#i think im aro and projecting but

[longlivechips]

I love BBC Merlin because Arthur is like

"I believe in equality in all things. A peasant can be a knight or a scholar or a Queen. What matters is your heart. I'm going to base my kingdom off of this"

"Yes I regularly berate and hit my manservant but that's because we're in a complicated dom/sub relationship, it's hard to explain. Don't worry."

[kermit-coded]

forgive me, i'm only on episode seven of fantasy high freshman year, but fabriz has bewitched me on the sole premise that i think it would be very funny if riz was fabian's bi awakening. like riz does some dope shit with his gun or is rambling about clues and fabian goes "oh shit".

[pangyham]

GAH LONG POST..

xingqiu and chongyun have insanely good potential for angst my god. xingqiu in particular is so fun to think about in the context of chongyun. what do YOU know about chivalry boy

thinking about how he and hu tao kinda operate on similar notions of justice and all that shmick except hu tao is more strictly averse to disrupting the Natural Order (incredibly vague and generalized concept rn sorry) whilst xingqiu sets his principles more arbitrarily. chongyun's presence somehow foils a lot of his notable character traits. gestures hands vaguely in the air but sth sth hu tao would not approve of xq's moral infractions

perhaps im just reading too deep into this but shrugs ill admit something's changed in Me the last 2 years and coming back to xq and cy has me like. scratches head now hold on im not entirely sure if i even like the way xq treats cy. its kinda one of the main points of their dynamic- the whole.. pranking this oblivious guy who i really adore etc. but its deeper implications leave me a little unsatisfied and a little troubled (?).. in the long run i personally dont really see anything substantially appealing about their (leaning towards romantic in this context) relationship other than like ?? the tropes that mhy imposed upon them. they were created as a compatible Duo ykwim. they reference each other a lot in their lore and even in-game but.. idk maybe i just view them separately instead of a joint unit that anaylzing them individually revealed a lot of crevices and cracks in their ship that's built upon their mainstream appeal

but anyway i've thought a lot about them as a duo and is it nuts to say i like them as a romantic ship but if they were unrequited. i can see them working out but it necessitates a complete subversion and reconstruction of xingqiu (chara development basically LOL) on my part that i would totally invest myself in but im not entirely sure how to execute it

i like xingqiu a LOT as a flawed character. i wouldnt go as far as to say hes toxic, just very conflicted and insecure. hes a fun character to think about. re: the hu tao bit i mentioned above, i think they would have a really fun, witty, and transformative friendship

but anyway. yes i like xq and i still like xy. theyre just a bit more complicated now aha. im still capable of enjoying fluffy ship dynamics but lately ive been in a Character Study Mood ... mmm.. ive yet to organize my chongming thoughts

[libbys-braincell-loss]

Yknow what? Fuck you

*hits smg3 with the pansexual/asexual beam*

[arsenicflame]

ive been thinking and 'I have... love for you, Edward' is actually just a really aro way of putting it

[jesse-cosay]

People confound me.

"I like this but I prefer them as friends"

"This looks super nice, but these two have a platonic relationship"

UH YEAH??? I'm sorry that YOUR definition of friendship does not include staring lovingly into someones eyes or expressing physical affection outside of hugs. I'm sorry that you have never loved a friend so much that you smile when you hold hands. Or that you think of them when they aren't around.

It's sad the deep and meaningful relationships are only romantic to you. It's tragic that you feel the need to immediately compare ships as if they are supposed to be made of the same thing.

I understand that my portrayal are/seem romantic, but it's generally just how I feel when I'm in this situations. Like I get giddy! I get happy! I get shy when people express they care about me! There's no romance there for me but I still get flustered and I still blush and I still love people and you can see it on my face!

[dykrophone]

i wish there was a way to filter all amatonormative bullshit off my dash

[those-rainbow-ninjas]

HEY GUYS WHATSUP *throws cringe valentines art at you*

[vaugarde]

need to hit more of my characters with the aspec beam tbh. quinn i am looking in your direction specifically

[tinkonka]

WAIT YOURE THE PERSON WHO WROTE THAT ABSOLUTELY LEGENDARY POLYSHOW RUI SICK FIC I KNEW YOUR URL LOOKED FAMILIAR.....

i have a tab with it open rn. the emurui courage analysis.... the tsukasa "just because you dont understand yourself doesn't change the fact that i care"... literally everything about nene.... it's one of my favorite works. i read it all the time.

HELPH IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YES THATS MEEEE

iM OSgjifhkmgk IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE IT it was truly worth all the Missed psychology classes with a 12/40 on my assessment. still isnane that it took me like. 4 months to write but im so happy everypony likes it

[narcissusbrokenmirror]

aro Luke be like "no, u dont get it. I want a girlfriend...im just so busy with my band that i dont really have time for it."

"Sure making out is hot but i cant get really involved with anyone rn I'm trying to make it big in the scene."

"Of course I'm bisexual, i have chemistry with everyone, i could date anyone who i really like.. I just won't, because my bandmates are the most important people for me."

"Yes i like romance, i like writing love songs and ballads and some of my favorite songs are romantic."

"Okay, okay, I'm not into dating. Sure, i like making out and cuddles but i can do it with my friends."

"All i really wanted was a relationship where we're not necessarily in love with each other but we could still do all the couple stuff, and write love songs together and never get married. "

and he doesn't even realize.

[spider-man-2o99]

everything that miguel knows about the present day comes wholly secondhand from xina because they spent twenty years of friendship taking turns infodumping at each other over old star trek reruns. miguel doesn’t know who ben hurr is, but he heard the name from xina at some point so for the sake of the “her? / no, ben hurr!” gag, he’ll go ahead and make the reference anyways. he is not as worldly as he talks himself up to be he’s just pretentious (affectionate)

[elegyofthemoon]

i'll see a character that appreciates the beauties in life and then blast them w my aro hc

[casawio]

god um. thinking about how cwilbur convinced himself he loved wrong. and how he felt like nothing he loved was sacred enough for anyone else to care about. and the way he loved hurt people. and the way he loved killed him. and the way he loved was unforgivable. and the way he loved was forgotten by history.

because god, when the things and people you love keep getting destroyed you start to think its your fault. so its better to be lost than love now isnt it?

[newvegascowboy]

Trying to convince myself not to write a dumb fic because I know I could write it better than everybody else and failing

[vamprnce]

okay I was gone for awhile since after the end of the stream but I'm circling back to bi ace Ryan again bc wTF IM STILL SCREAMING like idc if Justice wasn't being totally serious w that part I'm still counting it a win to the aces 💜💜💜