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#i know i said i won't be taking responsibility but IM SORRY THIS IS LATE ANNE
binniebakery · 8 months
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how to say I love you
Non Idol AU Taehyun x Fem!Reader Fluff! Established relationship ♡ Summary: sometimes you dont have to say the words "i love you" to get the point across ♡ Warnings: reader gets called a pretty girl/beautiful, taehyun being a cutie patootie, tooth rotting fluff! ♡ A/N: this is short!!! was originally gonna post kai next but since it was taehyun's bday (happy late birthday terrance) i had to cook something special up! i was worried about not being able to portray his personally correctly so im sorry if its a little ooc, please feel free to give me feedback on that <3 enjoy! ;w;
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You were awoken by a pair of soft lips. "It's almost time for me to go, y/n" Taehyun mumbled against your forehead as the two of you lay in your bed on a lazy Monday evening. A shame really, you were taking the best nap of your life nestled into his chest as he watched a live soccer match on his phone. "Hey you, did you hear me pretty girl?" he nudged you at the lack of your response."Mmyeah.. I heard you. Just let me have this for a few seconds longer." You mumbled as you held your boyfriend tighter. Ignoring the soft sigh he let out, you focused on the soft fabric of his sweater. It was heaven with the combination of his scent and the warmth of his skin. Who needed a blanket when you had this all to yourself?
After about a minute of preparing for your favorite person's departure, you looked up to find that said person was dozing off himself.
"Sleepy baby.." you smiled admiring how someone who presented himself so seriously could look so endearing in a moment like this. This side of Taehyun was all yours. "Not a baby, but whatever you say." You caught the slightest smile appearing before his features became stern. "You know if I don't get home soon my parents won't like me coming over anymore" Taehyun scolded. "Yeah yeah, I know.." you responded reluctantly as you slowly arose from the comfort of your boyfriend's arms. You huffed as you fixed your now messy hair. Suddenly feeling how silent the room got, you realized Taehyun was still. Looking over to him you noticed he had an unreadable look on his face. "Tae?" you tilted your head at him. He was staring at you, and although you could barely see it, his dark eyes were sparkling. Eyes that were filled with so much love and endearment that they highly contrasted the seriousness of the rest of his features. Now self-conscious of how you looked, you rapidly began to brush down the rest of your hair with your fingers. "Hey, I know I look crazy but I just took a nap.. have mercy" you smiled nervously, not knowing what to do with the sudden attention. Taehyun grabbed your fingers softly and pulled them away towards his chest. "No, it's not that" he began. You could feel his heartbeat increasing the longer you stared at each other. "You just look so beautiful, it amazes me you manage to look so lovely no matter what you do" You felt warmth creep across your face. How was he able to say that with such a serious face? He said it like it was such a common fact that you were always aware of. "You- I- what?" you stuttered. Taehyun shook his head and let go of your hands to place his own on both sides of your face. "You're beautiful" he stared, right thumb softly caressing your cheek. "I appreciate you spending time with me like this, even if we aren't doing anything specifically together." In that moment it felt as if time had stopped as you and Taehyun softly breathed with with foreheads pressed. It was always your way of proclaiming your love for each other. No words needed to be said, all you had to do was look into those glimmering eyes and you could see things that words themselves couldn't express. You couldn't help the flustered smile that grew on your face. Nodding your head you leaned in to kiss his cheek. Taehyun stood from the bed and offered his hand for you to take as he helped you stand. Taehyun began softly tugging and fixing your his shirt, treating you with such care as if you were his own personal doll. "You should eat too, next time let's eat together okay?" "Mhm, I'll make us something next time you come over" You grinned. "Though for now I'm really gonna miss you.." "I know, I'll make it up to you, next time I'll see if I can spend the night" he smiled. "Hobak misses you, I'll be sure to send you lots of pictures when I get home, promise." your boyfriend said as he slipped his shoes on and you began unlocking the door for him.
"Sounds good thanks" you chuckled as you hugged him goodbye. "Text me as soon as you get home please" you mumbled as you inhaled his scent one final time. "You know I always will pretty girl." he patted your head and turned to his car. You waved as he drove off, smiling like an idiot leaning against the doorframe. Taehyun wasn't the type to say I love you too often. That never gave you any doubts at all though. After all, with the way he looks at you, the way he treats you, he's saying much more than that. He always managed to know how to get those words across without even saying them, even in saying "I love you".
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itonashi · 1 year
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Hi I saw your requests were open
Would it be okay to ask for a Nozel from black clover fic where Nozel who has been very busy for months and neglecting his wife s/o and ends up having a huge argument with s/o when she confronts him about it and they both give eachother the silent treatment but later finds her collapsed because she got super sick from the overstress and not taking care of herself cuz she thought nozel didn't love her anymore and would divorce her or she thought maybe he fell out of love with her and found someone better
I just love nozel angst to fluffs
ONLY LOOK AT ME.
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pairing: nozel silva x wife!reader
warning: neglect, sick, fluff, angst
note: ill be honest with you, i completely forgot what the magical team are called like i completely forgot the lore of black clover... sorry for the late. alot of things have been going on tbh.
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2 years of marriage with nozel silva.
in the beginning of your marriage, nozel treated you with care even though he was the captain of a magic knight group. you knew the responsibilities those captains hold.
you knew it all to well. nozel became too busy to the point that you don't even see a strand of his hair at home. whenever nozel became too busy, you didn't know if you want to confront him about it or just let it go — but he neglect you too much.
whenever you tried to ask him to eat dinner with you, it was always the same response — "i have mission" or "i still have a lot more paperwork" with that cold tone of his. you know nozel is trying his best but won't he look at you once when saying that? at least try to make sure you knew you were still loved by him.
it has been more than 3 weeks, you couldn't handle it anymore so this time you tried to be brave and confront him about it.
"nozel, do you have time right now?" you ask him with that soft tone of yours. nozel glanced at you "i do, what is it?" for the first time in weeks he finally face you and look at you in the eyes.
you breath in and out "nozel, don't you think you're neglecting me too much? i know that you have your duties as a captain but can't you atleast.. please, if you actually have the time to atleast tend to your husband duties? is this asking too much for you?" you were shaking because this is the first time you confront nozel about anything.
you hoped that his answer wouldn't hurt like a stab on the heart.
"i have been neglecting you? [name], i have bigger duties to do. i cannot just linger around. clover kingdom is the magic knight's responsibility and im a captain." he said with his famous cold tone of his. he sighed loudly and you can't help but grip your first.
"i know. i know that you have your duties but please atleast try to make it like you still loved me!" you exclaimed while you were on the verge of tears. you look down on the floor and nozel sigh yet another time.
"[name], stop being overdramatic. i will try to make time for you." he tried to reach out for you but you slap his hand away. "you better promise that then. don't make any empty promise..." you glance at him, his face was shocked with how you push him away.
"ah, nozel! im sorry. i didn't me-"
"maybe it was a mistake for me to have this talk with you."
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after that argument you had a few days ago, you gave silent treatment to each other. you didn't greet him home neither did he come looking for you. ever since that day you found comfort in isolating yourself in the bedroom that's always occupied by two people but now the other side of the bed felt cold.
it ruins your mental health though, without the company of your lover, you felt like your world is falling apart. the maids tried to make you eat the foods but you didn't. you kept rejecting them.
just like how nozel was, you started to be diligent in your duties on taking care of the house but you overworked yourself to the point whenever you stand up from your seat, you get a major headache.
you started to not going out of the house to have fresh airs and just locked yourself in. the staffs were worried about you. they whispered to eachother what will happen to you and nozel's marriage. will it break?
you sit on the edge of your bed while gripping your head "it hurts..." you mumbled to yourself. this time, you couldn't handle the stress and the headaches. you felt dizzy and nausea. soon enough, you fainted in your room.
hours later, nozel finally came back from his mission and wanted too relax in his room for abit when he suddenly saw the state you're in after he entered the room. he ran over to you and carried you to the bed, he called the maids to help him with you.
"[name], [name], what happened to you? please wake up!" he panicked seeing you in that state. your skin was pale and your breathing was also low. it put nozel into being an overthinker.
he questioned the staffs on the reason why you fainted. the staffs that was around him had a panicked look. they knew the reason why so one of them spoke up "[name]-sama has been overworking herself. s-she also hadn't been eating well. we tried to let her rest and also tried to make her eat but she refused too... also! we don't want to put any blame but we think that it's because of you, nozel-sama. maybe it's because of the big argument you two had few days ago..." the staff stammered, the staff looked around the room instead of meeting nozel's eyes while saying that. the other staffs agreed with what they said.
nozel had a shocked face after he heard the reason, he looked back towards your sleeping figure. "it's... because of me?" nozel thought, he bit the inside of his cheeks. he remembered the argument all too well. so because of that, you overworked yourself..?
nozel cleared his throat and ordered the staffs to get out of the room, the staffs hurried out of the room not wanting to witness nozel's wrath. well they assumed that nozel is gonna be mad at them.
the room is finally quiet with only you two's own breathing. nozel sit beside you on the bed and looked at your face. he felt guilty and regretted what he said. he knew the damage can't be undone.
but this time, he will try and only look at her. even if his work keep piling up, his wife's happiness is his first priority. he will try to be the better version. he will try to have quality time with her.
he will try balancing work life and his private life.
"if you thought that i fell out of love. i didn't, instead i fell in love with you all over again. you can't hear me right now but forgive me. forgive my behavior. im yours forever."
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OMG! I love that you included the age regression part in the Hobie and neurodivergent reader thing! It's really cool to see people write for it especially with Hobie! It would be really cool if you could write more for it! No pressure tho! (Your writing is really really cool! /srs)
OMG TYSM ILY I- <3 <3 <3 /p
ofc!! if you want i can try writing it for all characters ? but im scared it'd be repetitive 🥲
BUT OMG I'M SO HAPPY PPL LIKE MY WRITING AAAAAA /pos
so here have a lil fic :3 tysm once again ily this made my day /g /p
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sharing a non verbal moment in little space with hobie !
author's note: omg anon you made me so happy you fr got me giggling and kicking my feet in the air /pos
author's note 2: age regression is a coping mechanism often used by trauma/abuse victims in which one puts themself at the age they were when the trauma occurred - find more about it here!
synopsis/content: just a whole bunch of fluff for my new favorite anon <33 reader is a non verbal age regressor and gender neutral 🦅 this won't be proofread 🕺🏻also hobie is the reader's boyfriend <3 aaaand small mention of trauma
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you heard some gentle knocking on the door of your room.
"doll? can i come in?" hobie asked, waiting for your response.
seeing you didn't say anything, he gently invited himself in.
as he noticed you playing with your stuffed animals on the floor, he instantly knew you were age regressing.
though you never talked to him about your trauma, he knew what were the signs of you being in your little space, so he tried his best to support you as he knew it was a trauma induced coping mechanism.
"i'm sorry i arrived late at the tea party" he says, joining you on the floor.
you chuckle at the sight of your boyfriend - the punk, careless boy - taking parts in such activities.
you took a small piece of paper and a colorful, shiny pencil next to you and started to write something.
"me.. can't talk.. me is nonverbal.." read hobie. "no problem!" he says with a frank smile. "you don't have to talk if you don't want to, there's really no pressure. do you want to watch some cartoons while i prepare you your favorite food? we can cuddle and fill in some coulouring books if you'd like to?"
you nod and flap your hands in excitement.
a few moments later, your boyfriend got in the living room with two plates of dino nuggets and a glass of vanilla milk and sat next to you.
while the two of you were eating, you excitedly pointed to the tv.
"bluey? is this who you are trying to show me?" he asked.
you nod as excitedly as you pointed out your favorite character again.
"you're right, star." hobie nods. "bluey is also my favorite character. you know why? because she reminds me a lot of you - being so cute and when she's all excited."
you and your boyfriend kept on watching bluey and filling out coloring books for so much time you started to get tired.
"say, isn't my little star getting tired?" he asked as he noticed you started yawning.
you tried to shake your head as a way to say no, but soon after that you started falling asleep on your colorings.
"come on, little one, i think it's time we go to sleep" hobie said softly. "don't worry, tomorrow we will have plenty of time to finish those coloring pages."
you headed to the bathroom, holding hands while he helped you brush your teeth and fix your hair.
he then helped you getting in bed, making sure that you didn't leave out any plushies on the floor (that made you sad) and joined you for some pre-sleep cuddles.
"have a good night star" he says as he softly kisses your cheek. "i love you."
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THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITE ILY FOR THAT ANON <333 I HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY <333
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og-danny-dorito · 2 years
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Would it be possible to request a hc of ghost who’s fwb with reader and he catches feelings like how he’d go abt that👀
hello!! sorry about the late response, but of course!! this is. VERY badly written and i ended up getting carried away and making it kind of like a fic so please be warned. i've hit a writing block recently so that's why it sucks 🚶
[ Ghost Catching Feelings For His "Friend With Benefits" ]
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TW: mentions of sexual content. minors do not interact. small text included in post (warning for my visually impaired readers).
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The relationship you and ghost have is very uhh... complicated. To say the least.
its not like no one's heard of the "friends with benefits" situation at some point in their lives, but he never really thought he'd be involved in something like that
it's even more of a shocker when he starts noticing that he wants a little more than the body that he's learned like the back of his hand
to be more specific, he wants your company. and regardless of whatever logical train of thought might go on in anyone else's head, to him that's a problem
ghost is very task oriented. when he starts to realize that he's developing feelings for you, he's going to do everything in his power to stop it
which means he's going to start avoiding you (rip)
usually he sticks around for a little bit after your little "meetups" are done, but ya'll start going back to square one with him just disappearing after he's done cleaning you up
the meetings start dwindling down in frequency and, eventually, to zero
it hurts your feelings, of course, but you know him well enough to know that he's not very confrontational when it comes to emotions and he's either lost interest in you or wants to stop for some other unknown reason
you won't pressure him to speak, but the fact that he doesn't even have the balls to tell you to your face pisses you off enough that you end up coming to his quarters one day after you get back from a mission
your blood is already boiling hot from the adrenaline of almost having you and 5 of your comrade's blown to bits, the fuel of not being able to take your energy out in the "usual" means fueling you enough to go banging on his door at an ungodly hour of the morning
only you didn't actually expect the door to swing open and reveal the very man you were only half searching for. and it doesn't look like he expected you either.
there's a long beat of silence where it doesn't really look like either of you know what to say, but you eventually speak up after searching his eyes for any sort emotion to go off of.
"Where the fuck have you been these past few weeks?!"
his stunned silence gives you plenty of room to rant at him about how upset you are that he ghosted you (pun fully intended im hilarious i know), not knowing what's been up with him and how HORRIBLE his communication skills are, how he didn't even have the balls to say that he didn't find you attractive anymore-
but you can barely get the rest of the words out before he pulls you into his room with a clean swoop and shuts the door behind him, throwing you off your balance enough to fall onto his cot with a guttural "hough!"
but you only have enough time to get your bearings before he sends you that look
yes, that look. like he's waiting for you to be ready to listen to what he has to say, arms folded against his chest as he stands in front of the door like he's guarding it
and after enough of a pause of silence for you to catch your breath and give him enough of an irritated but intent stare, he speaks
"I never said I didn't want you anymore. I didn't say anything. It was on purpose."
your eye twitches a little bit, sitting up with a groan. your muscles are already aching from the day but being thrown around certainly didn't make it better
"I... I didn't want to cross any lines. Found myself wanting more than just your mouth on me and got cold feet. Got nervous."
it's almost kind of odd how unsure he sounds, but you've seen this uncertainty in him before
he gets this way when he talks about something he thinks you'd like, or when you can see that you said something that made him want to laugh but he isn't letting himself do it
it's restraint, and you can see from the tightness in his shoulders that there's a lot of things that he wants to say that he isn't letting himself verbalize
but you choose to be patient with him, and sit up fully to lean against the wall and place your hands in your lap, waiting.
the silence between you eventually prompts you to speak, and you can't help the crease of confusion that furrows between your brows
"What are you saying? You uh... want me to... what do you want?"
the words make him stiffen a little, and for a second you can see his eyes flicker over you
it's something like desire, something you've sen a thousand times before in one of the many endeavors where he pursued you into some abandoned storage room in the base or played the game of cat and mouse that eventually lead into one of your personal quarters
only this time he looks more focused on your emotions and how you're processing the situation as if he's expecting you to figure it out on your own
aaand eventually the pieces start to click together. you don't... understand everything, but you get the idea of what he's saying to you
he wants you
not just your body, but you. as a person. it's something that burns slow as a realization, the flames making your neck and face heat up as you process what's going on
"You like me?"
his tone is soft when he responds. "More than that, love."
and so you sit in silence for a bit before he makes his move towards you
he's cautious at first, as if offering an opening for you to back out if you want, then goes in for the kill
you spend the night together like you have many times before, but somehow it feels different this time. more exposed, in a way.
he still doesn't take off his mask tonight, but over time he ends up getting more comfortable with it and makes an effort to remove it on occasion
like a lot of things in your relationship, the process of revealing himself both physically and emotionally is slow since this is almost entirely uncharted territory for him
he still struggles with feeling like he doesn't really deserve you or is somehow holding you down, but he barely ever verbalizes these thoughts since they reveal a more vulnerable side of him that he barely lets anyone else see
but even though it takes time, progress reveals that he's an incredibly caring lover and speaks with his actions where his words fail him
that and he's really possessive. but he was before you two were an item anyway so it doesn't change much
it's just that now he's a lot more open with his displeasure of others rather than having to resort just tracking them like a hawk from across a room or something
but overall i think that he'd be very tentative in going about actually establishing a relationship with you, but he loosens up later on and finds himself genuinely feeling safe with you and trusting you almost entirely
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Hi how are you ❤️? You write amazingly well <3
I was wondering, if you take requests, if you could write a Jack/Ethan fic inspired by "You're Losing Me" by Taylor Swift. (You can decide the ending, line sad or not)
Thanks you 💕
thank you!! yall love being heartbroken, me too!! requests are open, i love doing them :)
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you and jack had been dating for a year when he got offered a role in scream vi. you were more than excited for him, even though it meant you would be spending a lot of time apart. you both decided you would do everything in your power to make it work, but lately that was proving to be easier said than done. the last couple of days you could barely get in touch with him. whenever he did reply it was small or dry remarks. you felt lonely in the apartment you once shared. sitting, staring at the walls that were once filled with laughter and love. feeling your phone buzz you are quick to check the notification. 
“hey babe sorry ive had a long day on set” 
“jack we havent talked in days. i don't understand” 
“i know you don't. listen i’ll call you tomorrow” 
crashing on your bed, tears begin to dwell in your eyes.
you say, "I don't understand" and I say, "I know you don't"
we thought a cure would come through in time, now, I fear it won't
remember lookin' at this room, we loved it 'cause of the light
now, I just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time
pacing your room with your phone up to your ear you begin to grow anxious. jack broke his empty promise and didn’t call you. so now here you were, trying to piece it back together. as the ringing stops, a smile is cast across your face. 
“jack!! hey, i miss you”
“hey what did you want”
“well you said you were gonna call and i just wanted to check up on you” 
“im a little busy right now” 
“oh okay maybe we can call again later” 
a deep sigh is his only response. 
“is everything okay?” 
“no everythings not okay! i cant get anything done when youre bothering me all day. im working and all you want to do is talk about your day. im sorry but i really don't care right now”
“oh okay. i’ll let you go” 
throwing your phone onto your bed, you break down in sobs. 
do I throw out everything we built or keep it?
i'm getting tired even for a phoenix
always risin' from the ashes
mendin' all her gashes
you might just have dealt the final blow
you spent the evening on your bed, shaking with tears streaming down your eyes. you could only thing about how good things used to be. when you had a boyfriend who absolutely adored you. now it seemed like you had no one at all. your heart was racing a million hours per hour and yet you felt absolutely nothing. 
stop, you're losing me
i can't find a pulse
my heart won't start anymore... for you
'cause you're losing me
after that night, that call, you made it a point to stay out of jacks way. he would facetime you every now and then. while he got his hair done, goofing around on set, or just in his trailer. none of these times did he seem to notice that none of your smiles reached your eyes. your replies were empty and solemn. you were happy to see him so excited but apart of you hated him for not realizing what he had done. for not realizing how deep his words had truly affected you. 
“hey you okay” 
biting your nails behind the screen 
“lately not really” you honestly replied. 
“hang on mason's gotta tell me something. i’ll call you later. love you."
every mornin' I glared at you with storms in my eyes
how can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dyin'?
i sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick
my face was gray, but you wouldn't admit that we were sick
your surprised to hear a knock at your door. you open it to reveal your curly headed boyfriend. he had stopped responding to you completely a few days ago, so saying you were shocked to see him was an understatement. tired of being the only one trying to keep the relationship afloat, you let out your frustration. 
“what are you doing here jack” 
“hey i just wanted to check up on you, i have a few days off” 
he brings you into a hug, but you stay stiff below him. 
“whats wrong?” he asks, picking up on your mood. 
“you ignore me for days and expect me to be excited to see you?” 
“ive been busy you know that” 
“jack we barely talk anymore. and when we do you blow me off in the first 5 minutes. hell you even told me to stop talking to you.” you explain, tears filling your eyes. 
“look im sorry, the movies just been taking up all my time."
“and the movies more important than me right?” you say barely above a whisper.
“no but this is my job, my life” 
“then maybe you should only worry about yourself” finally looking into his eyes.
“what are you trying to say” 
“im saying we’re done jack. i cant keep putting myself through hell only for you not to give a shit” 
“no c'mon we can make this work.”
“yeah thats what you said last time. please jack im going to ruin myself if this keeps happening.” 
you both are a crying mess at this point. 
not saying another word, jack leaves. 
and the air is thick with loss and indecision
i know my pain is such an imposition
now, you're running down the hallway
and you know what they all say
"you don't know what you got until it's gone"
the next morning you find a letter left at your front door. 
my love, 
i'm sorry. for absolutely everything. i love you endlessly. when the stars realign, i’ll be there. but for now, be with someone who can give you everything i couldn't. 
-jack
stop, you're losing me
i can't find a pulse
my heart won't start anymore... for you
'cause you're losing me
stop 'cause you're losing me
crumpling up the paper you begin to cry. 
i gave you all my best me's, my endless empathy
and all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier
fighting in only your army, frontlines, don't you ignore me
giving up so much of yourself, you were absolutely exhausted. the beautiful relationship you once had is now behind you. 
you're losing me
stop, you're losing me
i can't find a pulse, my heart won't start anymore
giving up the fight, you were at rest. 
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n3tworksucks · 2 years
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Getting drunk with Quackity hcs?
YEA SORRY FOR THE LATE RESPONSE(I HAD TO MAKE A SCENARIO)
warnings; swear words, alcohol, and use if ma'am one time
word count; 911
-this could go a few ways
-but for different situations yk?
-like if u both were to get drunk on stream or at a party, it could get pretty wild
-but if its a special occasion or just the both of you, you know, calm environment it could be the opposite of before
-I think it depends on whats going on around you
-like with friends and stuff, being with friends can already make you more energetic so when alcohols involved.. yea
-anyways. starting off with friends like I said it could be wild(most likely will be)
-so it'll probably be for a stream like if you laugh you take a shot or something
-with the alcohol in your system it won't make the challenge any easier lol
-so you're all laughing so much you can't really pay attention to the video you're trying not to laugh at
-its one of those situations where you can't look at each others eyes or you'll burst out laughing 
-but chat being little shits keep telling yall you laughed at the video just so you can drink more lol
-but you just go for it giving the Habibs what they want
here you were, not knowing what to do today for stream. you didn't tell your fans what you were doing when you tweeted that you were gonna start streaming soon, because you didn't know either to be honest, but you were pretty sure it would be fine and they were expecting probably anything but alcohol because you didn't drink much on stream, and if you did, it was for a special occasion like when you first turned 21 or celebrating 1 million subscribers on YouTube. but that was it. but you were just bored and didn't like the way that full bottle tequila was looking at you(you weirdo🤨). so you grabbed it and made your way to find your boyfriend to ask if he wanted to come. finding him in your shared room watching braking bad for the hundredth time wasn't unusua,l thats why you checked the room first. when he hears the door open he turns to look at you then look at your hand with the tequila in it. "ma'am." he says sorta like a question towards the bottle. "I'm gonna use it for the stream. you wanna come?" you didn't have to tell him you were gonna stream since he has all your notifications on everything."mmmmmmmmmaybe" he said like he had somewhere to be." ok then" you say " ok wait im coming" he said as he got up and walked to the bathroom to make himself look more presentable for a stream. you make your way to your office and sit down preparing for stream. alex then comes in and looks it you and your chair with a slight look of disgust and a small pout knowing he has to use the broken one in the corner. could he go and grab his chair from his office? yes. but will he? no. so you ask if he wants your chair, he nods his head with a smile. so you get up and grab the broken chair, not thinking about how non sober you would act with it.
first ever time skip lol.
both a laughing mess and faces are red, and cheeks hurt form smiling too much. now, you did doubt your chat, not thinking that they would send funny videos because you keep telling them they have the humor of 7th grade boys. but the actually did pretty good this time witch surprised you to be honest.
but here you were with your drunk self and drunk boyfriend, both not even laughing at the video anymore because you both will just laugh at anything at the moment. as you calm down and wait for the next video to play, one finally starts and its a video of a little kid falling off his scooter, aka your weakness. you didn't want to take another shot even though the taste wasn't as bad anymore, you just wanted to be a little easier on yourself tomorrow afternoon when you wake up. you lean back in your chair, gripping the arm rests for dear life, not daring to look at Alex in the eyes knowing you'll laugh, but you can feel him staring at you. you accidentally make some strangely funny little noise almost like a squeak because you're trying so hard not to laugh. sending you both into loud fits if laughter, without remembering the chair was broken, you lean back in the chair still laughing, but I guess you went too far back because then. THUMP. you and your chair were on the ground. but you didn't care, you just rolled over on your side holding your stomach. you couldn't even laugh anymore, you couldn't breathe you just laid there wheezing and so was Alex. the chat was filled with "LMAOO" and "OMG". " are you ok?" Alex says whilst he laughs, all you can do is nod and cough because you were sure if you talked you'd laugh more, if that was even possible. you laid there even though you calmed down and could breathe, but you were just tired. so Alex decides to end stream and get you both ready to knock the fuck out for 15 hours. tons of clips were all over twitter the next day and you both couldn't even remember any of them lol.
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drdemonprince · 7 months
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A bit late to the party and a tad bit longer than planned(sorry), but I dream of programming my own living sex toy.
We would be roommates, my flat (that's the most unrealistic thing about the scenario right here lol) that I rent very cheap near a college so I can pick the hottest person applying, ideally a new student so no family or friends here. Once they move in I slowly start manipulating them. Playing hypno audios when they sleep, putting light aphrodisiacs in their food, gaslighting them on progressively bigger things to get them relying on me more and more.
I want to pretend to be their friend and have long talks where I slowly convince them that their family is abusive and they should cut contact. It would be easy considering I am already blasting them on many other fronts and at that point they would be too stressed trying to keep up with college, while becoming too dumb and horny to offer much resistance. I hope they do though just so I can stop the argument via hypnotically dropping them and leaving them more untethered and confused than before. I actually want them to freak out while we fuck so I can stop, keep my cock in them and see how the ,by then intense, programming slowly pulls them under again and they start rocking into it. Actively see the fight disappear.
Once it is in deep the actual toy part begins. I want to programm certain settings into it so via simple triggers I can have it switch between modes. Sometimes I would want an actual doll, no ability to move themselves, sometimes a puppy desperate to be filled, maybe even allow it some higher function back so I can have it work when I don't need it.
The power of having someone utterly under my control is the obvious kink here but far hotter to me would be the knowledge that it was involuntary and that I programmed it. The ensuing sex isn't the main focus. I would want the toy to respond like it's enjoyable, seeing it in pain sparks no joy, the hotness comes from knowing it only enjoys it because I programmed it like that.
That's why I want to be able to sometimes "reset" it only to pull it down again. That moment in it's eyes when it glides into trance would be the hottest thing ever. I would always want it to feel pleasure, the catch being that the pleasure wouldn't be there without my programming. Also the thought of a hypersensitive toy coming simply from pleasuring me or me telling it to come is hot.
This is also why I won't look for a CNC partner for now. Having an actual human involved that could resist and judge takes away a lot of the appeal. My main source of shame isn't wanting to corrupt, it's wanting to have an actual human following my every command and order instead of having a partner I share equal responsibility with and of whom I take care when they need it (instead of putting a dildo in them and storing them away when useful). That said I actually want that equal living together too, I would just not have sex with that person, because vanilla sex holds no appeal to me and I actually do care about consent IRL.
Sadly I have a hard time finding good hentai or comics where the main focus is the corruption itself not the fucking afterwards but I make do.
Anyways, thanks for letting us share these things. Some of the other asks that were sent in were incredibly hot and it was nice actually writing my fantasies down for the first time and claiming them as mine, not just a fic I wrote as a prompt.
ANON YOU ARE KILLING ME THIS IS THE HOTTEST SHIT EVER. this is one of my top fantasies. and largely what some of my favorite hypno erotica that i've written is about. i wanna live this scenario for real. this is why i'm saving for an early retirement dog. so i can be someone's brainwashed live in hole. hit me up when you are emotionally prepared to be a 24/7 sadistic owner for real
okay. im gonna compose myself. thank you for sharing. but seriously call me
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sakuraghosttown · 2 months
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omg i just found your blog while searching up info regarding digital witch mayura and i didnt realize other people also were into her character and design!
im designing my myspace page (aka on spacehey) around her and every single time i keep finding weird ass images of her T.T
im really glad your blog has none of that cause it freaks me out honestly
Hi (sorry for the very late response) thank you !
[The reply I wrote is pretty long and turned into a bit of a rant- I guess it's something I wanted to say and this ask is the perfect occasion for it]
i have just set a a plug-in (created by the wonderful @/glenthemes) that will filter and hide any content that is suggestive or is linked with 18+ sources on this blog. no matter what I post, I want to make sure everyone is safe and doesn't have to see content that could make them uncomfortable.
given the context, nsfw content of ukagaka is inevitable, and when it's not the content itself it's the source. it's not that easy to find a good middle ground between posting content of the time and wanting to keep the blog clean.
still, I want to note that: i will never post explicit content. suggestive, maybe, and content made by artist who draw nsfw, yes, it's inevitable but NEVER full on NSFW. And never anything suggestive featuring characters that are canonically minors, or drawings that were visibly, explicitly created with the intent of being seen as such.
I don't mind NSFW images of Ukagaka all that much (expect NSFW loli) what I cannot stand is irresponsibly posting it to public spaces for everyone including children to see, lying, deceiving and putting and putting sense of morals aside (for instance, buying netrunmon's weird ass magazines full of lolicon and litteraly illegal content -possibly related to real life CP- just cause there's biscuit-tan on the cover so you can fill your MFC page and post images on Tumblr and say "look I own some shit with the character you guys like on it" )
I know, I know, these characters are popular enough to where people want to see more of them and not popular enough to where there's a lot of content easily accessible, so you wanna be that guy who owns something that's kinda rare, it makes you feel good I know, but is your photo going slightly viral in communities already overflowing with content worth it ?
Conversation with a friend made me reconsider my views, I no longer feel its necessary to censor anything that could lead to potential NSFW as much as I used to, not only is it like i said pretty much impossible (wether we like it or not, Ukagaka is tightly related to echii and lolicon culture, most popular ghosts were created by people known in the doujin world- usually for their nsfw work and the program itself was created with options such as lifting the ghost's skirts up) it's also important to note that it is something that exists i don't want to censor the past and I'd rather be honest and mention NSFW when I post it, with warnings for those who don't want to see it than pretend it doesn't exist or try to deceive people into thinking is SFW.
Even if some things these Japanese artists draw are pretty questionable, they (most of them) at least make sure to put their 18+ works in different galleries with and appropriate warnings. As it should be. And we should do the same. (Honestly it's kinda funny how some people take artworks that are carefully stored away in 18+ galleries just to repost them in public, all ages blogs, as is)
Im gonna take an example of a person, if you know who, you know, but i won't mention any names (I don't want to bicker with them anymore I just think it's a good example of what I'm trying to say) someone who posted a cropped image of a hentai of Mayura, to make it pass off as SFW (because this person claimed to be against NSFW of her) by doing so, not only are they lying to their followers which kind of sucks but anyone who were to try and reverse search the image to find out what the source is would be met with NSFW. In that case it would be better to be honest about the NSFW nature of that image as to avoid that scenario. Either you want to keep anything NSFW away from your blog in which case, don't try and sneak in images of hentais in it OR post images coming from hentais but be honest about it.
Me ? That's what I'll do, if I post anything that is from an NSFW source, then I'll mention it, and I don't think I want to censor names anymore, because- if the viewer is fully warned that by looking into the source they will be met with 18+ then the responsibility, if they proceed, falls on them. I really am doing all I can to make sure that people know what they are looking at and what they would be getting into and I trust you guy's judgment to know wether you want to proceed with soemthing or not.
TL;DR, if I post a link to a website that has 18+ content or a drawing that is suggestive, not only will it be hidden behind a filter so nobody who doesn't explicitly click on the image has to see, so anyone is free to ignore 👍
I decided against censoring sources and names and instead give appropriate warnings (instead of "I won't name the artist cause they draw porn" -> "the artist is [artistname] just so you know, they draw porn")
Also maybe you're thinking "it's not that deep" but for one, protecting young minds against potentially shocking media is very important, I know the internet corrupted all of us, but I swear, you guys, we actually should try to keep porn away from kids (Crazy I know !) + as someone who certain trauma and who is very sensitive to nsfw, even drawn, I know it can be a hassle and some people would rather stay a miles away from it and this needs to be respected, I'm not gonna go "well the world shouldn't adapt to your problem" or "welcome to the internet" when i have the same problem (and when the problem is people not wanting to see things that shouldn't ever be out so freely in the first place)
Let's just be responsible people who don't post weird porn into public spaces because honestly it just doesn't need to be 👍
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yesloulou · 1 year
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Ill be honest. Idk if I am making sense here but I find Daniel’s attitude and overall lack of comprehension toward the intended - subtle or not - misogyny that he’s around a MAJOR ICK!
I’m thinking of the European 🐱comment, this book etc. Daniel doesn’t come out with anything but a laugh and stunned silence instead of “hey look, let’s not objectify women” or “ah it’s a bit of fun isn’t it? For me, it’s weird, but let’s not shame the person who has written it”. In private he can laugh at as many 🐱 jokes as he wants too, he can talk all day long about how f*cking weird fanfics about him are BUT when it’s in the public eye and he has hundreds of thousands of female fans, it’s pretty gross and feels like he doesn’t care about female fans at all. (Idk if this makes sense in the way I’ve written it)
We all know he doesn’t keep up with the news (he’s said so himself) but he comes across as tone deaf sometimes. You can get away with that at 22,23 but he’s in his 30s with a girlfriend. Come on! It’s not exactly giving “I have a girlfriend and a sister and would hate for my girlfriend and sister to be spoken about like that so let’s chill with the sexist, double standard comments.”
Don’t get me wrong, he’s not the only one (Pierre is a major eyeroll) but he’s not 25, he’s old enough to know better. If this Dax book thing isn’t cut and the drug addict continues to push Daniel to talk about it then shame on Daniel for not saying no - from both his side in it being weird and for ripping apart a female who was just doing something she enjoyed
Just my take. I’ll probably get shit for this
this ask is from a week ago.. sorry about the late response 😳 also the podcast incident has been discussed many many times in the past so i really hope me answering this ask won't reopen the discourse.
pretty sure this was related to the other ask about daniel's non-confrontational personality so im just gonna go from there. if daniel were a confrontational person and he chooses to not address the host's misogynistic remarks, then i think it'd be worth discussing whether he lacks the comprehension. but he's not. in fact he resolves conflicts in the most non-confrontational way possible. and im not saying this just to make a point. when i say 'the most' i really mean non-confrontational in like an almost pathological way.
example:
this was after z*k brown fired him in the most public and disrespectful way possible, including assuring him he still has a seat when they'd already given his seat to oscar. mysterious italian man said to him 'told you not to trust zak' and he just. smiled like this.
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here max can be seen getting more and more annoyed for daniel by the second. meanwhile daniel smiled bigger and bigger. and when max interrupted to defend him daniel was NOT SURPRISED AT ALL even though he had appeared totally ok with Crofty’s question up until that point
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idk why he is the way he is, but to me it's very obvious he's not a confrontational person. he's like the opposite of confrontational (would literally smile bigger when he's uncomfortable/offended) idek if they have a word for that. "hey look let's not" is just not something he would say.
i do find it disappointing that he didn't call out the host for the p*ssy comment. imo a moment like that is where he (anybody) should've spoken up regardless. but i'd like to give him the benefit of the doubt and trust that he didn't react simply for the same reason he doesn't react to offensiveness/hostility in general. to me it doesn't necessarily mean he lacks the sensitivity or comprehension.
(the book thing was a whole different story tho. that book was literally erotica written about him. for him it's personal. imo he doesn't need to worry about how the writer feels at all)
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djarintreble · 2 years
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If you’re still taking requests would it be possible to get a Matt Murdock x fem reader (preferably younger than Matt) where she’s going through a bad time and he comforts her? Really struggling with depression and ptsd at the moment
note: awe my love! im sorry that’s no fun to be experiencing. ngl i’ve been struggling myself with depression along with my anxiety. i think we all need a bit of matt murdock comfort. something about this season… anyways, i hope this helps I do apologize for it being here later than you probably hoped... I hope all is well for you, lovely 💛 tw: sad thoughts and some angst that follows it, mentions of recalling trauma, depression pairing: matt murdock x fem!reader word count: 1.5k
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it seemed lately that nights blended into the days so smoothly that you’d have difficulty knowing what time or day it was. the auto pilot response of your current state seemed to let the days go by as you simply existed. the somewhat stable routine allowed you to keep going but it didn’t stop you from wanting to crawl under your covers in bed and not come out for 5-7 business days. it didn't help that your day off seemed to encourage this.
“sweetheart, are you okay?” you heard from above the covers. the city was awake before you were and matt was getting ready for work. he tried to let you sleep, he knew you needed it, but he also wanted to check in with you before he left. foggy can handle the office for a few more minutes alone.
a quiet mumble of words escaped your lips with just enough articulation to let matt comprehend what you said.
you didn’t have to say exactly what it was that was going on in your head. he knew. you knew. there was nothing else to be said.
“i know you would rather keep it to yourself and sleep it off, but you know i’m always here when you’re ready to talk about it right?”
“i know.” it was no use getting into it now when your boyfriend needed to go to work. you appreciated the gesture and you knew he’d listen. you just weren’t ready to admit what it was because then it was real. reliving the moments was too much for you.
“i know.” it was no use getting into it now when your boyfriend needed to go to work. you appreciated the gesture and you knew he’d listen. you just weren’t ready to admit what it was because then it was real. reliving the moments was too much for you.
matt seemed pleased with your answer as he heard your breathing slow down, telling him your body was pulling you back into hibernation. he brushed against your cheek lightly before he laid your head back into the pillow. it took everything out him not to stay and crawl into bed himself. God knows he needs it just as much as you.
"tell you this... I'll stay here until you fall back asleep. as soon as we handle our last client, I'm leaving. I'll grab your favorite on the way home and I'll take care of you. I won't even go out later, that way we can both get some well deserved rest. I won't let you out of my arms."
"no, you need to go out-" you started, knowing how important it was for him to patrol. as if he read your mind (which you swore he could), he spoke.
"you are equally apart of this city as anyone else. I am taking care of my city by taking care of you. you are the most important person to me. The least I can do is stay in one night."
Before you could argue with him, he pulled the covers back over you and began to rub circles on the part of your back he could reach easily, knowing it would pull you further to sleep. You were fighting your exhaustion but he made it hard to do so with his soft touches. You had no choice but to drift back off, feeling safe to do so.
x
you were able to sleep through a few more hours before waking up. a dream left you back in the place you were before Matt left for work and now you were pacing the apartment. matt was usually done around four and it was now 4:30. he could be home any minute. you helped pass the time by tidying up the kitchen and reorganizing stuff without it being misleading to your partner who depended on consistency. you felt guilty that the past few days have caused you to feel unmotivated to clean or do anything in fact. Matt understood, you knew that, but part of you still wanted to make up for it. as you were putting up the last dish, you heard the door open and the sound of shoes shuffling against the floor.
"hey, I'm home." he spoke as he put up his gear at the door and walked around to meet you in the kitchen. he set the take out on the counter and, before you could say anything, he wrapped his arms around you and held your head against his chest. he began to purposely take deep slow breaths allowing yours to naturally follow. it was then when you noticed that you were even breathing shallowly in the first place. your body thankful for the relief it was given by your person. you wrapped your arms around his waist and time seemed to freeze.
"how was work?" you mumbled against his chest and he chuckled which caused his whole body to vibrate around you. the sensation somewhat relaxing you even more as a smile rose to your face.
"it was good. foggy was gifted a live chicken... again." it was your turn to laugh as you let go of the embrace to look up into your boyfriend's face.
"a live chicken?!" you wiped a tear that fell from your eye that was caused from a mixture of laughter and the form of relief your body released. Matt's smile grew impossibly larger as he placed his hands on both sides of your face, brushing his thumbs against your cheek. you then held onto his wrists, keeping him from moving as you took in the warmth of his hands that was fire compared to the winter cold outside. you took in his features in that moment. the way wrinkles began to form around his cheeks from his smiles. they matched the ones that trailed from his eyes that were hidden behind his red glasses but you have been able to see pass the red lenses and into his brown eyes as they searched for you.
"he wanted me to take it home but I said you wouldn't enjoy chasing a chicken around." he shrugged, relishing in your genuine laugh.
"I already have to deal with you." you joked. he scoffed in return before kissing your forehead.
"I don't know how you do it." he responded. "speaking of... I got your favorite" he gestured toward the takeout on the counter that's smell finally trailed its way to you. it was then that you realized just how hungry you were. between the sleep and cleaning and everything else your mind decided was more important, you realized its been hours since your last meal.
you looked back at your boyfriend with a soft smile before leaning in to kiss him. "thank you, matty."
"anything for you, love."
with that, you slightly squeezed at his wrists before letting go and taking the styrofoam box that had your initial on it to the table. Matt followed along with his. you opened the top to reveal your go to meal. as you gave out a satisfied hum, a happy silence filled the room as you both ate.
it was then that your thoughts began to shift. before you met Matt, these moments of reliving your past was difficult. it controlled your life. it was hard to wake up in the morning or even look in the mirror sometimes. then this horribly good man walked into your life and showed you how to live with the moments; not just survive.
bad times were an absolute, yes. today managed to still prove that. but at least this morning, you woke up to soft kisses across your temple and comforting words given by someone that loved you, cared for you, reminded you that you were in fact worth loving. someone who still let you sleep the bad times away because he knew you needed it but also left the door open for you to talk when you were ready. maybe you weren't just yet, but you knew in time you would be. he made it easy to know. and now here you were, eating in complete silence but your thoughts were not of those times. no, they were of moments of pure bliss. you have never been so grateful for the silence- until it was interrupted by a random thought that came to Matt's mind. you'd smile and sometimes playfully kick at his feet below the table or lightly hit his should from across the table. whatever the distraction, it would rack up to be enough to make you feel safer than you've ever felt.
maybe tonight would be when you'd share of those bad moments that kept you up at night or kept you from truly enjoying your days. you knew this time would pass, as they always do.
Matt would listen, as he always does. as he is now. listening to how your breathing has began to regulate on its own and your heart beat found a safe and relaxed tempo, beating along with his. he loved you, with everything in him and he would stop at nothing to make sure you were reminded everyday; reminded that you are worthy of love, worthy of someone to advocate for you, worthy of patience, worthy of acceptance, and worthy of living a life where you felt safe.
and you were.
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@werewolveslovewords hope this brings you some comfort ! so much love for you sending this request in
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elliebean714 · 1 year
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Hi! I was wondering if you could do a Chris x Male reader (Cause he fr is a Bi king and deserves all the love in the world) Where it takes place during the game, and the reader wasn't apart of the joke but Josh believes he was and tries to put him in the traps (I think thats a good for it) and when Chris finds out it was Josh he gets really upset. You can kinda decide the rest of it. If you don't want to do this request thats totally okay, I completely understand.
(Also can i be the 🍄 Anon? Again it's totally okay to not refuse) Love you and have a nice day!
GREETINGS 🍄ANON!! OF COURSE YOU CAN! I LOVE YOU TOO💗💕 So, Chris x reader in this is a pre-established relationship, I didn't want to do the 'will they, won't they' he had with Ashley in the game cus I wanted to write him already in a relationship with youuuuuuu💘 I'm very glad that 'Chris is Bi' is canon in our collective minds, this page believes in Bi Chris supremacy 🙇🙇‍♀️🙇‍♂️ This is so goddamn long i'm sorry lol tryin something new that's all. I really like this btw pls request more,🍄 anon. ily. BTW IM SO SORRY YOUVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SINCE AUGUST PLEASE IM SO SORRY. Tiny Tw for gore and panic attacks, honestly if you're fine with the game you should be alright it's not too bad just thought I'd mention it in case yk?
Guilty Until Proven Innocent
Chris Hartley x M!Reader
Fluff, Angst, Comfort, kinda slow-burn (plot wise)
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Prologue
Chris and Josh layed passed out on the kitchen counters, Beth did the dishes, you cleaned the kitchen. You heard hushed laughter through the double doors that led to the main room, they were surely doing some late night pranks on each other, you rolled your eyes and continued cleaning.
"Did you see that?" Beth asked, searching for something outside.
"What?" You tore your eyes from the surface you were cleaning to watch her.
"Dad said it'd just be us this weekend." She mumbled.
"What's up Beth?"
"I think someone's out there."
You went over to the windows to see if you could find what she saw and she began trying to wake Josh.
"I can't see anything. Where did you see whatever you saw?" You asked but got no response, you turned to see her reading a note.
"I think something's happening to Hannah." She sighed, "Woah, what the fuck?"
Her eyes were on the window, you turned around and saw something running past. You both ran out of the kitchen to see everyone else running to the wide open main doors to the outside.
You quickly found out they had pranked Hannah, humiliating her, causing her to run away in embarrassment. Beth ran off after her alone, you and Sam got everyone inside. You thought the twins would be back soon, you left the door unlocked so they'd be able to get in once they did.
Chapter One
You and Chris sat beside each other on the bus, sharing earbuds, listening to the unsettling video Josh filmed and sent you. He looked out the window, staring at the breathtaking mountain and the snow falling onto the ground outside. You gently laid your head on his heavily layered shoulder. Once the video ended you put the regular music back on.
"I love you." Chris smiled.
You pulled him into a sweet kiss. "Love you too babe."
"He loves me!" Chris exclaimed, throwing his arms in the air with a big goofy smile on his face.
"Always." You rolled your eyes playfully, big smile on your face too.
"Okay, so... when we get to the lodge... what do ya wanna do?" Chris asks.
"Uhh, I dunno, it honestly feels a little weird to be going back you know?" You answer, an uneasy feeling in your gut.
"Yeah, I know. But, trust me, Josh is super siked to have everyone back this weekend. I really think this'll help." He comforts you, gently picking up your hand, giving it a loving squeeze.
"Okay, I trust you." You relent. Still feeling uneasy but pushing that feeling deep down as to not let it ruin your weekend away.
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"Cable car's gonna be a while hun. We should look around." Chris says, placing his bag on the bench and leading you around the back of the Cable car station.
"Hey, didn't you say Sam would be here?" You ask him, looking at the wanted poster on the side of the building
"Huh? Oh yeah, she said she'd go earlier, she went up with Jess I think." He replies, distracted by the gun he's holding.
"Where did you find that?" You jumped in surprise, staring at the gun too.
"Oh, there's a shooting range over here." He answered nonchalantly.
He walked over to it, you followed. Once you were beside him, he began shooting the makeshift targets, looking proud of himself and his aim.
"See that babe? I could protect you from all kinds of dangerous things, no sweat." Chris boasts, his big silly smile lighting his face in an ethereal manner. You pull him into your embrace and kiss him sweetly.
"Have I told you how much I love you?" You whispered, staring deeply into his love filled gaze.
"Probably but I'm not gonna tell you to stop." He smiles fondly.
"Good." You say before kissing him again
Chapter Two
You and Chris reached the lodge together, there you found everyone in the group besides Mike, Jess and Emily, the latter were probably busy fighting out in the snow whilst Mike watched so you ignored that and went to sit on the steps beside Ashley whilst Chris spoke with Josh.
You could hear them both laughing and chatting lightheartedly, the sound made you happy. Last time you'd seen Josh he was an emotional wreck, unable to talk through his sobs, seeing him so positive now helped further suppress that uneasy feeling within you. The boys stepped up the stairs towards the main door only to find the lock frozen.
"We're gonna go find another way in." Chris informs you.
You stand to kiss his cheek "I wish you luck, brave traveller." You put on a silly accent.
"Your affection, Good Sir, is all the luck I need." He kisses your hand.
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Everyone entered the lodge, chattering idly before Josh lent down to get a fire started, not long after, Mike and Jess enter, with Emily on their heels. As usual, a fight started almost immediately between the two girls, Josh interrupted once he got too frustrated with their petty argument. He instructed Mike and Jess to visit the cabin in the woods, Emily instructed Matt to help her find some bag she lost on the hike upto the lodge, Sam left to take a bath and Ashley to put her things in her room, leaving you and Chris alone with Josh.
You made your way towards Chris, taking off your coat and hanging it beside Chris'.
"Aww look, our coats are in love too!" Chris comments cheesily.
"Romantic." You smile at him.
"You lovebirds almost done?" Josh interrupts.
You and Chris roll your eyes at him and walk over to the frozen stiff sofas, sitting next to each other for warmth.
"So, Josh, you said no ones been up here?" You asked.
"Yup, not in a whole year. Why?" He answered.
"I'm sure you know about it but down at the base of the cable car I saw a wanted poster for somebody. Do you know if that's anything we should be worried about this weekend?" You inquired, with a lighthearted tone to cover the nerves.
"What? No I had no idea. I'm sure it's fine though, don't worry about it." He stated before turning back to the fire.
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Josh sent you and Chris down into the basement to look for the spirit board whilst he helped Sam with the boiler.
You both searched the old cardboard boxes for the spirit board Josh mentioned. It seems you were taking the search more seriously however.
"Woah Y/N check this out!" Chris called out from behind a shelf.
You followed his voice to where he was standing, rummaging through a cardboard box with 'costumes' written on the side in black sharpie.
"What's up?" You ask.
"Babe! Look at all this cool old junk!" He takes out a creepy mask and brings it upto his face.
"Still hot." You remarked causing him to smile beneath the mask.
"I kn-" Chris is cutoff by the sound of Sam and Josh entering the basement, chatting idly.
He quietly puts on a robe, also found in the box, and the mask. You stifle a laugh and find a costume of your own to put on, Chris leaves to continue searching for the spirit board. Once you're fully dressed, Chris has already found it and hidden it in his robe. You both begin shaking boxes as a distraction, you hear Sam and Josh discuss the noises then begin to follow them.
You snuck ahead, so that when Chris jumped out and began chasing them, you'd have a head start. Sam continues forward, slowly. Chris jumps out at Sam, making a big noise and running after her, she throws down a mat in hopes of slowing him down. That's when you join in, chasing after the duo, making Sam scream louder. Once they reach the door Sam begins banging on it, swiftly finding it locked.
A few moments of panic pass then Chris murmurs "Hey."
"What?" Sam struggles to catch her breath.
"Hey." Chris continues.
"What the hell?" Sam finishes.
You both remove your masks, laughing. "Boom. You just got punked."
Chris and Josh share a high five as Sam finally catches her breath. Josh unlocks the basement door after a bit, Chris, Josh and you start teasing Sam. Once you reach the top of the stairs you see that Ashley is waiting by the fireplace.
Chris makes some cute dumb joke, Sam leaves to finally bathe, then you go with Chris to help him set up the spirit board.
Chapter Three
Josh lights the last few candles, you sit next to Chris, giving him a sweet kiss on his cheek as Ashley sits herself in front of the board.
Chris let's Ashley ask the spirit questions. At first they are simple, silly questions, but they quickly turn serious as the spirit reveals themselves to be one of Josh's deceased sisters. Chris struggles to keep an upbeat mood, Ashley begins to panic further and Josh's face sunk, you can see regret and guilt fill his eyes.
The pointer starts moving erratically across the board, spelling 'proof' and 'library' then suddenly, the table jumps up and the spirit board and pointer fly across the room. Josh freaks out and leaves the room, Ashley scolds you and Chris, thinking you were playing another prank then leaves to find Josh.
"So, I guess we should go find that proof in the library, right?" You ask cautiously. Chris nods solemnly and leads you down to the library. Once you reach it you both look around for a few moments before a series of books are tossed from there place on the bookshelf, a button is found in their place.
"Should I push it?" You ask nervously.
"That's what buttons are for I guess..." Chris responded, a shaky tone to his typically jokey demeanour.
The bookshelf opened, revealing a hidden room, Chris entered before you got the chance to offer. Whilst you're sure it's more eagerness and curiosity, your heart flutters at the idea that he didn't want to risk you getting hurt.
"Woah Y/N, come look at this." He says, a quiet terror to his voice.
You enter the room and take the picture he's holding, examining it. Its nothing special, just a cute photo of the twins, you look at the other side.
I WILL TAKE THEM AND BLEED
THEM LIKE PIGS AND RIP THEIR
SOFT WHITE SKIN OFF! FUCKING
16 YEARS. 16 YEARS I WAITED
FOR PRETTY LITTLE
HANNAH AND BETH
...
Jesus...
Jesus fucking christ...
You feel vomit clawing it's way up your throat.
This note...
Is the most vile thing you've ever read in your life.
And...
It looks like,
it's written,
in blood.
"Hey, hey, babe..." Chris' ever soothing voice cuts through the white noise in your head.
"I feel sick." You whisper. Chris takes the photograph from you and places it back on the desk he found it on.
"I know, it's horrible." He gently holds you, running his comforting fingers through your hair.
You stay in his arms for what feels like forever. Eventually you calm down and pull away. "So uh," Your voice is cracking still, "we should show Josh that picture right?"
"Yeah, when you're ready though. I don't want to push you." He caresses your cheek.
You breathe out slowly, "I'm okay. Let's go."
The pair of you leave the tiny room, he holds your hand, and walk through a long hallway. Eventually you reach set of double doors, you open the door first only to be grabbed by someone in a weird mask and knocked out.
Chris bangs on the door after you, when it opens for him, he spots you unconscious on the floor, Ashley laying beside you, then the person in the mask knocks him unconscious.
Chapter Four
You slowly awaken, in a cold dark room, feeling your arm muscles ache. They're held above your head, hanging from a hook attached to a wooden wall. You hear soft breathing beside you and turn your head towards the sound.
Somebody hangs there, in the same position as you, you call out to them, trying to wake them. When they don't respond you try to kick them softly but they're too far away and your legs can't stretch far enough to reach them.
A few more minutes of trying to wake them pass when you hear Chris and Ashley's voices getting louder and louder, shouting your name. Eventually they enter the shed you're in.
"Chris? Ashley? We're in here!" You called out as loud as you could.
"Y/N? Baby boy I'm coming, don't worry sweetheart!" Chris exclaims, following your voice towards a large window and locked door.
The lights turn on, you see Chris and Ashley through the window and finally recognise the figure beside you to be Josh.
A weird creepy voice starts talking, Josh finally wakes up.
The voice explains that Chris will have to choose between you or Josh. The other will be sawn in half.
Josh and Ashley cry out in terror, you and Chris in desperation. The saw starts spinning. Ashley runs away from the window, not wanting to witness the bloodshed of two of her dear friends.
"I, I won't let you die Y/N, I promise baby, I promise." Chris cries, pained to betray his best friend.
He does just that. Pulling the lever in front of him causes the saw to travel towards Josh.
Closer.
Closer.
Closer.
The most gut-wrenching cry possible, coming from Josh and Chris, you feel your own tears spilling, and Josh's red, hot, metallic blood splashing onto you.
What feels like hours pass but is really just a few seconds. The screaming creases but the blade keeps spinning. The door unlocks and whips open, Chris runs to you and unties your wrists.
When you fall he holds you, when you find yourself unable to move he carries you out, when you need him he's there, always.
The chill of the winter air freezes your tears, and Josh's blood. Chris hugs you tighter as he sobs.
"They're over here." Ashley calls to someone. Matt and Emily come into view along side her.
"Jesus, is what Ash said true? Some killer is on the mountain.?" Matt asks, stunned by your appearance. All you can do is weap louder and nod slowly, which is more than Chris, who continues to hold onto you and sob.
Their words turn to white noise. The only thing you can hear is the sound of Josh's scream and his blood spluttering everywhere.
Chapter Six
You and Chris returned to the lodge to search for Sam whilst the others returned to the cable car. Chris looked around the upstairs rooms and you checked the bathroom only for everything to turn out empty.
"Hey, Chris?" You stop suddenly, "I can't imagine how bad that was, having to choose between us, but... I appreciate it babe. I really love you Chris."
"I love you too." He sighs, "Let's find Sam, yeah?"
You nod, following him downstairs into the theatre.
"Y/N, you alright?" He stops to check up on you.
"I'm a bit better. But not much." You smile solemnly, he takes your face into his hands as he kisses your nose.
"I know babe, we're gonna get the hell of this mountain and never look back I promise." Chris pauses, studying your face, he looks at you like he's just fallen in love all over again.
"We just need to find Sam then we can go?" You finish his sentence after a couple of seconds.
"Find Sam then we can go."
~~
You found yourselves in the cellar after a series of creepy noises and doors slaming. Once you calm yourselves you start looking around, finding a pink dollhouse with a weird lock on it. You think nothing of it and continue forward down the short hallway when suddenly a painting flies of the wall.
You let out a short yelp in surprise "Woah!"
"How does a painting fall of the wall like that?" Chris whispers to himself, bewildered.
You approached the spot on the wall where the painting once hung, to find a key in its place. You take it to the dollhouse and unlock it. Inside reveals seven dolls upstairs and four dolls downstairs.
The dolls upstairs are posed very deliberately, six dolls have their backs towards you whilst one faces you, without eyes. Looking closer you realise each of the dolls represent one of your group. And they are posed like your friends were in the video they filmed. The one that costed Hannah her life.
Downstairs, two dolls are sitting on the couch whilst only one was in the kitchen. A blond on the stairs. And one upstairs looks like you.
"What the hell?" You whisper.
"I know, this is real creepy." Chris answers.
"Yeah but look, that one," You point to the blond on the stairs, "is Sam. And this one," You point to the doll that looks like you, "is supposed to be me? But I was downstairs with Beth cleaning."
When you say that, the lights suddenly come to life, flickering, and things begin getting thrown off shelves. You and Chris jump in fright and, just as suddenly as they started, everything stopped.
"I'm getting sick of this now!" Chris cried, exasperated. "That's weird, let's just keep going. I want to get out of here fast as possible."
~~
After a pair effort of pushing the heavy metal door to the freezer, you both manage to get in, unfortunately it's a one way door meaning you will have to find a different way back.
Shivering, you groan "Uggh! Why they'd want to make it colder?" Regretting taking off your coat earlier.
"I don't know. Keep moving, that should heat you up a bit." He answers wrapping an arm around you to share his body heat, or maybe he just wants to be near you. "You know I'd offer my jacket if I had it." He smiles as you continue on as one.
"Aww, and they say chivalry is dead." You kiss his cheek, "I appreciate your hypothetical sacrifice."
You turn a corner and find something hanging from a meat hook. A creepy mask, and wearing what looked exactly like Sam's clothes.
"Oh my god is she..." you begin, horrified by the potential answer you'd receive.
Chris reached out to touch it, quickly discovering that is was only a creepy decoy of some kind.
After finding that, you both moved with haste. Time was potentially of the essence, Sam was definitely in danger and you could save her if you hurried, unless she was already dead, of course.
In the next room you found a chair in the middle. With some strands of blond hair poking out from behind it.
"Oh my god, Sam?" You called out, releasing yourself from Chris' arm and running towards the chair, swivelling it towards you. Sam sits in it, in only a towel, unconscious but breathing. "She's okay!" You call out to Chris, "Hey come help me ca-"
Chris' muffled screams interupt you, you turn to face him only to see the creeper in the mask from earlier has drugged him, now he lies knocked out on the floor. Then the freak tried to drug you.
Thinking quick you punch them square in the jaw, so hard they take several steps back, you have to force yourself not to apologise profusely, and to try to escape, but of course they have you cornered, and drug you before you get the chance to fully register everything that's happened. And your plunged into darkness yet again.
Chapter Seven
You awake in an extremely dark room, once again. This time chackled to a chair opposite, who you assume is, Chris, whom finds himself in the same position as you, except with one hand unchackled. In the darkness, you can barely make out a gun that lies on the table between you two.
"Chris?" You call out trying to wake him, after a few more tries he eventually comes to. When he does, the lights come on and, as dim as they are, they do help considerably.
Then you hear mechanical revving from above the both of you, looking up you see two more saws, identical to the one that killed Josh. And the voice comes back.
Chris uses his free hand to grab the gun and shoot the saws but to no avail. Then the voice explains the situation this time. Chris has to choose whether to kill himself, or you. If he refuses, you'll both die.
"Oh fuck." You whispered, letting tears fall.
"I love you. Please remember that honey, remember I love you. With everything in me." Chris smiles sadly.
"No. Chris no don't you fucking think about it. Don't you dare!" You cry as he lifts the gun to his neck.
"He said it's my choice right? Just close your eyes baby. It'll be okay. I promise it'll be okay." You shut your eyes tighter than you have ever in your life at his command.
"Please. Please just let it be me. Don't make me live in a world without you. Please Chris." You sob. Your pleas are met with one final 'I love you' then you hear the shot.
~~
The next few minutes are haunting. You can't hear anything, you don't feel anything. And you don't dare open your eyes. All of a sudden you hear a few more shots being fired and that killers evil, distorted voice taunting 'Chris'. Who is Chris? Your boyfriend? Didn't he die? What's happening?
Then you hear Sam and Mike's voices? What are they doing here? Now Sam is... beside you? Loosening whatever is binding your wrists? Now she's calling your name and placing an arm around you like she's trying to comfort you.
An argument ensues with the voices around you, Mike, Sam and, Josh? And Chris? What the hell is going on?
Mike yells something then you hear what you think is a punch and something large falling to the ground. Following after, Sam and Mike converse on the other side of the room, and Chris moves to hold you.
"Hey, hey babe, you can open your eyes. It's okay I'm here. I'm okay." Chris kisses your head softly, holding you tight. You take a few shaky breaths to calm yourself before opening your eyes.
And he's okay, he's still there. Chris didn't die.
The relief that floods you at the conformation brings more tears. You don't ask questions about what happened or why you heard Josh's voice when you felt him die beside you, you just cry into your beloveds chest because, as shitty as tonight has been, he's okay, he's still here, he didn't die.
~~
You, Chris and Mike took Josh out to the shed to tie him up until morning. Josh was rambling on about nonsense which was aggravating Mike, you and Chris trailed behind.
"Hey, I love you." You smiled, rubbing his cheek softly, "I didn't say that earlier. I was a bit stressed."
In response Chris just hugs you.
"Aww look, my best friend and the prick that almost broke my jaw!" Josh interupts angrily.
"You deserved it." Mike mumbles under his breath.
"I was scared. I had found Sam passed out half naked. You just drugged my boyfriend. Of course I was gonna punch you." You defend yourself, causing Josh to start rambling again.
Chris and Mike scold him for his disturbed actions throughout the night whilst you hang back, only occasionally joining in, one thing that still didn't make sense.
Why was the doll made to look like you sitting upstairs?
Once the group reached the shed, you remembered what grotesque horrors occurred here. Only for them to have been a facade.
In anger, Mike forced Josh to the ground and began doing, something, that was making Josh writhe in pain. Although typically you or Chris would've stepped in to make him stop, neither of you did. Your own anger halting you, plus Josh killed Jess according to Mike so you both felt he deserved some vengeance.
Honestly when Chris told you what Mike said Josh did, even though you'd been through a night of Hell at his hands, you still couldn't believe he'd actually done that to someone. No matter his reasons.
Josh denied the accusations, although none of you took him seriously, he was clearly not lucid. Even as the three of you berated him for everything he'd done, for his disturbed plan, he still defended it like it was something to be proud of.
Finally having enough, Mike grabbed him and pulled him towards a stool sat in front of a pillar but as Mike tried to tie him to it, Josh started thrashing around and eventually it took all three of you holding him down to finally tie Josh up.
Once you did Josh started rambling on again, but no-one was paying attention to him. Mike inquired on whether Chris had ever seen Josh act like this before but he hadn't.
When Josh was done with his rant he laughed creepily and started insulting you, still laughing after each sentence. Angry as you were, you didn't feel the need to defend yourself. He just looked so pathetic, you could've just threatened to punch him again and he would've shut up, but Chris really didn't take lightly to insults thrown at you.
He started to argue with Josh, who was clearly getting a kick out of tormenting the two of you, "I just can't believe you choose your pretty little boy toy over your best friend you dick! Ever heard of loyalty? That guy helped kill my sisters! But what? He's got you so cock drunk you can't think logically?! You tried to kill me for that dic-"
Chris hit a plank of wood over Josh's head so hard he was knocked unconscious.
After a momentary freak out, Mike tells you to take Chris back to the lodge before he 'beats Josh to death'. You do so but once you're out of eye shot you kiss him roughly.
"You're hot when you're angry." You whisper into the next kiss.
"You have terrible timing." He quipped making you chuckle.
The walk back was silent, your mind kept wandering back to what Josh had said, 'That guy helped kill my sisters'...
But you were in the kitchen all night. The dolls did show you upstairs, but you were in the kitchen all night. When you said that whilst inspecting the dolls, the lights flickered and shelves shook violently, like you were lying, but it wasn't a lie, you were in the kitchen all night.
Chapter Eight
"Ahhh!" A bloodcurdling scream pierces the uncomfortable silence over the three of you.
"What the hell?" Sam asked uneasily.
A few seconds later someone started banging on the door and screaming to be let in, Emily.
Chris ran to the door and opened it for her, she fell to the floor shuffling away from the door, then she screamed for him to shut it. You and Sam helped her to her feet and walked her to the couch, all the while trying to calm her and get answers.
Apparently Matt and Ashley abandoned her whilst she was hanging off the side of the fire tower, she fell into the mines, found some horrible shit, and was chased by something.
Eventually Mike came running in, immediately hugging Emily when he saw her. Then came another knock at the door.
After a quick discussion Mike and Chris walked stealthily towards the door. When you tried to join them, Chris told you to hang back to protect the girls if anything happened. But you heard the slight quiver in his voice. A few moments of hushed tension between the two pass before the bang of the door slamming open, followed shortly by loud thumping boots on the hard wood floor.
When the boys came back around the corner, they had a creepy old guy, with a few large weapons and three huge gas tanks on his back, quick on their heels, who then began to scold you all for returning to the mountain. Then after Mike mentioned the Washingtons owning the mountain, he stated that the mountain belongs to the 'Wendigo'.
Murmurs of confusion spark between your friends before the old guy continued on briefly before once again, being interrupted by the ever-argumentative Mike, who himself was shut down by Sam.
The old guy told everyone that there is a curse living in the mountains, that if anyone resorted to cannibalism on it, "the spirit of the Wendigo shall be unleashed.". Whilst everyone stared at him in disbelief or disgust he continued, not giving anyone time to question him, about needing somewhere safe to stay for the rest of the night, Sam offered the basement and the guy told you all to go down there.
"Guys... I ran off and left Josh when I heard screaming." Mike's voice was laced with regret.
"Where did you leave him?" The guy asked.
"In the shed." Mike answered.
"Oh, then your friend will already be dead." He responded ominously, matter of factly.
After hearing this, Chris' face contorts into something solemn yet unreadable. You could see the conflict in his eyes, you took his idle hand and interlinked your cold fingers with his colder ones, bringing his attention back to you. With glimmering eyes he looked into yours.
"I have to go after him." He said louder than he intended.
"What? No! No way, the guy just said he's dead!" You scolded through your teeth.
"I'm sorry babe, I have to go. If there's a tiny chance he's okay I have to try." He reasons with you.
"Please Chris, please don't. He just told us how dangerous being outside is! Please I don't want to you to risk yourself. Please baby." You plead but just as before he ignores your wishes in favour of his selflessness. You'd be angry if it were anyone but Chris, perfect, protective, selfless Chris. How could anyone angry at him?
"I'm supposed to be his best friend and I let him down." He sighed.
You lowered your head in resignation, nodding dejectedly. "Fine, just come back.".
"I plan on it, don't worry." He smiles, with a comforting lack of fear.
"Then I'll come with ye." The guy joins in.
"I don't need your h-" Chris begins
"Shut up and take him." You interrupt, "We'll wait for you downstairs. " You finish.
Everyone began towards the basement, Chris was pulled aside and spoken too by the guy. After their conversation was concluded, they walked briefly towards a side door. You followed behind, wanting to give Chris a quick kiss for luck, stopping to watch as the 'flamethrower guy', as Sam had dubbed him, handed Chris a shotgun. After another short conversation between the two, you found the perfect place to jump in.
"Hey." You called out.
"Hey." He smiled.
"Come back in one piece, okay?" You kissed him swiftly.
"I'll do my best." He assured you, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
"I trust your best." You sighed as he walked out into the unpredictable snowscape.
~~
The unsteady, suffocating silence filled with tension wore heavily in the air, making it hard to breathe. He'd be okay, he promised, you kept repeating his previous reassurances in your head, every second of agonising quiet you became more fidgety.
A series of distant gunshots stirred further unease within you, curiosity guiding you towards a glass door. More gunshots, getting closer with each one. Eventually you see Chris come, just barely, into view. Aiming the gun at something out of view and sprinting, best he can with a seemingly injured leg, towards the door your standing at.
As soon as he was at the door you threw it open allowing him to re-enter the lodge quickly, once he was in you slamed the door back shut. He hurried you away from the door and down into the basement, limping as fast as he can behind you.
Once you both reach where everyone is waiting for you both they start bombarding Chris with questions. When Sam asks about the flamethrower guy, Chris shudders as he recounts that he was killed brutally by the Wendigo.
Mike started looking for another way out but Sam argued that they should stay put, Emily agreed, mentioning that the key to the cable car was missing when she visited with Matt and Ashley. Mike thought Josh might have it on him and Emily told him the Wendigo may have taken him into the mines, with that Mike decided he'd go down to try and find him.
Then the trio start investigating the flamethrower guys belongings, discussing what they're seeing and what they've seen throughout the night.
You and Chris remained silent, off to the side. Chris held himself tightly and rocked back and forth gently. To comfort him the best you could you put one cautious hand on his back. When he didn't fight, you slowly pulled his shaking form into you. Running a gentle hand through his hair, you calmed him slightly.
"It bit you? What bit you?" Mike's questions interrupted your moment.
"The Wendigo." Emily answered, voice shaky, then she started trying to make excuses as to why it was alright but Mike was denying the possibility.
"Emily, if the Wendigo bit you, you could turn into one of those things." Mike reasons.
"Oh that's ridiculous." Sam tried to defuse Mike's argument.
"He said it was from eating each other, if it bit you..." He trailed off, trying to find the courage to finish his sentence, "You can't be down here with us." Despite protests from you, Sam and Emily, he remained steadfast in his assumption. "You gotta go.".
You thought you should involve yourself, the idea of letting a friend get left to potentially die whilst you stayed safe downstairs made you sick to your stomach, Mike could be right. There was so much you didn't know about these 'wendigo' that you couldn't really discredit Mike's concerns, because to be fair, you shared them.
How could anyone be sure this was safe? That Emily wouldn't turn and kill everyone in the room? At the same time, who in their right mind would send someone to their death based on an assumption. Whilst thinking about whether you should join in or not, your rushed to reality when Mike pulls out his revolver and points it at Emily, who screams in, rightful, terror.
"This is the safe room, Em!" Mike cries through clenched teeth and streaming tears. Everyone stares at the scene with bated breath, begging someone else will stop him, because they're not going to.
~~
Mike left. A few minutes later Sam read the flamethrower guys notebook and found out the bites weren't contagious, and some other things that prompted her to go after Mike, she wanted everyone to go with her, but worried for Chris' injury, you decided to stay behind with him so Sam left with Emily.
"How's the leg?" You asked, hating the silence, but you only got an indifferent sniffle in response. He's trying his best to stay strong, soon you find yourself wrapping him up in your loving embrace.
"His fuckin head came off..." Chris whispered, voice cracking making your heart hurt more than it was.
"I know, I'm so sorry Chris." You soothed him to the best of your ability, he tucked his head into you.
"I just, want to go home." Chris sighed sadly.
"I know baby, I know we're almost done. Just have to wait for dawn to break, then we'll get home. Kay?" You kissed his head and prayed that time would pass faster.
Chapter Ten
Emily returned to the basement alone, saying Sam climbed a cliff on her own to find Mike. She took comfort in her own corner, barely looking at you or Chris once she'd finished explaining what happened. You guessed she was still deeply upset neither of you stepped in to defend her, although in Chris' state, his abstinence was far more explainable. Your silence was a betrayal.
Almost an hour passes, a thick, hefty cloud of quiet suffocates the three of you, one in anger, one in shock, one in horror.
Faint animalistic screeches from afar and all heads whip in their direction. "Fuck..." Emily whispers, Chris whimpers into you and that's all the conformation you need. They're here.
~~
"Run!" Chris shouts when Sam opens the door.
"Go go go go go!" Emily repeats, not before shoving you aside to rush ahead of you.
"Run!" Mike orders Sam after you run past him.
"Oh shit!" Sam screams as she rushes to slam the door shut then follows everyone to the top of the stairs.
"Don't move..." Mike whispers to Sam when the Wendigo arrive.
"Don't fucking move a muscle..." He completes when, clearly, the strongest one locks its eyes on Sam.
Then two more come up the stairs, they clearly anger the main one. Causing a fight to break out between two Wendigo. One gets tossed around and ends up breaking the gas pipe in the fireplace, giving Mike an idea. The first wendigo is killed.
You're unsure of the plan Mike and Sam come up with, telepathically, everybody just knows to slowly make your way towards the open door. The second wendigo is killed.
Once Mike has made it to a light bulb, he takes advantage of the Wendigo being distracted by Sam to crush the glass in his hands. As your inching towards the door, you hear it open and know Chris escaped.
And he's okay, he's out there. Chris didn't die.
"Hey!" Sam calls out when the Wendigo starts to investigate Mike a little too closely, but you're distracted with all the relief in the universe.
Then you hear one more pair of footsteps slowly retreating then turn to sprinting out the door and you know you're next.
The wendigo decides to stare in the direction of the door, however, momentarily trapping you inside and you thank every star in the sky when Sam hides behind a pillar, her squeaky sneakers being a good enough distraction for you to make your exit.
You crash into Chris' arms as you exit the cursed building. Heart pulsing in your ears, he cradles your head into his chest.
"Fuck." Chris whispers with tremble in his voice "It's done, babe, Y/N? It's over we made it! We survived!"
The cry that escapes your throat is full of relief and pain, it's wild and free whilst tied by knowledge that you could never be the same person you were. How could a person recover from this?
Before you know it the lodge has become an inferno and Mike has been thrown out. Everyone stares.
Jess
Time of death 00:12
Josh
Time of death 06:23
Matt
Time of death 06:31
Sam
Time of death 06:52
Epilogue
So much is happening, your head is killing, people died, no one believes any of you when you blame the Wendigo, everyone has sleeping problems now.
When things get bad, you can't breathe, can't think, can't stop crying, you run through it again, a simple statement that kept you sane the whole night.
He's okay, he's still there. Chris didn't die.
You call him he's probably having as bad a time as you, but he helps you through it, and when he needs you, you're right there.
It feels nice, to have someone to talk to, who'll understand you.
You know you're not crazy, and so does he, you hold him, he smiles for you.
That's why the answer is so easy, when, years later, once scars have healed, bruses faded, he asks you to marry him.
Because only a crazy man would refuse.
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one of them breaks their dominant hand in the most ridiculous way possible. cue laughter and fretting from the injured and the companion, respectively. in honor of me breaking my hand today.
Oh no!!! I’m sorry to hear that! 😭 hope this is honorable enough!! Christmas Edition!
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Willow plopped down in bed after getting everything needed done for the night. She had been hoping to get done earlier so she could FaceTime Hunter at their normal time. It was getting close to Titanmas and she had lots to do. From wrapping up the last of the presents she had gotten for her friends to helping finishing decorating the house. She even made some browners and fairy pies and demon cakes with her dads. Then she had to make sure the plants that needed to be moved to the purple house were moved before the cold front came in tonight. And take a shower. And brush her titan awfully knotted hair. It was always such a hassle but there was no way she was gonna FaceTime looking like that. She hoped she hadn’t made him worry.
She got out her penstagram and noticed ten missed calls and a various amount of texts from him. Even a few from the gang seeing if she was ok. That confused her. Was she forgetting something? Or had Hunter reached out to the others to check on her? She was only half an hour late...
She quickly texted the others back letting them know she was ok before calling Hunter.
Ring... Ring...Ring...
No answer.
Ok. Now she was worried, surely after all of that he would pick up his pen. She let out a puff of breath before staring confusingly at the screen. She sent him a few texts, letting him know she was in fact alive and she was sorry if he was mad at her. Sorry if she worried him. Sorry for taking so long.
He didn't open them.
Willow sighed and dramatically stretched a hand over her head and heart as she stared out her window, "Oh Clover! Too bad Hunter won't answer his phone, maybe he's on his way to sweep me off my feet by now."
Clover buzzed happily and nuzzled Willow's cheek. Yes! Im sure he is my qu- princess. Your knight and shining armor is surely on his way!
"You wanna know a secret?" Willow whispered to the bee as if she were surrounded by many instead of being alone in her room.
Clover buzzed good-naturely in response.
"I hung some of that human mistletoe right above my balcony. So if my prince ever does come, i can kiss him!" Willow whispered-laughed.
The bee looked over at the balcony and spotted the not so hidden holly. Sure there was a variety of hanging flowers and plants but the red berries stuck out like a sore wing. What does it do exactly?
Willow smiled and rubbed her palisman on the head before opening her penstagram again and staring at their text thread. He still hadn't opened her thread. She set it down and leaned her head on the pillow Clover rested on. "Apparently if two people stand under it, that means they have to kiss. I'm not really sure what happens if you refuse to but Luz said it would be bad." She hummed out in thought.
The palisman stared in shock at the berries. She knew plants were powerful but she didn't know they could cast spells and curses too!
Willow rubbed her eyes and debated on going to sleep or not... maybe that's what happened? Maybe he had fallen asleep waiting on her.
She felt a small weight on her heart at the thought. For one, she felt bad for making him wait but also... she kind of wished he had waited? Like on purpose because he wanted to talk to her? Oh what did she know?!
*creak*
"Huh?" Willow and Clover shared a look before looking over at the balcony.
*rustle rustle*
It got a little louder. Like whatever it was was getting closer. Clover buzzed angrily at the threat and turned into a staff for Willow quickly. The plant witch slowly stood out of bed and walked towards her balcony. She wasn't afraid, titan the things she had faced in her fifteen years of life, mainly out of the time she had known Luz, made anything else not so big a deal.
But when the head of the blond ex-soldier/ nerdy book loving boy popped over her railing, she nearly tumbled back in surprise. Shock. Confusion?
Clover quickly lost the staff form and flew excitedly over to Hunter. She buzzed around his head and nuzzled his cheek.
"Haha! Stop it! You're gonna make me fall." The boy chuckled.
Willow felt heat rush up to her face for some unknown reason. Ok. It wasn't unknown to anyone except maybe Hunter but still. Th moonlight was angled perfectly against his face as they made eye contact. His golden brown eyes crinkled up in a smile and he sighed in relief.
"I was worried about you."
"I-I know. I got the texts. I'm sorry... I was busy. But! I should've let you know. Sorry I didn't think about it." She muttered as she twirled a piece of her hanging hair.
Hunter pulled himself over the railing and sat on it. He seemed like a cat with how adept his balance was. He was good at a lot of stuff like that. Flyer derby. Fighting techniques. Etc..
She walked over and leaned against the railing next to him. "How did you get up here?"
"Can't tell you, Captain. Sorry. Otherwise you'd learn how to do it and then you'd be perfect at everything."
Willow felt herself turn red at that and attempted to stifle a laugh whenever he seemed to catch on to what he said and began to wave his arms frantically and say "GOOD AT EVERYTHING"
"Fair enough." She replied cockily and nudged his shoulder.
"Yes. Very fair." Hunter coughed and straightened out his back. "Well.. uhm. I was just checking to make sure that you were ok. So I...i'll be going now."
Clover buzzed furiously above them which caused them both to look up. Hunter seemed confused at first until realization dawned on his face. The moonlight didn't help cover up his blushing face.
"Nah uh. You can't leave quite yet Mr.." Willow smirked as he looked at her in utter shock.
"You put that there? Do you know- of course you know what it is. You're literally the greatest plant witch ever to exist." Hunter smacked his forehead. He thought he was gonna die from overheating. He had only kissed Willow once, and that was after the fight with the collector. He had done it so fast he didn't remember how to do it now that he was actually thinking about it. He still hadn't taken her out on a proper date yet either. "Did you.. did you do this on purpose? How did you know i was coming?"
"Oh.. i didn't know. Not tonight at least. I was gonna invite you to my room at the titanmas party to look at my plants or something?" Willow replied sheepishly and rubbed her arm.
Hunter laughed softly and looked at her as if she hung the moon and stars. She could barely handle it when he did that. She felt herself lean into him as he did the same. Once they were merely an inch from each other she brought a hand up to cup his face. He nuzzled into it before closing the gap. Their lips met once again. It was short but oh so perfect.
When he pulled away he chuckled a bit, a goofy smile on his face as he leaned back and tumbled over the railing. Oh crap!
Before Willow had a chance to think properly and will a large flower to land his fall easier she heard a teethscraping crack.
"Hunter!?"
"I-Im ok!" Hunter winced out from the ground. He held his hand against his chest and cradled it close to him.
"Im coming!"
Willow then had to explain to her fathers why there was a boy at her balcony this late at night for the next hour while they called a healer over to splint his arm.
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sistermp3old · 4 months
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okay personal rant incoming i just need to get it off my chest, not expecting a reply or anything
one of my friends told me a couple of days ago that basically she feels like ive been sort of negative in the way i interact w her, and that she feels like i talk down to her. and ive thought about it so much and i feel like shit about it.
but ive also just realized that the both of us distanced a bit from each other and she did it bc of that and ive done it bc ive felt sort of the same from her? but i just sort of put it off as our vibes being different and that we just needed a bit of space from each other cause she was sort of hurting my feelings w things she said and i felt like i became the butt of every single joke?
so i think maybe we're both more sensitive than we've, like, understood each other as, and therefore the tone has become bad. and im definitely not taking away from my part of it im so sad that ive made her feel like that i hate that ive made her feel like that.
so idk if im gonna like try and talk to her again about it, cause she sort of sprung it on me and i just apologized like several times over cause ofc. but i always need like 72 hours to think about things to know what i feel and to understand, so now ik how i feel about it more i think, and understand maybe a bit why it has become like it has?
cause ik she brought it up to make it better and i feel like it won't be better if i don't speak my mind as well? but at the same time i don't want her to think im just trying to shed the blame and make her feel like im not taking responsibility for how she's felt.
it's also just so messy and awkward cause we live together and idk ive been depressed as shit lately so a part of what she said just felt like she was talking about me being negative in general as a person and it's just like, i understand but im also just doing my best and trying to put food in my body im sorry that there's been a negative vibe to me, the other stuff i feel bad about but just my energy like being low and not having it in me to joke around i feel like i shouldn't have to apologize for idk
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Im so sorry for the super late response!! Im not even going to question the heat pill and how it came from pitou 💀 at least tell me reader gave consent to being mutated and it wasn't something killua just decided for her….. I totally get being a Virginia and all, it's just that your other killua fics were a lot more detailed and longer. The neko one seemed more like it was done in a hurry. Don't want this to come off as me complaining though, because I know I'D definitely feel a little disheartened if one of my requesters told me they were disappointed with my work. It was fine, really! And anyway, anyone, even the best smut writer, has room for improvement :) I really appreciate that you'll let me know if you can do my request or not, not a lot of writers do that and it's really helpful, instead of just leaving me waiting and wondering. (God knows how many of my requests have actually been made but I don't know because I stopped checking…) With that out of the way, here are my two requests! 🌸
You said you'd be fine writing more killua x neko reader. So I was thinking perhaps just general relationship headcanons, sfw and nsfw. And this time, it takes place in the hxh world where reader was BORN that way and that's not exactly weird lmao. No pituo pill 💀 same personality: shy, sweet, cute, cuddly, you know..
And for my second request, I'm not sure if this counts as a hc, I guess it does, it's basically just me asking for your thoughts on this: I've being wondering about this for a while. I didn't think it, but turns out silva and kikyo do actually love each other. So killua probably grew up seeing those expressions of "love" and thinking that's normal for a relationship. How do you think that would affect his relationship with reader? And if it isn't too much, how do you think his overall experience with his family effects it? Because I highly doubt after everything he's gone through that his relationship with the reader would be perfectly normal.
It's totally fine if you only want to do one of those, or even none. No pressure! And take all the time you need. Thanks in advance :)
PS: you said you had some ideas of your own, so feel free to write them if you feel like it. i check your account sometimes, so I won't miss your killua content. But I understand if your busy and can only write what is requested. But you haven't posted anything for 2 weeks now, so I THINK it's safe to assume you don't have or get a lot of requests. So in the meantime, you could write and post your own fics. Just an idea though! (I hope this isn't coming off as forceful...) this is already super long, sorry about that, so good night/morning/evening and I look forward to hearing from you!
You check my account sometimes 🥺🥺🥺
I really appreciate it and I was just thinking about writing another neko one, but maybe a relationship head Canon set would help me with the writing a bit.
I for sure like your suggestions, and I just like the crazy side of yandere's. A lot of my personal ones have a lot of stalking lmao.
I'll probably put out something for another character today and here in the next few days get some Killua X neko stuff in my drafts and at least one out.
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naesarangyunho · 2 years
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CEOs and Coffee- Im Changkyun
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Synopsis: Y/n has to take over Hyungwon's café for the evening and it's quiet until just before closing time a handsome stranger enters.
Contains: CEO!Changkyun, coffee shop au, no content warnings I can think of
[Word count: 1.4k]
"I need to go home early, Minsoo needs help with something urgently. Do you think you can take over and lock up?" Hyungwon asked, pulling his apron over his head and grabbing his keys.
He made his way to the door and turned to look at Y/n who had nodded, "Are you sure you'll be able to hold the fort while I'm gone?"
Y/n nodded again, "I'll be fine. You need everything perfect for your wedding, you know how Minsoo is. Besides, it won't be for long."
She tried to give him a reassuring smile and he returned it.
"Remember to lock up, okay?" He added and she nodded.
"Go, before your fiancée kills you." She laughed.
He winced at the thought and left the café promptly.
Y/n let out a sigh as soon as he was gone, turning to look at the thankfully empty shop. She had been lying when she said she was fine. She didn't know how to make anything besides very basic drinks. If all goes well, she wouldn't need to make drinks at all. It was nearly eight pm and almost no one came to the shop this late. She prayed that it would stay that way.
She made herself a latte and sat behind the counter, eyes trained on the door.
She watched the cars drive past through the large glass windows, their lights piercing through the winter darkness and just as she was about ready to close up she saw a man in a tailored suit, carrying a laptop bag walk towards the door. He stepped into the café and made his way to the counter. He took his blazer off and placed it, along with his laptop, on the chair next to him.
Y/n was so surprised by how attractive the man was that she nearly forgot to take his order. He raised his dark eyebrows at her and she snapped back to reality.
"Oh, hi, sorry. What can I get you?" She asked, flustered.
He smiled at her and proceeded to order a drink that she had no idea how to make.
She winced.
"Are you okay?" He questioned and she nodded but still winced once more.
"I'm so sorry, I... I don't know how to make that drink. I don't really work here I'm just filling in for the owner who had to leave unexpectedly." She admitted, her cheeks flushed in embarrassment.
He just stared at her and her cheeks flushed further.
"He had said no one would really come this late and hasn't taught me anything beyond the basics. I'm so sorry." She winced again.
He sighed deeply, "It's okay but I just got off work and I really need that coffee."
She floundered for a moment, trying to figure out how she'd go about making his drink.
She turned to him, "I- Okay, how do I make it for you?"
He stood up, took his blazer off and rolled his sleeves up, "Let me show you."
She was too stunned to speak and just watched as he came to stand beside her behind the counter. He grabbed an apron off of a hook, put it over his head and tied it around his waist.
"I'm Im Changkyun by the way." He said as he casually took a mug off of the shelf.
His name sounded vaguely familiar but she couldn't quite place her finger on the reason why.
"I'm L/n Y/n." She said in response and he nodded in acknowledgement.
"Here." He handed her a bag of coffee grounds and gestured towards the coffee machine.
"Oh." She took it from him and followed his instructions. Soon after he just took over and she watched him carefully. He moved smoothly and precisely.
"You look like you've done this before."
He turned his head to look at her, "I have. I used to work here when I was younger. Before I became more successful."
Y/n was surprised to hear that and not having seen him before assumed he must have worked here long before she befriended Hyungwon. How old was this man, she wondered. He couldn't be more than thirty.
She wondered why Hyungwon had never mentioned him.
"Wow, I never would've guessed." Was all she managed. He just gave her a small smile.
"Hyungwon and I dated for a while." He admitted casually and she nearly choked.
"What?!"
"Where's the milk?" He asked, not answering her question.
She pointed to the fridge, still in shock, "Third shelf on the left"
He went and got it before pouring it into the cup.
"But... he's getting married to a woman. I have known him for years now and have never heard about any boyfriends."
Changkyun snorted, "Ever heard of bisexuality?"
She had obviously, Hyungwon had just never really said anything about it. He'd been with Minsoo for as long as she had known him.
"Mind if I ask why it didn't work out?" She said after a brief pause.
He nodded, finishing his coffee and wiping the counter where he had worked. He leaned back against the counter, held the cup to his mouth and took a sip and smiled to himself before answering.
''Well," -another sip- "we met when we were very young and stupid. We didn't really know what we were doing."
He looked into his mug for a moment, "No matter how much we loved each other, it just didn't work out in the end."
She listened to this handsome stranger's story with interest. He was intriguing.
He sighed and looked up at her with a small smile, "Then he met Minsoo and I met someone too and the rest is history."
She nodded and looked away- of course he had a partner.
He noticed her reaction and gave her a smirk, "I'm no longer with her if that's what you're thinking."
Y/n's heart jumped and she felt her ears heat up.
She cleared her throat, "How's your drink?"
He was still smiling at her. He chuckled and handed her the mug, "Taste it."
She took it from him, her fingers brushing against his. He watched her as she took a small sip and grinned at him.
"This is really good!"
He nodded and looked at her a second longer, smiling as he saw her flushed cheeks. She handed him his drink back, clearing her throat and breaking eye contact with him.
"How much is this?" He said as he took his drink back.
She shook her head quickly, "I'm definitely not charging you. You had to make your own drink."
"It's not a problem. It was fun working with you. A nice way to unwind after a stressful day." He said with a smile.
Her heart skipped yet another beat at his words. That could mean anything though, he could just be being friendly.
He watched her a moment longer before finishing his coffee off and walking to the sink in the corner and rinsing it.
"You mind untying this apron for me?" He asked as he came to stand in front of her.
She blushed. He could easily untie it himself so why was he asking her to do it for him?
He turned around and she carefully untied the bow at the back and reached her arms around his waist undoing the front too and bringing the strings back to the back.
She could feel his body heat and smell his cologne standing this close to him and she wouldn't be surprised if her face was on fire.
He turned around to face her again and pulled the loose apron over his head, "Thanks."
He walked out from behind the counter and dug around in his laptop bag, fetching something.
"Here." He leaned over the counter and offered her something. She took it. It was a business card.
He gave her yet another smirk that had her heart thumping as he slung his laptop bag over his shoulder and grabbed his blazer.
"Call me if you need some company again."
And then he was gone.
She stared at the closed door for a moment before glancing down at the business card in her hand.
Starship ent.
Im Changkyun, CEO
She couldn't believe it. She had just made the CEO of a huge company make his own coffee.
And on top of that, he'd asked her to call him.
Quiet evening, Hyungwon had said it would be. That man was getting an earful when she saw him again.
A/N: A reminder that requests are open. Just comment or dm and let me know who and what you'd like me to write about. I write both smut and fluff.
Thank you for your support<3
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httpiastri · 1 year
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Hello love!
It's been a little while, so first of all-Happy belated birthday! I saw the messages on the day and wanted to write a little something, but then I got so busy 🙈 so I wish you all the best, for all of your wishes to be fulfilled and a great year overall!
I really like the new layout, it seems so calm 🩵
I feel like my life has been so busy lately, I barely had time to catch my breath. But for now, I am incredibly happy to be here and getting to know me again in a completely different environment. My host family is so lovely and last weekend I met some nice au pairs that live really close to me, so now I am not even alone anymore haha!
Being here also means that I am kinda always out and about, so I only watched fp3 yesterday and the start of the f2 race today. It's a shame it got cancelled so soon :( but safety first of course!
I won't be able to watch the F1 race tomorrow, but I am still hoping for some Lando magic. I really want him to win the race, but I also want to be there and watch it live? But it will be Max's win anyways lol!
In the last ask you said you were planning dropping out of uni- I am sorry to hear that, even though its probably for the best if you don't like the subjects. I don't know how people react in your country with news like that, but just remember that it's most important to be happy with what you do! (Who knows? Maybe you want to do a year abroad somewhere as well?)
I will probably catch up on all the writing you uploaded in the last couple of days and go to bed then- I am exhausted 😴
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love! hello!! thank you so much, i hope you get a lovely year too 💘 and thank you! my old theme was so random shssjhs i do enjoy this a bit more !!
aw it makes me so glad to hear that you are happy and that the people around you are good to you. and i love the positive mindset! it must be really challenging but you’re doing so well 🥹 and oooo you met some people!! that’s lovely !!! are they from a lot of different countries or is it all kind of similar? if you get what i mean shsksjs
yeah it must be hard to keep track of all racing when you’re so busy… i was disappointed about them cancelling f2 but i do think it was a good choice, it didn’t seem very safe. it just sucks that they can’t like postpone sessions instead of cancel them :( like i get that it’s because of the schedule on the track but it still sucks! for everyone probably
!! crossing my fingers for lando tomorrow !!!! hoping for maybe a little rain (but not so much that it’s dangerous) for tomorrow’s f2 feature so arthur can get some easy climbing…. pls he deserves some points 🙏🙏🙏
hmm well in my country i guess it’s kinda like… not super weird to not go to uni? or at least it’s common to take a few years off to work and stuff after high school. the good thing about sweden is that school doesn’t cost anything so i have no debts and won’t lose any money for dropping out, which i guess is a big problem for people dropping out in other countries. we even get paid to go to school here, and tbh i was gonna use that money to pay for rent but that’s not happening now…. so well 🫠 but yes thank you, i will try to remember that!! <3
to be honest, i’ve thought a lot about moving to another major city or even going abroad, because recently i feel like this place isn’t for me in some way. i applied (and got accepted) to a school in the second biggest city, but i have too many responsibilities here this year that i just can’t escape from so it just wouldn’t work out 🥲 but i really do think that moving abroad is going to be the goal for me for the future! idk how but im gonna try to make it happen lmao!! i shall take inspiration from your braveness 🥰🤭
awh, i hope you get some good sleep and dream sweet dreams of our boys!! 😚😚😚
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