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cw. none except satoru being disgustingly cute (part 2)
satoru isn’t used to people calling him anything other than his surname. gojo-san to most, gojo-sensei to others. it’s simple, and gets the job done.
only a handful of people stick to calling him by his given name. to them, he’s satoru. it’s easy, and rolls of the tongue, and he greatly prefers it over the sound of his surname. it makes him feel like an actual person.
satoru never entertained the possibility of being called anything else other than those two names. he didn’t think it would ever happen.
for once, he was glad to be proven wrong.
“tough day, pretty?” you ask gently, and he sighs with a nod as he throws himself into your opened arms. his body moulds easily into yours, and he lets out a heavy groan as he settles onto the couch with you. the groan is loud, and over-exaggerated.
it’s so satoru.
you have to stifle a giggle.
“everything went horribly wrong,” he grumbles, his voice muffled against the fabric of your shirt. “the higher ups were up my ass again, my students laughed at me again, and when i finally made it to that bakery you liked they were out of your favourite pastries so i couldn’t get them for you—again!”
“oh, my poor baby,” you coo, and gently push his bangs out of his face. he nods in agreement, faking an immense amount of sympathy for himself. “‘s okay, at least you tried, hm? i think that’s very sweet.”
satoru hums, as if he’s deeply thinking about your words. “’m still your baby?” he mumbles, deciding that’s the most important thing right now. his eyes briefly flutter shut, consumed by utter bliss as you play with the hairs on his undercut.
“mhm, still my baby.”
“yeah? what else am i?”
this time you do giggle. he does this sometimes. you aren’t exactly sure why—but on tough days, satoru likes to crawl into your arms and listen to you call him every cheesy nickname under the sun. it’s easily providable and makes him so very happy, so you always indulge him.
“my honey bun.”
“and?”
“my boo bear.”
“mhm.”
“my sweetheart.”
“yes?”
you laugh softly. “my mochi,” you coo, and pinch his cheek. it’s a little squished because he’s laying on your chest, but it emphasises your point.
he grins under your touch. it’s adorable.
“keep them coming, please?” he asks, and you do. you always do, unable to refuse him. especially when he asks so sweetly.
“my sugar cookie.”
“my muffin.”
“my baby cakes.”
“my angel.”
“my love.”
“my husband.”
“h—huh?” satoru stammers, looking up from your chest. he lays his chin on your sternum, baby blue eyes blinking up at you. they’re filled with awe, surprise, and utter glee. “that’s, i’m not. . .”
“just testing the title, baby,” you tell him, and continue playing with his hair. he bathes in your touch and you smile softly as he grabs and kisses the palm of your hand. “what do you think, hm?”
“i think you should call me it again.”
“oh?”
“mhm,” he mumbles.
“my dearest husband.”
“again.”
“my handsome husband.”
“again.”
“my sweet husband.”
“again, please?”
you hum, impressed. “my well-mannered husband.”
satoru chuckles, and lays back down on your chest. his white hair tickles against your skin, and he sighs in content.
“i think i want to be your husband for real.”
“yeah?”
“yeah,” he mumbles and nuzzles further into your hold. “y’ve got the same ring size still, right?”
“i sure do,” you say, a content smile on your lips as you watch him slowly doze off to sleep.
“hm, good to know.”
for satoru, those nicknames make him feel as if he’s something even greater than a person—it makes him feel yours.
he’s not just gojo, the strongest. he’s not just satoru, the at-times somewhat immature adult with the sweet tooth of a child.
he’s yours. your baby. your honey bun. your boo bear. your mochi. your boyfriend. your love. and for satoru, there’s no greater thing in the world than that.
#ꕤ — sanatomis darling: gojo satoru#usually i list the nicknames i have from him of the top of my head but i’ll admit it guys#i opened my notes app for this one#i call him so many nicknames i know mimi is sick of us#very self-indulgent once again my apologies (or not)#HES JUST SO#adorable#he’s everything and he deserves every nickname#satoru gojo x reader#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x reader fluff#satoru gojo x reader fluff#gojo x reader fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#sneaking it in again guys sorry#⍣ ❥ ೋ 𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑖.
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communal spaces! are the heart of any throuple! (2 versions bc im just an indecisive baby)
it's @zukki-week and day 1 was domestic
#zukki week 2023#zukki#zukki fanart#atla#zuko#sokka#suki#my art#I'm two days late or sth but listen#i was busy being hangover and then having heartburn and then mourning the file that sai ate while crashing#and then in a fugue state i opened my notes app and starting typing up a zukki fic draft#we're idk what we're doing lads we're taking down the system one throuple at a time#ALSO YEAH suki should be a total beast okay i wanna look at her and pray for a beating#drawing teeth brushing is surprisingly difficult
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Gravity’s Gentleness...
Wooly Sunflowers (Eriophyllum lanatum) symbolize “Gentle Strength”
source: Flowerpaedia by Cheralyn Darcey
This is heavily inspired by Story and Nawy’s (i’m too shy to tag them ><;;) ramble about Chuuya knowing (or not) how to be gentle... please read it! It’s so rich of brainworms and vitamin C(huuya)!!
#i'm trying to get back into writing (note: trying)#i hope the words and transitions don't feel too off i'm not that proud of my writing for this one jahklsjdfh#ofc theres flower language ehehehe#hi Story hi Nawy if you see this let me know if i should tag you guys for my future works with inspos taken from yall#yall dont know how much brainworms you guys feed me whenever i open this app actually#bsd#bsd nakahara chuuya#bsd chuuya#Nakahara Chuuya#prompt taken from#chuuya week 2023#chuuyaweek23#my art#my writing#my comic
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at least once a week during this b5 spiral i’ll have a realization of something that kicks me in the chest and i start a tumblr post like “do you every think about—” and then i stick it in drafts thinking no, i should write it as a fanfic so i can really share my pain with the group. and then i don’t write that, and think well, at least a better tumblr post, and then i don’t write that either and just stare into the abyss for two to thirty-six hours
#fyi this post was composed many more than 36 hours ago#about b5 thoughts that Are Killing Me Slowly#i have at least one for delenn and one for sinclair and one for sheridan and and and and#at a certain point i stopped even drafting these things i just open the notes app on my phone type three words and cry#babylon 5
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Open starter (this ones been in my notes app for ages)
Glykera just wouldn't stop following you around. She kept trying to help you with every little thing. Gods know she was bored. Somehow, she had managed to help clean the entire camp, which was pretty hard to do with a bunch of mentally ill teenagers. She needed to be able to help somebody.
@the-gods-abandoned-us @arisdaughter @mache-of-greece @demigod-jack-hearth @kaiaalwayswins @unhinged-waterlilly @yourlocalfallenstar @son-of-the-moonlight @luci-likes-dinoss @elixs-mythology-corner @bast-the-best26 @emdabitchass @if-chaos-was-a-boy @luck-is-crucial @love-lightning-forethought @the-prince-telemachus @pink-koi-lovejoy @apollos-favorite-child @ariathemortal @cass-sees-the-future @reyna4ever @daughter-ofthe-moontitan @of-course-im-the-winner
#probably gonna stay in my drafts for a bit before i post this one#just trying to clear out my notes app so i can have some open starters locked and ready#willows pjo ocs ♡#glykera of greece#pjo roleplay#pjo rp#pjo fandom#pjo hoo toa#pjo oc#pjo#pjo oc blog#pjo open starter#pjo ocs#pjo oc rp#pjo rp starter#pjo rp blog#pjo rpg#open starter
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Hey can anyone like yell at me to go write or something?
Thanks
#cw swearing in tags#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IVE BEEN SITTING HERE#FOR#FIVE#HOURS#AND NO PROGRESS#NONE!#I HAVE THE FUCKING NOTES APP OPEN#THE WHOLE FIC IS IN A TAB FOR ME TO LOOK BACK AT#I HAVE THE TIME AND I HAVE THE RESOURCES#I hate everythiiiiiiiiiiiiing >:(#me complaining#is this a vent?#i don’t think it is#fic writing#writing is hard#writing#the art demons are struggling#please gods of writing help me#it’s been three months#this one can actually end#they’re my favorite character#their life gets slightly less shit#please—
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or: 11 songs about divorce & 1 song about having a glove kink (while your marriage is falling apart)
(lyric snippets & audios below the cut)
5 Years Into Marriage - Matt Owens & Hannah White
5 years into marriage And it's looking like we're almost done. I love you, I'm just not in love with you any more (no, no, no) Both floated down the aisle, Started taking each other for granted somewhere between- The pulpit and those church doors. Confetti kissed your face, And I trod it right into the floor. We can stick it out another ten years, and we probably will.
Barricade - Stars
I found you on a Saturday, and that was where I lost you You had to finally walk away because of what it cost you Years later on, I saw your face In line to catch the morning train You looked like you'd been softened Like you never really loved the pain
I Don't Want Love - The Antlers
If I leave before you, And I walk out alone, Keep your hands to yourself When you follow me home.
If You Love Me, You Will Lie - Out lines
And shouting through the bathroom door You said that I was keeping score Why can't we accept that there's no more We never say goodbye
It's Beginning To Get To Me - Snow Patrol
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I tried to tell you before I left But I was screamin' under my breath You are the only thing that makes sense Just ignore all this present tense
Midnight Love - Girl In Red
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I hope that the right time one day arrives So, I'll be willing to let this die Able to look you right in the eyes Say I'm not your consolation prize
Mothers - Daughter
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You will grow all you need to grow inside my spine And then take what you need to take, what's yours is mine And then just give all you want of it to some new thing I'll stay here, the provider of that constant sting they call love
Nothing New - Rio Romeo
So, won't you please spare me indignity? And won't you please give me some decency? And won't you please call it if our time is through? 'Cause I know that we fall apart when nothing's new
Sometimes I Still Feel the Bruise - The Mountain Goats
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Making contact gets harder As the silence grows longer Why would you think of me? When you were not the one in love When you were not the dreamer When you were just the dream I'm under no illusion As to what I meant to you But you made an impression And sometimes I still feel the bruise
Splinter - Scott Hutchison & James Graham
‘Cause I always took the cutting, And you only missed my heart Although it amounts to nothing, The nothing’s left it’s mark
The Modern Leper - Frightened Rabbit
Well, I crippled your heart a hundred times And still can't work out why You see, I've got this disease I can't shake and I'm just rattling through life Well, this is how we do things now Yeah, this is how the modern stay scared So I cut out all the good stuff Yeah, I cut off my foot to spite my leg
Wedding Gloves - Frightened Rabbit FT. Aiden Moffat
Do you even remember What we said in the vows? God was watching on Saturday But He is not with us now, with us now
#snow patrol you could be happy ALMOST made the cut but i didnt want two songs from one artist and i liked this one more#(ignore two FR songs & the high count of works associated with scott hutchison. tell him to stop writing edizzy music)#though some of these songs are. significantly more popular than others i TRIED to pick songs that all have a similar punch#and that i dont see mentioned as edizzy much#you should give the ones you dont know a try! theyre all great :)#esp the first one- hannah white i super small buuuut. i love her voice. she opened for someone i saw n she was delightful#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#edward teach#edizzy#blackhands#this is gonna get like two notes i know it but. im imploring u to give them a go if you like character theming songs. i think they hit!#put your faith in me and my weird music taste#all audios should play in app tho some are yt vids#Bandcamp#the no flower face bit of this was hard i have like. 4 of her songs on my edizzy playlist but none of them r quite so gut wrenching as thes#< there wasnt a rule she just. fell short of my 12 song cut off
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Does anyone know ever after high??
#I’m just curious cuz I feel like no one watched it but me#BUT THERE HAD TO HE SOMEONE#also like instead of studying writing or making the next smau chapter I ummmmmmmmmm#have an idea… but that won’t happen for MONTHS#cuz the amount of ideas I have#it’s ok one by one I’ll get through it#I legit have a note book with all my delusional ideas#and then my notes app 💀#I legit got good notes to write my school notes cuz everytime I open the notes app on there’s some fic idea#the amount of notes I have 😭#I started this blog like two ish months ago and I’ve gone wild with my ideas lol
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Boy King Seb :D
#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333#he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today#this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant#i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves#seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his#so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better#whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh#anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO#its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation#pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 art#formula 1 art#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such#boy king au
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the way proper subs aren't even out for some of y'all and you're already talking sh*t on MDL about whatever decision Gil Chae makes in ep 9 based on the comments of those who watched it without subs......... i can smell the misogyny from here
#tv: my dearest#my dearest#mbc my dearest#namgoong min#nam goong min#ahn eun jin#kdrama#local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#look i still haven't seen the episode but#wow ok maybe we shouldn't be literally slandering her rn especially since yk. she has to f*cking survive#my concern is the rumors of the ep 10 preview with Ryang Eum THAT is what has my stomach in a knot#if by the way they're talking it's more of an 'oh you're f*cked' thing and not a repeat of the scene in the marketplace with the#dagger attempt then we have to worry. this is My Dearest y'all came in expecting angst and you're mad now. aight#i'm still breaking into their house if anything happens to my gay son in the last ep of part one that does not include#him possibly being the psychiatric patient we saw in the first ep. i can live with that. i can't live with some of the other options#(local gay says as they already open up the notes app and start writing about said preview that they also have not seen)
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the thing about the fairy and walrus poll going around is that some of you are jumping through the most insane hoops about the walrus being there when my first thought for a plausible reason as to why a walrus could be at my door is like an elaborate prank where someone put a walrus on my doorstep, knocked, and then hid. which would be an absolutely insane thing to happen on so many levels do not get me wrong but a more natural conclusion to arrive at than "this walrus escaped either its natural habitat or zoo enclosure on its own to make its way to me specifically and knock on the door itself" i feel. like weve seen the shit mr beast does with his money surely a walrus prank is not so far outside the realm of imagination
#all this said though i havent even voted in the poll#mostly because my tumblr app is so out of date i cant even see polls let alone vote in them and im basically never on tumblr on desktop#so every time one comes across my dash i try to sleuth in the notes to see what the hell its about. with varying degrees of success#i lost track of where i was going with this. i also havent voted because truly i dont know what would be more surprising to me#even under the circumstances of an elaborate prank if i opened the door to suddenly find a whole walrus#the initial shock of it is still extremely there. i would be so startled id begin to question my sanity#much in the same way i would if it were a fairy
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Received too much psychic damage from my phone that I had to start studying
#ace is a mess#Technology#ive been cycling through the same three apps absent mindedly completely bored out of my mind for hours#spent far too many seconds thinking about a reply that i was waiting on that i had to get rid of my phone#my phone is currently in a cupboard downstairs and ive opened up a textbook and a notebook to take notes#because ill be damned if i let the phone win today when i was actually semi productive earlier#no more doomscrolling. no more worrying about messages. we're doing taxonomy. education first <3#when you do more studying in one sitting than you have in weeks cus youre trying to avoid thinking about a boy
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when i write, i turn my phone's camera access off because i'm afraid the super secret spy on the other side will see me. it's like my misunderstanding of schrödinger's cat, where someone could be watching me, right? but there could also be no one there? but that means that they're both there and not there and if you put them in a box with something that could kill them but also if they meow- oh i'm so sorry i mean if they speak, does that mean they are alive? is that it? the truth is i don't know and i'm not much of a physicist so i don't really care to know either but they're watching me right now, i think. the human, i mean. not the cat. how scary to feel unsafe in your own skin, to stick painter's tape over your laptop's webcam because heaven forbid someone perceives you. i've got nothing to hide except for myself, maybe, but it's rude to stare. it's rude to stare but i can feel them do it anyway, like spiders in undusted bedroom corners. it's okay though, because they are only looking.
#this one is inspired by i turned my camera access off before opening my notes app and thought why do i do that#purposely silly because the super secret spy was watching while i was writing this#thats the concept#poetry#kind of#poem#original poetry#original poem#spilled ink
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finished bloodkeep rewatch. as always rotating leiland and markus in my mind. thinking about you don't have to deserve love it is freely given. thinking about love as fealty and the freedom of choice. to decide who it is you will swear yourself to. to decide who it is your heart might belong to. love as devotion but not like it used to be, not a weak little helpless thing, not a futile terrible ache, not chasing something you will never be granted. not as a thing you should be granted at all, not as a favour or a boon or a thing to be won, not as part of a transaction or a manipulation. not something that you have to be worthy of but something that you are given, out of free choice. something that you can give, out of your will and your heart. its about learning how to love its always being a little bit weird and intense and always giving 100% of yourself and learning that you're not going to be punished for it. that you're going to get what you want and the man who you might be falling in love with is someone who can love you back. who will, if you give him the chance. leiland guy of all time.
ALSO thinking about being a pirate mercenary for hire and wanting nothing else (after gold, maybe) than to go home but you can't, you can't, because they didn't even fucking look for you. you were lost at sea and they didn't even look for you, or at least they didn't find you, which when you think about it is basically the same thing. it's about finally meeting someone who has the closest to shared life experience as you've ever come, someone who tells you i know a thing or two about being forgotten royalty, and he's a little intense and a little pathetic and possibly a little too fixated on torturing people for all eternity but hey, who are you to judge. it's about spending the craziest day of your life watching him, watching him come into himself, giving him your kill just so he feels a little bit better about himself, and you don't want to save him, not necessarily. you're evil, you're not really in the business of saving people. you kind of want to fix him and you kind of want to just show him that goddamnit, look at what you could be if you just let people love you. markus also guy of all time.
#.txt#ACK. Feeling Crazy.#Sorry. about saying shared life experience. to anyone for whom its a sleeper agent activation phrase. just me?#SORRY THIS IS MY WHOLE OUTLINE JUST IN A POST. MY NOTES APP IS OPEN IDK WHY ITS IN HERE.#i wrote one (1) line of this fic in july 2022 and then it wasnt ready to come out of my brain. I Think Maybe It's Time Now.#leiland kisses like markus’s mouth is a flame and he’s never been warm before...#...and markus has known loyalty and love from more people than he might’ve ever expected but he’s never known devotion like this.#<- this is the line by the way. not to talk myself up but this fucks crazy.#eftbk
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FALLLING TO MY KNEES RN I OHYSICALLY CANNOT STAND WITH MY SHAKY ASS KNEES OH MY GOD LOVE NOTES IS A LITERAL MASTERPIECE IT IS ART IT IS THE SMAU OF ALL TIME OH YM GOD I WILL CRY I DIDNT WANT IT TO END BUR LIKE WE'RE MARRIED PH MY GOD:((((( WE'RE MARRIED WE'RE MA
im so normal about this omg
SHAKY ASS KNEES 😭😭😭 THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE OMG THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I'M SO SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT!!! LOVE NOTES FEELS LIKE MY MAGNUM OPUS AND YES <33 IT ENDED WITH THEM MARRIED THEY ARE LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!!!!
#and dw!! i might do a little bonus at some point#or at least like a little “this is so love notes yn and suna” at some point#i have one of those in my notes app rn i just don't have the brain power to open it rn#I'M SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT!!! <3#i heart hanya <3#answers <3
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GUESS WHO'S GOT A NEW PHONE FOLKS
#dizzyisms#so uh. completely forgot to mention it when it happened but.#a month ago my old (''old'' it's not even 5 years old yet ffs-) Galaxy shat the bed literally the DAY I got home from a camping trip#froze- wouldn't connect to WiFi- started crashing n rebooting over n over-#ran it to the mobile place in a panic and got a loaner that I've been using for the past month#and today I went back n returned it n bought a new one!#also a galaxy so I could just Smart Switch all my old crap onto the new one (thank fuck it has a TON of storage space)#didn't stop me from panicking the past few weeks n frantically backing up all my notes and [most of my] photos and whatnot#through every means possible#so at least I have those elsewhere now I guess dhjskd#oh and I've still got the old one (obv)#it? sort of works? But I can't open too many apps at once or it'll overheat n start bootlooping again#and nothing short of sticking it in the fridge will fix it (which lbr prob isn't all that good for it longterm lmao)#but yeah! feels good to have a phone that actually fits in my pocket again n don't have to worry abt Exploding it against every hard surfac#Otterbox cases my beloved
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