on friday #i am SO SAD. WHO WAS I BEFORE SEPARATE WAYS #i did the same silly thing i did when i drew Link. the shine in her hair says 'Ada' because i have to derive joy from somewhere

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welcometogrouchland · 1 year

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im so predictable. time skip huntlow

[ID: a digital drawing of Hunter and Willow from the owl house in their epilogue designs. The image is a redraw of the "girl kissing guy against a fence" meme. Willow holds Hunter up against a wall of vines and kisses him, while he grabs onto the wall behind him. There's a cartoonist "smooch" onomatopoeia written between the two and the background is orange. End ID]

Had to fulfill this request in the most obnoxious way possible. This is what timeskip Huntlow was made for, in my eyes <3

#the owl house #toh #hunter toh #willow park #huntlow #watching and dreaming #i wasn't originally gonna use my texture brush for the lines #but it got me out of the ''dont wanna go past the sketch in case i ruin it'' stage. so ultimately I'm cool w it #also listen I'm. not good at drawing kisses #i do not understand how 2 draw them. but i tried VERY hard here ��#yeah she's kinda just kissing his mouth and hes not really kissing back but it's fine. it's in character #i think this is good huntlow art bc when i showed it to izzy she leaned forward until her face touched the screen #and then she started air-punching me #that's a top tier friend review and that's all i need #also no shading bc ha. hahahaha. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah #no <3 #<- i am very tired <3

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infiniteseriesofhalfways · 2 months

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there's something very satisfying about finishing a book in one day. this morning i knew nothing about you and now ive lived this whole thing with you. idk. it's interesting.

#was it the best book I've ever read? no. am i a little bit thinking of all the ways it could have been better? maybe #did my jaw drop at the end? sure did!#if it was a movie i would for sure watch it. though i wouldn't say enough happens for it to be a movie #i keep wanting to talk about books but idk. mostly im just here for a good time. and im not ashamed of that but also. idk.#anyway this wasnt so much a good time as it was... i have to know if they get away with this.#would anyone be interested in me talking about books? i dont have anyone irl to talk about them with #my sister occasionally but shes usually so busy she doesn't have time to read #which i totally get #and my childhood best friend doesnt keep in touch like that. so she's out.#and then i have no other friends irl sooooo #this has gone off on a tangent #book was fine #ks talks

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jrueships · 2 months

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anybody else have a food they're allergic to but still eat anyway

#not DEATH deathly but like. allergic #im allergic to shrimp and guac but i still eat it ..#my throat will get itchy and swell and breathing feels more closed #wherever the food touches also swells in bumps but usually only wherever the food makes contact #but yall. it's so good #the food not the swelling lol i have to sip on water while i eat to help gauge the significance of the throat swelling #i can usually eat up to 2 or 3 big shrimps until i hit my ok.. one more and this will hurt me lots #ill probably still be able to breathe but like it'll be an even bigger struggle than it is now #i think im also allergic to this common italian herb thingy anise? but thats fine bcs i dont like it anyways #but grilled SEASONED shrimp is my weakness. i LOVE SHRIMP!!! add some buffalo sauce and my my my..#idk tho my friends hate when i eat shrimp and will moderate my moderation #'ted ure a medical man. u should be against this' i hungry #idk maybe i dhould cold cut endulging in my allergies now b4 it becomes a lifestyle #i remember when i was younger my boss order me chinese food for doing a Lot of open2closes #and i ordered shrimp and lo mein(iLOVEEEE LO MEINN!!! when i was lil i would get PLATEFULS of JUST lo mein)#(id remove the veggies bcs they got in the way of my noodles)#(but now im older and the texture is too much sameness so i get even amount of lo mein and some sorta meat for Balance)#and i ate like a bit then put the rest in the cooler and he was like 'ure not hungry?' and i told him im allergic #and his eyes got real big and he was shouted my full name like a worried parent #i mean i explained my eat 2 then wait for the swelling to die down and eat 2 more till the inability to breathe gets annoying #but he was still anxious and watching me like a hawk #so #maybe.. i shouldnt do this anymore #does anyone else do this if they have the ability to?#perhaps i am dancing with the devil here #the devil wears privilege

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noecoded · 1 year

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If you could have any Asmo/reader fic what would be the things you would want from it? like an ideal fic would contain what tropes or AUS or situations or whatever

uhmm anything wellwritten that characterizes asmo similar to the way i do ! i rlly like character exploration , both more serious stuff & just sillycute...anything where asmo is a little cunning and toxic and also gets railed into oblivion.anything where hes a vampire. ill write a tag essay about the specifics

#xreaders are too unrelatable for me usually .. im aroace and the only relationship dynamics that r rlly interesting to me r likee #toxic or tumultuous...i think in many asmo fics hes just very one note or like not a complex love interest .which is fine because hes like #that in the game but i am especially drawn to fics where the author has their own kind of unique take on it. nuance. etc #it's really interesting to see situations in which asmo kind of reaps the consequences of shitty behavior or struggles with parts of himsel #f he doesnt like. not just in like ohhh im insecure sobsob but like deeprooted issues & patterns thought processes that come with being a d #demon that maybe clash with human morality or ideals...like what if he sees human lives as generally more disposable because hes lived for #so long?? what would a fic be like about him wanting a fling with a human that ends up taking apart their life but to him its just a fun #little romance without any real consequences or commitment?? even if he was obsessed w them professing his undying love etc etc he could ge #t bored and drop it anytime and outlive them by millions of years and forget...& how does a human love an entity like that? how could the r #relationship look anything close to normal ever...anyway i like fics that touch on questions like this theyre kind of rare though #this all being said i def dont think asmo is completely evil💭 nuance #at work so im literally just wasting time by thinking about this rn but this was like the asmotoni dynamic its too interesting to me #asmotoni is like this in my head but on papwr i just draw them fucking witj bunny ears sorry #this doesnt even answer ur question really. if i could write a fic rn it would be like 200k word emo band au that isnt xreader or a romance #fic it would just be asmo beel belphie as humans starting a band and their rise and fall etc ive been thinking abt that plot nonstop

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fooltofancy · 5 months

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important to understand that my approach to oc design and characterization depends explicitly on how i'm playing that specific game, like. a thing you should know about ilya is that he is the kind of person who will dive into the middle of a large pull ahead of the tank and pop all of his mitigation while screaming because i get distracted and do that. constantly.

... it's the siren's call of the big aoe damage noises, ok.

#mostly im thinking about these things because they're the easy things to think about #i am. very. very. bad. at like deeplore dives lmao #so bad!!!!!!! i'm here for the emotional complexity do Not ask me where this man lives i don't know #... i do know.#once it starts branching out into history and family lore and godforbid fucking cultural lore i am just #so dumb. i'm so dumb i was not designed for worldbuilding even if it's just the world of one weird little guy #v invested in other people's sandboxes because mine is very small and it's also just full of rocks.#anyway.#my partner: BABY MOOOOOOOOODE #me: it's okay my heal is up it'll be FINE #also increasingly play casters like melee dps so everybody gets to suffer that as well #ilya standing directly under a very large guy in his stupid leylines like MANAWARD'S UP IT'S FINE #.... i dont play blm as much now honestly because to contribute i have to be less stupid. and that's not fun.#i really. REALLY enjoy the big melee dps damage noises #they're across the board better than caster noises. so disappointing because in my heart i am On Fire #sam+pal noises are the best noises in the game #SPINNING #i'm thinking too hard about backstories and it's not going well lmao #grabbing this creature by the shoulders and shaking him violently like WHO ARE YOOOOOOOU #concussed probably his brain is just sloshing around in there #babg mode blogging #this is also why he's canonically A Guy Who Touches Things He Shouldn't #because i'm that guy.#i'm the guy who touches things.#this explains sehren also like she would not be who she is if i didnt play dragona age with wild hubris and abandon #.... it wasnt fun unless i was wildly underleveled in places i didnt belong ok #every if mc ive gotten invested in also

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nihiltism · 5 months

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realtalk you guys probably dont need to know about but i know like zero weirdromantic people in real life, i think my cuddlebuddy might still be in love with me but also i dont think i mind at all. my default un-filtered way of showing affection to close friends Is near impossible to differentiate from romantic affection and i dont mind being treated with affection that is probably romantic as long as the other party doesn't expect romantic love or exclusivity from me, or lead anybody outside of us to make assumptions on our relationship. and like. i doubt they care since what i do is so close to romantic anyway. its not really leading anybody on if we've talked about it

#i kind of enjoy the feeling of having a friend be in love with me if they dont expect anything of me about it honestly #realistically this person is a Very close friend i would not have any qualms with more cuddles or kissing them or #hell even The Other Stuff Couples Do (demon in my brain saying to not say it openly) if they wanted #but i am not attracted to them and i have told them as much and it seems fine #so i guess the thing is more 'how do i ask this person if i can kiss them and whatever but like platonically though'#vee shut up #idk i love incredibly abnormal friendships everybody should have more incredibly abnormal friendships #also the worst that could come out of this is me falling for them which honestly would not be a problem #it all works out i think #i am also just like #incredibly touch starved so this isnt just a 'if they want to treat me like this they can'#i do want to initiate but not in a romantic context which is my main hangup honestly #im still doing pretty good though im marginally winning at the fuck amatonormativity game

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tabbyrocks · 1 year

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thought up a monodeku scenario last night and it followed me to today so here we go

It's their second year and its currently prom or some shit idk. some sort of big school party event.

and the two are talking (Monoma and Izuku obviously) and Izuku brings up that he does, in fact, not know how to slow dance.

and Monoma is SHOCKED. appalled even. so naturally, he offers to teach Izuku because he's just so great and amazing.

but he didn't exactly think about all the physical contact that is involved with slow dancing, so when Izuku has to put his hand on his waist Monoma just freezes.

he's gay. he's panicking. boy oh boy is he panicking.

#monodeku #monoma neito #izuku midoriya #izuku is somehow oblivious the entire time this is happening #they successfully slowdance #monoma is just awkward tho #monoma and his adhd impulsivity #izuku is also a little bit gay hes just hiding it better #they are both nervous wrecks #izuku defo asked if monoma was okay like 5 times too #monoma would say yes everytime #“monoma are you okay you are like really sweaty do you need water”#“im fine and like so normal rn dont worry ahahahah”#but internally hes like #“oh god hes touching me hes touching me and looking at me and TOUCHING ME WHAT DO I DO HES STARING AT ME WITH HIS EYEBALLS HELP ME”#I am a touch starved monoma truther #people don't touch him a lot bc they are scared hes gonna copy their quirk or something

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triglycercule · 6 days

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thinking about mtt literally physically dragging eachother down and being restrained to eachother because theyre genuinely that fucking ass for eachother but then it means i'd have to decide which of them to humiliate by putting a collar on them. and i can't choose. if they dont all equally suffer than whats the point man 🙁🙁🙁

#i think they'd all have interesting reactions to it 2 #like a permanent collar that cant be taken off. to make even more gruesome what if it were like built into the BONE????#or it could just be something less extreme like bone carvings. killer would absolutely do that shit #anyways i think horror would be the most reactive to it. anger is the most intriguing emotion #and also dog horror real. anyways he'd hate to be demeaned and disrespected like that. he has an ego and honor man and this is cutting it #dust drags him around constantly. killer pets him and disregards his boundaries. like a fucking DOG #because horror hates kist enough that he'd never let them get vulnerable enough. not that it stops killer LMAO #dust thinks some of horrors hatred towards them is a projection of his own self hatred (and hed lowkey be right)#loser. dust i think would be unique because to me he'd be a bit fine with it #i mean i think itd be hidden under paps scarf so it wouldn't be a constant reminder of horror n killer #but he lets the two hold the leash at least a bit. give him an eensy bit of touch and let a few insults slide #but the second he decides that even the smallest thing is enough he gets ticked off and then yk. someone has to put bunny back in his place #because dust is chill enough to let normal things in his eyes pass. he's not very reactionary or the type to immediately bite back #(since dust would just avoid horror and killer if he did meet them. means he has some sort of tolerance for them. keeping his peace fr)#but the moment hes reminded that god these two do suck and i shouldn't be letting this happen all of the held back anger comes out #killer would seek out the force and stuff. horror would treat him like shit because it makes himself feel good and killer look like an idio #dust doesn't even glance at him though and it pisses killer off. both of their actions do actually #like WTF DUST you guys literally put this on me. treat me like the piece of shit i know you think i am #but also STOP HORROR!!!! dont pull me around and demean me im not a pet i dont want to be treated that way even tho i say it do #yeah hes caught in a standstill. AND SO AM I do you see my issue. cannot pick one specific #all the trio would have such interesting reactions i cant just choose one to solely suffer......... anyways mttpoly am i right #should i tag this. like majority of the interesting stuff is in tags. but also i didnt post today i have a duty #dust sans #killer sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #tricule rant #this just ended up being me thinking about mtt with collars. maaan what about handcuffs and chains and other restrictive things #having them have restraining relationship isnt enough i need them to PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN EACHOTHER

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queenerdloser · 3 months

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i uh. scratched my car pretty bad lol

#liveblogging life #the parking lot for my new apartment has a VERY narrow entrance #and uh turning into it is a little tricky???? idk why since i managed it fine so far #but today i think i turned a LITTLE too closely and ended sliding along the pole right by the entrance #and now i've got these long scratches down my back right door whoops #like. they're pretty noticable.#no damage and i didn't dent anything i think???#so im like. well i wasn't planning to resell the car anyway so i honestly dont really care that much #but on the other hand it's kind of embarrassing to have evidence of my shitty driving on display like that lol #and my dad's going to be soooo upset about it way more than i am lmao #i dont really want to spend a ton of money getting it fixed but they're definitely deep enough they'll need a repaint #i ordered some paint touch up & maybe i can just like... sort of help it so it's not quick immediately obvious???#idk man it's a bummer but im also kind of like /shrug about it too you know? im more surprised it took me this long to ding it lmao #actually i think i might have dented my car a lil bit bc the bottom right panel is like. slightly loose now #idk idk i dont really have the money to spare to get it fixed if it's going to be expensive so im kind of handwaving it right now tbh

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glimpsesofeuterpe · 23 days

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note to future-ish self: do not drink booze without eating something as well

#cringeposting #if you dont eat mind will go brrrrrrr #you gotta drink -and- eat #at first i didnt get it but now i totally get it lol #also fuck you stupid 10% of alcohol wtf i used to consume booze of 40% (occasionally) and stayed sober #apparently the cheaper the booze the harder it kicks #.......at this point i am almost sure id be sober-ish if ever try vodka (super unlikely actually touching it but still)#also also i get drunk just for like five times per year or so yet pretty sure this doesnt make me less of a 100% potencial drunkard #fdgdfgdfgdfdgfdgdffdgf #dammiiiittt #man this is so weird like i am в говнину aka 'totally wasted' but in control-ish and sane-ish #it's like mind separated in super drunk mode and sober mode at same time #system esfer confirmed???#of course the sober one is typing #in my defence: my own mom offered me to share a drink #i couldnt say no bcs you know if i did she would get too wasted and its not healthy besides she is not on good terms with booze #//./.... kay this sounds like excuses #i did it bcs i wanted to go into self destruction after a fine amount of healthy stuff that lasted for wow two weeks by now thats why #delete later

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bylertruther · 2 years

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just remembered lucas and will's excited tappy-hands hugs and also their strong, stable, full body, will's chin hooked over his shoulder hugs . i am both Healed and also Dead

#the power of byclair...... wrow ...#srry not to be a person that recognizes that gender norms exist but it means so much to me tht lucas - the kid who was presented as being #The Man^tm and talks abt being a real man and is a jock etc etc - has so many real ass hugs with will. not that bro shit mike tried to give #will at the airport but REAL hugs. and the fact that it's treated normally. like. ok. i am fine i am so normal and fine over this i am #so totally feeling very calm about this 100%#lucas 'don't be a pussy! >:(' sinclair collapsing on will when he first sees him ... lucas 'like a real man' sinclair giving will tappy #hugs ... lucas 'insert some other quote of his abt being a man tht i dont rmr exactly from s3 here' sinclair standing firm and holding will #who's crying and has his chin hooked over lucas's shoulder ... lucas 'jock tht made the winning shot' sinclair wrapping his arm around will #n touching his arm or whatevr with his hand n again letting will hook his chin over his shoulder . like. and he does it so naturally he #doesn't think anything of it at all bc he just loves his friends and lets them love him. i'm ok guys im' fine i love him a normal amoutn #they r the characters of all time .................... ever #ellipses for dramatic effect.

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piplupod · 1 month

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got to interact with puppies for the first time in my life.... my flannel has holes torn in it bc they played tug-of-war with it and my shirt and pants are mud-stained but i am possibly the happiest I've ever been :]

#i love dogs so much 😭😭😭#and i have allergies but i just did not touch my face and managed to not let them lick my face #amd so far I've been fine djdkdl didnt even have to take allergy med #AWAAUUUHH I'M SO HAPPY THEY WERE SO SOFT AND SILLY #i think I've met puppies before but never more than one at once #and i never got to properly interact w them bc ppl have been rly weird abt letting their dogs interact w others #like they dont like me even letting the dog sniff me .... my friend that is how dogs get to know ppl 😭😭#and its not like i misbehave around dogs? i am so normal and even a bit hesitant around them #granted most of the ppl I've met who have a puppy have been Very Strange or kind of shitty or just... children lmao #so they get weirdly uppity and protective of their new pet #but anyways. first time i got to pet a puppy... play w them... hold them... 😭😭😭#and there were like five or six fjdkdl it was so fun #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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blessedhypocrite · 1 month

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like mannnnnnnnn. Mannnnnnnnn.

#i know so deeply that im very happy i didnt date this guy #i do not want kids i dont want to date a man long term i didnt feel like i could be my true self around him #but male validation is a drug for me #and jason was there for me when my house burned down so like. theres definitely a lil trauma bonding going on there.#and honestly 90% of the reason im thinking about him again is probably because im ovulating #and im still really sexually attracted to him #but i do NOT love him and i never will romantically #were still friends #weve hung out twice fine after he told me he didnt have feelings for me anymore #but here i am re watching a video of him playing breaking the girl on guitar for me #and thinking ughhhhhh i wanna kiss himmmm #when theres literally a girl who thinks im cute and wants to meet up when we go back to school!!!#like why do i even care about him #i know the answer its because i dont feel that way ab people unless ive become their friend #and i havent gotten to know that girl at all yet so. theres no connection there yet #plus he was there for me when my house burned down so. theres definitely some trauma bonding going on there.#anyway man im just feeling a little lonely and i want to feel his touch again!!!!

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supahstarrr · 2 months

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as a dr fan we need to acknowledge that some of the danganronpa characters suffer through chronic liners for bad humor by out-of-touch old guy writers syndrome

#glaring at himiko yumeno. kaede akamatsu. sonia nevermind. akane owari....#uhmmm if anyone wants me to explain i can i dont think i can organize my thoughts in tags rn... maybe later ugnnnn #drv3 #danganronpa #Okay fine here are my thoughts #“chronic liners for bad humor by out-of-touch old guy writers syndrome” is a simplified term for this phenomenon where writers #give characters lines not to reveal their characters but to please the audience in distasteful ways for the sake of being ''funny''#(uh maybe i should like... do an actual proper text reblog for this because its hard typing this shit in tags but)#i feel like a huge example of this is kaede's comments towards tsumugi to the point shuich says shes an ''old creep''#although these comments *could* be an extension of her trait for pushing people too far (ex: the tunnel shit)#the comments actually dont. instead they are treated very unserious. in a way they feel so... vague and light #to the point that it appears that those comments *arent* trying to reveal anything about her character #especially since that trait is more specific than quite broad #i get people being uncomfortable with those comments (i am too) but they feel like a terrible #''writers talking through their characters for people to be more engaged with the media in a quirky relatable way'' than anything else #like ''writers are trying to appeal to the audience humor/desires and reach the audience's culture to the point of being out of touch"#so THATS the reason that i feel like it will be weird to shit on ''kaede defenders'' for the comments cuz they're just so..#detached from her character that people hardly take that as genuinely being apart of her character #and if it is genuinely apart of her character then its only as a way to keep people engaged with the story and character #it hardly adds anything meaningful to her character #fuck me these tags are long but onto himiko: most things ive said about kaede's comments apply to himiko's weird #fucking racism comments (ex: the afro comment that genuinely made me a little upset)#but to add onto that. himiko plays into a very specific trope that is ''lo1i girl'' and often that trope comes with quirky and “funny” trai #they're supposed to be so palatable and marketable to the audience and apart of the charm is how ''funny'' they are #the racism comment is way more revealing of the writers than himiko's character itself.. so no himiko is not racist; the writers are.#feeling the need to play into a trope by creating “funny” lines that is basically just fucking racism is just soooo danganronpa #*eyeroll*#and yeah i mentioned the other characters. sonia and akane being a victim of this phenomenon #although this moreso reflects the english translators than the writers of the game...#them randomly speaking in aave (which may i add theyd never do this) for the ''lols'' is a choice..

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