#i am fucking terrified

[boowoomuu]

WHAT IS HAPPENING IN BRASIL RIGHT NOW:

So, as some of you may have noticed, today (2/10) was elections day here in Brasil. Things are really tense and scary here, at least for myself. Right now, our president, unfortunately, is Jair Bolsonaro, a man who has openly said he supports torture and our dictature, is also openly misogynist, queerphobic, the first thing he did when he became president was putting an end to the ministery of culture, he openly made fun of the pandemic, being able to help the people in need during covid's peak and decided not to, saying things like "it's just a little flu, people need to stop being so dramatic about it", made advertisement of a medecine not approved by doctors which his supporters started taking like water, never properly wore a mask and promoted marches during the lockdown, oh, and also spread fake news about vaccines, wich made a lot of people refuse to take them, among many many maaaany other things (I'm so tired rn, it's 02:59am here, if you guys want to, I can get the sources and post here but tomorrow.). Today we had the chance to take him out of our lives, but this is Brasil, no one takes anything seriously and we always find a nee way to surprise people.

I didn't want to sleep until the votes apuration reached 100% but I'll be waking up super early tomorrow so yeah, I must sleep. Anyways, the vote apuration is currently on 99,99% (it's been for the last hour btw) but those ate the results so far.

In conclusion, I am legitmately terrified. Lula was our best shot to take him out, so everyone who didn't want Bozo voted for him, and we were really hopefull we could get him elected on the first turn, but now we'll have to have a second one where we choose either Lula or Bolsonaro. The choice is obvious to me, but as you guys can see, most people prefer to elect a genocidal man than a socialist.

I don't really know what I wanted to achieve with this post, but I just thought it was important to let everybody now what is happening here. We are comparing this to our period of dictature, bc a lot of people here still deny the fact we had one or say it was the best time of their lives and that, quoting my grandma "the history books are wrong".

I once had to research the kinds of tortures that were made by the army during the dictature for school and it still haunts me to this day.

And to see people in the streets, using my beloved flag as their symbol to say that that period was good makes me really angry and terribly sad.

I'm fucking terrified of the second turn. Things are getting more and more expensive here. There are reports of people raiding garbage trucks to look for food bc they're hungry. I am lucky to be privileged and I can still buy food, but for how long? I don't really wanna find out what four more years with him as president will do to us, but I'm scared. I'm scared to go out in the streets, and to openly say my opinions on the matter. There are also reports of people being murdered on the streets bc they were wearing stickers of leftists candidates.

Things are scary here. But please, don't let this be ignored like the dictature was. We now have internet on our side. Please, pray for us and wish us luck, we'll need it.

[read-the-pinned-post-first-pls]

I'm fine, it's just the conditioner, it'll look better when it's dry.......I hope

[thegaythespian]

I think I will implode before I can get to my final

[toujouhidetora]

i’m trying to make a character ai bot of myself for my childhood friend to talk to and i’m actually going to go lie down on railroad tracks bc if i had actually seen more than like 3 episodes of kill la kill this would be EXACTLY how i sound irl

[sweetheartvalle]

it’s june next month btw

[sundaynicktoons]

got diagnosed with hypertension yesterday. was only a little bit below hypertensive crisis

[caparrucia]

I had a lot of things planned today and instead I might or might not have bought a car instead.

I'm gonna go lay down now.

[myredpandasarecool]

Let's play a game... how long can I play Subnautica today? This is second time starting a game and I've avoided the Aurora as long as possible. But today, I have to go to the Aurora if I want to go any further in the game. Let's see if I can make it.

[dannobfg]

The fact that actually having a session booked in my calendar is giving me so much anxiety right now should be illegal. Guess it proves the need for it though lol

[itsbrucey]

Big fan of sun motifs in characters not necessarily being about positivity and happiness and how they're so " bright and warm" but instead being about fucking brutal they are.

Radiant. A FORCE of nature that will turn you to ash. That warmth that burns so hot it feels like ice. Piercing yellow and red and white. A character being a Sun because you cannot challenge a Sun without burning alive or taking everything down with them if victorious.

[thesufferingisendless]

Just now realizing and processing the fragility of the mortal human body

[sleepintro]

I DONT KNOW HOW TO FUCKING SING

[oswinsdolma]

a level results day is creeping up on me but at least i am safe in the knowledge that even if i fail english, at least the little gay people on tumblr like my opinions on merlin :')

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 41

Hear me out, DP and DC crossover where Scarecrow is cousins with the Fentons. 

 His mother was siblings with Jack’s father, and both Jazz and Danny met ‘Uncle Jonathan’ during one of the many Fenton-Nightingale family reunions that happens every few years. Honestly, perhaps it’s what gets Jazz interested in psychology, hearing from her ‘uncle’ about fear and its effects.

 And honestly once they start having to deal with ghosts and having had to deal with their parents for years it’s not really hard to talk with their uncle. Crane still doesn’t know how he became these kids’ favorite uncle, or even all of the family kids’ favorite uncle-cousin, but that’s just how the family is. 

 Really he’s not even the only villain of the family, with both Jack and Maddie being close but not quite, even if they’re definitely mad scientists. Their son becoming a local hero, even if they’re not aware of that fact, is just ironic. 

 John knows. The two kids told him when they found out that Danny may or may not need to feed on fear now that he’s half ghost, and well he’s the specialist about the emotion so…

 At least they have someone to stay with when Jazz goes to Gotham university and brings Danny with her, even if the local vigilantes are concerned as to why Scarecrow attacks have suddenly took a nosedive…

[pbs-theundeadmaggot]

Do you ever get so fucking scared that someone from your past is going to insert themselves back into your life after you spent years trying to get over the pain and traumas they cause you? Or are you lucky enough to be untraumatised like that?

Seriously though I literally went and deleted a bunch of my socials out of fear they would find out stuff about me and try to use it against me somehow. Idek how to describe the fear I get hearing just their name yet they get to live their life as if nothing happened and they are completely unaffected.

[depthnessingsweet]

Rina 3 is shaping out to be the main thing that will hold me together next month.