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myoonmii · 3 months

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I keep thinking about Merlin’s love for Arthur and how it’s so clearly portrayed in the show to the point that it practically drives the plot of the show. However when it comes to Arthur’s love for Merlin it’s more subtle and sometimes difficult to even grasp, and I started thinking why that was, aside from the obvious fact that Arthur has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions affection or otherwise. I think it also lies in the fact that Merlin knows Arthur intrinsically throughout the show; he is one of the closest people to Arthur, and sees him for who he really is. Arthur admits as much.

Sure, Arthur knows Merlin but the main part of the plot is that he really doesn't know Merlin. Merlin wants him to desperately understand him and “see me for who I am” but he can't yet. And I think this subconsciously creates a barrier in the way in which Arthur can care for Merlin, and how Merlin can let himself be seen by Arthur.

Which is why I think he was also so hurt when the magic reveal happens because more than the betrayal of Merlin having magic, it was the betrayal of Merlin not letting Arthur see him for who he really is and for hiding a main part of himself. Arthur says it himself “why did you never tell me” that’s what hurt him the most.

I think the most damning piece of evidence for this is the fact that while we see snippets of Arthur’s feelings for Merlin thought the show, the biggest signs are in the last episode after the magic reveal; in which he finally gets to understand Merlin, and this time REALLY know Merlin, and as the barriers of what held them back from understanding each other truly fall away, Arthur evidently “falls in love with Merlin all over again”. We see him actually express himself to Merlin.

This is another reason why I think if anyone was ever to create another season of Merlin after Arthur’s return, it’s physically impossible not to make it about Merlin and Arthur acknowledging their feelings for each other. Because there is no way forward without them acknowledging how deeply they care for each other, obviously anyone is free to argue what kind of love that is, but its impossible not to see the deep love there either way.

They always knew they loved each other, just maybe never realising how much and what that means, because its almost second nature to everything that they do.

#merlin meta #bbc merlin #merthur #ignore me im literally just rambling #im not sure this even makes sense but i had to yap it out anyway!!#i think merlins love for Arthur surpasses his destiny in a way #He foresakes himself and his people just to ensure Arthur lives #but that turned out to be the undoing of them all #I cannot stress enough how insane this makes me #its sometimes harder to look at Arthur and understand how his love for merlin takes form #but the way he starts taking small steps to check in on merlin when he's being particularly quiet #or noticing the changes in merlin is a good indicator because it is so completely opposite his nature #and ofc the way in which he trusts merlin so completely #remember this is a man who has constant problems with people he chooses to trust #and he also shows time and time again how far he's willing to go beyond the accepted norms to also protect merlin #I think it was always harder for him to allow himself to open about his emotions #and it was much easier to keep it under lock and key to avoid it being seen as a weakness #Obviously thanks to Uthers A+ parenting which could not have helped #but as the seasons go on he begins to open up and thats no small part in thanks to merlins influence in his life #and when it comes to the finale they are both boiled down to raw emotion having to face each other #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon

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kokoasci · 1 year

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would it be ok if i updated with flats

#usually i dont do this but i want to see how much it changes when i color it #because it will probs be. a lot #insta went crazy over this sketch for some reason #also ty to the person who reminded me to watermark my wips #bc i cannot remember for the life of me to do that #sigma #bsd #bungou stray dogs #wip #bungo stray dogs #kokoart

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textsfromthetva · 7 months

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Loki + tumblr [148/?]

#loki #mobius m. mobius #sylvie #brad wolfe #lokius #loki x brad #loki series #mcu #loki memes #lokiedit #text post meme #the last one was a submission but I cannot for the life of me remember who made it #apparently I no longer have an outbox on here #please step forward to get your praise because that one is so fucking good

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princessfbi · 4 months

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I wonder what Adele thought when she watched the daddy kink scene.

#evan buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy #I saw someone tag them as #the ally and the beast #and I love that so imma steal it too #don’t ask me who I cannot for the life of me remember #anyways HI ADELE #kinkley

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reiningsoral · 5 months

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so im a fucking idiot and didnt include a "multiple" option in this poll, lets try again?

#therian #otherkin #fictionkin #alterhuman #nonhuman #once again i cannot for the life of me remember more terms im soryyyy #and i apologize to yall who didnt get to vote correctly or something because i forgot a multiple option aaaaaaa #lets hope this one is better #hrhg #polls

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risariba · 2 years

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Dreams

#I still remember how I felt when I first watched this episode.and how much I understood Eda's feelings #I think a lot of people who have an illness/disorder #physical or psychological disability understands this feeling of a huge gap between #you and other peopleand the feeling that you only hurt others with your condition or behavior #and it seems to you that there's no place for you in this world and you cannot be with other people because of all that #and your whole life #relationship #passions just dissolve and in the world there will always be only you and your curse #it was important for me to see something like this #the owl house #toh #toh spoilers #toh fanart #eda clawthorne #raine whispers #raeda #art

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thirium-drinker · 11 months

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He's so boyfailure

#detroit: become human #dbh #dbh gavin #dbh gavin reed #gavin reed #Imma be real with you I stole this expression from a tf2 piece I saw but I cannot for the life of me remember who drew it

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ratatatastic · 28 days

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"Alright and then my last question on the celebration because we are huge fans of this—maybe the greatest establishment of all time—how was the party at E11even?" "From what we remember? Yeah. You know, that whole week was crazy."

Empty Netters | 8.26.24 (x)

"The next day—" "Still haven't slept?" "Still have not slept. That night I probably got an hour of sleep. Maybe 2 hours. The next night was the boys night in Miami. So we have dinner at Catch—which is... what a great spot down in Miami Beach! And then we go to E11even. And E11even put on one of the greatest parties I'll ever go! I don't know if I'll ever go to a better party!" "Big Dog's there? Pitbull?" "I can't remember! But it was—I remember. It was incredible! Like it wasn't even like guys were going crazy. We've been drinking for 3 days straight so you're already in the pocket! You're just enjoying all the fans and like the night that they put on for us was like—it was incredible! We own the place basically! It was so fun! A night I'll remember forever!"

Cam & Strick Podcast | 8.27.24 (x)

and just for prosperity sakes monty and swaggy had public signings at hollywood collectibles on the 29th and even 2 days after the event™ they could not remember jack shit about it (x)(x)

so in conclusion: "so about e11even-" "i dont remember anything about it but it sure was fun ill remember that i dont remember 😃"

#brandon montour #matthew tkachuk #carter verhaeghe #florida panthers #everything about the e11even adventures makes me giggle #you know the shinji “i will enjoy my weekend to the fullest” (unspeakable horrors) “what a good weekend!” meme #that but cats with e11even #the way montys eye shift left to right as he tries to recall anything about that night and very quickly realises he absolutely cannot #the way he blew out of his mouth oh i felt that in my soul #very obsessed with maffhews storytelling voice #“i cant remember :D” he says and immediately retracts that to go no “I remember” obviously like obviously guyssss of course i do #girl who lies to make the story funnier #in which way did she lie welp thats a tossup!#chatty kathy loves gossip! and boy does she love retelling the messy parts of her life!#schrodingers can maffhew actually retell specific details of that night who knows thats the beauty of it #once again im not surprised swaggy remembers nothing as well because wow yeah #would love to see if any of the other cats can even remember anything lmaoooo #very important to archive this guys i promise you

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hanibalistic · 2 years

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one, four, three, i love you!

#this is the look that reminded me of an anime character but i cannot for the life of me remember who #hyunjin #hwang hyunjin #hyunjin gifs #stray kids #skz #stray kids gifs #skz gifs #a little wanky on giffing i just got photoshop back #koe.gif

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kiwi-mothball · 3 months

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Hey! I was wondering if I could get some help finding a fic. I don’t remember what it’s called or who wrote it, but basically it’s Azriel with a reader that cusses and doesn’t care what she says. There’s a scene where Eris is fighting with Azriel and reader takes truth teller and holds it to him and tells him about how azriel has fucked her with it. Or where Eris ask her how she feels with Azriel hands touching her and she says something along the lines of “i always cum.” Thank you so much for any help in finding it!

#azriel x reader #acotar #azriel #eris vanserra #I cannot for the life of me remember who wrote it #please help #fanfic

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zukkaoru · 2 years

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sorry i'm thinking abt megumi's incessant desire to be the first to die vs. the narrative keeping him alive despite and how the most tragic ending for him is not actually dying, but being left behind. for megumi, the worst fate is living a long life

#megumi growing up assuming he will be the first to die out of those he loves #bc gojo is the Strongest and tsumiki is a non-sorcerer so they should both be Safe while megumi is just. megumi #vs megumi at 15 having lost tsumiki gojo nobara nanami etc etc and knowing it's only a matter of time before he loses yuuji too #megumi not knowing how to be the survivor because he never thought he'd live long enough to have to say goodbye #also sometimes i think abt that post that was like... remember in thg how katniss' motivation for Everything is saving prim?#and then prim still died at the end because the world they lived in could not allow someone so good to live? it could not allow #katniss the One thing she wanted most #yeah so like. everything megumi is doing and has done has been for tsumiki. it's all been for her #but the world they live in is cruel and tsumiki is too good of a person #and when has megumi ever been granted anything he's wanted? why should the world allow him his one biggest desire of tsumiki's safety?#and what is megumi supposed to do when he outlives the one person who has been by his side - the one person he wanted most to save #how is he supposed to live a long life when everyone he cares about is gone? how is he supposed to care about new people?#what's that one quote that's like. a son or a husband can be replaced but who can grow me a new brother #no one can replace tsumiki. megumi cannot find a new sister #yes losing gojo and yuuji would be devastating. but at the end of the day megumi has known yuuji for only a few months #and gojo was already a replacement for his father #tsumiki has been with him longest and she's always been megumi's main motivation #she's the reason he didn't go to the zenin clan. she's the reason he was trained by gojo. she's the reason they're all in the culling games #trying to fix it from the inside and running on a time limit #and what happens if he CAN'T save her. what happens if. like katniss and prim. despite EVERYTHING. tsumiki still has to die #THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF TSUMIKI #BECAUSE MEGUMI WANTS TO SAVE HER #DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE TRAGEDY IN BEING ALIVE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry i'm not normal about fictional sibling dynamics. btw if you even care #hello grace here #jjk spoilers #update i just realized it's not even 7am. as you can tell i'm having a great time today

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kholnt · 3 months

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Welcome to the fandom! I'm very curious to see what type of lu fan you are, as it's always great to see the diversity of people that enjoy any given thing.

I saw you're a fan of Wild, and you've read some fics and such, are there any that you'd recommend to someone that wants to get to know a bit more of his character? I'm biased to Legend, as he's easier for me to draw, but I've been wanting to dive deeper into the personalities of the others in the chain, particularly Wild, as he's set up for a lot of character growth in the og comic.

And as an offering, here's a sleepy Wild and a happy doggo! (My pen died while I was drawing, and it's not clear, but he's holding a pillow)

WAHHH SILLY GUY!!! I LOVE!! HEEMS SO!! as for me, (in general when it comes to fandoms) i tend to post art and that's usually what i do publicly. or respond to stuff that i'm sent by friends. in REALITY however i am very much a brainstormer. the amt of ideas rattling in my head at any given time is CRAZY. i dont tend to post my in depth ideas because like. its too hard to explain man. me n @/eponatheestallion have made an entire au with arcs n character development in the past two days bc i asked a silly question idk if thats the kind of answer you wanted but yk !! as for fics!! gods ive read like. ~300 fics in the past *checks watch* 17 days (holy shit i have a problem what the fuck) so lets see what i can recommend specifically bc you bet i dont remember allat!! spider meet fly/fly meet spider - totk swap au from wilds perspective!! (not lu but still really good :)) ) the worldbuilding is,,, mwah things that go unnoticed about hyrule - this entire series of oneshots eats but this one is probably my favorite. hyrule & wild bonding but in the You Get It way

it's me wild! find me in the future! - wild stays for totk and the chain goes through the stages of grief live. i just??? enjoy the characterization for this???? everything that didn’t kill me - basically a 50 things that wild told the chain how he got his scars. this one is here for the whimsy. while reading i literally went "I GET IT. I UNDERSTAND" bc of some of the things listed also happened to me while playing botw. this one isnt serious in the slightest only the wild ones - the chain meet wild at various stages in his life. big brother twilight baybeeee mixing our history into our batter - aurora and wild bake together. this one just made me happy dude idk its just full of whimsy and silliness from castle town to ordon - wild is socially anxious, rich, and a menace, more at eleven i'm a riddle in nine syllables - the chain are ghosts that help wild on his adventure. i read this one real recently and i!!!! yk?

im sure theres more but like. this is me quickly(ish) scrolling through my history and pointing out the ones i distinctly remember enjoying and arent the other two fics i already reccomended

#khol.txt #khol.pdf #linked universe #live loz reaction #trauma.chain #theres also one fic that i cannot remember the title or plot for the life of me #but theres one moment where warriors looks at wild and internally goes “oh shit thats the face of a man who has seen the horrors of war”#if someone could send me that fic please do :pray:#ANWYAY!! I LOVE THE SILLY GOOFY DRAWING!!#i saw your reply on my other post n i wanted to dm but it's following only n this isnt my main!! so feel free to dm me! :DD

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archangeldyke-all · 4 months

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wow, okay, transphobia isn't fucking welcome on this blog! and if you have a problem with that i'll block you, bitch!

#i got a horrible ask from someone clearly going through a lot in their life because it was just cruel and disgusting.#i encourage ALL the cis queer women following me to take a second to remember that the only reason we have gay rights and pride in the usa #is because of two trans women.#trans women have always existed #and in today's society they're one of the most unprotected minorities in the world.#it's insane to me that you as a queer person can know first hand how heartbreaking it is to be discriminated against #for something you literally cannot control #only to turn around and discriminate against trans people because you think sexuality is diverse and expansive but somehow gender isnt?!!?#the cognitive dissonance in terf spaces is fucking insane.#i could write a sociological essay on how terf-ism preys on young queer women who feel powerless.#because it's so freeing to let your frustrations with the way the world treats you out through hatred of those you don't understand!#but what terfs don't understand that attitude and behavior is the same attitude and behavior that allows patriarchy and colonialism 2 thriv #sorry for the essay. it's pride month please take the time to educate yourself on transmisogyny and transmisogynoir.

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incoming-wormhole · 1 year

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the atlantis expedition be like "we don't leave our people behind" ...

unless your name is Aiden Ford or Elizabeth Weir

#and actually i feel like theres a third person abandoned by atlantis but for the life of me I cannot remember who #sga #stargate atlantis #its bitter hours over here sorry again folks