#i miss you everyday

[googiejar]

Congrats, Jungkook! #jungkook #jk

[eumeliafeu]

Watching Phil's live and... Tallulah just played Remember Me on the guitar in front of the Techno altar(omg I spelled it wrong, I swear English is my first language) 😭

[arsenicandnewlace]

You would have been 25 this year.

It's hard to see the time pass without you, to try to see where you would be right now if you could. Where I would be if you were. I can't change anything, but if I could

[hxartlessmachine]

I'll be here whenever you're ready..

[accio-victuuri]

source.

[netflixandnudez]

[overnitereligion]

Batty february 2015 st johns, pdx

[ziainpoetry]

"I'm just a friend. Somehow, I keep forgetting that. Maybe because it hurts to think that that's all I probably am to you.

Actually, I lied. It does hurt.

Right now, for example.

It hurts a lot.

It hurts so much."

[creative-time]

Oh to be a fly on the wall

[infinitejapanication]

2 years. I miss you like day 1.

I hope you’re finally at peace, wherever you are.

🕊🌸🐎🤍

[wraventheblacksmith]

One for the Sibling

This one is a tribute for a friendship ended.

We used to swim in the park, play with toys after dark, sing each other our favorite songs.

We used to play all summer day, wasting the hours away.

Now I haven't seen you in so long.

I want to call you sometimes, but I don't know what to call you sometimes.

Can't you see it doesn't matter to me?

Your my pal and friend. My one and only you.

Don't tell me "This is the end".

Thoughts and criticisms are very welcome.

[ramvaivii]

wanna lay on the filthy floor with her under the dirt stained blankets cuddling her near crippled kitten

[misunderstood-entity]

The feeling you get when you see a photo of you and an ex/best friend who is no longer here and know that you are never going to get to see them again.

[arsenic-rat]

bites u gently, the way a dog takes a treat from its owners hand :3

bites u back. hey my sweet love. how are you?

[blestpoetplace]

You’re ingrained in my heart.

I used to wake up to your texts, beautiful texts every single day, you’d send me those songs and I would fly over to the clouds thinking I do matter to someone. You stayed and talked to me when you were busy with work with your made up excuses like its no big deal but I swear I did not take you for granted, ever. i wanted to stay up all those nights just to talk to you even if it meant I wouldn’t wake up early the next day while my finals were ongoing. I wanted to talk to you not because i had to but because I wanted to, because I loved talking to you. You loved me with your everything and I couldn’t reciprocate even a quarter of it, this is going to hurt and stay with me for the rest of my life and many more lifetimes to come. I am never going to forget you, my baby. I never want you to read this because then you’ll forgive me like all the other times I did you wrong. You deserve better. Oh how I used to wish to be there with you in NY when you explored all those places. All i wanted was to drop everything and move there with you so we would be good and happy. I wanted to go with you to all those places you went alone to. I sat here everyday imagining we would travel far away together someday, move in someday, hold hands and maybe I will get to love you the way you deserve it. I wanted to be better for you, I wanted to get better for you but all I did was sit here and wait for the reality to slap me in the face. I could never be yours, you could never be mine. I recited this to myself every single night after our texts until it was ingrained inside my stupid head. They would never accept me and if I went any further I knew I would’ve fallen head over heels (I still did) in love with you. I desperately wanted to. All I wanted was to hold you, hug you, whisper sweet nothings to you and spend the rest of my life with you. But instead I ran away, took an easy way out, making it all the more difficult for you. Hurt you, destroyed you all because I was a coward and too afraid to love you. So,,, sorry baby, sorry for hurting you to the point you had to harm yourself because of me. I never meant to hurt you but that’s all I am capable of I suppose. I really do wish the best for you in your life. I love you. I really do. I mean it this time and all the other times I said it. I meant it every single time.