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lazunight · 1 year

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Discovered ive been following someone on here for at least 10 years wtf

#talk tag #i cant believe ive been on here that long....#i joined summer 2012 so ive been on here 11 years?? and followed that person nearly the whole time??#sounds fake. i refuse to believe it.#anyway im purging old posts again. there always seems to be some new cringe i completely forgot was on here #did find it sweet id been posting genderfluid positive posts since 2013 tho :')#i definitely didnt understand gender stuff that well then but its still cute i wanted to be supportive anyway

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mxrisacoulter · 1 year

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endless gifs of marisa coulter ~(33/?)

#mine*#egmc #hdm #his dark materials #hdmedit #mrs coulter #marisa coulter #ruth wilson #it has been SO long since ive done one of these holy moly #cant believe i havent done this scene before she was serving so hard here #its con in like a month and i was going to try and knock up a mrs c cosplay before then so ive been studying this costume #cause it feels like the most iconic #but also there is a hat and i can sew but idk how to make hats #so it feels like an objectively stupid choice #esp when i could do cittagazze safari costume or something and be comfortable all day #anyway thoughts and suggestions welcome?#also stopped doing edits cause my uni photoshop subscription ran out and i didnt want to pay but then i remembered not paying anyway <3 #also i can stand that my top posts are now all my stupid fucking textposts so here you are my loves

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baeshijima · 5 months

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it’s officially the 26th for me so !!

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSAY TO HONKAI: STAR RAIL 🫶🫶

#AND ALSO HAPPY 2.2 LIVESTREAM ROBIN BOOTHILL OFFICIAL REVEAL DAY AAAAAA #AND WE HAVE THE CONCERT GOING LIVE ON 1ST MAY AAAAAA #sobbing i cant believe its been a year since official launch…. cries….#i remember being so hyped since the first closed beta testing and following it ever since #man this is kinda emotional knowing ive followed this game for so long pre release #anywho #heres to another year of compelling story and characters 💪🥹#(also this is scheduled for exactly midnight so if it doesnt post on the DOT then execute me for being lousy pls n ty <33)#may the stars guide you <3

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gavidaily · 10 months

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WE ARE WITH YOU, GAVI FC Barcelona players sending a support message to Gavi

#fc barcelona #:(#my heart hurts everytime i think about him #still cant believe what happened and how long he'll be out #also #ive been seeing my gifs all over twitter #credits would be nice #giffing is a long process #they dont even reblog here cause i know they're in here #smh

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3554856 · 26 days

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wip i am never going to finish because i have just had the horrifying realization that i actually want the characters i love to experience a good life

#especially dirk strider. i love him. i love dirk strider.#i want dirk to be happy.#i want them to be safe.#i dont want the toxic relationship dynamic anymore. it isnt fun #thats not what homestuck is about.#i dont know how i got dragged into the extremely toxic fanon family dynamic of the strilondes #but this isnt what i want. i dont know why ive been here for so long.#i dont want dave to suffer #i dont want dirk to feel cornered and like he isnt enough #christ.#i cant believe i was able to accept that daverose is not a feel good ship #funny haha that sounds so fucking obvious but it.#it doesnt feel good and i dont understand how it did for almost two years.#i dont want the strilondes to be intertwined like that #it isnt fun #it #man.#what is happening to me

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dorodoroart · 3 months

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both happy to see you (in their own ways)

(i am begging every existing deity that new Superman is a himbo please god)

#OK the corenswet curly haired clark rly got to me #plus all the adventures w superman ive been watching #cant believe im this close to being a clark girlie but as a kaiba stan u KNO i cant neglect bruce #im just ok w the battinson long hair so i made it a bit shorter here instead #clark kent #bruce wayne #warmup

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated

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emotrait-arc · 2 years

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to be continued...

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 1 year

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its so painfully obvious that a lot of these people have genuinely never experienced a better piece of media. it makes me sad fr. like. guy who has only ever seen the dream smp "getting a lot of dream smp vibes from this" im begging you to please go watch a horror movie from the 80s. go read a goosebumps book or a creepypasta for gods sake .

#the joke here is like. everything ive mentioned is cheesy and bad . but its still way fucking better than genloss.#im sorry yall were lied to for two years and are such blind ranboo stans that you cant process anything else but like. its not good #im soooo fucking tired #if anyone ever uses the excuse of 'its intentionally bad!!11!1' again im gonna have a fucking aneurysm #if you have to justify your bad thing as being intentionally bad well. its just not very good then is it.#im genuinely sorry u guys have only ever experienced media put together by 19yr old millionaires #who have no prior experience at writing a plot #and believe me!!! i liked the dsmp!!! i was way into jse for a long time before that!!! ive been there!!!!#but sometimes youbhave to take a step back #and go read an actual book or watch an actual tv show or movie made by people who know what theyre doing.#seeing bastardized horror tropes that are strung together with zero consistency being toted as the greatest #horror series on the internet today is making me irrationally upset.#stop putting down other actually competent horror creators for your dsmp nepo baby . theyre not worth it .#i could fr make a list of every fucking trope ranboo tried and failed to copy in genloss #and give you multiple examples of things that did those tropes better #genloss neg #genloss crit

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girlcrushau · 6 months

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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

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robocops-a-christ-allegory · 2 months

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New Suicide Squad Isekai had a bunch of Peacemaker moments of all time

AND OF COURSE THE MOST 80S PEACEMAKER MOMENT OF THE SHOW SO FAR

#Clapping and cheering Im glad he got some focus in this one #HE EVEN TRIED TO PILOT A HELICOPTER!!!!#Obviously hes Been great Ive been loving him but glad we got a big bastard Peacemaker moment at the end of the episode #Also saying again I've been wanting Peacemaker to show up with a monotone for so long I cant fucking believe its happening here #Will say though you can extremely tell when this anime is having to save up for a big fight scene and it was kind of starting to distract m #Still good though still a fun one

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hyp3rfixation-h3ll · 1 year

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Sorry for putting this one out so late, life got ahead of me today X__x I know i made a piece for PMATGA's overall bday, but I feel as if i should make a separate one for, arguably, the episode that literally changed my life, as corny as that sounds. So I did :o) Happy 10 years to the middleaged orb couple that changed mine and, in turn, many, many other peoples' lives. <3 (Feat mine and @cogsincorporated's respective designs for sunny and zac as well as the canon ones <3)

#pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga #sunny x zac #sunny pmatga #zac pmatga #i genuinely feel so old . i cant believe it's been so long #im turning 18 this year and it feels so unreal ive basically grown up with these guys #whn i say they changed my life i mean it #i found ghostly adventures and these two when i was young and in recovery from a less-than-ideal situation w/ my relatives #and i got attached to them and when i saw how Little fanart there was i got PISSED and said “you know what? im gonna learn to draw”#“AND im gonna talk about them NONSTOP so people never forget them”#and i did! and now im here. 10 years later #and in a way i got what i dreamed for. people draw them more than when i was active in the fandom #maybe not in the way i'd have hoped yk. but theyre being recognised now #and it makes me happy. its what baby me wouldve wanted #i still remember when it clicked for me that i really liked the name sunny for myself . that was a time #i shoulde probably realised i was trans lol #uh. if youve read this far. thank you. i cant explain how much this episode in particular means to me but it's forever in my heart #i wish i could share the love i had with you all in a way that makes sense #but this'll do too #happy anniversary to sunny and zac!

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void-chara · 1 year

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well. thats lifesteal season 4!! WOW. ive been watching this server since season 2, but that was as a youtube viewer, i didnt check out any livestreamed stuff until this past january. and. well. i fixated a little. a lot actually. before january id kinda been on the edge of moving on from my multiple years long mcyt fixations, but lifesteal streams REALLY pulled me back in. ive been fixated on it to a degree that i havent been fixated on mc servers since uhhh. probably 2021 maybe. yeahhh. its been a lot. there have been downs(god i hate fixating on roleplay stuff i always get so caught up in it) but there have also been highs!!VERY highs! the server brought me sooo mich joy and exitement and stuff. anyway yeah!! big fan of season 4 and super exited for season 5 whenever that happens. hopefully ill stay fixated all the way through bc itd be nice to like fully watch from the beginning. twitch viewing is DEFINITELY a really different experience from youtube viewing but i like it. ummmm idk what im saying or why im sayong it but yeah. yippee!!

#anyway yeah it was really cool and im glad i started watching the twitch side of things #cant believe ive been here so long but im only now really getting into the fandom..#anywya time for my organization tags i dont really super want people scrolling in the main tags to have to see this but also i dont care #enough to not tag it. my blog organization always comes first #i think originally only the first five tags showed up in searches but idk if thats been changed. so if not then uhhh. sorry #liveblogging #lifesteal smp

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came0dust · 1 year

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frankly i like the things i learned while making this more than the result itself and i wasnt really sure i even wanted to post it in part due to that but if i do keep iterating on the process i used during it, i feel this is valuable context

oh also before i forget: the sketch was done using this brush instead of the one i made earlier

#my art #medibang paint #hades game #for those of you who saw my last art for this game: i am much further along than i was before. i saw the credits 👍#anyways... i dont like how i drew his face really. like For him. shape is all wrong. still struggle with lips from angles like this #but i really like my coloring here. polyline tool you are my best friend forever and ever #but im also trying to not make most of my art on my phone like ive been doing lately bc it wreaks havoc on my spine and hands and like.#those things are pretty important. but the siren song of 'oooo its meeee firealpaca but Portable' is nigh irrestible to me #it is a very specific form of hell i think. alas. also what the fuck is with my diction lol #<- the effects of posting on a whim at 11pm instead of giving myself time to think about the post without also being about to go to sleep #would say 'cant believe im stuck just drawing guys facing to the left if i want to actually get anything done' but its been happening #for long enough that ive accepted it as a small rut ill hopefully be out of soon. gotta get on my gesture drawing grind

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uayv · 2 years

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#something simple for november cause ive been heckin busy for october #but in the best way i guess since ive met some new ppl and honestly havent felt this quickly comfortable around ppl in so long #anyways #spoopy month wasnt so spoopy #novemeber is going to kill me at work #cant believe we're at the end of the year #also can't believe im still here posting these #but also i hope who ever is reading this is having a good day and if not that it gets better #go drink some water and sit up #*gfx #*jfx #spotify #*joyce #*rndm #november

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showfallmediacameracrew · 1 year

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Don’t they erase their memories? He probably doesn’t remember last time and it’s practically inconsequential, otherwise more cast probably would have figured something out. Though you do have the advantage of his impressive muscles. Have you seen those things?

While it is true that they're memories are erased, I believe it doesnt quite work as well on those not constantly wearing masks. Sneeg kept escaping, even though he was under Showfall control, he still retained and refused to do what he was told when not freshly calmed. A few of the others also were not following the personality type as correctly as they could. You saw the recordings, otherwise you wouldnt be interacting with me, so I dont need to point you to who specifically I refer to.

Part of the reason the streamers and cast dont figure things out is occasional reapplications of mind control. And also the streamers headphones keep them under unless removed rather forcefully. These people dont get to have their headphones off long enough to notice that everything beyond their room and computers are wrong.

Also, Charlie did remember vaguely that things happened to him when he was with Ranboo, I dont think he was actually intended to use the body armor, but it hardly changed much. He might not remember it all, but I hope he would have some vague recollection. At least enough to remember that he's had this happen before, and that...

I'm going to have to explain that Ranboo is dead, if he remembers and asks me about him. Shit.

Also, yes, I have seen his muscles. Though I don't believe I appreciate them as much as you do. I remember that I am asexual aromantic, what a wonderful gift to be given that memory back on this month. However temporary Showfall seems to make it.

Regardless, while he may be strong, I dont intend to throw him at Security or another such monster and expect him to succeed this time. We need better than an Axe.

#generation loss #showfall ask blog #showfall media #ask blog #showfall camera operator #showfall dp #showfall media ask blog #Im just hoping that memories that leave an impression #are memories that stick around #despite whatever showfall does to memories #i might not remember my name #but I remember I have a sibling #not the siblings name #but i have one #i dont know how long ive been here #but the memory of having a sibling exists #i can only hope its real #I have to believe strong memories cant be erased so easily

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