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strawberri-syrup · 6 months

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i am in a Predicament < balancing financial aid with how my concentration works

#i cant get into my concentration to take upper level courses until i take 2 more courses and their lab #and i dont want to double up because ive heard human anatomy is the hardest class here #which means i cant apply to the concentration until spring semester of NEXT YEAR #which means!!!#i am very limited to the classes i can take next year #BUT #i need to be a full time student #AND #i cant take classes that dont go toward my degree #to qualify for my financial aid #and my degree is 170 credit hours total so i cant take electives to fill time #id have to pay out of pocket #urg

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mueritos · 4 months

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for folks who aren't aware, i have an adult twitter where i post some more ns/f/w art but everything is always posted first on my patreon ^-^ pls don't be weird and if you're an adult feel free to give my page a follow.

#trying to be more open about the adult art i do make and im trying to build more of a following on that twitter #i enjoy making adult art and its a major form of my income but my current income has been cut in half because i went on a patreon haitus #for a few months while starting grad school. unfortunately my lack of presence meant people moved on to creators who were active #so im just trying to rebuild what i had before that hiatus #especially because i still need to pay rent for another yr while being a full time student #anyway if u decide to give my twit a follow pls read the carrd on that page #thanks!#if anyone has any qs feel free to send em my way

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stuckinapril · 4 months

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You guys don’t know how much yearning for Baghdad takes up of my mental real estate

#I have so many videos saved of last year’s trip #Me and my cousin laughing and joking w my dad while getting ready #The fact that multiple men asked my dad for my hand in marriage (lmao)#Me calling my mom every night to make fun of my “suitors”#All the gorgeous restaurants #Forcing my dad to rate every dress I tried on whenever he took me somewhere #Being catcalled by guys was an unpleasant experience but it was still fun to laugh ab it w my mom #Me having a MASSIVE crush on a family friend #That one time my dad said all the dresses I brought were too short so he bought me a dress that #Went down to literally my ankles #But the family friend was gonna be there so I showed it to my mom and she was like #“You’d wear that??? The queen of mini skirts????” And then she IMMEDIATELY clocked me and was like #Ur behaving strangely. U must have a crush. Who is it.#The hot fuckin summer nights that I spent sitting outside w my cousin on the big swing in the garden #The capital when it was drenched in sunset #When my aunt’s husband took me to the University of Baghdad and I got to literally play act being a student there #Which was a profound experience bc it’s the university my mom went to #Sneaking into the library even though u needed a student pass for that (:#Shadowing my uncle in his laboratory #My first ever nishan !!!#No weddings sadly but I got to see the buildup to the wedding so #And I think getting to call the shots and fly solo from the states to Amman and then to Baghdad was sick as hell #My mom never let me fly abroad by myself before and now im probably gonna be going solo all the time #Help I need to go back #Bro I wish I could drop everything #But before I go to Baghdad I’ll probably have to go to Belgium first for my uncle #SO many stops before I get to where I rly wanna be #I never explicitly told my dad im not religious but I think he already knows im full of sin. Memories..#Omg and my bibi’s delicious food

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pocketramblr · 1 year

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fae court but it's a legal court, changelings are fae they leave in place of human jurors during the trial because it's the best way to prevent the trial from just becoming a bunch of fairies trying to one up the best bargain for their vote with the accused

#now this could be funny or concerning based on how much time a trial actually takes #but i think it would be funny if fairies had a constitutional right to NOT be tried by their peers (aka other fairies) so that they didn't #have to incur debt to get a fair ruling)#and also if. fairies had a constitution.#but also this means fae get jury duty letters too. or more accurately changeling duty let's #*letters #or maybe some fae are career changelings that just are good at acting human and so the court pays them to do it full time #maybe it's both like a big city can afford court appointed career changelings #but it smaller counties with less resources well. it's changeling duty time #'pocket why are you thinking so much about jury duty' because i was trying to think of funny places to say you met your spouse #(because i just learned something funny about a relative lol)#and 'oh yeah we met at jury duty' popped into my head #so now I've been thinking about it. like is this an established trope in romance circles? i could see it but dunno myself #and also thinking about how i have got to get that jury duty experience approved for my students so many of them don't know....#and then the fae court fic I'm reading in the background bled in #probably fed by that one post that's like small claims fae court #and now. considering the systems of government that would be in place to allow these scenarios fbchvjm #... o need to go to be #bed

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benchtrioupdates · 2 years

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Tommy posted on Twitter!

#tommyinnit #mod jay #id in alt text #new tommy boundary just dropped #hm. actually. how helpful would it be to compile an updated list of cc boundaries #<- this is a bad idea i am a full time student i do not need to make myself more work #but. what if i DID

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fridayyy-13th · 1 month

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wow. not even a week into college and i'm already behind on work. fucking lovely.

#friday chats #friday vs post-secondary school #tw vent #(in the following tags)#i am immeasurably stressed right now #i need to talk to my doctor about getting a booster to go along w/my adhd meds #bc this has been a problem for a while but i think it's about to come to a head #and i'm very scared for when that happens #maybe also talk to my school's disability services #bc Good Fucking God i'm already overwhelmed #it's 11:56. should i just go to bed? i have so many things left to do #when do i even have the time to go to disability services. and i've heard a lot of schools' processes w/that are slow and overcomplicated #fuck. fuck fuck fuckity fuck.#i think i'm spiraling #i'm worried that if i don't get a degree i won't be able to find a nice enough job to support myself independent of my family #and i don't want to be stuck with them forever #i really really don't #maybe i can talk to disability services sometime tomorrow morning. see what they can do #i think there's mental health services too. i hope they're decent #i just feel really bad right now. and it's only week one.#it feels like time's moving too fast but too slow at the same time #classes take forever but my free time zips by and runs out way too quick #and when it's gone i've completed maybe one or two things. out of several. if any at all.#i just don't know what to do. it's only been three days.#maybe i can drop a class; i think i'm taking enough to still be considered a full-time student with one less thing on my plate #i hope so #fucking damn it #how do people do this??? for multiple years????#and i feel selfish for saying this but i hope if y'all see this post you'll interact with it somehow. even just a like.#i want to know someone hears me

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herawell · 3 months

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#alia talks #turning 25 this month and I was having some semi existential crises this month #but I was thinking #when I was 18 I dropped out of [prestigious uni] half way thru first sem bc I couldn’t hack it #stayed T home and did community college for 3 years before transferring to [comparatively mid tier ranked] uni #I used to feel so much shame over it #And fear over whether or not I’d get a job move out etc #But now that I’m halfway thru my 20s I’ve been looking back #and as of right now I’m the only person in my family with health insurance #One of the things my parents used to warn me about was that by age 26 you cannot be in your parents insurance in the USA #So by that point I needed to have a full time job #And I used to be scared ghat I’d never make it #And now I’m a year away from 26 #And I’m employed full time w health insurance coverage #Meanwhile both my parents are currently unemployed/self-employed #And most likely cannot ever get a full time job for [reasons]#And my younger sibs don’t have health insurance due to being uni students #(I mean they do through their college maybe)#Just that currently in my family I’m the only one with health insurance through my job #Something I was afraid I wouldn’t have at this age or something that I’d lose #And after nearly 7 years of having ShameTM over it

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quietautumn · 4 months

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apparently this is a hot take but i don't think the p5 adult woman confidants are bad characters just because you have the option to romance them. keyword is option because you can literally play the whole game without getting with any of them and they just treat you normally. something something you control the buttons you press

#crow caws #this post is inspired by how i saw a character tier list on tiktok that had all of them ranked a full tier under all the game's villains #one of which is a teacher whose whole deal is that he was abusing and sexually harassing students. major part of the story.#obviously i'm not defending the fact that those romance options exist i can't fucking stand them. but i don't blame the characters for that #i blame atlus because they do stupid shit like that all the time and make characters act out of character for fanservice and shit #like the romance routes are soooo ooc especially with kawakami 💀 how are they gonna write her story and then have that be an option.#sorry only like a few of you would know about this i just needed to rant it's been bugging me. anyways ^_^

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magentagalaxies · 4 months

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vent incoming:

got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!

#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester #and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself #(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months)#they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible)#vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished #but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview!#not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together #and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends #at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else #like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B #like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections #but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown #the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was #working on a project i loved!!!#due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai #so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass''#but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate)#it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously #i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter #i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender #and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like #''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do''#and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth #but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me #this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary?????????#like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent #in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!!#i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester #that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through #so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire

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sschaos · 5 months

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At work today one of the teachers asked if I preferred they or she (I have no emotional attachment to gender, literally don't care)

When that happened I thought she had just seen the pronouns pin on my bag... but I just relized that pin only has they/them on it...

Where the heck did she find they/she information! Does she know me from the internet! Do I panic and run!

#does work know im internet famous #i dont bring up pronouns at work #playground students call me sir and i dont care #that whole class staff is full of nerds so they could be aware of me #last time i subbed there we talked cosplay anime and star wars #i am a sub btw #the people i work with change daily so i dont feel the need to do gender

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thedeafprophet · 8 months

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the other thing is like. i know its partially my self esteem and imposter syndrome stuff but i dont always feel like the quality of my art is consistent....and i feel bad at the concept of money being involved and things not being Perfect lmao

#i am a bundle of insecutiy masquearding under a loud and cheerful guise ajkdkdfkgkghj #like idk when im drawing other people things i can just go 'this is just for fun so its okay if its not perfect'#and like being real at least right now im a Full Time Engineering student #maybe after i graduate???#but at the same time id feel bad because for so many people art is their Main Money source #and i dont want to be like. taking a space someone else might need???#which i know that isnt how it works but this is how my mind views it lol #sigh. i dont exist in the real world yet. we'll see how my potential future engineering job ends up going lol #the prophet speaks

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tethered-heartstrings · 6 months

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dou you ever answer asks?

yeah, I am just forgetful and have responsibilities and a life outside tumblr

#its 'oh a notification. i want to see :) oh i dont have time/energy yet i will answer later' *forgets bc no more notification*#i have like 40 i need to answer but a fair number are longer/more involved #sorry if you feel ignored/have sent multiple but also life has horrors and i am a full-time student taking like 20 units lol #and also i am spending waaaaay less time on here than i used to so not as chronically on tumblr #although i feel i shouldnt need to explain myself lmao #anonymous #the curious clown #also as a side note like. most people dont answer everything and your ask kind of came out of nowhere + has the tone of being rude #like sorry but also i am just some guy trying to make it through everyday #i am lucky if i remember to take my meds and switch my laundry loads. tumblr asks are not on the same radar

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agnesandhilda · 6 months

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they should invent a day with enough hours in it for me to get all my tasks done without having to turn into a joyless husk

#bolo speaks #I don't wanna get too specific here but I do not have the option of not having a job. full stop I cannot afford it #and I'm a full time college student too. so in practice I go to work every morning and then immediately to class and don't have any real #free time until the evening. so I've got a goddamn nine to five #and THEN when I get back to my dorm I'm naturally tired if only from being out all day and just want to rest 😭 but I still have assignments #AND I need to get to sleep at a reasonable hour for work in the morning the next day #I can either fall behind on my schoolwork or Eliminate what free time I get for the majority of the work week #girl help.

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erzsebetrosztoczy · 16 days

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#dis gonn be a minni renttt stay ways my pumkins <3 #SO HOW RHE FUCK IM SUPPOSED TO APPLY FOR JOBS THAT ARE IN MY WORKFILED RHAT THEY WANT 3-5 YEAR WORK EXPERIENCE???????#but also We ArE sO iN nEeD oF hEaLtHcArE wOrKoRs MY ASS YOU CANT EVEN PAY THEM #seriously there are like 3 job offers in my country involving my occupation. ALMOST IN WHOLE EASTERN HUNGARY??????#rohadjanak meg azok akik leépítik az egészségügyet a magánkórházakért. de igazán.#but also if while in masters i wont work jn my field okay. what else? i am overqualified for the jobs i could do without any other knowledge #and and and the cherry on top.#i cannot apply for full time jobs cause of uni but also cannot for student jobs apparently cause im on correspondence training #im gonna go and sell my organs bruh🫠🖐️😭

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clericofshadows · 9 months

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getting a comment notification on AO3: ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪

getting a comment notification on nexus mods: ┬┴┬┴┤(･_├┬┴┬┴

#cleric's convos #nah most of my mod comments are good #but there's been a user who's putting some unsolicited “constructive criticism” about the smallest fucking errors on my mesh mods #and it's so rude #thanks for your work but here's exactly what you need to fix to my specifications and why #no fuck you #yeah sure my MEA officer outfits aren't really that symmetrical in the arms what about it #port them yourself then if you don't like that they're not perfect #but oh I've had encounters with users not really on nexus #but on discords and its like “I barely even have the time to game do you expect me to do this myself”#yeah bitch I'm a full time student and I can do it #sorry I'm a bitter bitch about these comments #and I really hope this user responds in a way that makes blocking justifiable #or else I'm hiding their comments and ignoring their ass in the future

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lemonpeter · 6 months

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Still alive btw 💕 I want to get back into writing so bad. I still love the ship. And marvel is still my special interest. Life is just kicking my ass when it comes to time/energy to write 😭

But like. I know I CAN. I wrote more than 2k words just on the au lore for a character lol

Helpppppoo

#bri speaks #being a disabled full-time student. small business owner. and sw. is a lot of time. and energy. that I. don’t have #if any of y’all want to see my sw stuff tho it’s peachy-Iris here or _peachyiris_ on x #just saying #I feel the need to clarify that sw is. it’s sx work. not. not another fandom with those initials

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