the companion will go oh god doctor who is that?? and the doctor will get all serious and somber and say listen. he's the most evil creature in the universe. he's the worst enemy i've ever faced. he's horrible and unpredictable and you can never ever let your guard down. and then the villain will walk into the room like this
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The way they did Amber and Mark's breakup was so much more heartbreaking than what happened in the comics and I love it.
The two of them talking to eachother about how they're feeling—instead of Mark doing all the talking and Amber agreeing without any extra input—was nice to see and gave Amber more depth as a character. I also loved that the emphasis is put on their failing relationship actively hurting them, instead of the problem being that they'd enjoy another relationship more. It makes the scene feel more emotional instead of just being an obstacle the story needed to overcome to get to Mark and Eve being together. (In the comics Eve shows up literally 2 issues after the breakup and goes "So we're dating now right?" It's very obvious that they just needed to get Amber out of the way.)
No matter how hard they try it'll never work, and that fact deeply upsets them, as well as the viewer. I feel so bad for them, but this is ultimately the best outcome for them.
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there is something wrong with me.
there is something ugly following me, it must be, because why else would everyone leave me. something is wrong with me and that's why everybody leaves. and i tried, i tried so hard to make peace with how ugly this part of me is. i tried to keep it at a distance, keep it separate from me. but any time somebody caught even a glimpse of it, it frightened them and then they left.
there is something wrong with me and it makes people leave me and so they can never find out. they can never see that ugly side of me because then they will leave. except i'm hiding it and they still leave. what am i doing wrong? did it slip through somehow and made them leave? or is the ugliness in me still?
i try so hard to hide it because i don't want to be alone, i don't want to be abandoned dammit, but the ugliness won't leave and the ugliness is all i can think about. i think about it more than i think about my partner, my friends, my family. in a way, it's the closest thing to home i have now
and then something happens and i think to myself - this is it. this is what all of this has been for, something is wrong with me and everybody leaves me. but. if i can be useful then maybe this awful ugliness will finally leave me alone. yes i want to be left alone now, please abandon me like everybody else, please prove me right
and then i'm useful and the ugliness stays. i sigh
years pass and people continue to leave me. i don't know if it's because of me or her anymore, it doesn't really matter. everybody left, but she is still here. i can always see her out of the corner of my eye. her presence brings me comfort. she stayed. despite everything she stayed. she is my closest confidant, my best friend, the one that will stand with me when nobody else will
she is me
and i won't abandon myself anymore
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I just started watching full metal alchemist: brotherhood and Alphonse is hands-down literally the best character in the whole show I love him with my whole heart my baby boy.
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The Wolf
Soooooooooooo I've been working on a series of drawings from the Bonanza episode, My Brother's Keeper (which honestly might be my favorite episode of the entire series) so I'm gonna be posting a bunch of drawings based on that episode that I've been working on for the last few months.
I'll update this post with the next few drawings once they're complete. Here are the boys just sheer minutes away from disaster.... ;^;
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Re-watching Hannibal while expiriencing headaches, fever, insomnia and paranoia is so great because you are just a step away from diagnosing yourself with "Will Graham disorder"
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will i ever stop thinking about heather button being fanny's great granddaughter. will i ever stop thinking about how fanny must have had a son to have had a such a direct relation to heather. will i ever stop thinking about why fanny's son is never mentioned. will i ever stop thinking about fanny having strong opinions on the role of a mother and how to look after children, but never speaking of her own child or of being a mother herself. so many ghosts in this show and yet i'm most haunted by the total absence of fanny's son!!!!
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