I don’t like proshippers because I was groomed by one.
Not because I think freedom of Speach should be limited (have seen that argument from proshippers). Not because I’m a puritan (don’t call people that for thinking RPF is a little strange). And not because I simply hate shipping.
I was groomed by a proshipper, and it makes me hate all proshippers because they almost always act like she did.
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1am, me ready to go to sleep after a nice night of gaming
Spider on the bathroom wall: exist and moves. Relatively big for my taste.
Pulse: nearing heart attack
Reaction 1: freeze and go blank about what to do
Reaction 2: get gloves, a chair and a garbage bag and kill the damn thing
Repeating like a mantra: I rather see the spider and deal with it than not seeing it and having it live in my flat and get bigger.
1:03am: nowhere near ready to go to sleep anymore
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remember that lil COD oc that gets pissed about Price throwing away his cigars half smoked?
this is him now. I blame Neyo for this whole thing @galacticgraffiti
(more info under the cut)
right, so, Johnny boi dies and Ghost starts to, eh, lose it? Reg isn't in the picture here, so, yeah.
Ziese, as a person that only ended up here by accident and has a pretty firm grasp on recognizing 'bad mental state', very much wants Ghost off the team, because homeboy is going from 'weird murderous fucker' to 'actual liability' at this point. Ghost starts talking to Johnny and Ziese goes 'NOPE! He needs an exorcism!'
But Ghost is still sorta functioning during missions? And people would rather keep him where they can see him than somewhere else.
Cue to Ziese being send to Ghosts location, my man is technically here for extraction and transportation after all, only to find Ghost completely gone and sitting in the muddle of a bloody mess, eyes empty and unseeing, being very rude to some corpses he is the maker of.
Ziese tries to snap him out of it, it comes to a fight during which Ghost is very much out of it and barely functioning, and Ziese ends up accidentally shooting him through the head.
Ghost becomes Ziese's first, real kill and it messes with him bad. Not only did he kill his teammate, he also killed 'The Ghost'. Word gets around, nobody knows what really happened, but the callsign Ziese suddenly holds a weight he never wanted. He gets stuck in a position he doesn't know how to escape and decides to sucumb to his fate, inadvertedly starts turning into a husk of his former self and goes full 'if ya can't beat them, join them'. His reputation grows, he becomes a creature his friends and family could never recognize again, not that they've seen him since his first kill because he wanted to keep them safe, and all in all its pretty fucked up.
In the end, he becomes everything that he feared Ghost to be during his last few weeks, hallucinates Ghost a lot and is a terrifying and lost creature that should just be put down.
something something, circle of violence, becoming the thing you hate, the outsider becomes the insider, won't be able to recognize a chance of an escape anymore because this is a tragedy
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So I made a sketch comic- sort of a vent, I guess? Mainly about plurality, and feelings on a past abuser and the lingering trauma, all to a part who didn't experience the trauma for himself... But realized it could be quite triggering so heed the following warnings!
Mentions of trauma and abuse (nothing explicit), showing alters in distress from the trauma
Speaking to the abuser in second person, in a very personal context (ex. "You did this to me" language). This comic is not targeted towards any of my followers/mutuals/anyone who sees it, but if you are easily triggered or otherwise made uncomfortable by the very personal language usage, please skip and know this is not targeted towards you
Eye contact and unsettling eye imagery
Brief blood imagery and mentioning wanting to bring harm to an abuser
All under the cut, proceed with caution!
I want to make it clear: We are okay, I just wanted to express my personal feelings on dealing with one of my system's traumas.
And for legal reasons: I do not actually wish to harm anyone, and have no intentions to do so. I harbor malice, and went a bit harsh on the imagery/language used to depict my malice, but our system is safe and we don't intend to bring any harm to anyone, regardless of how they harmed us
... Also if you got this far, bonus doodle of how me and one of my alters is now unwinding, to bring the positive vibes back <3
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adam ripping off charlie's horns, and framing it as a good thing, as a purging of her mother's influence (and of her father's, but he keeps that part quiet because charlie actually loves her dad, but adam knows. adam knows.)
that's it that's the post :)
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had myself an ugly time rereading some good ol' 80s comics, which feature imho some of the most devastating pages in dc comics history. tl;dr, its after '85 crisis, meaning kara has died (dick giorlando you live up to your name) and has also been pretty much wiped from existence in very comics fashion. she doesn't appear in continuity from '85 crisis until 2001, i dont think--with one exception. christmas with the super-heros #2 (1989). my babygirl.
its not super complicated--each hero gets their own little story on how they spend their holiday, helping others (superman), feeling sad about robin (batman), let some rich guy pretend to be santa (hal and barry), and deadman possess a repo man to make him give money to the people he's hurt. he also sends some wine and presents to his old friends.
and he's lonely. no one can see him. what's the point? is misery the reward for his acts of good?
and if they were going to do crisis.......
why the FUCK didnt they at least give us something like this.
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I hateeee how asoiaf has just become the "incest books lol" to so many people. what a dumb and reductive way to look at a series that has so much more like. of all the things you could say are the central themes of asoiaf incest in not one of them lmao.(yes obviously it's present, but not nearly as much as people make it out to be)
And this isn't about people who havent read it and are just judging from the outside bc who gives a shit about them.
But I see this mostly from fans and its just??? what the fuck did you read/watch lmao. I mean even hotd which centers around thee incest family isnt about the incest and you'd have to have negative media literacy to think it is.
Also it's fucking insane how being uncomfortable with incest shipping gets you ridiculed in this fandom lmao.
like I'm not here to be the morality police ship whatever the fuck you want idc. but dont be surprised when it makes people uncomfortable???
"ummm if you dont like incest why are you reading the incest books/watching the incest show??? weirdo" I dont fucking know man maybe all the other 348593 interesting things it's about. just a guess.
And these are the same people who go on about "well just bc you write something fucked up doest mean you agree with it" which. yes! true!! then why do you uncritically endorse targ incest blood purity 😭 do you think maybe that's one of the things grrm wrote that he doesnt agree with?
of course not, hotd is a cautionary tale about the dangers of not doing incest and what happens when you let your pure valyrian blood be contaminated by gross peasant genes from outside your family ^_^ obviously ^_^
and anyone who's not into your incest ships is a bigot <3
"but it's normal in their world!1!11!!!" no its not lol. and even if it was. marrying children is also normal in their world what's your point
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