#i am ready to heal

[simtune]

you’ve ripped my heart into two

but it’s okay. i have all the love

within me to repair it

[lizardkingeliot]

new season 2 finale clip via collider

[thasorns-archive]

JAZZ FOR TWO 재즈처럼 (2024) dir. Song Soo Lim & Kang Hye Rim

[leavingkamino]

Crosshair & Omega in STAR WARS: THE BAD BATCH 3.08 "Bad Territory"

[uncanny-tranny]

So much love and recognition to the people who don't know how they feel about recovering. To the people whose scars are fading away, and there's a sinking feeling, despite knowing that it's a good thing. To the people who miss when they were "worse," when they felt "broken." To the people who mourn losing their coping mechanisms, even the ones that were destructive, scary, or unpleasant. To those who feel guilty they're healing because their past self wasn't ready.

Whatever it is, there is nothing wrong with any of those feelings. It's a natural reaction, something you don't have ultimate control over. There is nothing shameful about yourself, and I admire the strength it takes to recognize how you feel, even the parts that do feel like the "wrong" reaction to a Good Thing.

[thatrandomblogsays]

Annabeth trying to be perfect at everything to earn her mother’s pride & talking about having to earn Thalia’s love & accepting she will have to die as punishment for embarrassing her mom vs Percy saving her from Athena’s wrath, risking his life, despite barely being friends because she inherently deserves protection and safety by virtue of existing. She doesn’t have to prove she’s worthy to receive it from him.

[jasperyourmutt]

hi everyone <3

I have a bit of a life update. To make a long story short, last week I was diagnosed with PTSD. I have been having a... very hard time coming to terms with that. For most of my life I believed I just had a bad anxiety disorder, but I am now realizing that is unfortunately not the case. The past couple months I have been in a near constant state of fight or flight, fear, panic, whatever you want to call it- without really realizing it. and man. it has been exhausting, mentally, physically, spiritually. I just thought it was normal to feel like this all the time. i assumed everyone felt like this. my therapist has helped me realize I am in a lot of pain right now and it is not normal. so. the good news is that there is an intensive trauma therapy that I will be doing for the next couple months that is going to really help me recover. i love and trust my therapist with my whole heart. there is a light at the end of the tunnel. i am finally getting the help i need. so. unfortunately I am going to step away from tumblr for a bit. i dont really want to do this, i love being on here. i love interacting with all the friends i've made here. kink has become a very important and healing part of my life. but it is just a little too much for me at the moment. I'm not sure when I will return, could be a couple weeks, a couple months. I'll return when I feel right. I feel like this may be a little odd to share here, but it's important to me to acknowledge and share that I have been having a really hard time. i tend to downplay when i'm in pain. i feel like people usually don't care about me (i know this is very very much not the case. im trying to convince my brain of that too.) its really hard for me to tell people when i am struggling, especially in my real life. so i am taking baby steps and starting here. so, until I return- chase your tails for me, roll in the grass, bark at the squirrels. take care of yourselves. if you are struggling, know youre loved. get the help you need. i will be curling up in my dog bed and taking a nap in the sun. ruff ruff. wag wag. much love to all of you.

[crescentfool]

i just want good things for them 🥺💗

[stellacadente]

hi i haven't been online these past few days but i'm doing better now and i'm on holiday since today <3

a couple of nice things so far:

person on the train called me "this gentleman over here" which made me ridiculously happy. i don't think i've ever been called gentleman before but the gender euphoria was real. one of the few instances when being called a man is nice for me it seems!

there was this sweet little girl on the train wearing a shirt that said "girl you can do anything" <3

also on the train, while i was eating in the "restaurant" carriage there were two people playing a game, i think one where they had to guess words or something, and they were having so much fun it was heartwarming

finally the view from the train in switzerland is really nice, i spent most of the trip just staring out the window while listening to music (and the rest of the time i started reading a new book!)

it's really nice here. the lake is so close by, 5 minutes on foot and i'm there, and it was so peaceful to take a walk after dinner and listen to the sounds of the lake and of nature and people around me and even trains. i sat near the lake and just enjoyed the warmth (but not too warm!!) and the breeze

now the sun is setting and i'm back to the place where i'm staying and i'm going to watch some tennis maybe and relax!

some pics!

[rustyelias]

oh no it seems I have tripped and fallen onto playing episode one of rusty quill gaming

We are so back guys >:)

[sunflowerius]

"God's not done with that boy yet"

AND WHAT IF I ENDED IT ALL RIGHT HERE HUH.

[bigmammallama5]

thank you for always posting pottery updates

it’s always a highlight on my dashboard 🥰

Thank you!! I love sharing them with yall. <3

[uncanny-tranny]

Sometimes, it's really frustrating when people say that trans men (and transmasculine or otherwise) don't know what it's like to be treated as predatory because we're "treated like women who need to be saved."

I don't think I have ever been treated like anything other than a potential predator because I am a trans man, you know? I see it in the way I am treated like a contagion, like something that must be eradicated in order to protect the interests of others. You see it in the way that "masculinizing" transition is demonized - the idea that testosterone makes you a roid monster, that we're ruining any chances of being an incubator.

I just think it's insensitive that people assume what trans experience entails, you know? I think it's insensitive when people talk over other people's experiences with transphobia... are some trans men or otherwise transmasculine people sometimes treated like damsels to be rescued? Yes, and I've seen it firsthand. But that isn't the only way we can face transphobia, and to act like that is the only "real experience" we have of transphobia is missing the point.

[druizard]

I am living for all of the thirsty tags you guys add when you reblog my shit. Absolutely unhinged. Never change, friends.

[lemedy]

ooohhhh I am ready to be on my Madoka Magica bullshit again

[little-escapist]

Reading fanfics with tattoos is a double-edged sword. Because yay tattoos but

THE FLIPSIDE of the writer clearly having no clue about aftercare or healing times or ....unf. It just pulls me out of the story so fast