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anemonet · 1 month

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pro tip: you can always put the bugs in little outfits :thumbsup:

#rain world #five pebbles #lttm #looks to the moon #no im not procratsinating what im actully drawing to put the bugs in fun outfits what are you talking about #anyhow uh yeah man been a lil since i uploaded anything huh. that will not be changing. stay tuned for as scarce art as always. we stay thr #anyhow! you know i have done similar scehctehs alot and i always do the undershirt longshirt for them cause i feel like moon would like it #nd pebbles got it from her even if hed hate to adit it. sometimes your older sister figure has good taste (subjective) and you will never r #each her high #anyhow also i like desiging tshirt prints even if its always a pain when i need to do it #ough #anyhow i have suns also if anyone wanna see that i suppose?#otherwise hmmmm well if anyones reading this who has an opinion i wokring on a comic and concidering if i should wait with posting and do t #e whole thing once i anage to struggle through adding the text #or if i will be weak and post my fave parts beforehand for funnsies hmmmm many choises someone tell me what to do i hate making choises #uh for anyone not intrestied in my long tag rabling music rec for today is cop car by mitski!!!! and not at all because ive been watching a #disco elysium aniatic with that song on loop on youtube for days #thats not soemthing id do #anyhow anyhow!!!!#my art #see i can remmeber that tag sometimes :)#oh also an its nice to go back to drawing these guys after weeks of my own rw ocs. strange experince man #^-^

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icewindandboringhorror · 11 months

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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

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fear-no-mort · 15 days

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thinkign about how alone and unloved morty was for all his life and rick was the first time anyobdy ever put such an amount of intense attention and dependency onto him . and rick had a whole new family and losing them made him stop seeing the value in other people as a whole and morty was the one and first thing that woke him up

#really long Tag rant down there #one of the most Things Ever about them to me is how morty barely even understands just how much rick loves him. more than anything #and its something ricks done on purpose hes made sure of it #because hes so weak he cant handle it #them being together is agony in avsolutely every way and sense but also theyre the best part of eachothers lives #morty because nobodys payed attention to him quite like rick has and all the exciting space adventures and rick just cause. he literally #just likes him thats it. and he never knew it #also i was thinking of this earlier. one of the reasons season 1 is soooo good to me is cuz you get to see morty grow on rick in real time #stuff like that moment where morty walks through the door and rick is instantly at the sight of him SUPER excited and he goes hey!!! but #then he clears his throat and goes Hey trying to pretend like this dumb scaredy kid isnt becoming his favourite thing hes ever known day af #er day #and goddamn night shaym aliens. in that moment where he realised morty had been fake the whole time i rlly wonder what he was thinking and #how he felt. like. oh man this is messing with me way too much this is Bad #and then he got drunk over it and yknow. that . is it post credits. i think. that scene #n literally At the Very beginning he was tired n drunk n stupid thinking like man fuck this im gonna blow this place up and do what prime #did to me. But he brought morty with him Even just at that point it flashed in his mind and he absolutely could not bear to let morty die #Breathes in #im rewatching in October bc anniversary month. i literally can’t wait im so actually impatient i considered just doing it today So hard #odiespeak

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wraenata · 1 year

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Pillow attack courtesy of the @tapakah0 army

I missed the battle. I passed out under the pillow. Sorry :(

(Thank you for the pillow attack though!)

#wren askbox #i am still so sick #surprised i could make even a terrible doodle #i had an awful day at work today #i got verbally assaulted by a coworker for something that isnt even my deal #i cried #i spiraled #it sucked so bad #please handle with care i cannot handle the negative emotions #thankfully my other coworkers affirmed me that they were way out of line #but now i think said coworker hates me #this wasnt even my deal i was just the messenger!#thankfully some nice peeps and cas update and tapa and sara shenanigans and pillow war helped cheer me up #but with all this sickness weighing me down i passed out tonight #im just too weak for all this #sorry i rambled on your pillow attack i really appreciate it #i hope to have the energy to get to my other asks soon

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smashwolfen · 4 months

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Audhhfkfkdhrkfjdjs the con was small but very fun! Was hella nervous being out even with my small amount of dressing up, but a lot of people complimented my mask and my diamond clan sweater(even the strangers on the street well after we left the venue!) and they loved seeing the plushies poking out of my bag matching my mask I HAD A LOT OF FUN AND FEEL LIKE I COULD TOTALLY DO IT AGAIN ELSEWHERES!!!! Once I build up funds to go of course XD

I didnt spend too too much while there but got some fun lil things!

I dunno how bud did it but those are wood burned/pressed(?) versions of the pokemon cards, and they were worried doing a random trainer was a bad idea, little did they know ADAMAN WAS THE BEST CHOICE FOR ME PERSONALLY!! Snagged 2 offical pokemon pins because of course, a lil 3D printed fidget spider friend, and a Vivian sticker! My buddy I went with was very much a confidence booster im so glad i went!

OH AND ALSO WHILE WE WERE OUT THIS FINALLY ARRIVED IN THE MAIL!!!!!

Its actually pretty hefty for the size BUT YEAH BUDDY I GOT AN OFFICAL HISUIAN POKEBALL REPLICA BABEYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! THE PLA COLLECTION GROWSSS!!!!!!!

The sweater was made by @cecilioque god thank you so much for making such a perfect sweater to wear to a first con!!!! Nintendo wishes they did it before you ;w;

#realizing too late I didnt take any shots with with the survey pin i made but thats fine it was in my last post XD #also YES THATS ME BRKDJSBSJDIFHRJ HELLO I GUESS XD #got myself a buildable lugia too when we went to gamestop and bestie and I have plans to build together over discord once we have a nap #we peopled hard today we so drained #AND FJRKTJDJDJD IN THE MALL THIERS A BRAND NEW JAPANESE STATIONARY STORE AND WE WERE WEAK OH GOD XD #very very very eventful day XD #that pokeball could do a murder if I chucked it at someone dear lord XD #convention #pokemon #pokemon legends arceus #pla #hisuian zoroark #hisuian zorua #diamond clan #pokeball #smashwolfen

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mycroftrh · 8 months

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The companions only play cards when Astarion has had a really bad day because, like, he’s going to cheat. Everyone knows he’s going to cheat. But it makes him so happy to do it and hey at least it’s an easier way of making him Happy than letting him eat somebody.

#astarion: I had a nightmare about cazador 😢#gale: i KNOW you’re just saying that so I’ll play three dragon ante with you #I’m not falling for it!#Astarion: 🥺#wyll (weak): I’ll play with you Astarion #Astarion (planned for this bait and switch all along): so about that magic item you got today. good for betting don’t you think 😸😸#bg3 #astarion #mine

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adelaidedrubman · 6 months

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man doctors are so fucking dumb as hell i have spent two years dealing with almost daily tension headaches/migraines, muscle pain and spasms, constant unilateral tinnitus, ear pain and popping, eye pain and blurry vision, severe insomnia, brain fog, vertigo, and balance/coordination issues.

i had consults with multiple neurologists, rheumatologists, audiologists, and physical therapists to get a ton of inconclusive test results and a “something mildly abnormal. who could say why. looks like my job here is done” and ineffective or nonexistent treatments. learned to just live with the pain and impaired functioning while secretly worrying i had some serious condition that would remain undiagnosed until i collapsed in public in some dramatic fashion and got sent to dr. house.

dentist feels my jaw for 5 seconds and says “oh yeah that’s real fucked up lol. are you also having [all of the previously described symptoms]”

and the punchline to all this is i have to pay out of pocket to have it fixed because insurance doesn’t cover adult orthodontics ✨️

#dentist isn’t off the hook as one of the good ones btw i’ve been there before and he didn’t notice and also calls me ‘‘young lady’’ so.#probably the wildest of all these oversights was the audiology testing which showed i had perfect hearing despite the tinnitus #but DID have one sided vestibular weakness/damage #to which audiologist was like ‘‘unclear why!’’ and when i gave the results to the neurologist she was like ‘‘i don’t care<33’’#anyways. not overly optimistic treatment will fix everything that got fucked up but maybe it won’t get worse 🤞#today’s personal update

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floral-hex · 7 months

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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archduke-enver-gortash · 3 months

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SUTEKH! WHAT A FUCKING ENTRANCE GOOD LORD

#wanted to sleep remembered new dw ep today #cue me loudly yelling FUCK with the harbinger stuff lmao #but seriously. that music. the everything. first part was a lil weak with the exception of kate and the doctor’s talk but.#as soon as they got into the time window i was hooked i admit.#teehee #now if you excuse me. i must watch that again cuz. if you know me you know i love nothing more than a good scare #doctor who #sorry for dw posting it’s the finale i simply must allow me one post my lieges

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thewildnopeboat · 1 month

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Me, making an NPC as chill as fuck after freeing the PCs from a magic fish bowl of sadness: I will know pull on my philosophy hat and yap, slowly building to the fact that it's okay to have a guiding force towards a common goal, including if that force is a whole ass other being unknown to you.

My Players: Why though?

#dnd #dnd dm to players #i got hella philosophical in today's session not gonna lie #whats funny is if I could I would have had the NPC cheekily mention the fourth wall #mans was tapping it for weaknesses

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months

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i forgot how satisfying filling out character sheets is

i'm having sm fun eeeee!!! <3 c':

#nina speaks #i just love doing descriptions sooo much #they are so cathartic to me it makes my brain go brr #i can't draw so its the closest i got tbh #but i just did section on rs hair and it made me so excited :)))#its lame thing to get excited over but ugh i just love character sheets they really help me flesh characters out and see stuff #but yes good morning nina please go to sleep i have to like actually stop myself from trying to fill this whole thing out #its long as all fuck i might just do the aes portion today and all the fmaily stuff and motivations strengths weaknesses later #sorry this is only relavent to me but i got excited

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zaggyzoo · 4 months

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bad day all around 👎🏻