also, this is a personal thing, but i don’t think i could be posting abt my newest book when i haven’t even finished the first draft
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I had to, honestly lol. Have Sebastian & lil Danny as Flight Rising dragons. (Because I am weak to dragons as has been established lol)
In fact, have two whole versions, Fathom & Undertide editions
(Ancient breeds don't allow for outfits sadly but oh well lol)
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have been thinking about hosting a short multi artist project (loscar pmv, ~30s audio clip, could hypothetically be up to 2min45s/anything inbetween) for a good while now. still mulling it over. i've never done anything like that, and as such i'm deeply anxious about actually putting out a map call. someone come give me their opinion on this please
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I’m sorry I don’t know who else to share this with so I’m telling you… I had a dream last night where dan came out as trans and all the big phan blogs stopped shipping dnp because the relationship was straight now djdhjd idk where that came from
LMAOOOOO dont worry its a lesbian relationship! you can still ship them phils a he/him butch! it's old woman yuri now!!
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i need to actually remember that the stuff like 'special interest' or 'infodumping' and all that doesn't necessarily imply being highly competent at it bc i always feel like i could never claim any of that 'cause i could neveer be sufficiently good with anything
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& that's also why i will likely never date a man bc i have yet to be around one who actually wants to seek out my company & respectfully i'm way too insecure to handle being rejected by another man & i will not be putting in that much effort again
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very dumb how suggesting that women stop dating men or even just stop centering them is seen as “wanting women to stop being heterosexual” as if sexuality ceases to exist if you don’t act on it and as if it’s not something innate.
Also the way that these OSA women imply that OSA women just can’t live without men and act flabbergasted when you tell them to grey-rock men as a solution. A hopeless cause.
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i wanna make vids on our yt channel but i have no fucking ideas
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it is weird being an aromantic asexual who is incidentally attractive. like. i just came back from a concert with my friends who have known me for years and know that about me. some of the very few real-life friends who know that about me actually and i only told them relatively recently. regardless. the only reason i had bothered to bring it up w them is that they had seen me in SO many situations that telling them “i’m asexual” was if anything just clarification. just confirmation, like, don’t worry. it’s not an inability to attach to others or whatever. if you can’t tell. like they’d seen me be pursued by quite a few people in our time as friends and at some point it seems like a curious thing if i only ever seem to feel negatively about anyone who’s attracted to me, ever, no matter who it is. and they were understanding and i knew they’d be. yeah.
we were talking on the way back about bucket list concerts we’d still like to see. we saw stromae which was a really big one of mine (my fucking boy btw, i had an amazing time). i mentioned that i don’t have very many, as i’m rarely the person to be like “yeah, let’s go to a concert” unless i have people i know i wanna go with. like i’ve been meaning to see the jonas brothers w my sister and sisters-in-law ever since they came back because it’d be a fun thing for us since we always listen to them together.
but i would genuinely love to see super junior someday, like just for myself, wherever whenever if i was just able to get transportation (i don’t drive). i’ve loved suju for years but i got really back into them in 2020 in the pandemic as a sort of nostalgia comfort thing (but also the music they’ve put out in recent years is like, literally the best in their discography, they just keep getting better w age). and i had to go on this tangent to explain it, right?
in the first months of the pandemic, there was something weird happening to people psychologically. some kind of end-of-the-world loneliness. i mentioned that i had like 5 or 6 different people in my DMs at the time interested in me. not all of them men. and the friend who was driving said “you know, diana, if this were literally anyone else talking, i would think that this is some enormous humblebrag—”
and i like. didn’t even think about it that way. i was just trying to make my point that i had a serious thought in 2020 of like, when the world opened back up, just doing one (1) seriously manipulative thing in my life and convince one of those men who was thirsting for me to buy me tickets to super junior and go with me. it was hypothetical. this hasn’t happened and all but certainly will not. i would not feel good taking advantage of someone’s feelings like that.
but i had to go on a tangent even before that because i was like. oh my goodness. i didn’t even realize that was a humblebrag. i’m sorry. i’m just telling a story.
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You ever think about how different the dynamics of the sextuplets would be if Matsuzo had been like "we actually don't know who was born first and who was born last, so don't worry about who's the eldest and who's the youngest, it doesn't matter"
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