#i hate being angry :(

[whumpshaped]

Same here. I'm not cluster b but that response was cruel. It sucks that that's the stereotype. Cluster B people are just people and I can't comprehend why a whole group is blamed for something. Why not try to see the best in everyone? Kindness doesn't cost anything. I'm sorry to anyone who has to deal with that. Your brain is already giving you enough trouble on it's own and you don't deserve to be demonized. Maybe it's the autism and hyper empathy but I just can't comprehend that whole demonization thing. Hope this doesn't come off as rude I'm just saying y’all deserve better than what humanity is giving you! 🐈

thank u so much. i typed out a big rant in response to this that was just Even More thoughts on the matter but decided it wasnt worth it to then stress abt how my opinion was gonna be received so im just gonna send a hug to everyone w shitty parents/partners/siblings/friends

[annakendrick47author]

Currently my astral hell is worse than ever, shaking in anger because of a series of fucked up events - including me losing my voice less than a week away from my birthday - anyone wanna cheer me up? 🤧

[ventcode]

everyone is angry :devious: including me

[chirpingtoaster]

Ive been so angry lately

[icesteelabyss]

Boiling rage (my mom is a toddler)

[trailmixedup]

I’m so fucking angry and disregulated and I don’t know why. It’s not fair. I can’t even fucking cry to get it all out. I’m just pissed off and everything feels uncomfortable and annoying. I’m overstimulated and understimulated at the same time and I hate having to talk to people or having them look at me and everyone in this fucking house latches on to my disregulation like limpets and push and push and push so fucking innocently and it’s not fair that I’m mad at them but I am. It’s like 2 steps forward 100 steps back every single time I think I’m getting any better and it fucking sucks. I’m so goddamn angry.

[leave-me-alone-please]

I want to be drunk

I want to scream

I want for men to stop perceiving me

Is that too much to ask for?

[dimonds456]

sorry for being so fucking negative today something is fucked up with me and i cannot figure out what it is.

i will try to bring back some PMA tomorrow.

[bixels]

tarpit site.

[ryllen]

the next thing u know, yuu would have the possession of malleus' bones

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

[sunlitmcgee]

i want cbenchtrio back

[sharkylad]

Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.

Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?

Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.

The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.

Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.

It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.

I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.

He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.

[ionomycin]

mermay

[aceof-stars]

Sobbing thinking about how much I love Phoenix and Franziska's rivalry in Justice for All.

The fact that both of them are so attached to winning their cases because they don't know who they are outside of being a lawyer. Phoenix says "let me defend you" and Franziska says "our battle begins now" because they don't know how else to say "don't leave me behind". Phoenix hides his negative emotions because "for a lawyer, the worst of times are when you have to force your biggest smiles" and Franziska hides her vulnerability because "a Von Karma is someone who is destined to be perfect".

Both of them react with anger and bitterness at getting abandoned. Phoenix blames himself for Miles' disappearance and Franziska blames Phoenix because they'd rather do that than feel utterly helpless. And they are too busy fighting each other to realize they both love Miles, they both want to save him, but they're both incredibly wrong about how to do it.

[bunnyboy-juice]

NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???