i need to fly or i will literally [ASCEND TO STARCLAN]. fuck this body for not being born with wings. screaming crying thrashing around rolling on the ground.
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Back with the weird guilt cause I don't have that many non-fandom OCS on my AF this year (+99% of them are humanoids) and it's like
It's a stupid thing to feel guilty over but still!! I feel like I should have more characters. Other ones I care about. But in the end they're all my still guys and I think that's better than just feeling like I need to put up filler characters out of a non-existent obligation
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Going to get high and go look at my old dollhouse furniture.
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I wanna go hoooooooooome
I’m overstimulated, both under and overwhelmed, over it :c
these 10 hour shifts 👎🏿 idk how imma survive when we go back to 12s next week. Idk how I survived 12s before either 💔 (it was 🍃&🍄🤫)
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much ado about nothing brainrot is real… the most recent globe adaptation with amalia vitale and ekow quartey as benedick and beatrice has sent me back into a rom com spiral that can’t be stopped
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Last year today...
Last year on 9th August was when I thought that I am completely lost my dad.
My dad asked "Don't you love me?"
And I replied, "No...", makes my dad's heart hurts.
The true is I want to take care of him and him only but my siblings makes me take care of a their childs too! I want to spend my time for him for the last time because I knew he's dying and I loved him so much. He's my only best friend, sacrificing his life only to take care of me who have mental problem I. I said no because I am mentally exhausted, blunt out while thinking, "No! I'm tired! Please! Leave me, my mom and dad alone! I can't take another responsibilities towards kids too! This is too much!"
Thankfully, my dad last breathe was in my arms.
My sister, "Oh!? But we touched him too!".
They did not touch him well, I legit touch his shoulder, slap his face lightly and realize he was gone.
And to think that I lost my only no best friend forever and my sister treat me badly or shut me down. What am I!? A bad ending Cinderella!?
I should be proud because I've lived in the hospital for 30 days only to take care of him but... Why am I feel like a bad child?
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i do not want to go to work. i will. but i'd rather die than suffer through christmas retail for the next two months again.
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I'm just a pretty, genderfluid, problem who needs to be let loose in the forest
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...
So uhm hi
I NEED TO BE MORE ACTIVE ISTG I JUST CAN'T FIND THE TIME ANYMORE😭
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biggest disappointment of my life was when i bought a weighted blanket to help me sleep and ease my nighttime anxiety only to discover that the feeling of being crushed beneath the blanket is just another thing that gives me anxiety and prevents me from sleep. 🙃 there is no winning
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Why the school feels like a prison?
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