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#i was panicking cause 'whos up at 2am. who can i call at 2am- no one will pick up the pho-- my dad. his phone is ALWAYS on loud.'
litt1e-prince · 1 year
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living in my own home away from my dad but he still waits up for me to get home
#i was panicking cause 'whos up at 2am. who can i call at 2am- no one will pick up the pho-- my dad. his phone is ALWAYS on loud.'#it rings twice and im like 'shit dad im so sorry to call you and wake you' and hes just there like 'oh dont worry. i was waiting for you.'#turns out: my mum was suppose to message me to tell me to call my dad when i got off the coach to walk home! she must've forgot tho#cause i was initially just gonna walk home ez - it wasnt until the guy cat called me and started following me again that i thought#nOPE NOT THE NIGHT NOT THE VICTIM I GOTTA CALL SOMEONE OR SMTH#so i thought i might have woken him but nope he was already waiting on me - kinda had a moment of !!!!!!#my dad miiight have grown to become my hero or smth pfshhh anyway#ALSO U KNOW I DID THAT THING AGAIN. random stranger starts talking loudly and i looked at him - u give them a glance and they take it ALL.#gotta learn to stop doing that for my own fuckin safety jfc. BUT I MADE IT HOME SAFE ANYWAY SO#me and my dad just talked about our days and mid way he was like 'are you okay? you sound like youre shivering? is it cold or-'#'OH YEA im just cold. its freezing.' 'Ha! trust me there is nothing better than being in the freezing cold and then getting into bed.#best feeling... i know you have your own life now but its good to make sure you get home safe.'#ITS LIKE ONE OF THOSE LIKE. ARHGHGH my dad loves me fuck the rest of yall-#this is for all those people who say i have daddy issues cause i make a father figure out of every character i like-#ur correct but-#ANYWAY SOmetimes forget my dad has unmedicated anxiety. my mans out here fighting for him life on a random saturday cause his kid#didnt get home until 2am. then he wakes up at 6am to help my brother - My guy doing It All.#my art#ted talk
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mist-see · 1 year
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Everlasting sleep.
Part 2 (final) of you don’t deserve mercy.
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Thank you guys for the love and support. Honestly, I was not expecting for it too blow up 💀 it was about 2am when I posted it and it went crazy, i love it.
Quaritch vs na’vi reader
Enjoy.
⚠️warning⚠️
Mention of blood, death, happy about dying, signs of grief and depression.
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“Okay, okay. She-ri, you listen?” You panted out, taking cold breaths through your nose, and releasing hot ones out your mouth. You tasted so much iron. You didn’t know it, but your tongue had a thick layer of blood.
Your ikran huffed out, confirming your words. You nodded, swallowing what you thought was spit. “I am going to let go, I’m going to release our bond. And you will release the man, on the sand.”
She-ri screeched in disagreement. “Do not argue with me…I want you to go home… back to the trees, find my…my parents…” you stopped speaking, getting harder for you to do so. You couldn’t finish your sentence, vision blurry, mind flashing with memories. “I can feel it…” you got off the balls of your feet, and settled onto the back of your ikran.
Wheezing heavily, your red eyes stared up at the sky, beautiful bright sky with little to no clouds. This light blue darkened, as the planet above us covers our sun, Alpha Centauri.
Eclipse.
This is how you’d join Neteyam. This is how you join Eywa. Beautiful.
Aurora polaris. You felt yourself smile, pretty lips pulling above your bloodied teeth as you watch the green, purple and blue lights swirl around in the sky. You wish you could’ve said goodbye to your mother, your father. To the sullys, the family that took you in.
“I go now… I go..” She-ri screamed in pain, wanting someone to come save her bond. The people in your ear heard this from where they stood, calling your name, asking you where you were. But you didn’t care.
You didn’t want to be saved.
Weak arm coming up, with the last strength you had, you ripped the speaking device off your necklace, then next was the ear rig. Then next, was the tsaheylu that caused your sister pain. You sighed in relief, braid in hand.
“Goodbye, riri.”you whispered, maroon eyes sliding in the back of your head as your body slid down the right of your bond.
The air was cold, but it felt good. Your body was heating up, burning, hotter than normal as it tried to fight death. But it wasn’t enough, you didn’t want it to be enough.
You were fine. In months, you were finally happy.
As you fell to the ocean, you took your last breath, eyes barely open, looking at the beautiful sky you’d be returning to.
“Who is that… is that- She-ri!” Lo’ak yelled, eyes wide as the lonely ikran flew sporadically, wings flying wide, coming into a halt before she could clash into Lo’ak and his bond.
“What?!- where is she?? Dad?!” He noticed the lack of presence that should be you, instead there was an ikran with blood splattered on its saddle, where you should be.
“Father?!” He yelled, two fingers on his speaking device.
“I got her Lo’ak… I got her.”
The young boy breathed out a relieved sigh, a smile breaking out on his face. “Okay-okay good, where are you?? I’m come-!” Brows crashing together- Lo’ak held on close to his ikran, his backing up as yours hissed and growled.
“Dad… what’s going on?” The boy asked, pulling away from the panicked animal.
“Come to shore my son… the one we came to the first day we arrived.”
He hated the way his father sounded. That was the same disappointed- monotoned voice he had when his brother died. “Dad-“ “Lo’ak, now!”
Giving the ikran across from him a cautioned look, he flew around her, she followed, knowing where he was going.
Jake stared down at your empty eyes, breath slightly off from pulling you up to the sand.
The man looked at where the human boy slouched a few feet away, where the sky demon laid eerily.
You did that, you killed him. Sacrificing yourself.
Another innocent soul dying for his family.
Toruk Makto felt pathetic. You weren’t supposed to die this way… no, not for the sake of his family, he was the one who should’ve been like this.
You were supposed to return home after Neteyams funeral, but you stayed, you couldn’t bare the thought of not seeing him at your spirit tree, you had to stay.
Never smiling as you helped rebuild the surrounding villages, never laughing, not even a look of anger or shame. You were dead way before you took your last breath, and Jake Sully knew that.
Yellow eyes scanned your features, looking for any type of signs that you could possibly be alive after giving you cpr, but you gave him nothing. Maybe this was good, he tried to convince himself. You were no longer happy, always forcing yourself to be busy, barely eating, taking quick naps, never enjoying sleep. This had to be a good thing. You were now at peace.
Everlasting sleep.
You gave him nothing, except for the small smile on your face as you returned home.
To your mate, to the great mother.
<<<<<part one
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solluve · 2 years
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alban but he turned into a cat headcanons !!this is a cry for help blame everything on shu.
these fics are based on the avatar the vtuber protays. NOT the real person. (so some things may be not relating to the real person but the avatars apperance)
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alban
we all saw this coming everyone but YOU u came home one day and the door was unlocked like nah...ain't no way someone broke in. you literally began to panic you panicked BUT DIDNT THINK STRAIGHT ENOUGH U JUST BARGED INTO THE HOUSE like at least call ur freind. you were scanning the house in pure fear until a purple haired mf caught ur attention that one bitch u see hanging out with all the other colorful bitches shu yamino.. nah man wtf. he just looks at you and chuckles awkwardly LIKE HELLO U SHOULD BE THE ONE LAUGHING. ugh whatever your still not relaxed tho have u SEEN THIS MF MUSCLES HE COULD STANGLE YOU WHY IS HE HERE before you can even gather yourself he just places a brown cat onto the counter straight faced and everything staring right into ur soul the cat is too. blahnlah blah shu explains how he turned ur boyfriend into a cat.
"yeah sorry....don't sue me please" —shu 2022
ur just nodding and thinking he's joking Like alban does pranks this wouldn't be a surprise until YOU RELIZED THE EYES OF THAT MF CAT JUST LIKE ALBANS SO NOW UR LOWKEY LIKE "ohh so this is rlly him. aha." AND WHAT DOES SHU MEAN BY IT WILL TAKE A WHILE FOR A CURE U WANTED A BOYFREIND NOT A CAT AS ONE. whatever now ur in charge of him. he is literally the phase I am speed HE WONT STOP SCURRYING EVERYWHRRE STOP TRYING TO CLIMB UP THE WALLS VERTICALLY at one point U MANGAED TO FIANLLY CATCH THAT MF and yk what he did? meow menacingly. MF WHO U MEOWING AT. You just dropped him right there and he began to scurry again he like a little rat IN WHICH U DID TEST SOMETHINF ON HIM u have to entertain the cat someway you tried a string to a gray sock to mimic a rat and placed it on the floor you chuckled to ur self but... WHERE IS THE SOCK THE SOCK IS GONE. and u just see a little brown mfer absolutely RIPPING IT UP he better pay for that I love my socks. (he's a thief for a reason ig) He absolutely ripped the place up. wallpaper teared just like your wallet. WAS HE EVEN AWARE?? DID HE STILL HAVE A BRAIN?? yes. He was aware. cause when he got tired, he sat right infornt of you and smiled. he knew it cheshire cat smile can cats even smile he did it anyways AND YK HE DID?? AFTER HE WAS DONE HE JUMPED ON THE COUCH WITH YOU he tried to nuzzle his face into your neck but u were still lowkey pissed UNTIL YOU HEARD IT HE PURRED !! THE MF PURRED. your heart absolutely exploded hearing that. So you allowed him to just do it he's kinda cute for a cat
but he def radiated "nya nya motherfucker" vibes
and then shu at 2am manged to break in again since he got a shortcut to get the cure like mfer how and why are u doing that get a restraining order.
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v-hope · 3 years
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Wineless
Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader
Genre: Fluff, established relationship
Word Count: 1.9k
Summary: What do you do when you’re out of whiskey and there’s a fancy bottle of wine lying around, which belongs to your girlfriend who just so happens to be out of town? You drink it. And then replace it before she gets back. Or well, at least you intend to, for there’s no way of replacing it when she arrives one night earlier and catches you red-handed.
Warnings: Mentions of alcohol (kind of obvious but still)
A/N: Hellooo, I had this request in my ask box for a longgggg time and I had wanted to write it ever since yet never found the right timing, until last night at 2am lol. I hope you guys enjoy!
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Whiskey. Whiskey. Whiskey. Whiskey.
Yoongi hummed inside his mind, tapping on the counter a couple of times as his eyes searched for the bottle of strong alcohol he could’ve sworn he had left on that very shelf three weeks ago. Or maybe it had only been half of it, now that he thought about it, for he had drunk some of the expensive liquor that same week you got it for him, when he had been struggling with one particular verse he could just not feel contented with.
Although there was also that one other time last week when he came home not feeling his best after a bad day...
He pouted, defeated eyes still searching around as realisation hit him that there was no bottle of whiskey on sight and there would apparently be no whiskey at all for him that night.
Bummer.
You wouldn’t be home until the next day and he would have a long, lonely night. Hoseok had called him a few minutes ago informing him the bridge of the song he had taken upon writing and needed to turn in by the end of the week was now needed by midnight tomorrow. So, there were only two ways to get the inspiration he so badly needed:
You.
Whiskey.
And right then, he had none of them.
Or well, maybe not precisely, but he could always use some variety, right? So he thought when his eyes fell on the fancy bottle of wine your mum had gifted you when you got the promotion you had so determinedly worked for — the one that had now taken you on a one week business trip to Tokyo, and far away from him and your shared place.
He thought about it for a while —that being three seconds—, before his hand was grabbing it and his feet moved over to where you kept the glasses, grabbing one of them as well before he made his way over to his home studio so he could get started on the new track right away.
Now, he knew how bad it looked, even more when he knew you had been saving it for a special occasion — what special occasion exactly, he had no idea, and he was pretty sure neither did you. But, in his defense, you would be back home tomorrow evening, and that gave him a good couple of hours to drive around the city looking for the same brand —and year— of wine he had stolen from you. Come on, he wasn’t leaving you wineless, of course. He wasn’t a douche. He was just drinking it without your permission… and then replacing it so you would never notice.
Yeah, that was it. That was perfect.
Only he didn’t count on one little detail, and that was you making it home one day earlier. Not wanting to have him worry and make some time out of his busy schedule to go pick you up at the airport like you knew he would, you had decided not to tell him — never having guessed such decision would end up backfiring on both of you. On Yoongi, for he would have no way to replace the bottle before you found out, and on you, for you were now left without that fine wine you had been looking forward to drinking at some point.
“Working so late?” your sweet voice had his head snapping in your direction in a heartbeat.
And maybe if you weren’t so caught up on the way his eyes lit up at the sight of you, you would’ve noticed that part of them held some kind of panic in them — turning around on his chair and rolling it ever so slightly to his right so his body would block the empty bottle from your visual range.
“B-Babe…” he stuttered, partially because of the surprise your unannounced arrival had caused him, partially because of the alcohol having already started to hit. “You didn’t, um… I didn’t know…”
“I know,” you cut him off, knowing well enough what he meant. “Sorry I didn’t let you know, but I was getting here late, as you can see, and I didn’t want you to worry about having to go get me and all that…”
Just like that, he forgot about the wine of yours he was trying to hide altogether, smiling softly and stretching his arms out for you to hold his hands — that being exactly what you did not even two seconds later, having now fully entered his studio and letting his warm hands pull you close to him.
Not really giving you a choice —and not like you would’ve chosen any different—, he pulled you onto his lap, allowing you to sit comfortably on his legs before his hands left yours so they could rest on your back instead, smiling when you instinctively wrapped your arms around his neck and leaning in just enough to give your lips a lingering kiss.
“I missed you” he mumbled against your lips, earning a giggle from you and another small kiss to be pressed on his mouth. “Felt so lonely without you…”
“Have you been drinking?” you teased him, both because of his sweet words and because of the way his lips held a rather familiar bitter taste to them.
Of course you would notice right away.
He chuckled, because it was either laughing it off or panicking right before the inevitable happened. And that’s exactly when your eyes fell on the already emptied bottle resting next to a glass on his desk. The one bottle of yours you had been saving and that was now long gone.
It was fair to say, your previous smile was quickly erased from your face — an upset frown taking over your factions instead.
“Tell me that isn’t the one my mum gave me last month”.
And, you see, laughing in these kind of serious situations is never the best thing to do, especially when you know your significant other is upset. But, in both his state and how nervous he was at the idea of you being mad at him, it was all he could do.
“You’re laughing?” you scoffed. “You’re seriously laughing right now?”
He shook his head no, resting his forehead on your shoulder as another chuckle escaped his mouth instead of giving you a proper answer.
“Yoong—”
“Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?” he slurred.
Although inevitably feeling your heart flutter, you rolled your eyes. “You are not trying to get out of this situation with that lame ass line”.
“But you truly are so, so beautiful, baby” he nuzzled that one soft spot in your neck, causing goosebumps to form on your skin.
“Yah, Yoongi. I’m serious” you called him out, placing your hands firmly on his shoulders and gently pushing him away so you could stand up.
“No, no” he stopped you by wrapping his arms tighter around your waist. “I’ll replace it”.
“That’s not the p—”
“I’ll buy you all the wine in the world if you want” he promised. “I was going to replace it to begin with. You were supposed to get here tomorrow”.
“So now it’s my fault for getting here earlier?”
“I mean,” he shrugged. “If you had let me know beforehand...”
Another scoff came out of your mouth, this time crossing your arms over your chest. “Unbelievable”.
“Please don’t…” a tired sigh escaped his mouth. “Please don’t be mad…”
You stayed silent, eyes fixed on the still half full glass next to the empty bottle as you could not help but sulk over the spilled milk, or well, the already drunk wine.
“You just—”
“Please,” he cut you off once more, this time speaking in that cute pouty tone of his you could never help but melt at. “I love you…” his words came out muffled as he pressed a soft kiss to your shoulder. “Don’t be mad... I’m sorry”.
This time, a sigh escaped your mouth. What else could you do anyway? The wine was already gone and you were left with a soft, drunken boyfriend who was really trying to make the situation better. Or well, at least trying as hard as his current state allowed him to.
“You better get me the exact same one, Min Yoongi” your threatening words didn’t match the way your face was now resting on his head, as he had buried his face in the crook of your neck by then.
“Mhm…” he breathed, eyes closed as he somehow managed to pull you even closer.
“I mean it, Yoongi” you stood your ground. “Tomorrow”.
He chuckled, planting one more kiss to the spot his mouth had been resting on before he went back up to your eye level. “Tomorrow” his lips parted into a gummy smile. “Don’t keep saving it for too long though…” he lovingly pinched your sides. “Might have to drink it on my own again”.
“Yah!” you pulled slightly away, squinting your eyes in a threatening way the he couldn’t help but find the cutest. “My wine. I will see when it’s the right time to drink it”.
“Our wedding night”.
You froze. “Huh?”
“Our wedding night, tops” he stated, and you were not sure if that was the alcohol speaking or he had really been thinking about marriage with you for a while now. “If you haven’t drunk it by then... we’re having it that night”.
A light, breathy laugh escaped your mouth. “Will we even be home that night?” you questioned, his eyes staring into the wall behind you letting you know he had not taken that into consideration. “Besides, in that case I would only get to drink half a bottle, whereas you’d technically had downed one and a half”.
“Pft,” his shoulders went slightly up. “Okay then, alcohol measuring police”.
Throwing your head back as you now let a throaty laugh out, you went back to him, running your fingers through the short strands of hair falling over his forehead and pushing them back, earning a smile and then a muffled giggle from him when you caught his bottom lip in between your longing ones.
“I will get you two bottles then” he quietly proposed when you pulled away. “One for you to share with me and one for you to get drunk on your own whenever you want”.
“Okay, okay” you giggled, not really minding the whole wine incident anymore as he pressed his lips tenderly on your cheek. “Isn’t there something you’re forgetting, though?”
His eyebrows furrowed, deep in thought at your question — eyes travelling to his left and wasting no time in grabbing the glass that still contained a good amount of wine in it. “You can have what’s left”.
You rolled your eyes. The proposal, he was forgetting the proposal. And you couldn’t help but find amusement in the fact that he had been so quick to talk about your wedding night when there had never been a proposal to begin with. Bold of you to believe you would get your drunken boyfriend to talk about it, though.
Nevertheless, all that aside, you did not hesitate for even a second before you took the glass from his hand.
“Oh,” he blurted out when you were taking a small sip, a smile once again parting his lips as he suddenly seemed to remember something important. “And you just wait for the ring”.
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tommyspeakycap · 3 years
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Hi love, I adore your writing so much! And as you just asked for some ideas/concepts here’s mine for Jack Grealish from prompts list 2: fluff #11 where he’s asking her (she’s his best friend) to go for a walk cause there’s so much going on in his life and he just needs to talk. fluff #36, angst #31 and a happy ending please? Basically a Best friends to lovers thing as I’m a sap for that…thank you!! xx
Fluff #11; “I know it’s 2 in the morning but do you want to…”
Fluff #36; “because I fell for you, isn’t it obvious?”
hope I did this justice for you!
Fell for you
“Jesus god,” you grumbled with hands aimlessly palming across the mattress for the blaring sound of your phone from its place charging somewhere on the bed. Your next move is an elongated “Ahhhhh,” sound, fatigue still holding tightly onto your body in a way that seals your eyes shut even as you try to shut off the sound your phone was deafening your with. In a wakened state, you might’ve noticed that it was your ringtone that had interrupted your sleep. However as tired as you were you ruled it as your alarm right away and moved yourself into seated position with the duvet still wrapped tight around you and your eyes still shut.
You were suspended in that space between being asleep and being awake, still sitting up when the offensive sound came screaming through your phone once again.
This time, your eyes snapped open in fright and the fatigue-blurred letters of Jack Grealish’s name popped up across the top of your screen.
“How is it morning already?” You protest down the line, a heavy sigh passing your lips to follow. Jack’s chuckle can be heard through the line, “It’s not.” He replies simply, prompting you to pull your phone away from your ear to hold out in front if your face.
02:17am
“Then why on earth am I up?” You mumble, a question more posed to yourself than the man on the other end. “Wait, why are you up? And why are you calling so early?”
“I’m outside your door.”
“You’re what?!” You throw back your duvet and swing your legs over the side of the bed. You’ve hung up the phone already by the time you reach the front door at a tired shuffle. His hair is tousled when you see him, like he’s been running his hands through it over and over, you imagine that he has. He does that when he’s stressed. You have to squint against the street lights and his car headlights outside, still on as it sits running on the street. “Can we go somewhere?” He asks, his voice as desperate as his eyes look when he speaks, begging you to agree. Not that he would need to beg. You’d do anything for that man. Even if it did mean dragging yourself from your bed at 2 in the morning.
“Course.”
No question, no pressure. He loves that from you. He knows you’ll ask him later and when the time is right you’ll force him to tell you of course. Now is not that time yet and you’re nowhere near awake enough to do so much anyway. “Let me just grab my-“
“I have a hoodie in the car and your shoes in my boot.” He cuts in, tugging your arm gently out the door of your house. He knows you better than any other person in this world, so he knows full and well that there’s not much you are going to do in the way of protesting when you’re so soon out of sleep. He’d often teased with layers of worry deeper beneath that he genuinely worried for you living on your own. You open the door to people far too easily, and he will not fail to bring that up sometime tomorrow. For now, he steps into your doorway where you had stood moments before, grabs your keys from the cabinet and pulls the door closed behind him with a click of the latch locking behind him.
The cold paving stones beneath your feet make you shine in protest, shifting your weight between each one to ease the chill. In was in that cold that you look down and make the realisation, or rather come to remember the fact that you don’t have any pyjama bottoms on. “Jack!” You yelp, “I’m not wearing trousers!” You suddenly feel very exposed and rightly so, standing outside your home suddenly very awake in only a long claret and blue shirt that only extended down to the middle of your thighs. “Eh?” He whips around, “You what?”
It’s only now he really takes you in with rosy cheeks from embarrassment, your hair messed up from your sleep. His frantic eyes soften and his heart stops thundering in his chest finally. The sight of you there calms him. You’re there. Right there. His (y/n) is right there in front of him.
“What’s the rush, Jack? Is everything okay?”
Your gentle words and tired eyes bring him back to the ground, the flurry of his racing thoughts only now finally calmed. He often acts on impulse, but you are always able to slow his brain down a few paces. His sits heavily, "I know it's two am but...do you think we could go somewhere. My heads fuckin'... I don't even know." He dips back down to run that hand through his hair once again. His words stoke a bit of a worry in you, head tilted to the side in question. Jack doesn't tend to be the kind who gets himself panicked and all wound up like he has right now. That's more your half of the friendship. You did the worrying, he did the easygoing.
"It's okay, Jack. Of course. Come on then, let's go." You nod your head and he goes around the back of the car to get the shoes and socks he promised you. You very nearly choked up a lung when he presented you with a brand new Balenciaga box. "What the fuck, Jack?" You all but wheeze out, head whipping towards him climbing into the passenger seat.
"Got you a present 'cause I'm leaving soon." He shrugs with a jaw-dropping ease. You list open the lid and inside sit a pair of sliders that cost nearly £400. You physically gawp. "Oh my god."
"What?" Jack asks, drawing out of his parking spot on the street, "Heard you telling your mum you needed new sliders for the summer, do you not like 'em?"
His nerves would be clear in his voice if you hadn't been in such a ferocious level of shock. You're glad you weren't eating anything because it surely would have choked you to death. Of course you had seen Jack wearing brands like Balenciaga, Gucci, Versace and the likes, but you had never owned such an expensive piece of clothing. "I mean of course I love them, J but I meant from Primark or bloody amazon, you shouldn't have spent al that money on me." You protested, but Jack really pays it no mind. In fact, the suggestion that you don't deserve everything luxurious that this world has to offer offends him more than it does anything else. You should know that you deserve everything good that this world can give and he has the means to actually give that to you. He'd count himself an absolute fool not to.
"Gonna pretend you didn't say that." He mutters, eyes kept carefully on the empty road ahead of his car. Your eyebrows are furrowed, a part of you brain still very much trying to a) wake up and b) process the expensive of the gift he handed to you so casually. "Not arguing about it either." His voice cuts you off the second you open your mouth to speak, shutting down your protest before it even leaves you.
As the fatigue of your sleep wears off, your mind continues to be just as boggled as it had been the moment his name popped up on your screen at 2am, if not more boggled now.
"You're acting so weird, Jack. What the hell is going on with you today?" Your insistence is careful with your pressure. It's enough to try to open him up but not enough to make it sound like a confrontation. Neither you nor Jack like confrontation especially with each other. The words make him chew on his lip as he careens the large white range rover through a turn that leads up a gravel road that crunches beneath his tires. The stops when he's met with a with a large gate that prevents cars but a little slot for people to walk through. Jack leaves his door open when he leaves the car with a curtly mumbled "Stay here" as he does. He pushes open the gate with ease before he gets back in the car and follows the path up the hill further.
He stop abruptly in a very small gravel car park without any parking lines to abide and steps out, slamming his door behind him like he absolutely always does; you swear that man couldn't be quiet if his life depended on it. Which was another reason why you were so surprised by his silence. You clamber out after him with that same fear of falling flat on your face that always fills your mind each and every time you leave his car. But Jack is where he has been every time you step out the Range Rover since the first day he got it; standing by your door to hold your hand so you can jump out without a trip onto the gravel beneath. He shuts the door behind you and hands you a spare pair of his loose fitting track pants.
On an average day you might've teased the reason he hasn't worn them was because they wouldn't have squeezed the life out his legs. Today wasn't one of those days, so you slip them on without a word. Followed up by his way too big for you socks and the brand new black slides. Even wide awake, this confuses you to no end. Jack was never quiet and never elusive. He was boisterous, loud, open and confident.
The second you turn around, you realise why he brought you here.
The view of the stars, the sky completely clear. There wasn't a street lamp in sight. The moon provided the kind of spotlight hue that you kind of thought only existed in the enhancement of Hollywood movies. "Woah," you breathe, words stolen by its beauty.
"Yeah," Jack laughs, "Now you know how I feel every time I look at you."
You head turns to him so fast it sends your head spinning a little, or maybe that's just the shock of his words. You couldn't tell.
"What?"
He shrugs his shoulders, scuffing his feet along the gravel to meet up with where you stand. But he freezes before he gets the chance.
"Why are you wearing that?" He asks, a very sudden cold change in his tone that actually makes your body feel colder. "Wearing what? This?" You gesture to the claret and blue shirt you had thrown on in a haste to get to him standing at your front door a short while ago. You turn to see his unhappy scowl and the firm discontented cross of his strong arms. "Yeah that," he grumbles, "And where'd you even get it." He adds with a flare of his nostrils. He looks adorable angry like this, like he's trying so hard to look angry when his emotions lie truly elsewhere.
You look down at the shirt with furrowed brows, before you shift your shoulder forward, crane your neck and pull the material around to view the back as best you could. "What's wrong with it?" You ask finally, attempts to defy the natural state of your body failing to allow you to see your back.
"It's Ginny's." Jack states as if its the most obvious thing in the world. You just look at him bewildered. "And?"
He huffs as he takes a few more heavy steps up to you, looking like he had a lot of things to say without any way of being able to get them to coordinate from his brain to his lips. "Why do you have Ginny's shirt though?"
You breathe a little bit of laughter at him, shaking your head softly. "it was just a joke. I saw him after a match waiting for you so I jumped out at him and pretended to be a fan for a video and he signed it and gave to me as a joke. I just threw it on when you showed up at my door in the middle of the night. Wasn't exactly a fashion statement."
Jack still grunts in dissatisfaction at your answer, refusing to meet your eyes. "You have plenty of mine to wear though, don't need his." His argues in a disgruntled grumble. You raise and drop your arms down by your side with a sigh. He was really testing your patience now. "Hm, last time I checked you couldn't give me yours anymore because your ex didn't like it." You protest with a wag of your finger, making him turn his head downwards with something like a shudder running through him at the mention of her name. "Yeah well there's a reason she's my ex innit." He mutters under his breath.
"What the hell is the problem with you today Jack?" You exclaim, his eyes jolting to you in surprise. You don't often snap.
"First you show up at my door in the middle of the night and drag me out of my house and then you won't actually speak to me and now you're picking a fight about John M fucking Ginn?" You snap, the anger and confusion he had stirred up showing in your emphatic hand gestures that only come out when you're telling him a passionate story or going off your head at him. "He's your best mate, why would that even bother you?!"
"I'm sorry, I-"
"I'm not done, Jack!" You yell, holding out a hand. "You haven't even spoken to me all week. I found out you made the England call up on fucking twitter Jack, twitter! And your mum told me about you dumping your girl and I can't even get through to you and now you're buying me gifts and bringing me here? I don't know if I'm coming or going here Jack, you have to give me something. We're meant to be friends." You voice breaks on the last syllable and a lump forms in Jack's throat that he can't just swallow away. Any pain, any hurt and any slight sadness of emotion that appears in you shatters his heart. He thought that was a normal reaction until two weeks ago when he realised it only happens to him when its your upset he witnesses.
"I'm sorry." He says, his voice thick and wavering with the same level of emotion. "I really, really am." He stands right in front of you now, so close you're basically chest to chest, faces merely inches apart.
"And I'm scared." He admits, sending a pang through your already aching heart. "Scared because I'm leaving and I can't take you with me." His words tickle your lips as they leave his, clouds of air puffing above the two of you as his hot breath meets the cold night air. "You've done it before, J. It'll be fine." You soothe, hands gently raising to reach up and brush the hair out of his face. His let's forth a content sigh of relief at the feeling of your touch. "That was before though." He confesses with a slight shrug. He watches that furrow sow itself back into your brows.
"Before what?"
"Dance with me?" He suggests, his arms finding their way around you with ease, much less fumbley than you remember from your high school prom. Your head tilts in that adorable confused way that makes a grin form on his cold lips.
"Why?" You query, eyes slightly narrowed in suspicion. He laughs softly. "Because the music is slow and the sky is gorgeous and because I love you."
Before you get the chance to recognise, process or even understand what he said, he's swaying you around the gravel under the stars.
"Because you what?" You squeak, your eyes desperately searching his as you look for any reason this might be some kind of a joke or one of pranks that makes you want to throttle him. He just smiles at you with those crinkled eyes and the love shining right there in his eyes for you to see. Your stomach flutters like the teenager you were when you fell in love with him. His lips dip down to capture yours in the best kiss that your being has ever felt, his hands ringing your hair, stroking down over your cheeks with those warm hands of his.
"Because I've fell for you, isn't it obvious?"
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astaroth1357 · 4 years
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Demon Brothers React to MC Getting Kidnapped by Lesser Demons.
Watch out for minor first half spoilers!!
Lucifer
Kicking himself because he has to find out through Mammon that the MC is missing and he didn’t notice their absence himself.
The second the alarm gets raised he gets into a state somewhere between coldly rational and extraordinarily furious. 
Definitely still level-headed enough to rally and organize his brothers for a search party but there's nothing but seething rage just rolling off of him the entire time. Probably-could-have-made-another-Satan type rage.
How well he keeps his composure will be based entirely on how long the MC is MIA. The first hour or so will be mostly put together but past that he'll start to slowly unravel as the panic takes hold.
At one point he even gets snippy with Diavolo over the phone and that's when you KNOW that he's reaching meltdown mode.
If he's the first to find the MC, his #1 priority is to get them away from whatever scum grabbed them and take them to the closest safe place he can find. He'd scoop them up so fast they won't even know where he came from, just whoosh! How'd I get on this roof??
Only once they're out of harm’s way will he circle back and deal with their kidnappers personally. You better be sure any damage done to his human will be reflected a thousandfold back onto their attackers. Probably coming back to the MC with some blood on him and is not going to care.
Relieved to have the MC back but restricts them from going out alone after a certain time now for their own good. If they need something that badly, they can come to him.
Also strings Mammon up by his toes that night for losing them in the first place.
"By the time Cerberus gets to you, I'll be sure you're only my table scraps…"
Mammon
The first to notice that the MC was being oddly quiet (thank their father for his text spamming habit) then found their stuff scattered and abandoned at RAD.
Told Lucifer right away and, oh boy, he is a mess: talking a mile a minute, punctuating his sentences with expletives, on the verge of tears, whole nine yards.
He left his human alone for what?? Like five minutes, if even, to go to the library and get themselves kidnapped?! What kind of guardian is he?!?
Already searching the place top-to-bottom without being told where to go or what to do.
He actually ends up a strange inverse of Lucifer. While Lucifer will start panicking more over time, Mammon will start panicking less as his fear escalates to all out anger. Give it a few hours and he’s not even going to be able to keep his demon form under control anymore.
You know this boy is legging it across the entire Devildom himself waving around some kind of hand-drawn "Have You Seen This Human?" flyer looking for any leads at all.
If he were to find the MC first, his first action would probably be to plant his foot right in the face of whoever took them. Hard. Then repeat until their skull’s a caved-in mess on floor. No mercy this time, just pure protective rage.
Following the fight, you'd think he was just reunited with his lost puppy. Lots of crying, hugging, and blubbering out apologies even when the rest of his brothers show up.
Would pretty much be glued to the MC's hip for at least a week afterward and makes more of a point to hang off of them in public now. They're his human after all, can't have anyone else getting the idea of pulling a stunt like that again.
"MC!! What'd ya go runnin' off for?? We're goin' home after I take out this trash, got it!!"
Leviathan 
Wouldn't really want to believe it at first because it just feels too unreal, like, the same thing happened to Henry in Episode 86 of TSL when he was kidnapped by enemies of the Lord of Fools and it was up to his true friend to track him down…
Suddenly remembers that Henry was also tortured while he was taken and that really sets in the panic.
Unsure of how to help at first because he knows he's just a useless shut-in but Belphie of all people is the one to remind him that he does have one big advantage over his brothers: a fucking navy.
In an act of surprising backbone, he more or less demands a full fleet of ships from Diavolo and (honestly to his shock) he gets exactly that to comb the Devil’s Sea while looking for MC. Lotan even helps out!
If he were to be the first to find the MC (presuming they are indeed on a boat or something cause 🤷‍♀️) those kidnappers really shouldn't have challenged the third strongest brother in his natural element, eh? Those who aren't automatically lashed in the face or flung overboard by his tail get hung by the leg over the edge of the ship for Lotan to pick off one by one.
Sails back to shore with MC booming with pride that he of all people finally got to be their hero! Will literally be so happy if MC ever brings it up again, doesn't matter how much time has passed.
Things would settle back to normal pretty quickly after that, but he now checks up on the MC a lot more often and will even leave his room for them if they need to go somewhere and don't want to go alone. Can't have this turning into a rerun, you know?
"You hurt my only friend… So drown."
Satan
One guess how the Avatar of Wrath took the news. It's not swimmingly.
Unless your definition of "swimmingly" is a murderous rampage of toppling furniture, breaking windows, and swearing to curse right about anything that moves, in which case aptly put. 
He gets stuck in an anger-induced tantrum for a bit before finally getting snapped back into coherent thought by Belphie and putting those mystery novels of his to good use. Smart boi takes second to Lucifer himself in the search, suggesting good locations for his brothers scout based on what clues they have to go on.
Of course, he's not content to just to call orders from the sidelines and is out searching himself like he's on the goddamn warpath. Doors? Who needs doors? If anything the hole I made in your wall is more efficient.
Should he be the first to find the MC he would coolly and methodically subdue any kidnapper he can get his hands on, release his human, and bring them home as soon as possible. They've been through quite enough today and don't need to see anything he's got planned for the bastards later.
But the second that Diavolo puts them in the castle dungeon, you best bet that Henry 1.0 is going to the LEAST of their worries. Who's ever wanted to play a life or death game of hide and seek with a giant snake and the incarnation of Wrath itself? First one caught gets the "quick" death! Any volunteers?
Might give the MC a mild scolding for going out when they shouldn't have but otherwise is just happy to see them back and safe. May act extra soft towards them for a couple days, just until the nerves of the situation finally wear off.
"Don't mistake this for mercy. I assure you, I don't know the meaning of the word."
Asmodeus
Highkey freaking out, like, almost as hysterical as Mammon when he hears the news. 
Being the Avatar of Lust, he of course knows there's a whole lot of creeps out there in the world and he is utterly terrified that his poor MC has fallen victim to one at that moment.
For once, all thoughts of himself and his looks are out the window. What? It's past 2am and MC is still gone? I can stay up another hour! Dry shampoo and a washcloth counts as a shower, right? Who the fuck cares, where's MC?? Somebody find them already!!
Pools his contact list with Satan's and starts reaching out across the whole Devildom asking for people to be on the lookout and offer tips. Also begs Solomon to use his magic to help in the search (which he's more than happy to do anyway because he cares about the MC too)
If he were to find MC first it'd be one of those rare cases where he'd be seen really truly enraged. No cute banter, no playful flirting, just telling those worthless scum-vats exactly where they belong and exactly how he's going to put them there. Is it any surprise that he's also madsick with a whip?
Crazy relieved that MC is free, but now it's on them to help him clean up and get back to his prettiest self. I mean, he worried himself half to death while they were gone! All this dirt and sweat going to take three, no four, bathes to fully clean off!! Best hop to it~♡
"Touch them one more time and I'm going to set fire to whatever landfill trash like you crawls out of!!"
Beelzebub
It can't be happening. It honestly can't be happening. First he loses Lilith and now MC?? He can't lose two. He. Can't. Lose. Two.
Pretty much the mantra going through his head as he tears the Devildom apart with his bare hands. 
It's 1000x worse than how he gets when he's hungry because at least then he might stop when he finally gets fed. Now it's either find MC or wait until he collapses from exhaustion and hope he doesn’t leave the whole realm a smoldering crater before he gets that far.
There's no reasoning with him either, the best the brothers can do is steer him in a direction and let him loose.
If he found MC first he probably wouldn't even realize it for a bit, he'd just keep attacking whatever or whoever is in front of him on his path of blind destruction. It'd take the MC literally flinging themselves at him or throwing their arms around him to snap him out of it but then it's back to sweetheart Beel.
Hugs ensue. Really tight hugs. Probably a few tears and apologies too (even if it’s not really his fault at all). 
Woe to anyone who tries going for the MC once he’s sure he has them because they WILL be broken then eaten. He’ll encourage his human not to look, but some things just have to be done.
Would absolutely carry MC back home and refuse to put them down until the others force him to. The floor may as well be lava planning on taking them away from him too.
Wouldn't care as much about personal vengeance as his brothers as long as MC is safe. He'll trust that his family will more than punish the kidnappers (though chances are he already took a chunk or two out of a few of them during his rampage anyway).
Protective instincts up by 100 after this, though Belphie usually steps in and eases him back a bit when he's about to get suffocating. MC never travels without a buddy now, ever. He just can't risk it.
"MC, I-I'm sorry… I just couldn’t lose you too…"
Belphegor
Keeps the coolest head of all the brothers on the outside, but there's a cold fury building up in those eyes.
Pretty much takes charge of whipping everyone back into gear with a combination stinging remarks and heavy duty guilt tripping. May not be the nicest method, but it's effective. 
"Asmo, grow a freaking spine and do something useful for a change! Mammon, this your fault to start with so you ought to be breaking your ass to find them! Satan, watching you is getting embarrassing, pull yourself together and think like you're good at it!"
His harshest criticisms get saved for Lucifer (big shock) but he only dishes them out when he sees his older brother really losing his grip or teetering on losing hope. If the “mighty firstborn” can’t keep it together then why should they even listen to him in the first place?
When he's not administering "motivation," he's keeping tabs on Beel's progression through the Devildom and trying to minimize the damage there. He's the only one that can get through to him long enough to change his course if necessary.
If he were to find the MC first, well, unlike Satan he doesn't have the forethought to save the torture for later. It's happening right here, right now, and you better bet that being the last born doesn't stop him from being a force to be reckoned with.
Waits with the MC for his brothers to catch up to them and deal with any stragglers. May cuddle with them and look like he's trying to take a nap in the meantime, but in truth he's still very alert, on edge, and ready to absolutely wreck shit if anything gets too close to them.
Though it doesn't look like his lazy ass goes through the same protective streak as his brothers, he's a lot quicker to try and convince the MC to stay home now. No out and about=less chance of getting nabbed. Plus he keeps his favorite pillow, win-win. 😏
"What about your worthless lives makes you think you deserve my mercy??"
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scxrlettwxtches · 3 years
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i’ll be here, always and forever. | lee minho 
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genre: sick!fic, angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, female!reader
warnings: description of migraines
prompt: i called you at 2am because i need you
description: no matter the situation, lee minho would never hesitate to drop everything to come to your aide, even if it was ass o’clock in the morning.
word count: ~2.7k
a/n: im not sure if this was what you wanted anon but i hope it suffices! >.< also, the descriptions of the migraines come from my own personal experience with them, so i hope they aren’t entirely inaccurate. i’ve been struggling with them for a long time now, so this fic was honestly a little therapeutic to write. hope everyone enjoys! love you all! <3
You never liked to bother people.
It was just your personality; asking people for help meant that you were taking up their time, taking up their time meant that you were annoying them, annoying them meant that you were dislikeable. So, to avoid this whole domino effect, you just never bothered people for anything at all.
That began to change when you starting dating Minho.
Lee Minho was an angel and a devil all rolled into one combination package. You couldn’t get one without the other, and to be honest, you didn’t want one without the other. You loved his softer side, his gentle care and affection, but you also adored his rather brash pranks and antics. Life would be boring if he wasn’t trying to annoy you in some way.
Minho was the first person to coax you out of your shell. He was the first person to tell you bluntly:
“You’re not bothering anyone by asking for help, Y/N. If anything, it makes people feel good about themselves when you come to them. It validates them.”
Slowly, you started to accept that as reality. You started to take off days when you weren’t feeling well, started to ask other people to share some of the burden when your asshole of a boss assigned you to the paperwork meant for at least three people because he knew you were a pushover. 
But sometimes, Minho’s brash words can push you further into slumps rather than get you out of them.
You hadn’t meant to be pushy. You didn’t mean to nag unnecessarily. You were just worried about him. There was so much pressure that he was shouldering, the weight of the new choreography, having to create it, teach it, and execute it himself. It was affecting his health, and you just wanted to alleviate his burden for a while.
You probably caught him at a bad time. You probably shouldn’t have visited the practice room to drop off some food. You probably said something that just ticked him off the wrong way, or used a tone of voice that wasn’t so sweet because you were truly frustrated by your boyfriend not taking care of himself. You weren’t sure what exactly set him off, but once you did, he lashed out at you in a way he’d never done before.
“God, can’t you see that I’m working?! I don’t need rest! I don’t need food! I need this to be perfect!” Minho snapped, whirling at you like an angry spirit. 
Your temper raged, and you retorted, “Minho, I’m just trying to take care of you! Why can’t you see that--”
“You’re such a fucking bother!”
The blood drained from your face as Minho pulled at his own hair in frustration, “W-what?” You asked softly, not quite believing what you were hearing. He wouldn’t say that, right?
“I said, you’re a bother,” Minho spat, his emotions getting the best of him, “You’re always asking me to spend time with you, always wanting me to coddle you. Can’t you do anything yourself for a change?”
His words burned, lashed at you, and wordlessly, you fled the room, tears rolling down your cheeks. You probably should’ve been more rational. Minho was already at high tensions the whole week; you could sense it whenever he came by your apartment, and his members had also messaged you about it. He most likely didn’t mean it.
But as you left the company building, your mind was like your own worst enemy, repeating his words in your head.
A bother. Do something by yourself for a change. 
You hadn’t spoken to Minho at all since that awful fight, and neither has Minho opted to contact you. You’d long stopped checking your phone for any missed texts or calls. You’d long stopped replying to the boys who were asking--no, begging--you to come over to the dorms. 
It felt like your relationship with him was on the verge of breaking, and you were shattering along with it, too.
.
Minho let out an annoyed groan when he heard his phone vibrate violently against his bedside time. What time was it? He glanced out the window, seeing nothing but pitch darkness and the minute glow of the stars that managed to shine through the city lights. His eyes darted to the digital clock on the window sill and he scoffed in disgust.
Great, someone was calling him at 2:14 am. 
He wanted to ignore it. Why does he have to answer a phone call at two in the fucking morning?
But there was something weird about the whole thing, and outside of his better judgement, he groaned, grabbing the phone and picking it up without even glancing at the caller ID, ready to give whoever was calling at that hour a piece of his mind.
“Who the fuck--”
“Minmin?” 
Minho felt his heart sink down to the floor at the sound of your voice, and the guilt flooded every inch of his being. 
“Y/N?” He asked, immediately alert as he sat upright in bed. He didn’t like the tone of you voice. Even through the speaker, he could tell immediately that something was wrong. And the fact that you were even willing to call him, meant that things must’ve been dire.
“I-I’m so sorry to bother you--” You croaked out, and Minho wanted to cry at how nervous you sounded. It was his fault. It was all his fault, “I-I just--I thought--never mind…”
“No, no, baby. Please,” Minho panicked like he never panicked before as he heard shuffling from the other side of the phone, sounding like you were about to hang up, “My angel, don’t hang up, please. I’m not angry. I’m not annoyed. Could you please talk to me, baby? Tell me what’s going on?”
His voice as gentle and soothing as he could make it, his only priority being to calm you down. Your breath hitched at his words, and he let out a silent sigh of relief as you didn’t end the call.
“My head feels like it’s going to s-split in half--I keep seeing spots in my vision, a-and I feel like throwing up,” you said shakily, letting out a whimper of pain as you spoke which sent Minho into another tizzy of panic. He was already well out of bed, pulling a sweater over his head while simultaneously trying to keep his phone pressed against his ear.
“I’m coming, baby, don’t worry, okay?” He cooed, continuing to calm you down as he waved off Chan’s concerned glance. Of course that man wasn’t sleeping yet.
“W-what?” Your voice broke in confusion as the reception crackled, the way it always did when Minho left the dorms and switched to cellular instead of wifi, “N-no, you don’t have to--I don’t even know why I-I called--”
“My angel,” Minho stopped in his tracks as he took a deep breath, “I’m coming over because I’m worried. Because I want to take care of you. Because I want to hold you, and I want to tell you in person how fucking sorry I am.”
You were completely silent, and for a moment, Minho feared that he had royally screwed up by bringing up such a clearly painful memory when you were already in pain. Then, a rustle of bedsheets sounded through the phone, and your soft, weak voice came through.
“Do you still have the key to the a-apartment or do I need to open the door for you?”
Minho felt the weight and worry in his chest loosen at your words, “You don’t have to do a single thing, baby,” he reassured you, skipping two steps at a time as he rushed down the stairs, too hurried to even stand waiting for the elevator.
He burst out of his apartment complex and immediately began sprinting towards your building, which was a ten minute walk away. He was always glad that you were close by, but in the moment, you were ten minutes too far. These were ten precious minutes that he was wasting when he could be already by your side.
“How bad is it, angel?” Minho asked as he ran down the street, haphazardly putting on his mask as he held his phone to his ear with the other hand.
You took a moment to respond, letting out another whimper of pain that caused Minho’s heart to twist, “R-really bad. Like a 9,” you croaked out, sounding immensely distressed.
Minho cursed under his breath and ran faster, “Alright, kitten. It’s going to be okay. Put me on speaker and put the phone under your pillow, okay? You shouldn’t be looking at any screens.” 
He heard the rustling of the bed sheets and the sounds began to muffle, “Keep me on the phone and make a noise if anything gets worse. I’ll be there as soon as I can angel. As soon as I can,” he promised, and he ran like his life depended on it.
.
Minho made the ten minute travel time into a record of five minutes, almost crashing into your door as he fumbled for his keys. The key to your place was on the chain right beside his, because he never wanted to break your trust and lose them accidentally. He unlocked the door and burst into your apartment, blinking to adjust to the darkness.
All of the lights were off, which was to be expected. You were always incredibly sensitive to it when your migraines hit, and Minho did his best to navigate through the hallway using the dim glow of his phone to guide him.
He knew he’d succeeded in making it to your bedroom when his ears caught muffled whimpers of pain. He hung up the phone and gently creaked open your door, “Baby?”
From the city lights outside your window, he could see a lumpy figure underneath your duvet covers, and his heart ached as he made his way towards you. You were still awake from what he could tell, and the lumpy ball squirmed and wiggled underneath the sheets as he sat on the edge of the bed.
“Angel, I’m here,” he cooed as softly as possible, his hands tentatively reaching to rest along what was probably the curve of your waist. You only whined, muffled noises of agony coming through the covers, and Minho took it as a green light. You were like putty in his arms as he gently guided your body along with his, maneuvering you until you were safely curled up in his lap, your head resting against his chest.
“You really came,” you murmured, and Minho tried not to feel hurt by the disbelief that colored your voice. 
Instead, he swallowed his pride, because he knew he deserved the disbelief, “I came, darling. Everything’s going to be okay now,” he reassured you, his fingers buried in your soft hair as he hummed softly. 
You shifted your head, probably to nod at his words, but even that slight movement aggravated your headache, and a choked sob bubbled out of your throat. Minho immediately held you tighter, and one of his hands reached for yours, pressing down on the pressure point between your thumb and forefinger.
“Oh, angel, how could you let it get this bad?” He mumbled mostly to himself as you began to calm, the throbbing against your temple receding as Minho squeezed the pressure point. Vaguely, you wondered how he was able to remember that spot so easily, especially since you only recalled showing him once. 
“B-been having headaches for d-days,” you replied shakily, nestling into his chest. Minho immediately felt you shift closer and took the opportunity to hold you even closer, bundling you in the blankets as he propped himself up against the headboard, “Didn’t want to take s-so many painkillers...but it hurts, Min…”
Minho wanted nothing than to sock your migraines in the face, but doing that would mean hurting you. So, he could ultimately do nothing but hug the living daylights out of you, wishing that your pain would go away.
He tisked, massaging the pressure point soothingly as he kissed your hair, “Days? Why didn’t you tell me? You know you can barely get out of bed when you have migraines. Have you even been eating?” 
The worried questions tumbled out of Minho’s mouth as he fretted over you like a mother hen. He knew how debilitating these headaches were for you, especially on the worst days. Every movement you made would aggravate them, and there were even a couple times that Minho was on the verge of forcing you to go to the hospital. Just thinking about you being in such a dangerous state alone scared Minho more than he could stomach.
Before he could continuing worrying, your next words lashed at him like knives to the heart, “T-thought you wanted space. Don’t wanna bother you, Min...You’re s-so busy already. How could I burden you even more?”
If Minho was ever had to identify the most heartbreaking moment of his life, this would be way up there as a top contender. He never meant to do this. He never meant to make you feel like you weren’t worthy of his time. 
“Angel, I know this is a bad time,” he said, his voice raspy and low as he held you to him. You could feel the vibrations of his chest as he spoke, and you nestled into the safety he provided.
“I know this is a bad time, but I need to tell you. I’m so fucking sorry for that day,” Minho continued, holding you as if he was afraid you’d leave, that you’d walk out of his life, “I don’t have any excuses. I was frustrated with myself and I took it out on you.”
You’d known this. You’d known all of this, of course. But hearing these very words come out of his mouth made them more real, and the knot of unease and self-hatred that coiled around your heart began to loosen. 
“I know you were just looking out for me. I know you were just trying to care for me, a-and I can’t even begin to tell you how grateful I am for you,” Minho spoke, every word laced with regret and guilt as he continued.
“You’re not a bother. You’re not at all. You’re the farthest away from a bother. You’re perfect. You’re so kind and gentle and loving and beautiful,” The poor man was rambling at this point, lost in his love for you as you gently shifted your hand to rest over his.
As always, it was your touch, your presence that grounded him back to reality, and he took a deep breath, brushing his lips against your temple, “‘M sorry. Didn’t mean to go off on a tangent,” he said sheepishly. Fuck, he couldn’t even apologize correctly.
But you only smiled, rubbing his hand with your thumb as you murmured, “Silly, Minmin...I don’t blame you for anything. It’s okay. Thank you for apologizing.”
Minho let out a broken sigh of relief as he cradled you in his arms, kissing your hair, your cheeks,  your nose, your lips, anywhere he could.
“I love coddling you, you know?” He mumbled, kissing you again and again, “You’re my baby, my precious angel. You always take such good care of me, always making me remember my roots when I get caught up in my own work. I want to be that for you, too. I wanna hold you every night and make you happy.”
You giggled at his words, not daring to nod in case your headache got worse, but you very subtly pressed a light kiss to his jaw, “Love you…” you mumbled, “You already make me happy.”
Minho felt his heart soar your simple words, and they brought him a happiness he never thought he’d experience, or even want to experience. Taking note of your drooping eyes and the way your hand was relaxing in his, he stayed silent, only humming under his breath to help you sleep.
When he saw you had dozed off, he attempted to position you on the bed so he could do some house chores for you. The moment he shifted you, though, a cry left your lips and your fingers blindly gripped at his shirt, “N-no--”
“I’m here, angel. I’m here,” Minho immediately held you again, burying his face in your soft locks as he cradled you to his chest, “I’m here.”
You were still half asleep, mumbling fitfully as his fingers massaged your temple, “P-please stay,” you murmured, curling into his arms.
Minho felt his heart ease as you fell asleep, and under the starlight and the darkness of your bedroom, he murmured his response, sure and true.
“Always.”
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hypnomicimagines · 3 years
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Alone Time [Werewolf!Yamada Ichiro]
(You guys can also have this as a treat... a nice 2am treat. afab reader but no pronouns used)
Ichiro’s tail swished nervously behind him as he fumbled around with the dishes, his mind on anything but doing the rest of his household chores. Part of it was caused by both Jiro and Saburo being away, he had made Saburo promise to call him once his class reached their destination, but the other part of it was because he had been bold enough to ask you to stay over. He had even made it known his brothers wouldn’t be present which you had giggled about but said nothing more on the topic, agreeing that it would be nice to have a night in together.
“Hi!” You’re happy to be greeted by the excited werewolf who quickly lifted you up into his arms, squeezing tightly as it had been quite some time since you’d seen each other. His hand lingered on your lower back for longer than normal, as though he didn’t want to pull away at all if he could help it, but the sensible side of him won out as he pointed to the kitchen.
“I’m cooking but you can relax if you want.” You noted that the living room was cleaner than it normally was, no soccer balls around though there was a vacuum positioned in the corner filled to the brim with wolf fur. Did their tails shed that much? Poor Ichiro, it must be an endless cycle having three wolves living under one roof.
“I’ll sit with you in the kitchen if you don’t mind. I like watching you be all domestic, it’s cute. Should we get a hairnet for your tail?”
“I’ve never had any issues with-” Ichiro noted the way you were smiling at him, “Oh, you’re just messing with me, huh? I’ll remember that.”
Dinner was served shortly after and you weren’t lying about liking domestic Ichiro, thinking it was quite sweet to see him making you a plate and putting it down in front of you before sitting across the table. He even took the dishes to clean them before you could offer to help, saying he had invited you over to take a break and that he didn’t expect you to lift a finger. Your insistence was a little stronger than his stubborn need to do it all so you ended up drying and putting the dishes away as he scrubbed, pleased when everything was said and done so you could both relax together.  
You managed to make it through exactly one movie before you began to feel sleepy.
You stretched, yawned, and his response came quickly.
“Should we go lie down?” You knew his request didn’t have ulterior motives, at least not in the moment, because as soon as he realized what he said his mouth hung open like he didn’t believe he’d just said that. You gave him a knowing smirk but didn’t tease him out loud, knowing he was probably beating himself up over it now.
“Sure. Lead the way, casanova.”
Ichiro hopped up off the couch and nearly forgot his manners with how quickly he was trying to leave the situation, turning before you get up to offer his hand. You thank him and take his hand, noting it’s a little sweatier than it was when you were holding it before. His anxiety is palpable and your own nerves are starting to build, knowing there’s nothing technically stopping you from having your way with each other. You had thought about it, God knows you had thought about it, and though you can’t speak on Ichiro’s own naughty daydreams you were sure there was something running through his mind with how stiff he had been acting tonight.
“Let me borrow one of your shirts, won’t you?” His eyes widened at that and you heard a shocked noise that you weren’t quite sure came from Ichiro. He stared at you a moment longer with his flustered expression before he fully processed your request, heading over to the dresser and fumbling through until he found a long, comfortable shirt suitable for bedtime. You made sure to brush your hand over his as you took it from him, shooting him a coy smile and thanking him. You admit that you’re starting to feel eager yourself as you remove your clothing, slipping into the t-shirt—And only the t-shirt.
Ichiro’s distracted as you walk out of the bathroom, mid-changing as he hadn’t expected you to be so quick. You’re disappointed that he’s wearing pants but you’d never seen him shirtless before, eyes scanning his back and soaking in all the scars that were left there. There were big and small, healed to the best of their ability; werewolves had a supernatural healing element to them so the wounds that caused scars to grow were ones either gained in adolescence, when the healing factor was much slower, or the wounds were near fatal in nature thus taking longer to heal. Your footsteps are quiet but Ichiro’s ears twitch in your direction, whipping around to face you. His eyes are on your face for only a moment before dropping to your bare legs, noting that his shirt was a little long on you but still left plenty for him to admire.
“I didn’t mean to leave you shirtless! How will you keep warm now?” You grabbed the shirt out of his hand, tossing it in the direction of the dresser as he certainly wouldn’t need it tonight.
“But wolves don’t get cold- Oh…” Ichiro was so intelligent normally but it seemed his mind was elsewhere, all your come-ons causing him confusion until you gave him a look that said ‘think about that a bit more’. He leaned in to kiss your cheek, slowly leaving a trail of kisses anywhere he could reach, helped by you tilting your head to the side to give him more access to you.
You tried to muffle your groan as Ichiro’s sharp teeth grazed against your neck, him purposely repeating the action to see if it was just a fluke. When you give him the same type of response you feel him press closer to you, his tail beginning to sway again to show how he happy he was (though it was obvious he was trying to control it as well). You gently touched his chest after you pulled away from him, fingers grazing the scarred Chuuoku brand on his skin, something that made him look away. You’re worried that you’ve agitated him at first but he grabbed your wrist as you went to pull away, pressing your hand to his chest and looking into your eyes.
He was giving you permission.
Your finger traced over the brand on his chest again, feeling guilty that you were looking at it when there was the rest of his beautiful body to admire. It was hard not to think about the burning pain that had been inflicted on him, that each and every scar must hold a sad story behind how he’d received them. You knew he had been a bit of a punk when he was younger but that seemed to be the type of lives werewolves lived, especially the ones with no parents to guide or protect them. He hadn’t talked about his father much but there was a bitterness there, a betrayal that had wedged itself deeply into Ichiro’s heart and had been the reason behind him breaking up their pack to begin with.
It wasn’t time to worry about that now.
If anything, you wanted Ichiro to forget his worries, at least for now.
You crawled into the bed first, flashing him the fact that you weren’t wearing underwear as though he needed another reason to snuggle in beside you as soon as possible. You teasingly turn to face the wall but are pleased when Ichiro pulled you flush against him, his dick hot and hard on your ass. He’s trying not to rut his hips but it’s hard, just like him, and he’s restraining himself in fear of his strength accidentally hurting you. The plan had been to allow you to set the pace, to take control so that it’d be less likely an accident like that would happen, but it seemed useless now.
His attraction, his burning desire, it was too much for him to handle.
“I guess being tempting is just in your nature,” He whispered against your neck, hands running up your leg until they caught the end of his shirt; he lifted it up, slowly, slowly, until it was at your waist, leaving it there and going down to squeeze your hip. He’s started to move his hips in a steady rhythm that was turning him on more, thinking about how soft you felt against him. “You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on.”
“Oh, is that right? You’ve met a fairy, right?”
“They have nothing on you.”
“Ooh, I’d be careful with that.” You turned your head to look at him, eyes taking a second to make out his face in the darkened room. “The fae don’t take kindly to being outdone. You might have put us both in danger.”
“I’d do anything to keep you safe.” Not normal bedroom talk but you’d be lying if that didn’t make your chest tingle, or perhaps that was just because his hands were now sliding up your stomach, cupping your chest but making no other moves just yet.
“Oh, my hero…!” Your teasing gets you everywhere, his hand rearranging itself so his fingers could gently pinch your nipple. You moaned quietly to show him that you appreciated what he was doing, arching back against him to temporarily stop his hips from moving. He’s breathing a little heavier now, which is why his next request isn’t a surprise.
“Turn around.”
His lips crashed against yours the second you did so, his hand on the back of your head as his tongue forced its way past your lips. He’s still a little clumsy when it comes to navigating such a passionate kiss but you can tell he’s putting his all into it, allowing you to explore his mouth as well; you couldn’t stop yourself from running your tongue over his canines, squeaking as it feels like you sliced your tongue though there’s no coppery taste to accompany the slight pain. He pulled away quick, a panicked look on his face as he opened his mouth to apologize.
“Shh…” You pressed a finger to his lips, “You don’t have to say sorry, baby. There’s something I want to do…but be careful of those fangs, alright?”
The only sound in the room is the shuffling of blankets as you pushed him onto his back, moving the blankets out of your way and stripping yourself of his shirt. He gets only a glance of your chest but you can tell he’s licking his lips at the thought of sucking on them, thinking he could have his way with them later when you were done with your request. You carefully positioned yourself over his, lowering cautiously as you didn’t want to totally smother him (at least not yet). Ichiro’s impatience is finally shining through and he throws caution out, strong arms wrapping around your thighs and pulling you down on his face.
Werewolves had been stereotyped as being voracious eaters and Ichiro wasn’t proving them wrong, the way his tongue was working you over being more than enough proof that he was one. You’re trying to keep yourself quiet despite knowing you don’t have to but that’s not good enough for Ichiro, no, he has to hear your voice full volume or he doesn’t believe he’s doing a good enough job. He teased your clit with his tongue, sucking, licking, going back and forth between the two as you grinded down on his face. He felt a certain thrill at how rough you were being now that you were close to the edge, being far less careful than you had before as you rode his face, desperate to come yet not really wanting the moment to end.
He would be sure to request this later, seeing how irresistible you acted when he ate you out.
You nearly pulled away from him before you came but he felt the muscles in your legs beginning to move, holding you down before you could take this delicacy away from him. You cried out his name as you came on his face, whimpering at the delicate licks he continued to give your clit as you came down from your orgasm. He could probably spend the entire night down there if you allowed him but there was another part of him you were hungry for, something that couldn’t be put off any longer.
You spend a second teasing his cock, licking up and down the vein on the underside of it as it seemed to drive him craziest. There was another stereotype about werewolves that was proven correct but you couldn’t think about it for too long, straddling his waist this time and sitting down on his length (but not allowing it to enter you). You’re slick as you moved back and forth, the head of his dick hitting your clit every time you moved forward, and you took pleasure in seeing the internal debate on Ichiro’s face. What would he do? Would he sit there and take it like a good boy, or would he let out that inner carnivore and show you who’s boss?
You’re pleased it’s the latter, legs spreading as the positions are reversed and you’re now underneath him. He lets out a growl that makes you bite your lip, his eyes on your chest once more before drifting up to your face. He leaned down to kiss you as he lined himself up with your entrance, pressing himself inside of you and waiting an extra second before going deeper. He’s thick and burning hot but it feels too damn good for you to complain about it, your body growing used to the feeling of his thick cock inside you. You’re distracted by his mouth on your chest again, tongue expertly playing with your nipple; his one hand cupped the breast he was playing with while the other held onto your hip, helping him bring your hips to meet his as he thrusted.
The pace he set was rougher than you thought he was capable of yet it still felt good, you could feel his desperation for your touch leaking through. Your hand ran through his hair, tugging as you ordered him to slow it down as you would come to quick if he kept the pace up; he didn’t listen at first which meant finding another weak spot, your hand reaching down in the dark to squeeze his ass, rising up to touch the base of his tail. He let out a whimper at this but finally obeyed, showing he still had a little good boy left in him. You wanted to memorize the way it felt to have him inside you, to have him planting kisses all over your neck and chest, to hear his begging as he didn’t know how much longer he’d last going at this pace.
“Try not to break me in half,” You grinned at him but he didn’t process it, knowing he was given permission to pick the pace up once again.
You’re pressed into the bed as Ichiro fucked you hard and fast, desperate to snap that thread, to finally come after all the hard work he had done to make this a nice night. He deserved this, you think, he deserved to feel good and you were happy that you were the one to do it. If it wasn’t you he wouldn’t be satisfied, Ichiro knew that without the love he felt for you this would just be empty pleasure but his heart felt so full as his lips pressed against yours and he came with one last thrust.
“I love you…” He gasped out, face buried in your neck as he dropped some of his weight on top of you, just enough to create a pleasantly snug sensation. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have-”
“I love you too, Ichi, don’t get so worked up.” You ran your fingers through his hair, scratching his ears in appreciation and trying not to laugh at the feeling of his tail wagging. “I love you so much it’s unbearable.”
“You think you have it bad, I’ve been thinking about sending my brothers out on a fake job just so we could be alone…” Ichiro sighed as he rolled off of you, knowing that the clean-up would be next but not quite finding the energy to move yet. “That would be bad, right?”
“…I mean, if they’re gonna follow in your footsteps you could at least call it training. Then it won’t feel like you’re lying.”
“…You’re right, that’s a way better idea.”
“That’s what I’m here for!”
“…Thank you for coming over tonight,” Ichiro’s voice is back to being a whisper, “We should get cleaned up.”
“Carry me to the bathroom, won’t you? I can’t guarantee my legs work right now.”
Ichiro laughed.
“Anything for you.”
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Hey Vi! So I was going though my notes, and I found a 2AM ramble that made me laugh aloud, so I wanted to share. (It's from a few months ago, and it's possible I've sent it before, so if I have, sorry about the repeat)
I love how in LAOFT Logan and partners just adopted Remus into their family, it's just--- very soft, and I have a lot of feelings. Anyway, I got to thinking, what if those roles were reversed?
(I don't know how to put a 'read more' into submissions but you can stick one here if you'd like-- this got so much longer than it was in my notes)
cw for cursing, Eirwen being a bitch, and maybe some darker imagery? It's Remus. I think that's about it. 
In this alternate Wickhills, Durant is not nearly as much of a monster as he is in canon-- His character is so changed that we're going to go ahead and refer to him as Janus. For the most part, we have the same backstory, where a jealous and power-hungry prince wanted everything his brother had, and took it in the most painful manner he could come up with. However, in this AU, Janus met Remus and instantly thought "Mine," which Remus did not like one bit. I'm going to pull a "Two-AM Link did not think though all the schematics, let's just call it ~True Love~ that made Janus pull his head out of his ass and start getting some character development." 
Regardless of how or why Janus is not as much of an ass isn't really important here, though, because this isn't about him. 
This is about Remus, the wild-as-all-fuck Green Man, who has a very fun hobby of causing chaos at revels. 
It's the full moon and there's someone new. There's an uproar of The changeling and He's returned and Someone find the banshee and Remus watches. Because that? That is a baby Green Man, angry and scared and defiant, and Remus watches this child who grew ridiculously fast as he tells his mother-- he says she isn't his mother-- to go fuck herself. And Remus watches the chaos unfold and thinks, This could be fun. 
But then he leaves and Remus assumes that's that, the changeling wants to play at human and won't be back. 
How gleeful he is when the baby Green Man is back the next month, and the next, and the next. Many other fae are gleeful, in their own ways-- in the way a teenaged bully smiles when their favorite victim comes to school, in the way a horrible child pours salt on a snail just to hear it sizzle-- and they make it clear to anyone watching just why Snowmelt hates the revels. 
Remus is watching. And Remus wants to cause trouble. 
So he goes one night to see what will happen if this particular Green Man gets poked and prodded, up close and personal, but in the time it takes for Remus to venture from Janus to find "Snowmelt," someone else has gotten there first. 
I'm not sure who the someone is, but they're big and unpleasant and rude, and Remus very quickly amends his plan to "Poke the baby Green Man" into "Aggressively poke this asshole." 
Snowmelt says something scathing, a show of appreciation for the assistance wrapped in a just-short-of-rude statement and a healthy layer of distrust, and Remus realizes that, welp, this is his baby Green Man now. 
Cue a series of Logan and Remus causing absolute mayhem and pissing a whole manner of Unseelie off. The evening comes to a head when the two manage a tactical retreat and Snowmelt finds himself face to face with the Serpent King. The following exchange occurs:
Remus: I was going to poke the child, but I ended up aggressively poking [insert whatever fae was harassing Logan at the time]. Janus, unimpressed: ...Aggressively poking? Remus: Yeah, you know! Aggressively poking, stabbing... Logan, who is panicking inside but doing an excellent job of hiding it: Tomato, Solanum lycopersicum. Remus: Anyway we have a child now.
The following events occur, but not in any particular order:
- Janus learns what true fear is in the form of one Dot Sanders, who informs him that if he hurts her son nothing will be able to save him, and he believes her (as he should)
- Logan argues with Remus, and eventually comes to the compromise that Remus is not allowed to murder Chad and Robbie and their friends, but quite the number of just-this-side-of-cruel pranks land in their laps, from poison ivy growing wild in their yards (how'd it manage to survive in the walls?) and the constant smell of something rotting clinging to their clothes. 
- Thomas meets Janus, and the Serpent King has to admit that *maybe* his brother had a point in the whole "Humans aren't that bad" thing. 
- Logan learns a very different version of Virgil's story, but one that's still true. It's a tale about a younger brother who doesn't want to be in the elder brother's shadow, who wants to write his own destiny. It's a tale in which Janus feels like Virgil doesn't care about him, where Virgil was happy to replace him with spidery sisters the second they had a disagreement (The attempted murder is brushed aside. This is Janus telling the story, after all.) The next time Logan goes into the clearing, he studies Virgil (who is no longer just the prince in a casket, but Virgil) a little more intently than he did in the past. 
- Roman comes to the hanging tree at midnight to barter for Logan's freedom. Janus instantly becomes pissed, because Logan never mentioned to him or Remus that Eirwen had cursed him (because it's Logan, why would Logan mention something that upsets him?). Janus can also instantly tell that this little human is smitten with Logan, even if Roman doesn't know it himself, and Janus tucks that away to tease Logan about later. He does some word gymnastics that result in no deal being made, and Roman being understandably confused. (Roman remains oblivious to the freaking Serpent King parenting his best friend.) 
- Remus spies and follows an odd rabbit into Patton's arms. Patton doesn't ever see him, but Remus now has a healthy respect (and worry) for Snowmelt's siren. (He also thinks the rabbit it cool. Because Remus.)
- Logan and Remus causing havoc on the revels. There's plants everywhere. Things are on fire. So many mistakes are made in the pursuit of Science and what is magic other than science that hasn't been explained? Janus is so tired. 
As for how the rest of the plot is impacted? I'm not sure, but my vague guess has it going something like this:
Roman isn't dealing with a day/night separation, and finds out that he comes from a family of witches much sooner. He helps May work on the cloak, and desperately tries to find new ways to help Greta rest, none of which put a dent in the supernatural wildfire lurking in the forest. He's sure that Virgil can be trusted, sure that Virgil's really like Trudi and Greta's stories said he was, because he's a teenager in love and in my experience, teenagers in love are weird. You can quote me on that. "Teenagers in love are weird." - a grey-spec aromantic. 
Patton has the least amount of change. He's still hiding the rabbit and the Telling himself, and, of course, pinning after his friends. Part of me wants to think that Logan managed to convince Janus to let White talk to Patton and help him, but the rest of me thinks it'll take something bigger than Snowmelt asking the Serpent King to let that happen. RIP Patton. 
Logan has the most change. He has friends in the court-- Remus and Janus, obviously, but some others, too. A few Seelie, Bell and a handful of knights. Most just ignore him now. With the Kings's creature ever-lurking, they know better than to come close.
Eirwen has probably been long since killed by Remus or Janus, unless Logan convinced them to spare her. Regardless of if she's alive or not, she isn't important, because she's nothing to Logan. She's not his mother, she's a stranger. Does this mean Logan can leave Wickhills or that he's cut the blood-ties holding them together? I don't know. Maybe, maybe not. She's not important. She's not family (Fuck Eirwen). 
Janus and Remus are disgustingly in love. I don't think Remus knows Janus' name-- Janus is still prickly about his name, but I'm sure that he wants to tell Remus, and is just refusing to admit that he's scared to-- He's given a letter, and so is Logan, to call the Serpent King-- to call Jay. 
On the Night That Shit Hits The Fan, Roman convinces Logan to take him to the revel not because of the nights Roman can't remember, but because Virgil woke up and disappeared. Roman has it in his head that he can trick the Serpent King into admitting if he's seen Virgil or not. Janus knows that Virgil's awake, and he's not amused by Roman's cockiness. He sets Roman into the circle of fae, and we all know how that goes. Logan is furious, and manages to drag Roman away to his home, where Dot doesn't let him enter. 
Virgil finds Patton, and they kiss in the hay, and then Roman and Logan come to find them. Logan's reaction to seeing Virgil awake is even more hostile than in canon, but his the words in this throat still catch when he tries to claim they aren't friends. 
When Greta comes from the woods, Logan's reminded of just how terrifying the monster is-- He hasn't spared it more than a glance in years, but Jay's not here to call it off. And, Logan wonders, maybe Jay sent it here on purpose, because Logan was angry with him for his treatment of Logan. Maybe this is Logan's fault. 
May saves them and reveals Greta's fate, and Logan's whole world turns on its head. The Serpent King cannot lie, but he deceived Logan to believe he was sympathetic in his tales of woe, but to do this to someone? It's just evil. 
They get back to May's house and secrets are shared:
Roman: So we're from a family of witches, and Greta is stuck here, and we were really hoping that Virgil wasn't an asshole (which he isn't thank goodness for that), now how do we deal with the Serpent King? Logan: Well about that. You see. His boyfriend might have adopted me.  The others: Logan what the fuck. 
They go to the Sanders' residence, Greta attacks, and the group escapes back to May's after Patton manages to calm her temporarily. 
I'm not sure about how the next part goes down. If Remus goes with the knights to collect Virgil, only for Bell to lead the "betrayal" of Jay, I feel like that might go very poorly. 
If Remus stayed with Janus when the knights and Virgil, Roman, Logan, and Patton come back, maybe *he* betrays Janus to get the ring off, but I don't think that would be very in character of him. He cares about Logan a lot, as his adopted Green Man child, but I think he would choose Janus, between the two. 
Maybe, between Remus and Logan, Janus has had enough character development that he hands the ring over himself, and leaves Wickhills with Remus, or something. 
I don't know how it ends. This whole thing just came from Remus saying "Hey I went to annoy this baby Green Man, but he's actually really endearing, and we have a child now." And then I just kept typing. 
Anyway. Hope some of this was entertaining! Your writing is amazing, and has inspired me so much, in so many ways (*eyes the designs for 4.5 dresses that are sitting on my tablet*), so. *jazz hands* Hope you're having a good [insert time phrase]! -Link
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aimandfire21 · 2 years
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Brother of My Red Right Hand-AimAndFire
Wordcount-3976
Characters-Wilbur Soot, Tommyinnit, Ponk, Technoblade
Main tags-Superheros and villains, Self-harm, brothery bounding, fluff, comfort, Hospitals
When you’re a supervillain, a phone call at 2am isn’t usually a bad thing. But when it’s from a doctor saying you need to pick up your best friend, who it turns out is an underaged hero, then that's a pretty good sign that something has gone horribly wrong.
Or: Tommy is hurt and hurting, and can’t be alone right now. Luckily Wilbur is more than happy to help him recover.
When you’re a supervillain, a phone call at 2am isn’t necessarily a bad thing. However when a doctor is the one calling, then it’s safe to assume something just might be wrong. Especially when that doctor has absolutely no earthly reason to be calling so insanely late.
“Ponk?” Wilbur mumbled groggily, more confused than anything. Ponk was one of the only underground doctors that cared for heroes and villains alike, but they weren’t really friends.
“Siren! Thank fuck” the doctor blurted. Her tone was panicked, something that Wilbur had never heard from the usually even tempered doctor. “Finally! I’ve been trying to get a hold of someone all night.”
This woke the supervillain up. Wilbur quickly untangled himself from the blankets as he asked “What's going on? Is my- Is Crowfather injured?” Wilbur couldn’t really think of anyone else who could be hurt besides his dad. Phil was the only one out tonight.
“N-no, he’s fine” Ponk assured.
“Nihachu?” Perhaps Niki was out tonight?
“Sh-shes fine too, just lis-”
“The Bloody Shepard?” Did his brother sneak out and pick a fight?
“WILL YOU SHUT UP AND LISTEN!” Ponk finally snapped, causing both of them to go deadly quiet. Wilbur held the phone in silence until he heard Ponk sigh. “Sorry about that outburst. No, The Bloody Shepard is fine.”
“Who’s hurt?” He finally asked, lacing up his sneakers. He didn’t even bother getting changed out of his pajamas.
The doctor seemed to hesitate, their breath shaking. “It’s Red. He’s the one that needs help.”
Wilbur paused at this. “Red?” Red was a young hero, 18 or 19 that Wilbur sometimes fought. He was loud, reckless, and unpredictable. It made sense for him to have gotten injured, he always seemed particularly bruised up, even compared to other heroes. But why would Ponk call Wilbur for this? “What happened to Red?”
Ponk sighed in exhaustion “Physically they’re… Mostly ok. He has a few bruises and cuts, which I was able to tend to but…” He hesitated, like he wasn’t entirely sure how to say it. “Look, this is a delicate situation. Red won’t let me contact any heroes, neither the Warden or Captain will pick up, and the boy says he knows you so” A frustrated huff “Look, can you get here? He really can’t be left unsupervised right now.”
“I mean yes?” Wilbur replied in confusion “I don’t know him all that well though. I’m not sure why he would say that.” He admitted, jumping into his car and starting the engine.
“No, no, not like that” Ponk corrected. Wilbur had already gotten onto the street by then, driving carefully despite the time. “He’s not saying he knows you as Siren, he’s saying he knows your civilian identity.”
Wilbur’s brows furrowed in confusion. “What? That’s impossible.” How on earth would a scrawny little hero he’s barely even interacted with know who he was?
“Well” Ponk starts “I don’t know. He wouldn’t even tell me your name. But he did say he could prove it.”
“Okay…” Wilbur was still somewhat dubious, but undeniably curious. Red was probably either confused or lying but still. What a bold claim-
“He said ‘Would you like some blue?’ Does that mean anything to you?”
Wilbur was lucky there was no one on the road or he would have surely caused an accident. The Siren’s eyes went wide as he swerved in panic. There was only one person who knew that phrase, only one person who would think to use that phrase like this, only one person who would know how much those five words meant to him.
Tommy.
Tommy was Red.
It made a little too much sense. They both had messy blonde hair, a lanky build, and were both quick to temper. But also it didn’t make sense. Tommy was too young to be a hero, only 16. He worked an unhealthy amount of hours at a coffee shop, while heroes made a pretty good living. Plus, Wilbur should have noticed bruises on Tommy in the same area’s he saw them on Red.
Though Tommy finding out Wilbur was a supervillain is a lot more likely that Red finding out Siren was Wilbur.
“Are you ok? Your breathing is getting heavy.” Ponk asked nervously. Wilbur suddenly remembered that he was on the phone, and that Ponk could hear him freaking out.
“Y-yes, I’m fine” Wilbur forced out, pushing down the gas. “He’s right, he knows me. What’s wrong with him?” Ponk would not be calling Wilbur for some minor injuries. There had to be something more.
“There really is no good way to say this” The doctor admitted “But from what he said, the bruises aren’t from a fight. They’re from his sponsor.”
Wilbur gripped the steering wheel tightly. “He’s being abused?” Ponk made a sound of confirmation, and Wilbur’s incredulity changed to rage. “By who?”
“Look, I don’t know” She said “We wouldn’t tell me. But that’s not my main concern right now.”
“What else could possibly be more important than Tommy being abused!” He demanded with an angry screech, not even caring that he used Tommy’s real name.
“The scars weren’t caused by his sponsor” there was something sad in their voice. “They were self-inflicted.”
Wilbur went stark white. Tommy was hurting himself? His sunshine, the precious little boy who always greeted Wilbur with a smile and playful cuss? The blonde child that would brighten anyone's day? He cut himself?
How did Wilbur never notice he was suffering so much?
“Has he…” Wilbur swallowed nervously “Has he tried to hurt himself again?”
“I don’t know, but he hasn’t left my sight since he arrived. I’m calling you from outside the room, but it’s my psych room, so there’s a wall of bulletproof glass.” Wilbur’s been to Ponk’s makeshift hospital enough times to know exactly what room the doctor was talking about. Though he didn’t know it was a psych room. “That’s actually why Red came here tonight, but he tried to change his mind and leave.”
“You didn’t let him right?” Wilbur demanded, suddenly glad that it was so late. Absolutely no one was on the road to see him speed to almost double the limit.
“Of course not. I told Red he had to stay, and he didn’t put up a fight at all. He agrees that he shouldn’t be alone right now” Ponk explained calmly. “Usually I would contact the official hero hospital for something like this, but that’s not an option.”
“I’m going to be there soon, just keep him safe.” His voice cracked as he spoke, but Wilbur didn’t care.
“Of course. I’ll see you soon.” They said before hanging up.
Usually if took thirty minutes to get to Ponk’s hospital from his house. Wilbur took fifteen that night.
He didn’t bother properly parking the car, the lot was empty so it didn’t matter. Wilbur didn’t waste a single moment, nearly tripping on the door as he jumped out. It didn’t stop him.
The brunet raced to the door, only pausing when he saw a small blue flower by the door. Just a little weed, it wouldn’t be missed. But he couldn’t help but linger on the color.
The whole ‘blue’ thing was started by Tommy. Wilbur had a bad day and was pretty short tempered, even to the blonde. But instead of slinking away he gave Wilbur a pretty blue rock and said “Here, have some blue.”
Of course he probably meant to say something like “Here, have this blue rock” or “Here, have something blue” but it didn’t come out right. As soon as Tommy said it he turned bright red and started stuttering in embarrassment. It was so amusing at the time that Wilbur burst out laughing.
Soon it became an inside joke. Anytime either of them was upset or stressed, usually Tommy, the other would find something blue and give it to them. Wilbur would never tell anyone this, but he actually bought a bunch of chocolates with blue wrapping just for Tommy. However blue could be anything. A stone, a crystle, even a flower.
Without a second thought Wilbur plucked the little weed up. Maybe it would make Tommy feel better, if even just a little bit. He needed comfort right now. Besides, Tommy liked flowers.
Wilbur shoved the door open, slamming it against the wall. Ponk was in the main hall and jumped in surprise. “You’re here already?” She asked incredulously.
“Where is he?” Wilbur demanded, breathing heavy from the run over. There was no time for small talk.
Ponk beckoned at the nearest room, the one with walls of glass. Instead of being empty like usual, Tommy sat in the stark white hospital bed. He was wearing his dull red costume, but his mask was pulled down. His skin was much paler than usual, except where dark bruises were starting to form on his arms and face. His long sleeves were rolled up and his thin wrists were covered in bandages. Wilbur got slightly nauseous when he realized what had to be underneath.
Ponk unlocked the door and Wilbur practically shoved them out of the way to get into the room first. “Tommy” he said breathlessly, just staring at the hero. How did Wilbur never notice?
Tommy turned to face him, his blue eyes wide with awe. He looked so young, so scared. “W-Siren? You’re here?” His tone was disbelieving, like he didn’t actually expect him to show.
“Yes Tommy, Wilby’s here” he reassured, stepping closer and throwing his arms wide to give the boy a hug. “I’m here.”
Tommy’s blue eyes filled with tears as he jumped into the villains arms, sobbing in his pajama shirt. Wilbur held the boy tight, all while shushing him gently and reassuring him it was going to be ok. “Don’t worry, I’m here. You’re safe. I’m gonna take you home.”
This made him look up to Wilbur with teary eyes. “You’re taking me home?” Tommy’s voice was high with terror, and he had started shaking. Wilbur couldn’t help but hold on a little tighter.
“No sunshine, I’m taking you to my home. You don’t have to worry about the hero’s, I promise. How does that sound?” Wilbur asked, running his fingers through Tommy’s blonde hair.
He sniffled “G-good. I wanna go home with you.”
Unlike a normal hospital Wilbur didn’t need to sign any forms or hand over insurance information. If there was a payment he could take care of it later, but for now nothing was needed. The supervillain just told Ponk that he was ready to leave with Tommy and the doctor helped escort him out.
Though Tommy was a bit perturbed when Ponk insisted that he sit in a wheelchair. “I’m a big man, I can walk.” He defended, though it was much weaker than his usual protests.
“No Red, you fainted when I took your blood, and admitted that you haven’t had anything to eat since this morning.” Ponk explained gently, which made Wilbur go slightly pale.
“We’ll stop at McDonalds or something, you must be starving.” This earned a slight smile from Tommy as he was wheeled out to the parking lot and Wilbur’s poorly parked car.
Tommy was able to get into the passenger seat himself, but the two adults kept a very close eye on him in case he got dizzy or collapsed. Luckily he didn’t, and Wilbur closed the door behind him.
“Contact me as soon as you can. I have some resources that will be able to help, but everything’s unstable for him right now. Give him a few days to adjust before introducing anyone new, including any therapists.” Ponk told Wilbur softly, glancing at Tommy as he spoke.
The super villain nodded “I have a few resources of my own to help, but tonight he needs some food and sleep.” Ponk seemed satisfied with this, and sent Wilbur on his way.
When the supervillain got into the car he couldn’t help but notice that Tommy was oddly subdued, looking down at his hands. It was almost like he had done something wrong, which was very much not the case.
“I’m sorr-” He started, before Wilbur interrupted him.
“Have some blue. I think you need it.” He told Tommy as he passed the boy the blue flower from before.
Tommy stuttered a little in surprise, but finally gave an awkward “thanks” before tucking the flower in his hair. It was honestly adorable, and if the circumstances were better Wilbur would have taken a picture.
After a few awkward minutes of silence Wilbur finally bit the bullet. “Tommy” he started, and the boy tensed. “You’re not in trouble, not even remotely.” Wilbur was quick to assure “But if you’re able to tell me, I’d like to know what happened tonight. Who hurt you? Ponk said it was your sponsor.”
The blouse swallowed nervously and looked at his feet before responding. “Dream. Dream’s my sponsor. He’s uh, he’s the one that hurt me.”
Wilbur saw red, but forced himself to take a deep breath and keep his cool. “So this is Dream’s fault?”
Tommy’s eyes went wide in panic. “What? No, no! He just had to teach me a lesson, that's all. I tried to hide something from him, and he wasn’t happy.” He explained like it made perfect sense. It only made Wilbur’s rage worse.
“Well what did you hide? A dead body?” Wilbur could barely keep from snapping.
“N-no” Tommy started hesitantly “I-I hid some money from him.”
“You hid money?” That’s why half of Tommy’s face was turning purple? That’s why he hadn't eaten in almost 24 hours? That’s why he was pushed almost to the edge tonight? Just because of some cash?
“It wasn’t Dream’s! I didn’t steal it from him, I swear.” Tommy defended, like that was the problem here. “I got it from the cafe. And I know I’m supposed to hand over all my wages, but it was tips so I didn’t think it was that big of a deal.”
“Why did Dream want your money?” A hero as well known as Dream would have a fortune by now. A few extra hundred dollars wouldn’t make much of a difference.
Tommy shrugged helplessly. “Well he was my sponsor, my legal guardian. He gave me a place to sleep, so he has control over all my things, including any money I make. That’s just how it works.”
“No it isn’t!”
“Look, I wasn't going to do anything bad with it! I was just saving up to get my own place one day!” Tommy defended, still not understanding what the issue was.
“Tommy, that was your money! You should have gotten to keep it. What Dream did was wrong. Taking your money was wrong, and beating you was horrible.” Wilbur tried to explain calmly, though his rage was surfacing more than he’d like.
“I know,” Tommy said, soft as a whisper. “He hasn’t been my friend. He’s just been watching me, hurting me. That’s why I wanted to leave.” The blonde curled up in on himself, looking out the window. He was silent for a few seconds before continuing his story. “He, well Dream hit me pretty bad and left. I was done with it all and…” He glanced down at his bandaged arms, seemingly even more pale in the moonlight. “I just didn’t see another way to escape.”
Wilbur’s breath hitched. “Wait. This was a suicide attempt?” All Ponk said was Tommy hurt himself. He didn’t tell Wilbur that Tommy actively tried to end his own life.
“I changed my mind, I swear!” Tommy quickly jumped in “I’m not going to do that again, I promise. I’m not going to cause any problems. I was just being a little irrational, it won’t happen again.” He was starting to hyperventilate.
“I believe you,” Wilbur reassured, which seemed to calm Tommy down a bit, but his own panic was only rising. This was a lot worse than Wilbur thought, and that was saying something. Tommy was going to need some serious help. “Is that why you went to see Ponk?”
“Yeah, I changed my mind, but I was bleeding pretty heavily. Dream would just get even more angry, and all the heroes I knew were Dream’s friend.” Then he paused. “You know, maybe I’m just overreacting a bit.”
“Tommy-”
“No, no, I’m just being a bit dramatic. Dream’s probably worried sick.” He gripped his arms “Yeah, I should go back. Right now. It’s only going to get worse if I don’t. Really, I-”
“Tommy, I'm not sending you back.” Wilbur said sternly “It’s two am and you’re covered with bruises, bruises Dream caused. There is no way in Hell I’m giving you back.” Wilbur cautiously checked to make sure the child safety locks were on. It didn’t seem like Tommy was going to jump out of the vehicle, but Wilbur was getting worried.
“Well, some of them were caused by me.” Tommy tried to joke. It fell flat.
“Don’t even joke about that.”
“Sorry.”
A few more minutes and Wilbur was pulling into the McDonalds drive through. Tommy looked at him in confusion. “What are we doing here?” He asked, genuinely curious.
Wilbur raised an eyebrow. “To get food? I told Ponk I’d get you something to eat, and it’s too late to cook anything.” Wilbur explained.
Tommy just looked in utter confusion. “Well I know you said that, but why are we really here?”
Ok, what the fuck? “To get you food? Seriously Tommy, what do you want?”
The young hero looked like a fish out of water as he awkwardly replied “Uh, a burger I guess?”
Wilbur ordered him a burger, fries, and vanilla shake. Tommy’s eyes went wide as Wilbur handed his paper bag, filled with calorie rich fatty foods. That was exactly what Tommy needed right now. “Can I have this?”
The supervillain was ready to kill by this point, but forced himself to stay calm. “Yes Tommy, it’s yours. You can eat it.”
“Thank you!” He smiled, before tearing off the wrapper and devouring the burger. It made Wilbur smile, but also saddened him. He shouldn’t be eating a shitty McDonalds meal like it was the first food he’s had in days. “This is so good!”
“You’re welcome gremlin.” Wilbur chuckled, though he frowned to himself at how fast Tommy was eating. Still, the boy’s face was filled with glee as he ate, an off hand comment wasn’t needed.
Wilbur drove a lot more cautiously on his way home, obeying every single traffic and stoplight. With the stop to McDonalds it took closer to forty minutes than thirty to finally arrive back home. It was around three am when they finally arrived back at his house.
By then Tommy had curled up and fallen asleep, his lanky legs folded awkwardly in the seat. Wilbur let out a playful huff and smiled. The poor boy must have been utterly exhausted.
The supervillain didn’t even bother trying to wake him up, instead he picked him up as gently as he could, holding him like a newborn. Sure, Tommy’s height was a little difficult to maneuver, but he was so light he was actually pretty easy to carry.
Wilbur readjusted his grip on Tommy to open the front door, expecting the house to be dark and empty. But when he opened the door Siren saw that not only were the lights on, but a very pissed off Techno was standing in the foyer.
“Wilbur you’re in so much trouble-” His brother started angrily, before actually looking down at his brother and presumably noticing the child in his arms. “Heh?”
“Shh! You’ll wake him!” Wilbur whispered in warning, with a glare to match.
“Wilbur” Techno’s voice had raised a few octaves, and his eyes had gone wide. “Why is Tommy dressed as Red? And why do you have him at three am!”
“Tommy is Red,” he replied plainly.
“Heh?” Techno blurted loudly. Wilbur’s glare sharpened.
“Hey! Shush!” He warned again as Tommy started to move. Wilbur froze, but Tommy didn’t wake up. The boy merely curled up even closer before once again going still. Wilbur softened even more, something he didn’t know was possible. “Look, just get the door to the guest room for me. Then I’ll tell you everything.”
Techno was still staring incredulously, but nodded and walked with Wilbur down one of the many narrow hallways, until they finally ended up at one of the more out of the way rooms. They lived in a rather large house, though most of it was underground. Needless to say there were plenty of guest rooms, so naturally Wilbur made his way to the most plain one. It had never been used, and really only had a bed and a desk, not even a closet. There wouldn’t be anything Tommy could hurt himself with in that room.
Techno raised an eyebrow at Wilbur’s selection, but said nothing as he opened the door, letting the two of them inside.
Then Techno wordlessly lifted up the fluffy blankets, letting Wilbur tuck Tommy in without any trouble. The blonde curled up in the duvets with a wispy smile on his face. Wilbur gave Tommy a gentle kiss on the forehead and smiled, before ushering Techno out of the room.
As soon as the door closed Techno turned towards his brother and loudly whispered “What the hell is going on?”
Wilbur sighed and slumped, utterly exhausted. “It’s a really long story.”
Techno guided him to the couch. “Well, we’re both awake. Dad won’t be home for a few hours, but you’ll have to explain why there’s a hero in the guest room.”
“He shouldn’t be a hero!” Wilbur yelled in frustration “He’s too young!”
His brother nodded sympathetically. “I know. So why don’t you tell me what happened?”
Wilbur let out a sigh before explaining everything. He started with the unusual call from Ponk only an hour before, to actually picking up Tommy and being told how bad the boy's mental state was, before ending with what little he knew about Dream and how he was clearly abusing Tommy.
Techno didn’t say anything, but Wilbur knew him well enough to read his emotions. He noticed the slightly raised eyebrows, Techno’s twitching ears, and his clenched fists. By the time the story ended Techno was barely holding it together.
“There has to be more to the story, but right now this is all I know.” Wilbur admitted, watching Techno grind his teeth. “Do you need to spar?” He honestly wasn’t in the mood, but that usually helped Techno calm down.
“No. I just need to find that stupid hero and punch him in the face.” Techno growled as he stood up and paced the room. Wilbur was equally as eager to get his hands on Dream, maybe even more. After all, Tommy was his best friend. No one got to hurt his best friend, especially not an overrated hero on an ego trip.
“I’ll let you get the first punch if you explain this all to Phil when he gets home. I’m exhausted.” He could barely keep his eyes open at this point, and his dad wouldn’t be home for a few more hours at least. There was no way he’d be able to stay awake that long.
Techno looked down at his brother and softened. “Yeah, get some sleep. I’ll take care of dad.” Phil was always a pushover, especially when it came to children, so Wil wasn’t too worried.
Wilbur didn’t even bother going to bed, instead he just closed his eyes and curled up on the couch. He mumbled out a thanks as Techno draped a soft blanket over him, falling asleep not long after, content that Tommy was safe not only from himself, but from anyone who wanted to hurt him.
-Buy me a kofi
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girlgrouptrash101 · 3 years
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Cooking with Loona
Request: "i know requests are closed and i’m reallyyy sorryyyy 🥺 i’ve been going through a lot and i just didn’t have time and didn’t feel right enough to ask this: maybe cooking with loona??"
A/N: to the anonnie that requested this, i hope you're feeling better and ily ❤️❤️
(had to put a keep reading tab cuz the post was too damn long f)
- C
Heejin:
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we’ve all seen the cement brownie she tried to give to chuu on her birthday vlive..... yeah....
she always skips like half the steps when she’s following recipes and then gets confused when her food doesn’t turn out the same like,, Heejins sweetie pleASE-
lowkey can’t cook but she thinks she can because you hype her up too much
like she will serve you a dish that will somehow be both burnt and cold at the same time and you still tell her she did amazing because it makes her so happy and that’s all that matters
your guys’ favourite thing to make together is probably cupcakes or cakes
because you get to bake them and Heejin gets to decorate them, and they always end up looking and tasting immaculate
everything in your guys’ relationship works better when you’re together, you two simply complete each other :’)
Hyunjin:
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not only does she make the most kickass bread but girlie really is a chef of all cuisines too
you still don’t know how or where she even learned to cook so well but you aren’t complaining at all
whatever you feel like eating, Hyunjin knows how to cook it to absolute perfection and she always offers to teach you how to make your favourite dishes
you two also have matching yellow cat aprons uwu
the kind of girl to either kick you out of her kitchen for distracting her while she’s making a meal or else back hug you and help you stir a bowl with her hand over yours all romantically
it literally just depends what mood she’s in at that very moment
highkey loves loves loves cooking for you and surprising you with dinner after a long day, because her favourite thing to do is put a smile on your face :D
Haseul:
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starts off really strong and sticks to the recipe... but then her mind wanders and she's like,,, well,,, what if i add this????
and you're like haseul,,,, please don't put chilli peppers in Kim lips birthday cake, i promise she can do without them,,,,,
she finds cooking in the dorms a bit stressful, doing her best to feed the hungry members after a long day of practice
so cooking with you tends to be a much more therapeutic experience, just you two, a bit of music and some tasty treats
but she of course brings back plenty of wonderful bakes for her members to enjoy too, they're literally her babies she is can't just let them STARVE 😔🙄😢
lowkey pretends she's having trouble stirring so you'll reach from the back and help her with the spoon all romantically
miss haseul you are not slick we SEE YOU
Yeojin:
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yes she did in fact bejewel her cookery book
"yeojin... I can't even read the recipes, there's too much glitter!!"
"Well Y/N, sometimes, sacrifices have to be made in the name of beauty."
said sacrifices are usually cupcakes and cakes that don't rise, burnt food or just complete mush that doesn't even look like food
however, when yeojin is fully dedicated she can pack a mean lunch, sometimes she makes them for you when you're going off to school/work, and she always makes sure presentation is A+
prefers to just go out to cafes/restaurants on dates rather than cook
but that doesn't mean there haven't been times where you and her have been in the kitchen at 2am, trying to make a gigantic cake for you and all her members to share 😌
Vivi:
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has the most peaceful, lofi cooking playlist ever
you two work in harmony, always helping one another but never tripping over the other in the kitchen
it's so harmonious it's like.... y'all were meant to be or sumn idk 😳😳😳
however if u try to eat any batter she will smack ur hand and be like no ⛔ that is for LATER hfhdhd
her hair always gets tied up in the cutest little bun when she's baking, and that along with her fairy apron makes her look like an actual princess
she also LOVES cooking/teaching you how to make her favourite foods from Hong Kong that she'd always make with her mom
those meals always help her when she's homesick, and with you by her side make her feel like she's not alone 🥺
Kim Lip:
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CEO of pretending she has everything under control when in reality she has absolutely no idea what’s going on
“Uhhh Jungeun, is something burning?” “NOPE NOPE IDK WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT HA HA HA........”
wants to put your apron on you every time but she’s always way too shy to ask so she just resorts to back-hugging you until you get the hint and let her tie a cute little bow behind your back with the apron string hehe
makes pretty decent food when she’s not flailing around and panicking over a single grain of rice that escaped from the pot or something
however she refuses to admit when she messes up in the kitchen
like she could burn something to a crisp or use completely the wrong ingredients but she’d still eat every bite just to prove she’s the best cook in the house
if your food sucks she will tell you to your face, followed by a kiss so you forget about the fact she just roasted your cooking skills lol
Jinsoul:
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Jinsoul gives off Hawaiian shirt drunk uncle at the family barbecue vibes who won't let anyone near the steaks
and you're like,, Jinsoul do you even know what you're doing????????? to which she responds - "food, heat, it's cooking. isn't that all i need to know?"
chaotic but refuses to acknowledge the chaos she causes in the kitchen
so when you have baking dates u have to keep such a close eye on her to make sure she isn't going to poison anyone with her creations
once she gets into it tho, she's grooving around the kitchen in her little robot apron, dancing to Christmas songs when it's not even Christmas and just 10/10 having a blast
not really the biggest fan of cooking but she knows you are, and since you help her build her gundams she does like to try and help our properly in the kitchen when she can
perhaps Jinsoul best girl???? perhaps??????
Choerry:
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hello this sunshine absolutely LOVES baking, especially for others because putting a smile on someone's face is her main goal in life
she loves decorating with icing too, her go to patterns are smiley faces, flowers and the sun!
her playlists are always so upbeat, the two of you end up bouncing around the kitchen singing at the top of your lungs as you work
LOVES LOVES LOOOOOVES backhugs, especially recieving them,,, it makes her feel all worm and mushy inside hehe
also likes to kiss face icing off of your face, just to have an excuse to give you as many little pecks as she so desires
choerry always makes you a birthday cake every year, and she puts so much work into it, it absolutely melts your heart
plus it makes her happy to see you eating well and having a good time, she truly just is the biggest sweetheart :']
Yves:
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she always says yes whenever you ask her to cook with you, but only because she just wants to flirt with you for an hour
"why do we need to make all this food, when the real snack is right in front of me? 😏"
cooking with you actually really does make her happy though, she loves that she can be so domestic with you, it's such an amazing break from her hectic life
also lowkey makes her feel like you're a married couple... and you best believe Yves can't wait to wife you up
she doesn't suck at cooking, but has often times gotten,,, ahem,,,, somewhat distracted and has prioritized making out with you against the kitchen counter rather than how long the food has been cooking, which ends up in a lot of burnt meals
baking with her is really a time, and has more than once ended in a very messy food fight because Yves wouldn't stop smearing icing all over your face 💔
her specialty is dialing the local takeaway and ordering food instead ✨ okay Yves Ramsey go off ✨
Chuu:
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this baby girl is just torn between actually wanting to cook or just asking you to cook with her so she can get affection from you (as if she doesn't get that anyway smh)
backhugs except she won't let go
whenever she's making something she calls you over and she's like "Y/N is this okay?" and always asks for kisses as a reward for doing good
will feed you every single ingredient no questions asked
she loves surprising you with meals on very random occasions though, for example that one time she cooked your favourite food because it was the anniversary of the first time she got sick while dating you
she's actually a pretty good cook when she puts her mind to it though, she loves making good food that'll cheer people up when they really need it
btw you will be forced to wear matching aprons and they will be the pinkest, loudest and sparkliest ones that she can get her hands on ✨
Go Won:
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have the fire service on speed dial before you even think about cooking with gowon omg
you literally also need to have indestructible tastebuds because she WILL destroy them
her speciality is starting fires and combining foods that were NEVER. EVER. E V E R. meant to be combined 😭😭
"babe come try this dish!! it's ramen mixed with coca cola, jelly and vegetable soup!!! it tastes GREAT trust me"
at the end of the day you just leave her be in the kitchen because at least she's having fun LMAO
(just always have a fire hydrant by your side okay??? she set the loona dorm on fire making chicken nuggets once...)
despite all her chaos, she somehow always produces something edible at the end and.... sometimes it actually tastes good too???
Olivia Hye:
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lets you do all the work cuz she's worried she "might mess it up" when in reality she just wants to order takeout and cuddle instead smhhh
will probably follow you around the kitchen or rest her head on your shoulder while you do all the cooking, because this tsundere is secretly the biggest softie for you
she's actually a decent chef when she's motivated to help though
like she even put together a cooking playlist for you guys - which she very shyly revealed to you one time, a slight blush on her cheeks as she played the songs for you
cuz miss olhye is very much a romantic, she just doesn't have the confidence to show you all that yet hehe
her favourite is making desserts because well,,,, she gets to eat the batter and also gets tasty treats at the end
10/10 cooking backhugs also 🖐️😌
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hogwartsmarvelmommy · 3 years
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Fallout of the Century 🌑💔
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Part 1. 🥜
Word-count: 4.5K
Warnings- This is very angsty, Mentions of cheating, falling apart, and overall depression. 
Masterlist
Summery: Your wold has practically fallen apart when you walk in on something you weren't supposed to see. Causing you and your soon to be husband Harry Holland to call of your engagement. Months pass and you are just trying to put the pieces back together. Will you ever be able to sort your life out?
My head came up from under the surface, breaking the water around me. I let out a gasp as I rubbed the water from my face. There was a banging at the bathroom door before it swung open with force. He swung the curtain open, exposing my naked body. He had seen me this way before, so the sight didn't even make him bat an eyelash. 
“Seriously peanut? I was out there for like three minutes calling you.” His tone was harsh and firm, this was not the first time this had happened. Ever since the break up I just wasn't the same anymore, and the only one who saw the bad was Harrison. 
“Sorry,” I muttered , slipping back below the surface of the water. Harrison’s hands reached in and grabbed my shoulders and pulled me up.
“We are not doing this again peanut,” he groaned as he pulled me to my feet, soaking himself in the process. 
“Harrison, I'm fine,” I tried to convince him, but he knew otherwise. 
“I know tonight will be hard, and I know you'll want to bail, and I know that you will hate it, but I'll be right here, and so will Tuwaine. We have to try and put this behind us,” He pulled the towel around my shoulders and helped me out of the tub. He walked me to my bedroom and stood in the doorway until I had a pair of leggings and a hoodie on. “You sure you want to wear that one?” he asked. I looked down, noticing I had grabbed Harry's pink hoodie, because I was in such a haze. I felt tears rush to my eyes as I pulled it off and grabbed one of my own. We walked down to the living room and sat on the armchairs, waiting. My hair was still wet, and Harrison’s shirt was damp from helping me out of the bath, but I was sure no one would notice. Or care. 
First to arrive was Tuwaine, he walked over giving me a hug and kissing my forehead before finding his usual spot on the couch. Next it was Sam, then Tom, and then finally. Harry. 
He didn't look good, not like himself, he looked sad and hollow, but i tried to ignore it. Six months ago there would have been one more person with us, but six months ago seemed like a lifetime away.
Harry walked past me, without even so much as a glance, which was no different than I had expected. 
Harrison pulled out the board game and arranged it on the table in front of us. I looked up and caught Harry's glance, he instantly looked away. I sighed and went to get up but was stopped by Harrison’s voice. 
“OK, this is going to go differently tonight. No name calling. No snide comments. No outbursts. None. and if anyone does, their buy-in is instantly up for grabs and you forfeit.” Everyone shook their heads at the new rules Harrison had put in place. It sucked to think Harry and I were the reason for it, but that's the way life works sometimes. 
Our monthly monopoly games had become nothing more than awkward, so when Harrison had brought it up last week at dinner I was instantly ready to find anything else to do, But he insisted I be there. 
So here I am, sitting across from the love of my life, broken and damaged and completely regretting agreeing to this. 
“You're on my property Y/N, pay up.” Harry said coldly to me. I grabbed the five dollars I owed him and handed it over. I felt bad for our friends, the tension between us was so thick you could cut it with a butter knife. No one knew what had happened between us, but they all knew it had to have been bad. 
“Where has Olivia been?” Tuwaine asked, not knowing where the girl had disappeared to. Truth be told no one knew, because I had told her if she ever showed her face or talked to any of them again I would do a lot worse to her than she did to me. I took a deep breath trying to keep my cool. 
“I'm sorry Harrison, I just can't do this tonight,” I told him as I got up and stormed out of the living room. All I could think about was that night, the memories flashing through my mind. 
“Harry baby, I'm home,” I yelled as I walked into our small apartment. I had been out of town on a business trip, but somehow made it home earlier than i expected. I had set my keys on the table and noticed a key chain that I recognized, but was not my fiance’s. I remember the tightening in my stomach as I walked down the hall and saw discarded clothing all the way to our bedroom. And when I opened the door, I was shocked to see the man I was set to marry in less than four months and my best friend laying naked and asleep in my bed.
There was a knock on my door and it opened slowly. I looked up expecting Hazza but instead saw the man I once would do anything for. “Can I come in?” He asked quietly. I nodded my head and scooted over on the bed giving him a spot to sit. 
“They make you come up?” I asked him. 
“No, they actually told me not to.” He said. “You still haven't told them?” He asked me softly.
“I have no reason to ruin the way everyone sees you, Harry,” I told him coldly. He nodded and I could see him chewing the inside of his cheek, a bad habit he had when he was stressed. “Stop doing that, you're going to put a hole in your cheek,” I told him. He laughed at that although it was a dry laugh. 
“You know you're not the only one hurting Y/N,” He said boldly. I wasn't one to freak out, hell i was the calmest person i knew, but he had a way of just getting under my skin.
“No you're right Harry, I'm not. You must be devastated that you cheated on my with my best friend, you must be crushed that you wasted five years of your life just to throw it away over some dumb slut who was always out for your dick, You must be wrecked, not having to explain to all your family and friends that your wedding is canceled, and not having anything to tell them because your too loving of a person to ruin your ex’s reputation,” i took a deep breath trying to keep my cool, seemed to be a trend tonight. 
“Well, you didn't exactly make the five years easy Y/N. I'm sorry I slept with Olivia, yes. But I'm pretty sure our relationship ended way before that,” I looked at Harry dumbfounded, our relationship had been perfect, never once was there any problems, until the week leading up to the fall out. 
“Because I got a good job and was traveling more?” I demanded. He nodded his head and it took everything inside me not to punch him in the jaw. “Get out Harry,” I told him, annoyed with his presence in my room. “And take that stupid hoodie with you,”
He stood up standing at the edge of the bed and looked down at the pink hoodie, before looking back at me. I thought for a moment I saw the boy I had fallen In love with all those years ago shine through, but his face quickly contorted back to what he had become. "That one always looked better on you, keep it," he said as he walked out the door. 
I wanted to scream and shout. I wanted to cry. 
I wanted to feel anything.
But I just felt numb. 
I walked around the apartment grabbing all the discarded clothes and Olivia's keys before walking back to my bedroom and throwing them on them sleeping in MY bed. “Forgot to clean up after yourselves” I shouted slamming the door closed. I heard rummaging around and Olivia shrieked. 
“Oh my god what did we do?” 
Harry came rushing out of our bedroom and found me standing in the kitchen. “Baby, i don't know what happened,” He was panicking. Maybe they had gotten drunk, maybe it was a spur of the moment thing, but no excuse would make up for it. 
“I'm going to Harrison's, I'll be here to get my stuff in a few days,” Was all I told him that night. I walked out the door, my head held high and kept my composure until Harrison opened his door. I collapsed in his arms, every emotion flooding my body, I couldn't speak, or move. 
I rolled out of bed and looked at my alarm clock. 2am. I was sure the boys would probably still be down there playing the game. I needed to go and get a glass of water, so I walked downstairs and to the kitchen. Just as I thought they were all still huddled around the coffee table, empty beer bottles all around them. 
“Peanut!” Tom exclaimed as soon as his eyes saw me, “I thought you went to bed,” He was drunk, and I was sure he wasn't the only one.
“Need water,” I told him, giving him a weak smile. 
“She sleeps with like five bottles next to the bed,” Harry laughed. I rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen. I could hear some of the conversation from the kitchen but nothing sparked my interest until I heard Harry say. “Well if i would not have slept with Olivia then nothing would be fucked up, so its my fault anyway,” all the noise subsided. 
I stepped out of the kitchen with my water in hand and looked at Harry who was sitting with his face in his hands, and everyone else was staring at him, with their jaws on the floor. 
“Is that why you guys broke up?” Tom asked. He wasn't asking me, he needed to hear from his brother. I had kept all of the bad to myself, not wanting anyone to look at Harry like a monster. Cause i knew he wasn't one. 
Harry didn't move his hands from his face, “I fucked it all up,” He groaned. I felt a twinge of guilt rush over me and I went to go comfort him despite how much he had hurt me, but Sam stood up as soon as he saw me take a step, shaking his head. I nodded and scurried off to my room, soon after I heard my door open, and Harrison walked in, flipping my light switch on. “You didn't tell me.” He said.
“Didn't want you to see him differently,” I told him quietly.
“With Olivia?” He asked as he walked over to my bed. 
“Yeah,” I scoffed. “I'm not innocent in this though, so please don't feel sorry for me,” I told him. 
“How are you not innocent?” He asked me. 
I thought about whether or not I wanted to tell Harrison, would he think as low of me as Harry now did? “Before me and Harry got together. One night we were all out at a pub, and me and Tom snuck off and, had sex. The next day he told us he blacked out and didn't remember anything, so I never brought that night up. Me and Harry started dating like a month after that, but I kept that secret. Until I threw it in his face to hurt him.” I sighed. I didn't want to look at Harrison, I was scared he would look at me like a monster. 
“That was before you together though, it's not the same nut,” He said, surprising me. 
“Maybe not, but it was still shitty of me,” I told him.  He shrugged his shoulders and then we started to hear yelling downstairs. Harrison got up and left to go see what was going on.
About an hour passed and the yelling had stopped and so had any noise. I assumed everyone had gone to bed or left. My door opened quietly and then shut. There was a shuffling as someone climbed into bed next to me. I rolled over and before my eyes even made out who it was, the smell hit me. So familiar yet so distant. 
“Harry,” I whispered, looking at the ginger boy whose eyes were puffy and nose was red, surly from crying.
“I know,” He whispered. “I just, can I please, just tonight?” he asked. I wanted to be strong and tell him to get out of my room. I wanted to push him off my bed. I wanted to hate him. Truth be told, I missed him. Sleeping in his arms, his curly hair tickling my face as he snuggles into my neck, the sweet kisses he would litter my body with. 
“Just tonight,” I told him firmly. A smile spread across his lips and he pulled my body into his, holding me close, instantly falling back into a routine we both knew so well. 
“Hey miss,” A voice called from behind me. I turned to see Harry running after me. 
“Harry?” I asked recognizing him from a few nights we had bumped into each other at clubs and parties. 
“Oh you remembered?” He asked surprised. 
“I mean a face like that is pretty hard to forget,” I chuckled. 
“I was wondering if I could take you out? On a date?” He was nervous to ask me. 
“Yeah, id- Id like that a lot,” I told him, a smile spread across his face as we exchanged numbers.
I didn't know then how much I would love him. Also how much I would hate him. 
I opened my eyes and looked down to see the familiar arms still around me holding me tight. He was drunk last night so i hadn't been mad about him crashing in my bed, but i wasn't sure i wanted to lay here cuddling him. “Harry,” I said as I wriggled my body trying to get out of his firm grip. 
“Five more minutes,” He groaned. 
“Harry,” I said a bit more forcefully, making his arms loosen their grip so I could get up. “I have to get ready for work, and you should probably go,” I was practically whispering. 
“Peanut,” He started, but then shook his head. “You're right, I should go,” he pushed himself up and then stood up from the bed. He looked at me for a minute standing at the end of my bed with my arms crossed, I was sure I looked pathetic. He stepped forward, coming dangerously close to me. He reached out letting his fingers brush across my cheek. I felt the tears rush to my eyes, but held them back. “Will we ever be able to fix this?” He asked quietly. I bit my bottom lip, hard, trying to figure out how to respond. 
“Is there anything worth fixing anymore?” I asked him. Looking up and seeing the hurt in his eyes. 
“I think a life with you is worth fixing,” He muttered. “I'm sorry,” He said before he walked out of my room. 
 I threw myself onto my bed and groaned. My life honestly sucked. I got out of bed and got ready for work. I walked down to the kitchen to see Harrison drinking a cup of tea. “Hazza,” I smiled. 
“I don't like it,” he said softly. I turned to him as I poured my coffee. 
“Don't like what?” I asked. 
“Him trying to weasel his way in. you deserve more than him, and he knows it,” i was caught off guard by his sudden anger towards Harry. 
“Harrison, I-” I was quickly cut off as he stepped forward, grabbing my face and pushing his lips into mine. I was going to push him away, but I found myself kissing him back. He broke his lips away from mine and left the kitchen without so much as a word. Leaving me standing there, dumbfounded and confused. 
I grabbed my keys and left the house. Maybe work would be less confusing than my morning. 
“Try it,” Harry pushed the sushi in my face. 
“Harry, it has raw fish,” I complained, pushing it back. 
“Babe just take a tiny bite, you might just like it,” He told me. I rolled my eyes and took the smallest bite, chewing for a minute and then spitting it in the napkin. 
“Awful, just like I thought,” I told him.he laughed as he pushed the sushi to the side and leaned forward, kissing me. 
“I love you,” He whispered for the first time. 
“You do?” I asked. He nodded his head and kissed me once more. “I love you, Harry,” I told him. 
Work flew by, faster than I would have hoped. My day had come to an end and I was sitting in my car, debating on what to do, when my phone started to ring. 
“Hello?” 
“Hey, it's me,” id recognize that voice anywhere. 
“What do you want Olivia?” I asked. 
“Can we just talk? I miss you.” 
“I don't want to talk to you, and i don’t miss you,” i hung up the call without letting her respond. I just wanted to crawl into a whole and die. 
I drove home, and parked in my spot. I wasn't sure I wanted to go in. Harrison had kissed me this morning. Which in and of itself was weird, but add on top of that that I had spent the night with Harry. I threw my head back hitting the headrest, I let out a loud groan as I grabbed my phone and dialed a number I had dialed too many times to count. 
“Are you OK?” His voice was full of concern and worry, I hadn't called him in months. 
“I'm so lost, Harry,” I said quietly.
“Like you need me to come and find you? Or metaphorically?” He asked me, i could sense the smirk through the phone.
“Metaphorically, I guess.” I told him.
“I can come to you if you want,” He sounded hopeful and eager. 
“No.” I just wanted to talk to you,” I muttered. Why had I called him anyway? Did I enjoy torturing myself? “Do you remember the first time you told me you loved me?” 
“The sushi date? Of course I do nut,” He said quietly. 
“I was sure that that was forever. That day, I knew it was you, and it always would be. Looking back, we were so happy. So why did you do it?” I had never given him a chance to explain what had happened that night, every time he would try I would storm off or yell. I think deep down I didn't want to know the truth, but if I was going to figure out what I was doing I needed to know all the facts. 
I heard him sigh through the other side of the phone. “I missed you, probably too much. She had come over for some reason, and I had been drinking, I don't even remember it. I just remember waking up, to you throwing clothes and shoes at us, and then seeing your face. I… I didn't know it was possible to physically feel your heart shatter, but that night I did. I felt my whole world slip out from under me,” He sounded sincere.
“I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Tom. That wasn't a fair secret to keep, I should have told you as soon as I knew he was your brother,” I said. 
“It was none of my business, It happened before we even knew each other,” he said. 
“I love you Harry. I do. But i don’t what to do,” I whispered. 
“I love you, I'll keep fighting for you, for us. This can't be how we end, ours was the epic one, the love story for the ages,” he said.
“And it was the fallout of the century,” I whispered as I hung up. 
I walked into the house, not sure what to expect. Harrison was standing in the kitchen cooking something and Tuwaine was on the couch watching TV. “Smells good,” I told Harrison as I walked over to beside him. 
“It's your favorite,” He said, giving me a big smile. 
“What's the occasion?” I asked. He looked at me with a goofy grin and his crystal blue eyes.
“Just thought you could use a little pick me up,” He leaned over kissing my forehead, which was not out of the ordinary. 
“I definitely do need it,” I said as I went to the couch, throwing myself down next to Tuwaine. 
“Work?” He asked me. 
“It was fast, so not bad” I smiled at him. 
“And are you OK? I mean last night was kind of a lot for all of us,” He muttered. 
“I will be, in time. I just need to figure out what I need and want,” he looked over his shoulder to Harrison who was distracted with his cooking. 
“I don't know if you know this or not, but he's in love with you, and I know Harry still is too. Things are probably going to get really complicated,” He warned me.
“I don't even know what to do. Harry crushed me, like soul shattering pain, but I still love him. And Hazza, i mean i love him so much, but I've never considered him as anything other than a friend,” i told Tuwaine. 
“Well, you never had to consider Hazza as anything else, cause you had Harry, and now you don't. So you can make the choice for yourself. Maybe Harrison is who you were meant to be with, and Harry was just keeping you close until Harrison was ready,” he whispered, shrugging his shoulders. I laughed at that.
“Damn,” Harrison said from the kitchen. We both looked back to see him staring at us. 
“What?” I asked him.
“I missed the sound of your laugh,” He said, making my cheeks go red. Maybe Tuwaine was right.
We ate dinner and talked and laughed about our days, before turning in for the night. Tuwaine’s room was on the opposite side of the house than mine and Harrison’s, so Harrison walked me to my bedroom door. 
“I'm sorry about this morning, that may have been out of line,” he ran his hand through his wavy blonde hair. 
“You don't need to apologize to me,” I told him, grabbing his hand. “I just don't know if I'm ready to move on, or not,” I whispered. 
“Well, when you decide you are, you know where i'll be,” He leaned in, pushing his lips softly against mine before walking across the hall to his room. As if my life wasn't already confusing.
“Harry!” I groaned as we hiked up the tall hill. 
“Just a bit farther, baby, I promise the view will be worth it,” He told me. We reached the top of the hill just as the sun was setting over the horizon. It was a breathtaking view. I turned to Harry, or where he should have been, but he wasn't there. I turned around to see him down on one knee in front of me holding a little white box. 
“I know this is cheesy, but I'm a little cheesy. I've known for so long that you were my forever, my happily ever after. I can't imagine my life without you in it, and I don't want to. Y/N Y/L/N, will you marry me?” He flipped the box open revealing a white band ring with a black and blue stone, something I had always said I wanted.
“Oh my god Harry, yes i'll marry you. A million times yes!” I exclaimed , pulling him to his feet and jumping into his arms. 
How did we go from that to now?
I was sitting on my bed, going through pictures when my phone vibrated. I looked down and it was a text from Harry. 
‘You think I could swing by for a minute?’ 
I knew I should tell him no, but I was curious as to what he wanted at this hour. 
‘Sure’ I texted him back. I heard the front door open almost as soon as the text was delivered, and then my door opened and he stepped into my room, shutting the door behind him. 
“You came before texting?” I asked him. 
“I forgot to, until I pulled in,” He sighed. “What are you doing?” He asked me. 
“Going through all these pictures. I want to frame a few, just don't know which ones,” I told him. He walked over grabbing one of the photos that I had in a pile, it was from when he proposed, a stranger had taken it for us. The picture itself was blurry but it was still my favorite. 
“That one was always my favorite,” He said, setting it back down. I nodded in agreement.
“So what brings you over?” I asked quietly. 
“Um, Olivia called me.” He said. My eyes shot up, my brows were furrowed and I could feel the anger rising inside of me. “She said you won't talk to her, and she just wants to apologize or something,” he sighed. “I didn't answer her, that's just what she said on my voicemail,” 
“Well i’m not going to call her, i don’t need her stupid apology,” I said blankly. “It sucks knowing my best friend came over to my house and took advantage of my intoxicated fiance. like I could maybe forgive you, in time. But I want to kill her, with every fiber of my being, I want to hurt her.” I took a deep breath, and looked at the pictures in my hands. 
“Yeah,” was all he said. 
“Maybe we should try dating,” I told him quietly. 
“Each other?” He asked me. 
“No, I mean other people. We should probably put ourselves back out there, and who knows maybe we will hate it and come back together. But it's been six months, we have to start moving on,” I sighed. 
He stood there looking at me, his eyes full of hurt and confusion, and I felt bad, but I knew that this was something we both needed. “Yeah we probably should do the dating thing, i'm not sure where I'd even look, but yeah,” He said. I rolled my eyes and laughed. 
“There is that girl at the coffee shop, she used to eye fuck you,” i told him. 
“The barista? Shelby?” I nodded, recalling how irritated I used to get when her eyes were all over him. “Maybe I'll ask for her number, or something,” He laughed. “And you?” 
“Hmm?”
“Where will you look?” he asked. 
“For dating? Oh I don't know.” I said, which was a blatant lie. 
“Okay, well I should go,” he smiled before leaving my room and then the house.
 I moved the pictures that were scattered across my bed to my dresser, and laid in my bed. I regretted telling Harry we should date other people, I think seeing him with someone would crush me even worse. I knew it was for the best though, we needed to give ourselves this, the chance to move on, to be happy, without each other. We had spent so long together that I had forgotten how to do the dating thing. 
“I found my dress,” I teased as I climbed onto Harry's lap. “It accentuates all the best parts of my body,” I leaned in letting my lips brush his earlobe before whispering “Your favorite parts,” 
He grabbed my ass squeezing it hard. 
“Can't wait to see you in it baby, I'm sure I'll be blown away,” he smiled sweetly. 
I leaned in to let our lips devour each other, until we needed more. 
And he never saw the dress, and he probably never would.
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Foolishly, Completely Falling
Summary: Spencer declines to spend the night with Luke, but there's a reason for that, and things start to click into place when Spencer shows back up at his doorstep at 2am, hours after being dropped home.
Tags: hurt/comfort, fluff, angst, past toxic relationship, nightmares, est/dev relationship
Pairing: Luke x Spencer
Word count: 2.5k
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When Luke asks Spencer if he wants to stay the night for the first time, he isn’t as quick to agree like Luke expects. The TV is playing a game show on low volume and they’re lying comfortably together on the sofa, quietly enjoying one another’s company after a busy day. They’d had a lovely evening out at the Mexican restaurant Luke had managed to convince Spencer to try before a cuddle and far too much making out on the sofa, so he’s feeling pretty good when he whispers the question into his boyfriend’s ear. Instead of the excited agreement he expects, though -- after all, the first night in the same bed with a new partner is always exhilarating -- Spencer freezes. 
“Hey,” Luke says, tone quickly sobering up. He shifts a little to get a better look at his boyfriend’s face, worried he’d said the wrong thing. “You don’t have to if you don’t want to, baby. We can just cuddle a little longer and then I’ll drive you home, yeah? Whatever you want.”
The kind voice he uses seems to slowly shake Spencer out of his frozen trance, gradually pulling himself up from the quicksand of his thoughts to respond to Luke. “No, I want to,” he explains slowly, thankful Luke is so patient when he tries to articulate complicated feelings. “There’s just… it’s because-- I don’t know how to tell you.” He sighs in defeat as he fails to tell his boyfriend how he feels, slumping down a little as he relaxes his previously stiffened muscles, collapsing into the warmth and safety of Luke’s chest. 
“You don’t have to justify it, Spencer,” Luke says earnestly, running his hands up and down Spencer’s arms gently as his face contorts with worry, a small sense of relief coming from the feeling of his boyfriend physically relaxing under his touch. He can’t help but feel a sinking pit of fear in his stomach that maybe he’s made a massive misstep, maybe Spencer isn’t as into this as he is, maybe there’s something really, really wrong.
Instead of voicing his concerns, though, he simply revels in the moment: Spencer’s head on his chest, his body flush against his own as their breathing syncs and they take in the last few moments of peace before the world switches back on and they have to part ways. 
If only he could stop his tumbling mind and enjoy it properly. 
Spencer seems mostly recovered from the awkward moment by the time they clamber into Luke’s car to drive him back home. He’s barely switched the engine on before Spencer is telling him about the technology of contactless keys and how they were invented, the dangers they present to society as well as the vulnerability they have to hacking before going on a tangent about a factory in Ireland that accidentally discovered a serious technological advancement. He’s chattering away happily in the passenger seat, and the tension Luke still holds in his shoulders dissipates as he listens to him ramble about things he cares about. 
It’s hard to focus on the road, really, when Spencer chooses to be so utterly adorable. He can’t keep his eyes off him when he’s passionately lecturing somebody about something everyone else finds insignificant or confusing and he finds endlessly fascinating. The team makes fun of him constantly for the way he stares at his boyfriend, and he’s not overly fond of the new nickname ‘moon eyes’ that he can’t seem to shake, but it won’t stop him from appreciating Spencer’s knowledge, making sure he knows Luke supports him no matter what. He knows that he gets shut down far too often, that people appreciate him for his intellect only when it’s valuable to him, and he’ll be damned if he ever makes him feel that way. 
He listens dutifully the whole drive back to Spencer’s apartment, managing to drive safely despite the distraction, and he can’t suppress the laugh at the surprised look colouring Spencer’s face once he sees they’ve arrived. He goes into a little bubble when he’s info-dumping, only coming out of it when there’s a significant change in his environment, but Luke can’t stop the fondness from spreading through his body as if it’s the first time he’s ever seen Spencer make that face. 
“We’re here,” Spencer observes, a slightly sheepish look spreading across his features. 
Luke absolutely cannot accept that so he leans across the console to press a deep and loving kiss to his lips, startling Spencer out of his embarrassment as he kisses back with just as much vigour. “You want me to walk you up?” Luke asks as he pulls away, bringing a hand to Spencer’s face to gently brush a few curls off his forehead.
“I’m good,” Spencer smiles, looking adoringly at Luke. If he was a more acrimonious man he’d be annoyed that everyone misses the matching looks Spencer sends his way, but there’s something special about them being just for him, like there’s a little bit of him he gets to keep just for himself. He’ll take that over Spencer getting teased even more any day. 
“Okay, baby.” He leans in to give him another kiss, quickly this time, before leaning up to peck his forehead, too. “You sleep well. If we’re not called in tomorrow I’ll swing by and we can do something together, how does that sound?”
“Perfect,” Spencer says softly. He puts his hand on top of Luke’s and caresses his knuckles gently, and for a second Luke is convinced he’s about to say something but he decides against it, settling on a soft smile before he’s clumsily climbing out of the car and walking towards the elevator into the building. 
The shy wave Spencer gives him just as the elevator doors close is enough to keep his heart warm through winter. 
Luke heads straight to bed as soon as he gets back home, switching off all the lights and getting ready in the bathroom before slipping between the sheets. It’s barely 11 but he’s exhausted from a busy day at work followed by the date he’d had with Spencer and he can feel the exhaustion tugging at his limbs. He’d hoped that he would be cuddled against a warm body tonight, and Spencer’s absence makes the bed feel so cold, even with Roxy warming his feet. 
Eventually, he manages to slip off to sleep, though, because he’s woken up not long after by Roxy leaping off the bed and whining at his bedroom door, startling him awake. “Roxy?” he asks, immediately on high alert. “What’s wrong, girl?” He sleepily pushes the covers off him, exposing himself to the frigid air of his apartment as he contemplates reaching for his gun when he hears it. There’s a tentative knock at the door, probably not the first, far too quiet to have woken him up if he hadn’t had Roxy. He jumps into action and pulls a t-shirt on as he walks to his front door, flicking on the lights as he goes, not wanting to trip over anything in the dark. 
It’s Spencer. He’s standing there looking nothing short of distraught as he wrings his hands nervously in front of him, that sheepish, embarrassed look Luke had been so desperate to kiss away earlier returned in full force. 
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, looking close to tears. “I just, I didn’t know where to go… usually I go to JJ’s but Henry and Michael are staying with Penelope tonight so she and Will could have a proper date night again and I didn’t want to interrupt but I didn’t want to be alone so I thought that maybe… maybe it would be okay if I came to see you, but I’m sorry if--”
“Hey,” Luke gently intercepts Spencer’s rambling with a careful hand on his waist and a step closer. “Why don’t you come in?”
It’s a bit of a shock to see his boyfriend on his doorstep only hours after he’d dropped him off, especially since he’s clearly in quite a state, a very different Spencer to the one who had kissed him deeply and waved him goodbye earlier in the evening, but Luke doesn’t want to do another thing until Spencer is happy again, feeling safe and comforted. He’s going to try damn hard to do that for him. 
“I’m sorry, Luke,” he apologises again, voice tight and anxious, eyes glassy as he follows him inside and hesitantly sits next to him on the sofa. “I should have asked before turning up here and I’m sure I woke you up. God, I’m such an idiot sometimes, I should just--”
“Spencer,” Luke says, voice a little louder to cut over Spencer’s panicked word vomit. “You are always welcome here. No matter what, okay? You don’t have to be afraid to come here, ever. I’m your boyfriend, I want to take care of you.”
“Really?” he asks, looking almost floored at Luke’s words.
“Really.” Luke promises, reaching over to gently wipe a spilled tear from Spencer’s cheekbone. “If I was upset, wouldn’t you feel the same way.”
Spencer’s eyes widen in understanding as he nods vigorously, causing Luke to smile fondly.
 “Now. What’s going on, baby? Did something happen?”
“Um,” Spencer hesitates, simultaneously not knowing how to properly voice his feelings and afraid of how Luke might react to them. Luckily, Luke knows how to be patient with Spencer, waiting quietly as he traces patterns on his forearm. “You know how earlier I said I did want to stay here but I couldn’t?”
Luke hums. “I do, yes.”
“Well, it’s because I was scared.”
Luke’s finger pauses for a short second in surprise before continuing its path, trying to convey his non-judgement. “What of, sweetheart?” he asks, praying that he wasn’t about to say him. 
“The last time I shared a bed with someone, he wasn’t nice to me,” Spencer confesses, looking into Luke’s eyes briefly, long enough only for Luke to pick up on the intense vulnerability swimming in his pupils. “I get… really bad nightmares. And my ex, the one I told you about, George?” He waits for Luke’s acknowledging nod before continuing. “He got… angry. I disturbed his sleep and he yelled a lot before breaking up with me.”
Luke nods slowly, finally understanding the situation. “And you were afraid that the same thing would happen with me?” he asks gently, not judging Spencer for his fear at all and hoping he can see that in his eyes. 
“Yeah,” he whispers, looking down at his twiddling fingers for a long moment before finally looking back at Luke, tears gathering in his eyes again. “I’m sorry, I should have trusted you.” 
“Oh, Spencer,” he soothes calmly, gathering him up into a hug and carding his fingers through Spencer’s curls in just the way he knows he likes. “You can’t control a fear like that. It’s a natural reaction to be afraid of repeating a previous experience, especially if that event was upsetting or traumatic.”
“I know,” he mutters miserably, face wedged close into Luke’s neck. “I’m still sorry.”
“It’s okay, baby,” he says. “Is that what made you come over tonight? You had a nightmare?” He feels Spencer nod and his heart breaks. His boyfriend has been silently suffering through these awful nightmares alone, all because some asshole had broken up with him for something he couldn’t control. “I’m sorry, Spence. Do you want to talk about it?”
Spencer shakes his head, as he pulls his face away from Luke’s neck. “I’ve tried that but it doesn’t work,” he frowns. “It just makes me relive it and the anxiety gets worse. It’s better if I just try and acknowledge them before moving past them.”
“Whatever works for you, baby,” Luke says. “Now, how about we get you changed into some pajamas again and you can come and stay with me tonight. I just want to be here for you, Spencer, comfort you if you have a nightmare, hold you even if you don’t. Nothing will happen if you do have one, alright? Except you being able to avoid travelling across town at 2am to seek some comfort, because I’ll be right next to you, cuddles at the ready.”
“You promise?” Spencer asks hopefully, finally seeming to relax a little. 
“I swear on my life,” Luke grins, before pressing a chaste kiss to Spencer’s lips and standing up. “Come on, let’s get ready for bed.” 
Spencer’s wearing a soft t-shirt already but Luke demands he change into one of his own, claiming he wants him to be as comfortable as possible, but they both know he just can’t get enough of Spencer in his own clothes. It feels like an extra layer of protection Luke can wrap around him, keep him safe and warm in his clothing, protect him from anything formidable, including his own mind. “It smells of you,” he smiles approvingly as soon as it’s settled over his shoulders, too loose for his smaller frame. 
“Well, baby, you’re gonna love cuddling with me in my bed then,” Luke winks. “I’m not sure anywhere else could possibly smell more like me.” He switches off the lights in the house and calls Roxy back to bed, before slipping underneath the duvet, which is much more pleasurable this time, Spencer curled up against his side as Luke wraps a comforting arm around his waist. 
He savours Spencer’s satisfied sigh as he curls up tighter, pressing as close to Luke as possible; his clingy nature is one of the things he loves most about him. There’s nothing Spencer likes more than climbing into Luke’s lap or laying across him on the sofa, holding his hand in public or pressing himself as close as possible until Luke gets the hint and wraps an arm around his waist. He loves being held, which works out well because Luke isn’t sure he likes anything more than holding him, drinking in the comfort that comes from the closeness, the inexplicable feeling that is being Spencer Reid’s boyfriend.  
“Thank you, Luke,” Spencer whispers, voice clearly showing how drained and tired he is, but he sounds relaxed and comfortable, and that’s what matters most.
“Anytime, baby,” he whispers back, smile playing over his lips as it always seems to do when he’s around Spencer. “You sleep now. You’re safe, I’ll be here.” 
“I know.” Spencer’s whisper is even quieter this time as his breaths even out and his muscles relax slightly, and Luke has never envied his boyfriend’s eidetic memory more. If he could bottle this exact moment -- Spencer slowly falling asleep on him, trusting him enough to stay no matter what happens, the warmth and comfort of the embrace -- he’d never stop playing it over, a personal paradise just for the two of them recorded in his mind forever. 
Just having this moment, though, having this memory all for himself, will do Luke just fine. 
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inkyvendingmachine · 3 years
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“Holds onto Sammy: If we still had mentally-corporeal forms, this is very much like a Scooby-Doo, ‘hangs onto Sammy ready for him to run’ situation.”
BATIM Cthulhu AU: Season 1 Episode 5
✨Call of Cthulhu Season One Masterpost ✨ 💀 Call of Cthulhu: Haunted Hijinx Masterpost 💀
Warning: This campaign is an edited version of Call of Cthulhu: The Burning Stars scenario. While a lot has been changed, there IS spoilers for it throughout these posts.
okay, i had been caught up in doing work work that I wasn’t able to get the drawings done for the last sessions until rIGHT NOW, so now I’m gonna post an update at like 2am. cause I’m excited,
MAYBE THIS WON’T BE A SUMMERY?? We will see now that everything is constantly exciting and it’s hard to like, not just blather on for this game for 8 years,
i lied it became a summery again
- We had a friendly chat with the Lurker, all the players love him, all the played characters are... wary. But, since we were cut and took the potion thingy, we can be their friend now!!!
- Except cultguyleaderman also has an amulet that forces them to be his friend too. 
- Speaking of that cult, two cult members try to sneak up on us while we’re deciding what to do next, luckily Henry was paying attention. FIGHT TIME.
- DM: You take 4 damage... Sammy: (oof) Henry: Eugnngnn, DM: ... from a sword. Everyone: FROM A SWORD?!???!? Joey: Why do they get to have a sword??! Henry, simultaneously: Why do you have a sword?!
- Henry is terrible at fighting, Sammy wants to take a whack. Henry puts on the mask so Sammy can miss as well though, but the cultists notice our hand (which is now getting all inky and black) and back off.
- Joey sees this and decides to run at them and try to touch them, since their scared and we already melted someone with our weird hand before. He manages to smack them on the face like a cat but they don’t melt, just start running away.
- Joey yells at them and then throws the axe in their direction, and I qUOTE, “He is throwing the axe, in a less ‘good battle form with throwing axe’ way and more like ‘when you’re kicking someone out of your house and throwing their shit at them.’”
- and that was an extreme success, congratulations Joey! You’ve killed your first cultist! Everyone is dead silent except for Sammy who finally speaks up and says “Good shot.”
- well the other one still ran off so we’re gonna loot the corpse real quick for info (no info, got a sword though) and get the heck out of here before more of them show up. also we uhhh might be hearing sammy off in the distance. like the inky one that talks weird.
- we scurry up behind the huts and watch amuletleadercultman guy go in one and try to listen in. sounds like he... went to bed?? cool, but uh sneaking in and yanking the amulet off him seems like a terrible idea?? there’s guards posted out front also
- instead we inspect the weird sacrifice alter monolith thingy and oH HEY UHHH THERE’S TOM, WE FOUND HIM, VERY DEAD. Sanity hit! Except for Sammy who apparently is fine, despite having the lowest sanity of us all!! (”Sammy is remorseless in the face of Tom’s death.”) buuut also we may have screamed just a little bit,
- well, now that we’ve Made A Noise, time to Breath of the Wild this shit up?? While everyone is panicking, Joey takes the sword we looted and throws it towards a weird noise in the bushes, and then as the guards come around that side of the hut, just like, scooby-doo style shimmy around the other side and sneak in?? sOMEHOW THIS WORKS??!?
Joey: [Okay, does it look like the chain is made of metal or is it like made of leather--] DM: [It’s leather.] Joey: Great, I-- Sammy: Well we have all kinds of knives. Joey: Oh, we do have knives, that’s smarter than my idea. Sammy: ?? What were you going to do?! Joey: Yank it! Henry: Yeah let’s just cut it. [That’s okay, my initial thought was just ‘ah, we will murder him in his sleep.”] Sammy: [Sammy just takes control of an arm and hands Joey a knife.]
- Joey manages to get the amulet and is immediately like sAMMY RUN SAMMY RUN SAMMY RUN. Joey might have woken up the leader guy yelling at Sammy to run while the other two were deliberating whether to Run or Sneak. sO RUNNING IT IS.
- Sammy hightails it into the Jungle and through a series of trading off who is doing what, we manage to loose the cultists and hide under a tree. (Also inky!sammy might have chased off the cultists for us, or killed them? unclear.) After things calm down, we decide to try and get back to the clearing, cause we want to see if we can find ‘the host’ which is probably Joey. Of course things are on high alert now... but also, we have the amulet. Hey Lurker ol buddy ol pal, would you like to assist us on this endeavor and make a distraction?  “I thought you’d never ask.”
- The Lurker takes creative license with ‘Distracting’ as we sneak back into the huts, wearing the mask as to not exactly see anything that the Lurker might be doing that’s creating a lot of terrible screams and visceral noises. Nope, not thinking about that. Just enjoying going into Huts.
- Manage to find Joey’s body!! It sure is the host and also like half inky goopy now!! Sanity hit! eXCEPT FOR SAMMY WHO IS APPARENTLY FINE, DESPITE HAVING THE LOWEST SANITY OF US ALL?! tHANKS SAMMY, (joey takes more of a sanity hit from this than seeing his weird body . joke)
- Okay, so, there sure is a lot of things telling us to stab the eye. But also there sure is a lot of things telling us don’t stab the eye and eSPECIALLY DO NOT STAB JOEY. Joey wants to... touch?? the eye?? just one of them, the other is goopy and black and weird.
- Henry is worried, Sammy thinks he should do it, so well... yeah, he does, and oh!! Here’s all his memories! NEAT. And uh, now we’re in a like, BATIM the game YOU DIED tunnel. less neat. also Joey is leaking all over the tunnel.
- Henry and Joey go back and forth panicking and trying to figure out To Stab Or Not To Stab, eventually Henry just punches the eye instead?!?! tHAT SOMEHOW SEEMS TO WORK, but now all the black goop on Joey has gone into henry’s arm, which is... extremely not good now. ... WELL TIME TO GO TO THE END OF THE TUNNEL?!?
- Everything goes bright, we don’t know where we are, but we hear Sammy mocking Joey and Joey brushing it off, and uhh it’s not coming from the Ghosts tm. Turns out, Joey and Sammy are standing in front of Henry and he has just enough time to save them from the Lurker, which is apparently what killed Sammy in the first place, at least. Since Henry still has the weird arm, the Lurker sees us as an ally and wanders off, and we sit there, all three of us, in Henry, surrounded by extras of... two of us.
- From here there’s a whole lot of arguing and point figures and trying to explain everything that’s gone on so far. (Shazz and I get to play double angry bois!!) The living, past versions of Sammy and Joey confirm that it’s the 27th (we were like, on the 1st I think,) and also think Henry should maybe lay down for a bit?? 
- NOPE can’t do that, but maybe that dead doctor dude is still alive, and we can ask him directly what the frig he was hiding from us that he wrote in his journal, Sammy and Joey (alive) really think we shouldn’t be going out, but Sammy(ghost) is all UR NOT MY PARENTS, and has Henry leave.
- Joey (alive) hesitates, then grabs Sammy (alive) and drags him along, we’re not leaving weird Henry alone.
- There’s some moments as Henry and Joey slowly realize that they’re standing next to living versions of their friends. Henry leans on Joey in the car, alive!Joey has no idea what’s happening but is gay and also wants to comfort his friend. Later Joey realizes the same when he see’s alive Sammy all tense and somewhat panicked about sURPRISE MAGIC IS REAL. He tries to comfort him, but ends up upsetting himself because he can’t stop thinking about the Sammy he’s sharing a headspace with.
- Sammy is extremely confused. Both of them. But... also relaxes a bit more.
- We do indeed talk to the doctor researcher dude who is very interested in our predicament, and has some theories on what we can do. But first we wanna go see the lady with the potion making stuff and get that potion in case we need it again. also she seemed to know the most of what’s going on out of anyone we’ve talked to. 
- by the way doctor dude, cultists might be following us and uhh def kill you in 1-5 days soooo maybe you wanna go hang out in a hotel room for tonight. and then skip town. yeah.
–-> Episode 6
✨Call of Cthulhu Season One Masterpost ✨ 💀 Call of Cthulhu: Haunted Hijinx Masterpost 💀
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Sleepy rides(todobakudeku x reader)
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Still feeling crappy, so I need some random fluf before I cry myself to sleep again
Honestly I need to stop being such a whiny bitch but that's besides the point
This story contains: angst in the begining..kinda, soft vibes, wholesomeness, reader is kinda ditzy and a little bit of a kuudere
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As the bus was nearing it's last stop you picked your head up not even realizing that you had fallen asleep, you checked your phone and it was 2am. You were supposed to go to your boyfriends' house hours ago but you must have fallen asleep
Your ohone was blown up with messages, missed calls and whatnot. As you stepped off the bus you felt coldness, the snow crunched under your boots as you looked around in confusion. It was truly the middle of nowhere, your onlu option was to walk so you started to walk down the road hoping to maybe make your way back to town
The snow was really coming down and your light jacket wasn't helping, you could feel your body getting weak as the coldness was making you sick.
Suddenly your phone rang and you looked down seeing it was todoroki, when you answered you heard various gasps and panicked noises from the phone.
"sweetheart, are you alright? We've been trying to call you all for hours"
"where the fuck are you?!"
"if you didn't want to hand out could could have said so [y/n]"
Your eyes drooped as you sent the boys your location before a sleepy hum escaped you
"I fell asleep on the bus again, I don't know where exactly I am...it's so cold"
That was enough to cause immense panic within the three boys, you had a habit of falling asleep in random places and they warned you go dangerous it was
"how the fuck did you end up all the way over there! Did you sleep through the entire ride?! Dumbass! I'm coming to get you so stay there"
"I don't feel so well.."
Your body grew heavy as you fell to the ground your body completely giving out and you passed out right there in the snow
"[y/n]?! [Y/n]?! Fuck something's wrong-"
When you started to come to you felt hot, far too hot. You were panting heavily and felt a wet rag pressed against your forehead
The three boys were crowding you and izuku was the first to notice that you were awake, he perked up and a worried expression crossed his face
"are you okay? You have a fever! Oh I knew it was a bad idea having you go on the bus yourself"
"it truly was a poor choice"
"you idiots! All of you are dumbasses!"
Todoroki climbed into bed with you pressing his cool side against you to help with your fever
"you're so warm..not. Good"
You tried to sit up and only felt yourself being pushed down roughly by bakugo who laid opposite side of todoroki next to you
"don't even think about it dumbass"
"but tonight was supposed to be a date"
"forget about it [y/n], let us take care of you"
Izuku smiled at you as he spoke now leaning down pressing a soft kiss onto your cheek, his eyes widened at the sight of a sad expression
"what's wrong? Do you need something?"
"I ruined our date by being reckless, I'm sorry"
You felt a small kiss onto your cheek now glancing over at todoroki who gave you the said affection.
"stop it, you're blaming yourself again. Its not your fault. Just hush and relax"
"yeah what icy-hot said we are your boyfriends so being with you no matter what is fine.. idiot"
"yeah we can watch movies and cuddle"
With that you four watched movies a soft happy hum escaping you as you started to fall asleep, as the snow was coming down you could only be thankful for the ones you love
Sure you didn't go on a fancy date like planned but at least you were safe and well that's all the boys wanted.
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sixtyeightdays · 4 years
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Apologies don’t change anything
helloo so i did this today bc i probably would’ve procrastinated if i left this for tmr but i really wanted to write this bc i love the idea of it alot so yes here goes (yes i ended up writing half then procrastinating again but its done now so yay)
also the idea of this goes to this post by @flufflepuffle296 
⚠️TW: Mentions of murder
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Marinette stared blankly at the airport she had just reached. Her class had gone on a trip to New York City, where Lila had oh-so-humbly bragged about all the famous people she knew here.
Lila had gotten Max to tamper with her alarm, setting it to go off a few hours late, at 5.30am instead of the 2am alarm she’d set it to, especially since their flight was at 6 in the morning. 
Marinette had gotten to her hotel room late because everyone hadn’t bothered to get their own luggage to the car, and Marinette was reprimanded for not ‘helping her classmates bring their bags on to the bus’, especially because of Lila’s ‘sprained wrist’. 
She had then been forced to carry all 30 luggages and carry-ons onto the bus by herself. Thankfully, the bus driver, who was staying at the same hotel as them for convenience had noticed her trouble when she’d tripped while carrying Lila’s huge baggage.
Lila had convinced the rest of the class not to bring suitcases that could be wheeled for no good reason, and everyone had brought large duffel bags, apart from Adrien, to which Marinette was very grateful for, even if the blonde boy was still bending to Lila’s whims.
Marinette had never appreciated lifting flour bags in the bakery more.
It had taken over two hours to get al the bags on the bus, especially since her class was stupid enough, or maybe they did it on purpose, and forgot stuff in their room, which they would then come down carrying, and forcing Marinette to unpack all the bags she’d piled on top of one another so they could put their item inside.
Marinette almost screamed when Max came down for the eighth time, carrying a stupid battery that could’ve easily fit into his pocket or Markov’s tail compartment.
Marinette was no exception and her stuff was on the plane, which was now on its way back to Paris-- without her.
She probably would’ve been more mad if she’d hadn’t seen it coming, and prepared a small backpack with her, with her phone, wallet, the binder she used to plan the class trip, a bag of cookies for Tikki, the box of power-up macarons, a jar of sugarcubes for Kaalki, and a spare change of clothes.
Tikki and Kaalki were safely hidden within the pouch Marinette had at her hip, which she was eternally grateful for. The Miracle Box was hidden in Ladybug’s yoyo, which was convenient for the girl so people wouldn’t steal it.
She let out a small groan in frustration until a hand gripped her shoulder. Panicking slightly, Marinette reared back her fist and clocked her attacker in the nose.
He yelped and staggered back as the lady with him looked slightly shocked. The lady faced Marinette, who was still on the defensive, but relaxed slightly when in the scuffle, the man’s badge fell out of his pocket, showing the golden unmistakable symbol of the NYPD.
‘Oh my gods, I am so sorry!’ Marinette helped the man up blushing slightly and panicking because she’d just punched a police officer in the face.
Marinette was very grateful she spoke fluent English.
He just groaned and with the help of Marinette and the lady, he stood up, clutching his bruised nose.
She introduced herself as Nette, because even if he was the police, she didn’t really want to give her name out to someone she punched in the face. You know, so she could run away, maybe Jagged would let her stay at his old apartment in Gotham--
She snapped out of her stupor as the lady tapped her on the shoulder cautiously and introduced herself as Amy Santiago and the man Jake Peralta.
‘What are you doing here, all by yourself? You can’t be more than 16.’
Frowning, Nette evaded the topic slightly and said she was here on a class trip, but she missed her flight back. The police officer looked disapproving until she noticed the binder peeking out of Marinette’s bag.
Her expression gave way to a happy delight as she plucked the binder out of her bag, gushing about how neat it was, how she used the correct fonts to emphasise everything, and she squealed when she saw the itinerary inside of it.
‘I am so sorry for her, she’s a bit of a nerd and she loves binders.’ Jake waved his hand side to side, making a tsk sound. Marinette could tell they were either dating or married, from the way he looked at her.
‘Why don’t you come with us to the police station? It’s about a 5 minute drive away, and we’re heading back anyway. We just had to drop my sister off.’ He explained, and Amy winced at the mentioned of Jake’s sister.
Huh, wonder why.
Marinette, still slightly wary but followed the couple to their car. He was a legitimate officer, and besides it wasn’t like she had anything to lose.
She clambered into the backseat and Tikki nudged her from the purse, a small show of support and a way of saying “i’m here for you”. She pressed her hand against the purse in response, listening to the somehow comforting banter between Jake and Amy.
When they arrived at the precinct, Marinette fidgeted in the lift, slightly nervous. Paris’ police department wasn’t the most friendly, and she was not welcomed there, since apparently Sabrina had complained to her father about Marinette.
When the lift doors opened with a small ding, Marinette clutched the string of her purse tightly, led around by Amy’s comforting hand o her shoulder. As she sat down in the seat Amy asked her to, facing Amy and away from the pigsty that was Jake’s desk holy shit were those rats?
Marinette placed her bag on the ground, making sure to keep it away from Jake’s crumbs.
She looked around her, taking in her surroundings before facing Amy who had a clipboard in hand, ready to write down her statement or Mlle. Bustier’s number she didn’t know.
She looked past Amy and her eyes widened when she noticed a familiar someone in the office behind Amy. She gasped, and somehow he winced totally not hearing it from a bug in Peralta’s desk and looked up.
His eyes widened and he strode out of the office, the door opening with a small bang which made Marinette raise her eyebrow.
Amy looked confused and turned around but shot to her feet when the captain stood behind her. He was not paying attention to his detective at all, staring at Marinette like he was seeing a ghost.
‘Uh, Captain? You look like your favorite detective just died, which he didn’t I’m right here, what’s up with the look?’
He ignored Peralta and started speaking in french, which Mari reciprocated.
‘Marinette? Is that you?’
‘Yep. Your detectives picked me up at the airport when I missed my plane back to Paris.’
‘I’m going to call Kevin.’
He switched back to English, looking to Jake and a rather dumpy looking man. ‘Boyle, do you remember when I told you I shared a croque monsieur with Kevin in France? And I made one for Kevin?’
The dumpy man, Boyle, nodded.
‘Guess who gave me the recipe?’ Raymond Holt smirked, pressing send on his phone. Marinette could make out a ‘Dear Kevin, Marinette is at the precinct. Sincerely, Raymond Holt.’
Dumpy man looked slightly awestruck.
She looked at him and deadpanned. ‘Still type like an old man?’
He smirked back, much to the dumpy man, Jake and Amy’s shock. ‘Still after model boy, Marinette Agreste?’
Marinette winced. ‘Consider me divorced.’
Holt looked slightly concerned. When he had gone to Paris with Kevin maybe a year or so back, the bluenette had blushed over the blonde model Adrien Agreste, her wishing that she’d have a relationship with the boy as successful as Raymond and Kevin’s.
The elevator dinged once more before he could question the girl that was so much like a daughter to him. Marinette noticed that two more people, a woman in all black that had a dagger in her boot and a katana strapped to her leg in a discreet way --badass, she noted-- and a buff man in suspenders that made Marinette want to gouge her eyes out.
Before she could rip into him, she was attacked by a blur of plaid and ginger. It was Kevin! The girl hugged the man fiercely and him likewise.
She socked him in the stomach as soon as he let go. 
‘That’s for not telling me you were leaving Paris.’ She glared at the man as he doubled over.
Badass lady smirked and whispered to Buff Suspenders. ‘I like her.’ Not that Mari couldn’t hear of course.
‘Thank you, Badass Lady.’ The lady in question looked mildly flattered. ‘My name’s Rosa, pinky.’
‘My name’s Nette!’ She chirped, the badass aura lessening slightly. ‘I like your dagger! Can you teach me how to throw one?’
Amy looked rather puzzled. There was no visible weapon on Rosa. ‘What--’
Rosa was staring at the bluenette with shock and newfound respect. Rosa reached into her boot and drew out her dagger, and it glinted in the light.
‘How’d you know it was there?’ The dagger was small enough so that while it fit snugly in her palm, the blade was still long and sharp enough to cause bodily damage. It was small enough so that it couldn’t be seen petruding out from her boot.
Marinette just smiled and shrugged, wiggling her fingers.
‘Magic.’ 
Marinette eyed Rosa’s pant leg that held her katana.
 Rosa looked very impressed by the petite girl.
Suddenly, a groan came from behind them, and whipping around, Marinette could see two men, foodies probably, gorging themselves on Tikki’s cookies.
‘Woah woah woah, my cookies are off limits!’ One of them, the shorter one, scoffed. 
‘Like you can finish this much food anyway.’ Marinette raised an eyebrow and the other man glared at the bluenette, and the two men waddled over to a room. 
Marinette followed and when she entered, she could see different types of chips, cookies, cakes laid out on the table. Jake let out a low whistle.
The two men were already seated there, napkins tied around their necks as a sure sign that they were going to eat.
Mari plopped herself on the chair opposite them and the taller man, looked at Marinette disbelievingly. No way that tiny girl could eat more than him and Hitchcock.
She took it as a silent challenge and waited a few seconds before starting to eat. The squad looked shocked at the fact that not only was the girl not vomiting from eating so fast, she was keeping up with Hitchcock and Scully.
The two had evidently noticed this as well, and shovelled more food in their mouth, causing cream and icing to drip everywhere. Their napkins, clothes and the chair.
But Marinette was still eating calmly, although her jaw was working at a furious pace. However, not one thing spilled anywhere which made Dumpy Man and Buff Suspenders look thankful, muttering something about a Marge.
But by the end of the race, contest, whatever, it was evident that it was a tie. While Hitchcock and Scully had eaten more food, Marinette had not made any messes at all. Plus, Marinette was only one person, while Hitchcock and Scully were two.
Needless to say, by the end of the day everyone had grown fond of the girl who could kick everyone’s asses and still look like a ball of sunshine.
She had ripped into Buff’s stupid suspenders, and he had been insulted until Marinette used the old sewing machine in Holt’s office that he had marched into the break room because he knew firsthand how amazing Marinette was at designing (Kevin had also been on the receiving end of her fashion administrations and it was not pleasant, although the end product was)
She fixed Terry’s suspenders, making the colors match for kwamis’ sake, and he had been very proud and paraded around the whole of the precinct.
Gina, who had just come back from the bathroom where she was totally not watching monkeys walk into an invisible wall had noticed Terry’s new suspenders and walked to the break room, and looking at the bluenette sew, fixing Charles’ tie because “yellow does not go with light orange what the hell were you thinking, dumpy”.
Gina asked Marinette if she wanted to be a fashion designer, because she definitely had the talent, and Mari smiled, saying that she was already one, but she went under an anonymous alias.
‘Ooh, we do love a good mystery. What’s your alias? Maybe I’ll commission a piece from you, I’ve been telling Charles to burn that horrible yellow tie for ages.’
‘My brand’s called MDC.’ 
She said this with the most innocent face she could as everyone around her freaked out that this barely 16 year old girl was one of the most up and rising designers, beating Gabriel Agreste in sales.
Even Jake knew who MDC was, but that was mostly because MDC was Jagged Stone’s personal designer. (He did freak out when Gina told him that MDC designed Jagged’s album covers from Rock Giant onwards)
Gina spent half an hour coaching Marinette on how to strut down the runway “like Catwoman slinking off into the night like the sexy queen she is”. Turns out, Marinette was a natural. (‘You need to work on that blushing though.’)
Eventually night fell and Marinette didn’t have anywhere to stay. Everyone offered their homes, even Rosa. 
She eventually decided to go with Terry because why not, and she also wanted to fix the rest of his suspenders and maybe make him a suit that wouldn’t tear when he moved.
Turns out, Sharon took to Mari immediately, Cagney and Lace even more so. Marinette had loads of experience babysitting, she babysitted terrors on a weekly basis, ahem Manon, Ella, Etta, Chris, and so Cagney and Lacey were bascially nothing.
She loved the two and they loved her too, saying that “Mimi” was definitely the best babysitter they’d had, and Sharon and Terry agreed after seeing how easily the three got along. Marinette knew what made them tick, what made them tired and what made them happy, and nothing got past her.
When Lacey tried to steal cookies, Marinette was there, booping the girl on the nose and handing her one and telling her that she would’ve given them one if they had asked, but since they didn’t, only one cookie for the night.
That had the two of them sharp at attention and they went to sleep without a fuss for once, Sharon and Terry cried at the peaceful silence they hadn’t had in almost a decade.
Rosa taught Marinette to throw knives, which was kind of the same as a yoyo, just with more force necessary and a different angle of throwing. Marinette, using her cool guardian voodoo, summoned an undetectable dagger, that couldn’t be detected by metal detectors.
‘Why do you have this?’
‘...Why not?’
‘...Fair enough.’
Dumpy Man, also known as Charles, had taken to Marinette almost immediately, firstly because of the brilliant croque monsieur, and secondly because of the amazing paella recipe she shared with him.
Nikolaj had declared Marinette his ‘big sister Arin’ after trying one mouth of the paella and saw the girl talk back to his dad. Genevieve loved Marinette, who had made her a new scarf as soon as she noticed the drabby scarf that she was wearing.
Amy loved that Mari could keep up with her puzzles and riddles. The bluenette was amazingly clever and even gave Amy ideas on making a new binder. Jake loved that the girl was the MDC and even more so when he saw how well Amy and Mari got along. 
Jake, Amy, Kevin and Holt got into a fight on who should have custody of Mari while she was here. (She ended up alternating the days she stayed with everyone in the squad.)
Marinette had ended up bonding with Hitchcock and Scully the most, forcing the two to clean their desks, goddamnit, and Hitchcock happened to be a big fan of Clara Nightingale, who was one of Mari’s closest friends and clients. 
The fact that Scully spoke French, Hitchcock loved French pastries and Marinette living in a bakery helped matter loads too.
Eventually, the fact that Marinette was Ladybug became the squad’s most closely guarded secret. She’d gotten caught because Holt was a nosy parent and decided to pry into Marinette’s purse and conveniently found a cookie nibbling Tikki and a haughty looking Kaalki. 
Jake had fangirled big time when Ladybug, looking rather grumpy, swung in and smacked the baddie on the head with her yoyo, hard enough that he’d go unconscious. Turns out, Ladybug was a very popular figure in New York.
After about a week in New York, Mari finally had to leave for Paris again. She was dreading it because of what lies Lila probably spun into making everything Mari’s fault, which made the girl dissolve into a small panic attack, and Rosa, Terry, Kevin, Amy, Jake and Gina wanted to commit cold blooded murder to the people that made this girl as sad as she was when she deserved the whole world. 
Holt was very tempted to let them.
The squad and Kevin took a week of leave and followed Mari back to Paris, escorting her all the way to her classroom. Mr. Damocles had tried to stop them but a glare from Rosa and the sight of Terry’s muscles made him squeak and back away.
They could all hear the false tales pouring out of Lila’s mouth as soon as they reached the outside of the classroom.
‘Mlle. Bustier, surely Marinette will be punished for skiving off school and playing truant?’
They could hear Mlle. Bustier’s voice dripping with disappointment. ‘Rest assured, Lila, she will be punished accordingly.’
This made Amy extremely mad, hearing them talk so crudely about the girl she cared for very much, and she slammed the door open. The class jumped at the sound of the door hitting the wall, and Mlle. Bustier winced when Holt’s deadly glare looked her straight in the face.
It was then that the class noticed Marinette, who was feeling afraid and hiding behind Charles and Jake. 
Max shot up to his feet when his eyes landed on Kevin. That was the Kevin Cozner, one of the most famous and respected teachers known to all of humanity.
Said Kevin had both hands on Marinette’s shoulders, pinning Max with a stare that made the boy’s feet turn stiff and he sat back down.
Murmurs and yells broke out in the classroom and Mlle. Bustier internally sighed at the trouble Marinette was causing. Really, if the girl didn’t skip school and cause a dramatic entrance, she would have been going through the lesson and maybe even getting a promotion, considering Kevin Cozner was here.
She mentally groaned and composed herself, wrenching Marinette out of Kevin’s grip and dragging her to the front of the classroom, where she proceeded to berate the girl loudly for skipping school for a week and causing an unnecessary scene in school.
Instead of looking frustrated or upset and cowing like the teacher though Marinette would be, Marinette only smiled coolly at the teacher. Amy strode forwards, plopping a stack of papers in the hands of the teacher before turning to Marinette and checking her arm, which now had purple bruises standing out in contrast to her pale skin.
Charles looked furious, and when Mlle. Bustier spluttered upon looking at the papers, which in bold, had the words ‘Sued’ on them, he took great pleasure in saying loudly, “You just got served, Caline Bustier.”
She opened her mouth to protest, but then seemed to remember her students’ presences, and those students were currently looking at the exchange between the foreigners and their teacher with rapt attention.
Mlle. Bustier smiled nervously and raised her hands as if to placate the squad and change their minds about suing her.
‘Let’s talk in the corridor. More privacy.’ She explained, striding to the door. She stopped adruptly a dagger was pressed to the teacher’s throat.
She gulped and went slightly crosseyed looking down at the dagger before saying that the children shouldn’t see this and repeating that they should go out in the corridor to talk.
Suddenly, a voice spoke up from the room. It was Sabrina, looking confident and proud and very unlike the meek and timid student who constantly answered to Chloe’s every whim.
‘You didn’t give Marinette that liberty.’
Chloe didn’t look surprised when Sabrina stood up, looking up at the girl proudly. She then stood up and put in a word.
‘You just dragged Marinette to the front of the classroom and tried to scold her when you were the one who listened to Lie-la and didn’t bother to do a headcount before leaving the hotel, hell, before boarding the plane.’
‘You left her in New York City,’ chimed Sabrina, leering at the teacher, who shrunk back into herself.
‘Who do you think paid for her ticket back?’ Chloe smirked.
‘Goodbye, Caline Bustier.’ They spoke in unison.
Mlle. Bustier paled. Gina looked like she wanted to run away with Chloe and Sabrina, and Marinette looked to the two gratefully, the former giving the girl a nod while the other smiled broadly.
Amy spoke again, grinning manically at the redheaded teacher, reciting everything that she’d done wrong in her years as a teacher, whether it be when she was teaching old students from almost a decade ago, or now, when she was teaching Marinette’s class.
“Yes, Rosa, I learnt French specifically for this. I took a seminar, called The French Way to Reprimand A Crap-sack.”
Mlle. Bustier dug herself an even deeper hole as she frantically tried to pile the blame on Marinette, who was pressing the bruises on her arm with morbid fascination.
Gina leaned towards Caline, her breath hot against the teacher’s ear as she drawled in a rather threatening voice. “I know every little secret you have. It’d be best if you’d just mosey on out.”
Bustier shook her head even more, doubting Gina, who took great pleasure in calling out Mlle. Bustier’s shortcomings and dirty little secrets that she’d tried so desperately to bury.
“Caline Bustier. You had a student named Bridgette Jaeng a few years back. She died. Her death was written off as a accident, when that really wasn’t the case, was it.”
Her voice, although rather soft, echoed loudly in the room, ringing in the ears of Marinette’s classmates who turned to look at their teacher with horrified expressions on their faces.
“No! She--” Gina continued as if Mlle. Bustier hadn’t said anything at all.
“She fell down the stairs.” Gina made air quotes when she said fell. “She was pushed down the stairs by her bullies. She broke her neck on impact, and Bustier?” She laughed wryly.
“She saw the whole thing, but didn’t do anything to stop her students. She even went so far as to turn the security cameras off.” 
Caline was growing increasingly pale but didn’t say anything for fear of making it worse.
“You bribed the principal of this school to hire you.” Gina’s voice, quiet and deadly cut through the tension in the room, and as if a dam broke, all hell broke loose and chaos was ensued.
Gina spoke up again, effectively making the class quiet down.
“You told Marinette to be the ‘best Marinette she could be’. You told her to not do anything when Lila and he posse bullied her. You turned off the cameras again when Lila walked down the stairs and sat there, bawling and lying about how Marinette pushed her down the stairs.” Gina’s voice came out in a hiss.
“You didn’t tell them how Marinette was expelled, huh. It was because Lila framed her for stealing a necklace that was found in her locker. But none of the students here are allowed to use locks for some stupid reason.’
The evidence was overwhelming. The contrast of the yelling from minutes ago was now replaced with a deadly silence as they mulled over Gina’s words.
Officer Raincomprix had shown up and arrested Caline a few minutes later, courtesy of Sabrina. 
As Caline Bustier was dragged out of the room, she yelled on last time. “What gives you the right to arrest me? I was only looking out for my students!”
Holt smirked smugly, and everyone in the squad, bar Gina and Kevin, held up their badges, with the very unmistakable logo of the NYPD. 
Caline was forcefully dragged away, shocked. And as she sat in the solitary confinement of her prison cell almost a month later, thinking about what she’d done, there was a knock on the door. The one person Caline thought she’d never see again stood in the doorway, the bars being the only separator between the ex teacher and her ex student.
Caline didn’t trust herself to speak, only staring at the girl. 
Marinette stood there, patiently waiting for her to speak.
When she did, the only thing that came out of her mouth was, “I’m sorry.”
Marinette smiled. Not a pitying one, not a smug one, no. It was a sad smile.
“Apologies don’t change anything.” Marinette told her old teacher. “I can’t speak for Bridgette, but for what it’s worth, I forgive you.”
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i didnt reread this bc i dont like reading my own works they make me cringe so if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes im sorry oops
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