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Therian culture is being so fucking dysphoric living in a city. If somebody doesnt release me back into the woods i think im gonna lash out
#i am NOT a captive lynx#i may be tame but im not domesticated#let me out#*shaking the fence* let me ouuuuut#we used to go camping a lot which was great but cant with disabilities#i cant wait to be able to do that again#🔥 (to Earth) youre basically like one of those wild animals that gets an injury so they get captured for rehab and then released#🪨 lmao true#thats so much better than the zoo/exotic pet option thank you /gen#how much longer till i can be released?#lilac posts#vent post
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I think at 100% embarassment they show opposite types of gap moe!
#hetalia#itager#aph#hws#aph italy#aph germany#hws italy#hws germany#draws#that italy coloring job was some of the best shit i ever done#i didnt gradient map or nothing i blacked out and when i came too the colors were cracked#cant wait to never be able to do that again
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Ray of sunshine
(pre-launch page for their comic)
#I can not wait to make this comic#I have to stop thinking about it or else I cant focus#every time I start thinking about it I get all jittery. I wanna make it so fucking bad its unreal#hope to GOD I can do it full time omfg#I'll need like 500 people on my patreon paying to read ahead. ish. minimum. which is scary ahgkjsahgkjagh#but! I'll be able to put that on patreon! I cant do that right now. so thats cool!!!#just a lot of people AJGLKJGLKJASLKGGA#like it has to do well or I'm gonna have to get a different job#cause. I am NOT working for webtoon again#I cant do it they are killing me#and I'm not getting paid enough for it#I pitched this comic btw and they said they liked it but they wanted me to simplify the plot.#cause it was 'too complicated'#its literally just like. a murder mystery + a romance + a fetch quest#like its extremely not that complicated lmfao#they thought that people wouldnt be able to follow cause theres too much going on.#and I am not interested in simplifying my stories to this extent. I respect my readers and I trust they can follow plots#just. omfg I'm doing it again!!!#I cant start talking about webtoon without going off again!!!#they PISH ME OFF ! HAHAHAHAH#okay. anyways. I have to get back to work now this took me longer than I expected#like 4 hours#I'm enjoying this new illustration style I've been doing though. its fun.#its like 1 layer and then a ton of effects HAHAHAH#we were legion#zagan and luciel#zagan#luciel#how did I make zagan so hot... I'm a genius...#if he isnt hot then no one would put up with his behavior at the start of the ccomic HAHAHAHA
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Saw the newest spilled ink episode and really wanted to try out this coffee spill thing. Lots of fun! Definitely recommend
#mew ichigo my beloved#gotta do more tokyo mew mew art honestly#been so swamped with school lately i havent been able to do like any art#think i mentioned it before too#but i just wrapped a huge project and took a break to celebrate and obvs the first thing i do is make art#i cant wait for the day i can make art regularly again....#anyway...#kingsartwork#art#tokyo mew mew#mew ichigo#spilled ink#magical girl
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after finally playing scarlet witch long enough to get this icon ive decided that you really have to love wanda to get this icon
anyway Bonus cause Heh....... Fam.....
#marvel rivals#snap chats#UGH FINALLY#got everything i needed to get done today Done so of course that meant it was finally time to grind out the rest of wanda's proficiency#and yeah no there's a reason she's ranked the lowest dps on a lot of tier lists i think im so sorry wanda#she's not UNUSABLE she absolutely has her uses and it's not automatically game-losing if you pick her but Man...#i think her biggest draw back's her ult you have to use it so carefully and it has so many counters#you're really more safe not using it unless you have the most optimal set up or you can sneak it in an get maybe a pick or two#idk. i have a vid bookmarked on how the number one wanda player plays so i might watch that later just to see what i could do better#but for now.. Im Done... i prob wont play wanda again unless we need a dps and we have a mags or i feel silly.. or she gets a new skin..#but how rare of circumstances are those am i right.. lol ..#i could prob sit here and do an actual long and fair analysis of her playstyle like i did with mags but unless someone asks i prob wont#me usually play mags/tank definitely factors a bit into my struggling tho i do want to be fair and say that LOL#im far too used to being able to front line without any concern about dying easily and having a lot of defensive options#as i began to play more SW it became easier for me to know when to pull back as well as recognize i cant always engage by myself#so i def appreciate what i was able to learn while playing SW .. gotta remember i am made of glass and not steel anymore#cant wait to do all of this if charles gets added to the game ajVLKEJAELKJ if he's support i think ill have an easier time#i find support to be a lot more suitable for me as a role than dps- love that for me i love the two roles no one likes playing jVLKAEJ#its not that dps isnt fun or i dont find dps valuable as a role.. just aint for me... and thats ok..#anyways.... im gonna have dinner lol...
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maybe the real voltron was the friends we made along the way
#so i finished. feels like they did not put a lot of thought into shiro or hunk's epilogue lmfao#overall i dont think it was Bad. it could have been better yknow. but again. it feels like they just needed a little extra time to breathe#in development. it's just bones.#i do think perhaps some of the criticisms i have seen of it are just from people pissing on the poor#i could fix her!!! ough i really do want to rewrite this sdnfksjfd but that would unfortunately require. having to watch this again#and i cant do that in 24 hours#im so sad this is disappearing. this is the only show for which i ever stayed up for the midnight PST release#back when only season 1 and maybe 2? were out i used to watch them constantly. sometimes in spanish to practice#like i wouldnt have ever finished without the threat of it leaving but this is the worst timing to reawaken my affection for it lmao#grateful for it. wish i hadnt waited so long#i did need time to forget the insanity tho bc if i had made myself keep going and finish at the time#it would have poisoned the ending i think. nice to finally watch those last 4-5 episodes with a fresh perspective#but at the same time this is How Many Years ive missed out on being able to talk about it lmao#maybe there is a renaissance. idk i havent looked into it too much but i guess i should now huh#we'll see if things are any different or if it's just the same shit i got tired of the first time around#but anyway. the show is still fun and i enjoyed it for the most part. very sad to see it go#mine#voltron
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Unnecessary.
#im still reeling#every new interaction like sticks in my mind sob#ITS SO SADISTIC#like im already laid on the ground crumpled like a capri sun#why do u need to pinch me!?#and u know wat makes it worse it will be gentle too even tho its supposed to be pissed off at me#its all so cofusing#ik its like gentler if ur not a graverobbing bastard like moi#but i do enjoy the derangedness of all of this#like what is ur problem??? (like ik what its problem is but im still gonna ask)#and U KNOW FOR A FACT that if ur pc was able to properly return the necklace it would go like this#pc on bloodmoon after being dragged to the the lake again: WAIT i put the necklace back see!! so that means u can let me go right? 🥹#.......right??? (._. )#and it would just smile at them and then tentacle them as usual#like asjisjidhqdh#thats actually would be so funny#i can imagine new players thinking theyre about to escape and they hit the next button and theyre on the combat screen lmao#at least it wont be mad ig???#still sucking the purity outta ya tho....#wraith u cant keep doing this to me okay u cant!#and then it keeps doing it to you#degrees of lewdity#ivory wraith#i love this ghost actually#even if its pissed off its like a parasite that im fond of#or something
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(vent in the tags) me thinking i've finally escaped financial problems: :DDDDD
life:
#idk why the image pasted like that but anyways haha im once again in a fucking pit#last month i was able to accumulate enough savings from collectively work and also other stuff#so i have a bit of extra in case of emergencies and additional expenses like taxes and stuff#but then guess who decided to not tell me he can't send me money by the end of the month - the time when i have to pay rent?#:DDD my beloved father#so i end up using the savings to pay for it#and i dont blame him or im not mad at him at all#especially because sending me money is already enough of a privilege that not a lot of people have#but at the very least if you don't think you can send me money can't you just tell me?#that way i can work for it???#because now im literally sitting with no money with food running out quickly in the fridge#i can't pick up a shift because whether its out of town or in my city it doesn't matter#i have no way to transport myself there other than on foot or on my bike#and i cant even cycle there without eating otherwise i'd basically sentence myself to death#so im trying to get by without eating for a couple of days right now but its just#sigh#i keep telling my father that i don't blame him and im not mad at him if he can't send me money when i need him to#but please tell me because i literally cannot take a shift this month because i need to study for the exams#and if i fail these exams i literally have one more chance to do them or else i have to repeat a year#which is going to cost us more in the long run#and just#yeah#maybe the hunger is getting to my head#im not going to open emergency comms this time because technically speaking i do have a job i can do#its just i need to just wait for the money that was supposed to be in my bank account to be sent#so i can eat and also i can have money for transportation#haku vents#venting#yeah no im just not in a good spot right now#apologies to mutuals and friends if i can't be on often
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hes eepy
the abyss but what it looks like is based off of the hunters memories. it expands with each death in a vault, taking bits and pieces and building, creating something that should feel familiar to the hunters, something they should want to trust, something that is every so slightly Wrong
sparkly doesnt die in the abyss in the funky abyss au but he is in there fairly willingly and the abyss is able to poke around his head and go shopping for landscaping ideas. helps that he remembers the forest of the abyss fondly
#mcyt#captainsparklez#vault hunters smp#vault gods smp#vhsmp#marsh tries#btv abyss au#<--finally deciding i should make a tag for stuff specifically set in the au ive been hypothetically writing a fic about#''hes eepy'' my brother in craft hes on half a heart#hes unknowingly experiencing the Horrors and im not sure i can help him with that#heal wont bring back hearts removed by vault fruit#besides i associate being able to heal in a vault at all with the vault gods protection#like you dont get natural regen in a vault but velara can give you regen or increase your max health with their favor#and idona can give you leech#theres the pylons(?) that can give regen or extra hearts#the gods try to protect the hunters in the vaults. in their domain. which mans is outside of. the vg cant reach him#actually wait might have to do some research with like hearty apples or whatever the ones that can give you temp hearts are#and how they interact with vault fruit#either way bro is gonna feel unstoppable when he is removed from the abyss and has like. rows of hearts again
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listen. when fortnite does a fan-favorites style mortal kombat character collab and the majority of ur fortnite friends list buddies are around the same age as u and tend to enjoy a lot of the same media/character collabs that u do but this specific collab sadly did not include ur all-time fav MK character and actual MK game main (mileena. my love)
.... u work. with whatever remotely similar skins and accessories and emotes that you've got .
#i got that teeth-mask-ninja character like a year ago or something specifically to make one of my#'store brand great value knockoff' character layouts specifically for Mileena. bcus i knew. in my heart. that one day. it would pay off#and honestly like. if that character had a non-blue skin option (she does but u cant use the teeth mask with that version tragically)....#i think it may be one of my more Well Done Store Brand Bootleg Character Layouts i've done so far in this game. LOL#fortnite#also sorry its been like. radio silence on here and then random fortnite post once a week or something#very much going through a lot of not good things at the same time irl so its been a lot of. like.#playing fortnite and bg3 and mk1 and such as distractions so i dont have A Full On Mental And Physical Emergency 24/7#though im hoping i'll be able to maybe ease myself back into doing some digital art again soon. still waiting to be fully healed from#surgery pain that lingers internally right in the areas where i'd sit up in a chair to draw at my computer 😭
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Wrote out an entire vent post and changed my mind. Into the tags you go.
#I'll be back to sillies soon#yapping#i hate politics why cant i live in a world of whimsy where people are nice to each other#and rich tyrants dont rule the world or exist at all and we all can just get along and help each other and not kill each other for existinf#literally how hard is it to just accept that everyone is different and thats okay#literally how hard is it to accept that you dont NEED limitless riches and power and influence to be happy.#it doesnt matter how much money you do or dont have you can still be a loser and an asshole and people wont like you#like elongated muskrat is literally richer than Scrooge McDuck how fucked up is that#whats the point of being wealthy if by obtaining that wealth youre killing the planet (and therefor YOURSELF) to do it.#why are the “important” people not DOING ANYTHING#if everyone is replaced with AI workers then how is anyone going to buy anything#if everyone who isnt as powerful as you is dead then whats the point of power#whats the point in all of this. whats to gain. none of this needed to happen.#i usually try to keep things light on my blog but sometimes i just cant take it man.#i want out of this stupid country but i feel like it wont matter. i feel like if it doesnt stop it'll spread and get to me wherever i go#as if id be able to leave the country anyways as a trans person.#fuck all of this. i wanna live long enough to see it all stop and the people respondible to either face the consequences or die. or both.#i cant leave this world yet until the people i care about are okay. even though they arent as willing to wait as i am.#again im sorry for dumping all of this here. if youve read this far thank you for listening. i hope youre doing well#then i hope if you arent then things get better even for a little bit. just long enough so you can smile.#tw vent#vent#vent post#maybe to delete...
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all of the things ive drawn for rarepair week :) god i love hokuchia.
#ensemble stars#enstars#es rarepair week 2024#enstars rarepair week 2024#chiaki morisawa#hokuchia#chiahoku#hokuto hidaka#considering that i didnt prepare beforehand im impressed i was able to get something out every day LOL#this was soooo fun though! cant wait to do this again next year :3
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ngl youll definitely know when im studying anatomy more because its literally all going to be johnny silverhand drawings.
i fear its the only way ill survive trying to improve my art.
#lowkey forgot i saved a perspective book#so im gonna slowly work through that#and i suppose we'll see how much i improve#i always feel like i need to rush through all anatomy and perspective things#but ngl it lowkey gives you homework after each 'step'#so im probably gonna spend like 1-2 weeks on each thing#i have 2 books in mind to study aaaa#not gonna even bother with anatomy book yet#because obviously im missing something but not doing proper perspective#ignore the fact that this is so off topic for this blog besties#i needed to ramble about how stressful learning to draw more realisticly is#hopefully i can ACTUALLY have a semi realistic style after all this#ive tried so hard#and maybe its bc its my art but it still feels cartoony#yippeeee i cant wait to be able to draw johnny over and over again easily
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#i hung out with my ex/not-quite-bf a second time yesterday#and i cant stop thinking about it#we got coffee in the afternoon and then we both went home bc we had adult responsibilities to take care of#but by time we both finished everything we had to do we missed each other#so he picked me up and took me back to his place to cuddle and watch berserk#and i fit so perfectly against him. it wasnt awkward and uncomfortable like most cuddling i have experienced tends to be#it was like we were made to hold each other close#and i kissed him and it was magical#i have been wanting to kiss him so badly since we first started talking again but im glad i waited until that moment#and we did make out through the intro of every episode and it was very nice#im hoping to see him again tomorrow#i didnt get to see him today bc he had a long day at work and i was helping my sister with the new baby#bc it was their first day back home#but i think i will be able to slip away for a few hours tomorrow#bc grandma is taking the boy to go see farm animals so my sister wont be juggling a two year old and a newborn#so much is happening in life right now
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chewing on u all 🥺🎉
#i need to add a few hundred of my posts to my queue. that blank bit doesnt look right.#i cant tell you how much i appreciate the appreciation my loves. it means the world. will be back to regular posting again soon!!#i wanna do more and interact more and have more fun with u guys!!! but i am not quite able enough at the moment!#we shall get there!! and i cant wait for it!!#sending u all my love
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Been crying regularly since June last year but these last couple of weeks damn, specially this one that just ended.
I dont think I've ever cried so much in my life
#not even when i was fresh out of whatever the fuck that was with that guy#and this time is like a lot of things crashing out#its a lot of stress response too imo#but still like obvioisly a big part of it is still my season#i guess im grieving like normal ppl grieve their parents/spouses/kids#but im grieving a dog so ofc it looks like too much for a lot of ppl#but im a bit of a psycho so my feelings for ppl arent like that#but that dog was almost my whole life especially during the pandemic when he started to get sick#and just before i was able to secure a bigger income to look after him he dies#and the fact that he waited for me to pick him up and waited for me i. the morning after i had gone exercise#i loved him so much and he loved me so much and im so certain ill never have a love like that in my life again#and a part of me just cant wait to reunite with him again truly also bcos world is ending literally#so the future is this thing i do out of obligation/need/social duty but its not something i believe in at all#and then my other dog and my head fucking with me in health related issues/anxieties#so i wouldnt be feeling all sensitive over this issue with thos guy (clearly this is too much emotional baggage hes up for fun times)#and seems to be having fun elsewhere which sure and again if his missus is fine who am i to feel like that#idk i feel like im putting more emotions into it than i should and its making me feel bad/stupid#sprinkle what would be completely irrelevant and whatever if it wasnt for my current stew of emotions and yeah#i feel stupid bad and pathetic#lmao at autocrrect for season i meant my son#the fact that mohini is all abt opening the hips is helping to this too i guess#i started bawling my eyes out at 8:45am at the fucning bus stop#and it all started with the rtp guy not stopping when i was running late which sure id had been mad abt and talk shit abt the guy#but this time i started crying so hatd and ????#feeling very tempted to do what mo ameer did in his comedy show abt going to church for confession#cheaper than therapy and honestly i just need to talk to someone and let this all out#should i go to therapy? duh we all do genius but i have no interest in sparing money for that atm#also matching with a therapy would take multiple tries and not willing to spend 4 times over 1000 pesos for that#that money has to go to other places that are actually more important#and god willing I'll finally be able to start doing it at the end of this month or beginning of the next
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