#i am very tired lol

[narumi-gens]

ponyo au where yuuji is the prince of the sea who decides to escape the watchful eye of his brother (and powerful wizard) sukuna by turning into a fish and swimming to the surface. when he gets trapped in a glass jar and washes ashore, you find him and save him before releasing him back into the ocean where he belongs. enamored by your kindness and wanting to know more about you, yuuji taps into his own magic and turns himself human.

[lulucifer-s-husband]

I drew soft BF as I try to not lose my mind 🩵

[cereusblue]

Is birthday. Am older.

[bagofthoughts]

My opinions on the barbie movie:

it was good

I laughed. I liked the jokes. my sister cried during the movie and I laughed. The message was good. Great movie, would watch again.

[nightcrawlerzincorporated]

you're the only person I know of that's also there so sorry to bother you with this but:

did you happen to catch where the charity poll for the livestream is located? because I missed it and they are not giving me any slack on their end lol

My laptop froze and I missed the link too... sorry

[spiriteddreams]

ok so i just wrote a whole creat nonfic piece that made me cry ?? somehow ?? i usually don't cry over my own writing but it's emotional sue me ANYWAYS

i have a playlist that's almost entirely game and anime osts that i use to study/write to and there are just certain scores that i have to stop and just listen to and i needed to share

yuri on ICE - classic first song to kick off the playlist honestly one of my favourite tracks of all time

storm chaser - idk there's just something about heizou's theme that makes me smile like a stupid fool

her imperial majesty - it's the drums that get me it's literally such a powerful piece everyone go listen

chapter of a new era - yun jin's theme is such a pretty mix of traditional and modern instruments i always hum along to it

piano trip appasionato - i stop the moment i hear this score play. it's so lively and beautiful

take this! - it has itto's theme in it but also a fun little extra bit more

melodies of life - i haven't played final fantasy but i do have quite a bit of the ost's on this playlist and this is by far my favourite and i learned how to play the first part on the piano a few years ago

hang by a thread - it's the 2.7 chasm quest all over again but idk there's just SOMETHING so special about this piece and it's the last one on this playlist and i always stop to listen to it like lemme just indulge in a hint of angst for a minute lol

[doeeyeddyke]

Eid Mubarak : )

[sparklyoats]

Do i tidy up or take a nap with lil man?

[wanderer-clarisse]

early morning sunlight at Bag End

[tazmiilly]

hugs I meant to draw for July 29th ...... but we're always celebrating that here

[elsecrytt]

okay but jjk somnophilia is like

gojo "please please pleaaaaase let me put it in while you're sleeping PLEASE i swear i'll make you cum i proooomise please let's try it once pleeaaase. YOU can put it in ME whenever you want!!! any time any place anything you want in any of my holes!! wake me up with it!! it'll be soooo hot" satoru

vs

nanami "i have kink charts for both of us and they have sliding scales and notes section for each one. we can mark hard boundaries for what state of consciousness we want for ourselves or our partners, giving or receiving, what sex acts, etc. we'll set up a safe word and a safe gesture and then we can start trying things out" kento

vs

geto "sorry i fell asleep while eating you out, it will happen again. no, i won't stop eating you out when i fall unconscious. just tear me off your pussy if you don't like it" suguru

[ask-queen-arti]

How did you get some of those scars?

[inkskinned]

for a second, you did the bad thing and bargained about it.

if it meant that you would never be numb like this again, what would you give up?

maybe it's the childhood stuff or the religious trauma or how your dad doesn't believe in medication, but this is how you are, right. you need to have a counterbalance. suffering has to have its own reward. there needs to be a point to it. and if you're happy - if you could just be happy, and the world could actually fill in enough space that the edges of your spirit actually meet the horizon of your body - you would need to pay for it.

your passions? that one seems fair, but how could you actually be happy without them. well, you'd never be numb again, so maybe you'd be able to find joy in the small things like you used to. gleeful, you'd make coffee and breakfast into an artform. you'd find a way to make it make sense, somehow. you'd move on. it'd be different, but it would be doable.

your lover? your friends? this would be hard. you owe so much to your community. still, you could maybe make yourself a small home in the woods. you could live a quiet life, one devoid of friendship - but also without this horrible grey mist. a life like bigfoot, then. you'd figure out how to make the most of it.

your hair. your teeth. all of it.

sometimes you are jealous of mental illness as it appears in media: a big stroke of a meltdown, a firestorm that resolves prettily in therapy. it is flashing lights and thin teenagers. you've absolutely had breakdowns that stole the show - but life after resolved into a pixel art of things you managed to piece together afterwards, not a tapestry of a heart made suddenly-beautiful. that people could pick up blades as if they weigh nothing, that the way it all appears is as a cry for help, not a slow backsliding.

you have to stop the thought: i'd give up everything.

but also - be real. you'd never give up your dog. nor your best friend. nor the way you feel walking while through deep fog. you'd never give up the last bonfire of summer, the reckless laughter of halloween. so you do still love things.

maybe that's the problem: you know it should be easier. you have everything you could possibly want. so how come you are still trapped? still yearning?

[artsymeeshee]

It’s officially the 14th for me which means it’s the day of the birth! I am now the ripe old age of 29

[deoidesign]

"I'm the dog they put with cheetahs to keep them from going crazy in captivity" x "I'm the cheetah that is threatening to go crazy" 4 ever

(I make a webcomic about them)

[goldensunset]

joining the war on autism on the side of the autism etc etc