#i don't know why i feel so fucked uo about it but i do. i killed it and i barely noticed. i didn't even cry

[flamagenitus]

I killed a bird today. It flew in front of me while I was driving, and I didn't have time to stop. I saw feathers blown about in the rearview mirror.

[urmom-richietozier1]

I miss you

~ Phoebe Spengler x Melody (ghostbusters frozen empire)

Warnings: bad writing and spelling mistakes but bearly anything

(English is not my first language so if anythings wrong that's why)

Summary: After melody moves on. Phoebe thinks about melody all the time until she comes back....

♡~Phoebe's Pov~♡

Shes gone...... She's really gone....

My melody. Yes I was a ghostbuster and she was a ghost but she was the only person in the whole world that understood me.

I guess it's for the better.

I miss her everyday.

It's been around a month after we saved new York from being 2 feet deep in snow but saving it included watching my crush move on.

She probably has it better now. With her family. All I have left is an empty match box.

I still have it. This match box is the most precious thing to me.

Trevor tried to take it off me. And he also almost threw it in the bin. But I scream at him if he ever touched it again I would tell mom about his secret. So he's not doing anything to it.

I don't want to lose the onky thing that keeps me close to her.

But im sure she doesn't care about me anymore

☆~Melody's Pov~☆

I'm finally with ky family again. But I do miss one thing that I wish I never left. Phoebe.

I may have been a ghost and her job is busting ghosts. But I love her.

I may have my family back. I have the people I love back. But I wish Phoebe was here. Phoebe was everything.

An internal time with my family is somehow not what I thought it was. I'd rather spend a normal life span with phoebe.

Sometimes I wonder whats she's doing.

I wish I could go see her again.

There could be a way but I don't know it.

Maybe in a couple years she'll find away for me to come back to her. But in a couple years she probably forget about me.

I seriously miss her.

~★~☆~★~☆~★~~time skip☆~★~☆~★~☆~★~☆~

☆~Melody's Pov~☆

I found a way!

I found a way to not be a ghost anymore!

I found a way to see Phoebe again!

I'm back.

I'm back in New York.

Following the roads to the fire House.

When I get there I see the ecto-1 pull into the garage.

I shouldn't go.

I bet she can't even remember me.

What if I call first?

Then she'll come to me.

No. Melody you have to do this! You can't be a pussy.

I start to walk towards the fire house knocking on the main door....

♡~Phoebe's Pov~♡

I hear a knock on the door.

I seriously can not be bothered catching another ghost. Today has been a busy day. Ever since 4 am this morning we've been going and catching them.

I just want to sleep.

I'm so tired. (AN: me too phoebe)

Then I hear my mom call "Phoebs can you get the door"

Great.

I get to to go and answer the door.

I basically just drag my feet to the door.

Like do they not know you can just walk in! Ugh!

I take the handle and turn it opening the door.

I see someone outside. A girl. She looks like I know her.

"Phoebe! Omg! Hi!" The girl says really happy.

How did she know my name?

I pull away looking at her.

MELODY! MY MELODY IS HERE!

"Melody!" I scream. "Wait how are you here?! I saw you go! Your human!? Wha-"

She cuts me off "I found a way to become human and meet you. Its a long story. But doing this! To see you! I did have to give uo ever seeing my family ever again. But I'm here. With you!" She say tearing up abit to.

I pull her back into a hug

"You really sacrificed seeing your family for me?" I whisper into her ear.

I could feel her hug me back.

"Yes" she whispered back

We stay in this hug for around 5 minutes

"I never forgot you" I say breaking the silence of this hug "I still have the match box"

"I never forgot you too" she replies back

We hug for a while longer.

"Who the fuck is this phoebe? I thought you had no friends that were girls?" Someone interrupted...Fucking Trevor

Im gonna kill him

♤~ 4 monts later~♤

♡~still Phoebe's pov~♡

Everyday since I saw her again we've been hanging out.

And since that around to months ago she asked me out!

We've been in a wlw relationship for a while now.

I came out to my mum, Gary and Trevor. They supported me. Yay

We've been going good.

I hope to spend the rest of my life with her.

Im sure we'll be just fine from now on.

[deadpool15]

Ch.3 You and Me

It all happened so fast that I had never experienced sex. Well, good sex, they say uts better with someone you love. My first time happened right after graduation. To be honest, it wasn't even a good enough first time. If coming fast was a sport, that guy would've had an award. Then, again, he also didn't make me come at all. When I asked, he made it seem like it was me. "Oo, you're so beautiful it's too bad something is wrong with you, you know." Imagine someone being so bad at sex they have the audacity to blame you. Shi-oh was absolutely mortified by the story, claiming the guy deserved to die for being such a sad lover. I just thought after all these years I wasn't able to. I never tried to masturbate. To be honest, I found the whole thing kind of weird. I wasn't worthy of much, so why would pleasure be any different.

I'm sitting there on Shi-oh lap as we told each other stories of our happiest moments together. Then he leaned in, catching me off guard. My breath started to escape me, and everything seemed to speed up. "Are you nervous, baby? I haven't done anything yet." It was hard to concentrate when he was so close, and I was leaning in even more due to his hand being my only source of balance. "You know how this turned out before, don't you?" Of course we had tried before or more, so I had. He told me that he didn't want it to simply happen in a place of inconvenience. "Yes, I quite remember. In my office you tried to slut yourself out because of your sister correct." Hearing him bring up such a jealous moment for me, made me hit him in the face. I get up trying to get away from him. "You know how I feel about her." He laughs blindly, staring at me while pulling me back under him and slowly taking off the only piece of clothing I had on. "You are right. You could never compare to Nam-soon. Because you're so much better, in completely different universes, baby. And only one of you has my heart. Can you guess who?"

I stared at him, yet before I could answer, my words got caught in my throat, finally staring at his chest. I hadn't realized he had unbuttoned my, well, his shirt. I wasn't wearing a bra, so my breasts were being guarded by nothing but the shirt, so he could easily move out the way. "I seem to know, yet it's almost like you forget." He pushed the shirt out of the way, and I shivered when the cold air hit my nipples. Before I could complain about the cold, Shi-oh had taken one of my breasts directly into his warm mouth. My back arched, head hitting the pillow while he held my back up to bring him closer. "W-wait..baby..fuck." He let go of my breast and proceeded to blow a gust of his breath onto it. I moaned at the feeling. This wasn't like my first time at all. "My little baby was so in a rush to go feel good, and now she wants to wait. Just don't know what you want, do you?" The words died right on my tongue when I felt his bulge right rubbing against my pussy.

"Pretty girl is so confused, isn't she? It's ok, baby. I'll make it better." He had pushed the shirt further, and as I finally came back to my senses, I tried to remove it before he stopped me. "No, don't take it off. I wanna be all over you. Fucking you with a piece of my clothing on you will be the best option don't you think?" I couldn't even begin to respond to him when he grabbed my waist and moved his fingers down to push my panties to the side. His eyes landed right on my wet soppy cunt, he wouldn't remove his eyes. Almost as I'd he was in a trance. Feeling shy, I tried to close my legs. "You close those legs, and I will stop right here right now. Open uo baby, I wanna take a nice long look." Hearing those words, I blushed, slowly opening up my legs. "Yes all fucking mine." I moaned hearing his words, feeling his breath moving closer to my cunt. He kissed my thighs, ignoring the very place I needed him most. I knew exactly what that meant. He expected me to beg. My pride wouldn't let me, but my desperation seemed to be winning this war.

He knew I would crumble soon. Sucking and leaving marks all over my thighs. Watching my cunt grow wetter and wetter by the second. "Baby...please...I'll be so good for you. You know this." He moved his head upward, kissing my knee. "You will. My little baby is so desperate and wet, isn't she? Fine, I'll play nice." And just like that my suffering ended, when he pushed his head directly into my cunt. Licking, sucking and eating me like I was his last meal. He pushed two fingers into me, and God did it feel amazing. "Fuck..y-yes..soo...goood." He simply made eye contact with me casuing me to be flustered, but as I go to look away he grabbed my breast firmly and squeezed it in his large palm. Letting me know he wanted me to watch. He started to play with my nippple while pushing his fingers in and out faster. Sucking down on my clit hard. It slowly became too much for me. I started to thrash away from him. He noticed and pulled my thighs to wrap around his head, pushing me even closer to him. I became even more overwhelmed by the second. Before I knew it, I had squirted. I was so taken aback by everything that I immediately started to apologize.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't even know I could do that. I've never come before, so that was like completely different. I'll clean." He cut me off my slamming his lips onto mine. Completely stopping my thoughts. "You just squirted all over my face." He looked at me in shock. "I know, Shi-oh, I've seen, and I'm already embarrassed enough." I said shyly while he grabbed my closed thighs, pulling them apart again. "W-wait, what are you doing?" He looked at my cunt in amazement. Like, I'd just given him some price. "Your going to do that again, but this time on my cock. You can do that for me, right baby?" I was shocked by his words. Finally taking a moment to stare at his appearance, I noticed his face was still caring for my juices. He was practically covered in it. I try to wipe his face clear. "No, I wanna fuck you with it all over us. All dirty for you." I had never seen this side of him before. He was always so collected and to himself.

He looked like a man possessed. Yanking my panties down completely while placing his thumb on my clit. "Shit...baby..I'm still s-senstive." He smiled down at my figure before pushed down his pants, making the bulge that I had seen before more noticeable. "I know that's the best part." He started to take off his boxers, I couldn't imagine how hard he was right now. Finally, there was nothing stopping us. No clothing in between us. Looking down, I took in the sight of how large he truly was. Thinking about it now, I was scared. "B-baby, that's not going to f-fit." He pushed my thighs open further, taking as much room as he needed. "Don't worry. I'll make it fit." He started kissing my face, while my cum was still dripping on his face. Basically, it's soaking me in it as well. And then he pushed inside. "F-fuck." I was losing all my sense as he pushed further inside. "Almost....there." and finally, he bottomed out. Everything was different, it's felt as if my mind was gone to another place and my body was floating on clouds.

One thing was for sure, I had never felt so full in my life. Shi-oh stared at my pussy as it gripped his cock. Practically choking him. He hunched forward, and I opened my arms to hold him. I just wanted to feel all of him. Being full of him was a new feeling, though. "F-fuck..your so tight." He was praising me while kissing my jaw and neck. Then he started moving, I had never felt so good in my entire fucking life. I never wanted it to end. "Said it wouldn't fit, it's almost like your cunt was carved just for me baby. Just to take me." He leaned near my ear and whispered. My legs wrapped own his waist. Needing him closer than he already was, it just wasn't never enough. "Taking me so fucking well. Bet you're loving this, aren't you? That little boy couldn't give you this." I whined hearing his words, "n-no..one..but..y-you." Before I know it, he was slamming into me at the speed of light. Panting in my eye before flipping us over, leaving me on top. He felt deeper at this angle. I still held him close, wrapping my body around him. Never wanting to let go. He bounced me up and down. "S-so..b-big." My brain could only mutter out his size over and over again. He pushed our lips together again covering us in my cum.

Dipping his finger down to rub my clit and then moving it back up to place on his tongue. I leaned forward sucking onto his tongue. It was filthy, and dirty. But it loved every second of it. "My nasty little baby, who knew you would be such a whore?" I moves back from him placing my hands on his thighs to gain leverage, "wanna be your whore, only for you." He was shocked and while in that state of shock I reached up, on the tip was inside of me before I moaned and slammed myself down on he length. I'm doing it again and again, leaving him a whimpering mess. This is what I wanted, to leave him so vulnerable in front of me. "Gonna cum baby f-fuck." I pushed myself down further while moving to wrap my arms around his shoulders, yanking his hair to place kisses on his neck. I whispered in his ear, causing him to fall apart and rut inside of me. "Come inside, wanna feel you for days. Want it inside, Shi-oh." Hearing this, he finally came shooting his load directly into me, and I came right with him. As I make way to move, he stops me. "Gotta make sure it takes. Your nice and warm baby. Need to stay inside."

Shoutout all the beautiful souls who waited for me to get out of my rut. The writing block is over. Hit me up, yall.

Chapter 4 is coming soon.

[dizzyjelly]

My Perfect Girl

Word Count: 1.2k

Summary: your friends leave you feeling more insecure than you already were, but Ellie comforts you and yells at your dickhead friends

Cw: body insecurity, mentions of feeling/being fat+ugly, troubles eating

You struggled to breathe as you lied in bed curled into a ball, crying your eyes out. Your crying fit had been a result of a rather hurtful conversation with your "friends." Your body faced the wall as tour hands came to cover your face, your palms wetting with tears. Time passed, you didn't know how much, but you'd heard a voice behind you and the bedroom door creaking open.

"Baby? What's going on, what happened?" Ellies voice was laced with concern and worry as she rushed to your side, rubbing your back.

You sniffled as you turned to face her, tears still streaming down your face as you picked up your phone and opened up your grouochat then handing it to her. Your breaths were ragged and quick as you watched her read, hee brows furrowed in worry quickly arched with anger as she did.

Y/n: guys I feel like I look bad today *image attached*

Ryan: wdym

Rosa: yeah u look the same lol

Y/n: idk like I feel ugly and like fat :(

Ryan: I don't see any difference 💀

Rosa: ong you look like u always do

Ryan: yeah ur just being dramatic lmao

Rosa: she probably just wants attention to be really honest

Ryan: omg you're right tho, fishing for compliments haha

Y/n: guys stop I'm not kidding.

Ryan: come on yk were right

Rosa: yeah just calm down bro

Y/n: whatever I'm done talking to you guys.

"What the fuck." Ellie muttered under her breath.

"Ellie, I look terrible and they're just making fun of me." Your bottom lip quivered.

"Baby, you don't. I promise they're just being assholes for no reason." She tried to reassure you, rubbing at your arm up and down.

You turned away from her, facing the wall again as you cried harder. You couldn't believe a word she said, you just felt insecure. It wasn't the first day you've felt like this, but it never got easier. It was days like these where you couldn't even bring yourself to look in the mirror, shower, or take care of yourself in general.

She let out a deep sigh, bringing a hand to rub your back gently, occasionally combing through your hair with her fingers. She looked at your phone again, then stood to leave the room.

"I'm gonna talk to them." She stated before exiting and calling the group.

Your friends picked up and were confused, seeing Ellies face instead of your own. It's not like they didn't recognize your girlfriend, but they wondered why she was the one calling them.

"Oh hey Ellie." Ryan greeted with a smile.

"Hi. So what the fuck is wrong with you guys?"

Rosa laughed a bit, her brows furrowing.

"What are you talking about?" She asked.

"Whyd you guys say that shit to Y/n? Seriously what kind of fucking friends are you?" She asked in return, as if it was obvious.

"Oh come on, she knows we were kidding!" Ryan argued.

"Yeah, she's probably being dramatic anyways." Rosa chimed in.

"I bet you're only asking because she told you to." Ryan spoke smugly.

"Um, no actually I'm asking because clearly she's upset and you guys are just being assholes. And if she knows you were joking why'd I come home to her crying, hm? Terrible fucking jokes by the way." Ellie argued, feeling angrier at your friends poor reactions.

"She was crying? Oh shit, sorry." Suddenly Ryan seemed to feel bad.

"Yeah you fuckin should be, she's probably gonna be worked uo for days now. Great fucking job you two." And with that Ellie hung up, as she couldn't bear to speak to them any longer.

She shut off your phone and set it at the bedside table, sitting down and glancing over at you as you let out a heavy sigh. You silently cursed as your stomach grumbled.

"Babe, you hungry?" Ellie asked, leaning down to rest her chin on your shoulder.

"No." You lied, shaking your head.

"Ok, well have you eaten today?" She asked, already sure she knew the answer.

"No." You were quiet now, feeling ashamed at your inability to care for yourself, how you know you should be.

"Alright well come on then, let's put something in that belly of yours." She tried to turn you around, take you to the kitchen.

But you wouldn't budge, tears falling from your eyes once again as you shook your head furiously.

"No! I-I'm already fat enough I don't need to eat anymore!" You protested, believing everything you said.

"What? Stop it, that's nonsense and you know it. Come on, just come have something. Please." She frowned as she held your hands in her own, it hurt her to see you so upset.

"I can't." You choked out and she pulled you into a hug.

You immediately leaned into her relaxing touch, wrapping your arms around her back as you nuzzled your head into her shoulder.

"Baby, you can. I know you can, you're stronger than you think. And your body is perfect" She pulled away, holding your face in her hands as she peppered kisses over your face, "I love every part of it, and you. You're amazing and your brain is just lying to you." She reminded you.

"Love you too." You responded, sniffling and leaning your forehead against her own.

You finally followed her to the kitchen, still hesitant but you'd get past that. You sat at the table and watched as she made pasta for the two of you, mainly because she knew it was your comfort food. A smile made its way to your face as she brought over two bowls, giving on to you. Ellie smiled ten times as big as you did, rubbing her thumb over your cheek fondly. It made her happier than anything to see you smiling after you'd had such a tough time that day.

Once you finished eating, Ellie insisted on doing the dishes. You felt bad for not helping out, but she reassured you that she was more than happy to do it herself. She told you to go sit down and pick a movie, and of course you did.

You'd selected something happier, usually you two watched horror together but tonight you just didn't feel like it. You sat with your knees pulled to your chest, a fuzzy blanket engulfing you as you waited for your girlfriend. She was sitting beside you in no time, pulling you into her side. You hummed contently, leaning into her touch with a smile as you leaned your head on her shoulder.

About halfway through the movie, Ellie placed a kiss to your forehead then placed a hand on your chin to make you look at her.

"Is my girl finally feeling better?" She asked.

"Mostly, thank you for helping me." You smiled before leaning in to give her a kiss.

"Of course Baby. You tired yet?" She asked, looking at her watch and noting that it was getting late.

You just nodded before placing your head back on her shoulder and closing your eyes. She chuckled a bit at you, rubbing your side lovingly then letting her head fall against your own as she waited until you fell asleep before carrying you into your shared bedroom. She laid you down then climbed in next to you, pulling you in. You let out a small groan as you hiked your leg over her own, wrapping your arm around her stomach.

A/n: sorry ik it's kinda short! Hope u still liked tho :)))

[chushanye]

all my notes on episodes 44 and 45:

the Beth and Ron intro and "Ron...what are we?" made laugh while in a dead quiet bus on a border crossing while people were getting their passports checked and maybe THAT'S why the officer was rude to me

directly from my notes: "google lauren booger??? over the panrs hj in beetlejuice the musical, transphobic? okay i googled her ANTHONY WHAT THE FUCK"

ron sounds like Jennifer Coolidge in this episode

"Taylor walks in and looks at him a s i a n l y" *anthony losing it* "roll intimidation" -> i think i got a fever from how hard I laughed

*guitar strumming* "hold on Freddy's cooking" 🎵would you say a slurrrr. if you saw me in heaven🎵

listen you can't APOLOGISE away killing someone but Scarys grown as a person and Beths speech was very well composed

Taylor I love you forever (already rolling up sleeves, "you wanna go", stuttering over his words, the moment someone questions his dad's power) Freddy is a genius for this character

I relate to Normal painfully this episode. him welling up with tears and him feeling left out while people yry to comfort him in vain is like integral to my middle school experience

"schooled in jail" is so Scary of Link. shes really emo-fied them I appreciate that. I appreciate her influence.

i cannot get over the "chaos orbs" joke because everytime i just think they're talking about the fucking chaos emeralds from the sonic franchise

*crying* IM A BAD PERSON! RON! DADDY! -> I love Terry Jr charactarisation. I love how guilt has been eating him up. I love how he still loves Ron so much. I love that he still goes to his dad. I love them sm.

Ron is just Gandalf in the way hes an old man with wisdom everyone respects despite him making no sense sometimes.

I love Ron's charactarisation. How he tries to help Nick and "you lied to me kiddo" and how he's honest with Nick and fuck I miss Ron. Beth is doing a fantastic job.

Nick is so fucking cool.

Nick and Terry Jr were best friends? Was this established before?

ooh i love the just TASTY instrumentals as anthony describes the daddy magic

I LOVE NICK. hes so fucked uo and traumatised and he isn't exactly trying his best but that is due to the things he went through and he's going through so much but he loves Taylor even more and UGGGH the fuckign Close family man.

Taylor and Glenn interacting is always just Freddy going:

"if you found time travel maguc maybe you could pick me up and we could do childhood all over again" -> I don't want to hear ANYBODY say that Freddy's characters are one-note. He knows exactly who they are and exactly how to play them and they're endlessly fascinating to me.

Taylor and Normal volunteering to be kings of hell and getting themselves in a cage is so good. like from a character perspective. "fear. fear in talkors eyes. why did i open my mouth?" is SO fucking good. it does so much for portraying Taylors thought process or lack thereof. it does so much to paint how he reacts emotionally to things. Normal's desperate need for validation leading to him putting them in a dumbass situation? Taylor bejng blinded by what's funny/exciting only to realise too late he should think before he speaks? Perfect. this is so fucking true to teengehood I feel liek I've been both of them at some point

[thesupernaturalhouse]

Somebody needs to explain why I'm feeling the sudden urge to have Joey be younger then all of them, at like idk 16, and for Shelby to be the ONLY one who knows

Like, so in my timeline(for now), empires took place over about a year(17 months with the prequel I'm doing) so that'd make Shelby like uh, 33? In the witchcraft smp book?? It's a 4 year time skip instead of the canon 10 years

So, Owen 17, false and oli would be like, 16 when WC takes place, Emerald 5, nightlight(yes I changed the dragons name) 4, Thorn 4

Why am I ranting about that? I dont- I don't know- also im just now re a lying how many kids I'm planning on giving to shelby and i- it's like 6 and I am very tempted to give her Joey as the 7th because he was abandoned and Shekby just casually picks uo stray children she finds

She found the twins in the forest, Nightlight on Olis back, Owen she gave consciousness too, Emerald was found in the swamp and she was pregnant with Thorn-

Like the universe, me, looked at this elytrin/witch and went "lol, your gonna have parental powers. Go find you children whoa re stuck in a fucking tree and hiding in a bush lol good like with the 4 that follow soon after lol"

But they all have some type of trauma related to be abandoned, you understand me right!? And so does WC!Joey-- I have to finish watching his pov and wtahc the others(aside from shelbys) btw- motherfucker was thrown out of the only home he'd ever known-

Shelby just sensing that, evaluating it, realizing he's 16, and slapping adoption papers infornt of him like "You're my child now, sigh here please :)" is hilarious to me and I- well fuck now I wanna do it- should i??

Joey going to roast Pris only to realize his mom shelby also uses water and losing all his will to fight her in shame-

And Empires Joey and Katherine chilling, watching the kids like "....Katherine you wife has adopted another child. I can sense it." "Oh that's nice"

.....imma called witchcraft Scott Scotch and witchcraft Joey JJ because.....those are gonna be shelbys nicknames for them-

Shekby also adopts Scotch but more in that odler sister way, unlike JJ who she's like the mom to now

[bonny-kookoo]

Hi can we please have home yn jealous because jk teaching her how to play https://www.instagram.com/p/CeYjKxnPMbL/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Languages are marked as always: English | Korean

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It's not typical for you to get jealous.

You don't even know why you're feeling this way- maybe because he's far away from you, maybe because a staff you've considered to be your friend had been planting doubts in you- you're not sure. You know deep down Jungkook would never betray your trust like this; you're engaged after all, and he's very serious with it. But maybe the makeup artist had been right. A fellow celebrity at his side would certainly fit him better.

Maybe another idol, another singer or maybe an actress- beautiful, successful, loved by fans. His partner would be able to understand him better, aid his struggles, connect with him over the hurdles they both face. Not like you; a nobody who simply somehow got lucky and met him at the right time.

And your feelings especially get hurt when he forgets to call you at all that night, early wrapped up in his adventures with his friends. You instead go to sleep quietly, Bam laying close to the bed, sensing something wrong- and it's the first and only time you let the big pooch on the bed, laying where your fiance usually sleeps instead, young dog doing his best to soothe your worries.

It doesn't work- because your dreams are filled with your soon to be husband turning his back to you, never turning around no matter how much you call out to him.

When you get the news the next day that they've arrived at the airport to fly home, you're not as excited as you usually are. Maybe he didn't want to leave the US yet? What if he changed his mind about you both? Was the makeup noona right, and he'd realized too that house not the best fit for him?

You decide you need some distraction.

But just as you want to walk out a few hours later, you almost run into the man himself, his eyes wide as he takes in your appearance. "hello?" he asks with a bit of a smile, unsure however what this means. "you head out?" he asks confused, and you shake your head, walking back inside with him together, watching as he eagerly pets his dog- another small shot at your confidence, as you notice the lack of reaction to you compared to his pet.

"not anymore." you simply say, shrugging quietly.

He furrows his brows, rolling his suitcase to the side after telling the doberman to go lay down in his doggy bed to get out the way, before he puts his hands on your shoulders, looking at you.

"my wife not happy see me?" he asks, and chuckle a little.

"I'm not your wife yet, Jungkook." you correct him, though he's not too sure still.

"no no, not yet, but soon." he says, before you escape his grip, helping him bring his things into the bedroom to unpack.

"okay, stop." he says at that, taking your hands in his. "what did I do?" he asks, genuinely unsure what happened- before his eyes widen. "oh my god, fuck, I forgot, I'm so sorry-" he starts, but you shrug it off.

"you were having fun, it's fine." you say, unpacking hus things for him, starting to sort dirty clothes from the unused one's.

"no, it's not fine and there's no excuse. Why didn't you call me instead?" he whines.

"didn't want to interrupt anything." you say softly, and it's a moment of silence that makes you actually look uo to check why he's not answering, not even moving. When you spot his face, it's showing a look ghat you've never seen before on his face.

"you didn't think.. You know I'd ever do that, right?" he asks so quietly you barely catch it- as he comes closer with glassy eyes. "you're my everything. I'd never." he promises in a voice so fragile it sounds as if it could break any second. "it's not about me forgetting to call, isn't it? I mean- it probably contributed but it's not all there is go it, right?" he urges now, scared that something must've happened to make you doubt him so hard.

"Jungkook no, never, I never thought you'd cheat." you tell him honestly. "it's just.. Do you think we're really.. Right for each other?" you wonder, and now he just looks angry, and desperate as he holds your face in tender hands.

"I don't know who the fuck put those thoughts into your head but they-" he starts, before pecking your lips. "have-" another peck, "to-", his kisses grow longer, deeper, "leave." he finishes, resting his forehead against yours. "ok? I love you. Only you." he promises, and you nod- before he suddenly grins, lifting you up with ease before letting both of you fall onto the bed, his arms holding you tightly. "good, now let me love my soon-to-be-wife so she gets it into her head that I'll only ever have eyes for her!" he laughs, before kissing you.

And just like that, your worries dissolved into nothing but good thoughts, and warm hugs.

[roryfrommybabysittersavampire]

1. I am brushing my teeth for the second time today, which I haven't done in 2 years. they are comically bad for the amount of weird "your teeth are so straight" comments I used to get. 2. I find my retainer after a year. I figure why not put it in. I open the case and there's a skeleton of some bug that I can't recognize and a ton of dust. I feel like I am in a cartoon. I wash the retainer with nothing but my toothbrush with the leftover toothpaste from when I brushed my teeth a few seconds ago. I don't realize that all of that filth went into my toothbrush until I put it away. I rinse it off again. 3. my top teeth have barely moved but the bottom might tear a root if I push it. I put in my top retainer with quite a bit of resistance. 4. after about an hour it starts to fit my teeth and I can bite down on it. the problem is that I am a masochist. I continue biting down on it while I jack off. 5. I sit in bed thinking very hard about what I just did as my jaw starts to get sore and the novelty of the pain wears off. I walk to the bathroom and clean the bottom half of the retainer and start to squeeze it on, hoping for a spark. the pain is a little too bad to enjoy. 6. i keep pushing on it until I hear a crack. my bottom left tooth's root has been ripped out. there is a lot of blood. I have to wake up my dad. he calls the dentist. when I take out the retainer the tooth goes with it. he drives me to urgent care. I sit next to a sticker of Edward Cullen getting a vaccine on my doctor's laptop. he has lip piercings and black hair (the doctor). 7. the doctor is weird and doing nothing to my tooth but he says my blood is made out of something special that makes me immune to all stds. since I am a masochist and the pain is still making me horny, I try to fuck the doctor. bad news is his penis is 20 inches long. 8. suddenly my dad storms in and shoots the doctor. I ask him where he got the gun. he says he has had a concealed carry liscence since I was 5 and always has a firearm under his belt. it's on top of the toilet when he showers. I scream at him to leave the room. I run to the doctor and see that he may not be for sure dead. I examine the wound in his chest. it didn't hit any vital organs. I could still save him. 9. ten nurses rush in behind me and watch in awe as they realize that I've stopped the bleeding. suddenly, the doctor's eyes open and he looks up. I know that look. he's in love. he leans uo and kisses me. sadly, I am emotionally unavailable and now that we've shared a deep connection I will not be able to get past the discomfort. 10. I stand up and walk out of the urgent care as the fleet of nurses stares at me in awe. when I get outside, it is nighttime. I look up at the full moon. there's something stirring in me. suddenly I feel my bones start to crack as I watch my arms grow a thick layer of hair. I howl and begin to charge into the mountains. this is who I am meant to be. no one cares if the dog's teeth are straight. I live my fantasies out all night, running at deer and sleeping in a patch of grass. 11. when I wake up am shattered. I am once again human. everything hurts, I am naked and missing a tooth. I look at the sky and scream. "why, god? why did you make me put in my retainer?". I do not expect an answer. he can be a cruel lord, but I know that he loves me. I lay down and stare at my pale, bare hands. "maybe this is all you were ever meant to be. have you ever considered that? maybe there is beauty in the mundane and divinity in the imperfect. you must stop asking questions and let yourself learn." I hear a voice say. I don't know where it is coming from, but it is all that I can hear, and it is all that I know. god has answered my prayer. 13. I stand up and walk back home to pack my things. I need everyone on earth to know that God is real and I'll do anything to prove it to them. I'm going to save the world. my plan? spotify podcast.

[denimini]

If I would have to guess where Jimin and Jungkook are standing with each other right now I would say exes that are back to being friends but still have feelings for each other that they both agreed to not act on for whatever reason. Like a lot of people I think they were a couple, in my opinion starting from sometime 2017 up until early 2022. (Although I think they started to be intimate with each other before 2017.) They broke up though and like the other anon said I think the first drastic change was Jungkook moving out of their probably shared apartment in early 2021. Obviously we don't know for sure but all things point to them living together in 2020. We know now that Jimin was in a really dark place back then, so if Jungkook was his boyfriend at that time, it makes sense to me that he would want to be around him most of the time to make sure he's ok. Maybe they did notice though that living together doesn't work for them, so Jungkook moved out. And while they were ok after that, I personally think there was something off with them in mid 2021 too. It seems like whatever was off was temporal resolved because during the end of 2021 they acted like teenager who just started dating. Especially Jimin. With all that blushing and being shy around Jungkook. Obviously whatever this was, it wasn't there to stay. And they definitely made a hard cut in early 2022. No other explanation for them being completely out of each other's lives so suddenly. I think their break up was a mutual decision but not without hurt feelings. But which break up doesn't hurt at least a tiny bit? So they distanced themselves from each other. Suddenly we saw Jimin spending more time with Hoseok and Yoongi, something he didn't do for years. And Jungkook suddenly was very close to Taehyung again, again something that wasn't the case since 2018. I think it's very possible that Taehyung hooked Jungkook up with a friend of Jennie's. It wouldn't surprise me. And I think this could very well be the reason for Jimin and Taehyung being distant to this date. Jungkook started to miss Jimin though, it seems. And yes, maybe he wanted to get Jimin's attention again which is why he did all the very Jimin centric lives. And he definitely lit up like a Christmas tree whenever Jimin commented on his lives. Jimin though was way more cautious. You could still tell how much he cared about Jungkook but in my opinion Jimin protected himself and his heart by still keeping Jungkook at an arm's length. And the way he continously answered questions about Jungkook but only to tell us how they didn't see each other? He could've easily ignored the Jungkook questions. But he didn't for some reason. So why? Why did he feel the need to clarify that despite Jungkook's numerous invites he didn't "give in"? I honestly don't know what changed but ever since shortly before their New York trip they seemed closer again. And especially after that trip. The flirty live was a big what the fuck to me because I wasn't used to that anymore. And Jimin pretty much giving people room to speculate that he was with Jungkook on Chuseok by posting their shared art on Instagram? That's not the Jimin of early 2023/late 2022. But then, on the other hand, we have Jimin most likely not spending Jungkook's birthday with him. And while that still is up for interpretation, if Jimin was able to post something that implies he was with Jungkook on a holiday, he could've also mentioned that he saw Jungkook on his birthday, if he actually did. Jimin didn't mention it though, which is why I assume he didn't see Jungkook. And that makes me think that while they're still feelings involved they decided they're better off as friends. At least at the moment. It will be interesting to see if the whole scandal might effect their relationship and what their relationship will look like after military service.

I do agree that the first serious shake uo was in 2021 but by JM's bday they have mended things and were in a good place. In 2022 though, I think things officially ended between them. Otherwise why would JM live with Pdogg? It wouldn't make sense.

Tae being somehow involved with JK's love life is possible to me. And there is definitely a lot of tension between him and Jimin for whatever reason , but it looked it was something major if it lasted for so long.

Jimin was definitely keeping JK at an arms length. The JM of the past always found a way to showcase his and JKs relationship and shut up the mouths of those who doubted them, yet in the beginning of this year it was like he deliberately made sure to make it clear that he and JK were not seeing each other. Maybe he had someone in his life and was being respectful to them or maybe he avoided being connected to JK romantically because he knew what JK was doing (hooking up with different people or having a more serious partner). Either way, JMs behavior in JKs live post NY completely surprised me, because just like you, I was completely unused to it by them. This wasn't something we have seen from them for at least an year and a half , if not more.

Jimin not being with JK on his birthday also makes me believe that although they might have patched things up/ hooked up again/ recognized there still have feelings for each other/ they are not in a committed relationship as of now.

As a whole, JM and JKs relationship in the past two years is very confusing, hot-and-cold and it reminds me a lot of them in 2015-2016. But while they were very young, immature and inexperienced then, there are neither of those things now. Things are different and MS is also coming up, which may be a factor.

Just like you, I'm interested what there relationship and interactions will look now in light of this whole shitshow.

[darlin-collins]

My R

In bright eyes multiple tries to end it all, they met other people in the same set of mind.., they managed to stop these people, so what if, they met a person with the same pain and set of mind?

A song fic: my R

Characters: bright eyes,Darlin, random character n1,random character n2

Genre: bittersweet

Notes/TW: multiple suicide attempts, scars mention, not so safe house hold mentions, the song says that darlin and bright are females, but i didnt soo, bright with anger issues?, a very pissed bright, darlin and bright need help, darlin is a morally gray hero, idk when darlin started wearing color, nontheless yellow but oh well, My R is really a bright and darlin song,i will not take criticism of any kind, i got lazy in writing this, so i let you to imagine the second suicide attempt while i write darlin and bright meeting, story telling in song lyrics

❗to understand this fic ypu need to read the song lyrics❗

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♪Just as I was about to take my shoes♪

Bright eyes had set their mind on it now, after months? Years?? They don't have to about that in a few moments anyway

"let's do this right.. " they sighed, kneeling down to untie their shoes, as they were doing so they lifted their head to look at the morning

♪Off of the rooftop there I see♪

♪A girl with braided hair here before me♪

They stopped as they spotted someone, a girl, with braids that sat atop her head like a crown, knotted in just the perfect way...

♪Despite myself, I go and scream♪

♪"Hey, don't do it please!"♪

♪~♪

The girl turned to bright, surprised, and then confused, her face just slightly twisting to show it, her puffy and red eyes making contact with bright's wide, dull and sparkless ones

♪Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?♪

♪I couldn't care less either way♪

Bright stopoed... What the fuck did they just do? And why did they do it!? Why would they stop someone from doing the exact thing they came up this roof to do?

What they came uo to do..

Oh fuck.

♪To be honest, I was somewhat pissed♪

♪This was an opportunity missed♪

Now they can't do shit.. They still have to be here for at least another 24 hours

The girl came off the edge of the roof and got closer to bright

♪The girl with braided hair told me her woes♪

♪"You've probably heard it all before"♪

♪"I really thought that he might be the one

But then he told me he was done"♪

No they haven't heard shit before! They're not a therapist! If anything they were the one that needs therapy!! Hold on did she

♪"For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe♪

♪That for some stupid reason you got here before me"♪

Bright was about to kick her down, she was about to kill herself for a boy????

♪"Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted?"♪

♪"You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything"♪

Bright said, much calmer this time.. If it's due to their previous outburst or the memories that follow they can't tell

♪"I'm feeling better, thank you for listening"

The girl with braided hair then disappeared♪

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♪Alright, today's the day, or so I thought♪

♪Just as I took both of my shoes off♪

♪There was but a girl short as can be♪

♪Despite myself, I go and scream♪

♪The petite girl told me her woes♪

♪"You've probably heard it all before♪

♪Everyone ignores me, everyone steals♪

♪I don't fit in with anyone here"♪

♪"For God's sakes please! Are you serious? I just can't believe♪

♪That for some stupid reason you got here before me♪

♪'Cause even so you're still loved by everyone at home♪

♪There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know"♪

♪"I'm hungry", said the girl as she shed a tear♪

♪The girl short as can be then disappeared♪

♪And like that, there was someone every day♪

♪I listened to their tale, I made them turn away♪

♪And yet there was no one who would do this for me♪

♪No way I could let out all this pain♪

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♪For the very first time there I see♪

Bright had came to the same roof hoping to find it empty for once...

Instead, they found someone, much larger then them, staring off to the distance, with what was visible of their body was covered in scars

They were about to stop them till they realized they are..

♪Someone with the same pains as me♪

♪Having done this time and time again♪

♪(she) wore a yellow cardigan♪

Bright froze, trying to come with they right words to tell this hurt, broken soul standing right in front of them, till they spoke..

///

♪"I just wanna stop the scars that grow♪

♪Every time that I go home♪

♪That's why I came up here instead"♪

♪That's what the (girl) in the cardigan said♪

Tank said to the person that was standing behind them looking at them, "what were they thinking? " they thought

♪Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?♪

♪I couldn't care less either way♪

"Or maybe i do" tank answered themselves "i can see it in their eyes, we're the same"

♪But in the moment I just screamed♪

♪Something that I could not believe♪

♪"Hey, don't do it please!"♪

The stranger yelled at them, taking them by surprise they turned to face them, waiting for them to continue

♪Ah, what to do? I can't stop this (girl), oh this is new♪

♪For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew♪

Tank watched as the gears in the stranger were kicking around, thanks to their wolf ears they picked on them mumbling what both of them were thinking about the other..

♪"But even so, please just go away so I can't see"♪

♪"Your pitiful expression is just too much for me"♪

Tank's eyes almost went wide, but with a small smile they said

♪"I guess today is just not my day"♪

♪(She) looked away from me and then she disappeared♪

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♪There's no one here today, I guess it's time♪

♪It's just me myself and I♪

♪There is no one who can interfere♪

♪No one to get in my way here♪

♪Taking off my yellow cardigan♪

♪Watching my braids all come undone♪

♪This petite (girl), short as can be♪

♪Is gonna jump now and be free♪

As soon as they jumped out, and thought it was over

Tank rushed to them and grabbed their forarm

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Ok i get it, i shouldn't write anymore-

Tagging @mothymumbles and @thegoldenlittlerose

Because we talked about depressed bright that wanted to die:)

[ducknotinarow]

2k7 Raph Casey - 🤪[reverse uwu] (TEXT: I l  ove yoy Raph, I'll añways fuckinf love you - I love you Raph, I'll always fucking love you)

| Send 🤪 to receive a drunk text from my muse

Raph was getting pretty good at this not to brag but well yeah he was bragging as he was pulling in the chain link he had used to lower his latest catch down to the cop to deal with next. Before dipping out of sight well the best he could. They always seemed to manage to grab a quick picture of Raph no matter what, or a glimpse of him showed up for the news report later. Even when Don read over the paper with his picture or Mikey happened to catch the Nightwatcher on. They never seemed to put two and two together. That it was Raph so yeah he maybe at times wasn't as careful as he should have been. Hey he has a full metal suit to cover himself with.

Hoping off the ledge of the building a little bounce to his step, this felt great. Fuck Leo they didn't need Leo to still be doing something that meant something. Didn't need to sit around like a used tool either as Splinter seemed to want of them well they waited for Leo to return. As if he would. Leo's letter stopped coming so long ago and he was meant to have been home. Pretty clear to tell Leo didn't want to come back. They don't need mister fearless Leo anyway. They were all clearly adjusting just fine with out him.

Yeah clearly. That's why Raph was out in the middle of the night fighting crime alone. Sure he would go topside by himself before but not all the time. The sound of metal wasn't enough to drown out that of a duffel bag full of sports equipment in it. Or Hockey stick swinging back and forth against their back. The muffled breath from a hockey mask. Raph just groaned to himself, as he went to free his head from the helmet now. "Stop think' 'bout him! we don' get ta miss Casey." He snips at himself as if he were truly fighting with his heart just now he swears he can feel it grow heavy over his words. Helmet held to rest to his hip a moment as he strolled across the roof top. Stopping at the ledge on the opposite side.

He wasn't too far away from Casey's neighborhood.

"NO!" He growls a bit to himself dropping down to sit down. "Get a fuckin' grip I broke up with Casey!" Those word stung. It hurt more than any of the street punks that got in a lucky hit could ever duel out towards him. That was the simple truth no matter how much he wanted to just forgot. How could he forgot though? Raphael could easily still perfectly imagine Casey face that day he did it broke it all off between them. The hurt and confusion mixed over Casey's face. Raph did the one thing he dreaded to ever do to anyone he promised to protect, he hurt Casey. Worse he did it on purpose. There was a buzz on his side he ignored it at first, might just be Don.

Letting hie head tip back to rest against the brick ledge as he looked up to the sky, felt like the smog was only thicker these days the stars seemed to have lost their shine and sheen. That was just how everything felt to Raph. The appeal to anything he liked was just gone, he didn't hate it, just didn't bring him the joy he once felt before. Maybe because after a rough night when he slumped down to rest Casey's shoulder, was there for him to rest his tried head on. Their warmth his to soak in as they would throw their arm around him and tug for him to come closer. And they would look uo together. The sky always seemed brighter back then.

Going out to bust skulls together was always more fun than being out all alone like this even. Setting up the hits together, how Casey fought similar to himself, no mercy. The drive and thrill of the chase. Having Casey right beside him, knowing they had his back. Never had to worry about someone trying to hit him over the head. If they did get the better of him or overwhelmed him. There was Casey.

Raphael's partner in so many ways.

Heavey sign left his beak. Funny enough between the fighting, the intimacy, even what he missed? Was talking to Casey. Sure it be easy to tease and say the guy likely didn't have much to offer to talk about, but that's not true. Raph would hang on every word he wondered if Casey noticed that.

Trying to drag himself out of his thoughts as he finally pulled his phone free from his belt. He had to cruse the way his heart rate speed the second he read the name. 'Bonehead' accompanied by a picture of Casey, that Raph sneakily snapped one morning. He really should change that was the following thought. Seemed wrong to still use that photo for Casey...he didn't get to see that side of them anymore after all.

"Why ya textin' me anyway?" Trying to change the subject for himself as he opened their messages. Trying to ignore when the last text between them was sent

[TEXT] I l  ove yoy Raph, I'll añways fuckinf love you

There was a warmth sweeling in him, his heart seemed to all but come to sudden stop. The city noises fell on to deaf ears. Raph was stunned, by what he was reading was that it was hard to decipher Casey's text even with the odd way it had been typed out. He let his eye scan over it a few more times in the off chance he was wrong. He's not sure what he's feeling there's a lot going through him at the words. Four words that meant everything to him even since Casey started to say them. Enough to make Raph freeze every time they were said.

"You..." He grits his teeth grip tighten on his phone as he drops it not able to fave it right now. "How can you still..."

I love you still too

"We don' make sense!"

I need ta see you right now

"We can' be together!"

I want nothin' more than to be with you

"I did' the one thing I said I never do!" He couldn't argue that. He left. He hurt Casey, he told them he was done he knew deep down Casey was soft he worked to see past thier walls. He wanted to be trusted with that part of Casey. No matter what he wanted it so badly. Then...then he did excatly what Casey was protecting himself for.

"GOD DAMN IT!" He roared slightly the pain in his heart just seemed to weight it down more. "You could be with someone else! Some else to drive off with, someone else ta kiss someone else arms to fall asleep in..." but Raph couldn't stand the image in his mind of any of that happening.

Turning to face towards thier neighborhood. "You can do all of that but...please don' do the things we did. Late night bike rides. Goin' all the places that were jus' ours.... I am selfish." Rubbing his face with his hand now as he sighed out heavily once more. "I don' have any right ta say that crap. Casey should be allowed to move on he should move on even! I can- I mean I don-" He knew he could say that because it wasn't ture in the slightest. That he didn't love them? Raph was a lot of things and one was still in love with Casey Jones. Phone lifted back up to read over the screen. It was clearly messed up. Maybe they didn't mean it, clearly drunk meant for someone else even.

That turly made his heart feel like it was sinking down into his shell now. "He should be with someone who can give 'em all they want. House, kids...not a busted up broken..me." not matter how much he wanted to be with Casey right now. Hear that dumb laugh, feel thier arms slung around him and knuckles digging into his skull. Never did understand why that was whar Casey did but he missed it a lot.

"Ya gotta find someone else...someone good for ya Case. Who'll give ya all ya want." Lookink back to the phone himself, a moment of weakness as he started to type only to stop. When the sound of sierns hit his ears. Making him stand up altered to where it seemed to be coming from. Looking down to where he saw thw flash of red and blue heading he could get there faster if he cross over the rooftops.

Casey.

Raphael looked back to his phone, eyeing the text he nearly sent himself. He didn't delete it he just closed it out and shoved it back away, and he set his helmet over his head once again. "Casey....don' wast ya time on me."

[memes-saved-me]

Hey it's the anon from before on Billy and what he represents! My mind wasn't done there, so here's part two: what Max represents. Max absolutely represents abuse victims that are lucky enough to find a support system or positive infuence in their lives.

From what I observed during my rewatch of ST, I actually don't think Neil ever physically abused Max. He absolutely wanted control over her, and to isolate her from outside influences, but it hadn't gotten to that point yet. Billy had already been abused physically since he was a toddler, he already knows the cruelty Neil is capable of. As much as he appeared resentful of Max in thr show, he was just as protective and absolutely would have done anything to make sure if Neil was mad enough to start a fight, the fight was focused on him and not his baby sister, especially in his early teen years.

Neil, being the abuser he is, would notice this and use it to his advantave and permanently gave Billy the role of being Max's babysitter, parentified and brutally punished anything Max stepped out of line. Forcing Max into the illusion of the favorite child. Unfortunately since Billy is the one with no support system whatsoever, this manipulative tactic worked and Billy would stop trying to stand up to Neil and his abuse, and start focusing on ensuring Max stayed in line, even if that means he needs to repeat toxic behavioral patterns, to start breaking her mode of transportation(skateboard), and scaring her with his apathy issues(almost running kids over with Max still in the car). I do suspect that Max's mom would also play a large role in why Max didn't get physically abused by Neil, both as taking the abuse herself and also diverting Neil's rage onto Billy.

From Max's perspective, Billy really did make her life a living hell growing up. She would have her suspicions of Neil and his true character(there's no way she wouldn't have noticed the lock outisde Billy's door, plus her knowledge on how to properly dress deep wounds), but she wouldn't see any of it with her own eyes. Neil still wants control over both children, and it's easier to keep that control if each child is unaware of the abuse that goes on behind closed doors. All she would know for a fact growing up was that Billy enforced strict curfews and rules, and if she disobeyed then Billy would get mad and something precious to her will be broken.

Max, however ended up finding a support group(Lucus, Dustin, Mike, Will, and Eleven eventually), creating a way out of that toxic household and into a world with love, friendship, and happiness, and got the courage to stand up to Billy, which is her tormenter according to what she knows. That moment when Max nearly cut Billy's balls off, as fucked up as it was, was a momumental moment for them! For Billy, it was a wake-up call for him that he was becoming his dad. He felt proud of Max for standing for herself in a way he gave uo on doing for himself, and guity as fuck that he pushed her to that point. So he's doing for her what Neil won't do for him, he listened to her and backed off, giving Max freedom on what to do with her life. For Max, she not only stood up for herself, but succeeded in it. She was getting to see that Billy was genuinely backing off, and respecting her. They gained mutual respect in each other.

But before Billy could truly start his redemption arc and before they could truly make-up, Billy was possessed and eventually killed by The Mind Flayer and Vecna. Billy died before Max could ask him all the questions she has about why Billy was so angry all the time, about Neil and his abuse, why there was a lock outside his door. Max is left with unresolved feelings of anger, guilt, and regret mixed in with forgiveness. Which is why I understand her confessiom to Vecna in thr finale. Those feelings of praying something would happen to Billy is probably what she felt pre-confrontation, and even though those aren't feelings she had anymore during season 3 and she truly didn't want Billy to die, those thoughts are what haunts her. What makes her feel not worthy of her friends, leading to her isolating herself. What makes her feel like she deserves to die. That's what Venca saw amd twisted it against her in her hallucinations. Her confession wasn't meant to make Billy out to be the worst perosn in the how, it was meant to sjow just how complicated Max's feelings and trauma are.

I have nothing to add because 👏👏👏

[kittiesfordays]

live commentary, as i experience moonlight chicken for the first time ep4

not letting capitalism win by watching my gay little shows, when i should be sleeping because tomorrow is a work day :)

You can't just start the episode with heart and li ming being cute like that, think about my health

They're in love, your honour, this is sick and twisted

Okay but how did li ming know to put his thumb against hearts pointer finger and pointer finger against thumb, because i would have gone pointer to pointer and thumb to thumb.

This is so sweet i'm going to cry wtf

Fully was just taken out of the scene bu the feet. One more thing to add to not being able to look at tv food is hating when feet are shown, this is so bad for me personally

alan🥰. Listen, i'm down so bad for first that alan could be a serial killer and i would find a way to justify his actions.

Wen don't be mean to alan.

i hate when people do this thing. Jim raised his voice at li ming first, and when li ming, justifiably upset, raised his voice in return, suddenly jim's the adult and is not letting li ming raise his voice. It's almost like you don't see him as a person, but just a silly little child. I think that's jim's biggest problem, is realizing that li ming is growing up and becoming independent, and jim just cannot accept it for whatever reason. That being said, i'm starting to really dislike jim, he's kind of a hypocrite.

Just to mention this - my current negative emotions towards jim have nothing to do with the actor who portrays him. i have seen people send nasty stuff to earth online because of what jim does in the drama. Just because earth plays jim, doesn't give anyone the right to send earth hate. Love love love earth, he's amazing. Jim however - not so much. But i'm only in ep4 so there's plenty of time for growth.

Thank you thank you thank you li ming for standing uo for yourself against jim

Heart being an absolute gremlin while li ming is in his feelings makes my heart sing❤️‍🩹

Happy 74th birthday uncle jim

Wen put it beautifully - when it's li ming making decisions for himself, in jim's eyes he's too young and not smart enough, so the decisions should be made for him. But when li ming needs to follow jim's expectations, he's old enough all of a sudden. Thank you wen!

earth has this way of sighing, that's sonically very unpleasant. He did it in atots too. It's very sharp.

Jim let wen kiss you!!!!!!!

Omg dvds. i never had a dvd player but i did have dvds that i put in the computer. One in particular - edward scissorhands. Literally watched it every day multiple times a day for months.

That cat is very stiff and obviously doesn't feel very bonita in that environment but bonus points to jim for having a cat.

Now they're eating cat food.

Alan🥰

Alan's kinda 😬

Gaipa has never done anything wrong in his life, he's an angel

Gaipa, i have a proposition for you. Alan's single, you're single, you're both wanting people who are emotionally unavailable. How about you two make it work between yourselves.

Christmas??? I guess it was september in the beginning. I cannot take christmas seriously when there's no snow. Imagine celebrating christmas in a 24degree heat. Talking about Celsius obviously.

Why didn't heart and li ming go out when the parents weren't home..

Not fourth's mic pack fully showing during the water spitting scene

ford??

Alannnnnnnnnnn, why did you ruin the moment

Everyone's sad now

Thoughts after watching - gaipa will never do anything wrong, he's the loml

Alan is on thin fucking ice

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

did i ever get the chance to show you my emmy award winning head canons??? if not here they are!!!

hope u like them!!!

HERE'S SOME OLDER PARTY HEADCANONS TO BLESS UR ASKS.

(this is in a alternate dimension where el doesn't sacrifice herself to close the gate to the upside down LMAO 😭)

1: LUMAX

Lucas is a BASKETBALL COACH (argue with the WALL) and Max is his hot MILF wife and she's probably a hockey (or soccer, or volleyball or even baseball) coach for the same school he coaches at (I literally don't really even know why but I just FEEL the energy with her yk?) and they both live in CALIFORNIA together and NOBODY can change my mind. (P.S THEY ALSO HAVE TWO KIDS)

2: EL. 

El works at a HAIR SALON. (argue with ur mother on this one look Ik she's gonna die in season 5 but LET ME BE HAPPY FOR ONCE, LET ME LIVE MY FANTASY) and she's literally the NICEST barber EVER and she's rlly good at her job and she lives in a apartment in Chicago or New York or some city and she has TWO CATS called MITTENS and DAISY and they are literally like her children, like she'd commit ATROCITIES for those Cats. she has a CRUSH on her neighbor called Stephanie and she literally CANNOT get the courage up to talk to her, she loves fashion, and she has a CURATED jewelry collection. but she has such a GRANDMA sense of style yk? like after El experiments with her style and everything it is STRAIGHT to the the Long knitted cardigans and Long maxi skirts and her hand knitted crochet hats and scarves and flowy long sleeve dresses. 

also El hand-knitted STOCKINGS for Max and Lucas on Christmas Eve and she also made little booties for Lucas and Max's Kids and it was the most ADORABLE thing EVER I swear to GOD- 😭

3: DUZIE.

Dustin is a full-fledged SCIENTIST, he's your odd and quirky college lab professor who's a little bizarre sometimes but is actually pretty cool and funny, him and Suzie teach at the same college (AWWW) and they actually have a lot of kids (don't ask me why those are just the vibes) and they are literally all like Dustin which annoys Suzie but in like a fondness kinda way, all of his kids are eccentric and really bright, and yk that Dad thing where they hold their kids upside down by the legs and spin them around the air like a monkey? yeah Dustin does that and it totally freaks Suzie out LMAO, their Family is literally so LOVING and PERFECT and SWEET that it makes me wanna CRY 😭 😭 😭   DUZIE IS THE BEST FR. 

WAIT SHUT UP I JUST REALIZED.

BECAUSE SUZIE IS MARRIED TO DUSTIN THAT WOULD MAKE HER-

✨SUZIE HENDERSON✨

SHUT UPPPPPPPP 😭😭😭

AND LIKE- 

DUSTINS FAMILY WOULD BE THE ✨HENDERSON FAMILY✨

UGHHHHHH SHUT UP THEY ARE LITERALLY SO PERFECT 🤧😭

(I wish I could write about Byler but I have SO MANY THOUGHTS ON THEM THAT I'D EXCEED THE CHARACTER LIMIT)

(whatever I'll just simplify it ig 😭)

4: BYLER

Byler get's married (I really do feel as if they would want to get married)  Byler are literally the best uncles, Mike is a WRITER (and no he's not a fucking bowling alley worker my boy deserves BETTER than that)  like he writes Fantasy Books and shit and Will is still a Artist and a REALLY GOOD ONE at that, and I don't care WHERE they live AS LONG AS IT'S NOT HAWKINS. like I literally couldn't bear to see them STILL LIVING in that hell-hole 😭 also we literally all know that Mike is SHIT at cooking and Will is GREAT at it.

5: THE PARTY IN GENERAL

The Party visits each other every sholiday and they have a jolly good time 😊

THAT'S IT HOPE U ENJOYED THEM BYLERS WEDDING IS NEXT.

(I ACTUALLY NEED SOME HELP WRITING THIS LAST ONE BECAUSE THERES JUST SO MUCH TO TOUCH ON.)

OMFG i loved how AGGRESSIVE this was because you are RIGHT

lumax gives sports coach vibes because they are bisexual

SHUT UP SHUT UO EL IS LIVING IN S5 I WILL LITERALLY REWORK THE EQUATIONS OF THE UNIVERSE TO MAKE SURE SHE DOES BUT UNTIL THEN WE HAVE TO SPEAK IT INTO EXISYENCE ISTFG IF SHE DOES NOT I WILL HAVE SOME WORDS TO SAY WITH SOME PEOPLE ABOUT SOMTHING SOMETHING INTENSE TRAUMA NO HAPPY ENDING BAD MESSAGE SOMETHING SOMETHING KILLING OFF GAY FEMALE LEAD SOMETHING SOMETHING PEOPLE WILL USE THIS TO SHIT ON BYLER SOMETHING SOMETHING EL DESERVES TO FUCKING LIVE ARE U KIDDING ME SHE IS MY CHILD SHE IS ADORABLE AND EMPATHETIC AND KIND AND BEAUTIFUL IF SHE DOESNT LIVE THEN WHAT IS THE POINT OF THE REST OF US EVEN TRYING DO U SEE THE MESSQGE THAT WOULD SEND DUFFERS????????? also yes u are so right el would be a cat girlie out there helping people bc she’s the kindest sweetest person on the planet and deserves all the happiness give el a gf agenda

awwwww i love ur duzie hcs theyre gonna solve all kinds of problems slay for them

MIKE AND WILL WRITE COMIC BOOKS TOGETHER???? MIKE ALSO WRITES POETRY AND POSE AND WILL SELLS PAINTINGS???? THEIR APARTMENT IS FULL OF PLANTS AND ART SUPPLIES THEY ARE THOSE HUMANITIES ART BITCHES IN COLLEGE omgmmgmgmg will teaching mike to cook in college adorable and they def get an apartment somewhere away from hawkins after college and mike brings home stray animals and will can’t say no (ik people might say will beings home the animals but no. will is def allergic to cats i say this as a will kin i have the authority and he is like meh about most animals but mike is such a softey for animals and so they have cats and dogs and will grudgingly grows to love them and ALSO el gets a dog omfg GIVE EL A DOG I FEEL LIKE SHED ALSO BE A DOG LADY CAN U IMAGINE HER EXCITEMENT WHEN SHE FIRST SEES A DOG OMGMGMGM)

the party after college omfg that shit in the show is gonna make me so skbdjdbdhjdbd i’m gonna get all the little league by conan gray vibes but YES THEY STAY IN TOUCH THEY MYST OR ILL COLLAPSE

aw these were so cute ty for sharing!!!

[ollieandwally4ever]

3/3 I still dream about you. I have nightmares that wake me up screaming and yelling because of you. I'm forced to go through the good times and the bad times alone, because of you. You told me I wouldn't have to go through those alone anymore. And when I bring up the promises you made, all I get from you is "....I'm sorry. :(". You have succeeded in ruining me and who I was as a person. My own morals and ethics came into question. I sought revenge and blood. I wasn't nothing more than to be rid of the problem which I saw as the person you left me for. But it was you I should've been mad at. But I couldn't be. Because I loved you. I wanted nothing more than to he by your side during your pregnancy but you wouldn't let me. I tried so many times. And you just let him be instead. You say you hate me now. You make me feel like I'm nothing. Worthless. Not enough. Like I'm disposable. And yet, I'm still here. I tried to end it a few times. Because maybe then you would regret what you've done. But I kept fucking it up. I had to grieve you. Even though you weren't dead. I had to sit here, in this dark room, and decide that I deserved better than the best I've ever had. But I don't believe I do because of how you showed me I don't. I blame myself for you choosing him, i say why wouldn't she want me. What's wrong with me? How can I fix it? And it all points to my own actions. I apologize but it never fixes anything of course. My own view of you is now skewed so far from what I thought that I can't believe it. We could've been happy. We could've stayed best friends. Played pool, took road trips again, gone sight seeing together. But everytime, you chose to go with someone else. You showed me the ocean for the first time. It was amazing. I was humbled. That trip was harsh, but very worth it. You were worth it. I asked you to marry me there. You said yes. I thought that would be the start of our happiness, but it was the start of our decent into resentment. We could've been what we both most wanted. But you chose no. Now what? Do I really just uo and move on? Really? Mio....I'm still here mio. Please, open your eyes, and see that I'm still here. I found the love of my life in you. And I got so scared. Because I always thought, what if I wake up, and you're not there? What if I love you, and you won't care? I'm just scared now....I can't love anymore. My heart is turned to stone. And I end new relationships before they even start. Because I won't be hurt like that again. The only love I have now is for our daughter. She gets all my love. It's just too bad, you chose to end our relationship and friendship for him. For someone you said probably wouldn't work out anyways because you are too different. You told me you were trying to break it off with him. But really you were just going deeper and deeper in to your web of lies. I miss you so much. I long for you. Your touch, your hugs, your kisses. Your presence. Being around you hurts now. And you're okay with that it seems. Just know I'm here. And I'll always be here. Just a phone call away. Love birds stick together. Siempre. Happy early birthday. It's 4/22/2024 right now as I write this. And in a month, our 4 year anniversary would've happened. I'll just drink my sorrow away that Day. Because my solace will be in the bott9m of a bottle, instead of the arms of the person who made me see that love is possible. You chose to have it this way. So thank you. I love you. Forever. Happy birthday.

[just-my-type-x]

Nah I agree that he needed to get humbled and not sell out in minutes.

Its weird marketing. I think his music is going to be the furthest from vamps style and actually a lot of fans wont like it (truly, whether they admit it is a different story cause most are suck ups) so it makes sense to sell out the venues before people don't like the music.

The fans aren't loyal - thats obsession.

I don't think he was expecting to sell out European shows honestly. He already knew how slow paced the tickets sell out in europe bc he saw that time and time again with the band. If we really look at things, he just posted European dates for european fans, not tested the ground to see how fast shows sell out here. Tbh i just don't think this was the reason, he could've made a poll on Instagram to test how many fans are interested in this second part of his tour. In the end he just announced dates, get the tickets or don't, i don't think there has to be anything about humbling

I also understand and don't understand at the same time why this need of him being humble, i don't think he tells anybody look at me I'm the best, it just happens for him to be luckier.

I don't know what to say about music, i know i don't like anything from either of them, I'm just glad some fans get entertainment from their solo projects. UO but I'm bored of their stuff already. They had a lot of spare time to do whatever the fuck they wanted before the 10 years tour, and 3 years without an album is just boring and annoying, only for them to suddenly feel the need to produce something else. This whole thing with all three of them is something that happened either too late or too early in their career

I sound mean but i slept horrible last night so i might be mean in this last paragraph