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Me rn, watching the worm post doin numbers knowing full well I'mma gonna gotta do more
(art by me on my dying phone)
#i didn't expect anyone to look at it#i didn't even proofread it ajfjaugjskg#should i do more sp characters or just make one for each fandom ill write for...probably both#i was literally writing danganronpa fluff then just thought of worm#also of playing minecraft together but i had already written the beginning of worm and i wasn't stopping lol#if you're still reading this hi ily send in a request#i still gotta clean this blog up but the worm possessed me#also in the time it took to draw the doodle i watched it get like 30 likes so ty great job team#i wanna ask larry if he'd love me if i was a worm#ok ill stop talking to myself now gn#my art
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The fact that all Gwen knows about her variants in other universes is that they're dead is so sad. Like imagine you want to know what happens to you in other dimensions and it turns out that wherever you look you mean nothing, you're so unimportant that there's no bigger role for you other than dying.
And I've seen you guys pointing this out, where she's looking at what looks like her own death and even if it's not this is not just a "love interest" Gwen, this is a superhero who is supposed to mean something, but she doesn't. She's only here to die. And so far this (our) Gwen doesn't have any reason to believe that she won't die very soon just like other Gwens.
I think that one of the main reasons why she's rejecting Miles is not just her trauma and all shit she's been through and the fear of dying like other Gwens when they're involved with Spider-Man, but also because if they start something and she dies this will hurt him too.
It's easy to say "canon events aren't true she shouldn't believe in that" but this isn't just a regular risk, this is her life we're talking about.
#my baby just wanted to stay alive#her death just casually appeared above her head and she's expected to continue the conversation normally#and it doesn't look like she died peacefully at all look at her#spider man across the spider verse#Spiderverse#across the spiderverse#gwen stacy#spider woman#spider gwen#ghost spider#to anyone who says that this is kravens last hunt he injured peter badly in that comic almost killed him#but that doesn't mean that she won't die either in hands of kraven or anybody else#or that this is just one canon event she has more but as far as she knows she'll die if she touches spider man or just die like that#but I'm not sure if it's even kravens last hunt pic she doesn't look well here either way#to me it looks like she's hurt here I didn't think about other possibilities until y'all said it could be but it's sus i think she's hurt
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🌼🌻 just botanist gals being botanist pals 🌻🌼
ockiss week 2024 - featuring @lavampira's d'alia liveq
#ockiss24#ffxiv#io laithe#d'alia liveq#did anyone expect d'alio to be so hot? i didn't but... they kinda got me putting on clown makeup#oh to make a flower crown with ur friend and then make out in the dirt s;jfdsl#i love the progression of shocked oh-no-we-fell >#to io touching alia's back like 'hm' and alia like 'yeah i'd be into me too' >#to. the kiss and the hands. and io's thigh between alia's legs situation.#i know it's a day-ish early BUT!!! LOOK AT THEM!!
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Brain: You do realize there will be like only two people interested in some of the things you wrote for Febuwhump. At least in comparison to some of the other things you wrote.
Me: And?
Brain: That'll be discouraging.
Me: I don't care. I want to write what I want to write. If people like it they like it. If they don't they don't. That's their problem, not mine. I'm writing it because I want to.
#psa this is your sign to write whatever you want because writing is supposed to be fun and about what you want to write#random rambles#I'm writing febuwhump prompts btw#and like I've written more prompts for febuwhump than I have for anything in like two years! so I'm pretty happy about it :D#ALSO BRAIN I didn't expect anyone to care about Abel and Tilieth AND LOOK AT THEM NOW#SO THERE#good grief I'm getting distracted I need to get back to doing what I was doing bye bye tumblr#will answer asks later
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...okay, so I'm probably not the first person to notice this.
But gear's earing that he points towards when he says that he did the same ritual he wanted to help kuro with already on himself before:
actually looks pretty similar to the pieces of the necklace the count used to create the servamps:
The different pieces of the necklace seem to contain one demon each and the count used them to create the servamps.
So...did the count either learn this technique from the werewolves or is he possible even originally a werewolf himself? It would explain why he's immortal, that's why I'm wondering about this.
Gear says that the ritual is used to remove spirits, could it be that the count removed his own sins using the werewolf ritual and created the demons this way? But he went too far and removed too much unlike gear who only removed one part of himself? Him removing the sins from himself would also explain why he's so weird and doesn't understand other beings. As the sin demons say, they are a natural part of being a human and we have seen multiple times that denying their existence is harmful, removing them all from you would probably lead to you not being able to relate to other people anymore.
Maybe removing all these parts of himself is also why he has no appearance. Without his demons he's not a person anymore.
The count originally being a werewolf would also explain why he has magical abilities (gear can also use magic) before other magicians existed and why he's so anxious about certain people dying. Gear talks about how his immortality makes him sad because human friends do die, but unlike the count gear seems to accept death, grieves in a heathier way than the count and is able to move on and make new friends. Could also explain why his magic and creations are all strongly tied to the (full) moon.
Another similarity is that while werewolves apparently can't reproduce gear was able to have descendants by sharing his life force (it's mentioned in chapter 135 which isn't translated yet) with a woman and through her human children tsurugi is related to gear. Sigurd explained to nicco that the magicians came to be because the count let humans drink his blood, three survived, got magical ablities and became the ancestors of all human magicians:
Maybe the count is more of a werecat though. He and the sloth demon do seem to have a closer connection, even though the count's appearance changes depending on the person looking at him he does usually keep his tail and the tip looks exactly like the one of kuro's cat/lion form and similar to the the one of inner sloth's non-human form.
It was also stated multiple times that the sloth demon is the strongest. I wonder why that is. Servamp comments on the fact that being lazy is often actually a sign of depression/anxiety through kuro's arc, so maybe the count was depressed and that's why the sloth demon is the strongest? Basically the demons strength depends on how much the count suffered from the different sins? It would also explain why melancholy is so strong, I assume kuro refusing to see him no matter how many siblings he sent his way to tell him to come looking for the count made him extremely sad and probably even made him come up with the plan to have himself be killed and then put in the same body as kuro through the ritual.
I assume he was behind C3 ordering the servamps to kill him because he's the one who created the magicians and thus C3 and lily who is kind of working for him was probably the one who put the idea that the count needed to be killed into the head of his eve (aka a member of the alicein family who hold a lot of power in C3 basically since the beginning. I explained this in more detail in another post). The people from C3 even said that the count can only be killed if he wants to and yeah, kuro didn't truly kill him, but he did destroy his body and kuro seems to have met little resistance when he attacked the count. Which probably means the count wanted this to happen.
#servamp#...if the servamps/demons all came from the count and the magicians are all basically the descendants of the count#does that mean this truly is all just a huge family conflict#since basically everyone involved is somewhat related to the count?😅#Sigurd says he's related to one of the three people who drank the counts blood#I'm still wondering if mahiru is special because he might have the blood of all three bloodlines#and C3 has a rule in place that forbids all three bloodlines from crossing#probably put in place by the count or lily#and that's why akira told nobody who the father of her child was#I still like my absolute crack theory that because mahiru might have “more” of the counts blood in him that he has no fixed appearance eith#But because he's so normal everyone perceives him as normal so nobody noticed until now that mahiru looks slightly different to all of them#honestly it would explain/excuse some questionable choices made by characters who as far as we know should be good people#Like why akira didn't tell anybody who the father was#why tooru tried to avoid being seen with mahiru in school by always saying he's to busy#Why tooru told mahiru not to tell the secret to anyone else#and why mahiru was raised as mundane as possible and as far away from C3 as possible#even why tooru kept his work for C3 secret from mahiru even after mahiru made the contract#and why he still didn't tell him the name of his father#If people know your relatives they start comparing you to them#If people knew that touma was mahiru's father they might expect mahiru to look like him#If people only knew mahiru was related to akira and tooru they would expect him to look like them#If people at school only knew mahiru but never met tooru before mahiru's appearance to them might be too different from tooru#Touma saying mahiru looks exactly like tooru doesn't disprove this crack theory either btw#Touma sees mahiru as tooru 2.0 and he's not 100% convinced he's actually mahiru's father so mahiru appearing as a copy of tooru makes sense#Just like mahiru would perceive himself as looking like akira and tooru because those are the only close relatives of his he knows#Sorry but I'm having too much fun with this crack theory#the twist that raising mahiru as the “ordinary high school student” was all a plot by his family#to keep people from noticing that they don't actually agree on what he looks like is too funny to me
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OJ2 my beloved/hated
#how do they expect me to fight against Midnight when Mic rolls up to the arena saying 'you've looked after me so much Midnight'#I can't make him fight her cmonnn they're buddies look at them#When the Mic DLC came out it destroyed my entire game and I couldn't save anymore and I had to start over#my Switch could NOT handle him#but I don't play the Switch version anymore cause paying for online is stinky#I have matched with one person today and I lost tragically#why is it way more embarrassing to lose as Mic than as any other character#to the Nomu who beat me to a pulp a minute ago I am sorry I didn't mean to disconnect it was my wifi i promise i didnt rage quit i promise#I play on English for the sweet dialogue between the trio but this comes with a catch which is that I am forced to listen#to mic say the most cringe lines you could imagine when he attacks#does anyone still play OJ2 besides that Nomu who just eviscerated me. does anyone want to fight. i'll let you be aizawa
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I wasn't ever planning on posting here again but I was innocently scrolling on Twitter when the latest merch set punched me in the face and I just can't stay quiet about it.
Shin...
What.
Is on.
Your head????
#He doesn't even look like the same character at this point who is this meant to be???#He looks like he does nothing but read poetry and is pretentious about coffee#the art isn't even bad but I almost struggled to recognise at least half of them#also Carla looking like Karl is... so cursed#at least they didn't use the circular eyepatch again I guess...#hope you're all doing well!#also I am not back and I do not plan on coming back so please don't expect to see anything else from me#I have started posting Genshin stuff on my AO3 though if anyone's interested!
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Today's Fishuary prompt was Salmonid, so I made a colorful Chinook Salmon since I live very close to a Salmon Hatchery where they are raised! Thanks to @fish-daily for the prompts ☆
#fishuary2024#art#chinook salmon#salmonid#fish#digital art#ibispaint art#artists on tumblr#my works#give it up for day 2!#gonna try my best to keep this up all month#this is mostly a good way to try out all the brushes i've been downloading and some funky color palettes#i think the sketchy crayon style also makes it look kinda like real fish skin which is neat#thank you to everyone who liked my thresher shark post i didn't expect anyone to even notice it lol#hopefully i can get better at digital art so i can make some original stuff and fanart like ive always wanted to
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The way Gale's history and grooming is handled honestly means so much to me because he really only starts to look back towards the end of the game but in a way he still isn't ready to process. It isn't tied up in a pretty pink bow at the end - it is something he will be living with for the rest of his life.
It's a complex relationship and history that he is so deeply embedded in he can't look at it differently yet but he's learning, he's trying. He's also processing this in his later life which is a completely different process. There are a lot of complexities, especially when you tie in the fact his ex is a literal goddess who holds his life in her hands and controls the very thing he loves more than breathing.
But he's healing, slowly, in his own way whilst still trying to live his life. Mystra is always going to be in his life in some form but he now gets to carve out his own world and learn, truly, what that actually means for the first time since he was first made her chosen. Only now he has the best support network at his side, he won't have to hold himself up in his tower alone anymore.
#gale dekarios#bg3#bg3 gale#gale of waterdeep#baldur's gate 3#tw grooming#grooming#listen just...#i heavily relate to gale on multiple levels#and processing that stuff is not always the screaming crying way on tv#it isn't always a blazing fire but sometimes just the smoke left over#someone said to me once they expected me to be an inferno#to burn them the way they burnt me#but i was older i had processed and the fire was gone i was moving on and didn't need that#but they aren't in my life anymore and aren't a constant reminder#and there are the good times you always look back on#they were good god they were good but there's a sadness laced in#and says it will hit harder#maybe one day gale will have a child and see them at the same age he was#and get so angry and sad because they are so small he was so small why did anyone think he was ready for that#why did no one in his life shelter and protect him#and then there are times he'll know in their own ways they did or they thought they were#it is so easy to look back and see your wrongs#and people like his mother like elminster#he's not angry he understands but there's still hurt there he cannot explain#just.... gale's grooming backstory is subtle in the way it needs to be#the game starts the process for him#and the healing is for him and him alone
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> be a robin buckley fan
> be lesbian
> project on robin
> look up "internalized homophobia robin buckley" on tumblr because it's cathartic
> 3/4 of the posts are about st3ddie or just about steve
#saw one in which steve was like ''no robin you don't understand! i have never been loved! i don't know how that feels like!''#i have several grips about that interpretation#going from the fact that's not true (dustin is clearly a big steve fan + robin herself cares about him deeply)#to the fact he probably wouldn't be introspective enough to voice his emotions this concisely not to mention he'd probably wouldn't take#a moment to realize he's never felt loved if that were the case. i mean. he could think that. when he's like 35 and more in touch with his#inner world. 19yo steve can't even get the hint that hitting on a girl who's already clearly taken (nancy) is wrong so like i don't expect#him to be that smart#but i can live with people having takes i don't agree with. my opinion doesn't have to be everyone else's opinion if you see steve that way#it fine#what bothered me was the fact he was saying this to a lesbian living in the 80s lmao#who tells him that 1) her whole life has been an error 2) she doesn't think he'd want to be close to her if he truly knew her and 3)#3) is paralyzed by fear of social suicide if she dares believe for even a second that the girl she likes may like her too#like i dont need people to do deep dives into robin lore and quote from memory lines from Surviving Hawkins abt robin feeling like she's#rotten inside. not supposed to have friends. feeling like something is wrong with her and that pushes people away etc etc#the fact that she's a lesbian should tell you enough abt who has the biggest chances of being loved 😭#also bothered me that it showed up when looking up posts abt internalized homophobia because?? where's the internalized homophobia therw#unless it's gay steve feeling bad abt it in an AU (as if canon robin didn't go through it)#like look im not bothered to find steve-centric content in the robin tag cos people are gonna tag her in posts mentioning her.#she's his friend.#but there are barely any posts at all about robin's internalized homophobia. like i saw 2 or 3. compared to all the steve or steddie ones#where's the love for my babygirl 😭😭#anti steddie#not really but y'know i don't wanna bother anyone#edit: the bit about there being like 3 posts on robin w internalized homophobia isn't exactly true. there are a few. but they still feel#drowned in st3ddie posts#like something isn't right here
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i cant believe no one ever told me about amarant ff9
#when the cookie crumbles#ff9#this is a joke i didn't expect anyone to because no one ever really talks about ff9 lol#anyways i saw cool ensemble art and saw him and went ''huh. that's interesting. who's that?'' and then looked up the characters to find him#to then find out that he is like. Up My Alley For Sure
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okay wait yes we all know that ATLA (2024) sucks ass but can we stop calling the actors white because they don't fit your limited worldview? you can talk about bad writing without being racist
#it's funny because they never specify who they're talking about but you know who they're talking about#i've seen so many people call the actors white & even suggest attacking them for it & it's like??? dude????? stop????????#i should've expected this. people were complaining that the water tribe clothes didn't look ''savage'' enough#i'm gonna throw up why is there so much racism in this fandom? has this always been a big problem or is this new#& before anyone starts with the ''unrecognized tribes'' thing a lot of tribes are unrecognized. the Métis are unrecognized#not everyone needs to fit a specific image you have in your head. & fuck the US government tbh#if i was told i couldn't participate in my own fucking culture because i don't fit the stereotypical description i think i'd knife that guy#anyway if you have like actual proof besides ''the US government says so'' i'd love to see it#like is their whole family from Europe but their great great great great grandmother's nephew is Cherokee#otherwise i don't wanna see people shitting on the actors for being ''too white'' for your tastes#or their clothes being ''too clean & well made for an arctic people'' (still can't believe that was a complaint i saw)#shit on the ridiculous amount of unnecessary CGI & the tiktok shots & the awful writing instead please
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thoughts on revival mulder pretending his name is bob at starbucks because he’s tired of explaining he is named after an animal ?
i just think he is a cute old man.
i actually wrote a whole thing based on this once skjdfh but he is CUTE!!! my favorite thing about it is the way scully teases him ("fox doesn't exist in coffee shops") but she genuinely looks like she's gonna melt looking at him. she just adores him so bad, 25 years in even the silly little things still get to her.
and i've always really loved these small eccentricities that mulder's characterization was so rich with, i love how those types of things matured and developed as the series continued
#when the coffee shop guy is like 'hey bob' and hes just like 'hi :)'#he is CUTE.#asks#ghouli#ALSO#scully LEARNING things about him#things she didn't know after a couple of years apart#he was relearning how to be...a person...and exist...after years trapped in that house and in grief and depression#and she was relearning who he is and the new little eccentricities of the person he's becoming#and i think that's really nice too#he's in his 50s but he's also 12 and 33 and 40 and holding his baby for the first time and he's trying#i love that about mulder in the revival too. he's just trying.#and it's special as well to have gotten to see him as older#i don't know that anyone expected him to be in his 50s and hoarding VHS tapes and telling scully she looks sooo adorbs#but he is and it's nice
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you guys want to see some ship stats? (well ao3 ship stats)
because I got really curious and find stuff like this neat so number in (bracket) is the number the tag search gave me number next to it is how many I see when just opening the tag
Taken 1/27/24
Percy Weasley
Relationship: Percy Weasley/Oliver Wood (2374) 1,576
Relationship: Audrey Weasley/Percy Weasley (537) 494
Relationship: Penelope Clearwater/Percy Weasley (328) 305
Relationship: Hermione Granger/Percy Weasley (324) 256
Relationship: Harry Potter/Percy Weasley (312) 184
Oliver Wood
Relationship: Percy Weasley/Oliver Wood (2374) 1,576
Relationship: Marcus Flint/Oliver Wood (1203) 948
Relationship: Harry Potter/Oliver Wood (257) 178
Relationship: Hermione Granger/Oliver Wood (186) 165
Relationship: Oliver Wood/Original Female Character(s) (160) 155
Marcus Flint
Relationship: Marcus Flint/Oliver Wood (1203) 948
Relationship: Marcus Flint/Harry Potter (673) 191?????? Wait what
Relationship: Marcus Flint/Hermione Granger (418) 360
Relationship: Katie Bell/Marcus Flint (228) 194
Relationship: Marcus Flint/Percy Weasley (173) 131
what did we learn from this?
nothing but it is neat to look at
no actually I lied we learned that Marcus/Harry is broken for some reason? Maybe idk
My original guess for the discrepancy between what the tag search said and actual results were from people
you know
hiding their HP works instead of deleting them via the collections system leading to like tags still being used and counted but not visible but that's the only one with such a large difference that it ends up moving places (from 2nd to 4th)
Well anyway regardless it's still neat to me in particular
#percy weasley#marcus flint#oliver wood#flintley#perciver#I was looking at those ship charts with all the cool graphics and got curious about the boys#Audrey and Penny I expected since they are Canon the gap between Audrey and Oliver though is kinda funny#Also Harry and Hermione taking up slots in all three of them like the fandom bicycles that they are I didn't expect anything less#Also Oliver being the only one with oc in the top five is funny to me#Anyway do with this info as you will I think it's neat#Harry Potter#Hermione Granger#Also if anyone was curious flintley is 8th for Percy's list 7th if you don't count the general Percy and weasley family tag
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every now and then i glance at fanfic that i know is gonna be really weird just to like. reset my brain a little. there are people out there who not only thought of this, they actually wrote it and then they posted it online for anyone to read. i mean they put their name on it and everything. they allowed comments. God bless em
#the last description i read before closing the tab i had to stop myself from saying aloud ''ex fu*king scuse me''#i was looking at wall-e fanfic (just rewatched the movie hnnng wall-e my beloved) and you know there's gonna be some wild shit in there#but i didn't expect something like ''when anyone in a pixar movie dies they show up in the cars universe'' like. hello#my brain rebooted a little after reading that. maybe yours did too! thank you random fanfic writer#this probably sounds mean but i don't intend it that way... i very genuinely appreciate the reminder of how unique humanity is#even if i thought of that i never would have written or posted it and the idea would have died alone in my head#but now if you want there's a fanfic out there that explores that idea and for that i salute the author#anyway#this sure was a post#fanfic#fandom#personal#abbie needs a twitter
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I don't want to brag or sound too optimistic about it, but after three weeks of training at a private college, I think my lessons with this one particular immigrant student (who has serious motivational problems lemme tell ya) are finally starting to get through and there's been improvement.
Only slight improvement so far but I have spotted some, so maybe not all hope is lost yet.
Remains to be seen I guess.
#personal#so in case anyone's still wondering i'm studying to become a tutor/instructor/guidance counselor etc. etc. whatever it's called in english#and currently i mostly work with immigrants with language. sometimes i help high school students as well. but mostly immigrants#and there's this one immigrant student who's been there since last spring. and he still barely even knows the basics because he's 'given up#according to him that is. he told me this at least three times yesterday and i told him that's a problem#so i've been trying to hammer it through his head that he can't be sitting in classes and using his phone when he's supposed to be learning#or expect me or teachers giving him all the answers when he also needs to show a little effort and help us back as well#and that he needs to participate in pair and group activities in classes because we're a team and we need to work together#so basically he's been asking me to either teach him or then find someone who can teach him#i told one of our teachers this and she answered that he could also participate in evening activities at the college but he's not doing tha#and according to him he doesn't 'mingle'. so i told him maybe he should once in a while. get out of his comfort zone. at least try#to my surprise he actually showed up to one of the evening activities that i hosted. didn't do much anything there but sit but still#that was effort. he did exactly what i said despite it making him a little uncomfortable so that's improvement#so then yesterday he asked me about teaching him the language again. i told him i host a homework club at tuesdays & thursdays @ 3:30-4:30p#he showed up there yesterday and was the only student. so i had time to teach him basic greetings. weekdays. months. things he shoulda know#and i thought it's all probably in vain but i tried. so today. he was in their class and actually doing pair work and reading stuff aloud#and even translating some stuff when i asked. calling it easy. and that he's trying to use his phone less and memorize this stuff instead#to which the rest clapped at and cheered him on for. and i told this to the teacher afterwards when she asked me about him. and she gave#me a thumbs up and looked a little surprised but also delighted. because he's been a popular subject amongst ourselves for a reason#so i don't want to get too optimistic about it. because he still has an attitude problem. but he's tried a little at least. so there's hope
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