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2023 the year i draw more things than just pikachu....
#and also not spend [redacted number]+ on gacha....#i dont have a problem ha ha.....#so many ideas r floating in my head that i want to draw but just cant start....#(... partly because of the gacha addiction..... oops)#i will learn to have self control#theres just so many things i wanna draw and they look sooo good in my head#part of my resolution is to also make more fanart#like how i was in my haniwa/omori brain ROT phases#which i still am in just less#more fanart of the things i like!!! creating things for my enjoyment!! (that can possibly turned into more merch because man i love seeing#people admiring my merch it gives me the confidence boost i need)#so i guess stuff to look forward to from me in 2023 hopefully:#more omori#more haniwa#....enstars haha#various anime and manga i enjoy#more pokemon (not pikachu)#ORIGINAL STUFF!!!#i need to draw my ocs more...#who wants to hear about them theyre my beloveds i miss them#bean talks
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Whenever people who are entrenched in diet culture talk about how terrible chemicals are, I just want to whip out this:
#diet culture#diet culture tw#described images#image description in alt#'it's got CHEMICALS in it' and so do you! and me too! IT'S ALL CHEMICALS ALL THE WAY DOWN#instead of running from this world we must learn to embrace it#i'm not particularly angry at people who say this because it makes me think that they're incredibly invested in diet culture...#...i just don't want the whole 'food = bad' or 'bodies = bad' to go unchallenged...#...part of the reason why diet culture seems just as prevalent now (if not moreso) is partially because it isn't really...#...challenged or questioned without provocation. it's just assumed to be correct because it makes you 'feel in control'#when chemicals are bad you can control what chemicals you consume. it's individualistic and places the blame onto you for 'being good'#it places responsibility onto the person in such a way that it becomes impossible to fulfill#it isn't that i'm upset that people want to treat their bodies in a way they think is responsible...#...moreso that the *way* they go about it ensures that they're stuck in a cycle of self-blame and even self-hatred#because the METHOD is ineffective. not the desire to treat your body well#also the state of ohio looks stupid and i do Not respect it#it looks like a ball that is simultaneously deflated and over-inflated#also their state flag looks silly to me#it looks like the person who was making it fell asleep making it#i'm just clowning on ohio at this point. have never been to ohio but. are you guys okay
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Let me make this very clear:
When it comes to Hellenic Polytheism, there is no human religious authority, especially not one that stands before or speaks for the gods.
It does not matter what someone tells you. It does not matter if they claim to be a priestess/priest of X deity or a messenger for Y deity. It does not matter what their supposed past life was like. It does not matter if they claim to be the literal fucking Oracle of Apollo.
No one has the right to tell you how to worship the gods. No one has the right to assert their authority over your religion.
And most of all, remember that people can and do lie.
#helpol#hellenic polytheism#hellenic pagan#deity worship#hellenic worship#deity work#tagging this with non-helpol tags because i feel this is a message even the wider pagan community needs to hear#the amount of people I've met who pose as some religious authority is genuinely disgusting#many of these people claimed these things in order to control others in some way#i think that's honestly fucking revolting#as a disclaimer: if you have it in your own practice that you are a “priestess/priest” that's fine#but do no attempt to assert some sort of self-given authority over others#because at the end of day your experience is just that: YOUR experience#do not force others to conform to YOUR experience; they have their OWN experience to learn from#paganblr#polytheism#paganism#pagan#reminder
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Danse and Hancock work only after blind betrayal because it’s the equivalent of the one closeted person you kinda pity getting kicked out after being outted and you and your like 7 other faggot friends take them in and help them do a 180 on their outlook on life and personal style and get them to weed (possibly grape mentats in this case).
#Danse forced to live in the state house cause like Hancock really does fuck all all day and has the space for him#and it’s just being like Danse I’ll learn brotherhood knowledge if you trip on these ne mentats with me once#and then Danse immediately regrets it cause they talked for hours and he felt out of it but he liked not remembering hating his life#this is both a good and bad scenario cause all jokes aside someone as rigid as Danse would have#issues with self control especially after BB because he has no one telling him what to do and not to do#like he’s an adult and can decide for himself but it’s like a parent that refuses to give their kid sugar and now as an adult the kid eats#only junk cause it’s like I can do what I felt I couldn’t before and not knowing when to stop#he’d feel guilt when doing it but the thought ‘I’m not in the brotherhood anymore so fuck it’ would be in his mind a lot#cause I don’t think the others would realize a BOS solider might not be acclimated culturally to wastelander lifestyles and just let him go#wild cause it’s normal for them but yeah Danse would have way too many curiosity and sorrow killed the cat moments#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#john hancock#hancock fo4#paladin danse#am I talking about them romantically or platonically you can take ur pick
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There should be a fic where artificer reaches the outer expanse colony after killing scav chief and heals there. Opens up very slowly and reveals their past even slower. Starts looking after the OE pups. Confronts their past in healthy ways.
And I would 100% write this myself if I wasn't in the middle of the enot dating sim saga !!! AAAA
#rain world downpour#Not PROMISING that i won't write it btw#because i have famously poor self control when it comes to managing my workload#being able to create and to learn are the nicest things in my life#it takes immense self control for me to NOT see projects throgh
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My Rotbtd project just keeps growing larger in overall size (now it's like +50gb), so I finally got myself a bigger usb memory stick (250gb) to store the whole thing in one place😂 If even this one runs out of space, I'm completely unhinged and need to re-think my life!
#random ramblings#maskings take away at least half the space lmao#if i run out of space again i have to seclude myself to a mountain until i've learned self-control
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Akito Headcanon #3
akito gets similar bursts of extreme anger to ena. ena lashes out at others, often physically when she angry. since akito would be on the receiving end of these attacks, he decided he wouldn’t attack others like ena.
in order to keep from hurting others, akito bottles up his anger until he gets a chance to run off on his own to vent. because the urge to attack something is still there, akito channels it into something physical.
on good days, this just comes out in the form of exercising. he uses his morning runs to get out any frustration that’s building up so he doesn’t have the urge to take it out on others later.
on bad days, or when his emotions get too strong too quickly, he tries to find something to hit without breaking it. sometimes this means he hurts his hands. when he was having a tough time on vivid street in junior high, he’d duck into an alley and punch the walls. he has some scarring on his knuckles due to this.
it’s also why he punched toya during their fight in the main story. he regrets it a lot and it weighs on him heavily, because he never wanted to attack someone like ena did to him, much less toya, his partner and best friend. he just hasnt learned the skills to keep his cool yet.
#akito shinonome#pjsk#project sekai#i want to be very clear this is not ena hate#i love both shinonomes and their relationship very much#but i also like exploring the consequences canon would have on characters#both akito and ena learn to control their anger better over time#they’re kids. that’s part of growing up#also…#angst#self harm#tw self harm#i know that’s it’s not the traditional sense but that is what akito is doing#look what you did shinodad. you fucked up some perfectly good kids. look at them. they have anger issues.#actually i do headcanon the extreme anger comes from them both having add/adhd#it’s not an official symptom but it’s common with the trouble regulating shit#akito posting
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🌊🦦 Summer Beach Time 🦦🌊
soooo i made comments in the tags of another piece i made about how i want to go to the beach (or a lake tbh, he's a lake guy) with him, and watch him get the zoomies in the water and just. walk around and make the 🥺 face at me when i'm sitting at the edge of the water and he wants to be close.
(i'm obsessed with this pair of dino pattern trunks... ren core...)
#i got too perfectionist w this one but i'm Calling it. i need to move on to another piece#and take what i learned here to make something better. yknow how it is. :/ VERY glad i'm starting to FINALLY FOR REAL#nail down his body shape now hehe. still p average build w a paunch and tatas. but also a good amt of muscle in the legs#bc he does SOOOO much walking as both a doc and in retail + in retail he has to lift and carry a lot of things so r!ren's arms#have more tone and he's hiding some muscle strength in his core. doc! and v!ren would have more core muscle strength#but he's a bit of a recluse when he isn't window shopping + finding a place to swim the way he used to when younger is. tough. ;;#(i'm not gonna totally redo the pic but i might post a version fully without the shirt for another blog :3c)#(btw would anyone be interested in timelapse vids? i've wanted to do some but i want to know if it's worth learning editing software lol)#📌 [ my posts. ]#🎨 [ 046 art. ]#046 art#✨ [ oc lore. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#🧃 [ who is in control. ]#🦦 [ can't escape it. ]#🐸 [ look ahead. ]#selfship#self ship#selfshipping#self shipping#bare chest -
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She's been there for far more you would want to know
she has been there for a while now...
#art style consistency? nah.#my art#crust#outerfell sans#negativetale sans#btw i seriously have no idea what im doing#i was about to color this but i resisted. gotta learn some self-control amirite? lol#and sorry if this is a bit underwhelming 😅#i'll learn how to use these comic panels one day! /silly
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I will never get over this trope on Akechi's TV tropes page. the fuck are you talking about Akechi's "well-adjusted." did this person finish the game
#sera posts#legit this plays in my mind constantly whenever im thinking about unhinged he is#sarcastic voice 'he's remarkably well-adjusted'#i read his entire TV tropes page when I first got obsessed with him. before I'd even finished third sem (I didn't click spoilers)#(.....sometimes) (I have terrible self control)#this is how I learned about adachi's deal in p4 before playing the game smh#what can I say Akechi makes me insane#sera talks goro
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you know 99% of the time i get nice, totally reasonable, polite, and frequently kind asks on bearotonin. but every now and then i get some asks that just make me wanna reply snarkily so badly lmao
#the weird shit people send me#like unsolicited 'helpful suggestions' about how to run my blog better#or 'concerns' about the way i run it or some of the photos i post#and it takes a significant amount of self control not to be snarky#because i am not allowed to break brand continuity#but like#people really gotta learn that it's not cute or helpful to come into a stranger's inbox and critique/suggest they run their blog differentl#and i get that most of these (admittedly not that many but still frequent enough) asks are probably not meant to be obnoxious#like i'm sure the person who sent them doesn't have bad intentions#and probably just doesn't realize what they're doing is irritating and a basic etiquette no no#but it's still annoying#sometimes people just gotta learn to keep their opinions to themselves#not every opinion should be shared#just being clear 99.9% of the many asks i get are totally fine and nice#but because i get a fuckload of asks the 0.1% of annoying asks i get is substantial enough to get annoying and tiresome#don't mind me im just vague post venting here as a stress relief so i don't reply snarkily on bearotonin#okay im done ranting now#please ignore me lmao#Posts about bearotonin
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"it's okay to hate kids as long as you're not mean to them" *EXTREMELY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER* still weird sorry!
#it's fine not to know how to talk to kids or to find it unpleasant when they're loud or what have you#but you hate them? really?#small humans with developing brains who are still learning to self-regulate#and almost always have extremely limited if any control over their circumanstances#and are completely at the mercy of their parents??#good lord hold a little grace in your heart for kids#their inability to be convenient to you is not a moral failing#genuinely hope i never find myself psychologically vulnerable and at the mercy of an 'i hate kids' motherfucker#ok to rb
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y’all my eye is twitching! i wanna post chapter 14 so bad
#ᡣ𐭩 wonhes silly thoughts#no i have to learn self control#no adi no#have yall seen those videos where someone sprays a cat with water to make them stop#i need someone to do that to me
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Having a niche kink/fixation is wild bc you join a new fandom or find a new ship/character that you love and you end up reading all the fics available in like one night.
#I’ve read every tword fic for marvel stranger things and criminal minds i stg#when new fics come out I’m gonna have to learn self control I stg#mine#stranger things#criminal minds#marvel mcu#fandom#fanfiction#tickle fics#tickle fic
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i need to consume something or my thoughts consume me
#all my therapist telling me she wont treat me until i go sober taught me is to lie to the therapist#and it made me question therapy altogether but all my friends swear by it#but now i already told everyone im going sober so i fucked myself 😑#well i should learn how to be sober during the week so i can get back into fitness#i have to call the drug counsellor she referred me to and see what she says#something has to change for sure… but im starting to think some people just arent meant to be fully sober#a lot of people dont see through or dont care about the bullshit but i do#and the bullshit just doesnt stop#i just need to be on top of that and have more self discipline and thats what i need to learn#how to not give into my impulses… and then i can do recreational substance use or something instead of abusing them#personal#but at the end of the day its about emotional regulation and self discipline and creating a better life for myself#because when its not substances then its the tv or food or shopping like the general issue is my lack of impulse control#so i dont really see how sobriety will solve all that it will just make me wish i had substances to ease my mind
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Yes i havent finished the demon slayer genderbends yet. No that will not stop me. In fact, ive learned. Im narrowing down the 30+ different shirt and pants and hair combos in picrew instead of spending hours drawing them
I'll still put up a vote for the top 4 or so designs when i draw them myself
#i have learned that i think luffy would wear patterns and i actually dont see that in gbs#hinacu au#genderswap au#genderbend#opla#op#one piece#doing both bc i have no self control#monkey d. luffy
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