#i may b projecting...
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Marliver is sooo fun it comes in so many flavors. If they meet as younger teens then Marcus is the half-feral cat Oliver found in a dumpster outside Mighty Med that he's slowly rehabilitating. If they meet later on, Marcus is the femme fatale who's inexplicably attached to this geek. If they meet later on in a redeemed!Marcus AU, then Oliver is absolutely head-over-heels for a guy who's [Kaz voice] wayyyy out of his league.
#oliver mighty med#marcus davenport#marliver#in almost all situations it's “oliver fell first; marcus fell harder”#like oliver thinks marcus is hot. then falls for their rare but genuine kindness.#marcus likes the attention oliver gives them. then falls in love bc oliver truly understands & believes in them.#kaz's reaction to marcus varies#younger/pre-canon they get along like a house on fire. oliver has gray hairs#mid/end-canon kaz hates marcus (thinks they're suspicious untrustworthy etc + hes jealous) BUT thinks theyre hot#i may b projecting...#to an outside observer Oliver seems like the simp in their relationship but make no mistake Marcus would do anything for him lol#the bride and her ugly ass groom...#duo: screenfreeze
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Dungeon Meshi: The RPG
#Dungeon Meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi#animation#game dev diary#Please give a huge hand to my coding partner#who labored for over two weeks to figure out how to implement reaction animation for the battle icons.#You may also notice that I updated the battle portraits from my previous post! New and (mostly) improved!#The death screens were not changed because I didn't think they'd get used for this video.#But Chilchuck getting one-shotted and leaving due to this being outside of his pay? Accidental comedy gold.#The full sprite (I didn't realize the bottom third would be hidden) says: “NOT PAID FOR THIS”#And yeah he's smoking. He gets a smoke break as part of his contract. Let a guy have his vices. He's teetering on a divorce.#Dungeon Meshi would be a fun rpg in theory but it would need to have immersive mechanics like cooking and foraging.#And hunger and fatigue and other status effects.#A slightly more lighthearted fear and hunger sort of game.#But that is for some other fan to do. This is just a fun tech demo for us to learn RPG maker!#So...with this mini-project concluded#we now have a foundation we can pass over to our actual game!#Next game dev post will be some game assets (probably busts and battle icons for the main party)#And after that! Most likely some more sprite sheets (I have made a few more since my first attempt)#Thank you for everyone who has been rooting us on since I started talking about this project. It means a ton B'*)
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Telecaster B Boy, please, show me feelings of love!
#toooootally didnt make them sillhouettes so i didnt have to draw all the details in those poses haha#look im disabled and i wanted to get these out before i went to go see the movie#but i may make finished versions later if i feel better#i love telecaster b boy#project sekai#pjsk#wonderlands x showtime#wondershow#wxs#nenekasa#emurui#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#emu otori#rui kamishiro#telecaster b boy
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you have a vast, vast soul & i will always, always, always come back to it
(kisses, kisses, kisses)
#yes this is from disco elysium#DIVORCE ARC 🎉🎉🎉#some stills from animatic that may or may not b uploaded#part of a creative project i rushed#i love drawing + editing 130+ images in under a week !!!#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#procreate#2024#goro akechi#persona 5 protagonist#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#0.5 hours#taitavva sketches
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Just show me the dotted line; you know I'll sign it every time 🎶🚿 🪒
#ore no kao#it's been a bit hehe#went for a walk to the park i'd usually jog to--doing some knee physical therapy and i miss my jogs 😩--and go figure it helped the mind#and felt cute 😌#(and maaaybe a slight mood [thanks moot 😩])#was going to make this shave worth it and see a friend for his bday bar hang but ran late lol#now just doing some gaming and project stuff over an IPA 😌#may just order a bacon-egg-n-cheese and some tater tots from this deli#b y e#(also song reference: The Wombats' ''Can't Say No'' which i love a ton)#(also also hi newer people 👋🏽)#(also also also i like only being in office once a week now but it does make the gym more rare in a week... may just buy a second membershi#for a gym a few mins away from me for cheap#think it'd help)#[almost didnt post image 2 but snap saw it so lol]
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I keep getting so caught up in the euphoria of so many people getting to know and love Kay Faraday for the first time that for a moment I forget that I live in a fandom that will inevitably reduce her to a prop for narumitsu.
#aa salt#ace attorney investigations#ace attorney#kay faraday#stop making her 'narumitsu's' kid she don't know phoenix from adam#also the gumshoe; badd and byrne erasure drives me insane#badd has known her since the day she was born; gumshoe was there for her even before miles was#she kicked bratworth in the shin ffs b/c he was being mean to her new friend gummy#byrne and kay's promise notebook are key parts to her characterization#i'll grant her a special familial bond w/ miles b/c it's important to both their characterizations and beautiful#but not phoenix; he already has maya and trucy to be his best girls#he doesn't need another one#and honestly shoving kay into that role kind of undermines maya and trucy as well since it treats them as the same/interchangeable#which this fandom already has more than enough problems with tbh#i just love kay a lot okay#i may project more onto kristoph and athena but i still think kay is my fave aa character overall
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Midnight Library
#arterna#yes this is docas#docas#docas mordei#dreams of copper and snow#and yes this is mordei#In the bad ending of the gold timeline where Mordei is completely isolated with their son never waking up and all#they completely devote themself to Eia and their project and uhh let's say Mordei as Midnight Polaris is not mentally in the best state#they lose all semblance of reason- only existing as a tool- extension of the not very benevolent god they serve#b but hey she gets cool abyss related powers xoxoxoxo#"I may have lost my son and sabotaged all my other relationships and all agency I fought so hard for but heyyy at least I am sexy and stron#next on the list is impossible wish art#oh oh also i wanted to experiment with this piece so there are mistakes but it's fiiiine
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aughhhh this section is going to be so fucking long. i started out and i went idk if i have anything to say about edmund. and then well you see i had many things to say
#lucys section may b hard after this tbh cos im putting half of my lucy thoughts in here#ill be able to say lucy things though because it will take a billion words to project my bad aroace representation onto her#men will go i will project my sexuality onto this character and then get to it in a fanfic and remember#i could not explain my sexuality if i tried#cleb talky#narnia
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I just finished padawan by kiersten white and had a blast with it -- it was exactly the kind of thing my brain craved this week, just some nice character study and adventure story stuff for my brain to chill in. thoughts:
a) I love obi-wan and his poor anxiety-ridden teenage self so so much. peak a delight to have in class to the point of nervous break representation, someone help him. local boy manages to become parentified child to an absent father somehow. that part where he's so afraid he's so bad and useless that the force itself might just decide it doesn't want him after all........ heartbreaking. that's exactly what I would have thought at sixteen too probably. (also my personal headcanon has always been that obi-wan is on the ace spectrum, so that was a very nice thing to find supported in this book! canon is vast and can support any number of stances that way honestly everyone should go hog wild with it in whatever manner they please, but that's always been my vibe)
b) qui-gon fucking jinn if you don't step up and do something to help the child in your charge with his ACTUAL DEBILITATING ANXIETY DISORDER RUNNING HIM RAGGED other than ask him to meditate so help me I will come over there and do maul's work for him ahead of time I swear to fucking god
c) no, really, it says some not very good things about qui-gon's mentorship abilities that obi-wan really only manages to grow and be calmer when he's outside of his influence. I know this book means you to come away with the feeling that obi-wan takes a big step towards enlightenment and adulthood on this trip (and I do think that's also true to be clear!), but there is a part of me that also thinks that just as much as personal and spiritual development what we're seeing here is an avoidant attachment style definitively entrenching itself as a result of having no adult that can be consistently trusted to meet him emotionally. (which also makes a horrible kind of sense, thinking about what obi-wan and anakin's relationship is going to be like in the future -- obi-wan is avoidant and self-contained when it comes to trying to deal with his emotions, and anakin skews far more anxious and towards lashing out, and they never quite understand each other for all the love that is there. you can trace that all the way back here. sins of the master, huh.) obi-wan finds some agency and catharsis in being able to help a group of abandoned children, you say. hm. I'm sure this means nothing and has no parallels in his own inner world. you let the kid think you'd completely abandoned him instead of communicating with him openly for like five minutes. For His Own Good of course. Wow I didn't realize I was this angry about this but here I am once again livid on obi-wan's behalf, actually. 'I'm an incredible teacher and this lack of honest emotional communication I'm fostering in favour of (benign!) manipulation is never going to come back and bite the jedi order in the ass, surely'; the qui-gon jinn story
#as someone who has been asked to meditate to cure mental illness since I was like twelve: obi-wan should be allowed to kill. murder even#star wars#padawan 2022#obi wan kenobi#I may of course be doing some projecting here but knowing how it turns out..... I don't think I'm entirely off base either#I uh. I wonder a little bit at how the jedi actually approach mental health in general because obi wan is A Mess in this#and no one fuckign seems to notice or care b/c he's obsessive about not making it anyone else's problem lmao#he's been allowed to develop crippling eldest daughter syndrome among a bunch of enlightened force sensitives#there is so clearly a lot of warmth and wonderful things in the jedi temple don't get me wrong at all! but uh.#they've clearly got some weak spots that will also be there by the time it's anakin's turn with the generational trauma lol#star wars meta
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Heyo again Alex! How do the boys feel about the chunk. How do they feel about the extra thicc people.
(open to lil spicy)
hi! :3
most of the boys are chunky to some extent themselves. but they all love thicc bodies.
monsters have never been known to discriminate about body types and appearances in general, and have always cared more about personality. since ofc, the appearance of monsters varies drastically from person to person.
but that's not to say they won't enjoy a specific body type.
they love how soft and squishy thicker people can be. the thicker the person, the better the cuddles.
(under th cut as it gets into the slightly spicy)
they want to hold and squeeze that belly, and those love handles (they'r called that for a reason ;3), and thighs, and whatever other squishy body part you may have.
they may want to bury their face in your chest regardless of size or shape, and ofc your belly too. maybe blow some raspberries while they're there. if u don't mind. :3
most of (if not all) the boys being biters, they love nibbling and biting at that extra soft and loose skin. it's very satisfying for them.
overall, they love it, and they will squash any self hate you might have related to it with soft words of affirmation and all the physical affection.
#th boys would also beat th shit out of anyone who says anything negative about ur body. if u'd let them#th only ones who might not throw hands immediately n instead would rather use words would b tic n tou#but even they would beat someone's ass if they have too#i mean rice wouldn't use his hands but he would break the person :3#*rolls around* i lov wen thicc#i may or may not be projecting onto my boys#shhhh#(ofc none of this is meant in a fetishizing kinda way#but like a 'appreciates-this-body-type' kinda way)#body positivity#tourette's sanses#undertale#undertale au#didderd asks#anonymous#didderd writes#(feel like i coulda writen this one better but i can't continue fuking wif it)
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me when people hate on aos trek:

#starlight fandom#starlight trek#LOOK I KNOW THEY AREN’T GOOD MOVIES THEY WERE IF MARVEL HIT STAR TREK WITH A BASEBALL BAT BEHIND A CLUB#BUT AOS GOT ME INTO STAR TREK IN THE FIRST PLACE OKAY IT HAS A PLACE IN MY HEART FOREVER#AND IT’S NOT AOS!JIM’S FAULT THAT THEY WROTE HIM BAD I ACTUALLY THINK ITS REAL INTERESTING#TO SEE A VERSION OF JIM KIRK THAT’S TRAUMATIZED AND FUCKED UP AND DIDN’T HAVE A FATHER AND YET HE STILL ENDS UP COMPASSIONATE#HE STILL ENDS UP A LEADER AND KIND#like fr tho that’s a fascinating concept#how much things may be different and how Spock!prime broke the timeline by melding with aos!kirk#and Kirk still ends up kind and loving and beloved anyway!!!!!#like I’m sorry they didn’t execute well until beyond and honestly I ignore stid entirely but it’s such a cool concept to me#and Karl urban as bones was so. SO. SO GOOD. he was perfect and deranged in the best way#Quinto-Spock I can take or leave but I do love me a bitchy Vulcan and he did have that#it’s okay to not like aos I don’t blame anyone for not liking it but I am so fond of it folks I truly am#and I’m not just saying that b/c the fic I’m writing rn for comfort and therapy reasons is projecting my current issues on aos!kirk#he’s just really to project onto and he looks like he’d benefit from ketamine treatment too and learning how to have hobbies w/o stress#anyway like I said I don’t blame anyone for disliking it or erasing it from their fandom memory#but it got me into Star Trek and I’m grateful and if ppl weren’t cowards aos!kirk would be so fucking fascinating in a feral way
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umm re: prev post i will say it anyway since this is a safe space...
#it might b a lil over the top but#i keep thinkin of. my own complexes in relation to humanity n nature n love n d3@th#fact is i cant handle d3@th#which may come as a surprise since im SO heavily into the grotesque n the macabre#perhaps im guilty of referencin myself so much in the mika i write but#i think he cant handle it either. i don think he can handle losin a loved one to it & i think hes terrified of it to the point of panic n#obsession#i Think the most terrifyin part to me is havin no control over it#ithink mika wud b inclined to take matters into his own hands iykwim. cause dat takes the control back from the fear#i know wantin to 'preserve' the beauty of his subject is more of a Shu characteristic generally - ie the whole doll thing - but i think#mika wld b prone to smth similar with his stubborness & aversion to change & the conflict i mentionrd before#(projection lvl 2000)#of course it has to b romantic though. so all i can think of is mika takin care of his partners body one last time before#endin their life - i havnt decided yet if itd b likr. quick n painless or drawn out n passionate. i dumno if he'd wanna damage#their body far too much or make it unrecognisable#BUT HERES TEH BEST PART. mikas love for stuffies. plushies. teddies.#i can imagine him sewin a very special one. its fluffy n big n huggable#wudn dat b the most Mika way of immortalisin his darlin cuz i sure think it is#so wat if the teddy is soppin with blood as he clings onto it with tremblin hands#etc n so on#does this sound too silly?
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HAPPY MISCHIEF NIGHT (and slightly early Halloween)
I am going to be posting four new pieces of art throughout today and tomorrow (Halloween of course!). I was surprised I was able to get these done in time, but here we are! I have been experimenting and trying new things with my art for about a month now, whenever I got the time. So these are technically releasing out of order... BUT its Halloween! I Finally have a chance to release art for my favorite Holiday! Oh and the character's name currently is Hollow, they bring me joy :).
#my art#halloween#pumpkin#cute#mischief night#artists on tumblr#3d artwork#artwork#oc artwork#oc: Hollow#happy halloweeeeeeen#While I was not going to reveal this new-ish project via Hollow... I may as well Tag it still#D.ALL#D.ALL: Hollow#Project:D.ALL#b speaks
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buck sitting alone in his armchair would've been a better ending, hell even a full breakdown. or his friends (where did they even come from so randomly) dying and him getting the baby. 100 ideas for a better finale even if they hate buddie
I really wish they would've let him end s6 single honestly because he really is one of those people who needs to be single for a while and learn to love himself and exist on his own before he gets into another serious relationship like for gods sake give him a BREAK
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YES.
honestly i'm trying not to be a hater because ultraz is obviously just filling the obligatory pseudo-antagonistic new unit role that every new season of an idol anime seems to need
but even though they do work hard, they are making tsubasa's work more difficult. it's not only their fault that her job has been so overwhelming lately, and the primary blame still lies on the agency that's running her ragged, but their behavior is not helping in the slightest
sucks that eisuke feels neglected or like she favors b-pro, but honestly goushi said nothing wrong. tsubasa is legit just so busy these days that she doesn't have time to eat, and this kid wants to sulk because when she finally gets a chance to grab a bite it isn't with him. that is childish
if goushi did anything wrong, yeah, maybe he shouldn't have implied they don't do any "real" work when he doesn't watch their content. but wtf was eisuke on about "you're the childish one for calling me childish" no tf he is not dude you were being childish
anyway for the love of god someone please give tsubasa the break she deserves
#crab watches#b-project#I HAVE BEEN SO STRESSED ALL SEASON#this isn't to say ultraz doesn't work hard or doesn't deserve their success or etc etc etc#but some of the problems they have (alienation from their peers) ARE problems of their own making#and yes i'm taking this silly idol show too seriously but that's nothing new lol#ughhh i really don't want this to just be ''b-pro now has to make youtube content and realizes how hard ultraz has it''#while YEAH it can be acknowledged that they work hard#it would be SO unsatisfying if their behavior is just excused and they never learn they're doing anything wrong#goushi may be too hard on them but they DO owe tsubasa an apology#maybe i'm extra grouchy because it's been too long since we last got some kitakore focus lmao
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Just wanted to take a moment and say thank you for all the kind words and positive response to this video B*)
I know it is very much a parody, and I intended to make viewers laugh, but this was a huge feat for me. Animation once seemed like an impossible thing for me to learn - and while this is more of an animatic, I am looking forward to trying again!
May this silly video both brighten your day, and be evidence that yes, you *can* make that animatic that's been in your head for years into reality.
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Singing Cultivators [video]
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#gratitude#You can also draw a guy pregnant and then redraw it with him holding a baby. Art leaves one with truly limitless potential.#Jokes aside; I am feeling extraordinarily sappy and proud with how this turned out.#I initially thought I could do it in a week but...well the learning curve was steep.#This particular parody video has been on my mind since the near beginning of PD-MDZS!#Initially as 'oh I wish I could do X' then as 'that is far enough in the future I may be good enough to do it.'#Honestly I don't think I'm 'good enough' to do it. I just did it anyways. There are a lot of flaws and things to work on still.#I want to make more animatics and animations! I want to keep making things that push the format of this project!#The most important thing I want to impart upon anyone coming across my work is that there is so much value is 'doing it anyways'.#You want to draw? Animate? Make a game? Do it! Learn as you go and have fun making a mess while you do B*)#You are good enough now. I mean that so sincerely. I wish I realized that years ago.
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