#i blame my chart constantly lol

[punksocks]

Astro Observations No.19

(Thank you so much for the support everyone! I appreciate you following my blog c:)

*Just based on my experiences, only take what resonates

-Starting a new relationship during Venus in retrograde is guaranteed to teach you a karmic lesson with a probably karmic partner (I’ll never forget mine oml)

-Under developed Venus ruled men/ Men with heavy Venus placements are a nightmare. Underdeveloped ones choose to be chaotic with charming energy. Like f-boys or like vampires. They just tend to run through people and use them for validation. Sometimes they grow out of it and become better. A lot of times they just get too big of an ego and get narcissistic in this energy and are just destructive.

-The house your Juno is in could be an indicator of your soulmate’s placements (ex if your Juno is in Aries your partner may have Juno in first. Or if your Juno is in 5th they may have Leo in Juno. If your Juno is in Libra they may have Juno in 7th.)

-Libra/Taurus/Venus in 1st house people can get away with such criminal behavior lol, people will never blame them or they will always want to see the best in their actions. I feel like Leo Asc/Sun in 1st can get through a lot of actions with confidence but they usually do face blow back at some point if they’re behaving badly.

-Neptune 1st house/Pisces rising will have a more erratic sort of filter applied to them. Like usually they’ll get like subconsciously softened and idealized by others but they’ll also get certain traits like air head or spacey applied to them. Basically getting elevated and infantilized the most imo.

-Having North Node in Pisces can be a murky karmic placement. I’ve found that North Node in Pisces can manifest as anything from spiritual devotion and detachment from others to lifelong addiction and reliance on substances, any path that has heavy Neptunian themes which feels like a roulette since Neptune rules over confusion.

-Mars MC can be a sex symbol placement for any gender, someone known for their body or having a striking presence.

-Venus MC is definitely someone that’s known for being a charmer at best and a player at worst. Still very good with people either way.

-MC in Scorpio can manifest as someone that’s seen as constantly going through transformations and tribulations in their career and public life. Alchemy or catastrophe, always at an extreme.

-Venus can show where you are the most appealing to others (Venus in 1st would be seen as charming and probably having a very pretty face, Venus in 2nd would been seen as luxurious and having many resources and having a pretty body, Venus in 3rd would be a very charming speaker and likely have a voice that draws in others, etc I can make a whole post on this if anyone’s curious)

-Aquarius Venus/Venus in 11th fall in love with someone unconventional, or someone they met in an unconventional way (online dating, penpal programs, stuff like that)

-I find all fixed moons have really intense emotions, they just express it in different ways (yo if you’ve ever just disagreed with an Aquarius moon you know they can get touchy if you’re not on the same page with their logic)

-Aquarius is not a great way to figure out if someone is queer imo. The connotation of being lgbtqia+ being essentially strange/out of the norm is … something already but plenty of queer icons that live with their careers/lives revolving around the queer community have no Aquarius in their charts at all (I was looking at Elvira’s chart after this Matt Baume video on YouTube about how she’s a queer icon that was elevated by the queer community and was a closeted lesbian and she turned out not to have a single Aquarius placement, a Virgo stellium and Leo placements stood out the most to me). Sappho is the asteroid to check out for wlw I’m not sure for mlm but I’m sure Greek mythology has given us a great asteroid for the mascs

-Squares to north node can present “delays” with your destiny (more so having to hone aspects of your personality, having certain experiences beforehand, and coming into your destiny later in life, Joe Biden is an interesting example of this lots of squares and harsh aspects to north node and he ran for president like 7 times before he won, even became Vice President before, so interesting)

- (TW scars, harm) Scorpio can show where you have organic scars/birthmarks (Scorpio in 1st birth marks/freckles just appear on my face) where as Pluto can show where you get scars through experiences (I have Pluto in 2nd and I got burned on the lower third of my body when my dad left me in a hot water bath as a baby :/)

[8241991]

i'm not blaming myself necessarily but i am incredibly embarrassed thinking back to a few years ago when i was probably at my worst state mentally. i don't think psych meds helped me at all and i've made general steps to just improve overall (finishing my bachelor's definitely helped though & if i do go back to school i don't think i could do it full time ever again) but my paranoia was off the charts back in 2018/2019. like fr bad. convinced that i was being spied on like constantly. couldn't do shit without feeling that way lol.

[localcactushugger]

Is anyone else amazed that Hawks was only "undercover" with the Leauge for 6 months at the most.

Not only that, one and a half of those 6 months were spent just trying to gain enough trust to infiltrate.

I know it seems like much longer since Hawks made his Manga debut 2 years ago. But he had such a short amount of time on this mission. Hawks was introduced in the manga with his role being the "double agent". We literally have not seen Hawks outside of his "spy" role. Even when he is interacting with other characters outside of the Leauge, his "mission" is still happening in the background.

It seems Hawks made contact with Dabi right before the Hero Billboard chart, this is when he starts trying to infiltrate. His interaction with Dabi in the warehouse begins immediately after Endeavors fight with High-End:

During this time, Dabi is testing out a High-End Nomu for doctor Ujiko. Which means by the time Endeavor fights High-End, the My Villain Academia arc is already happening. Hawks is assumed to be one of the "members" Dabi is trying to recruit:

The Leauge has already made contact with doctor Ujiko, and the Doctor sends Dabi to test his High-End Nomu out on Endeavor (even though Dabi didn't know it would be Endeavor) while the rest of the Leauge battle Machia. At the time, Dabi still doesn't trust Hawks at all and he keeps the hero at arms length. While Dabi and Hawks are sharing ominous phone calls, the Leauge is hauling ass and it take's Shigiraki a month and a half to finally beat Machia. (The MLA is "defeated" too):

After a month and a half of phone calls (while the Leauge gets their asses handed to them by Machia in the background) Hawks is finally allowed into the Leauge when the battle of Dekia City is finally over. Dabi let's him in because Hawks "kills" Best Jeanist.

But there's a problem. By the time Hawks is let in, The Leagues numbers have drastically increased. They have an army at their side, multiple High-End nomu, and are now called the MLA:

Hawks blames himself, saying that he was "too late". That so many civilians would be alive now if he had been faster. He couldn't round up the Leauge when they were a small group, and now they have an army. A powerful one:

He's in too deep now. And you can see the stress on his face. I bet he never expected to be part of an army. He was simply tasked to round up the Leauge members while they were a small group, but the MLA was completely unexpected. Still, he decides to improvise and do the best he can with the shitty cards he's been dealt. It's not like he has another option at this point.

So he slips a coded message to Endeavor ASAP. Basically saying "yo, in four months shits about to go down. Ttyl I'll keep you posted lol". He can't tell the guy in person now, because to make things harder, he has camera's on his wings. (and even though he's being watched by camera's, he also gets followed by guards at the mansion):

After Hawks relays the massge, he stroles around the mansion with his bodyguard and heads towards the cafeteria. With a little eavesdropping (courtesy of his feathers) he also finds out that the Leauges plan is to "Destroy Everything" in four months:

After he relays the massage to Endeavor, he listens to the Leauges plans of destruction as his thoughts run a thousand M.P.H.

Because now "capture the Leauge" has turned into "Holy shit I now only have 4 months to take down a full fledged terrorist organization/army from the inside-out by myself while I'm being monitored 24/7 with absolutely no privacy & also a full time job as a hero + a public image to maintain. And I can only contact my fellow pro's about this mission through code because if the villains find out I'm a double agent I could be killed and Japan could be destroyed. Also some heros have even joined the MLA so who on my own side can I trust? Only a select specific few for now I guess."

If you thought things couldn't get worse your wrong.

Because around 2 months before the raid Hawks' heart (that wants to be free & has a genuine desire to help people) takes shit a bit too far when it makes him get attached to a certain powerful villain.

Hawks quckily finds out that Twice is easily the second most powerful villain in the Leauge after Shigiraki. He's an S ranked villain and he'll kick your ass with the power of friendship anyday. He's a great guy, but him and the Leauge are still planning on doing horrible things within the next 2 months. Twice is going along with it because he wants to stick by his friends, which y'know, is a cool motive. But considering that fact that the people Hawks is trying to protect ALSO have friends, and family's, this makes shit difficult and sends Hawks on some major guilt trips. (I would show all the panels of Hawks sadly smiling as Twice calls him a "good guy", but alas- Tumblr has informed me that I've reached my 10 image per post limit)

And tbh who wouldn't feel bad about suddenly getting attached to such a golden retriever of a man and then realizing you'll have to double-cross him at some point! I'm not surprised Hawks would feel this way, especially considering the fact that he never wanted to take on this mission in the first place.

Hawks is very much a people person, and he HATES lying even when he has no other option. This is a man who got "shivers up his spine" when he had to put on a serious face while handing Endeavor a book with coded messages inside. He literally felt icky and thought "this is low even for me" just because he had to use a deadly expression so that Endeavor would get the gist.

And when the Commission made their "proposal" about this mission, Hawks' first reaction was to call them out on their B.S. for asking him to put civilian lives at risk. He even admitted that he was feeling bad about sending Tokoyami away while talking to Deku, Shoto, and Bakugo. Hawks felt guilty about not being able to spend more time with his student, but considering that things with the MLA were starting to get riskier, and that Hawks literally handed Endeavor a book with a coded message inside about an uprising 2 seconds later, I can see why he wouldn't want to risk Tokoyami being around him. The fact that the camera's on Hawks' wings caught his interactions with Endeavor & the students also makes the creep‐factor worse. The MLA saw everything AND talked about it in a meeting later. Continuing to train with Tokoyami would put him at risk.

I love the complexity of Hawks' character, he's incredibly intelligent, logical, and intuitive. But at the same time throughout this entire mission his heart is constantly battling with his mind. Even when he knows he has to grit his teeth and do something shifty, his heart never fails to put up a fight with his logistics. Honestly it's been a pattern for a while that Hawks' sympathy always "Trips him up" in some way, so idk why I didn't see it coming around to bite him in the ass later.

(Tbh it's hard for me to see Hawks as a this super "Morally Gray" person that the fandom likes to paint him as because of a mission that he only spent 6 months on. I personally, kinda see Hawks as a "good person" who works for a "morally gray" agency. But that's a whole different meta)

Basically, Hawks getting attached to Twice wasn't a surprise. But considering how powerful Twice was, along with his role in the League's destructive plans (He was a lieutenant in one of the MLA's "Units") the discourse going on in Hawks' mind makes sense. By this point Hawks has already figured out all of the MLA's "Units" along with the three "bosses" that support the lieutenants of those "Units". It's noted that those "bosses" are extremely powerful and can match the strength of the heros as well. It took Hawks an entire month just to figure out all of the "Units" members. (I would show the panels explaining all of this but I'm at my photo limit)

All of these members were tasked to follow their lieutenants and bosses, and the plan was to attack all of Japans major cities at the same time. Once the cities were destroyed and chaos had set in, Redestro and feel good inc. Would distribute support items to the remaining citizens in the name of "self-defense". It would create a country full of discourse and destruction where Redestro and Feel good inc. Would rule from the shadows. But Shigiraki would be the main leader. He would become "king" and sit upon a "throne of rubble". (At least this was the MLA's plan, Shigiraki himself just kinda wants to destroy everything. But I suppose this would make things easier for him to do that.)

needless to say, the stakes have been upped excessively. But it took Hawks an entire month to gather this info.

This post is honestly just me marveling at what an M.V.P Hawks is

My guy literally only had 4 months to take down an entire terrorist organization for the inside-out. AND he was being monitored during that entire time. He figured out the MLA's intentions within the first month of being there. And it took him another full month to go into detail and figure out all the members, bosses, and lieutenants, for each of their "Units". Hawks even went as far as to immerse himself in the MLA's ideology, and he had in-depth discussions with the MLA's members. HELL HE EVEN FAKED HIS CO-WORKERS DEATH JUST TO GET IN.

AND HE PRETTY MUCH IMPROVISED ALL OF THIS SHIT!!! The original plan was to capture the Leauge when they were a small group! But by the time Hawks managed to infiltrate, The Leauge already had an army! They were a full-blown organization! And Hawks just kinda rolled with it??? He just kinda bullshitted his way through??

Like, "okay I'm now apart of an army I guess. The Leauge is now an entire organization and they're planning on destroying Japan in March. Let's see how this goes. I'll just have to make this work"???

LIKE HOW THE FUCK IS HE NOT DEAD! WHAT A FUCKING MADLAD

[imthearsonist666]

a beginner's guide to astrology, from a beginne

in today’s post you will learn about:

- your natal chart

- planets

- the signs archetypes

a natal chart is a screenshot of the sky when you're born. each planet will be in a different position and the combination of each planet and where it is will give off an energy that will be "stamped" to you. so, planets. the planets we use in astrology are all of those in the solar system, including the sun, the moon and pluto. each planet represents something different and have many interpretations but here's a quick summary:

the sun is the center of all. it's your ego and you in your purest self

the moon is your emotions and your heart

mercury: is how you communicate, how you learn, teach, and express yourself

venus is how you love and how you receive love

mars is anger, fury and passion

jupiter is your luck and fortune. it is also heavily associated with growth and expansion

saturn is your limits (think about the rings and how they can symbol a restriction). it's also how you discipline yourself and how you deal with responsibilities

uranus is everything unusual. your uniqueness and rebellion.

naptune is your imagination and dreams

pluto symbolizes rebirth and transformation. spiritually, it is also associated with death and the unknown. 

finally, your rising sign is the point exactly above you when you were born. in your chart, it represents your appearance. it's like the mask you put on. when someone first meets you, they might think your sun sign is your rising but as they get to know you they will see your sun sign be more relevant.

there are some other aspects of the chart but i think those are the most important because now that you know what each planet means, you can google the sign that is on each planet and relate the characteristics of each sign to each planet. if you want to, you can send me your chart and i can explain it to you the best i can (to know your chart you'll need to know your exact birth time. this is the website that i use to do them https://www.astro.com/ )

as you might already know, each sign is connected with stereotypes. please please pleaaase ignore them!! they are the stupidest things ever and will only confuse you. one thing you should pay attention to are each signs archetypes. archetypes are neutral characteristics of each sign. they are also ancient and go back to ancient greese. here are each signs archetypes:

aries: they are warriors, knights and leaders. bold, daring, protective, corageous

taurus: they are earth lovers. persistent, determined, strong, comfort oriented, patient

gemini: they are jesters, acrobats. intelligent, funny, communicative, entertaining, poetic, tricky

cancer: they are mothers, guardians, nurturers. protective, supportive, intuitive, sensitive, creative.

leo: they are performers, heroes. radiant, confident, joyful, charismatic, expressive.

virgo: they are mentors, teachers. humble, analytical, intelligent, precise, practical, detail-oriented.

libra: they are diplomats, lawmakers (fun fact aoc is a libra). they are charming, sophisticated, persuasive, just.

scorpio: they are detectives, sorcerers. deep, fierce, magnetic, intelligent

sagittarius: they are explorers, philosophers. optimistic, humorous, blunt, restless, philosophical

capricorn: they are the fathers, rulers and advisors. structured, organized, traditional, sarcastic, efficient

aquarius: they are scientists and creators. unique, intellectual, intuitive, cosmic, rebellious (think galileo!), independent.

pisces: they are mystics and artists. dreamy, sensitive, emotional, poetic, cryptic, oceanic

i'll tell you a bit about my birth chart: i have a scorpio sun. scorpios are water signs and their ruling planets are mars and pluto. scorpios are highly emotional and stereotypically very secretive i have aquarius rising. i usually look like the odd one out. i stand out easily because i have very varied style. one day i look like a punk from the 80s and the next i look like a hippie from the 70s. my moon is in aries and its the thing i like the least from my chart lol. my emotions are always at their peak and im constantly on edge. i have veeery quick mood swings so i love to blame all of that on having a fire sign ruling my emotions.

thank you for reading :) if you have any questions feel free to leave them on my ask box, i’ll respond as soon as i can. if i made any mistakes please let me know so i can fix them. i’d love to hear your opinions on the signs and planets so share them with me if you want to!! 

i hope you have a wonderfull day xx 

[pinkponyclubb]

young royals: wilmon and their zodiac signs

so, instead of working on my term paper i started thinking about what could be wille's and simon's big three. feel free to disagree with me, but i thought i'd share my thoughts!! this is all in good fun and isn't meant to be taken too seriously, so don't come at me lol

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a little explanation about what these placements mean in case you don't know: the sun sign builds one's identity and kind of serves as the blueprint for a person, a.k.a. the core. the moon sign is responsible for emotionality and rules how we deal with our moods and feelings. the rising sign is what many view as the mask we present other people, and it's responsible for how we react to our environment.

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Wilhelm

virgo sun / libra moon / cancer rising

virgo sun - people with their sun in virgo are constantly looking for ways to improve themselves and tend to don't ever think of themselves as good enough. this may cause a common state of anxiety, which we see wilhelm suffer from in very obvious ways throughout the entire season. he doesn't think he's good enough at being a prince (or, later, the crown prince), and his family literally making him say that he's the family disappointment in episode 1 probably didn‘t help. although virgos are willing to work hard, they might still feel like a lost cause because they tend to set unrealistic expectations for themselves and can't help but compare themselves to others. before they make a decision, people with their sun in virgo have to think everything through over and over again and due to their urge for perfectionism they might need a lot of time - final and definite decisions feel super difficult to make, and under pressure, they tend to crack under outside influences. moreover, virgos are not known to be very sociable. wilhelm even says once that he dislikes having to talk to a lot of people, even though once he does it, they don‘t react to him negatively.

libra moon - wilhelm seems to heavily rely on another person to share his emotions with. in the beginning, that person is erik, but later we see simon become this person. after erik passes, wilhelm tries to stay away from simon for the sake of the crown, but then realises he needs him to hold on to. now, you might question this, because aren't people with their moon in libra also meant to be super charming? yes, and hear me out! indeed, wille is suffering from anxiety and also explicitly said that he doesn‘t enjoy socialising, BUT have you seen him talk to linda at the parent's day lunch? he immediately tried to make sure she'd feel comfortable in an environment she wasn't used to - maybe it's his manners and his upbringing, and of course he wants the mother of the guy he has a crush on to like him, but he seems to charm her with ease. another completely different thought i had was that when he gave in and denied it was him in the video after all in the final episode, he possibly did it to avoid another fight with his mother. librans crave harmony at all times and cannot stand people being mad at them or disappointed in them, and we have to consider that at this point, wille doesn't fully realise yet that this would be a dealbreaker for simon - so to wille, following his mother's wishes probably seemed like the best compromise.

cancer rising - despite being a prince, wilhelm doesn't really portray stereotypical characteristics. he's shy, easily flustered, and emotional. when faced with conflict, he withdraws completely (e.g. when he asks simon to delete all of their texts instead of coming to him for comfort). cancer ascendants are known to be kind and sensitive, and they are careful about who they want to open up to. this leads to some cancer ascendants feeling rather lonely at times. they long for people they can feel safe around. when they are in love, they give their all, and they wear their heart on their sleeves (wille really sucks at hiding how much he likes simon, i think we can all agree on that). also, one of the typical cancerian's love languages is physical touch! once they manage to open up, they are good communicators (one thing that‘s so great about wilmon is that! they! talk! and i blame their immaculate zodiac placements).

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Simon

pisces sun / scorpio moon / libra rising

pisces sun - honestly, one of my favourite zodiac signs, and i say that as someone who does (unfortunately) not have a single pisces placement in her chart. people with their sun in pisces tend to be very sympathetic. very. they always try to understand each side of an argument, and are known to be incredibly open-minded. however, this ability to adapt might make them feel like they have to hide a part of themselves around certain people, and to other people they might seem a little like a push-over. they don't really dare to dream big out loud. pisceans are also prone to get into the arts one way or another - and as we all know, simon loves music and is a great singer! people with their sun in pisces would never intentionally hurt anyone, and always put their loved ones first, even over themselves (sara fittingly pointed this out in episode 6). saying 'no' is a hard task for them (remember in episode 5 when simon is very obviously still mad at wilhelm for what he did but forgives him anyways because wilhelm says he needs him?). pisceans like to ignore harsh realities, so when it comes at them, it hits hard. some even claim for pisceans to be a little masochistic, e.g. when they are getting into situations that will very obviously hurt them just for the sake of trusting another person.

scorpio moon - now, i know that scorpios don't have the best reputation, but honestly, i think they're misunderstood. people with their moon in scorpio value emotionality unlike any other sign. they feel everything at the fullest, even if they're not necessarily sharing it; however, they are always up for anything that will grant them (negative or positive) emotional intensity, e.g. a passionate relationship. they don't do things halfway, it's all or nothing. to other people, they radiate strength, and scorpios are not scared of honesty - in fact, they value it.

libra rising - i feel like this is the most debatable one, so feel free to disagree with me. libra ascendants are usually very likable. they are kind and fun to be around, because they care about everyone around them being comfortable. they also care deeply about fairness and equality (we see this in simon a lot, starting with him speaking up for lower classes in class in the very first episode). librans are known to be a little indecisive, but mainly because they want to make sure they made the best choice for everyone around them. they sometimes forget to put themselves first, and tend to feel guilty if they do so.

i hope this makes sense to you. it was really interesting to think about, and: bonus! it gives us an idea of what their birthdays could be. according to this, simon's birthday would be either the 10th or the 11th of march, 2004, and wille's birthday the 14th or 15th of september, 2004. like i said, this is obviously just wild guesses based on what we see in the show, but i'd love to hear your thoughts!!

[1111jenx]

You had talked about how Aries never let you go...would you please elaborate on it? One quality I have noticed in them is that they have double standards. They will appear detached and wouldn't wanna be tethered to you. And even flirt in front of you or talk about how they find others attractive, while in a relationship with u. They sometimes do it to make u jealous, or to prove a point about how they are free to admire whoever they want. They are very loyal if they are invested. But they are also shockingly very dominating, territorial and will throw a fit if you even look at anybody. They will constantly remind you of their options and once you decide to end things, they act like the victim. They want to be free to wander and experience life but it seems like they want you to wait for them at home so that they can come back to recharge if and when they want. ( I love Aries btw 2 of my best friends are Aries) I'm just curious as to why they do this. What do you think? (Please ignore this ask if it's too annoying lol sorry)

Ahhh I've been waiting for this observation!

I must say you've been seeing right through Aries placements' facades haha🤣 But i'd say while Aries placements are extremely prone to anger issues(yes Aries moon i'm looking at y'all) We must also look deeper into their patterns of actions to come up with an objective observation<3

I agree with you on the idea of Aries need for adventure, independence and passions! They're the Ram of the zodiac after all, needs for excitment and childlike joy are always essential:) However, when we're talking about underdeveloped placements, meaning that they haven't grown into their highest selves, I do also see how Aries placements can be the most impatient, hot-headed and territorial people! The way you use territorial instead of protective made me chuckle, heres why.

Mars rules desires, actions, energy, passion, war, aggression, sex, and assertion. With that being said, bear in mind that Aries is also the FIRST(cardinal) sign in astrology, meaning that they LOVE to start things and to constantly search for their next conquest! I've noticed that sometimes, when underdeveloped Aries placements can be literal children, they can act out for their own selfish tendencies and needs and can be very similar to their Taurus neighbour, may sometimes put themselves first above all else. I don't blame them though! I've noticed that Aries placements literally need to talk to professionals as while they're very prone to exploding, they're also prone to bottle things up. Aries placements losing it or losing themselves to the darker sides of them can be seen as a knee jerk reaction to their hidden fear or partnership or harmony, while they CRAVE this, they also may not receive enough of it when younger (aries-libra axis) (interpret the whole chart to determine), and Aries placements are truly independent lovers, they simply HATE relying on others🤣

I feel like what you're describing sounds like Venus/Mars in Aries, these crackheads LOVE the chase. Gosh but with their attentional spans and deep need for validations(similar to Leo Venus/Mars but more prone to ghosting, i'm so serious.) they sometimes feel like they didn't fall in love with the person but the idea of them(surprisingly delusional very much like their neighbour, pisces)🤣 But we're still talking about underdeveloped placements here, once correctly enabled, we have the most passionate, lion-hearted, teeny tiny bite of psycho(slash ur tires type of psycho) individuals <3

Similar to other fire placements, they're always feel like they're burning. Depending on where the placements reside, they will burn differently! I have never truly understand loyalty and compassions and determination until I met an Aries stellium:) They keep surprising me again and again:)! They will love you like you're a part of them and will treat you with so much respects when you earn their loyalty and trust🥰 Ride or die vibes, my kinda people!

My advice for you while dealing with these people: be straightforward! word it carefully though! They're emotionally intelligent and you can't fool them🤣 Will get HELLA MAD OR DEFENSIVE if they sense the smallest bits of dishonesty. Appreciate vulnerability and honors. Surprisingly they love diplomatic people:) When you're working with them, set your boundaries straight and watch them fall in love with you🤣🤣

love,

saint jenx🥀

[autisticandroids]

If you were to rank the spn seasons from favorite to least favorite how would you rank them?

disclaimer: i have not done a full watch since 2013 (1-8) or whenever the various seasons aired (8-15).

i’m not going to rank all of them, but i’ll give some preferences.

my favorite seasons are four and twelve. like, i could justify this with like, elements that they had? 

four had all this great aesthetic, and it introduced the angel plotlines, and there was all this wonderful loyalty and betrayal and secret keeping, and it wanted to be a john le carre novel so BAD, and finally there was some serious ambiguity in the form of heaven (rather than just monster bad), and also institutions, in the form of heaven and hell, and you all know how i like a story that contains institutions, and dean’s hell trauma was like incredibly compelling, and sam was doing hot girl shit, and every single angel character ruled, etc. etc. etc. four is like the only season of supernatural that is entirely justified in taking itself seriously.

and twelve was like the complete opposite. it was a sitcom. incredibly lighthearted and fun, a show that was kind of a joke about supernatural, incredibly refreshing after the constant doom and gloom of the carver era. and like, the mary plotline was legitimately the smartest and most interesting piece of writing in all of supernatural and also i love mary, the cas-crowley stuff was wonderful and hilarious, rowena got to be like, a protagonist, the bmol were the most ridiculous antagonist spn ever had and i love them for it, the destiel was off the charts, etc. etc. etc. 

so like, both of them had INCREDIBLY good elements. but the thing is that that’s not the reason i like them, really. i love themes, and i love character, and i love worldbuilding, and all that shit, but the greatest ruler i judge an episode, or season, of supernatural against is whether i was bored. and four and twelve are both just like. oops! all bangers!

my least favorite seasons will surprise no one, i’m not a huge fan of one, two, seven, nine, or ten. 

ten i did not love because of the jeremy carver trademarked doom and gloom, like, that man is a hero and a heller but his seasons are both boring and depressing. he’s a bad showrunner, and many of the episodes produced under him were poorly written though i don’t know how much to blame him for this.

i have the problems with nine that everyone has with nine, along with my general dislike of carver’s seasons. i feel like i don’t have to explain this.

one and two’s intensely unironic trying-to-be-scary monster of the week shtick did NOT do it for me. i liked the character-focused episodes, and i liked their literally one funny episode each, but overall i found them boring and intensely incest-subtexty. they’re far too serious, without the good writing to back it up.

seven’s problem is essentially that sera gamble is a terrible showrunner. like, she is fucking GIFTED as an individual episode writer, she is a BARD, homophobia or no homophobia, but as a showrunner she fails, for two specific reasons: 

first, she’s a bronly, and i just.... don’t think having a show with no side characters works lmao. like, honestly, whenever i rewrite the show in my head, one of my big axes to grind is i wish that supernatural had been an ensemble cast show. i hate that it’s constantly trying to be just about the brothers. hell, i hate that it’s constantly trying to be just about team free will! cas is not exempt, when the show is being run by people who want to include him! i’m a star trek fan, i demand a minimum of seven main characters in my dumb scifi.

second, she’s no good at plot. this is fine as an individual episode writer; you don’t have to put serious plot in a single episode if you don’t want to, you can just build character. those are the best kinds of episodes, imo, and sera gamble SHINES at them. but for a season you need plot and sera cannot deliver.

other than my top two and my bottom five, i’ll just go through some surprises:

season six is the only season that gets a pass on my “ranking supernatural should be done by entertainment value” rule. like, season six SUCKS ASS for all the same reasons as season seven, but even WORSE because at least seven managed the dick roman plotline halfway through, which improved things considerably. season six didn’t manage to grow a solid, fun plot until the LAST THREE EPISODES. but it gets a pass because oh! what episodes they were! i love godstiel arc. mommy sera PLEASE hatecrime me, you hatecrime me so GOOD! so season six is way higher on my ranking than it aught to be.

season three i LOVE, if it weren’t for the entire dabb era coming in with a steel chair and being like, the best spn has ever been, then season three would be my third favorite after four and twelve. like, spn FINALLY starting to take itself a little less seriously! lots of silly bullshit! also oops, all bangers! is easier when you only have sixteen episodes lol.

eleven would be on my shitlist for being too carvery, except that about halfway through it takes an upswing which is, i am PREEEETTY sure, a result of andrew dabb taking over, so they end up having a much more lighthearted second half of the season and solve the main plot via family therapy. so i guess eleven also gets a pass kind of like six except i do not like eleven as much as six so it gets upgraded from bad to mediocre instead of bad to great.

and then my last hot-n-spicy take is that i do not love eight as much as most people. like, was season eight of supernatural a win for the gays? yes. was purgatory iconic? yes. do i love benny lafitte with all of my heart? yes. do i miss kevin tran every day? yes. do i sometimes repeat the words “and they were all dean.” to my friends over and over on video calls? yes. but the thing is that banger elements do not a banger season make. eight was disorganized, the writing was often poor and boring, and that trademarked jeremy carver doom and gloom was already starting to set in. i do not love it. i do not hate it, but i do not love it.

[adelaidedrubman]

1, 3, & 5 for past & future for my bb jestiny pls? (❁´◡`❁)

hi ash ily thank you for sending and im sorry this took me forever to get to and my answers were so long and rambling when i finally wrote them :') below cut and spoiler warnings + cw for discussions of domestic violence, physical and emotional abuse, trauma

1. Briefly describe the way their parents grew up, and how it affected the way they raised them.

answered here!

3. Describe their family. Who raised them, and who had the most impact on them? Did they have any siblings? Who were they closest to? What were the family dynamics like?

jestiny was raised by her mother and father, and had a close relationship with her maternal grandparents as well. jessie was an only child, but her mother often ran a small daycare service out of the family home, plus she had plenty of cousins constantly around, so she frequently interacted with other kids and proudly proclaims there's no only child syndrome here, thank you.

in her younger days, she was probably most attached to her maternal grandparents, they offered a lot of stability and nurturing in her life. she loved her mother, but did feel a certain distance from her, and felt guilty depending on her.

a lot of the family dynamic was shaped by the fact jestiny's father was extremely abusive towards her mother. he was only physically violent a handful of times since jessie's birth, and probably only once that jessie witnessed directly, but the pattern of abuse was always there, and jessie quickly grew to hate her father for it — and his attempts to control jessie herself.

unlike with her mother though, jessie's father was never physically violent with jessie, despite often being frustrated with her total lack of obedience as a child. in fact, he frequently praised jessie and told her she was extremely special and intelligent (although there was always a dark underside to his high expectations), and he'd often blame jessie's disobedience or shortcomings on her mother and punish her for jessie's bad behavior rather than punishing jessie herself. gee, i wonder what she's going to project that experience onto in the future. jessie feels like she doesn't have a right to claim any of the trauma from her childhood experiences — her mother was the real victim, not her.

5. Where did they grow up? What was it like? Were they happy there?

jestiny grew up in piney grove, kentucky — a little holler in the appalachian mountains. (fictional, but i used harlan, kentucky as the location to do her birth chart so in that general area lol). it was a small, impoverished community with little opportunity outside of the (quickly declining) mining industry. it was a very tight-knit and friendly community, which didn't always vibe with jessie. she quickly found "friendly" doesn't actually mean "helpful" or "fair", and small town life often equals everyone whispering about your business but no one having the balls to confront you about it or do anything. she's eager to leave her town, until she does circa age 17 when her family moves to north dakota after her father loses his job, and she realizes there are much worse places to be.

1. Briefly describe their life in the future, regardless of how far into the future this is.

hmmmm well after spending years in a bunker trying to pass the time by perfecting her woodworking with primarily horrible, radiation rotted wood, jessie has become a pro and is happily helping the folks of hope county rebuild homes. it's the first job she's stuck with for longer than 6 months, we're very proud.

3. How would their beliefs or morals change in the future, if at all?

i think the primary shift will be that jessie will start to feel more accountability to her community and her little found family. jestiny up through some of the events of wildfire is very much someone who views family and community obligations like checking a box — if she is making certain sacrifices, she's a sufficiently good daughter/citizen/person and she doesn't have to worry about actually keeping meaningful connections with people. as she grows up, she starts to learn the value of being genuinely kind and nurturing towards people instead of just doing tangible acts out of a sense of duty. she starts to value contributing to her community as something she should do because of its intrinsic worth instead of out of obligation.

5. Did they get married or have a family? Why? If otherwise, why not?

ugh yeah i think she does eventually get married after her main timeline. (barf). somewhat spoiler alert (but also not really since i heavily imply it in like, chapter one) but the collapse does happen in jessie's main timeline, and honestly i don't know if she would ever get married without the literal world ending. (having a life partner, sure, but not actually having a legal union/ceremony/calling someone her spouse.) but society collapsing helps her see a chance to rebuild the world for the better and opens her mind to the idea of marriage being removed from some of its prior fucked up status as an institution to actually be something personal and positive. plus no laws means she can still bolt in the night without consequence.

and she does have a family, at first her little found family with john and some others. (don't wanna spoil too much by saying exactly who/haven't made final decisions on who will be included yet.) she and john do eventually adopt two children as well — they volunteered for what was originally supposed to be a two week max baby sitting job for a couple of children who had been abandoned, but as their time with them drew to a close they (john in particular) couldn’t really make peace with letting them go off to an uncertain future and decided to step up. dumbasses say they don't want kids manage to have 10+ years of unprotected sex and avoid accidental pregnancies then end up accidentally adopting children. cringe.

[nefariouscryptid]

I deleted the reblog cause I didn’t know if you wanted it reblogged or not but just staying safe lol. @roxyourworld

Something that I’ve learned, and it’s a sad reality, is that in this day in age people aren’t interested in getting invested in new stories if there is no visual for them. And by visual I mean animation.

This can be charted up to people being more stress and not having the energy to invest themselves in something new if they can’t just sit down and watch it and in my unpopular opinion people only crave relatability in media, so even if your story is super unique and extremely well written and you’ve become the next Mario Puzo of writing, people won’t care if they can’t see themselves in it. At most it’ll just become a “wow that’s cool!” And they’ll move on.

But with that being said it’s not impossible to get recognition for your original work and your art. It’s just a lot harder. Even then something I’ve learned is that you’re far better off learning how to move on and to create only for yourself without the need or desire for people to notice then to constantly try to aim for a higher standard in hopes you get somewhere.

It’s a sad reality and we’ve hit an age where creativity and originality of content creators and artists outside animation is no longer wanted. I blame the industry for that.

[blueboltkatana]

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

GUrll ur so sexy... Like you're Hot. I don't care if you were bullied in school, you're sexy, they lied.

Also bitch I KNEW i related to you too much our ascendants are both in leo we're so hot.

Ok ok no now I'll stop complimenting and start with the roasting here we go:

So the sun is your sense of "self" it represents you on the more base level i guess you could say, like what most people think you're like is represented by your sun. With Sagittarius being your sun it means you're very energetic Especially for those things you are passionate about, you might have gone through a LOT of hobbies, only a few of them stuck around but you like to try things. You're curious about the way people's minds works, you wanna figure them out. If the conversations you have don't involve some form of psychoanalysis or philosophy you might loose interest. You are a Talker, maybe you talk very fast or you are often told to lower your voice but you don't do it on purpose you're just very very animated. You are kina volatile, in the sense that you value freedom in everything, love, work, hobbies. You have a huge rebellious streak and you kinda like testing your luck. Think adrenaline junkie. It's cliché but with this much Sagittarius in your chart you prob love traveling, like i said you will chase freedom because you associate it with happiness. If you find people that make you feel free then you feel happy. Rules don't go well with you. You don't really like being involved with fights per se but you LOVE debating, if you can beat a motherfucker with nothing but facts and logic you will and you will enjoy it.

Your way of flirting or making friends is "lowkey bullying" or my favourite "verbally throwing hands". If they shoot back you get heart eyes (my mars in sag agrees). You can be tactless as fuck tho. Like you will say some outrageous shit that MIGHT be funny if the timing is right or MIGHT make everyone in a 5 mile radius mad.

I NEED to talk about your moon in sag bc Babe, babe the moon tells us about our emotions and how we deal with them, how we express them and how they shape us. But BABE. Sagittarius moons are so bad at comforting people it's embarrassing, trying to make them think of smth else or do smth else to distract from the situation is NOT a good way to deal with your emotions... Avoiding your emotions like the plague is not gonna invent a vaccine... Saying "everything is fine :)" DOESN'T MAKE ANYTHING FINE PLEASE GO TO THERAPY. ok to give you some credit, you don't let shit bring you down, no matter what you always get up and that is a *strength* that i admire, but love you're burning the candle at both ends, especially if you get yourself in More problems by trying to distract yourself from One problem.

Also you've had a horsegirl phase or a dog obsession phase or both huh. AND your love language is sarcasm but the type that you will make someone laugh when you're insulting them. You're also hilarious irl you're prob the "funny friend" but with that scorpio mars and venus baby inside ur sad and dark as fuck ripp.

I also wanted to talk about your mercury in sag... Babe... Do you know what a brain to mouth filter IS?! do you recognize that word?!?! Cuz you have never used yours i think. Like you are hilarious but that's because you have dolphins in the head cavity baby. Not trying to say you're stupid, you're actually very smart and opinionated, probably have been told that you'd be a great lawyer or smth. But miss gurl please think before you speak for the love of god ur gonna make someone cry. Also ur mouth is foul. Have you ever spoken a sentence without a "fuck" or a "cunt" somewhere in there?! God bless.

Now for your scorpio Venus I'm just gonna say, more confirmation that ur Sexy as Fuck, scorpio venuses are just sexy, amazing partners, VERY passionate, whoever dates you will never forget you, for better or for worse you'll forever be on the back of their mind. You had a harsh emo phase huh, maybe loved some obscure shit like witchcraft or just love dressing all black like someone's mother died, i bet you wear silver jewelry a lot, maybe necklaces or rings or chockers. If this isn't how you dress now it was prob a major phase in your life. Or maybe you just love horror movies idk

Being as passionate as you are you don't take well to being mistreated or lied to, you might like to plot revenge and things like those, you wouldn't do anything... You actually prefer letting things go but you WILL make an elaborate scenario in your head at 3am or even as you stare right in the persons face.

With mars in scorpio you might be kinda passive aggressive, maybe you act like things don't really bother you but you throw a comment or two once in a while just to stir the pot bc you can't move on lmfao.

You are attracted to people that are introverts or generally just mysterious, like i said above the nature of the Sagittarius is to Learn and to Study. People that you can't immediately figure out intrigue you. All your crushes are either on geminis or water signs lmfao.

The best careers for you are the ones that allow you some freedom of either movement or expression and something that can keep your mind from flying away, something that keeps you intrigued, like research or writing. You're a very "all or nothing" person and it can sometimes scare people away, i advise you to work on compromising, being less stubborn and more open with your emotions and desires.

(part one bc I'm taking too long and I don't wanna keep you waiting so much) I'll reblog this with part 2

Alright here we go part 2 of Roasting hella until she finds out I'm hiding in her walls.

I will skip over some planets that are Very slow moving and usually don't talk about you as an individual but refer to your generation as a whole.

I wanna focus on lilith for a sec bc worstie lilith talks about our fears, our more "darker" side that we hide from ourselves as well as the people that we love. Lilith in aries in the eleventh house tells me you might be afraid to take charge, you gravitate towards positions of leadership but you let go on the last second, almost afraid to have too much control, very often self sabotaging your own success. Your anger and you own ambition might scare you, you might be afraid of appearing too aggressive bc under your skin you have a deep rooted anger and rebellion that you wish to relieve but you can't find a good enough outlet, some things soothe it but you always feel like it never leaves. It might be related to some form of resentment that you never truly dealt with and now it sits uncomfortably with you and you just can't get over it and it bothers you. You might have been shy in groups as a child, maybe you talked a lot but it was always from a fear of the silence not always because you had something to say. The eleventh house is that of groups and friends and social awareness, technology and your hopes and wishes for the future, having lilith in this house talks about someone who had a hard time feeling comfortable around people OR someone who wasn't very accepted. You might have desperately wished for friends but have found it hard to find any. Or if you did, you deep down felt very alone. I would advise to learn to accept your anger and deal with it in healthy ways instead of brushing it off and repressing it.

The north node talks about what you need to focus more in your life for example in your case with Gemini in your North node you need to focus more on your communication letting go of anxiety and your relation with other people you need to become more interested in intellectual pursuit and growth. You need to let go off the need to always be right and look more at details instead of focusing on on the bigger picture all of the time. When your North node is is in Gemini then your South node is in Sagittarius which tells me that what you should focus less on is your pursuit of freedom and your rebellion. Be more aware of your words and use them with maturity.

Now let's have some fun with the ascendent in leo which we share and now i see why ur so relatable. The first house or the ascendant is that very superficial layer of our personality, it includes the way we carry ourselves, our style, the little habits or quirks we have. One thing about leo ascendants is that we have an obsession with our hair. Hair is important to us, some have huge hair that might remind you of a lions mane, others just have very unique style or color but we ALL are lowkey or highkey obsessed with it, either constantly touching it, pulling it, chewing on it, cutting it or dying it in unique ways you name it. You might have a rather large nose or cat like eyes.

This ascendent is full of life and light, very funny, light hearted and luxurious, you want to live that good life and i don't blame you. A negative aspect is that we come of as intimidating to others. ALL of my friends AND my ex have at some point told me I was intimidating to them. It makes us prone to overcompensating for it later in life so maybe now you're super outgoing and extroverted and you approach people first and try to be super friendly. Also you're an attention whore (affectionate) with a flare for the dramatics, very flamboyant, you basically fill the room with personality, it attracts attention and you love it. You're what people would call a "sunny" person.

You're hella competitive (get it lol) and you LOVE fighting your way to the top and crushing the competition. You're probably a weirdo that low key likes school. Not the way it's run or the teachers or whatever, but the "idea" of school. If you could just learn all your life you absolutely would.

Second house in virgo. The 2nd house is the house of money, work, income, daily routines, values, material possessions, habits, work ethic ect being in virgo it means you can have an extremely good work ethic, you put a lot of thought in planning and mapping your work, you might get overly critical on your work though and often undermine your own success and efforts because they didn't fit your impossible standards. You can be very organized in your work, you want things to be a certain way and if they don't follow your plan you will Make them. Its a good position for virgo but yoh need to be aware of not overworking by trying to do Everything on your own. Let others help you, and let people in your work do their own things don't try to help if not asked to because you will overwork yourself.

The third house is that of the mind, thinking, communication, siblings, interests and early education, in your case it is in Libra which means that you're early education might not have been very stable or it was a period of time that you look back with a lot of fondness but not much substance. You are a good talker but you get lost when it comes to details, you are indecisive when it comes to settling on an opinion on something if you don't have All the facts first, you always want to be right. You are pretty open minded and easy to talk to but you might have the bad habit of rambling off topic. You change interests constantly and you prob like to talk about others, you wanna know the tea if it kills you. You prob had a crush on a childhood best friend or on a hot neighbor. Your relationship with your siblings might be pretty good, friendly, no particular resentment or anything like that, you might be the one that everyone treats a little better, people let you get away with things more often, you might be the one that takes 2 hours in the bathroom lol.

Oof fourth house in scorpio babe how are the mommy issues? 😬 How is your relationship with your femininity? Having trouble with keeping secrets? So the fourth house is the one responsible for your home roots, your family, self-care, emotions, your mother, women and your femininity and having Scorpio here tells me that you might have very strong ties to your family, but they weren't healthy or emotionally supportive. You have grown with people that might have undermined your emotions, people that didn't teach you to set healthy boundaries and maybe even manipulators and gaslighters. You might have been the type to put your foot down a lot a home, assuming a very dominant role as well as the defender. You're very private about your family life and don't want to let people too close.

Ah i just noticed u have like 3 planets in this house including ur Sun and Moon, babe this house is what you need to focus on when you go to therapy. This almost secretive, guarded approach to understanding your own emotions is very prominent in how you see yourself, how you feel and with Pluto there, how you change. I could say the biggest changes in your life have happened in these areas and they have left the biggest impacts on you. Yes you are passionate and protective but don't let bad feelings marinate forever, address them and then move on from them because they're just weighting you down.

Fifth house in sag, also the house of your mercury. This house represents Love, romance, creativity, self expression, joy and childlike spirit. It tells me the way you express your creativity is through words which makes sense since you're a great writer, but not only, the way you express Love is also through your words, expression and free thoughts are your way you tell your loved ones how much you mean to them, think poetry, long rants, music recommendations bc of specific song lyrics, you have been writing form childhood and it's one of the ways you express your view on beauty as well, to you love is freedom and freedom is expression.

Capricorn in the sixth house paired with both uranus and neptune being in it tells me there is something about your knees, joints, bones or teeth in particular that stands out when it comes to your health, maybe you tend to break your teeth, maybe you like chewing on crunchy foods, maybe your joints crack a lot, idk but I'd drink my milk if i was you, take care of your joints and bones. Also for you, being emotionally unwell often translates to being Physically unwell as well, so be mindful of your emotions because they do affect you physically. You need to keep hydrated also and your health plan needs structure for it to work bc that neptune makes everything very chaotic and uranus constantly makes you bored and wanting to spice things up. Take care of your emotional needs just as much as you would with your physical ones. And for the love of jesus be CAREFUL with alcohol or smoking because that neptune in ur health house could mean serious trouble if you let it become an addiction, don't push it.

Aquarius in the seventh house of relationships, marriage, contracts, business partners ect means you are untraditionally traditional. That makes sense in my head let me explain. Aquarius is a sign that seeks individualism desperately, it likes to feel like a special person, impossible to understand. Yet always feels comfortable in the structure of traditional and safe paths. So for example you might marry someone in a way that is not traditional but at the end of the day you wish for your marriage to have a stability you would feel safe falling into. Also it says ur gay. Air signs in the relationship house says ur gay i Make the rules.

Pisces is in the eighth house of sex, intimacy, shared finances, inheritance, taxes, loans, property, mystery, partner's resources. This tells me you fuck with feeling lmfao. Or you simply make your love life something "special", a connection that only you and ur person can share, it's what makes you an amazing lover and an unforgettable one as well. But as amazing as you are at creating a otherworldly atmosphere, ur just as shit at setting boundaries and saying something when you don't like something. You don't like to see things that you love ending and a failed relationship makes you blame yourself too much, you have the tendency to stay in situations where you are being mistreated but you tell yourself It's on you.

A recurring theme I'm seeing is some weakness when it comes to liars or manipulators in your life. So either you irrationally fear people are lying to you because you "lie" to them about yourself or a lot of people in your childhood might have used lying or gaslighting as a way to keep you under control. I would advise to try not to overthink and become paranoid, people love you and they believe in you and they aren't deceiving you, they don't secretly mean something different from what they have said. Listen to your intuition about people sure, but don't confuse it with anxiety.

With lilith and aries in the 9th house of travel and higher education and religion I'm gonna assume you might have religious trauma. Religion might have been a way that people used to try and control you, if not religion then some form of system or government law. Being queer i completely understand the sentiment but in your case it's take a step further because you Value the ideals of this house so much, with lilith here, it's like at som point in your life you were finally awakened to how much injustice there was in the world ant that has made you very inclined to take action, you cannot stand unjust government or non tolerating religions. You might have felt crushed under an unjust system and it took you a lot of will and conviction to find your individuality and build yourself how you wanted once you were free.

Your midheaven in taurus tells me you are one that will achieve any goals you set your mind to. It might take you time, you might procrastinate around it, but at the end of the day, you will do it and you will do it well and it will be rewarding. If your father isn't a Taurus then he was a stable figure in your life, very much a rock for better or for worse. In your career life people will see you as very competent, very down to earth and helpful but you know you just procrastinated till the last second possible and stayed up all night do finish your work... You will seek careers that you believe will guarantee you stable income and a comfortable life. You might indulge in luxury from time to time because you think in order to get the position you want at work you need to look the part. Ultimately it's your sheer stubbornness and spite that gets you all the way up to the top of the food chain.

The eleventh house of groups, friendships, humanitarianism, and social awareness is in your case in gemini. It tells me you value friendship extremely and you surround yourself with a diverse cast of friends, you couldn't mix your different friend groups if you tried and you have tried. You have the habit of being too friendly to everyone which makes you end up with more friends than you know what to do with. You are approachable but people can get the impression that you are putting up a show or a facade and your emotions arent genuine, it's not always the case but you need to be more truthful and assertive, put some boundaries and don't let people get away with shit you don't like. Your public persona is very well liked, seen as fun and bright and smart and overall a joy to be around.

Now that last placement... 12th house cancer, i have the same placement and babe I'm sorry for all the shit you have been through. You deserve the freedom to be unhappy and to express that unhappiness in healthy ways. You deserve to be given unconditional love and support no matter how many mistakes you say you have made no matter how overly pessimistic you are about yourself it doesn't matter you're amazing and i love you and you deserve the world.

With jupiter the planet of expansion in the 12th house of endings, spirituality, solitude and karma?! Gurl i did say u were a cult leader but i didn't think it was astrologically backed up rippp. But it also says you might have a hard time getting the motivation to finish things, you might take a long time to finish a project. This house placements also tells me you're amazing at writing emotional ass fantasy stories which by now we have confirmed, but if you have like, an original idea for a book don't hesitate to get it started babe bc u have a very promising placement for that. Don't get too dragged into a sad whirlpool of emotions and daydreams but bring your creative ideas to life and you'll be fine.

This is all I'm doing today and i think it's enough lol. I'm posting this I'm sorry to my followers for the long ass post I'll tag it so you can filter it. This was a whole psycho-astrological analysis of our favourite writer Hellspawn1975. I have wanted to study her like a new lizard species for a while and i finally got the chance thank you hella for the opportunity.

Final words to @hella1975 i hate you and I'll fuck ur mom tomorrow, gn babe <3

[crayonflop]

NO i'm also a leo sun + scorpio asc so that answer made me lol but ALSO my moon is in cancer so like there's really no winning i cycle through 'i hate men' and 'where's the loml' thrice daily and also hate intimacy but can't let go of anyone or ANYthing but maybe that's just me like let's not blame the stars for everything. so SO curious to know what your placements are/ what they mean though

oh i KNOW ur really out here desperate for romantic love and attention like you’ve got that hitting u from every side lmaoo stay strong queen remember u are the most important person in ur life...........i’m a cancer sun libra moon capricorn asc so u know i feel ur struggles bc that basically means i come off as cold and stoic bc i struggle to be emotionally vulnerable but it’s bc i’m so sensitive that i just want to hide safely in my bed constantly despite my subconscious urges to be romantic sexy and social which i will NEVER admit to.....it’s literally hell in here my entire chart is just a series of conflicting placements 

[narrie]

its funny, niall cares a LOT about commercial success and how well his songs/albums are doing and yet his label act like they dont give a fuck about it/him with the close to none promo for hbw and worst timing to drop songs/albums ever. Not saying they dont care but niall if you care so much about charts maybe talk to your marketing people or hire better ones lol dont blame it on the best solo album you put out.

yeah their timings were fucked, not as in corona bc no one could’ve seen that coming, but before that when they dropped shit and how long they waited and what they did in-between, and then the missed opportunities during/afterwards. also having niall constantly tell everyone to STREAM doesn’t do shit my dudes i’m sorry to say. i def don’t agree with everyone being like “fuck his label” etc bc i personally don’t think they’re like treating him badly or anything but there are more holes in the marketing of it all than in the album if they’re going for commercial success. 

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Rules: go to this website and generate your natal chart if you can (you’ll need a place of birth + time of birth). Report the results for your Sun, Moon and Ascendant, and bold the statements that apply to you

Thanks for the tag Anni @whatagreatproblemtohave 😁 I’ll do under the line thingy too cause this is massive.

The Sun is in Capricorn Capricorn is a feet-on-the-ground, eye-on-the-prize sign. Those with Sun in Capricorn have a realistic, grounded approach to life that can be seen no matter how dreamy the rest of the birth chart suggests. These people know how to do things, and to get things done (this is something people say frequently to me, specially at work, so I’ll go with that). Some Capricorns naturally turn their backs on things they deem too frivolous. They are very much concerned with things that are worthwhile--and that includes their own lives. Capricorns want to do and be something worthwhile. Like their Earth signs relatives, Taurus and Virgo, they need to feel useful and effective in the real world in order to be satisfied with their lives. But the Capricorn spin on the earth signs is that Capricorn possesses a stronger need for recognition in a worldly sense. They have a strong sense of society and its framework, and they feel most secure when they feel they are doing their part within that framework. (geez, way to call me out at the end there) Capricorns like to pare things down, and take pleasure in the simple things in life. However, many are attracted to status symbols and these ones will wear the best clothes (tasteful ones!) and drive quietly impressive cars. Comparing Capricorns to their symbol, the goat, brings up some interesting analogies. Solar Capricorns can see into the future, and plan for it. They don't mind taking things slowly, but they absolutely aim to get to the top of the mountain in life! They make their way steadily and sure-footedly; and their strength and singleness of purpose are admirable. Capricorns can sometimes be rather lonely people, although they rarely let it show. They are often a little reserved--even standoffish. This is generally because they value all things practical, and they'll seldom wear their emotions on their sleeves, unless they have a particularly flamboyant Moon sign. This is a sign that is surely the most resourceful of the zodiac. To some, Capricorns come across as unimaginative, but they can be enormously creative when it comes to the material world (hello my craft loving self). They are generally very capable people with a strong sense of tradition and responsibility. (sometimes too much, but I don’t know if this is a older sibling thing or a capricorn thing) Many Capricorns have mastered the art of making people laugh (don’t know if I mastered, but I love it). Their sense of humor can be of the deadpan variety--they're generally excellent at keeping a straight face. They can be bitingly sarcastic, too. Capricorns are not known for taking too many risks in life. They value the beaten track and things "tried and true". This is not to say they are stick-in-the-muds -- they simply value the hard work laid down by those who've been around before them (....well yeah. why ignore the past if we can use it. doesn’t everyone?). Turn to your Capricorn friends for help when you need to really get things done. They'll have practical advice, and they'll help you organize and manage your life a little better. Capricorns are generally good with their "word", dependable, and rather loyal people. Short description: She is honest, reserved, circumspect, honorable, and strong-willed. Quietly ambitious within the realms of the possible, she likes and takes on responsibility. She can work in the social domain. Possible issues: A sometimes bitter and mistrustful mind.

The Moon is in Gemini Lunar Geminis are usually pleasant, witty, and charming people (hopefully?). At home and with family, however, they can be moody and irritable at times (I just need my alone time, ok?). People with Moon in Gemini are always interesting people--they have a finger in every pie, are curious to a fault, and are generally well-informed. Nervousness and worry are common traits (so now I know who to blame) with this lunar position. An underlying restlessness is common, and many Lunar Geminis need more stimulation than others. They usually read a lot, talk a lot, and think a lot (ok, this is definitely me) with this airy, mutable position of the Moon. Their homes are often a perpetual work-in-progress (😅). They generally dislike housework, but are big on home improvement. Re-organizing their homes in little--and sometimes big--ways seems to keep them happy, as Lunar Geminis are easily bored by both routine and constancy. Often, this is a reflection of their inner world--"the grass is always greener..." applies here. Inwardly, Lunar Geminis are often unsettled (...so that’s why my room changed 150% during lockdown). Moon in Gemini parents are generally more adept at handling the intellectual needs of their children than emotional ones. Others' complicated emotions, in general, can be difficult for Lunar Geminis to handle. In their families, Lunar Geminis often take on the role of organizing get-togethers. They are at their best when they have plenty of things to do beyond routine (usually reading, or crafting, or sewing... gimme something to do). Moon in Gemini people almost always have a way with words. They are clever and witty, and more often than not can be found chatting with others (... so yeah...). They are sociable and friendly, and feel comfortable in crowds (no. definitely don’t). Some pay too much attention to what everyone else is doing, and lose touch with what they really want to do. Generally, Lunar Geminis have a million and one projects going. They are impressionable folk, and their imagination is boundless. Their openness to new ideas is admirable, although decisiveness and persistence take a blow as a result. Still, versatility and adaptability (sounds like what I say in job interviews...) are some of the stronger traits of this position of the Moon. When irritable, they can easily become snappy. Their moodiness is complicated--this is not the same kind of moodiness you'll find with water sign moons, for example. Usually, difficult behavior stems from inner restlessness. Lunar Geminis want to do it all, and have trouble sticking to any one project. When problems arise, the first instinct of Moon in Gemini natives is to talk things out. Their tendency to analyze can give them the appearance of emotional detachment (my mom likes calling me cold. she also said to several friends I was autistic. I’m not). In fact, Lunar Geminis may be especially comfortable talking about their feelings, but feeling their own feelings doesn't come as easily. Those that don't take time out to really emote and understand their own needs may end up baffling others. Feeling misunderstood is common for Moon in Gemini natives. The only real solution to the problem is learning to get in touch with their own feelings (...no thanks). Short description: Sharp intellect. She likes literature, and will adapt to all situations and social groups. Work in contact with the public, literary occupations, travel (I work in a call center with focus in hospitality, and studied Literature in college...lol). Potential issues:  Lack of follow-up of ideas, indecision, may go back on decisions. (my capricorn my balance this out. I’m def not an indecisive person, and I finish what I start)

Ascendant is Gemini Those born with Gemini rising see the world as a place to learn. They are curious about the people around them. Sounds similar to Sagittarius rising? Well it is, but there are some important differences. While Sagittarius seeks to expand their mental and physical horizons in a broad sense, Gemini is mostly interested in moving about in their social circles. These are people who love to ask questions, to move around freely, and to mingle. Definitely restless and often quick in physical expression, natives of the Gemini Ascendant exude an air of impatience even if they don't mean it. In fact, there is a cleverness to Gemini Ascendants that can intimidate some, especially sensitive folk. Their facility with words can be a wonderful asset, although sometimes Gemini rising individuals identify too much with their mental agility and forget, in their personal interactions and communications, to nurture the people around them. A certain lack of warmth in presentation can be the result (so I’ve heard), and although this style is generally a facade, it is not immediately apparent to most. People with, for example, predominant Water signs may feel a little ill at ease with Gemini rising people (that is, before they get to know them more personally), while strong Air types more fully appreciate the fun and cleverness of these individuals. I have found two styles of presentation most common with Gemini rising people. One style is bubbly, changeable, talkative, and a little quirky. These natives are interesting and fun. They constantly explain things, whether it's their own behavior and opinion or those of the world around them. Another distinct "style" is a rather cool and intellectual demeanor. These natives are often quite witty and clever, but they present themselves in a less cheerful and changeable way than the first group. Their observations are sharp and the overall manner is a tad brusque (the first is me online or with people that know me well. The second is around people who don’t know me and usually my main ‘reputation’). No matter the style, Gemini rising natives are given to analysis and making sense of their world. Their powers of observation are well-developed, they are mentally active (more often than not, their minds are racing!), and they almost always have something bright or witty to say. It is easy for individuals with this position to get sidetracked, as their curiosity is large, their minds are quick, and their attention spans rather short! As children, natives born with a Gemini Ascendant are often labeled as the intellectual, inquisitive, and perhaps odd child. Many feel their upbringing lacked some warmth. In one-to-one relationships, Gemini rising people often seek a certain amount of personal freedom and space. They enjoy intellectual debates and exchanging ideas. Although they often demand a fair amount of freedom, they are often just as willing to give their partners room to breathe.

[gingerteaonthetardis]

21 questions!

thanks @imogen-theimaginedcat for tagging me!

nicknames: abbey is already a nickname for abigail, but other nicknames include crabby, ginger, and bean.

zodiac: perfect disaster of taurus sun, cancer moon, and yeah, you betcha, virgo rising. (i feel a lot of feelings and can explicitly identify them all at all times, it’s a curse.)

height: 5'4"

hogwarts house: ravenclaw sun, hufflepuff moon, slytherin rising. (i just made up this alignment chart on the fly, but it's the most accurate way of expressing my bullshit nature.)

last thing i googled: (and i'm not kidding) "outlander sex scenes how" - i was thinking more literal, like, "how the fuck do you tolerate being naked on set so much," but the answer that came up is that the scenes work because they organically fit the story and tell you something about the characters... not what i meant, but thanks anyway, internet!

favorite musicians: of all time? damien rice, kimbra, radiohead, brand new, glasser, the killers, lana del rey, the beatles, and nina simone, just to name a few. recent favorites who i think are in it for the long haul? phoebe bridgers, lucy dacus, japanese breakfast, marika hackman, moses sumney, haley heynderickx, hozier, and keaton henson. i'm sure there are more...

song stuck in my head: there are two right now... they stay down deep by giselle and no light, no light by florence + the machine.

following: (is it bad that i had to google how to figure this number out?) the answer is 84, which is less people than i thought... i need to get better at following back.

followers: 401. holy shit, i didn't realize there were that many of you reading my bitch sessions about television programs. hi, everyone!

do you get asks: when i participate in ask games and occasionally when someone wants to talk about fandom stuff, yeah. i'm always happy to get them, but i'm bad at responding in a timely fashion.

amount of sleep: currently? 3.5 hours. blame outlander and my anxiety disorder.

lucky number: i'm not sure i believe in luck, but one of my favorite numbers is 3. i like the stability of it. like a tripod.

what you're wearing: right now, i have on very ratty and cozy pajamas, because i do not plan on moving from my bed for some time. i need a nap! (my shirt is more holes than fabric at this point.)

dream job: a poet. a writer of fiction, maybe. preferably any job that exists outside of capitalism, lol. but realistically, anything that let's me escape into the world of words.

dream trip: that's impossible for me to really answer, as my thoughts change all the time. right now, thailand. i love fresh fruit and want to go somewhere hot and tropical and where the fruit is so juicy it drips down my face and neck. i want to wander markets and forests and eat fruit until i'm full.

instruments: just my voice, and even that is a bit out of practice. could probably use a tune-up.

languages: just english, much to my chagrin. i can't even say i have a loose smattering of spanish knowledge anymore, since i haven't studied it in ages. i'm crap with languages, unfortunately.

favorite songs: god, here are just a few... - smoke signals by phoebe bridgers - colour me in by damien rice - the build up by kimbra - sinnerman by nina simone - work song by hozier - apply by glasser - brooklyn baby by lana del rey - come together by the beatles but my list is literally unending.

random fact: my mom bullied me into auditioning for american idol back in college. i ended up reaching the top 200 and they flew me to los angeles where i ate a ton of avocados and room service and watched a documentary on the kings of leon. basically all of my footage got cut from the show, but it's still a weird thing to have experienced.

aesthetic: however i'm feeling. my style changes constantly. right now we're living in high-waisted shorts and crop-top land!

tagging any and all interested parties! (no obligation if you’re not interested, i’m literally just scrolling alphabetically, hahaaaa.)

@allegoricalrose @bittie752 @chiaroscuroverse @creativebec @galaxiesandmoons @ialwayscomewhenyoucall @kelkat9 @kallianeira @lostinfictoo @lotsofthinkythoughts @paigenotblank @rosmemetyler @strongblacklesbian @thirteenxrose @untemperedwolf @zagreuses-toast

[princemizu]

I made age charts! Only for three of my characters tho haha, who knows if I’ll ever do more. I’ll put bios and information under the cut!

Kazu:  Age 3: A total brat. No supervision at all over his actions. He's rarely given discipline or attention and goes on doing anything he can to get attention with no success. Teases Akane and Yukio constantly.

Age 5: First suicide attempt. Gets very tired of trying and attempts to drown himself in the pond in the garden. Meets Midori for the first time when he saves him.

Age 7: Second suicide attempt. Meets his cousins along with Jack who catches him in the kitchen. This is when his tears start to turn into gems.

Age 11: After Jack's disappearance and Midori's locked up more strictly, Kazu shuts himself away for a year. Afterwards at 11 he gives up caring too much about life. If he can't die, then he'll do what he wants with it. He starts sneaking in Midori's room, getting him to play tricks on others, mostly spending time with midori.

Age 13: Completely lets his life spin out of control. Stops brushing his hair, begins being nocturnal, starts studying black magic and all types of magic. Continues to see Midori and gets them both into trouble.

Age 22: Literally the same. No change. That's just how he is now, just living life till he dies

Yukio:  Age 5: Despite being the second oldest, he's still an easy target for all his siblings and is constantly teased. He cries easily and is considered a crybaby amongst all of them. He's quiet, shy, and meek.

Age 9: Still an easy target, but remains optimistic above all else. Can still cry easily but bounces back just as quickly. Enjoys spending time with his family and siblings and considers their teasing as love. starts to learn jewelry making at this time, receives gemstone from Kazu after their first big fight and uses it as his first project into jewelry making. He begins learning about becoming an heir and politics.

Age 18: Has been studying for quite a few years now and hopes to rule. Very optimistic but still shy when the opportunity presents itself. Meets his first boyfriend at this time and starts dating. Very excited and loves having someone close to him. Takes every opportunity he can to talk about his boyfriend.

Age 19: Things spiral out of control slowly as the year progresses on. Everything is controlled by his boyfriend, only speaks when allowed, doesn't pick his own clothing, gets very thin, basically a doll.

Age 20: Very spooked. After a sexual push from his boyfriend he's had enough and goes to Misao for help. Yukio gets blamed for the injury done to his boyfriend. Gets punished, extremely quiet and keeps to himself, zones out a lot, extremely delicate. Relationship with his siblings at this point is completely gone. Goes into an intense depression.

Age 23: Recovered from depression (Well not anymore lol) still afraid to speak up, talk to strangers, and has turned pessimistic. Returned to his work in politics and works to be the heir. Relationships with his siblings has somewhat stabilized. It's not perfect or how it was but can now talk and have a good time. Very sensitive to teasing now and sees it as a threat. Along with any mention of his lovelife.

Hoshiko: Age 4: A very bubbly child, very happy like all the time doesn't cry often or throw a tantrum. Was born as the only child so he got a lot of attention from his parents, grew up on a crop farm.

Age 6: Hoshi started trying to work on the farm with his father, though as much as he tried he was never very good at it. He lacked strength and stamina to keep up with the physical labor even with smaller tasks. At first they blame his small size and age and continue trying to get him to work. Hoshi happily tries every time.

Age 12: They'd given up at this age and Hoshi no longer helps with the physical labor. He helps his mom around the house and helps her with selling the produce and markets. He happily does so and can tell he thrives much better at this.

Age 18: Hoshi meets his boyfriend when he was in charge of his family's booth at the market a year or two ago. They start talking, getting to know each other and this is when his relationship with his family is strained. They don't like the fact he's gay and that he can't take over the farm and have children of his own. He gets engaged in secret at 18 and decides to run away from home.

Age 23: Hoshi has been living with his husband for some quite some time now. He's back to being happy and bubbly as he was. His husband can sometimes get a little paranoid and prefers when Hoshi doesn't leave the house. Not that he minds or cares, he completely understands. So he does what he use to on the farm and continues taking care of the house and does the cooking. He lives a happy life and regrets none of his decisions.

Age 24: His parents find out where they live, but rather than going there themselves they call the royal guards on the two of them claiming that Hoshi's husband was a demon that stole their son away and that now they were both causing evil in the town. The two are taken away to the castle's dungeons where Hoshi was forced to watch his husband die right in front of him. Right after he was tortured with his limbs being cut off, stabbed through the chest, and the final blow his head getting completely cut off.

When the big scare over the country was taken care of, Hoshi's body was found along with all his parts. He was buried fully in the castle graveyard on the top floor.

[fh-horoscopes]

What do you think about people that judge you just based on your solar sign? Honestly, I stopped reading comments on the pages I follow on instagram, cuz these people seems to shit on the rest of your birth chart, and this makes me mad! 😓

Depends on what they are saying and how they are saying it. Every sign has positive and negative aspects which help you understand both the good and bad traits you may possess. It's good to understand that and open yourself up to criticism so you can grow and shape into the very best you. Also, I do have a soft spot for non-malicious memes that drag the signs cause they are done all in good humor and its fun to poke fun at some of the sign’s traits. 

However, I agree when people are attacking sun signs/placements in an uncalled for and harsh way; pegging everyone who possesses those placements as a “bad person” or “someone they would never like” I get annoyed. It's just petty and stupid to believe everyone with a certain placement all developed in the same environments/circumstances, therefore, making them all the same. People shouldn’t make anyone feel bad for their placements they were given, or judge someone because of it. I remember starting this blog and a year into it there were some astro bloggers (who are inactive now I believe) they really just hated certain placements and were constantly putting people down for them. As annoying as it was, I knew that they were just hurt by someone in that placement and unfairly put blame on astrology in order to justify their hatred. I learned to just block that out or just laugh at it cause it really wasn’t up to them to decide what type of person someone was based on only knowing a portion of a stranger’s placements. So I guess my sleep deprive ramble is just trying to say, yes it is annoying when people do that but just make sure to note the difference between helpful criticism for self-improvement vs someone’s pettiness with a lack of education. Btw I don’t follow/look at astro blogs on insta (mostly cause they just steal posts from bloggers) so I don’t know how they are like, but I read plenty of comments on tumblr from these what three to four years lol and I know how brutal they can get.