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heretherebedork · 6 months

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AND YOU CALLED HIM SELFISH.

YOU CALLED IT RUNNING AWAY.

The first time Do Han finally gathered up the courage to try to protect the people he loved by risking himself, you fucking called him selfish forbid him from doing so.

FUCK YOU.

DO HAN NEVER WANTED ANY OF THIS. HE JUST WANTS TO GIVE LIVE HIS HAPPY GAY LIFE IN NEW YORK FAR AWAY FROM ALL OF YOU. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE DOING THIS FOR HIM.

#wedding impossible #hatred is not a strong enough word for this #in defense of do han #do han defense squad #do han never wanted any of this #he just wanted to be a gay artist #kdrama #i hate this grandfather so much #flames on the side of my face

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corvid-ghost · 24 days

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The in story reasons of Odysseus and Penelopes namesss

Odysseus, named by his grandfather, someone so fueled by hate, he named his only grandson "he who causes pain". He named a child after suffering because, in his eyes, the whole world suffers.

Penelope, who was born to "Arnacia", but renamed after swans/ducks saved her from her own father. Her own father tried to kill because she wasn't who he wanted.

#like imagine being odysseus's parents #maybe there was a tradition in their familt of having the grandfather name the kid #or it was to honor him #and your kid #an infant #who literally just cant do any wrong because at this point there is no wrong for him to know #is named after all your father hates #and is #and you have to accept it #this kid will always be a reminder of all thats wrong in the world #because your father couldnt see past that #but hey i mean in the end its true #he cause so much pain and sufferinf #maybe it was destined since he was born #maybe his name is what soldified his fate #and Penelope #penelope whos parents tried to kill her #only for them to grow fond of her like it never happened #even though her name is a constant reminder #a constant reminder shes not who her parents wanted #she only lived because she was lucky #and now they want her #but not then #the odyssey #tagamemnon #odysseus #penelope #odypen #penelope of ithaca #odysseus of ithaca

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nonconstories · 3 months

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Someone pissed me off a couple of days ago

So! Below are several links to programs and foundations that promote adult literacy! Hundreds of millions of adults world wide were failed by their education system and now must fend for themselves while trying to read contracts and hospital bills and infographics from the CDC. But they don't have to be alone, and it is never too late to learn!

ProLiteracy: A network of educators, researchers, and advocates which provides research reports, learning materials, and other support to adult education programs. They assist with connecting volunteers to local programs and provide guidance and support to community leaders trying to use their programs' findings to advocate for social and political change.

Adult Literacy League: An adult education program in Central Florida, which aims to provide students with one on one attention to foster growth and confidence. It also offers English Second Language courses and job skills training, and each new student receives a comprehensive assessment to determine the best plan for them.

Saint Vincent and Sarah Fisher Center's Foundational Skills Program: A 100% free adult education program aimed at adults reading below a fifth grade level. It operates year round and is either in person or remote, and they now have a GED testing center that is open to students and the public alike.

Washtenaw Literacy: A free network of trained tutors for adults in Washtenaw County, Michigan.

Adult Learning Program (Las Vegas/Clark County): Free education classes to those lacking a high school diploma, those seeking to learn ESL, and adults who read below an eighth grade level. Also assists in students' search for gainful employment. Nevada got so fucked by COVID and the education/literacy numbers in the South West are grim. Please help these guys.

Hawaii Literacy: In addition to helping adult residents of Hawaii Island learn to read and write AND bridging the education gap in Hawaii's underserved children, they offer computer literacy classes, ESL classes, and a bookmobile. 1 in 6 Hawaiian adults struggle to read and write.

#Not Stories #mutual aid #adult literacy #'uuhhhggg its soooo disappointing when i meet a girl who's like 'yeah omg i luv 2 read'#'and then she only reads booktok trash and grocery store thrillers and manga'#'like come on thats such a turn off :/'#'like aren't you bored??? what about reading The Foundation and War & Peace and Grapes of Wrath where's THAT girl haha'#nobody gives a shit what sort of high school reading list gets your dick stiff! NOBODY!#I'm too busy dealing with the fact that most public education systems hate students of color and anyone with a learning disability #from the very bottom of my very dyslexic heart go fuck yourself #'this chick only read 8 books in twelve months lmfao thats so pathetic'#'i read eight books a MONTH some people really give up after high school'#do you think my great grandfather or his father got to fucking finish high school????#or were they busy getting fucking shot at in germany in two different fucking wars????#thank every god you wanna name that my lunatic mother stopped abusing me long enough to put me through FIVE YEARS OF TUTORING #to get ME literate because that's what it fucking took #I watched more than one kid from my underserved semi rural district drop out at 17 or 16 or 15 #because their parents needed a third paycheck or they were gonna lose the goddamn house #10% of my majority black school district graduated FUNCTIONALLY ILLITERATE and not an ounce of it was those kids' fault #our racist ass school district failed them and the district did NOT protect my white ass when I was diagnosed dyslexic #the adult literacy crisis is not about you getting a girlfriend who can discuss Ayn Rand with you #the adult literacy crisis is about us being exploited and neglected and made easier to control and manipulate #reading is FUCKING HARD and learning to read after the age of six is SO MUCH HARDER #so from the VERY very bottom of my VERY very dyslexic heart #FUCK. YOU.

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gxlden-angels · 7 months

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Holy shit I'm being forced to listen to this sermon and bro flat out said "Don't read your bible yourself because you need to hear it. The bible says faith comes by hearing, not reading. Studying and reading yourself won't lead to faith. You need to listen to me instead" like damn really just saying the quiet part out loud, eh?

#I hate it hear #<- see what I did there #anyways I hate this so so much but I can't leave because I don't want my nana to be sad #also he's shaming poor people for being poor because they won't talk about being rich and manifesting it #gonna shit on the floor to change my family's association with this dude I hate him so so much #I'm leaving tomorrow tho I refuse to stay longer than fixing my nana's phone #I flat out refuse to talk to my grandfather and have been ignoring him #and I told him so #ex christian #religious trauma

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meekmedea · 3 months

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ramble: ravinstill-dovecote friendships

You know what would be really funny? Because Clemmie and Felix are good friends in this AU and as were President Ravinstill and Hector Dovecote, Pres. Ravinstill probably draws comparisons between the two friendships.

Especially if this takes place after he got his signet ring back from Clemmie.

Dr. Gaul is probably going through it tbh

Pres. Ravinstill keeps telling her all about it and she really doesn't want to hear about Hector. AGAIN.

You'd think the man being dead 30+ years would have changed things. Nope.

Also Pres. Ravinstill is probably on the verge of a heart attack every time THE troublesome trio is in the districts (intentionally or not)

Did you really think our trio (Felix/Iphigenia/Clemensia) only ended up in the districts once? Nah.

Pres. Ravinstill has lost too many of his family & friends to the districts.

Felix, to his friends: Too bad we can't visit *insert district number* like we used to. Pres. Ravinstill, overhearing them: *having flashbacks to every single person he's lost due to the districts*

Clemensia: Yeah, I'd want to see Reaper again! Pres. Ravinstill, still in the shadows, listening: *remembering what happened the last time Hector Dovecote went to the districts*

Felix is like sort of his favourite grand-nephew (technically, he loves all his brother's descendants equally lol) and like how is he supposed to face Hector in the afterlife, if Hector's granddaughter is like, dead?

More AU thoughts and rambles here

#clemensia dovecote #felix ravinstill #time travelling clemmie #tbosas au #crack au #president ravinstill #THE troublesome trio #I'd apologize to putting pres.ravinstill through it but like... nah #because the trade off is that Felix gets a decent childhood and doesn't die via poisoning à la blond #pres.ravinstill continues considering injecting trackers into the trio because the trio causes way TOO much chaos #clemmie: that's unethical!! Grandfather would never agree!#pres.ravinstill: you're right. hector would hate that :( so I guess we can't then #hector dovecote haunts the man through his descendants lol

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ficklesprite · 3 months

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YET AGAIN I AM BEING PLAGUED BY THE TESLA CYBER TRUCK.

This time was somehow so much freakier than last time I saw one.

I was peacefully driving through town at night as one does, when it happened. I approached an intersection expecting the usual nighttime drivers of the token prius or Ford fiesta, but what I got was so much worse.

Sitting at that fateful intersection was the most horrifying alien looking beast of a "truck" that has ever existed. I let out an audible scream at the sight of it, because I was sure that this was the end-- that elon had finally come for me.

I tried to desperately escape the foul thing by turning to evade it on another street, but much to my dismay, the horrid creature followed after me- led light bar ablaze and low-poly form lumbering after me.

The 5 minutes that it was behind me were some of the most terrifying of my life.

I cannot describe the abject horror of having this creature behind me. Every time it got even a bit to close, I was sure it would be the end of me.

Needless to say, these lithium bomb freak mobiles should not be let out at night.

For reference, this is what it looked like:

(Image gleefully stolen off of Google images)

#i hate it #i hate it so much #it is a metal box of sin and pain #its shaped like a coffin #i can never sleep again bc i was informed that my grandfather is on the order list for one #tesla #tesla cybertruck #fuck you elon musk #elons monstrosity #cyber truck

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anxiously-sidequesting · 9 months

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Since we're talking about Grandfather Spider can we Girls please just take one single moment of the day to remember and think about his, "I am beyond angry with you, but I could never hate you." quote to Grandmother Raven please. Please. Please can we do that? I will become sick as fuck if someone doesn't acknowledge this with me

#that was one of the most powerful fucking things ive ever personally read #can we please applaud the emotional maturity and intelligence on spider's part here please. to be able to tell and admit the difference-#-between feelings of anger and resentment and flat out hate #there's like not even really a word spider could find that could sum up all his negative feelings other than 'anger'. its not just anger-#-its so much more than that. but its not hate. he doesn't hate her and never has hated her #also the acknowledgement that things (at that point in time) between them are still Not Okay #like. they're not fighting any longer. they recognized their harmful actions but those feelings still havent gone away theyre still hurt #i think the ending to their arc was very decent because it still gave them room to grow in peace #they're not okay RIGHT NOW but with enough work maybe they will be. it will take years and years and years but maybe it will be okay.#“hey look im not all that comfortable with you yet but i recognize your regret and willingness to work on us so i can do the same for you”-#-hey what if i died right now. what if i died from that right fucking now.#wizard101 #wiz101 #w101 #text posts #grandfather spider

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princeconsortroad · 10 months

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Whatever you do, don't think about how, in Alex, Henry has a safe person, an interested person, an amused person and a person he loves and who loves him back to rant about Byron's poetry to 🥺

#i have such bad brainrot about them tbh :(#like.#you can see how henry probably ranted to Arthur and Catherine about the poetry he fell in love with #and both genuinely listened bc they were fans too #but when Arthur died. . . Henry lost both people to do that with #bea tries. she listens she does! but she isn't that interested and she isn't as good as faking interest as she thinks #philip and his grandfather are no goes #and pez tries too. . . but it's just not his thing and henry hates to be humoured #so pez doesn't - in agreement with what henry wants #but then as henry gets closer to alex? he realises alex doesn't humour him. . . alex is genuinely interested #and lets him talk as long as he wants and as much as he wants #bc it makes henry happy #and alex loves making henry happy #and when henry is finished ranting? its alex's turn!#just. i love them okay?#and as someone who has no one to rant to about their hyperfixations #henry and alex - but mostly henry - having that person is very important to me #henry fox mountchristen windsor #alex claremont diaz #red white and royal blue #rwrb #red white and royal blue movie #rwrb movie #firstprince #mine.

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derpinette · 5 months

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i have this "alter ego" that only exists in my head where essentially i am a fat sloppy drunk old fisherman with no loved ones living in misery & isolation & i often imagine myself as him especially in moments of patheticness

#& he is always a fisherman not a farmer not a fisherwoman either ( too badass... )#past life ?! caus my ♯azn side was all fishers & stuff like my grandfather ETC but like all of them looked anorexic instead of fat so #also i imagine the guy as kind of vaguely mediterranean looking so maybe not because that side of my family are mountain farmers #when i read the old man & the sea ( i hate hemingway BTW ♯NotPete ♯ActuallyMikey ) ( uhm sorry about that... )#i was like this is my life/future if it was better... 🚬 But that was a good while after i was already thinking of myself like that #closest thing i felt to a kin moment is when we analyzed miss brill like wow me & i am not even old that is genuinely just my life #as a (at the time) seventeen year old. & also carol ledoux from repulsion literally 100% only i am an ugly freak instead of beautiful #i pretty much never think of myself as myself in my head & actually never when i was younger up until age 9 i remember vividly #& i just had this thought while making my lazy “bite sized” onigiri ( bowl of seasoned rice +tunamayo +vache qui rit +avocado +spoon )#but even when i make the non lazy version i get so overwhelmed & irritated & SLOPPY i feel like a drunk old man with nothing to #live for #anyone else feel like this sometimes...#if any of you weeaboos judge my terminology by the way i will kill myself just FYI #IDCCCC about the actual name you know what i mean. quasi poke bowl but each “component” has its own dish. whatever OK...

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elisedonut · 6 months

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Ive also been thinking about cross-gen ships for Percy alot recently too

specifically in an au where Percy/Penny don't break up and instead Penny dies in the war *or if you want the situation to be even more complicated- they do break up and Percy gets with Audrey and then she dies sometime after having Molly and Lucy just depends what vibe you want

i just

i can see that Percy being the type to not move on quickly in that scenario leading to years passing him without trying again until this younger person decides that their going to try their hardest to get this older mans attention

plus Percy having moral dilemmas is always so fun to me

like this would not be an easy feat for this person to accomplish trying to walk uphill with boulders attached to their feet type difficult

#percy weasley #yeah i still think about grandfather clock all the time legit one of my favorite Percy fics #cross gen is so fun to me but that fun comes from the moral dilemmas it causes for me #i knows thats not the main appeal for alot of people and some even hate when its included #but watching a character #play tug of war between desires and what they consider right is just mwah so much fun to me #tw: age gap #anyway i was thinking mostly about Scorpius- Audrey being young- and a stray thought that it would be funny if it was Olivers kid #coming at you again with a decent post and then immediately posting another that only appeals to me lmao

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widevibratobitch · 4 months

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im so fucking mad at myself at my mother at her dead husband at god fucking knows what. "concentrate on yourself" well i cant can i. now more than anything i should and i cant. losing my fucking mind istg

#i wasted the whole fucking weekend because i *had to* come visit her and once i visited i *had to* hang out with my fucking grandfather #watching him cry about grandma and bitch about modern times and the waiter not doing his job because the café was full to bursting #and it took longer than usual to get our coffees so ofc he had to loudly insult him in third person. oh and then he had to bitch about #gay people and women who dont want children too because of he did. and i sat there and listened to it because i HAD TO #wasted four fucking hours. and then i HAD TO go to the theatre with my mom because she got us tickets because she wanted this #to be a nice day for me but i dont have fucking time to have nice days rn but in order for HER to have a nice day i need to at least pretend #i am having one. so i wasted another almost two hours on that play #which was some modern uselessly loud to the point of being physically painful bullshit bad enough that we left mid-show #and then i had to go meet with her friends so lost another two hours and by the time i got home to write that bullshit thesis it was 11pm #and i barely got anything done till 1 am because i went through another stupid little mental breakdown and then it was almost 6 am #and i had to stop because i had a train at 8 and i already only slept like 3 hours that day #and then i got home yesterday totally fucking exhausted and i started reading stuff for the thesis but i was falling asleep so i laid down #'for 10 minutes' and i woke up today at 6. not having written a word lol #and now i could just say fuck it and defend it in september and it would make my life so much easier. but my voice teacher wants me #to get accepted for the masters degree even if im already planning to get the deans leave for the first semester so like. god.#i cant do this lol #i know i should have started earlier but i was kinda busy losing my fucking mind and lying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours #and contemplating dropping out completely lol god i hate my life so much it's unreal

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edelorion · 4 months

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#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh...#so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!!#today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual.#had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore)#so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood.#went home tired. can't really do anything right now.#at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks.#...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..?#i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them.#when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness.#to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her.#she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating.#i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin.#i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out.#i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it.#and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved.#i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something.#maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now.#sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

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enbysiriusblack · 2 years

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rip james potter and sirius black, you would've loved sharknado and sharknado 2: the second one and sharknado 3: oh hell no! and sharknado: the 4th awakens and sharknado 5: global swarming and the last sharknado: it's about time

#'I know you're scared. I'm scared too. they're sharks. they're scary.'#'they took my grandfather. so I really hate sharks'#'my mum always told me hollywood would kill me' *gets crushed by the hollywood sign*#they'd be so obsessed and everyone else would hate the films so much 😭#marauders era #marauders #james potter #sirius black

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broke-on-books · 1 year

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I think the universe just hates me personally (can't find my scooby doo comics)

#WHERE ARE THEY #i own like 5 individual issues split between SD WAY and SD & batman adventures and i cant find like 4 of them #this is important bc i just got this new app where you track which comics youve read and i need to be accurate bc yay lists and just aaaggh #also sidenote i think ive found my soulmate this one person leaves a review on each and every WAY comic and they EVEN AGREE WITH ME #literally they said they hated over the boardwalk and i was literally like 'i think im in love'#also i know you guys almost certainly dont know what that is. i have an insanely unporportional hatred of that story especially compared to #its relevancy to scooby comics much less scooby doo as a whole #however i hate it so fucking much its unreal. like pure rage. its worse than scooby apocalypse to me <<<<absolutely nonsensical opinion #anyways feel free to ask me about it (i dare you. i dare you to do it) because i WILL fume with rage and i think that must be heard #but i will not go into a scooby comics rant unprompted. because before i subject you to that i need to know that at least 1 person is #remotely interested lol #also to properly form my rant id have to make myself read over the boardwalk again 🤢🤢🤢 <<<again nonsensical response #and i wont do that for me but id do it for any of you in an instant #ANYWAYS WHERE ARE MY COMICS. LITERALLY ONLY MY SCOOBY ONES (minus one sd & batman issue) ARE MISSING #my far sector tpb? got it! the historical civil war comic i think my grandfather gave me in 5th grade? have that! the scooby doo comics?#gone. vanished from this plane of existence #actually i do know where they are. i have too many books to fit in my bookcase so theres a huge stack that takes up like part of a wall of #books and notebooks and folders and old school binders and other junk #................#goddamn it im going to go through that aren't i #this is gonna be a total mess dear lord #if i die know that i got crushed by a huge tower of books btw #anyways now time to go thru a bunch of trouble to track down like 3 single issues i KNOW i own #blah

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year2007 · 11 months

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the easiest way to tell that zionism has nothing to do with being jewish is to look at any example of how they treat ethiopian and other black jews

#been called antisemetic too much this past week #as if all of my jewish friends arent anti-zionist #i know someone whos grandfather was responsible for creating israel who is anti-zionist #so theyre just a quote unquote self hating jew too right?#like what would they gain from being anti-israel? think about it dummies

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minglana · 9 months

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agh fuck i need to apply to an internship😭

#i hateeee doing bureocratic shit id rather die tbh #im not gonna get it but if i did (which im not lol) i would be getting payed which isnt as bad as it could be #its only like one week tho but its still something #plus something i could theoretically add to my cv #WHICH BTW I NEED TO SEND IN FOR THAT #but like. the internship is agronomy-related and it tells you you need to put things related to that that youve done #and ive done. nothing lmao???? like my agronomy work is 'i have a vegetable garden i sometimes take care of'#and 'my grandfather was a farmer' like that is... nothing #also this job consists of being at an info stall for an agronomy conference thing. so you dont actually need /that/ much agronomy knowledge #i think??? idk😭my mom told me she would help me make my cv but shes sick and i dont wanna ask her. plus im also not feeling too well myself #but also its one of if not the biggest agronomy fairs in spain and ive never gone so it would be rly cool to go #bc a lot of farmer ppl and their families get to go bc they know someone who sells tickets to go. but me... well lmao if my dad [redacted]#then maybe. but not anymore so this is one of my only chances of going lol #but anyways like the only qualifications i can put on my cv is: studies agronomy. has worked at [redacted] student dorm. and that is #not qualification worthy. also the grades count and... i have shit graaaadeeessssss god i hate this #z xarre

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