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magicdefendorwolf · 1 year

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Its the little things

Description:things they do that just melt your heart

Characters:Kafka,Blade,Jing Yuan,Yanqing,Gepard,Serval,Stelle

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Kafka

Despite being a busy woman with lots of things on her mind and shoulders she never seems to forget a single detail about you

She knows you like the back of her hand,she knows when you're stressed,happy,hungry,bored,everything really

And despite coming home tired after a long day she immediately notices your mood,if you're sad or stressed she wastes not time pulling you into her arms to talk about it,no matter how tired she is she will listen to you

Its like she has the perfect memory,she remembers every single detail about you,whether its physical,emotional or in your behaviour

When she sees you're nervous and fidgeting with something she calmly takes your hands into hers,kisses the inside of your palm before saying

"Sweetheart,maybe you should stop letting your body do all the talking and tell me what's wrong will you?"

She would tell you with a warm smile,a genuine one

If you're not ready to talk about it she'll take your mind off of it

And if you wanna talk about it she'll listen no matter what

And nothing will ever stop her from making you her number one priority

And you may not notice that straight away,but with time that becomes crystal clear

Jing Yuan

This dozing general,suddenly becomes the most focused man in the world once you start talking

He may doze off during oficial meetings but when you're talking its a completly different story

It doesnt even matter what you're talking about,you could be talking about the dumbest thing in the world for all he cares,after all its you that's talking,who else could be more important to him?

He also has a way of always making you feel special and deserving of everything

He for one,treats you like a princess no matter what,even if he teases you often he always means it in a lighthearted way

Another thing that simply melts your heart is how he always seems to plan dates with you that he always puts a lot of effort into because he wants you to feel special on your weekly date night,lets not talk about anniversaries,birthdays,and whatnot

The way he is so sweet with the birds and animals surrounding him always seems to have a way to make you internally awe

When he's outside a bird will perch on his shoulder and he'll just pet it so softly,its like all of these birds already know him because the same ones seems to be coming and going

Blade

Now listen to me,this guy has a barely existent romantic side,but

Inbetween all of his teasing that makes you want to smack that annoyingly handsome face of his,between all of those times he looks so cold and uncaring,almost as if he doesnt enjoy your company,each and every single time you think he simply despises you he suddenly does something that shows you he still loves you just as much

He may not be the perfect lover or partner but he tries

When you wake up without him by your side you wake up to breakfast already made and a little note saying "Dont forget to eat"

When you go to bed at night and he thinks you're asleep you never miss that small 'i love you' tha the couldnt bring himself to say in other conditions

When talking with Kafka privately she cant help but point out how whipped blade seems for you,and all you can respond with is pure shock

As she lists down things you would have never noticed if she handnt pointed out or explained to you

His protectiveness over you,you're his treasure,and he is your protector after all,he cant let you get even a slight scratch

How each and every single time he tries to verbalize his feelings for you he just cant put it into words,so he uses other ways

He often brings back gifts for you from wherever he's went,and whenever he's around he never leaves your side,wanting to savour your presence just a little longer

You're in the bathroom? Fine,he'll wait by the door. You're eating? Great he'll nethier eat with you or sit next to you. You have nothing to do? Even better come do something with him

Gepard

Gepard is a busy man,being the head of the silvermane guards and all,but that doesnt mean you're not one of his top priorities

Even if he is on duty or not he is always available for you,just dont try to take him away from his patrol,otherwise you're free to rant to him,talk to him,even if he'd prefer for you to go back to safety

Once he's finally off duty you and his sister are at the top of his list of people to find

After he passed by his sister's workshop he goes straight to your home like a child that is about to do their favourite activity

And even if while he is on duty he only has a short break,if its long enough he's coming to check in on you and his sister

To everyone else he is the head of the silvermane guards,a strong and unvwavering man,but to you,he's a puppy that never wants to leave your side

When he finally has the free time he's a lost puppy just following wherever you go and enjoying your presence

His sister loves teasing him about how lovestruck he is for you,but he cant deny a single thing because its all true,all he can do is shake his head at her antics and blush

Gepard also tries his best to make the most of every single moment he has with you

And he treasures everything he recieves from you,whether it be memories or physical things,whatever you gift him is sacred to him

Serval

The way Serval searches for you in the crowd during her performances and the moment she spots you her face lits up and its like she gained a new boost of energy

Or the way she wraps her arms around you lovingly and nuzzles closer to you during the mornings mumbling a sleepy 'good morning sunshine'

To her,your opinion is one of the most important things,and it simply melts you away to see the way she takes your opinion into consideration and is always so considerate of you

She may not look like the kind to be a doting mother to other people but to you,she is always like a mother nagging at you for going out into Belobog's icy wheather without proper layers of clothing like she doesnt walk around with a cropt top and without a sleeve+a skirt

Being caring and attentive is something she obtained from being Gepard's older sister

And while she thought that her habit of being protective ended once Gepard became a silvermane guard oh boy was she wrong,the moment you entered the picture she was back to her doting and and protective self,she thinks you dont like it but truly,it warms you up more than any coat could knowing this

During late nights in the workshop where you are simply falling asleep while forcing yourself to remain awake,for the sake of waiting for her to come to bed with you,she lightly scolds you about not sleeping not like she doesnt stay up until unholy hours tinkering with different things

But she'll still softly turn around to you,take you into her arms,speaking in such a soft and loving voice about how you should go to sleep

She truly knows how to turn into a puddle

Stelle

You are her charger,when she comes back onto the express,tired and drained of energy she takes your hand and rags you to your room so she can lay in your arms for as long as she needs,you're a person that will never drain her energy or make her tired,you're her safe space,and she is yours aswell

She never fails to turn you into a puddle with some of her pick up lines,some are super corny,but on the rare occasion she makes the sweetest pick up lines that turn you into a blushing mess

She never stops trying to fluster you with her pickup lines no matter how far into the relationship you are or how corny they are

She'll also randomly fall asleep on you,whether she falls asleep on your shoulder,lap,or on top of you while cuddling its a sign of how much she trusts you,its a sign that she feels safe falling asleep in your presence because she knows you will take care of her while she sleeps,or sleep together with her

She also cant help the lovesick grin that forms on her face whenever you are ranting to her about something

She'll be leaning into the palm of her head,her head slightly tilted to the side as she listens to you rant with the most inlove expression you could have ever seen on her face

Also dont try to stop her from carrying everything,and i mean it,if you go out shopping she is your personal bag carrier,if you have to move something heavier in the express she is going to move it for you,no questions asked,she just wants to help you and make sure you dont over carry

She also adores when you dress in matching outfits,or if you ever let her do your hair,the expression of pure joy she has on her face is enough to melt your heart no matter how much ice or cold there may be in it

She just loves your presence and doing things for you

Yanqing

You can never miss the way his eye light up even at the mere mention of your name

When you walk into a room searching for Yanqing and he spots you his previously uncaring and bored eyes suddenly light up with happiness as a small smile makes its way onto his face when he sees you running up to you to give you a big bear hug

Or the way he'll always take the time to explain things to you no matter how many times he's already explained it or how easy the topic is,if you ask him something,even if he'll be giving you the same answer for 100th time he's still going to answer with the same patience and smile

Or how he lets you win during board games,or any game really just to see your happy face when you win for the god knows which time in that row,and yet he can never get upset about losing when he sees you cheering about your win

Or how he so tenderly helps you brush your hair,or do your hair care routine,how he so gently brushes through it careful as to not pull on your hair

And he's always gentle with you,not just when brushing your hair,that gentleness just makes your heart flutter

And the way he's always willing to adapt to you

If you have less energy and prefer to sleep more he'll plan activities that favour your low energy

If you are more energised that great,he has someone who can keep up with him

He'll love you nethier way really

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#hsr x reader #yanqing hsr #serval x reader #serval #jing yuan #jing yuan x reader #blade hsr #blade x reader #jing yuan hsr #hsr kafka #kafka x reader #gepard #gepard hsr #gepard x reader #stelle #stelle hsr #stelle x reader

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not-your-fucking-kacchan · 2 years

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bakugo w a quiet reader?? :D

Like the reader is always silent in class and just sits in the corner n stuff

If youd like me to change anything about what ive written, such as readers pronouns, etc, be sure to lmk! I absolutely do not mind editing it to suit you better!

i made some edits also! reader is gn in this story and doesnt get referred to as specific pronouns, so it can be an x male or x fem reader story as well :)

Masterlist <3;3

Bakugou x Quiet!GN!Reader - Too Good For The Rest Of Us?

He always wondered why you were so quiet during class. It was like you weren't even there. You sit alone in class, alone again at lunch, alone during breaks, and again, alone, you walk back to your dorms, where you spend the majority of your time in your room.

You probably spend all of your time in there shut away in the dark, he thinks, but he doesn't care. You're starting to piss him off with your 'holier than thou' attitude. What makes you so much better than the rest of them that even talking to your classmates serves as no interest to you.

You bet he's gonna call out your bullshit in front of the whole class, but as soon as the bell rings, signifying the end of class, he turns to you and you're already gone. What in the...?!

Whatever. He'll just come to you, then.

He huffs quietly as he collects his stuff together and quickly as he makes his way to the dorms and straight to your door, not even stopping at his own room to drop off his bag and blazer as his spiky blonde hair bounces with each step he takes closer to your room.

Meanwhile you sit on your bed with your laptop, typing away furiously in order to complete the assignment that you were very behind on, struggling to understand what it all means. Look, it's not your fault that words just don't stick with you as easily as they probably should.

It doesn't help that you really lacked the confidence to make friends, so you had noone to ask for help when things became a struggle. Your thoughts are harshly interrupted by a quick and thunderous knock on the door, startling you and almost sending your laptop crashing to the floor in your sudden panic.

"U-Uh-... Gimme- gimme a sec..."

You curse yourself internally for stutterring like that. Heroes don't stutter like frightened children. How idiotic.

You open the door looking dishevelled and unorganised, and your classmate probably thinks you look like a dumbass right now, but you press on, refusing to meet the angry blonde's eyes.

He's confused by this, having expected some rude or overconfident remark from you for almost knocking your damned door off its hinges, but when he's met with nothing but a shy and quiet "uh- what can I do for you, Bakugou?...", he's left feeling very much confused, and very much like an idiot.

"Uh-"

For the first time ever, you see him thrown for a loop, but he carries on with the same arrogance and annoyance as before, but not as much conviction. Especially since, damn, you're like a half a foot taller than him. He's never actually been this close to you before, but man, you're tall.

"What's up with that attitude? What? Think you're too good to entertain us with your presence, hah?!"

"N-no! That's not it at all-...

You're cut short by your own yelp as someone a few doors down opens their door and you grab Katsuki's hand to drag him into your room, slamming the door shut to hide. You breathe a sigh of relief until you remember the fuming blonde about a meter away from you, his cheeks burning as he rips his hand out of your now loosened grasp. You find it a little bit funny when he has to tilt his head up to meet your eyes. Just a little bit.

"What the fuck are you-MPH--"

Your hand is over his mouth in seconds as he starts to yell, panicked and begging with your eyes as you tell him not to be so loud, making the blush on his face even worse at your proximity.

"Look, I don't like to draw attention... I know you probably think it's lame, but I don't handle being talked to very well... I'm getting there... okay? I know I can't still feel this way and be a hero, i'm working on it... but for now, could you please bare with me? I really am sorry, Bakugou..."

The boy may be impulsive and brash, but he's not a horrible person, and he scoffs but gives you a curt nod, able to see your anxiety for what it is. He still thinks it's stupid, of course, but it's not his problem so he doesn't bother meddling with it.

His eyes dart around your obviously dark room, your lights off except for the fairy lights on your headboard and your laptop, which holds your own assignment.

"Tch, what? Struggling with the assignment? That was piss-easy, so if you're struggling you really must be dumb..."

You stand in the middle of your room, dumbfounded by the quite frankly rude remark, not realising that he's using it as an excuse to help you out, the blonde sitting down in your bed without permission and typing on the keyboard like he would if he were helping out Eijirou or Denki.

"You know, what you've written already isn't half bad, just stop waffling. You take too long to complete your sentences and you end up digressing. Stop that, it's stupid."

You're still equally as confused as you were earlier, if not more, but you shake your head and just think to not question it. Bakugou does what Bakugou pleases and if you want to keep your face then you'd best let him to his own devices.

You can't say you don't appreciate the help though, so when later that evening, after Bakugou had left and it was now dinnertime, you present him with freshly made spicy soba, he looks at you in mild surprise and gruffly, awkwardly takes your gift and drrags you into his room to finish it with him.

You could've never imagined him doing anything like this at the beginning of the year, but you now realise how much he's grown as a hero since then, and that inspires you just a little bit. You don't let him know that, though.

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spiderlandry · 1 year

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thinking about reader and (not gf) ethan bonding over music, him sending you songs he thinks you’d like, sharing earphones/airpods, only puts on music you like when you’re in the car.

when you first meet him when you’re welcomed into the group, you notice on his phone that he listens to one of your favourite artists, so you ask him for his spotify. his heart soars, excited that you seemed to an interest in something he likes, but at the same time insecure because what if he listens to something you don’t like?

but he brushes off those thoughts as you beam at him after he gives you his username. you give him yours so you can follow each other.

as your friendship develops (and so does his crush), he begins to seek out certain songs to send to you, and to his delight your responses are always positive. you even start sending him songs too.

chad teases him when he spends two hours in his room scouring the internet for some more obscure finds just for you. he doesnt care about chad’s jokes when he sees the smile on your face when you listen to the songs over facetime.

unbeknownst to him, you’ve been making a playlist of every single song he has sent you. he only finds out when he catches your friend activity on spotify and you’re listening to a playlist called ethan’s songs.

over time, he musters up more courage to ask you to hang out without the group, seeing more of the city. you commute together instead of taking a car because of the annoying traffic, but he’s grateful because you give him your other airpod when you’re on the subway.

however, when you’re in a car, usually because chad’s driving for the group to go somewhere, ethan convinces him to give him the aux. you grin as you notice he’s playing the songs you like, the others around you confused as you share a smile with him they’d never seen before.

but it’s not long until they start catching on to how much you and ethan hang out. they pay attention to your instagram stories, your snap maps being on and seeing you and ethan at the same place.

they think you’re dating.

it slips when you’re late for a movie night and chad asks him, “where’s y/n?”

ethan is like ??? why would i know ???

and mindy jumps into the conversation, “because they’re your s/o? what?”

ethan blushes hard. like he is red. he asks them “does everyone think that?”

and because tara’s been listening, she says yes. proceeding to ask, “are you not dating?”

he shakes his head.

you finally arrive, saying you had car trouble, taking your spot next to ethan.

you have no idea why he’s suddenly so awkward around you.

he doesn’t know if you’re comfortable with them thinking that, but at the same time doesn’t wanna tell you because how would he even bring it up without being awkward?

mindy straight up just asks you. “are you and ethan dating?”

your eyes widen, looking to him for an answer but finding none when he mirrors the same clueless look.

“…we’re not.” you reply, but it’s not lost on ethan when you say it in a dejected tone. did you want to date him? why did you sound so disappointed?

the night continues with no other mention of it, but the tension is there. at the end of the movie, you leave for the kitchen to get another drink. he follows you.

“hey,” he begins, trying to hide the shakiness in his voice. “back there, about the…dating…thing—“

you try to laugh it off. “weird, right?”

but he can read you. after the days you’ve spent together. “be honest. do you actually think that?” saying it is a leap of faith for him, but he needs to know, now that it’s on the table.

he braces for the rejection, for you to actually laugh in his face and say, why would i date you?

you don’t, though. you respond in a whisper, and his hands are sweating—when did you come closer?—your voice is low.

you tell him how all the things you do with him, the sharing of the music, exploring the city, making playlists; you don’t do it for anybody else.

“it’s all for you, ethan.”

he’s silent. stunned. you try to walk away because of his wordlessness, but he grabs you by the wrist and pulls you into him, cups your face between his hands and kisses you.

a/n: i was not planning to write this much LMAO but im gonna try to write an actual fic soon so stay tuned 🤞

#ethan landry x reader #ethan landry #ethan landry fluff #ethan landry thoughts 💭#i did nottt know how to end this i honestly kinda went off the rails #i just wanted to put my thoughts out there bc im listening to music

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en-logs · 2 years

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i love you the most. sjy

pairing - jealous idol!jake x fem!reader

summary - your boyfriend, jake, gives you the silent treatment and goes onto reply fans on weverse so you try your best to get his attention by spamming on the app as well not knowing why he's being a big baby at the moment.

genre - pure fluff, nothing serious just playfulness

wc - 1.15k

a/n: it's literally a dream that i quite had a second ago and i'm writing this as soon as i woke up with my eyes half opened and all .. embarrassing really but i gotta keep the dream as a memory somehow so this is all just word vomit and what i could remember. not proofread. my read more button doesnt work on mobile T_T

cuddling against your boyfriend's chest in the middle of the living room trying to get comfortable on the leather couch, you watched him scroll through his phone giggling.

curious, you peeked a little and notice the weverse screen that you were familiar with. "would this be a cute reply?", jake flashed you his bright screen which made you squint a little as you read 'jakey loves you too' on the comment box that hasn't been sent out yet.

"why don't you ever reply to mine," you ask sulkingly but also meaning every word you had said because he's about to begin a mention party on weverse right now while you were both supposedly going to sleep.

jake ignored you and began the chaos that was about to blow his notifications up which made you start a mini tantrum going "aaaahhhhhh", "whyyy", and the occasional "jakeyyy" while lightly hitting on his chest to get his attention with him only giggling a little as a response but keeping his straight face a second later.

wanting an answer, you pulled out your own phone to enter the weverse app and joined the engenes in hopes to get the attention of your boyfriend on the internet too.

commenting all sorts of compliments, questions, stories you could ever think of at the moment which could beat the simple 'i love you jake' from an engene which started this entire thing.

"see, look this is my username", copying his movement earlier as you shoved your phone directly towards his face. "plus you've always known it- its the one that says 'jakeyismypuppy1115'.. i need a reply please please plea- don't make me snatch your phone right now to do it", whining even further as you shake his body which was almost falling off the couch if he wasn't supporting himself.

"jakeyyyyyy~ why won't you reply to me... i wanna show it off on my fan account on twitter too pleaaaaaswwe im about to off myself if you don't," earning another giggle from him however his face remained sterned after a light cough. "it's not funny," you tried to be serious, frowning at him.

"i won't reply to you." was all he had responded.

"wha.. why..", pushing yourself further away with your palm pressing on his chest to move yourself up.

jake removed his left arm which was supporting his head to type intensively into the weverse search bar more than ever before. "because what the hell is this," not thinking much of it, you glanced your eyes to his screen.

it was your profile with the recent post dated a few days ago, apart from this moment's fiasco of you trying to get jake's attention online, the post made you cringe a little after realising what it said.

"heeseung-ah, i love you the most ! i hope you eat well, rest well, and is always happy ! i love u sooo much ure my favorite. i'll always choose you ❤️"

he scrolled down a little more to show that heeseung, who is rarely online, had replied too. "heeseungie loves you too ☺️".

it took you awhile to process it a little, and it finally hit you that you made the post after watching a youtube compilation of your boyfriend's co-member which made you all happy inside as a fan and nothing more.

you didn't expect heeseung to reply to your post either. you were joyful that he did and bragged it on twitter, but it didn't stuck into your mind forever since you technically forgot it happened. jake's reply would matter to you more.

on heeseung's side however, he and all of the other boys knew of your weverse account from how jake would always reply to yours which raised some suspicion and later confirmed when jungwon saw the app left open on your phone with the profile flashing your username.

heeseung found the comment to be sweet and endearing, he loves you like the closest friend who has always been there for his bestfriend and the team even before debut.

your reminiscing thoughts were then killed by jake pouting at you with the post still up in your face.

"jakey.. i didn't mean tha- wait i did, i think heeseung deserves all the good things in life but i love you the most more than him," trying to comfort him, not caring about the app hybe created now.

he knew that you only meant well and was happy to know that you were a good person that likes his group as a whole.

jake, still determined with his plan in making you love him more than heeseung, even though you already do, continued sulking and crossing his arms away from you, staring into the silent tv.

you hugged him as tight as the koalas he had seen back in australia and a bunch of apologies + i love yous came running out your cute lips profusely.

your boyfriend wasn't budging at all which made you even more frustrated, you knew he was just being playful though from the countless of times he tried not to laugh.

giving up, you sat on the couch as he was still laying and proceeded to go over his body and walk to the kitchen in hopes to find heeseung somewhere eating ramen to prove jake that you were both just a couple of besties.

however the area was empty realising that the entire group left the two of you alone for some privacy, and that they would rather be outside than to see any form of pda.

your brain was wired to make milo, an australian chocolate drink, for your boyfriend as another cute form of "please love me and give me attention".

it was hard to reach the mugs knowing that riki purposely made it higher for laughs and gags. a little more and you'd be able to grab the spider-man mug that belonged to your baby jakey.

like any cliché, a hand made way to your waist as you felt your boyfriend's body lightly pressed against your back reaching for the cup that you were both eyeing for.

placing the blue spider-man mug in front of you with his right hand on your side fulling back hugging you now as he whispered, "i love you" with his soft lips touching the shell of your ear making you turn your head around from the tickling feeling.

with your body finally facing him, you cupped his cheeks and stared into his sparkly eyes. your thumbs grazing his soft skin and fingers moving his unkept fringe a little from the nap you both had in the afternoon, admiring all of his features before giving him a kiss.

not knowing that your phone was blowing up in the living room from the weverse notifications you were getting.

jakeyismypuppy1115

"i will make it my life's honor to love you forever, jake."

a post you made half an hour ago making sure beforehand to make it corny as possible so he would be pleasantly surprised, and of course to make a reaction out of your lovable boyfriend.

[ENHYPEN Weverse] Jake commented on jakeyismypuppy1115's post: "i love you more ❤️"

a/n: sorry u had to read all of that imo .. but aaa i swear i had a dream abt him bc i was watching his last en-log before bed.. i love u jake

talk to me here! likes & reblogs are appreciated <3

#enhypen #jake #enhypen imagines #enhypen drabbles #enhypen fluff #sim jake #sim jake fluff #enhypen jake x y/n #enhypen x reader #jake fluff #jake drabbles

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postazkabansiriussupremacy · 18 days

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Happiness. Sirius Black x Reader

Reader has been ignoring Sirius and he wants to know why.

Set during Bill and Fluer’s wedding in Deathly Hallows.

CW: nothing really. sirius comforting reader bc she’s scared of the war and distancing herself from him. easily solved through communication

“I get the feeling you’re avoiding me.” Sirius says as he saunters toward you. You’ve barely looked at him, much less spoken to him in over a week now and Sirius can’t figure out why.

He thought your last rendezvous went spectacularly. First Sirius brought flowers to your home/safe house. You cooked a lovely meal together, sharing stories and laughs. Then the night ended blissfully with a little love-making.

He’s gone over it in his head at least a dozen times now trying to figure out what’s caused the sudden shift in you, and he can’t come up with anything. He couldn’t imagine a better night if he tried.

Even now while he stands right next to you, you only glance at him before turning your eyes back to the dance floor. You shrug, giving him a false smile. “‘Course not. It’s just been a busy week.”

Sirius doesnt buy it for even a second. You’re right, it has been a busy week, but there’s no reason for you to be ignoring his gaze like this unless you’re upset with him. He can’t help but feel a little nervous that you don’t want to continue seeing him.

“Ah, that’s all?” He says, standing next to you as he clearly feigns his understanding of the situation. “And here I was thinking you didn’t love me anymore.”

At his words, he watches you fidget and shift your weight from one foot to the other. You scoff quietly, “I’ve never told you that anyway.”

Sirius smiles and rolls his eyes—not that you’re looking at him enough to notice anyway. He leans in closer. “Not with your words, but in other ways.”

And he’s right. You two may have never verbally spoken your love for one-another, but your actions make it more than obvious.

He sees a small tinge of pink color your cheeks. You meet eyes with him long enough to glare and grumble out a “Don’t be crass.”

“My apologies.” He chuckles quietly, holding out a hand for you to take. “Will you dance with me?”

Thankfully, you take him up on his offer. Putting your hand in his, Sirius guides you to the dance floor. With one hand holding yours and the other resting on your hip, Sirius leads in swaying you to the music.

As he’s never been one to beat around the bush, Sirius gets straight to the point. “Do you regret what we’ve done?”

“No.” You answer without hesitation, which makes Sirius feel a little better. You purse your lips and look away as if thinking of something, so he gives you a moment of silence to gather your words.

“It’s just scary, isn’t it?” You sigh, finally looking at him. “First it was Dumbledore, and then Mad Eye passed not even a couple of weeks ago. Any of us could be dead within the next week.”

Sirius nods understandingly, feeling a little relieved he wasn’t the direct cause of your distance. But he also knows there isn’t much he can say to comfort you in that aspect, although he’ll do his best. “Unfortunately that is a possibility, but I’d prefer you spoke to me about it rather than shutting yourself away.”

Still holding Sirius’s hand, stepping and swaying to the music, you come closer and rest the side of your face on his shoulder. Looking around at the other wedding guests as they dance, drink and laugh, you speak softly, “I’m sorry. This kind of stuff is wonderful, it just feels a bit strange to be doing in the middle of a war.”

“It does,” Sirius agrees, sliding his hand from your hip to the small of your back. “But in times like these we need to find happiness wherever we can.”

You smile. “Then I suppose I’m happy to have found you.”

Sirius chuckles softly, the corners of his eyes crinkling. He kisses the top of your head. “So you still love me then?”

“Of course.”

“Good. I love you too.”

#i didn’t proof read this #i’m not going to either #🫡#sirius black #sirius black x reader #post azkaban sirius #post azkaban sirius black x reader #sirius black fanfic #sirius black fanfiction

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eisukevint · 3 months

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eisuke ichinomiya x desi!reader headcanons !!

im so bored so here are some headcanons bec i love being desi

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

• he hates it when he has to wait and initially when you started dating you tried your best to be on time whenever he paged you but as your relationship progressed, its game over. whenever u have to go out, you ALWAYS leave at the the desi time and he slowly got so used to it, the one and only time punctual eisuke was late to events.

• eisuke has a massive sweet tooth so when you first made him kheer, he absolutely loved it although his only words were ‘not bad’. He definitely asks you to make it again so you feed him other ‘mithai’ (sweets in urdu/hindi) like gulab jamun, rasgullay, JALEBI etc and he loves it so much.

• you make him desi food from time to time and actually requests it like you him ask ‘eisuke what do you want for dinner today?’ and he just says ‘you made nihari last time, it was good. make it again’ he finds it very flavourful.

• he’s very familiar with other cultures since he’s a businessman and often interacts with foreign businessmen. he knows about the clothes and customs of your country. imagine eisuke in kurta or sherwani EISUKE IN A KURTA A BLACK KURTA AT THAT (i would actually die). Whenever you go to family events, you always wear traditional clothes and once eisuke is invited to them, he initially just wears his suit but after some time he starts to indulge you and actually wears your traditional clothes.

• he finds it very sexy when you talk and swear in your mother language.

• eisuke is multilingual (as its mentioned in the story) so if he doesnt know your mother langauge he would DEFINITELY learn and boy his pronunciation would be so good (thats a perfectionist for you)

• he says he hates bollywood movies because theyre so extra but thats a lie. whenever u play something like ‘kabhi khushi kabhi gham’ or ‘kal ho na ho’ he always watches it with you because he’s intrigued but ALWAYS says ‘this movie is so bad i wonder why you waste time watching this stuff’

• you go around singing bollywood songs or songs in your mother tongue around the penthouse and he just enjoys it so much but he definitely wont say it out loud

• eisuke was FLABBERGASTED when you told him or rather showed him a desi wedding like why is everyone wearing such fancy clothes ??? and he’s even more surprised when he finds out there’s actually three days to a wedding and even more pre wedding events.

• he loves it when you wear mehndi on your hands, he sees mehndi as something that adorns your hand and whenever u apply it, he brings your hand up to his face and smells it because he loves thr scent.

• when you told him about all your family and by that i mean family on your mother’s and father’s side, he has to do a double take because why the fuck do you have SO many cousins? he’s trying to keep up but there’s just so many.

• your parents love him more than you. they literally said it to your face ‘oh my, such a handsome boy, how did you ever end up with our incompetent daughter’ you cannot convince me that this wont happen.

• baba asks you to teach him bhangra and other desi dance steps and you, ota and baba have the time of your life dancing to chammak challo and nach punjaban in the penthouse lounge and eisuke just looks at you like youre comitting a crime

a little something for myself bec im a self indulgent bitch (not exactly a desi headcanon but i wanted to add this)

• every eid you spend with him, he makes sure to spoil you thoroughly. he gives you so much eidi (literally) like he straight up handed you car keys once and went ‘eid mubarak ___, i know you’ve been waiting for your eidi’ and then he just smirks while you think what did you do to deserve so much. he enjoys eid festivities with you and eid ul fitr is his favourite eid.

#eisuke x reader #desi things #kbtbb #eisuke ichinomiya #kissed by the baddest bidder #voltage inc #otome #love 365 #otome romance #soryu oh #mitsunari baba #ota kisaki

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hannawinchester03 · 1 year

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IN ANOTHER GALAXY.. Pt 2

Hello! Welcome back! This is a continuation of the events that happened in the first part, saw it got a little attention so wanted to spread my wings and show y’all my real potential.

Anyways, enjoy!

18+ you’ve been warned. 😉

This story contains: small talk, kissing, teasing, breath play, touching, grinding, hair pulling, whining, begging, praise kink, domination, oral reviving, pet names, and just straight up making out (obviously, who wouldn’t want to make out with quill)

Word count: 2,000

After the course of events of last week, (y/n) watching as rocket pulled the aliens heart out of its chest. Listening to quill speak to her about how he can’t believe she can understand groot. She was used to it by now, she’s been around this multiple times, like a dog chasing its own tail, something people find strange but to her perfectly normal.

“Hey (y/n), snap out of it. What's going on with you?” Quill asked as he looked over at (y/n), he raised an eyebrow at her. “You seem not interested..” Quill added as he crossed his arms waiting for a response as he looked her up and down slightly, before looking back up at her eyes.

“Yes, i am fine, Just a lot on my mind.” (y/n) says as she lets out a small huff looking down at herself for a second taking in the fact she had gotten more dressed up then she usually does, she then looks back up at quill, she can't help but show him a small smile to reassure him.

“Still kinda shocked you wanted me as your partner, over say rocket, or gamora..” (y/n) stated as she kept looking up at him, taking in the fact that she now noticed just how much taller he was compared to her, she took a small step back as she let out a small huff once again.

“Well for starters if you noticed, Gamora wants nothing to do with me, she's not the same as she was before..” Quill stated as he shook his head a little and let out a small sign, getting more sad as he really got a chance to think about the situation he is in, he never really felt like this before, even if he did he doesnt remember the last time he did at least.

“You know how Luke felt when Yoda told him the truth about his father. the shock in his face, the way he so desperately wanted to understand but deep down he already knew the truth..” Quill started to say to (y/n) as he looked away from her for a second hoping that she’ll understand the reference.

“The way that he looks at Yoda asking if it's true, the look in his eyes as with pure confusion and curiosity as he realizes that deep down he already knows that it is his father. Thinking about how he feels so out of place and tempted to turn to the darkside to be with his father or to train and be the one who changes the way of the force like his father was supposed to..” (y/n) says as she clears her throat a little and looks down at the floor for a second then looks back up at quill as she hears a chuckle come from him.

“Doesn't help that he finds out leia is his sister, i mean after that kiss and all..” Quill hums out his tone changing as he takes a step closer to (y/n) looking down at her as he licks his lips keeping his eyes down on her. “Well technically Leia kisses Luke to make Han jealous, way before they knew they were siblings.” (Y/n) stated as she looked up at Quill raising an eyebrow at him and noticed how he had gotten closer to her.

“Kinda reminds me of someone i know..” (y/n) says softly as she stepped closer to quill looking up at him standing up on her tippy toes as she wrapped an arm around his neck and pulled herself up closer to him because of the height difference. As she pulled herself closer to him she leaned her head close to his ear. “Kissing Luke to make Han jealous, pulling away just to tease Han watching as Luke had a smug look on his face..” (y/n) whispers into Quill's ear, making him wrap an arm around her waist and pull her closer into his chest as he turns his head towards her, looking down at her innocent eyes that are now darker than usual.

“How could he not be jealous? Leia is one of the best characters, pretty hot too..” Quill said softly as he moved one of his hands to push some of (y/n)’s hair behind her ear, he can't help but lick his lips as he kept his eyes locked on hers glancing down at her lips for a split second before looking back into her eyes with a small smirk as he noticed her eyes slowly growing darker with lust as he held her chin between his thumb and index finger feeling her warm breath against his lips from how close they were to each other, feeling her chest as it caved in and out trying to stay calm and collected as he spoke to her.

“Obviously cant forget about how Han towers over leia, talking to her telling her how he knows she likes him, how he tells her “its because there aren't enough scoundrels in her life” the icon scene..ya know..” Quill says in a soft but still deep tone as his thumb lightly traced over her bottom lip teasingly before holding back onto her chin his grip getting slightly more tight on her chin as he pulled her up a little as he leaned down moving his lips closer to hers, using his thumb once again to trace her bottom lip teasingly as it was the only thing keeping their lips separated.

Quill can't help but smile against her in lips as she listened to a small whine come out of her mouth, as he let his hand down kissing her as soon as his hand was out of the way and wrapped his arm around her waist more pulling her up onto her tippy toes more letting her lean on himself for support so she wouldn't fall over, letting her know it was safe with him, he won't let anything harm her.

As Quill kissed (y/n) he couldn't help but let out a small groan as he felt her move one of her hands up to his forearm wrapping her hand around his arm to give herself some more support as she stood up on her tippy toes feeling his strong arm around her waist knowing he wouldn't let her fall as she deepened the kiss using the hand that was still around his neck from when she first took action moving close to him and began to run her hand through the back of his hair as she continued to kiss him.

“Q-Quill, are you sure about this?” (y/n) asked as she lightly pulled on his hair pulling his head away from hers so that they could both breath, as she asked him this she kept her eyes up on him waiting for the response, or anything really all she got was a small groan form her tugging on his hair, she cant help but let out a small chuckle as she was about to speak up but she was quickly interrupted as they heard the ship intercom start to crackle making (y/n) raise and eyebrow as she quickly went to pull away from quill to go see what it was.

Before (y/n) was able to make it a few steps away she quickly got swept up off of her feet, quill picking her up bridal style walking her over his living quarters, as he walked through the door he walked over to his bed gently laying her down, watching as she propped herself up on her elbows staying laid down on the bed but was propped up enough to keep her eyes on him.

“Oh i'm sure, are you though?” Quill asked his voice now much deeper then (y/n) has ever heard his voice get, especially when they are in a heavy battle she always noticed how his voice got more deep from being out of breath but this was different, now she could practically hear the lust in his voice, as she got lost in her own thoughts distracting herself from being able to find her own words all she manages to do is nod lightly at him.

Quill watches as she nods at him making him smirk happily as he walked closer to the bed climbing on top of her slightly still hovering over her since she was small compared to him as he wrapped a arm under her around her waist pulling her up closer towards the pillows as he leaned down kissing her once again this time more rough causing (y/n) to let out a small moan and him to chuckle against her lips.

“God look at you, already moaning and I haven’t barely touched you..” Quill spoke out his voice still growing deep and dominant as he pulled away from the kiss, he began kissing down her jaw and towards her neck taking his time as he used his arm to slowly guide her small body up towards the pillows.

His other hand holding onto her thigh caressing her leg as he used his knees to spread her legs open making room for himself to be between her knees, once he was satisfied with his position he started to grind down against her gently watching as she let out a soft cry of pleasure and threw her head back as he began to kiss back up her neck towards her jaw.

“You like that (y/n)?” He asked in a low growl as he placed kisses along her jaw as her head was still thrown back from him grinding down against her. As he asked her this she looks back up at him and let out a small nod as she wrapped her hand around his neck tangling her hand in his hair again as she began to breathe a little more heavily.

“Y-yes quill..god it feels good..” (y/n) can’t help but moan out as she looked up at him and kissed him again to try and muffle her moans so she wouldn’t sound to annoying.

“Oh no, no, don’t quite yourself baby girl, I wanna hear you..” Quill hums out as he pulled away from the kiss, sitting up on his knees pulling his shirt off tossing it to the side.

After removing his own shirt he smirks happily down at (y/n) as she was watching his every move admiring his chest as his necklace landed perfectly between his two pecks, she kept looking down his chest stopping at his waist band admiring as it was in a v shape going towards his base but quickly looked back up as he pulled her to be seated up.

“We gotta get you undressed first, then we’ll have fun princess.” Quill stated as he grabbed the bottom of her shirt looking into her eyes for a few seconds and saw her give him a small nod making him smile as he pulled off her shirt and made her lay back down.

He kept his eyes down on her as she propped herself up on her elbows watching as the top of her breast peak out of her bra as she breathed, watching as her chest would cave in and come back up as she watched his every moves.

“God you’re beautiful..” quill hummed out as he slid her up on the bed so her head was rested against the pillows as he moved be on his elbows as he began to undo her jeans pulling them off of her, tossing them to the side and moved himself so his head was between her legs.

He began to slowly kiss her inner thigh slowly moving up closer to her heat but would start kissing up her other thigh to tease her as she let out a soft whine, making him chuckle against her.

“Use your words..” quill hummed out against her thigh as he had his hands wrapped around each thigh gently squeezing as he would kiss on her thigh to tease her. As he got to the top of her thigh he gently bit on the lace fabric against her hip but would pull away and chuckle as (y/n) would let out a small huff.

“Please, god quill.” (Y/n) huffed out as she threw her head back, she had been watching him as he kissed on her thighs her eyes locking on his but she was to impatient so she let her head fall back into the pillow’s already tired of his teasing.

“What? Can’t enjoy myself?” Quill spoke out as he finally touched where she needed it most, he teasingly placed a kiss against her clit through the fabric, watching as her hips flinched making his grip on her thighs tighten and hold her in place.

“Ahh I see..” quill hummed teasing to her as he continued to place open mouthed kisses against her heat hearing as small moans came out from her mouth as she threw her back into the pillow more and one of her hands moved to his hair holding onto it as she tried to keep his head in place but he forced his head back to tease her.

“I said use your words princess..” Quill said dominantly as he moved his hands to loop his fingers under her underwear pulling them off of her and tossed them to the side quickly moving back to his spot between her legs, watching as her pussy was completely soaked, making him smirk.

Before she could even say anything in response he licked up her slit humming happily against her as he tasted how sweet she was, he continued to hum against her letting out small vibrations from his humming against her clit making him chuckle against her as she moaned happily.

“There ya go..” Quill spoke out as he felt her gripping onto his hair chuckling softly as he began to lick up her slit cleaning up all of her juices as he gently rubbed his nose against her nub hearing a loud gasp come out of her as she tugged at his hair roughly making him groan against her.

Quill then began to suck on her clit, still humming against her teasingly and whispering softly to her how good she tastes still sending vibrations against her making (y/n) turn into a moaning mess as he continued to chuckle against her finding it amusing at the fact she always seems so annoyed by him but seem to be enjoying herself.

Eventually quill slide his tongue into her as he began to thrust his tongue in and out making (y/n) grip onto his hair more as she cried out his name In please feeling a knot start to form inside her stomach. “G-god quill..” (y/n) moaned out happily as she tightened her grip on his hair pushing his head into her heat more making his tongue go deeper.

“That’s it baby girl, cum for me..” quill hummed out against her as she pushed his head deeper into herself making him thrust his tongue faster inside of her feeling her walls tighten around him and her hips start to buckle making him wrap his arm around her waist and pull her into his face more and used his other hand to rub her sensitive clit listening to her as she moaned loudly in pleasure.

Quill kept his eyes up on (y/n) as her chest as panting heavily and one of her hands were gripping tightly on the bed sheets and the other holding into his hair for dear life as he continued to tongue fuck her and rub her clit feeling as more of her juices start to leak out.

“G-god quill, that feels to good!” (Y/n) cried out as she threw her head back feeling her small body start to quiver underneath him as he continued to rub her clit and suck on her as she was almost ready to cum.

“What feels good?” (Y/n) heard quill say, hearing that his voice was not as deep and raspy as it was before making her raise an eyebrow and snap out of it. Taking a second to look around a little seeing that the two of them were in a field of flowers on the planet they were on searching for a valuable material that was needed for rocket's latest invention.

“Nothing, what’s this thing supposed to look like?” (Y/n) asked as she cleared her throat a little bit trying to figure out why the dream was so vivid or whatever she has just been through.

“Rocket said it’s supposed to look like one of these flowers, but we'll be able to tell the difference supposedly. The ones we need don’t have this pollen stuff on them..” quill stated as he kept walking through the field going straight forward.

“Strange, they all seem to have this stuff. The pollen. Anything special about this stuff?” (Y/n) asked as the pollen seemed to just stay in the air, not even move around in the wind or anything.

“Supposedly it’s supposed to make you hallucinate, or go to sleep, something like that.” Quill stated as he cleared his throat and kept walking so he could find the items they were looking for.

Anyways! Hope y’all enjoyed just wanted to show y’all some of my potential.

Feel free to message me with requests or other suggestions I’m all ears.

Bye, until next time!

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cerberusthenking3 · 2 months

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Inventors Ingestion

This story is for Scrumptioustimetravelpatrol

Warning:This story contains soft,safe,accidental fearplay,apologetic pred,same size,child prey

Ushi POV.

I grip the neck of the bottle tightly as I stand beside the door into the little room.I take a shaky breath and brace the bottle like a knife when the door handle clicks and the large bull-like demon opens the door and I hear him mutter"Where is this bitch,I'm fucking hungry" before stepping all the way in and yelling"GET OUT HERE BIT-"I jump out and drive the shattered glass straight onto his back.He yells out in pain before lashing out and slamming me against the wall before he yells out"YOU LITTLE BITCH,I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU"I grab a shard of glass while he jumps at me and i lash out at his head,driving the glass straight onto his eye as he yells out in pain and stumbles back as I whatever is in his hand,that turns out to be a knife.I brace it and run towards the demon and start stabbing at his body again,and again,and again before the knife slips from my hand and I stare at the mess of red all over the ground.I feel my stomach turn as I hurl up all the contents of my stomach onto the floor.I turn to the door and throw it open,looking out at the red sky and hellish city sprawling out,I notice a taller building and see the word"Hotel"next to some word I've never seen before,maybe they'll let me call the police.

Ushi POV.

I push the door to the hotel open while looking inside carefully before stepping in and seeing a woman at the feont counter who says, "Welcome to the Happy Hotel,have you come for.......hold on,you look very young,how did you get here?"In an excitable and joyous tone which changes to confusion as she comments on my age, so I respond with"A b-big bull-like m-m-monster kidnapped me and my mom,a-a-and he took h-her from the tiny room he was keeping us in a few days ago,she hadn't come back yet so I decided to escape"Then much quieter"I think I killed him"She covers her mouth and runs up before smelling near me and she says"Oh dear,you're a human right?"I confusedly nod, and she sighs and says,"A lot of sinners gain a taste for human flesh when they get here,i dont know how he got to you two here but I'm sorry to say i don't know how to get you out of here"I sigh and turn to the door when I feel her grab my arm and pull me back before saying"WAIT,I don't know how you got here without anyone noticing you but if you leave,something is going to get you,why dont you stay here until I can find a way to get you home?"I slowly nod, and she squeals again before leading me to the elevator,probably to somewhere to keep me.

Ushi POV.

She walks me to a giant room with a large bed,a door into another room,a TV,and multiple other things in the room.She says happily, "We didn't get a proper introduction,I'm Charlie,You are?"I stop and say,"Ushi,Miss Charlie,I'm Ushi. "She gives me a genuine smile and says,"Welcome to the Happy Hotel Ushi,now I'm gonna go tell everyone that we have a new guest,get comfortable. "Before walking out of the room and closing the door behind her.I slowly walk to the bed and sit down on the end of the bed when i hear someone outside the door smelling the air loudly and watch it creak open to a demon in red standing there before saying"Wonderful,I was just thinking about how hungry I am"My eyes widen at this and i tense up as he walks in and my hand slips to the lamp while he reaches for the door handle,I flick the heavy glass off the table and his head which he doesnt notice until he turns back and gets a face full of shattering ceramic as I shove past him and sprint out of the room and down to hall as I hear a loud animalistic growl coming from the man.I turn down the hall and spot a door that partially open and slip in before turning to see a large circular bed in the middle with large gears all over the room.I slip behind some of the pillows and begin shaking as the door opens and I hear the demon walking in before an entirely different voice says"What in the world was Alastor looking around the hall for?"I shiver as I hear something sliding towards the bed.I hear a confused hiss as the pillows are pulled away, and I curl up tightly when he asks."Umm,hello,what are you doing in my room?"I look up and see a giant snakelike demon with a cobra hood,red eyes down his tail,and eeally sharp claws.I quietly say,"S-sorry,I w-was hiding f-from a demon in r-red"He nods understandingly before saying"Yes the radio demon can be quite overwhelming but he is rather berable when you get to know him"I shake my head and quietly reply with"No,he's trying to.....eat me"He looks confuesed before his eyes widen before asking"Are you the human Charlotte was talking about?"I nod but stop when someone knocks on the door, and I hear the red demons voice."Hello,Pentious. Have you seen a human around here?"I whimper and say,"H-hide me,p-please."He nods after a second before looking around the room and hissing frustratedly before i see his eyes widen as an idea clicks."Do not worry,I will not hurt you, "he states firmly before leaning down and picking me up.I look at him with confusion that quickly turns to horror as his mouth opens widely and he places my head onto his snakelike tongue.My body freezes and I can't struggle while he swifly swallows me.I get pushed into a really tight place,which I assume is his stomach but instead of stopping there I'm pushed deeper and into a much larger area.My body then my legs fill the area behind me and I'm jerked forward when he moves and i hear the click of a door"Hello,Alastor,what was that about a human?"The snake asks the red demon apparently named Alastor,not that it matters. I'm dead anyway,the first ten minutes of freedom, and i still get eaten.A small whimper leaves my throat as I curl into a ball and slowly fall asleep.

Ushi POV.

My eyes crack open as I look around and realize that I'm back in my room.I sit up with a groan and look around,seeing Miss Charlie,some grey lady with an X over her eye,and the snake demon,Pentious,I think.Pentious gives me a nervous smile smile and wave and Miss Charlie looks just as nervous as she walks over and asks"Heeeeey,Ushi,are you okay?"I shiver but nod and ask."H-how am I a-alive?"Pentious answers that with"Oh,I put you in my tail stomach,I can't digest stuff in that stomach,"I give a huge sigh of relief and flop back down onto the bed when I hear the demon from earlier,Alastor I think,say"Why hello there"I flinch and shoot up to see him at the door and notice a deep cut in his cheek,likely from the lamp.Miss Charlie glares at him and says"Alastor?"He sighs and says,"I'm sorry for scaring you,Charlie already told me you were here, and I wanted to scare you"in an annoyed tone.I still feel a bit scared around him but at least Miss Charlie can control him.After making sure I'm alright they all leave and I settle down and turn on the TV and flick through channels,cringing at the disgusting channels until I get to a Nickelodeon,somehow the channel works here so I happily watch it.Hopefully I'll get out of here sometime soon,ai dont want to be dood for any other demons.

#Hazbin Hotel #sir pentious #soft vore #safe vore #apologetic pred #same size vore

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rdiowx · 10 months

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FRANKENSTEIN FRANK— 2

Frankensteins monster!Frank x Mad scientist!Reader

A story in which the way brothers come over and Gerard meets frank

Funny story I completely forgot the Great Depression was happening during this time and i only realized it while watching ‘into the spider-verse’

Teaching Frank how to do or say things was all you did now—not that you were doing much of anything before— but he was becoming more stable as a person. You would say you did a pretty great job well, you would say your are doing a pretty great job. He can walk in a kind of straight line now and he helps around the house, his body isnt completely functional though, he doesnt have to eat or anything but for some reason his hair grows. His hair is still the same, bleached sides and his faux hawk but the sides have grown out a bit. He gets along with Mikey which is great and tonight mikey’s bringing over his older brother Gerard. You both haven’t told him about Frank, the only people that know about Frank is yourselves and well, Frank.

Franks memory is kind of bad but yours would be too if you were put together by two weirdos in one of their basements. You were pulled out of your thoughts by a knock on your door, you went to answer it forgetting about your book in the process. Frank looked toward you in confusion before getting up to follow you. Opening the door you were met with the one and only way brothers, frank smiled at the sight of Mikey only for it to drop when he saw a new person beside him. “Hey guys, you can come in.” You welcomed them in only for frank to stare at you like you had two heads, you would too if someone you’d never met before was welcomed into your house. “Thanks for inviting us over, well Mikey comes over every day but I don’t.” Gerard started, before waving slightly at Frank. “Oh yea. Gerard thats Frank he’s my um roommate? Frank thats Mikeys brother Gerard.” You conversed, heading into the kitchen.

Frank gave Gerard a weird look before following you into the kitchen. “He doesn’t like new people dont take it to heart.” Mikey said, putting his hand on Gerards shoulder and leaving to the kitchen. Gerard nodded in response, taking his shoes off before following his brother. Frank was oddly quiet so you asked him what was wrong, only to get a shrug in response. “Do you not like Gerard?” You questioned, looking up from your cutting board. “I dont know him.” He answered. You nodded in understanding before resuming your activity. You both dropped the subject as the way brothers entered the room, Mikey was the first one to start talking. “Hey Frank hows living here? Lord knows i never could.” You glared at him over your shoulder as a response. “I like it here, they’re nice..company.” Frank hesitated to make sure he got the word right.

“Uh huh im sure they are.” Mikey teased before looking over at you. “What is that supposed to mean? You dont think im good company?” You queried, putting your knife down before turning around to look at him. You and Mikey continued to bicker like you were siblings instead of him and Gerard. Speaking of Gerard, he tried to make small talk with frank. “So um, how did you meet Them and Mikey?” Gerard asked, before moving to take a drink of his water. “They made me in The lab downstairs.” Frank answered seriously. Gerards eyes widened before he spat out his drink in shock causing frank to jump and you and Mikey paused your bickering. “What? What happened?” You asked turning to faced them.

“You made this guy?!” Gerard yelled, clearly stunned. Thats right, you hadn’t talked to frank about what to say if someone asked where he came from or how he met you. “Shit.” Mikey mumbled making his way towards his brother and resting his hands on his shoulders. “Listen man, you cant tell ANYONE about this.” Mikey stated, making Gerard promise he wouldnt tell anyone about this. While this was going on you lead frank out of the kitchen to your shared bedroom. “Frank you cannot tell people you were made in a lab! Who knows what would happen if it go out to someone who wasnt Gerard! I mean i could get in serious trouble!” You rambled, pacing around the room. Frank looked towards his shoes the whole time, not having the chance to mumble out an apology.

You stopped after you saw the look in his eyes as you yelled at him. You move to sit down on the bed next to him, knees touching as you look at him. “Im sorry, I just dont know what would happen if it got out, i dont want you to be hurt.” You held out your hand on his thigh palm up for him to grab, which he did. “Its okay.” Frank squeezes your hand before moving to wipe his face only for one of his staples to get stuck on one of his stitches. You laugh at the predicament before yelling for Mikey to get your scissors and needle and thread out of the lab drawers downstairs.

Doesn’t take long for you to hear two pairs of footsteps coming towards your room while you hold Franks arm in place so he doesn’t rip anything trying to get unstuck. You thank Mikey before snipping the thread and letting frank move his arm while you restitch his face. “Doesn’t that hurt?” Gerard asks nervously. You laugh as you let frank answer his question. “I dont have any pain receptors..” Frank informs before attempting to watch you restitch below his eye. “I think thats pretty useful considering your made of staples and thread.” Gerard inspects him, looking him up and down.

“Alright im done.” You say, pressing a kiss to the new stitches before letting everyone know you were gonna finish dinner. The guys talked amongst themselves, Gerard asking questions the whole time that sometimes Mikey had to answer if frank didnt know how to say a word or two. Soon enough dinner was done and you guys were talking about random stuff that had happen recently. You like to think that Frank and Gerard were warming up to each other considering frank would actually look him in the eyes now.

“Its kind of crazy that all these years you were working on a functioning person, though it doesn’t surprise me they do call you a mad scientist.” Gerard made small talk and you had to stop frank from talking with food in his mouth. “Well you know me, i try my best to live up to my name.” You rolled your eyes before continuing to eat your food. After everyone finished eating gerard asked to see your lab which you agreed to, frank got excited cause it’s easily one of his favorite places in the house.

“So this is where crazy spends all their time?” Gerard asked, throwing you a teasing smile. “Oh yea, this is the place.” Mikey butted in, not letting you get a word in which earned a slap to the back of his head by you. Frank went to mess with stuff on your desk again, it wouldnt matter how many times you told him not to he would still do it. At least he went for a snow globe and not a sharp tool this time. “Im not even crazy that’s just a —Frank don’t drop that—that’s just a scary tale parents tell their kids to get them to go to sleep.” You and mikey were arguing again, you’d think after being friends for so long you’d be able to get along but that’s just another myth.

“Hey Mikey, we gotta go home its getting dark.” Gerard informed after a while reaching for his jacket he set on your chair. They both bid their goodbyes before making their way up the steps, putting their shoes on and leaving out the door. You followed to lock the door behind them frank trailing along, snow globe still in hand. Frank tells them goodbye and they wave. After a while of reading, finally finishing the book while frank listens to you read, you and Frank get ready for bed.

In the bathroom where you’re both brushing your teeth frank strikes up a conversation, toothpaste still in mouth. “That book was so weird by the way, felt unfinished.” Frank spoke, slightly garbled from the toothpaste. “Thats because you heard it from the last 30 pages Frank.”You smiled. He had a look of understanding before mumbling an “Oh.” And telling you that you should read him a different book instead. You told him maybe tomorrow and he nodded, walking you out of the bathroom and turning off the light. Having already gotten into pajamas you both got comfortable under the covers, Frank talking about anything and everything until his brain finally shut down for the night. It didnt take long for you to fall asleep after he did and you slipped into a dreamless slumber.

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Strange Love (Part 2)

Re-uploding this because I acidentally delete it yesterday. Sorry if your are being tagged in this again and you already read it.

Pairing: Stephen Strange!Supreme x Fem!Reader Doctor!Strange x Fem!Reader

Synopsis: The reader makes a disconcerting discovery about her feelings and at the same time tries to deal with Strange's obsession with her which inevitably leads to catastrophe.

Word Count: 6K

Warnings: Violence, Mentions of injuries and blood, pure angst

Chapter 2: Not Again

“Let me get this straight, did you lose her?” Natasha Romanoff asked teasing Stark.

“You are so funny. Did you hear what he said? Did you guys hear what he said?” Natasha could tell Stark was worried.

“We heard” Barton replied “There's an evil version of this guy” He pointed to Doctor Strange standing next to the table in the meeting room in the Stark Tower. “Wanting to destroy the universe because he thinks [Y/N] is his dead fiancé.”

"It's a little more complicated than that" Doctor Strange replied, trying to control his lack of patience. “She is his fiancé. At least the version of her in this universe.”

“I'm sorry Doctor, but how long have you and [Y/N] been having a thing?” Natasha asked smirking

“What?” Stark replied “[Y/N] and this guy? He's my age, come on!”

“I guarantee that I'm at least 10 years younger than you Stark” Strange replied looking slightly offended “[Y/N] and I are barely friends, we hardly have any contact.”

Natasha couldn't help but notice that he was uncomfortable with the whole thing.

“But in that other universe weren't you engaged?” Rhodes seemed confused.

“Things are not exactly the same... people have different lives... can you focus on the main issue?”

“He got nervous” Natasha provoked “[Y/N] told me she was in love and didn't want to tell me with who.”

“Definitely not with me” Doctor Strange replied angrily “I have great respect for her, but that Stephen Strange is completely obsessed with her and will spare no effort to have her, even if he has to destroy our entire universe.”

"Oh, that story again" Barton complained.

“You're not going to retire so soon, Clint” Natasha said trying to keep some humor in the midst of all that absurd situation that completely escaped her understanding. She stared at Stark who seemed to be deciding whether to say something or not. He had that face that Natasha knew well. He was hiding something.

"Tony knows something else that he's not telling us." She pointed.

“Oh you know me so well” He said shrugging “We need all the help we can get.” He replied speaking directly to Doctor Strange

"That includes Thor and Loki" Strange replied.

“I just don't know if bringing Loki into this would be a good decision.”

Natasha was confused.

“Tony... we won't make it without them.”

“Can you two just say what's going on?” Banner asked annoyed.

“[Y/N] and Loki are... having a thing” Tony said rolling his eyes.

Natasha smiled and for some reason wasn't surprised. She knew there was something happening.

“Are you kidding…” Barton was irritated “Tony how did you let this happen?”

“She's an adult, okay? She is not a child and doesnt need to ask for permission. Also, so far it hasn't been a problem.”

“And what's the problem now?” Banner asked.

“Loki won't take well knowing that Doctor Strange's evil twin kidnapped his girlfriend” Natasha replied.

“You must be kidding” Rhodes was exasperated “We are dealing with considerable danger and you are worried about all this drama?”

“A maddened super sorcerer is enough for us” Tony replied “If Loki loses his mind and decides to face Strange alone, we all lose”

"We need them" Strange stated.

...

You woke up in the morning to another cloudy day in London. You looked around at the empty bed and remembered everything that had happened the day before. You could tell yourself that you slept with Doctor Strange to try to save the universe, which wouldn't be completely untrue, but you couldn't deny that you liked it.

Your conscience was heavy thinking of Loki. A great sadness washed over you as you realized that you probably wouldn't be able to see him again and you thought of Tony.

Tony Stark had become much more than just the man who gave you shelter, he was your best friend and you felt an unconditional affection for him. How could you live without him?

You were trying to find a balance in this madness, but you couldn't come to any conclusion.

Doctor Strange came out of the bathroom, dressed only in his pants, his hair wet from the shower. You couldn't help but notice how handsome he was. You had never looked at Stephen Strange like that before, but after last night you couldn't help it.

“Glad you're awake.” He smiled “We're going to NY, hurry up.”

You agreed “Can I...? I need a shower.”

“Of course, there are clean towels in the bathroom and I will bring you clean clothes.”

You took a long shower, washed your hair and tried to let the hot water clear your thoughts which were completely out of control by now.

The only way to resolve that conflict was to convince Strange to leave this universe. His presence there was causing irreversible damage to reality. But you knew he would only accept go away if you went with him and your presence in any universe would bring irreparable damage to that other reality, leading the situation to a complicated and disheartening paradox.

You came out of the bathroom and there was a change of clothes on the bed. You dressed quickly. Light jeans, a white t-shirt and sneakers.

You went down to the hall. Stephen Strange was dressed in his dark tunic, his frightening black cloak clinging to his shoulders.

“Ready?”

“Can we talk about it first?”

He agreed.

“When we get there, let me talk or they won't understand.”

He nodded.

“And the spell...”

He sighed “I will not cast the spell. You are right. I need to leave the past behind.”

You smiled in relief “This will please Doctor Strange.”

“Don't get so excited, there are things I need to solve with him.”

He conjured a portal “Let's go.”

You arrived at the Stark Tower, more necessarily at your apartment. You went downstairs and heard Friday's voice over the speakers.

“Miss. [Y/N] has just entered the Tower, Sir.”

A second later Doctor Strange appeared, staring at the other Stephen Strange beside you with a mixture of astonishment, fear and anger.

“Strange”

Doctor Strange armed himself by conjuring a circle of golden magic into his hands and Tony followed closely behind with Rhodes, both in armor. Natasha, Clint and Banner also ran into the hall.

“Hi” You said to everyone.

“I'll speak once” Tony said “Leave her alone or there will be consequences.”

“I'm anxious to know what the consequences will be, but I'm not here to fight.”

“Then why are you here?” Doctor Strange asked.

“Because I asked him” You said “I wanted to say goodbye...”

“What you talking about?” Tony got rid of the armor mask “[Y/N] come here.”

“I... I can't, Tony. This is my destiny. Being with him, with Doctor Strange. I need to protect this universe and the only way to do that is to leaving with him.”

The Strange next to you grinned victoriously.

“No” Stephen replied “That was her fate, not yours.”

“Yeah, I hate to admit it, but if you're going to have a thing with some Doctor Strange, I vote for this one” Tony said indicating the Doctor Strange next to him.

You sighed “You don't understand...”

“Strange” Doctor Strange called angrily “What did you do to her?”

“I am fine. I asked him to bring me here to say goodbye. I don’t want you to fight. I'll be fine.”

“Even if that was an option” Doctor Strange said furiously “Which clearly isn't, it doesn't change anything, his mere presence here unbalances the universe, you know that, you've seen it.”

“We can leave this universe” You replied “We can go to another place and this world will be safe.”

“But you will put another universe in danger” Doctor Strange replied trying to convince you “[Y/N] listen to me...”

“Don't worry about it Strange, I can take care of the side effects.” Said Strange challenging him “I, unlike you, am capable of dealing with any problems that occur in this reality or any other.”

“Like you dealt with your universe? Your arrogance destroyed an entire universe. You killed billions of lives and you want to risk it all again?”

Doctor Strange sighed trying to convince his version of another universe

“That's us wanting to fix everything, wanting to have control over everything that happens, but your [Y/N] died, you can't bring her back and you can't keep risking the multiverse like that.”

“I will do whatever is necessary to take back what is mine.”

“Yeah, it turns out she's not yours” Tony replied irritated “You had yours Y/N, you lost her, don't come steal ours.”

You could feel Strange's anger rising and the conflict you were trying to avoid hanging over all of you.

“Tony... please, I'll be fine.”

“Oh but Loki won't” Natasha said and Doctor Strange opened a portal through which Thor and Loki entered.

Strange launched himself at Loki, but only surpassed one of his illusions. Thor caught him from behind, trapping him with the Stormbreaker.

Loki put some kind of collar around his neck and Thor released him.

He flew in to attack Loki, who pressed a button on some sort of device and he went back to where he was.

“What is this?” He was surprised and furious “What did you do?”

Doctor Strange also looked curious.

“A boring thing I learned at TVA” Loki replied facing the Doctor Strange of your universe “All the power of the world is no match for this.”

Strange looked at you “[Y/N]...”

“You get rid of him” Loki threw the device into Doctor Strange's hands “Something in his face tells me this is your problem.”

Loki came towards you “Are you ok?”

You nodded, but your heart was breaking, you couldn't bear to see the pain in Strange's eyes.

“Put him in the basement” Tony said to Doctor Strange who opened a portal and dragged Strange with him.

"You'll regret this" He threatened angrily.

“I imagine so, but first let's have a conversation” Strange replied passing through the portal.

Tony got rid of the armor “Are you ok?” and then scolded you “What is this fate thing you were saying? Have you lost your mind?”

You started crying desperately throwing yourself into his arms.

…

You were in the hall, Doctor Strange hadn't returned, Tony quickly explained what he knew about the whole story to Loki and Thor.

“Don't be angry” Said Natasha teasing “Her thing with Doctor Strange is in another universe.”

Loki didn’t respond.

“What will you do with this guy?” Thor asked “After all, how did he get here?”

“I warned you that the passages of the multiverse are open due to the collision of the timelines” Loki replied

"The spell incident may have made things worse" Tony said ruefully.

You were surprised “What incident?”

Tony sighed “What you said you saw with Parker. It kind of happened, Strange tried to repair the damage by erasing what happened from people's minds, but it doesn't seem to work right.”

You sighed bewildered “It's my fault. I predicted weeks ago that this Doctor Strange would come, I was going to talk to Stephen, but I didn't have time. I should have warned all of you.”

“She's full of secrets” Natasha said with her unshaken mood.

“Yeah, can you keep your boyfriends under control?” Barton said annoyed.

Loki sat next to you “Are you ok? None of this was your fault.”

You could barely look at him. “I did what I had to do to save this universe.”

“What are you talking about?” He asked but you did not answer.

“It's better to let her rest” Natasha stated “This conversation can wait.”

“You’re sure?” Banner asked worried “How long we'll be able to keep that guy trapped in the basement?”

“Loki, that thing will work for how long?” Tony asked.

“It took me 14 hours to get rid of mine” Loki said “You don't have much more than that.”

“Is it possible to send him back? To his universe?” Barton asked staring at you.

“No” You replied “His universe was completely destroyed, anywhere he goes will destabilize reality. At least that's what Strange said.”

“Are you telling me this guy shouldn't be alive?” Thor asked

“I'm saying that there can't be two Stephen Strange in the same universe. Sending him to another universe would only transfer the problem.”

"I vote to transfer the problem" Rhodes said.

"Maybe our other-universe selves has better ideas of how to deal with the problem" Barton said.

“You don't understand” Loki said darkly “As long as the multiverse is open nothing will stop him from coming back.”

“Not just him” Thor concluded “Any version of him or any other being.”

You agreed.

“Then we finish him” Tony said decidedly and you looked at him exasperated. “The guy's universe is gone, he's working overtime.”

“He's suffering” You said “Nothing he did or is doing is without a reason.”

Loki stared at you surprised “Are you defending him?”

You stood up turning around and turned your back on everyone “I'm saying that killing can't be an option. We can't justify this by saying he shouldn't be here. Who decides? Half of our universe shouldn't be alive, we forced ourselves through time to bring them back directly impacting reality.” You stared at Loki “You shouldn't be alive in this timeline, the TVA almost guaranteed that, but here we are forcing ourselves against their will.”

They didn't respond.

“Besides, you wouldn't be able to kill him.” You faced Tony pleading “There has to be another way”

…

You were in your room and you knew they were talking about you downstairs, but you couldn't stop thinking about Strange. That Stephen Strange. You needed to talk to your Doctor Strange alone, maybe he had a better plan that didn't involve trying to kill the other Doctor Strange.

Loki sneaked up on you “Are you okay? You don't look good.”

You sighed wearily. You couldn't tell him what had happened between you and Strange and you were justifying your omission saying that it was to protect Loki from an impulsive act that would lead him to try to fight Strange, you knew he wouldn’t stand a chance, but you were in fact protecting yourself from his judgment.

“It's been crazy days” You replied “I'm trying to process the fact that there was a version of me that was engaged to a Doctor Strange... it's all so confusing.”

“I know. I found some versions of myself that were very difficult to process. I know how it feels.”

“I can't imagine how difficult it must be for Doctor Strange.”

Loki agreed.

"I thought I wouldn't see you again.” He pulled you to his arms and tried to kiss you but you turned your face feeling your heart heavy “I'm sorry.”

Someone knocked on the door.

“Sorry” Natasha walked in “The front door was open.”

You wiped the tears from your face.”

“Thor wants to talk to you” She said to Loki “He's waiting in the main hall.”

Loki nodded and left and you couldn't help but notice how relieved you felt. You suddenly didn't feel comfortable in his presence and you understood that maybe it was the guilt you felt.

Natasha entered the room and closed the door.

“I thought the perhaps you would want to talk to someone.”

You did not answer. She sat by your side.

“When you told me you were in love, it never crossed my mind that it would be with Loki.”

“You don't approve it.”

She shrugged “Clint it’s offended, but I personally tend not to hold bad feelings towards people. Loki was at Thanos' behest, we defeated Thanos. It's water under the bridge.”

You smiled “Loki has evolved a lot since 2012.”

She agreed and stayed silent for a minute, her eyes on you examining you “What happened to you while you were there? What did he do to you?”

Tears streamed down your face and you wiped them away quickly.

“He made me feel things I didn't want to feel.”

Nat didn’t asked just kept listening.

“It's as if I could feel what she felt for him. Their love was something very strong and I never felt anything like that... I can feel it now.

“Maybe it's some enchantment” She said trying to find some explanation.

You shook your head “I convinced him not to use the spell. He doesn't want to hurt anyone, he just wants… me.”

“But you can't sacrifice yourself like that for him” Natasha said trying to be understanding “I understand that his life was destroyed by this loss, but it makes no sense for you to give up on yours.”

“Are you saying I'm wrong for feeling like this?”

“I'm saying that you spent a lot of time alone with him, it messed with you, but you should keep your head in place now. Let's find a way to solve this in the best way possible. We always find a way, remember?”

“He won't stop” You said staring at your hands “And I won't let them kill him.”

Natasha looked at you surprised.

“I can't Nat, there has to be another way.”

She agreed “Let's think of something.” She got up to leave “Be careful so Loki doesn't see you crying for the evil Doctor Strange, he might think you guys have a thing.” She smirked and left the room.

You spent the whole afternoon in your room and at dusk Doctor Strange knocked on your door.

"I imagine you have questions" He said. He wore his blue robe, his levitation cloak. Looking at him was strange to say the least, but you tried to push that thought away.

“Where is he?” You asked and he walked in.

“Comfortable in the basement” He approached “Are you okay?”

You shrugged. “It doesn't matter how I feel”

“You have no responsibility for what happened. It's not your destiny to be by his side, you are free.”

“Then why do I feel this way?” You stared at the floor “He didn't use any spells, no incantations, but I can feel all the things she felt for him.”

Strange stared at you surprised

“I felt like this since the first moment I saw him in the Sanctum Sanctorum, then in London. I'm not being manipulated, I'm just...

He sighed “May I test something?”

You nodded.

Strange cast a spell with a pompous gesture of his fingers and golden runes hovered in the air and approached your face penetrating your skin.

“What did you do?”

He shook his head trying to reassure you “The Vishanti seal of protection. A simple spell, but unbreakable and very powerful. Your mind is not and never will be under the effect of any spell as long as it is protected by it.”

“And how long will the spell last?”

“As long as the sorcerer who cast it is alive.”

You agreed with a sigh.

Doctor Strange stared at you sympathetically “Now we're sure he hasn't bewitched you. I know little or nothing about your abilities. I know that you can see the future, that you have visions, but I don't know where it comes from.”

“I do not know either.”

“I believe your ability is interfering with reality. If the multiverse is open as Loki says, it's possible that you are naturally draining your memories from that lost universe.”

You stared frightned “But she is dead. How is this possible?”

“The multiverse is a complex concept. We know little or nothing about it.”

“How can I live with this feeling? How can I be myself, feel my feelings and hers at the same time?”

He did not answer.

“I can't talk about it with anyone else, but I think you'll understand the feeling of being two at the same time.”

He nodded. “Since he arrived, I've had a hard time accepting that there is another version of me. I mean, in theory I always knew, but seeing it it's completely different.”

You nodded. “I want to justify what I did... please tell me that what you said justifies it”

He didn't answer but looked at you curiously wondering what you were talking about.

You stared at him and unable to keep his gaze, you turned away from him “I... I wanted to say it was hard being there... I wish I could say that I feared him, but that's not how it happened. He's like you, he's not evil, he's just hurt. You remember what it was like to lose your hands, not being able to operate anymore. What wouldn't you give to have that back?”

He shook his head “I wouldn't risk our reality.”

You nodded “Everything he did was out of love. I have never felt so loved by anyone.”

“You don't understand, he loves her, he wants you to be a receptacle for her memories, he wants to force you to cease to exist...”

You stared at him in denial “He wasn't going to do the spell, I convinced him otherwise.”

He was surprised.

“Sorry, but I can't let you hurt him.”

Strange took a step towards you “What happened in London?”

“Everything”

He went silent.

“I... I wanted to say that I was bewitched, that I was manipulated, but the truth is that...”

“You fell in love with him.”

He approached you “I will never judge you for that, but you need to understand that he can't stay. His presence is tearing the fabric of reality, I can see it.”

“So there's only one way.”

He disagreed “I will not allow you to go with him. You're...”

“Yours?”

He seemed surprised with your words, but didn't relent. “Yes. Mine, Loki's, Stark's... You belong in this universe.”

He held your shoulder “As long as we can contain his powers... maybe I can send him to another universe, a universe that has lost its Doctor Strange, but you stay. I won't let you go.”

“I want to talk to him.”

Strange looked bewildered “I don't think it's a good idea, he has a big influence over you.”

“You won't be able to keep him locked up forever. His powers are immeasurable, there's no way to beat him fighting.”

He looked at you regretfully. “I can't let you do this.”

“It's my destiny.”

Even if Strange didn't agree, he took you to see the other Strange. You took the elevator down to the storage compartment where Tony kept all of his armor, working and non-working. Doctor Strange walked silently ahead of you, and you knew he was upset, but you firmly stood by your decision.

You walked through the huge shed until you came to a double-leaf door that led to a staircase. In the little more than a year that you had lived in the Tower, you had never been there before. You walked down the stairs feeling claustrophobia take over and tried to pay attention to your breathing. The room was slightly small, lit only by a few cold white lights. Stephen Strange was trapped in what had once been Loki's cell. He was sitting cross-legged in the lotus position and eyes closed.

He opened his eyes and watched you silently.

“Strange, leave us alone, please.”

Doctor Strange looked at you annoyed and then turned his eyes to the other Doctor Strange who glared at him with a cocky grin. “Stay away from the glass.” Your Doctor Strange warned you.

You agreed. He looked at you regretfully “I'll be around if you need me.”

You waited for him to walk away. As he climbed the stairs and passed through the door You turned your attention to Strange.

“They can't keep me here.” He said challenging you “It's only a matter of time until I get rid of this device.”

“They won't” You replied, getting closer “You must go to an universe where there is no longer a Doctor Strange, that way you won't hurt reality.”

“I'm not going anywhere without you.” He said getting up and walking towards you. The glass separating you both. You knew you shouldn't do that, but you typed the password and entered the cell, closing it behind you.”

He looked at you surprised “You don't understand, I love you.” His voice was just a whisper

You were tempted to believe in that overwhelming love that gradually possessed you too, but you need to think rationally about things. What you were feeling wasn’t real.

He came to you and pulled you into his arms and kissed you and you gave in to the kiss. The feel of his lips on yours was something you couldn't explain. You'd never felt this way before. It was so easy to give in to him because he was everything you ever wanted, someone who loved you enough for both of you since you had no love for yourself. But you needed to see things as they really were, he didn't love you, he loved a version of you, an idea that didn't exist.

You gathered all your willpower and touched his chest pushing him away.

“I'm sorry for everything that happened to you. Strange, I want you to be happy. I believe that more than anyone you deserve to find some peace of mind and some happiness, but... I am not the solution. I'm not her and I can't go with you.”

He stared at you wistfully, but his eyes turned angry “They poisoned you against me”

“No, I'm completely in love with you.”

He seemed confused.

“Two days. You made me fall madly in love with you in two days, but I know that feeling is not real. All I'm feeling is what she felt for you and that's not fair to who I really am.”

“You are her”

You shook your head feeling the tears forming and your voice came out choked “She's dead and I can't be who you want me to be.”

Strange stared at you and he seemed so hurt

“I didn't manipulate you to feel like this, this love is real.”

You denied “It wasn't you, it was me. I didn't understand, but Strange helped me understand.

He looked at you confused.

“He has a theory: with the multiverse open my psychic abilities are draining her memories from your universe. I am picking up fragments of your reality and assimilating them as if they were mine. I'm absorbing her.”

He smiled “That's fantastic.”

You could feel the lingering disappointment with reality hurting your chest. He wanted her back, even if you had to cease to exist for that.

“You don't love me Strange, you love her and want me to become her. You don’t know me and you don't want to know me.” You chuckled nervously looking at your hands and spoke again in a lower tone “I don't even like Creme Brûlée.”

He lowered his head “Things might be a little different, but the essence is the same.”

It wasn't working. He wouldn't give up on you that easily unless you convinced him you didn't care about him. What should have been a reality, you’d known him for two days, You shouldn't care, but it wasn't how you felt.

“I'm with Loki”

Strange stared at you disgusted “What?”

“I'm with Loki Laufeyson. I like him, we're good together, or at least that's how I felt before you came along. It's who I am. This is me in this universe, it's who I was and what I felt before you came and started changing everything about me. You need to respect who I am.”

“Loki…” He couldn't hide his disgusted expression “Are you telling me that in this universe you… with the god of mischief?”

You nodded as his voice grew louder and more menacing.

He laughed ironically, but his eyes were sad “This is absurd, nonsense. You are mine, we love each other.”

“Y/N” Strange called you outside the glass “Come.”

You walked outside and the door slammed shut again.

Strange threw himself against the glass “And do you know that? How could you allow her to have a relationship with that lying scoundrel?”

“I don't have to allow anything. Y/N is free to do whatever she wants.”

“She should be yours, it's your destiny to stay together. You embarrass me.”

Doctor Strange took you by the arm and you walked out of the basement.

…

You were in your room when Tony knocked on the door. You wiped the tears with your blouse sleeve

“The door wasn't open, but I'm exempt from asking permission anyway.”

He noticed your tired and sad face “The last few days haven't been easy, have they? I'm not going to pretend I know what you're feeling because I haven't been graced with a version of myself from another universe. Crazy times!”

You sighed “He won't stop.”

“Yeah, I already deduced that.”

He sat next to you on the couch and pulled your legs into his lap.

“I dont know what to do.”

“I know you don't like the idea and I know he has a doctorate in black magic or whatever, but as long as he's wearing that collar maybe we can...”

“That's not holding him back, Tony. Temporarily it may have worked, but he is more powerful than we can imagine. He's not trying to get out of there.”

Tony sighed. "What do you suggest we do, I accept suggestions, anything that doesn't involve letting you go with him to another universe and leaving me here."

You hugged him. He held you tight in his arms and stroked your hair.

“I don't want to live without you, I can't.” You confessed. Your voice was merely a whisper. The very thought of losing Tony filled you with fear. He was all you had since you ran away from home and abandoned your old life.”

“Okay, We won't be separated. You're not going anywhere.”

“If it's necessary to stop him, to protect you... I'll do anything Tony.”

He held your face “We'll work this out.”

You went silent. Tony's arms wrapped around your body keeping you protected in his welcoming embrace. You could spend the rest of my life in that hug. You loved him so much more than you could explain.

Friday's voice sounded loud “Boss, I'm detecting conflict on the basement”

You got up frightened.

“I'm on my way. Friday, give me a full analysis of the situation.” Tony said putting on his glasses that sometimes worked as a computer screen.

He stared at you “Stay here”

“No, I'll go with you.”

He disagreed “I can't fight with you there, okay? please...”

“Tony...”

“Friday, activate the babysitter protocol.”

He turned his back on you leaving the room and when you went through the door it closed. “Friday, let me through.”

“I'm sorry Miss. I'm not allowed to open the door.”

Your mind was in a whirlwind, You knew you needed to do something before someone ended up dead, but how? “Damn it, Tony!”

Your whole body was tingling, that nervousness was out of control, your mind was looking for a way out and suddenly you knew you could do it. Or at least that it was worth a try. You had connected with Loki a few times, what if you managed to connect with Friday and force the AI to hand over control to you?

Your mind searched for the AI and there was no resistance. Perhaps because it is not as complex as a human mind. You merged with it and decided to test

“Friday... cancel the protocol.”

“Protocol canceled” The AI replied and the door latch opened with a muffled noise.

You ran to the elevator and went down to the lowest level heading to the basement. When you got to the there you saw Strange fighting your Strange and Thor. Loki tried to hit him from behind, but he held him steady with one hand as he lashed out mercilessly at Thor.

Tony flew at him, hitting him and causing him to release Loki. Stephen cast a spell to immobilize his hands but he got rid of it easily and his eyes turned red and he spat a jet of fire at Strange who protected himself with a magic shield.

“What the hell was that?” Tony seemed perplexed

Thor tried to hit him with the Stormbreaker, but Strange moved too fast and threw his black cloak into Thor's hands, immobilizing him.

Loki launched a beam of green light at him that penetrated his head and his eyes turned green, but a second later Strange channeled the full force of Loki's blow and fired back at him.

He walked towards Loki and grabbed him by the throat pinning him against the wall and lifting him off the floor. Doctor Strange cast the immobilization spell again and he dropped Loki who fell to the ground. Your Strange conjured some kind of a magic rope tying Strange's hands.

Tony launched a blast of energy at him and yelled to Strange “Doc, if you have a hidden superpower you want to reveal, now is the time.”

Strange laugh devilishly “You are weak Strange, you have no idea of your potential. You have no idea what are we capable of doing

Doctor Strange could barely hold the spell.

Strange's eyes were red and tentacles came out of his body and attacked your Strange throwing him away against the wall. He didn't get up.

“Doctor, wake up” Tony yelled.

Strange levitated in a beam of red light “You can't stop me.”

Tony protected himself with a shield when Strange launched a beam of red magic at him and to your despair, little by little Tony's shield was falling apart, his own armor seemed to melt.

Not realizing what you were doing, you ran towards them “Friday, I need an armor.” Everything happened so fast. When you put yourself between Strange and Tony, part of the armor attached to your arm formed a nanotechnology shield while the rest of the armor molded to your body. By that time, you had no idea how you were doing that, your mind was acting by pure instinct.

Strange looked at you surprised and hurted.

“ Y/N... what are you doing?” Tony tried to get up.

An instant later Tony's iron legion of armor entered the basement shielding everyone. Thor helped Doctor Strange to his feet and with some effort he cast a protective spell over all of us.

“Strange... please.”

He looked at you “Do you prefer them?”

“They are my family, they are all I have.”

“I am your family, we love each other, Y/N.” His voice was a painful plea that broke your heart.

“I'm sorry... but that's not true.” You couldn't contain the tears that fell from your eyes “You don't love me Stephen...you love a ghost and I am not her”

He sighed levitating back to the ground, the red magic disappearing from his hand. You walked towards him getting closer “It's time to accept that she's gone and won't come back. You've been torturing yourself for centuries, hurting yourself to repair something that can't be changed. Some things can’t be fixed. Look at you.

He looked at you regretfully.

“You're not bad, Stephen. You are suffering.”

He was startled when tentacles tried to come out of his hands and he struggled to contain them.

“You're not a monster.”

He touched your face and Loki took a step forward which Doctor Strange asked him to stop with a hand gesture.

“I am tired...” Strange confessed

“I know.” You whispered back to him “I can feel it”

He touched your face and kissed your lips softly. You kissed him back. “You are so loved.” He cooed with tears running down his face.

Tears streamed down your face and he wiped them with his fingers.

“There will always be a part of you that loves Stephen Strange. You can't fight it. It's your destiny.”

You did not answer.

He faced your Doctor Strange “I'm ready to leave, but I'm not going to another universe.”

“You can't stay here” Strange replied sighing “Your presence is tearing...”

“ ...the fabric of reality, I know.”

He levitated and you stared at him scared not understanding what he was doing.

“I'm ready to get rid of this.” A white light emanated from his body and everyone prepared to fight, but your Strange seemed to understand what he was doing and levitated with his red cloak to meet Strange, the two hovering in the air.

“There must always be Strange who is the Sorcerer Supreme in every universe” Strange said “It is your duty to protect this reality, to protect her and for that you must be the strongest of them all.”

The white light coming out of Strange's body penetrated your Strange's chest. He exhaled deeply closing his eyes and when they opened again they were red.

“Remember Strange, this is also a curse.”

Strange took one last look at you and closed his eyes and his body fell to the floor.

“No!” You ran to him getting rid of the armor you were wearing “What did you... do?”

He smiled, a trickle of blood trickling from his lips. “I'm ready to join her at last.”

Doctor Strange came down to the ground and seemed terribly more powerful. He just watched the two of you without saying anything.

“Stephen... that wasn't the plan” You said through tears “You should live…”

“I've lived for a thousand years” He said, his voice hoarse “Without her, without you... nothing makes sense.

His breathing slowed, you could feel his heart slowing down.

“No” Your heart was racing “No, Stephen please I...” You looked at yournDoctor Strange standing there just watching you “Do something... please.”

He shook his head.

“I don't want you to die...” You said admitting it out loud for the first time - I don't... I...”

“It’s okay. You’ll be okay. You have another Doctor Strange.” His voice was almost inaudible “I... I'm sorry” He said as his eyes closed “I'm so... so sorry.”

His eyes closed and his head lolled back in your arms.

“No... no, no, no... please...”

You leaned over his chest sobbing.

“Y/N...” Tony approached and lifted you up. He held you in his arms “It's okay, you fought well, I'm proud.”

Thor and Loki approached. Loki tried to touch you and instinctively you backed away.

“I'll take her upstairs” Tony said to him “She needs to rest.”

Doctor Strange approached Strange's body.

“Doctor, are you all right?” Thor asked

He nodded “It's over.”

"Strange, let's go," Tony called.

“I need a minute” He said kneeling beside Strange's body.

Tony agreed.

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You ever think of how Laurent acted like he was amused by painfully killing his horse cause he was ashamed and angry at the fact that he did it to protect Damen, all while in the midst of the shock of his uncle straight up attempting to murder him for the first time? Of how it was easier to play it nonchalant and make Damen be disgusted with him than to face the fact that he had chosen to protect him? Easier than to face the fact that his uncle was going for the kill starting now? Cause i do. Boy, i do.

Fuck me but i keep thinking of this. When reading Captive Prince and getting to that part i was genuinely as sick to my stomach as Damen was, and i truly couldn't see how any development of Laurent's character or of his dinamic with Damen was ever gonna get rid of that bitter taste in my mouth of He brutally killed his horse. He brutally killed his horse and even if he didn't enjoy it, he didn't even mind it. Cause even if the horse is "his toy", even if being rich enough to get replacements of anything with no trouble has you unworried about it, it's still a big leap from that to mutilating an animal with no empathy for their pain. Knowing that we weren't meant to think this of Laurent forever, knowing that Damen wouldn't, i figured the story would have Laurent gain some humanity, get him to a point where he would no longer do something like that, and i was dreading it. As Damen in this scene, i thought it too cruel to ignore, even as i knew the plot would walk away from it.

Boy oh boy was i wrong. And not even wrong in a way i could've guessed.

Props to C.S.Pacat, writing a character with actions so hateable and with attitudes to said actions that really make him dig his heels in, and then humanizing him not through change but by revealing that we had not in fact seen what was truly going on. Damen doesn't fully react the way he does to the killing of the horse until Laurent's words, what he did to the animal being terrible but not outstanding until Laurent's attitude tells him and us that Laurent couldn't care less. But the point is, we assume wrong. We don't come to root for Laurent cause he has changed, we just realise that what we saw as cruelty was something more, that everything when it comes to Laurent is not what it seems. It's scattered through out the three books, small and big discoveries of a truth we weren't aware of.

We don't learn until later, in Prince's Gambit, that the incident with the horse was the first time that the Regent attempted to murder Laurent. It's not until Damen and Laurent have to come to a point in which they are answering truthfully to the questions asked by the other, even if they're still both lying by omission when they need to- like Damen answering with the truth about Jokaste but skiping his own identity, or Laurent admitting to being caught off guard when his uncle poisoned his horse but skipping over their twisted dinamic leading to it that had him unsuspecting of an actual attempt on his life. And of course Damen has questions, the poison that had the horse fractious and covered in sweat not being what had killed it in the end.

A lot of things reframe the way the reader looks at Laurent through out the trilogy, the biggest one yet to come at this point, not to be revealed until Kings Rising that Laurent was perfectly aware of Damen being Damianos of Akielos since the very beggining, but this thing with the horse did something to me. Call it what you want, selective caring or whatever else, but i'm the type of person to find in movies animal deaths often more terrible than people's (god bless whoever started doesthedogdie.com, my anxiety goes through the roof when i'm worried about the dog to the point where i stop focusing on the actual movie)- maybe it's the fact that you can't really slap human morality onto animals in order to categorize them as Deserves To Die or Doesnt Deserve To Die the way we kinda do with people, but i think it's about how a person can understand the way an animal won't, the way there's no final telling them they are loved, or a way to make them not die afraid or feeling betrayed by loved ones or feeling like it's their fault. Call it what you want, but violence and killing animals hits as something specially devoid of empathy, even when the same action as applied against a person is already severely lacking in empathy (and we sure get a good taste of that with the themes of slavery in the trilogy). And so, Laurent. I didn't skip through the violence towards Damen, only half explained when we think that at the very least it's directed at him this way because he is a reminder of Auguste dying by akielon hands and at worst simple sociopathic cruelty, either way violence that can't be retaliated against since it's the violence of a master against their slave. But it still get's accentuated by having Laurent casually and painfully killing his horse. It is, in a way, the most on the nose representation of the violence of royalty: Laurent kills a being so loyal to him that they wont even break away while in pain, so beyond understanding that there isn't a choice to be made, all conception of the world defined by their relation to Laurent and their inherent obedience to him, and then he doesn't even have the humanity to care about what he has done. It was what i thought was a nail in the coffin of my sympathy for Laurent, a display that i wasn't all too sure i'd be able to walk away from.

It fits, where it's revealed in the story. By then, we have already begun to realise that we lacked vital context when it comes to Laurent, to his real character, and to his actual treatment of people. The horse incident starts to look somewhat out of place and then it's confirmed to us that it is. And, kill me why don't you, Laurents attitude after the hunt makes that much more sense.

Laurent comes back after having killed his horse in a bloody mess, and having done so not only while struggling with this charming new development in his uncle but while knowing he was covering up the murder attempt to protect either Damen or any akielon slave whose framed involvement was likely to drag Damen with them. And he is fucking pissed about it. I don't know how he wouldn't be, knowing what i know now. By the time of the hunt, of the deal with Torveld with the akielon slaves, Laurent is no longer trying to get Damen straight up killed like he was in the beginning, he is starting to see something with honor and rooted in good where he was sure to only find bloodlust and brutality and the reason his brother is dead. But protecting Damen, choosing to protect Damianos of Akielos Princekiller, is quite a leap foward. I'd argue its the first time where maintaining Damen there requieres not just tolerating him without trying to maim him, but action. It's the point where Laurent has to admit to himself what he had avoided admitting until then: Damen is no longer this killer of legend, this myth that he has built in his mind ever since Auguste's death and that he has prepared himself to kill in rightful retaliation. Laurent chooses a course of action and in that has to admit that he is willing to protect Damen, the man who killed his brother, cause that is what's right, cause he has found in Damen someone not just guilty, not just a murderer, but also someone deserving of more than what he is about to get in the crossfire of this conflict between Laurent and the Regent. So he does what he does, he kills his horse and makes sure to maintain a casually arrogant demeanor when facing his uncle, the interaction of two men who know that the other is aware of what has been done but won't say it out loud... to then face the scapegoat he's pointed all his ire towards all these years, knowing he has now upended his ways for him. Yes Laurent is fucking pissed. He won't backtrack any of it, it's not his way, but he can distance himself from what he's done by acting like this role he parades with in court when he needs his defenses up, play it up and watch Damen's disgust while he distances himself too. He won't backtrack, but he will play up the image he knows he has, to Damen and to others, he will revel in the illusion of this rather sadistic glee, and going over it again it strickes me so much as a self destructive response that it tears at my heart.

So much of Laurent strickes me as self destructive upon second read, and has me honestly in awe of Pacat's storytelling. With context it's clearer and clearer how Laurent's way of interacting with people and his way of making decisions and planning ahead is a result of abuse, but also and more specifically the result of this self destructive instinct caused by the abuse. It goes from blaming himself for that first attempt on his life while recounting it to Damen, saying he provoked his uncle into it, to keeping everything and everyone at arms lenght for what is more than just safety reasons. He might want what things could be like, but why ever allow himself a normality he doesnt he doesn't deserve? A normality that doesn't fit someone who will never clear the stain of what's past?

Laurent came back from the hunt knowing the terms of this hidden war with his uncle had changed, seeing it as something brought upon him by himself, his fault, his failing, and having admitted to himself his failing with the Princekiller, his failing to do justice to Auguste by extending more mercy to this murderer than had been afforded to his brother, an unforgivable fault cause what kind of brother chooses the killer over his murdered kin, to hell with what is fair or right. But Laurent doesn't backtrack any of it, it's not his way. His way is foward, unyielding and proud, back to the hunting party. Into a death trap at border duty. Into a death sentence at the Kingsmeet.

And i guess the difference for Laurence ended up being the same as it for the rest of us cause, don't we all survive our self destruction by being followed when proudly marching foward? He wasn't alone in the end. No one is.

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