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#i see my therapist tomorrow
p0tat0-g0ddess · 2 months
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time for my monthly depression spiral I guess
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evilwriter37 · 11 months
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Devastated about the state of my cat Loki’s health. I just… I don’t see the point in anything if he’s not okay.
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tamedgod · 2 years
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smol semi hiatus —
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thebluehue22 · 1 month
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I need to exert myself and beat this overwhelming saddness. I've let it take over me, and I can't do this anymore. It's time to heal.
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spaceumbredoggos · 4 months
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Need to clean out my YT subscriptions. There are some really questionable characters that I don’t want to affiliate with, and some YTubers I just don’t watch anymore. I’m also unfollowing Drakinator aka Polyhexian on tumblr. They have good art, but they sent p*rn to a minor. While there isn’t concrete evidence that they are a ped*, I don’t want to take that chance. I hope they just leave the internet, but they keep crawling back. I did leave a comment on one of their videos, and I apologize sincerely for interacting. I will do my best to stay away from problematic creators.
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werewolffem · 1 year
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i hope you feel better soon baby. you deserve it
thank you so much :')
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maxphilippa · 5 months
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uh. vent art. or something. losing yourself and losing everyone who you cared about as a result
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naomiknight-17 · 5 days
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Survived cardiac rehab day one
Fucking drenched in sweat and exhausted
They are trying to kill me
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standfucker · 1 month
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Marco x Reader vent. CW implied self h*rm.
Marco’s relaxed when you come in. Reclined in his chair, reading a book.
On top of everything that brought you here, you feel guilty for bothering him. For the way he looks up and instantly jumps to his feet, tossing the book aside at the first glimpse of your puffy eyes. Even as he comes to pull you into a hug, the bad feeling pumps through your blood, spreads to every cell in your body. Like it’s refusing to let you get relief from his touch.
“It’s okay, love. I’m here now,” he says softly. One strong arm supports your back, the other holds your head against his chest. You press yourself into him further, warm and solid. “Do you want to talk about it, yoi?”
You shake your head slightly. His hand that was in your hair moves to your arm automatically. When you tense, he reassures you.
“I won’t be mad,” he says gently. You hide your face in his chest as his hand slides up your arm and under your sleeve, fingers brushing the tell-tale scabs. “Oh, love. My baby bird.”
“I’m sorry,” you finally say, voice hoarse. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay. I’m not mad at you,” Marco repeats, squeezing you tight. He kisses the top of your head, almost apologetically. “What do you want me to do? Heal it, or leave it be?”
“Leave it.”
“Okay.” He doesn’t ask you why you didn’t come to him earlier, why you didn’t tell him you were in crisis. He just holds you, gently rocking side to side. That’s why you keep seeking him out. Kind, warm, safe.
He leaves himself open to you, nonjudgmental, and one day, he’s sure, you’ll come to him before the fact.
You sigh, and with it, some of the bad feeling leaves, too.
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newlacesleeves · 2 months
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would you believe that i've been going to therapy for 7 months every wednesday and today was the first day i talked about my love for the old man?
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femboycharles · 3 months
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NONO YOURE RIGHT Mark might be big-dicked but he’s definitely an omega rather than an alpha, like that slutty rbr post about him is perfect evidence, this man has no alpha bone in his body
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mihrsuri · 5 months
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I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like I’m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know it’s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but I’m trying) and it’s just…I don’t know. I don’t even know.
#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would#genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse)#i think I’m legitimately just…having a trauma reaction on top#of a jewish trauma spike#and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm#does not look great#i feel like i don’t actually verbally have the words#(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful)#(hashem i don’t know would you even embrace me would you…)#(it’s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isn’t it)#(it’s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression)#(except that I feel like I’m so so tainted and not in my body or if I’m in my body I’m in my body somewhere else#abuse cw#i didn’t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered#this will disappear probably#UGH#(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to)#(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in)#(i know i need to be like ‘unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need)#(just a bit of grace apologies)#(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that)#(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway)#a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel and…I’m nothing#(everyone else is something I’m not I don’t deserve grace lbr)#it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead#and it’s like I can fake it so well#(i don’t know I may be like sending words to people)#to run through the steps of not being alone#i’m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people#to get reassurance i don’t deserve that its a good person it isn’t it isn’t a person
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mch3ll3 · 21 days
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Y’all if im posting more it’s cuz I’m not well mentally
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hellishgayliath · 6 months
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I hope you're not too down on your luck & that all things work out for you.
(not sure about you, but I am not really ne that likes to be hugged when feeling negative & wanted to be sure for you to! So head pats)
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Thank you Moon head pats will do just nicely ;; <3
This whole week has just felt iffy and off to me, the latter half of today felt worse. Idk if its depression(cuz it sure has been a while since i felt that) or my trouble with sleeping or if I'm just dissociating again but i do feel like im having some sort of emotional disconnect with a lot of stuff lately. It's just been all so blehhhhh \(;´□`)/
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txrtxglix-lvver · 1 month
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BAG ALERT WENDY'S BAG ALERT 🤑🤑🤑
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andtheladyknight · 4 months
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You’re not allowed to fire me, I’m in a depressive episode.
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