#i don't even know myself

[astrxlfinale]

??? BUT HOW

[occasionallytea]

i'M TIRED but I was suddenly reminded about Buckshot Roulette and how people drew it with OCs n shit, so I decided to do it as well- this guy looks funky, i might doodle him again at some point-

no promises though-

[drugsforaddicts]

[main-bird]

tananoya with baseball bats

[fairyhaos]

anyways gays it's 1am and everyone's asleep so i'm gonna spam the dash with yena's Giffing StrugglesTM

[twenty-orange-balloons]

Wei Wuxian: It's not my fault you don't like girls, Lan Zhan.

Lan Wangji:

Wei Wuxian: What? Why are you looking at me like that? Lan Zhan? Lan Zhan, where are you going? Lan Zhan, wait, come back! Lan Zhan!

[2offayyo-kzt]

[monochromefilms]

Why do I feel like Eyeless jack would just call it : Surprise surgery.

[melodyofthevoid]

whoms the fucketh

like dude who are you, like.. 'melodyofthevoid' who? who the hell is 'melodyofthevoid', sounds like a stupid idiot name made out of ocean.

wait.. OH. OOOOOHHH.. i remember now!You're the person who wrote and made hengry's maniac psychopath girlboss boss!

that's so silly of m-

I'm simply unknowable

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[almoststedytimetravel]

Procrastinating on doing my chores. Procrastinating with what activity you ask? Cleaning my room.

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

[originalartblog]

Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.

If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.

[the-laws-of-physics-were-harmed]

Currently creating the most ridiculous fake-dating fanfic where the characters who are fake-dating never have any romantic interest in each other but one of them starts fake-cheating on the other with someone they're actually romantically attracted to and another character convinces them to bet on who'll get found out first.

[inkskinned]

i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.

and that should be fine; but it's never fine.

i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.

for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.

we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.

i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.

restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.

[knifefightandchill]

RESIDENT EVIL 4 REMAKE (2023)

mendez flinging leon around like a sack of potatoes