#i cant think of one with dustin but these ones always stood out to me

[sweet-villain]

Reach~ E.M

Anonymous asked:

A little aphmau moment here but imagine the reader doesn't know how to swim and the group (can be whoever) is at the beach with like a Waterpark connected to it and one of the slides (a big slide) goes to the ocean but someone in the group told her that it just lead to shallow waters in the park (only they know she cant swim) and after she went down the person finds out it leads to the ocean by one of the workers and he flips out and everyone is wondering why and the person is like "She can't swim!" And Eddie freaks out and goes after her and saves her (happy ending btw you can make that part up)

Your fingers fidgeted when Steve suggested to drive down to the beach just a little outside of Hawkins, your arms wrapped around yourself feeling the anxiety trickle up your spine.

You weren't too fond of the water. Why? Because you didn't know how to swim. You were ashamed to even mention it to your friends.

Eddie had noticed the way you got silent when Steve asked if the beach was a good idea. There was no response from you. You had a dazed look on your face looking at the wall that was in front of you. Eddie gotten off from where he was sitting as he stood in front of you in your line of vision.

His head tilts to the side as his brown doe eyes are filled with concern.

" Y/N?" he calls out to you. But you are not responding and when he reaches his hand to move your hair away from your face, his finger tips softly tap against your cheek to catch your attention.

" Huh?" you asked bringing yourself out of your thoughts. Steve, Robin, Dustin, Mike, Lucas, Max, El and Will were looking at you with concern. They haven't heard a word from you for a few moments.

" Are you okay sweets?" Eddie asks. " You haven't said anything when Harrington said we should all go to the beach"

" Oh, sorry. Zoned out" you chuckled waving your hand around like it was nothing. Your mind was too preoccupied in thinking about the beach and the water. How were you going to tell them that you couldn't swim?

" Beach sounds fun" you nodded, rubbing a hand up and down your arm. Eddie takes notice of the goosebumps that seem to have ghosted there and his eyes go back to you, looking at the expression on your face. He looks back at the gang to see them in their own conversation.

" What's the matter?" He asks, looking back at you. He steps closer that his shoes are close to yours. " Is everything okay?" He asks in a whisper.

" Yeah" you lied. Eddie has been your best friend since you were a freshman in high school, the two of you ended up bumping into each other at the hallway a lot and Eddie just happened to start a conversation with you. The rest was history.

He knows you like no other and knows when your not okay.

" What is it, sweets?" he asks. " You can talk to me" he says.

" It's stupid" you say, shrugging as you look away. He shakes his head with his eyebrows knitted together. " It's not stupid if your struggling to tell me what it is"

You sighed, you weren't going to win this one, " I don't know how to swim."

His brown doe eyes soften as he hears you.

" Did no one ever teach you? Your mom? Dad?" He asks

" No, my mom always told me the water was never safe for me. My dad didn't care really. You know" you shrugged. Eddie knows about your home life, your mom is barely around. Your dad is always away on business trips, he's never home leaving you to fend to yourself. You learned the things you know how to do, on your own. There was never a parental figure in your life to teach you things about life or the things you needed to know.

Eddie frowns as he places a hand on your shoulder, " Hey it's okay. You don't have to swim. I'll be there to watch you"

" Okay, thank you Eds" he smiles as he pulls you into a hug.

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Your head looks out the window of Eddie's van as you sit in the passenger seat, nervously biting your lips as Eddie drove. Steve had Robin, Dustin, Mike and Max with him while Eddie had El, Lucas and Will in the back of the van.

Your heart sped up seeing the sight of the blue water ahead. Hand shakily reaching toward the door handle when a hand stops you. Your head looks over at Eddie.

" It's going to be okay. I won't let anything happen to you" he says as he squeezes your hand. You nod as he lets your hand go. El, Lucas and Will have already gotten out of the van racing towards the beach.

" Hey!" Steve shouts at them seeing them run off, but he sighs watching Dustin and Mike saying they were racing each other to see who reaches the others first. " Come on!" Steve throw his hands up in disapproval. Robin sinkers watching his mom activate mode as she watches him turn around in the car to get the bags that had the things they needed for the beach.

" Looks like Harrington have his hands full" Eddie mutters. Eddie is wearing a Metallica shirt with red swim shorts and instead of his Reeboks or his boots, he has sandals on his feet just like yours. They are red.

His hair is tied in a loose bun and he has his rings still on, refusing to leave them behind. He still wanted to look metal.

You gasp as you eyed the water park next to the beach, there is blue huge slide that goes into the ocean that has your breath go uneven. Eddie notices the gasp as he turns his head to look at what your looking at.

" Now that's metal!" he says, clapping his hands together as his brown doe eyes widen with excitement. You let out a whimper seeing it go out in the ocean.

" Don't worry, I won't let you go on it" Eddie reassures you placing his arm around your shoulder as he tugs you to him.

" Are you two going to keep flirting or are you going to help us?" Robin asks. Eddie and you turn your head to her as she has bags in her hands.

" We are not flirting!" your cheeks beet red as you rush over to her taking two bags off of her. One of them is Dustin's and one of them is Els.

" Munson!" Steve shouts as he is already walking towards where the kids are with bags in his hands. Eddie shakes his head out of his thoughts as he rushes over, catching up with you and Robin.

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Your eyes follow the sounds that you hear from the large slide that goes into the ocean. The one that you aren't going on. You can hear the people go down on it, looks like fun.

You frowned wishing you could have as much fun as them.

You had left the gang to go explore on your own as Eddie went to swim with Dustin, not knowing that you had left the spot on the towel where he told you to wait for him. You were bored and you told Robin who was laying underneath the umbrella that you were going to be back.

She waved her hand to you as she laid there, not paying attention.

" It's not as scary as it looks" your head turned to see a brunette boy with hazel eyes, sporting a blue working uniform with black trunks. He had a whistle around his neck and his name on his shirt read " John."

" I don't like it" you say hearing someone go down the slide. He shrugs, " It doesn't really go into the deep end. It's really shallow. When you go down, your legs with find there way to the floor right away. Nothing to be afraid of" John says.

You eyed the slide one more time.

" You're going to have fun, trust me" he says. " Look at everyone go, some of them have been on this twice or three times. I saw a girl about your height rush over to the slide saying again and again."

You twirl the necklace around your neck with your fingers feeling the goosebumps up your arms.

" You sure it's shallow? I will be safe?" you asked. You didn't really trust this so called co worker with the name like John but you wanted to badly go down the slide. The laughter and screams coming from it, made you want to do it.

You didn't want to just sit and do nothing.

" You'll be safe" he nods.

" alright" you nodded as you headed towards the steps of the blue long slide that has your heart clenched and stomach tied in knots.

Eddie had emerged from the water, throwing Dustin in there one more time as he moved the hair away from his face that glued there as he headed towards where Robin is laying and you were suppose to be waiting.

He frowns and pauses in his step as he doesn't see that your there. He picks up his paces as he lets his hair down from the wet messy bun he had his hair in and letting his hair hang in front of his face.

" Robin?" He asks, calling her attention. She sits up on her elbows, moving her sunglasses down her nose as she looks at Eddie.

" Yes?" He motions towards your towel.

" Where is Y/N?"

" She went somewhere, I think" Robin looks around as if she would find you with her line of sight but she doesn't and looks over back at Eddie. " Don't know"

Eddie continues to frown as he turns around to see if you were near the water. No. He turns to see if you had walked off to talk to someone. No. He doesn't see you. His stomach clenches not finding you anywhere.

You told him you'd stay and wait for him.

" She probably went to get a drink or something" Robin tries to ease his nerves as he keeps looking around.

Meanwhile you stare down at the slide, water seeping down on it to help you move when you went down the slide. Your heart races seeing how far up you were. You look back at one of the workers that stood there with his hand on the slide as he waits for you to go down.

" Don't worry your pretty head, you'll be okay" He mutters, bringing his sunglasses down to his nose and pops his gum in his mouth. You sit on the edge of the slide with your arms crossed on either side on your chest as you leaned back. The sun made your eyes squint up, you took a moment to take deep breathe.

You got this, you told yourself.

Then it felt like a fresh breathe of air as you began to slide down. Your eyes snapped open as you watched yourself slide down the blue long slide, biting your lips feeling like you were coming closer and closer to the ocean.

It was in your line of sight when you dropped into the ocean. The coldness of the water catches you in surprise but your heart beats faster as you reach up, flap your arms in the water.

You desperately tried to reach out for anything or anyone.

" She's drowning!" someone shouted.

" Oh my god!" another screamed. You kept kicking your legs and flapping your arms. This is how it's going to end for you.

Eddie had heard screams in the ocean that someone couldn't swim. That someone was drowning. His brown doe eyes widen in fear as his legs pick up the pace.

" What is happening?" Robin asks as she sits up watching Eddie run. One of the worker were running to into the water, but Eddie pushes him away as the worker falls into the water with a gasp.

Eddie is swimming his way to you. He can see it's you that is flapping around. He tires to swim faster and his heart sinks seeing you go under. He dives into the water, watching your eye close and small bubbles emerge from your mouth.

He grabs you bridal style out of the water, gasping once he reaches the top as he swims with you in his arms.

" I got you" he keeps telling you that even though your limp in his arms. When he reaches to the beach, putting you down. Steve and the rest of the gang take notice that it's you.

" She couldn't swim. She doesn't know how" Eddie mumbles. The rest of the gang frown, they didn't know that you couldn't swim.

" I need to do cpr" Steve kneels down as he helps Eddie do cpr. The two of them worked together, and when Eddie blows into your mouth one more time, you cough out water as you sit up to clutch your stomach.

Your coughing and squinting your eyes at the sun. Your eyes adjust to what is going on as you move back with your eyes widen seeing people around you.

" Give her some space!" Dustin says as he shouts. Some of the people move back.

" Y/N..." you hear the voice of your best friend. You look over to him seeing his brown eyes glossy with tears as he wraps his arms around you. " I thought I lost you" he mumbles into your hair as he rocks you in his lap.

" Not by a long shot" you tell him. He pulls away with his hands on your face. " Y/N"

" Oh just kiss her already, dingus!" Robin shouts with her hands up in the air. Steve looks at her like what the hell.

" What? They both like each other" Eddie and your cheeks are beet red, but your hands falls onto his face with your finger tracing the adam's apple of his cheeks.

" Is it true Eds?" His brown doe eyes lock with yours.

" Yes" He nods, shyly looking down at his lap. Your fingers bring his head up with two fingers under his chin.

" I like you too Eds, your my hero" He leans in, hesitantly knowing that people were watching. You smirk grabbing onto the back of his neck bringing his head down as you capture your lips with his.

[mabelmidnight-takeover]

they were so explicit with lucas' motives to try to become popular but people still took it and put it against him 🥴🥴

[darling-i-read-it]

Roller Skates

Eddie Munson x fem!reader

Word Count: 1.3k 

Warnings: nothing I don’t think! 

Author’s Note: cute eddie my beloved he’s such a dork 

Requested; by @knowledgefulbutterfly, sliding into your asks for a request maybeeee??  umm what about an Eddie fic where he follows the gang to a roller rink and reader is just like... an angel on the rink? he's like immediately smitten and tries to show off but just... cant and reader takes pity on him?

Summary: the request !

Genre: fluff

I don’t own these characters. They belong to author/director/creator

(not my gif)

Hawkins roller rink was fairly pathetic. There wasn’t a lot going on inside. They spent a lot of money on the mall that burned down so opening up a roller rink was kind of a sad way to say ‘sorry we don’t have a Gap anymore’. It didn’t have a gaming area because Palace Arcade was too good to rip off. 

They did have a pretty sturdy selection of skates and a pretty shitty selection of music. 

But regardless, you had been excited when they opened it up. Your hometown had a fantastic one. You had been devastated when you moved and found there wasn’t one within a hundred mile radius. 

“Come on, it’ll be fun,” you begged, sitting on the floor beside the table. The guys were all wrapping up a day of campaigning. You had been sitting on the floor reading for what felt like forever. Eddie had offered to write your character in but you didn’t wanna mess them up when they were in the middle of something. “It opened yesterday. We can still catch the free skating!”

“Watch everyone fall over? No thanks,” Lucas said, shaking his head. 

“Come on. It could be fun,” Erica suggested.

“See? Erica always has good taste.”

“No need to lump me in with you,” she mentioned. You rolled your eyes and gave Eddie puppy dog eyes you knew he couldn’t resist. He hadn’t ever seen you skate and you were kind of longing for a place to impress him. He stared at you, making exaggerated faces before letting out a sigh and shaking his head in defeat.

“Who’s going with us?” 

You hurrahed, fighting the urge to throw your arms around him. 

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The place was still up and running so you could see some sections had full lighting. The rink itself however was filled with fun lights that danced around the room. The place was surprisingly full. You hadn’t seen this many people in one room outside of school since the mall was open. 

You grabbed Eddie’s arm excitedly, pointing at the shoes. 

“What’s your shoe size?” you asked him. You were being trailed by the kids, who also said they wanted to come along after you said you were for sure going. Even Erica had managed to tag along. She was sure to out skate you. You had a feeling. 

“That’s classified sweetheart,” he said, pointing a finger at you. “I can grab my own shoes. I’m a big boy.” You rolled your eyes and stood in front of the counter. You told the underpaid worker what shoe size you were and he handed you some skates. You moved to the side as your rather large party got all their shoes. You unlaced them and slid them onto your feet, enjoying the familiar chunky feeling. 

You watched out of the corner of your eyes as Eddie struggled to put his on. You chose to ignore it, not wanting to hurt his ego. The second yours was on you stood up, gaining your balance, wondering if you would be able to pick this up as quickly as you thought you would. 

“I’m gonna go for a round okay? I’ll meet you back here!” Eddie waved his hand at you and let you go. 

He watched as you moved to the floor. He was instantly surprised as you started, getting your footing and then simply gliding across the floor. You were going backwards and then forwards seamlessly. You even took a couple strides then glided on one foot. 

“Did you know she could do that?” Dustin questioned. Eddie scoffed. 

“Of course I did,” he lied. Erica had managed to get her shoes on in record time and was starting out. Lucas was following closely behind her, teasing her about the way she tied them. She swatted his hand away. 

Eddie cleared his throat and stood up, almost falling over instantly. He grabbed onto the wall and steadied himself. 

“You got it?” Dustin questioned. 

“Hey, I know what I’m doing,” Eddie argued. Eddie hadn’t skated in his life. They never had anything in Hawkins that would require him to! You came around the edge and stopped against the wall across from Eddie. 

“You coming slowpoke?”

“Not everyone can be an angel like you,” he argued. “Give us a moment to get our bearings. Then I’ll give you a run for your money.” Your eyes went wide and you nodded, moving aside. 

“Alright Munson. Let’s see it.” You skated backwards and he got onto the floor. 

He was slipping and sliding and then he caught himself. The second he let go though, he was almost falling over again. He cleared his throat, chuckling. 

“It’s been a while.”

“Have you ever skated before Eddie?” you questioned, eyebrows raised. 

“Of course! Who hasn’t!” He looked at you with worried eyes. You definitely thought he was a loser now. What kind of 19 year old doesn’t know how to skate? 

You offered your hand. 

“It’s really okay, Eds.” 

He took it, begrudgingly. You held both of his hands in yours. 

“You need to balance yourself. You’re moving too much. Try to stop flailing,” you said, giggling. “Let’s just skate together.” He leaned forward, putting far too much weight on you but you didn’t seem to care.

After a couple of minutes, he chuckled nervously. 

“Where’d you learn to be so good?” “Back home we had a really cool roller rink. I used to go there a bunch as a kid. I was fortunate.” He shook his head, smiling. 

“You’re really good.”

You stopped moving, causing him to run into you. You were in the corner together, outside of the main circle. You still had his hands in yours. His lips were parted a bit, smiling gently. You shrugged.

“I’m okay.” 

“You know I don’t like it when you lie to me.” He was in the very far corner now. He gripped the side wall. You shrugged. 

“Whatcha gonna do about it Munson?” 

He took the moment. If he couldn’t impress you with his skating he could impress you with his lips. 

Your lips were parted in surprise. Good surprise. You let his hand go and he almost fell out from under you. You both pulled away, giggling messes. 

“What are you guys doing?!” Dustin questioned. He was on the other side of the border, outside the rink. “You’re in the roller rink? Kissing?” You flushed and grabbed Eddie’s hands again to steady him. 

“We can keep kissing off the rink yeah?” he questioned. You smiled brightly.

“I would like that, yeah.” 

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[ghost-wysteria]

Dating dustin Henderson<3

This is a male reader female/fem aligned dni!

Cuddles. All the time. But only when your alone because your both boys and the party finds it mushy and gross💀

Kisses. He'll give you kisses around people but only people you guys trust(etc. The party, steve, robin, nancy<3)

He loves to kiss you on the forehead and cheek but if you want he'll definitely kiss you on the lips super flustered when he does tho

You kiss his hand and it makes him crazy red

Hugs anywhere and everywhere bear hugs to be specific

You've known him since the rest of the party started. You all became friends when you were little

He told you he liked you first. When you started dating you both agreed only a few people could know since you lived in hawkins Indiana in the 1980s

He'd definitely say stuff like "i hope some day people like us will be normal to strangers" cuz he just seems like he'd say that

Constantly saying cute shit like "your so handsome" "your hotter then the sun" "you remind me of (favorite flower)" and just other dorky stuff to get you flustered but bc he loves you🥰

Is alittle bit scared people will find out about you guys being gay. I mean you guys already get bullied just for being nerds. Imagine what would happen if people knew you were gay.

When the party found out they were extremely accepting just said "you better still hang out with us or we're gonna have to break you up"(in a joking way obviously<3)

When steve finds out he's basically just a proud mother "oh my oh my. Dustin my friend has finally found himself a lover? Guess my hair tips worked" we love steve

Nancy didnt really care. Robin on the other hand was absolutely all over you "finally i have someone who relates to me! We're gonna be best buddies" and you guys did become best buddies

In season 3 when they went into the Russian base under the mall dustin tried to make you stay out of it for your safety but you absolutely refuse. "If your going to be in danger so am i" kinda thing

Erica immediately knew. If you were small enough to fit in the vents with her she'd randomly go "so you and the nerd are a thing am i right? Dont worry i wont tell" and you'd just be confused at how she figured it out (she totally watches the party when theyre out alone💀)

Dustin constantly worrying about you but still being happy that your always next to him when he's in danger.

Your bestfriends with steve. Basically as close as him and dustin

You definitely have a bat with nails in it just like him and your chaotic asf and steve loves it. Thinks your a mini him(minus the no love life) he also gave you his hair secrets(but depending on you. You might like your own hair routine more)

In season 2 when Billy started beating up steve you grabbed a baking sheet and smashed it on the side of Billy's head yelling "ding ding motherfucker!" And Dustin thought it was the scariest yet coolest thing you've ever done

You talk to him on the supercom on a channel that no one ever goes on so you teo can flirt like little "you look so pretty"s and "those shorts looked nice" just wholesome flirting.

He likes to be holding your hand in someway constantly if theres alot of people he'll just interlock your pinkies so people dont notice

The party definitely likes you as a couple more then Mike and el cause you dont ditch them💀

Best friends with will<3 you love dnd as much as him and your just super duper close

His mom would be super accepting she just radiates ally

You cried alittle when mews died bc you love cats(if you dont love cats what are you doing with your life) but you still helped dustin bury her and look for dart.

Your very protective of Dustin. Like when one of the demodogs looked like it was gonna attack Dustin you stood infront of him with your bat scared shitless

Your also bestfriends with max and el. Your totally invited to the girl hangouts "dustin i cant call babe im doing hotgirl shit playing spin the bottle with the gals"

When the steve and robin hold the door for you guys to escape the Russian base you stay back and hold the door. When you get captured you get beat up like steve and dustin is just a worried mess like "omg omg omg i cant believe you stayed your all bloody omg omg"

Your definitely closer to steve then eddie but you and eddie are good friends

If you smoke you definitely buy from eddie and you both promise not to tell dustin because he'd rip both of your heads off

He much prefers you go to his house then yours because his mom is way less invasive

Idk why but dustin gives me asexual vibes its random but yeah😭

Him holding your thigh while cuddling<3

You putting your head in the crook of his neck. Just. Yes.

Playing with his curls and him playing with your hair back<333

Playing dig dug together and dustin trying to absolutely destroy you in it.

Hes smarter then you. But your similar in some subjects.

But when it comes to "street smarts"(dont know if thats the word to use) your smarter. You think ahead more or just have generally better plans... but sometimes you just rush in..

You own a baseball bat even tho you've never played and when dustin asks why you tell him "well. My dad bought it for me but never let me hang out with the baseball kids" and dustin would be kinda confused but shrug it off

Suzie? She exist but shes simply just super close with dustin

Your favorite song is definitely never ending story<3

You and him love to sing it together when your alone

He lets you lie on his chest and vice versa

Dancing in his room in the middle of the night

Claudia(Ms. Henderson) definitely calls you sweetheart or honey and some cute version of your name(ex; miles=mimi) or something along those lines

He loves to read comic books to you

Playing tag but him getting exhausted alot faster

Or if your like me and have asthma you get exhausted way faster and he helps you breath steadily again(sweet sweet boy)

Bullying mike.. you love to playfully bully mike

He loves the sound of your voice and your breathing. He loves just hearing you. He'll randomly ask you a bunch of questions just to hear your precious voice.

If you guys ever were found out he absolutely wouldnt leave you and he would just start embracing it kissing you and holding your hand all the time just to piss pff bullies

Nicknames

Dustin: dust, dustbunny, honey, sweetheart, lovely, darling, babe, pretty boy.

You: (variations of your name), love, baby, darling, angel, handsome

[scoopsahoy]

i just read ur fic about getting pregnant with steve and was wondering if u could write one about the reader and steve struggling for a few years to get pregnant, and she has an emotional breakdown one night bc she doesn't feel like enough for him because it's been pushed on her that women's only jobs are to have kids and shes like "i cant even do that so how am i supposed to please you" and he comforts her and makes her feel better

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❍  cw ⋰ swearing, mentions of sex

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You sat on the toilet seat with your leg bouncing, anxiously waiting for the pregnancy test results to show up. This had become a new norm for you: getting pregnancy tests and anxiously awaiting the results. And you were sick of it.

It took a toll on you. Getting a negative result every single month for four years straight was stressful mentally and physically. You’d had a migraine for at least three and a half years, and no medicine helped. You were always nauseous and sick, which your gynecologist said was normal in your situation. You were always tired and sad, which affected your job and your relationship with Steve.

You knew he was just as tired of it as you were, and you knew he was probably exhausted from having to care for you all the time.

It had also taken a toll on your sex life. At this point, you two only had sex to reproduce. You rarely finished and always denied his offers to help you. You would always flip yourself upside down afterward to help the sperm enter your uterus.

You’d both been to the doctor multiple times to see which one of you was fertile. Steve was one hundred percent fertile, while you had less of a chance of getting pregnant that you should’ve had.

You’d been to multiple IVF appointments as well. It wasn’t Steve’s favorite thing in the world to go into a room alone and masturbate to porn to provide sperm samples.

At this point, he didn’t enjoy looking at other women to get off, so you had taken pictures of yourself to give him.

The first few times it was awkward for him afterward, but you assured him there was nothing uncomfortable about it.

You’d probably spent over ten thousand dollars on it, and it was heartbreaking each time it didn’t work.

At the end of the five minutes, you grabbed the test out of the sink, feeling a pain in your heart at the single line.

You tossed it back into the sink as you stood up, feeling tears slide down your face. Your back hit the wall and you slid down until you felt yourself land on your ass.

You pulled your knees into your chest, propped your elbows on them, and put your hands into your palms.

You couldn’t help but sob. You and Steve had been trying for four years to conceive. And, despite everything mentioned, none of it worked. This was one of your last straws, a wave of sadness washing over you.

You both desperately wanted kids, preferably two or three. But at this point, you’d be lucky to even have one.

Steve made it clear that in the end, if you couldn’t have children of your own, he’d be perfectly okay with adopting, or just not having any. And you agreed.

However, you had the longing to create your own child. Everything from the pregnancy, to giving birth, to raising that child from the moment they came out, until the moment they could care for themselves. You wanted that more than anything, but you’d be happy to adopt if you were infertile.

But sitting on the bathroom floor knowing that every effort you made — propping yourself upside down after sex, aforementioned IVF treatments, tracking your cycles, staying healthy, etc. — didn’t work, made your heart hurt.

You wondered if you were good enough for Steve, if you could really give him what he wanted. If he was genuinely happy with trying to have kids for years on end and being unsuccessful. You wondered if that was what he wanted, if he was still happy with you.

Your sobs filled the bathroom, making you glad Dustin wasn’t there.

Dustin was your younger brother, and currently, he was at the arcade. He knew about your struggle to have kids, and he usually tried to help, whether it was with the foods you ate, or getting you vitamins, making sure your mom didn’t keep her alcohol where you could get to it, etc.

You thought it was sweet how much he wanted a niece or nephew, always talking about babysitting them and allowing them into the party.

You always made sure he was gone when you took pregnancy tests. You loved him, but comfort wasn’t his strong suit. Sometimes it would work just because of the effort, but sometimes it would make you feel worse. So, you figured the easiest way to avoid that was to make sure he wasn’t there.

The rest of the party was also anticipating you getting pregnant. Max, Eleven, and Nancy all said they would help her with girl things like periods, dating, and other things boys didn’t understand.

And Mike, Lucas, Dustin, Will, and Jonathan all said they would indoctrinate him/her into their Dungeons and Dragons campaigns.

It made you cry the first time you found out how excited they were to have a new member of the family.

But you hated making them wait. Dustin and Robin were the only ones who knew how long you’d been trying, so the rest of them kept jokingly bugging you about them getting a new DnD member.

When Steve got home from work, he found you crying on the bathroom floor. He looked in the sink, seeing another negative test.

He sat on the toilet seat, placing his hands on your knees. He didn’t say anything, he let you talk at your own pace.

“Negative again,” you said, your voice stuffy.

He nodded. “I know.”

“What the hell is wrong with me?”

“Hey, look at me.”

You pulled your hands from your face, revealing your eyes bloodshot and puffy, your skin soaked in tears.

He stood up and held his hands out for you to take. You pulled yourself up and he cupped your face. He wiped your cheeks with his thumbs, before grabbing a dry cloth and cleaning your face completely.

“Come here,” he said, pulling you into a deep hug. You cried into his chest, leaving tear stains on his shirt. He gently pulled you to the bedroom a few seconds later. You sat against the headboard, resting your elbows on your knees. He sat across from you, only a few feet away.

He gripped your hands as you continued crying. It was silent for a few minutes before he continued the conversation.

“There’s nothing wrong with you.”

“Then why can’t I get pregnant?”

“You know that’s not your fault.”

“Is it enough for you? Am I enough for you?”

He furrowed his brows. “What are you talking about?”

“If I can’t give you a kid. If I can’t get pregnant, despite everything we’ve done, despite every effort we’ve made... will I be enough? Won’t you want more?”

“Don’t. Don’t even think like that. Don’t say that. Of course, you’ll still be enough for me.”

You softly shook your head. “I don’t believe that.”

“Why not?”

“Because you said that all you want in life is children. You want at least one son and one daughter. And you want to name one of them Dustin, and one of them Robin. And you’ve told me that you want to have a hundred grandkids so you can spoil all of them. And if I can’t give that to you-”

“Stop. Stop talking.” He gripped your hands tighter. “I don’t care. If you can’t give me that, that’s okay. More than anything, I want you. I want you, even if we don’t have a hundred grandkids.”

You felt more tears fall down your face, hitting your legs. He tilted your chin up to look at him.

“Why?” you asked.

“‘Why’ what?”

“Why wouldn’t you want someone who could give you that?”

“Because I don’t want just anybody. I want you. I’d live a thousand lifetimes without kids if it meant I got to be with you.”

“But you want a family.”

“Baby,” he chuckled. “We’re already a family. You and me, we are a family. We don’t need a child to be a family. Hell, we can adopt a dog or a cat if we wanted to. And that would still make us as much of a family as people with kids.”

“But we both want kids. I want kids. I want to be pregnant, I want to give birth, I want to hold the baby after they come out. I want to celebrate their first steps, their first words, their first birthday. I want to do that.” He didn’t say anything. “How am I supposed to please you if I can’t even get pregnant?” you mumbled.

He furrowed his brows. “What?”

“I mean, we’ve always been taught that in marriages, in order to be a good wife and please your husband, you should have kids.”

“Who the hell taught you that?”

You raised your eyebrows. “School, my family, everyone. I’ve grown up hearing that in order to be a good wife to my husband, I have to give him kids and that’s how we’re supposed to please you.”

He shook his head. “I’ve never been taught to only expect kids from my wife. They’ve been feeding you that bullshit?” You nodded. “For how long?”

“All my life.”

“I’ve grown up learning from my mom that, even if I don’t have kids with the person I marry, I should find someone that I can’t live without. That’s you.”

“Steve-”

“Y/N, you don’t have to bear a child to please me. I am so madly, deeply, stupidly in love with you. There is nothing you can do to make me not love you. You hear me?” You didn’t reply. “Why do you think I proposed to you and married you?”

“You wanted to start a family, but not outside of marriage. Isn’t that why every guy gets married?”

“Nope. Not even close. I mean, that’s a factor, but do you know the real reason I married you?” You still didn’t answer. “I married you to be with you,” he said as he poked you lightly on the chest. “I married you so I could spend the rest of my life with you. Obviously, I do want a family, but, like I said, I’d go a million years without kids if it meant I got to be with you.”

You were only crying harder now. “Steve-”

“I am so fucking in love with you, Y/N. Do you want to know how long it took me to get that ring-” He pointed to your engagement ring on your finger, which was joined by your wedding band, “after we started dating?” You shook your head. “Three days.”

Your eyes got wide. “What?”

“Yep. Three days into our relationship, I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. You know why I didn’t propose sooner?” You shook your head again. “We weren’t eighteen. That was the only thing holding me back. I had to wait two years to propose to you because we had to wait until we were adults.”

You looked down at your ring. “They let you buy an engagement ring at sixteen?” you chuckled.

“I guess so. I got it, didn’t I?”

You smiled. “I love you,” you whispered.

“I love you, too.” You squeezed his hands.

“Tell you what. Why don’t we take a break from trying? I mean, we’re only twenty-three. We have time. I know it’s stressing you out. Your head always hurts and you’re always sick. Let’s just wait a little while.”

You nodded. “That would actually be really nice.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. Maybe we can have sex just to have sex, not to make a baby.”

“Absolutely.”

You looked at him and he gave you a small smile.

“I don’t deserve you,” you said, your voice cracking.

“I think I’m the one that doesn’t deserve you.”

You laughed softly. “And if we can’t have our own kids, we can adopt,” you said.

“Absolutely.”

“Take a kid or two out of the system.”

“Absolutely,” he repeated.

You got on your knees and hugged him, the two of you squeezing each other tightly.

“Did I mention that I love you?” he asked.

“Yeah.”

“Are you sure? Because I do.”

“I’m sure,” you giggled. “I love you, too.”

When you pulled away, he looked at you. “Don’t blame yourself, baby. Seriously. It’s not your fault.”

“I know.”

“Okay.”

You pulled him in for one last kiss before heading to the kitchen to start dinner.

—

You, Steve, Dustin, Mike, Lucas, Max, and Robin all sat in your dining room. For dinner, you made chicken burritos. The kids were all joking around and talking about the arcade when you decided to get their attention.

“So, me and Steve talked today,” you said, clearing your throat. They all looked at you. “I think... we’re gonna stop trying to have a kid for a little while.”

“What?” Lucas asked. “Why?”

“We’ve been trying for four years. I mean, we’ve done IVF-”

“What’s IVF?” Mike asked.

“In vitro. It’s artificial insemination.”

“We’ve done that about six times,” Steve said. “And it hasn’t worked.”

“Nothing we’ve done has worked. So, for now, we’re gonna take a break. I mean, it takes a toll on us.”

They nodded. “Okay. Whenever you get pregnant, that just means we can have someone else to play games with and invite to the arcade,” Lucas said. “Even if we’re older.”

Steve rested his hand on your thigh.

—

Laying in bed and being Steve’s little spoon as he slept caused you to start thinking again.

You didn’t realize it before, but you were more okay with waiting than you thought you would be. Sure, you’d be slightly older when you were pregnant — if you wound up pregnant at all — but you were fine with it.

Knowing that you were with someone like Steve, who didn’t care if you couldn’t have kids, was a relief. You knew you married the right person, and you knew your kids would be right about you two being soulmates.

[st-fandom-imagines]

You Are My Suzie

I hope you like it, please send me requests guys and show me some love if you enjoy what you read :) some season 3 spoilers ahead!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Request- @wtfdavidsvlogsreply asked: can you write a Steve imagine where the reader is the one in the chairs with steve and he finally confesses that he has feelings for her thinking that they are about to die or something ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ "Don't you fucking touch her!" Steve exclaimed as the sick Russian slapped me straight across the face. He was smiling wide, enjoying every second of the beatings that Steve and I were getting by his hand. "Steve, its okay, I've been hit harder." I defended spitting blood on the man's shoes in front of me. I wasn't going to let Steve take all of this, we were in this together. The Russian looked at me with a smile before leaving the room, letting Steve and I catch a break from the assault that we were receiving. "Are you okay?" I asked him, knowing that he was hurt beyond worse than I was. "Just dandy, I love getting beaten up while tied to a chair by a scary Russian." He joked making us both laugh and trying to make light of the situation. I never thought that this is where my summer would take me, in an under ground bunker for the Russians, tied to Steve Harrington, but I guess that's what happens when you are friends with El and her band of misfits. "I can take all the beatings, you know? I probably deserve a little after some of the things I did in high school." Steve confessed, pulling me from my thoughts, as we sat there in silence, trying to catch our breath, knowing that they would be back any second. "You aren't that guy anymore, besides, there isn't anything a human could do to me that is worse than what the mind flayer can." I promised, not thinking it was that big of a deal. Steve and I got close last November while helping Dustin with everything that was going on. We didn't run in the same circles in high school, which was no shock, but Steve was never mean to me, not once. This summer we started working together so all the kids knew where to find us and its been a pretty good summer up until now. Watching Steve fail with every girl that walks by, Dustin lecturing him on love when it use to be the other way around, its been hard trying not to fall for a guy that is bettering himself, right in front of you. "(Y/N) look, I think we could reach that key if we jump together." Steve breathed out once again pulling me from my thoughts. I looked over to my left, seeing the key he was talking about and nodded, not even wanting for form a sentence because of the sting I felt on my face. "Okay, on three...one, two, three!" We both jumped without falling, but we knew we needed quite a few more than just one jump to get there. I felt Steve's hand against mine and I blushed slightly as we went for out next jump, our hands never being this close before. "One, two, three!" he shouted once again, this time not sticking the landing and falling on our side. We both groaned in pain, also groaning at the fact that the Russians probably heard that and they would be back in at any second. "It's bullshit." Steve mumbled making me cock an eyebrow at his statement. I had so many thoughts rolling around in my head that I never stopped to wonder what was in his head. "What is?" I asked, my curiosity peaked. "Holding onto your Suzie." He stated flatly making me sigh softly. Dustin had been talking about Suzie ever since he has been back, and how Steve needed to find his and when you did find her, you needed to tell her and never let go. I know it was hard for Steve because of how things went down with Nancy because in a perfect world, everyone would find their Suzie. "What if we die in here?" He questioned flipping the conversation and taking me by surprise. "What is going on in that head of yours, Harrington?" I laughed out, trying to figure out where his mind was at. "I don't want to die without telling you, even if it means rejection, even if it means losing my Suzie." He sighed, as the door busted open and we both looked up to see our Russian friends looking down at us. "What were you trying to do, eh?" He smirked as he stood us back up, the blood rushing through our heads. We both groaned, as my head was spinning from that and from Steve's comments. "You must have really missed us, huh?" Steve teased as another man walked in with syringes filled with a goo looking liquid. "I hate needles." I cringed as the man in a white lab coat walked towards me. I knew what was coming next but I didn't want to think about it. I just shut my eyes and felt a sharp sting in my neck. "Let's see if you are more willing to tell the truth now." He said before exiting the room again. I opened my eyes knowing that they were gone again only to see the same floor we had been staring at for who knows how long. "Okay well if we weren't going to die before, we are going to die now." Steve breathed out before taking my hand in his, the same hand that had grazed mine before. "(Y/N), you are my Suzie. I tried denying my feelings, I tried hiding them by flirting with girls that I had no interest in but its just not working. If what Dustin said is true, then I cant not tell you. He said that when you find her, you know, nothing she does annoys you, you love her for every part of her, you think about her constantly and most importantly, you always think about her safety before your own, and my god that fits you perfectly. I was scared to tell you, scared of you laughing in my face or just saying you felt the same because you felt bad. When we get out of here I want to take you out, show you how much I care about you, show you that I know things about you that I wouldn't have thought that my brain would retain. I love you and I respect you and I really hope that you feel the same way." He rambled out, making me nearly faint on the spot. I was speechless, I didn't know what to say, I didn't think I would ever get a declaration of love from Steve Harrington. I was starting to feel funny, like all I could think about was food and making fun of Steve for being a softy, damn drugs. "Wow, nice one Harrington, now I'll die from embarrassment." He groaned just as the door busted open revealing Dustin and Erica, the guards on the ground passed out. "Get ready to run." Dustin said to Steve as he untied him and Erica untied me. As soon as I was free I turned to Steve who was already standing, a blood covered, fat eye Steve and pulled his face down to mine and connected our lips. I could feel his eyes shoot open in shock for a second before they closed and his hands rested on my waist. "That is not even close to running." Erica remarked as Dustin gawked at us in disgust and awe. I pulled away to rest my forehead on his with a smile. "You are the Dustin to my Suzie, and that isn't the drugs talking. We can have this conversation when we are safe but Steve, I love you too." I swore making him smile as big as he could with a bleeding lip before he took my hand in his. "Okay, now that you two saw us make out, we can run now." He laughed, the drugs in his blood stream too now. This was already a crazy day and I think it just got a lot crazier.

[alpha-imagines]

8th Grade Valentine’s- Billy Hargrove

A/N: Aw this was such a cute idea thank you to whoever suggested it!! Another part of New Boy should be up tomorrow but i wanted to post this on Valentine’s day so here ya go! Hope you’re all having a fun day no matter what you’re doing!

Requested by Anonymous:  so i saw that you wanted some ideas for billy, and i thought of something v-day related. so what i was thinking was like reader is the partys babysitter and dustin is "in love" w her and he asks her to be his valentine before billiam couldve asked her and hes lowkey pissed about it bc he cant spend time w his girl bc some fucking 8th grader asked her first???

The first time you properly met Billy Hargrove was at Joanna Cleeves’ Christmas party. Her parents were away and Carol had convinced her that she had to host a festive gathering which slowly turned into a house party for what felt like the entire school.

You and your best friend had arrived, got unequivocally drunk before you had encouragingly pushed her into the arms of Craig Lawson who she’d been crushing on for pretty much her entire life.

“Hey Angel” You heard from behind you and although your reflexes were pretty out of sync you slowly turned your head and saw that Billy Hargrove was leant against the counter behind you, red cup to his lips that partly masked his brimming smirk.

“Uh Hi” You mumbled, confused as to whether or not Billy Hargrove was actually talking to you or maybe someone behind you.

“You look to die for” He smirked and sent a wink your way, despite the alcohol that was spinning his brain he didn’t miss the blush that covered your cheeks.

“Thanks” You replied sceptically only for you to realise you were being pulled further away from Billy by someone who had a grip on your elbow

“Hey!” You exclaimed before your vision caught up with you “Oh hey Steve” You smiled pulling him into a drunken embrace

You didn’t really know Steve all that well, you shared a couple of classes with him but recently you saw more of him thanks to Dustin Henderson. When your parents separated your mom wanted to downsize, so you stayed with her and moved to a smaller house a few doors down from the Henderson’s.

It started out with the odd bit of housesitting when they were out of town for the weekend and gradually you started to babysit whenever Claudia went out and eventually you occasionally took Dustin to school or his friends. You got on really well with Dustin and got to know the other boys pretty well, and when Dustin started spending time with Steve it was inevitable that your paths would cross at some point.

You couldn’t really remember much of that night apart from sitting on the front lawn and drunkenly spilling secrets with Billy who’d followed you out there only to be snatched up and driven home by Steve who announced that you were “too drunk” and “too nice” to be alone with Billy Hargrove.

But that was the first time you’d spoken to Billy and the pair of you had hit it off after that. Winks in the corridor and at basketball game, him stopping by your locker before walking you to history so he could miss 5 minutes of maths. You two were friends but he flirted furiously and you didn’t mind it at all, much to Steve’s disapproval.

“Dustin said you were sitting for him tonight?” Steve asked as the pair of you walked away from the gymnasium after Hawkins High had thrashed the other team at a basketball game.

“Oh yeah” You remembered “I’m going for 6 if you had plans with him first”

“No, no plans” Steve said and scratched the back of his neck nervously “I just have a favour to ask you”

“Sure” You smiled as you approached his car and slid into the passenger seat.

“So are you like around on Valentine’s Day?” He asked, turning in his seat to face you

“What?” You stammered “Oh um Steve…”

“No no no” He quickly interjected, holding his hands up innocently “Not for me, but maybe for Dustin?”

It took you a moment to think, and you were about to respond with a somewhat hesitant “ok” when Steve interrupted you

“Don’t tell Dustin I told you this, because he’ll kill me” He laughed “But he kinda has this big crush on you and he didn’t want to go to the valentines dance alone and I figured..”

“Sure” You smiled reassuringly at Steve who then released a breath that he didn’t even realise he was holding.

You liked Dustin, he was a sweet kid, a little weird but he was always sweet. You didn’t mind giving up your valentines to help him out, but you had a feeling that perhaps Billy would.

“So what film do you wanna watch?” You asked Dustin, your legs stretched out on the sofa as you flicked absently through the channels

“Hey what’s up?” You asked when he didn’t respond, you scooted off the couch and sat next to him on the carpet, your back resting up against the sofa.

You knew something was up with him, his shoulders were slumped and he wasn’t rambling on about some physics theory or how to win at the arcade games.

“So are you going to the valentine’s dance?” You asked, bumping his shoulder with your own to prompt him to look at you

“No” He sighed “Lucas is taking Max so I don’t wanna be there”

“Ahh” You sighed sympathetically, he’d told you about how he liked Max and he also told you how she liked Lucas, it was no one’s fault but the boy was clearly still upset by it all

“Well I’ve got no plans either” You shrugged “Maybe we could do something?”

“What?” His head whipped round to look at you which only made you crack a smile

“Yeah I could take you out” You clarified “If you wanted?”

His vigorous nod told you all you needed to know, making the pair of you smile. He seemed happier after that, picking out a movie and chatting the whole way through it like he normally did, it made you smile to know you’d made him happier.

“Morning angel” You heard from behind your ear as a pair of arms snaked their way around your waist

“Billy” You laughed, trying to sound serious but ultimately failing “Not here”

“Why not?” He asked with a smirk “Afraid your good girl act might falter?”

“Not funny” You replied and turned around to give him a light smack on the chest “But I’ve got to get to chemistry so I’ll see you at break” You said and pulled away from him to start heading to your classroom

“You know where to find me” He smirked, his hand still entwined with yours but you let him go as the final bell rung and the corridors began to clear.

As you had said, you met him at his car at the start of lunch, he was leant against the driver’s side, clouds of smoke falling from his lips, his brows drawn into their usual frown from the sunlight as he watched you walk closer to him.

“So” He began as you got close enough to him for him to wrap his arms around you once more

“So” You repeated looking up at him and brushing the speck of dust off of his cheek

You and Billy weren’t officially dating but you’d be heartbroken if he was with anyone else the way he was with you and secretly you hoped he’d be the same if it were you.

“So I was thinking” He started

“Uh oh that could be dangerous” You smirked up at him which earnt you an unimpressed glare

“I was thinking maybe once Susan and my dad are back from whatever stupid adult thing their doing, and Max’s is at her lame dance, maybe we could do something, you know on Valentine’s Day”

Your heart swelled at what Billy was saying, initially he told you that he wasn’t about because he had to look after Max but now he was actually putting in an effort to show he cared, except you already had plans.

“I didn’t think we were doing anything?” You frowned up at him

“Well we are now” He smiled and brushed your hair back behind your ear

“Unless you don’t want to” He stammered after you stood there silently chewing the inside of your cheek

“No no I do want to” You clarified and forced a smile onto your face

“Then what’s the problem?” He asked, he was starting to sound angry and the last thing you wanted was for him to cause a scene

“Billy” You began only to be immediately cut off

“What? You seeing someone else now is that it?” He said pushing you lightly away from him to create some space

“Not like that” You tried to explain “I said I’d take Dustin out on Valentine’s Day”

“Dustin?” Billy spat “As in my little sister’s nerdy friend, 8th grader, ‘son of a bitch’ Dustin?”

“I didn’t want him to be alone on Valentine’s Billy” You pleaded, stepping an inch closer to him

“So you’re gonna ditch me for an 8th grader?” He asked with a raised eyebrow, hoping that you were joking with him

“Billy we can hang out afterwards ok” You tried to reason

“You’re actually going on a date with an 8th grader over me?”

“What difference does it make when you’re already acting like an 8th grader” You quipped back before turning on your heels and heading back towards the cafeteria

“Hey Handsome” You smiled as you spoke through your open car window as Dustin came towards you “So I thought maybe we could go catch a movie then go for food, how’s that sound?”

“Good” He smiled “Great”

“Good” You smiled back triumphantly and sent a quick wave to Mrs Henderson who was stood on the doorstep, cat in her arms, waving at the pair of you.

You’d finished the movie and surprisingly you’d only had to tell Dustin to shut up three times throughout the whole film which seemed like an achievement in itself.

The pair of you then walked a few blocks to go and grab something to eat, you shared a booth and both silently deliberated over the menu before an unenthusiastic waitress came to take your order.

“Hey angel” You heard and instantly you whipped your head around to see Billy stood by your booth and a bunch of flowers that looked a little worse for wears in his hand

“Billy?” You asked with raised eyebrows

“Well I couldn’t not give my girl a valentine’s present could I?” He smiled and motioned for you to slide along, which you did.

“Billy what are you doing here?” You whispered harshly

“I came to see my girl on Valentine’s” He smiled and placed the bouquet of flowers in your hand “Sorry they’re crappy it’s all they had”

“Thanks Billy” You smiled sincerely

“Sorry to steal your date kid” He said, leaning back in his seat “She’s just too hard to resist”

Although you failed at hiding the smirk on your lips you smacked him lightly on the shoulder

“Well if you’re going to gate crash at least go and get me some ketchup” You ordered and prodded him with your finger until he got up and did what you’d told him

“Sorry Dustin” You said with an apologetic smile

“Steve never said he was your boyfriend?” Dustin said confusedly just as the waitress brought over your fries and milkshakes

“He’s not really my boyfriend” You began “It’s complicated” You shrugged

“Steve says he’s a psycho” Dustin said somewhat hesitantly as he took a sip of his milkshake

“I can tell him to go” You said, ignoring his previous comment “I’ll tell him to go”

You slid out from your seat and walked over to where Billy was wrestling with the ketchup bottle

“Do you think maybe this is the best idea?” You asked as your hand rested on his back as he turned to look at you

“Whatta you mean?” He asked, his brows furrowing at your question

“Well you know” You began, averting your gaze from his broken expression “You tried to beat up his best friend, he’s kinda scared of you”

He swallowed hard at the realisation that you somehow knew what had happened before Christmas, and all of a sudden he felt guilty for ruining your date.

“I’m not going to hurt him” He said, his tone was confused as if you were suggesting that he might

“I know you wouldn’t” You smiled, rubbing your thumb across his knuckles “It’s just- I don’t know maybe three’s a crowd?” You cringed expecting some sort of angry response about you putting some kid before him but to your surprise he slowly nodded and placed the ketchup bottle back down on the side

“I promise I’ll make it up to you” You smiled and leant in for a quick kiss

“You better” He smirked once you’d parted lips “You better get her home safe Henderson!” He called out into the diner and Dustin’s eyes were suddenly wild with fear

You laughed and slapped his chest playfully, shaking your head at his comment

“Thank you Billy” You said, your hand pulling him back as he began to head for the exit “and Happy Valentine’s Day”

“Don’t have too much fun” He smiled but you could sense some serious in his tone, he hated the idea of you having fun with someone that wasn’t him, even if it was with an 8th grader

“Not without you” You smiled before letting his hand fall out of yours and watching him walk towards his blue Camaro.

“So how was your date?” He asked, his fingers combing through your hair as your head laid on his chest

“It was nice” You smiled “Thank you for not throwing a tantrum” You said, turning to put your chin on his chest to look at his face

“A tantrum?” He asked, propping himself up slightly “You tryna say I throw tantrums?”

“You know you do” You laughed and Billy couldn’t help but smile back at you

“Well maybe I’ve shown I could be boyfriend material” He said but it came out more like a question

“Maybe you have” You smiled and leant in for another kiss.

You had to admit it had turned out to be a pretty successful Valentine’s Day for all of you.

[xbarrjallenx]

Jealous

Pairing: Mike Wheeler x Reader

Request: “Omfg can i request a part 3 for "Chaising Pavements"?!?! Ahh part 2 was so amazing, im so sad and my heart broke into a million pieces! 😊😊❤ “

“please please please do a part 3 for chasing pavements/jessies girl!!! its so good oh my gosh”

“PART THREE FOR JESSIES GIRL PLZ OR SMTH LIKE THAT IT WAS SO GR8″

“OH MYGOD PLEASE PLEASE DO A PART THREE FOR CHASIG PAVEMENTS/JESSIE’S GIRL! I CANT STAND THE SUSPENSION! OMGGG IT WAS SO GOOD”

“3rd part please.... pleeeeeeease?????”

Summary: (Y/N) and Dustin sought for Nancy’s help to understand Mike’s actions, but he got worse and some important things slipped through his mouth.

Word count: 1.779

Posted: 25th of November 2017

A/N: OMG! Here’s the 3rd part of Charing Pavements and Jessie’s Girl, finally! I thank each one of you for the kind comments, I can’t believe that I got too many positive comments and you seriously made my day, motivating me even more on writing. Thank you so much.

I thought of ending it with part 3, but some of you requested some more Dustin Henderson x reader scenes and I had to make Mike jealous. I just love imagining him dying of jealousy. Anyway, if you want, I voluntarily will write part 4, probably the last part, so let me know. Thank you.

I hope you like it and enjoy! Comments are appreciated and welcomed.

- G. x

Links: Chasing Pavements (Part 1); Jessie’s Girl (Part 2); Can’t Fight This Feeling (Part 4)

Few days has passed since the Snow Ball, but you still couldn’t take Mike’s death and sorrowful glare off your head. You couldn’t understand why he would be grumpy and irked. He couldn’t be jealous, could he? And if ever, why would he? Mostly, when Eleven has already came back.

“Dustin, are you sure of this?” You asked him for the millionth time and you thanked him for being patient with you. You were so anxious and afraid of what might happen next, mostly when Mike could discover everything what you and Dustin were doing.

The group has planned to do another endless campaign of Dungeons and Dragons, but Will and Dustin decided not to as Eleven and Max kept on interrupting the game by asking explanations for every move that the party would make. Everyone in the group, except you and Dustin, offered a hand to teach the mechanics of the game to the girls. You, obviously, had a better thing to do with Dustin.

“Of course, (Y/N).” He nodded nonchalantly, lowering his voice so the boys wouldn’t hear your conversation. After all, they were still convinced that you were already in a relationship with Dustin. “Nancy knows how to make people feel better, maybe she knows why Mike is acting weird too.” You both stopped in front of Nancy’s bedroom door, slowly building your courage up before knocking.

“Dustin, Mike barely talked to us, you must be kidding if you think that he talked to his sister.” You rolled your eyes as Dustin took a deep breath.

You were both devastated as your best friend suddenly stopped talking to you, also because you didn’t do something bad to hurt him or make him angry. He has greeted you, but he was so cold and detached. Mike has never treated you in that way, he never did. He has always wanted to make you feel better, to see you with your widest smile on your face.

“You’re prettier when you smile, (Y/N).” He stated as he tucked your (Y/H/C) hair behind your ear. You flutter closed your eyes in happiness, feeling his lips on your forehead.

“Nancy?” Dustin knocked, gently shouting Nancy’s name to have her attention. Your eyes grew wide as you shook your thoughts off your head and you were about to run away, but Dustin grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly. “You are hurting, (Y/N), but let me help you. You can still conquer the boy of your dreams, okay?” He whispered in your ear, softening your gaze.

“Hey Dusty, (Y/N)!” She cheerfully greeted, pulling you both in a tight hug. Dustin quickly let go of your hand as he didn’t want for Nancy to tease him with you. That boy has got a crush on the young lady standing in front of you. “What’s up?”

“Uhh,” You nervously blurted out and Dustin smiled at you to encourage you. “I need some help.”

“Oh,” She warmly smiled. “advices on dating Dusty?” She winked at Dustin, but he just rolled his eyes. You shook your head and she quickly knitted her eyebrows together. “But the rumours had it and I thought that you are together.”

“We’ll explain it to you.” Dustin seriously stated. Nancy nodded and she invited you to enter her room, shutting and locking the door nonchalantly.

“So, what is everything about?” Nancy curiously asked, sitting on her study desk. Dustin invited you to sit beside him on the edge of Nancy’s double bed. You followed him as you roamed your eyes around the room, catching some interesting photographs and posters on the wall.

“We aren’t together.” Dustin explained, emphasizing his words. “The people thought that we are, because we hugged in the middle of the gym during the ball.”

“Oh,” Nancy sang as she got Dustin’s point. “so, what is your problem? How can I help you with it?”

“The problem is Mike Wheeler, your asshole brother.” Dustin blurted out. He rolled his eyes at the thought of his best friend. He was a little bitter, because he suddenly stopped talking to him, giving him death glares as he tried to make you, his closest best friend, feel better. He did nothing bad nor awful, on the contrary!

“What did Mike do?” Nancy asked as she let her legs hang from the desk, swaying them as she listened to you.

“I love him.” You shyly blurted out, feeling the heat on your cheeks. Dustin widely smiled, showing his beloved pearls, and teased you cheekily. You shook your head in disbelief and you rolled your eyes, because you couldn’t stand the embarrassment of the situation.

“Oh my God,” Nancy enthusiastically cheered, making you bounce on the bed in shock. You corrugated your forehead as you couldn’t understand if it was a compliment or not, so you sat there: puzzled. “Jonathan owes me and Steve twenty bucks.”

“What? You’re betting on me?” Your mouth opened agape and you elbowed your best friend as he kept on giggling under his breath.

“I’m sorry, but we can’t help but do it. I can totally see in your eyes that you liked Mike.” She nodded, defending the fact that the teen adults made some bet on you and Mike. You shrugged your shoulders as Eleven came into your mind, sighing as the pain penetrated your already shattered heart.

“He likes Eleven.” Dustin murmured, almost silently. Nancy’s smile suddenly fell back as she heard his brother’s secret. “But the thing that I don’t understand is why did he just stop on talking to me or (Y/N). I did nothing but dance with her during the ball.”

“Hmm,” She brought the back of her hand under her chin to think and she sighed since she couldn’t think of the right answer. “have you talked to him?”

“No, he is detached and it seemed like he kept on pushing me away.” You honestly answered. You bit your lower lip, trying to halt your tears from glossing your eyes. “And, if ever, I don’t know what to tell him.”

“Oh,” She nodded, leaving the desk and stood in front of you instead. “I think that the guy is jealous. I know that you are his closest best friend, sometimes he would share to the family your moments together, sometimes your problems too. He would always be proud of himself whenever he would make you feel good. Maybe he’s just jealous and afraid that he might lose you.”

“I don’t know, Nancy.” You were perplexed and you gave her a confused look. “Sometimes, I just want to tell him that I love him, even though I know that it isn’t requited. Maybe I would feel better if I let everything out.” You vented, Dustin was just listening at your statements. Sometimes he would look at you, sometimes he would look at Nancy to understand the situation.

“You’d like to let everything out?” Nancy sadly smiled, thinking of a way how to help you. You stare at her while waiting for her answer, you watched her walk back and forth, trying her best to think of something. “Aha, I got it!” She happily exclaimed.

“What is it?” You raised an eyebrow as you carefully listened to Nancy.

“You pretend that Dustin is Mike and you tell him everything, as in everything.” She convincingly said in a lower tone. You glanced at Dustin and he smiled at you in response. “You’re going to practice and, whenever you’re ready, you talk to Mike. Is that okay?”

“Okay.” You shortly answered. You unleashed a long and heavy sigh, readying yourself. It wasn’t the same to have Dustin in front of you, of course, but maybe he could help you to make things easier.

“Whenever you’re ready.” Nancy encouraged you as if she was a director of some sort of film.

“Dustin,” You started, turning towards Dustin’s direction. You imagined having Mike in front of you, even though you pronounced Dustin’s name. You thought that calling Dustin by his best friend’s name was disrespectful. “I-I like you, no! I-I love you! It has been years since I started loving you, but I never had the courage to confess my feelings for you. I don’t know, maybe because I thought that we were just best friends or something like that and best friends don’t usually love each other, I mean in a romantic way.” Dustin nodded to encourage you to go on with your speech. He didn’t know that you stopped because you heard some footsteps outside the room.

“Just go on!” Dustin gently ordered with a smile. He was really willing to help you, also because he didn’t want to see you hurting anymore.

You nodded and took a long breath. “I didn’t even know what love was, but then El has arrived and my-“

You suddenly stopped when you heard a loud bang outside of Nancy’s room, jumping a little bit on the bed. Your eyes grew wide, afraid that someone has heard your confession.

“What the hell, Mike?” Nancy twisted her door knob, went out of the room and forcefully opened Mike’s room. You and Dustin looked at each other and followed Nancy, slowly walking, almost tip-toeing. “What’s your problem?”

You peaked through his doorway and your heart dropped as you saw his tears slowly streaming down his face. Dustin looked at you and you looked at Dustin, you were both puzzled, confused.

“Fuck off, Nancy!” He pushed her sister away, wiping his tears furiously.

“Mike!” You restrained him from pushing people away and treating them in a rude way. He wasn’t the Mike that you used to know and you kept on saying that you knew him well, but you didn’t even know why he was acting up in that way.

“(Y/N), just go away, okay? You do nothing but give me heartbreak and misery!” He fearlessly spat the words as if they were venom in his mouth. Your tears found their way through your eyes and your chest tightened, his words weighing in your chest. Dustin quickly hugged you, rubbing your back as you sobbed against his neck, knowing how hurt you were.

“What the hell, Mike?” Dustin defended you as he yelled at his friend. “Stop being a dick!”

Mike noisily sobbed and hardly sniffed, letting his hot tears to wet his red cheeks. “You know what, (Y/N)? It’s hard for me to say this, but,” He paused, terribly trembling as he took all of his courage out. He didn’t mind Dustin, but the scene of Dustin hugging you broke his heart even more, wishing that it was him. “I love you and I’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me!”

[that-terrible-writer]

You Never Know

Sorry for being late. A few things happened, I tried to get back into digital drawing (since that in my main job) and my tablet straight up died on me. Been trying to contact the company but they still haven’t responded so I’m giving it another day before I go apeshit on them. Then I had my part-time job and a photo shoot that I had to do. After that, Mother Nature thought it would be nice to visit so I’ve been dead tired every day.

Also, this part got me stuck and then it just hit me afterward. To make up for me being me, here’s a 2.6k part.

Part 8

Part 1 2 3 4 5 6 7

| Steve Harrington x Reader |

Requested: “I am craving for more You Never Know more than Dart was craving for Mews!”

“YOU NEVER KNOW IS THE BEST THING IVE READ CANT WAIT FOR MORE!”

The cool washcloth press against your forehead was the only thing that was grasping you to stay alive. It felt so good compared to the ranging headache you had gained thanks to the alcohol and mostly Mike's yelling. You let out a frustrated sigh, shaking your head, "I told you everything that I can remember." You grumbled, shutting your eyes to block any form of light that just worsen your drunkenness. "I'm surprised I remember anything at all, honestly."

"But you saw her!" Mike screeched once more. He had been pacing the basement floor, he had been at it for over an hour. You had to raise your hand, motioning him to stop. You were sitting on the couch, groaning in pain.

"Yes," You affirmed once again, "She and her gang were scouting Tina's party. After that, completely black out."

"Are you sure you don't remember? We need you to remember!" Mike shook your shoulders, more in your face then you would've wanted as he pressed you for more answers. New answers. Mike was pushed aside by Steve, who gave you a glass of water.

"Wheeler, calm down will you?" Steve ordered. "Y/L/N told you everything that she can remember. Yelling at her won't help." Steve peered down at you, still seeing you groaning in pain. He waved his hand towards Mike, "Find her some aspirin. Be helpful."

The little teens followed their leader up the stairs, leaving you with Steve. You glimpsed up at him, smiling at him, "Thanks." You said softly. Steve stuffed his hands into his pockets before he did, he rubbed the tip of his nose as he was getting flustered. "How are you not dying?" You joked, you tried to laugh but it only created you some more pain.

Steve sat down next to you. He rubbed your back, comforting you, "I didn't drink the entire bowl of punch." He quipped. You shot a glare at him but after seeing his smile, you couldn't help but share it. "I only had one drink," Steve admitted, "I wasn't with Billy so I didn't need a reason to drink."

You bumped your shoulder into Steve, acting playful, "Was it really that bad?" You asked. You looked back at Steve, your eyes getting bigger as you grew disturbed, "Did I make a fool out of myself?"

"What?" Steve was shocked towards your question. He scooted away from you, tilting his head and scrunching his brows together, "You don't remember anything from last night?" You shook you heat, "At all?"

"I remember Nancy and Jonathan abandoning me the moment we arrived. I saw you talking to Betty," You recalled, pointing your finger towards Steve, "Billy gave me a drink and lastly was I was outside with you," You looked back at Steve, seeing him on the edge of his seat: hoping you would remember, "Then I saw Eight."

You unquestionably remembered what happened between you and Steve. Just thinking about the kisses you had shared made the butterflies reappear in your stomach. It caused your cheeks to heat up and your heart to speed up. You pressed your lips together, biting back your tongue, not wanting to discuss anything else. You were with Billy, you had done wrong by kissing Steve and you felt horrible even though that kiss made everything so clear to you.

Steve lightly nodded his head, trying to push back the urge to tell you everything he had confessed to you last night. For you to leave Billy; you deserved so much better and that he was the right guy for you. That he was, indeed, in love with you. That seeing you at any time of the day is always the highlight for him. It puts him in a better mood, even when he sees you with Billy's arms wrapped around you. He told you that he loved the way you smiled, it somehow made you twenty times more beautiful when you smiled and he didn't know that it was possible. Steve confessed his heart out to you, yet knowing that you remembered none of his words; it stung him. It hurt him deeply.

Steve moved to the other side of the couch the moment Mike swung the door open, to return with the aspirin in hand. Mike handed you the pills, you eagerly threw them to the back of your throat, chugging the water to wash them down. Mike went over to the wall, pointing at Eleven's drawing of Eight's gang. "They were at the party too?" Mike interviewed.

"Yes," You responded, "All five of them were there." Your eyes went to match with Eleven's. She looked a bit frightened, nitpicking at the ends of her sleeves, "If anything, looking for her. I doubt a Hawkin's lab worker would be at the party." You finished.

"Now do we tell Cheif Hopper?" Will chimed in.

"No! We can do this on our own!" Mike preached. He went over to  his bat, picking it up, "We will fight them if they do come to get El."

"Hold on there," Steve yelled, clapping his hands to grab everyone's attention. You closed your eyes due to the medicine hadn't taken effect yet. Steve stood up, waving his hands around. He quickly glanced down at you to see that you were still fighting your headache. He paced his hand on your head as a way to apologize for his action, "You're not doing shit! When I got a clear idea of who they were; they're either around my and Y/N's age. One, for sure, was way older. You can't take them on! Hopper has to be in the loop now!" Steve commanded.

The kids grew quite having that they agreed with Steve. You looked up to see Eleven fiddling with her fingers, "What is it, El?" You spoke up. She glanced at you, quickly darting her eyes back to the ground.

"They have guns." She admitted weakly.

"This is why we need Hopper!" Steve declared, swinging his arm out towards Eleven, "We don't have that kind of protection! You are going to get everyone killed because you think you can do it all! In the morning, we are all going to the station to tell Hopper together! Understood?" They didn't say a word. Steve placed his hands on his hips, tilting his head to the side, growing irritated with them, "Understood?" He elevated his voice once more.

"Yes." They all whispered, looking away from the senior. You tried to get yourself up from the couch. You took your bag, heading up towards the stairs. It grabbed everyone's attention, Dustin coming to your side to help you with your bag.

"Are you ok?" Dustin asked. You looked down as you saw worry written all over his face and you couldn't help but smile at him. You patted his head, nodding to him.

"Yeah," You softly let out, "Just this hangover is kicking my ass." You took a step forward but your footing slipped causing you to lose your balance. You felt stronger arms catch you as you knew instantly that they weren't Dustin's. You shut your eyes, giving out a sigh, "I just missed the step. I'm fine." You promised Steve.

"Let me take you home." Steve requested, not letting you out of his hold. You managed to stand on your own, placing the washcloth down on the D&D table. You eyed at Steve, who was just as worried about you as Dustin was. Even if you said no to him, he would just continue to ask.

"Can we stop at 7/11 first? I think a slurpee would help." You joked, achieving to get a smile out of Steve. Steve grabbed his keys, taking your bag away from you.

"Wait, you're getting slurpees?" Dustin screamed. It alarmed you and Steve, turning to look at the curly haired boy who was smiling ear to ear. He rushed out the door, speeding towards Steve's car. Steve let out a sigh, a frustrated one. He wanted to be alone with you, just some time alone.

"We want in!" You heard another scream, being shoved away to see that Lucas and Max ran past you to join Dustin by the car. You tripped over your feet, being knocked back into Steve. You quickly pushed yourself away, evading his gaze. You tried to calm your heart by taking in deep long breathes and by avoiding any form of physical contact.

You headed towards the back door, hearing Steve talk to Mike once more, "Don't do anything stupid." He directed. You couldn't help but giggle at his words. He had changed so much in the past two years, you could hardly believe that this was the same King Steve that the whole school thought they knew. A Steve that clearly cared for others.

"Shotgun!" You heard Lucas yell. He stood his ground at the passenger side door, pushing the other two away, only to be denied by Max and Dustin.

"Why do you get it?" Max questioned. She shoved her boyfriend to move as she held onto the handle, "Haven't you heard lady's first?"

Dustin let out a laugh, smacking Max's hand away, "You? A lady? Please. I'm the closest to Steve, so I get the front."

"Neither of you are getting the front. I'm not going to be pulling into 7/11 with a middle schooler in the front seat. Y/N gets it." Steve corrected them. Steve shoved the three kids away from the passenger seat. He unlocked the car, opening the door for you and blocking them so that you could easily get in your seat.

The drive to 7/11 was rather quiet but only between you and Steve. The three were talking about school, the upside down; you honestly had no idea due you trying your best not to stare at Steve while he drove. You bit your thumb's nail, feeling more anxious than usual.

"Hey, Max," You spoke, grabbing the attention to everyone in car something you weren't hoping for. "How's Billy doing?" You shut your eyes, shaking your head. You knew that this was not the best time to ask that and with a certain someone listening. You stole a glimpse of Steve. You saw his face was normal but when you went down to look at his hands, his knuckles had turned white.

"Fine, I guess," Max scoffed, "Still a dick though. He snuck in some girl last night, thinking no one wo―" Max was instantly silenced by Lucas jabbing his elbow into her side. Max glared at Lucas until he had harshly whispered to her. "Sorry," Was the only thing Max could think of. She lowered her head, hands in her lap, afraid to say anything else.

"It's ok," You tried to smile, laugh it off. "Your brother isn't my boyfriend." You corrected her. You turned to look at her, hitting her leg so that she would face you, "I'm ok, don't worry." You turned back towards the front. Your stomach turned and you didn't know if it was more side effects from the hangover or if it was from learning of the betrayal of Billy. Jonathan was right about him, fuck, everyone warned you about him but you turned the blind eye and hoped for the best.

Steve took a chance to look at you. He saw, just from the few seconds of looking at you, that you were heartbroken. He reached his hand over to grab ahold of your hand. He entangled his fingers with yours, giving your hand a light squeeze. It was a pleasant feeling, having his warmth be blended with yours. You gave his hand a light tug, moving it into your lap and completely covering it with both your hands.

This brought a smile and a blush on Steve's face.

He pulled into the 7/11, parking the car so that the restless middle schoolers could get out of the car to retrieve their snacks. You got out of his car, just to sit on the hood. Steve joined you by your side, "Hey," He softly called out to you. You turned your head to see him staring at you. His eyes were filled with love, a familiarity; something that you needed at this moment.

"What?" You laughed, furrowing your brows together, "Want me to tell you that you were right?"

"Well, that would be nice." Steve joked back, earning another laugh from you. "It will be ok." His voice was very reassuring, it set your aching heart at ease.

"I shouldn't be upset," You tried to tell yourself, "We're not official, there's nothing for me to be upset about." Yet, you were. You were pissed. Here was Billy screwing around with another girl, probably more, behind your back and yet he had an issue with you talking to Steve. You glanced up to lock eyes yet again at Steve. Billy didn't want you hanging out with Steve and actually told you that you were banned from seeing him. You had a huge fight the night before Tina's party because of the matter.

"Billy really is a dick." You couldn't help but smile at Steve, confusing him. "I guess I wanted him to prove me wrong, that he was a nice guy but I guess you can't change people." Steve removed himself from his car, only to stand in between your legs. You looked at him as he took in a deep breath; preparing himself for what he was about to do to you.

"Last night, Y/N, we kissed," Steve confessed. Your heart started to fluttered as he told you the truth from last night even though it was the most vivid memory you had of that night. "It wasn't just a one kiss kind of deal, it was a full blown make out. I told you that I loved you a week ago and kissing you last night just showed me that you feel something for me too. I don't know if you're scared of losing our friendship or if you're scared of what Billy might do if he finds out. I will take care of you, I will protect you, I will treat you so much better than he could ever."

You sat in silence as you listen to Steve declare his love out, once again, to you. You grabbed his hands, squeezing them as you continued to listen to his speech. Your eyes couldn't help but water, your lip quivering as you couldn't control your emotional state. Steve cupped your face, rubbing his thumb on your cheeks as a way to soothe you.

"Well, Y/N, then tell me," Steve softly let out, worried about your reaction at the moment, "Tell me you love me too."

As you went to open your mouth to give Steve your answer, you heard a disturbance going on inside the convenience store. You hopped off the car as you and Steve ran into the store. You saw Dustin, Max, and Lucas frozen in their spots as they were looking at the five goons standing before them. You saw her again, this time much clearer, some blood dripping down from her nose. She looked over into your direction, locking eyes with you.

"Where is she?" Eight let out, glaring at you as she balled her hands to form a fist, "Where is my sister?"

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A Hard Goodbye pt1

You lived with your dad at mystic falls. you had a great life there. You had your boyfriend Stefan who which is a vampire. You guys grew real close. You taught him a lot too like self control with his blood intake. Your dad never thought Stefan was bad he actually loved him and encouraged you guys to be together. But one day everything changed.

It was Monday morning I was getting ready for school when someone knocked on my door. I thought it was just my dad back from work so i went downstairs to go open it. When i opened the door i was a little shocked and curious.” Hi are you Evelyn Henderson?” a woman cop asked. “umm yes why?” you asked nervously. “I’m sorry to inform you but your dad died this morning at 2:34 am he was killed by an animal during his investigation at his work”. the lady cop said sadly.

When those words left her mouth I froze and tears were running down my face. The lady had to hug me to release me from my frozen state. When I gained my reality back, the cop told me I had to move back with my mom and brother at Hawkins, Indiana. She told me I had a day to say goodbye to any of my friends and pack up my belongings and head out the next day.

That same day I went to see my dad and say goodbye to him. When I got home I packed my things and called Stefan to come over. I didn’t know how to tell him that I am leaving Mystic Falls yet alone that we might have to break up. I was distraught about even thinking that but it might just happen since my life is changing. I heard a knock at the door and i went to open it.

ignore the words^

When I saw Stefan’s face I saw concern and guilt. “Evelyn i’m so sorry” he weeped into my arms. “Stefan why are you sorry, you didn’t kill my dad” I told him.” No but I know who did and I could’ve stopped it”. he replied.” what do you mean the cop said it was an animal attack”. “I think we both know its not just “animal attack” Stefan said. “ Okay then who killed my Dad!” I trembled. “ His name is Enzo he is one of Damon’s “drinking buddies” he replied. He held me between his arms while I was crying. “I hate both of them!” I yelled.” Hey look at me, I promise that I will keep you safe(this is where the gif comes in play). He picked me up by my legs and took me to the couch and comforted me until I felt better.

I looked at Stefan and kissed his lips. “ Thank you for always being here for me” I told him. “ Of course Evelyn, I love you” he replied genuinely. That made you smile and so you grabbed him by the shirt and clashed your lips together. He laid you down on your back on the couch and removed his shirt and hovered you. You quickly took of your shirt and the grabbed his hair and put your lips to his. His body was grinding against yours and quickly the two of you were naked under the sheets in your room doing it.

After, the two of you laid in the bed cuddling with one another. You finally were gonna tell Stefan about leaving tomorrow.” Hey Stefan I need to tell you something” you slowly got out of the arms of him and sat up.”Yah whats up?” he said curiously. “Well since I’m under 18 I have to live with my mom and brother at Hawkins, Indiana.. Basically my life is changing and honestly I don’t know if our relationship is going to last. You know how I cant do long distance its hard for me.” I said. “ No Evelyn you cant leave not now! I need you! you made me the man I am now.. you cant! I love you!” the words slipped out of his mouth. “Stefan... I love you too but I have to.” You said sadly. “Fine” he said and kissed me and left hurriedly and sadly. I knew he was still upset but I think this is how he copes.

It was the next day sadly. I was packed up and ready to go. I gave my goodbyes to all my friends. I even gave a text to Stefan letting him know I love him and goodbye. I also gave him permission to date other girls and be happy. When my ride showed up to take me to the airport. I cried a little leaving my house.

I just arrived Hawkins and its absolutely different than Mystic Falls. The people here seem always on edge like something was going to happen. So when I arrived to my moms place I was greeted with a cheesy smile from my little brother Dustin. “Hey Evelyn long time no see. I missed you” he said as he gave me one huge hug.”I missed you too bud” you replied. Then I saw my mom with an apron on and a huge smile as well. “Ohhhh my sugar, Oh how I missed you baby” she said running towards me with a big hug. “ Hi mom I missed you so much” you said as you hugged her. “come, get comfortable I made dinner for you. We can finally have dinner together.” she said.

After I got settled in I went downstairs to eat with my family.”So I’m still devastated about your father being gone and today I actually planned the funeral for him.” my mom said. “How did he die?” Dustin asked. I chocked on my drink when he asked that because I know the real truth about his death but I didn’t want to bring some supernatural crap into their lives so I told him he was attacked by an animal during work.

Later that evening Dustin asked me to take him to Mike Wheeler’s house. So I did. As we arrived I met all his friends. Mike,Lucas,Will,Max, and a strange little girl named El. I also met Nancy, Mikes older sister. We actually got along real quick and we talked for a while. But she had to leave to go on a date with her boyfriend Jonathan. Mikes parents asked me if i could watch the kids as the went on a date as well. As a nice person and sister I said I will. Dustin told me that someone would be coming over to hang with them too.

20 minutes have passed I heard a knock at the door. I went to go open the door expecting another rugrat. But when I opened the door there stood a good looking stud. His hair was perfect and I was thinking of running my hands in his hair and his lips! His lips looked so kissable I was so memorized by him and I also noticed he was holding a bat. But then I hit back reality and noticed he was checking me out as well. “Hello how can I help you” I asked him. “Oh You can help with a lot” he mumbled under his breathe. “Excuse me?” I questioned but also knowing what he said.  “Hey Steve!” Dustin yelled behind me. “Hey buddy” Steve replied. He winked at me while he passed me to go with the boys.

When they were all playing their game I made them a snack. Steve came out of the basement and saw me preparing the snacks.” Hey thanks for the snacks uhh..”.”Evelyn.. Henderson” I told him.”Oh your Dustin’s sister” he smirked.”Well Miss Henderson will you be attending Hawkins High?” he asked.”Yes actually” I replied.”Well then we will definitely be seeing each more often. he smirks and takes one of the grapes and pops it in his mouth. I smile and took the plate of food to the boys.

As I came back up from the basement I see pretty boy Steve against the wall with a sweet smile and puppy dog eyes. Inside I couldn’t resist him but I had to keep control. Plus I just broke up with the love of my life. So I had to snap out of it. But then as I walked past him he grabbed my arm and pulled me to his chest and whispered something in my ear.”I know you want me and I want you so meet me at room 822 tomorrow at school if you want to know what will happen” he walked off and left me SHOOK! Literal Shook. Then my phone rang it was a text from my mom saying to come home. So I got Dustin and as we headed to the door to leave Steve said “See ya at school tomorrow Evelyn” with a wink. I smiled and left. When I got home I got a text from Damon saying.....To Be Continued..

hope you enjoyed this part 1. Part 2 will be released tomorrow.

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The kids: Background TW: neglect, Abuse

These kids.. man did they have a rough beginning. It breaks my heart what they had to go through. There is still a lot of trauma from their early years.

My boys are 12 years old. Twins. And adopted. When they were born, they had drugs and alcohol in their systems. How their mother didn’t lose custody immediately at birth is beyond me. They lived with my boyfriend/bio moms younger brother, Dustin, and his ex off and on for 3 years. Their biological father ran off some time before they were born and bio mom and her new boyfriend were into drugs. When they weren’t staying with Dustin, they would live in run down apartments or they would find somewhere to squat. Bio moms bf didn't like taking care of the kids so when he was around... the babies were locked in a pitch black room... When she was able to, Bio mom would come in to feed and change them. She would bring them out of the room if her bf was gone. A few times, the bf would allow her to bring them out when he was around, but he was rough with them. Eventually, they moved back in with Dustin and his girlfriend at the time and when they were ready to move on, Dustin convinced them to leave the babies. When the boys were 3 and the mom tried to take them back, CPS got involved and placed the boys with Dustin as a kinship placement. When they were 6, him and his ex finally adopted them. At 9, Dustin finally broke free from his own emotionally abusive relationship and left the boys adoptive mother. 

The boys have been in therapy since 3 years old. Matt has been diagnosed with Reactive Attachment Disorder (RAD), ADHD, and a mood disorder. Adam has been diagnosed with RAD, Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD) and may or may not be diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder.

Until a few months ago, Matt had not been medicated and he would throw the biggest most epic tantrum I have ever seen. And if it was Adam that set him off... He would become physically violent... It had gotten to the point where we were all afraid of his outbursts. Afraid he would attack one of us. And Dustin was the only one who is strong enough to stop him. He is now on Ritalin and he is doing soooo AMAZING!!! I am so very very proud of him! He does still get angry, but instead of attacking, he will yell, sometimes throw himself on the floor and kick, separate himself from the situation, and always cries. It breaks my heart when he gets like that. You can physically see him trying to control himself. And when i am there, and offer a hug, he squeezes sooo tight!! He is trying so so so hard!! I am so proud of how far he has come in the past 10 months! 

Adam is currently not medicated. And because it doesn’t affect his school grades, he is no longer in any special education classes and lost his IEP. And because of the insurance they have, the therapist cant do more than one session a month with him. We can get Matt in more since he still has his IEP and multiple doctors on his side, so we can split the time between the boys under the table, but I sincerely feel like Adam needs more than that. Hes angry and it shows. He wont listen to anyone in authority. He lies constantly. He fights everything and everyone. If you say the sky is blue, he will argue that its not actually blue. He’s mean. He bullies his brother, makes fun of his dad, even makes fun of me at times. Hes selfish and greedy. When he does get his way and gets what he wants, he wants more. I have such a hard time connecting with him. And it scares me. I think about my future with them and Im scared. I love him. So much. But i don’t LIKE him. And that makes me feel like a horrible person.

The adoptive mom, my bfs ex, we will call K. She is mean. She has done so so so many things to Dustin... She broke him.. He is one of the sweetest men I have ever met.. but because of her he thinks hes not good enough for anyone. She favors Adam over Matt. She is down right cruel. When I checked the kids grades a few weeks ago, I let Dustin know that Adam was already missing 15 assignments in the 2 weeks school had been back in session. He brought it up to K in the group chat we have in our co parenting App and also mentioned that Matt was doing really good but they need to work with Adam more and her response was “Well its still early. Matt wont be able to keep those grades up much longer”... guys... that broke my heart! I was absolutely livid!! Matt is trying so damn hard and Adam doesn’t give a flying fuck! But of course she protects her golden child and throws the one who is actually trying, under the bus!! And its not just this one instance that she shows favoritism. There are so so so many different scenarios where she has shown it. Its to the point where both kids have picked up on it. Last week , the boys therapist was shocked! Adam has stopped defending his mom.. Hes a mamas boy. And has ALWAYS stood up for her. But now hes not. 

It makes me incredibly sad that he doesnt anymore but at the same time it makes me sad that he even had to in the first place. They boys are growing up. And they are starting to see the things that they didnt before. 

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A Mistake

Season 3 spoilers ahead and trigger warning for panic attacks!! I hope you like what direction I went with it, I don't think our boy Steve would cheat especially after everything with Nancy happened but this is where my writing took me! I don't think cheating is okay but I do think everyone makes mistakes and there is a line between a mistake and doing something on purpose. The prompt list is here if you need it!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Request- @candycxorn asked: Hey could you do a Steve request with number 27 and like you got into a REALLY big fight (almost to the point of a break up) You can make up what it was about but make it juicyyyyy and then you have a panic attack and Steve just comforts you but you're both still really mad and when he thinks youre asleep he begins to leave and you tell him to stay (if possible could the next day after be really juicy too either fluff of you forgiving him or angst of you splitting) #27-“Please dont leave me.” ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Steve Harrington, the name that held so many different meanings for me, boyfriend, love of my life, cheater, so many great names. I was Steve's rebound after Nancy or so everyone thought, much to everyone's surprise, even my own, we started dating shortly after we started hooking up. Steve hasn't this big bad boy that everyone made him out to be, he was sweet, caring, funny and a really supportive boyfriend, that was until today at least. I heard about the mall going up in flames and raced there as fast as I could only to see Steve in a lip lock with his co-worker Robin. As I ran back in the same direction that I had just come from, I could hear Steve yelling my name behind me. I couldn't help but cry, the guy that was worried about me leaving him was cheating on me, how fucked is that? I asked myself as Steve banged on my car windows, begging me to let him with a black eye and fat lip. I just ignored him, tears falling from my eyes as I sped out of the mall parking lot. "Fucking asshole!" I screamed, banging my hands on my steering wheel, seeing Steve's car pull up behind mine. I didn't want to see him, to look at him, picturing the lip lock over and over in my head. I don't think I've ever driven home faster in my life, Steve hot on my trail the whole way. I through my car in park, getting out and locking it behind me just as Steve got out of his car that was now blocking my car in. "Don't follow me Harrington." I demanded, walking up my driveway to my house, thank god my parents were out of town because if not, they would kill me for the giant screaming match that was going to occur between Steve and I. "Damn right I am following you." He responded as he followed me into my house, shutting the door behind me. I took my purse off my body, throwing it on the couch and paced back and forth, my anxiety bubbling in my stomach. "It wasn't what it looked like." Steve defended making me laugh and nod. "Of course it wasn't, that's always the beginning of the typical cheater speech." I snapped making him take a step closer to me, trying to reach out for me, knowing that if he got to me, I would give into him. "No, Steve, no, don't you get it?! You are always worried about me dumping you like Nancy did, always worried that every guy wants me, always worried that I'm not truthful when I say that I love you, and then you go and kiss the girl that you have been working with all summer!" I yelled, hands shaking and brain scrambled, I could feel myself spiraling, the panic attack on the verge of showing its ugly head. "Everyone warned me, Nancy warned me, all the girls you used and dumped in your past warned me but I was blind. I thought you were different, thought that you loved me, thought that the promise you made me were real but obviously not, god I'm so fucking stupid!" I yelled making him sigh as I ranted, his hands in his already messy hair. "I don't know what happened, okay? Robin told me at the beginning of the summer that she was gay, and I had you, there was no attraction between us, I guess it was just the heat of the moment, us not dying and all." He explained as I began to dry heave, not being able to breath. All of mine and Steve's moments replaying in my head. I felt Steve wrap his hands around me and walk me over to the couch, my panic out weighing my anger. The one thing that I will give Steve is that he knew how to calm me down, even if he was the object of my aggression. I could tell Steve was angry at me, my words cutting through him, as I questioned everything thing he ever said to me and I took others words over his own. My heart beat began to sync up with his as he laid behind me on the couch spooning me. Maybe all teenage love isn't suppose to work out like it does in the movies. “Please don't leave me.” I cried out as I felt him begin to shift away from me. I knew he was mad, just as mad as I was but I didn't care, he was all that I had, cheater or not. ** I woke up to the feeling of a hand rubbing my leg and I shot up from the couch to see a tired and red eyed Steve, he must have been crying too. I rubbed my eyes, sitting on the opposite end of the couch from him, unsure of what we were after last night. "Since my job burnt down, I have all day to talk if you want to, if not, I get it." He offered making me grown at the headache that was forming, knowing that more yelling would happen today. "Let's start with what the kiss meant?" I asked making him nod, his elbows resting on his knees. "After you fell asleep, I called Robin to explain to her that I didn't have feelings for her and the kiss meant nothing and she agreed. She is gay, 100% and she said she would talk to you about it if it made any difference." He explained making me, his eyes locking with mine, full of emotion and pleading for forgiveness. "I want to forgive you Steve, but once a cheater, always a cheater is replaying in my head." I responded and he took a risk, moving closer to me, taking one of my hands in his before looking at me once again, with tears in his eyes. "Let's start over, get to know each other again. Forget about Nancy, Robin, Billy and everyone who ever doubted us and my love for you. No judgement, just me and you. (Y/N) and Steve, the real me, not the high school dick that you saw last night. We can start fresh, please, I cant loose you." He begged making me take a deep breath before nodding, a single tear sliding down my cheek. "If you ever pull anything like that again, I don't care if you are drunk, drugged, about to die, the only person that gets a free pass you kissing is Dustin, got it?" I joked making him nod rapidly before kissing my forehead. He stood up from the couch, cleared his throat and sticking out a hand for me to shake. "Hello, I'm Steve Harrington, would you like to go out on a date tonight?" He smiled, making me stand up and shake his hand with a nod. Maybe there were too many opinions in a relationship of two but I did believe Steve waned to try again, a clean slate I think is just what we needed.