#i’d give you everything bae</3

[heeslomll]

he is so ceo husband coded <3 (jay i have a big ass, i cook i clean btw)

[wh1msic4lwasab1]

𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬: ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚✎

synopsis: Your english professor and you happen to enjoy the same literature, and he invites you to take a look at the libraries premium collection, to give you a little more than the suggested recommendations.

tags: corruption, power dynamic, dubcon, explicit, vulgar, cunnalingus, degredation

a/n: this is a late bday present for my bae @l0rdgeosupport3rr

wrd cnt: 1.7k

“The stranger, a fan of Albert Camus?” Your professor asked with amusement as he passed your seat in the large lecture hall, standing infront of you with his body leaned above yours to take a peak at what page you were on.

“Oh, that’s the best part.” He murmurs, seeing you pull the wired audio pieces out of yours ears.

“Huh? Oh- Yeah I’m really liking it so far, but it’s hard to annotate with a paperback.” You say, chuckling as you meet his eyes above you.

“Yes I can quite see that….Give me a minute.” He says, ignoring about 3 other students incredibly prudent with important questions.

A while passed, and you saw Professor Nanami rummaging through a shelf behind his whiteboard, full of clutter.

He comes back, “How’s this?”

He presents you with a dark red and orange hardcover of the book you were reading.

“Woah..how much was this?” You ask, carefully handing the book as to not somehow ruin it.

“I’ve forgotten since the time I purchased it. You can keep it.”

You almost have to pick up your jaw off the floor, seeping with gratitude, you reply, “Are you sure? Thank you so much Professor!”

You smile, appreciate of his friendliness.

“If you’re interested in more classics, the library has a few new hardcover editions.”

“Really? I’d like to go but I’d have to stay for hours picking the best ones.” You laugh.

“I wouldn’t mind accompanying you, I could offer you some good recommendations? I have to pick up some copies as well this afternoon”.

You agreed, excited and more appreciative of his kind gestures.

Class ends quite quickly. You stay and wait for your professor who walks with you to the library.

You use the time spent walking across campus to talk more about literature, finding lots of equal footing between the two of you.

When you arrive, he opens the doors for you to enter.

It’s quite late out already.

The library was not very populated, but many used it as an area to study.

“So, what are your favorite genres?”

You take a while to think, “Hmmm…I like romance- oh and dystopian fiction! and definitely gothic literature”.

He nods his head, seemingly impressed with your selection.

“I know the perfect place.” He adds, walking you over to a section with some books he’d assume you would be into.

Time goes by fast, and about half an hour later; you both have almost 5 books each ready to check out.

Your professor is quite observant, handing books over to you he thinks will be of interest to you, giving you a short summary of each.

You were quite impressed with his knowledge on so many pieces of literature.

He was an english teacher, but his intelligence was admirable.

As was his….everything else.

You found yourself listening quite closely to him; his lectures, his announcements, the way he spoke to you in such a respectful manner. It made you think about how he’d sound in more- intimate scenarios.

You’d drift off in class thinking about it.

He squats down to pick up a book off the very bottom shelf, putting it back though.

But then, his knuckles brushed against your hip as he pulls a third book from the shelf above, bending his back to set it on the ground, his stack growing taller.

He doesn’t say anything at the contact, secretly watching for any reactions from you.

When you display none, he only gets more bold.

“Excuse me”, he whispers, taking a book directly above your frame; pressing his crotch directly behind you, groaning at the stretch his hand travels to grab the spine.

This time you did have a reaction, something inside you told your body to move slightly back, almost unnoticeable in the way you scooted into him.

You felt the presence of him behind you, casting a shadow infront of you.

“This is a great one. Can’t believe they keep it all the way up here.”

“Catcher in the Rye? I’ve heard a lot of complaints about that one actually.”

“Pfft, the people who complain about this book just don’t know how to read between the lines. It’s an amazingly realistic book, everyone should read it at least once.”

You hear him go on more about the book, simply responding with “Uh huh” and “Mhm”’s but all you can focus on is how hard his cock felt against your ass just a minute ago. How the lighting in the library looks on him, how his rolled up sleeves display the veins that run up his arms and adorn his hands. The glare in his glasses snaps you back to reality, the reflection of your face; practically drooling over your Professor.

It felt terribly wrong, but all you wanted to do was kiss him, feel his hands on your back as he ravished you right here against the bookshelf.

“So?-“ He said.

“What? sorry- I didn’t hear you. “

He smiled, “I asked if you wanted to go ahead and take a seat.”

You nod, laughing off your little slipup.

He leads the way, you almost instinctively hold his hands, stopping yourself just in time so he didn’t notice.

The two of you sit down in between two tall science fiction shelves, secluded and honestly too dark to try and read anything.

He didn’t plan to read.

“So what are your plans here?” He asks, jumping to a completely different topic.

He removes his jacket, throwing it over the armrest of the couch next to him.

“Well- I’m not too-“

You pause, feeling his hand place itself on your knee.

“Go on dear.”

“I’m not too sure yet, but I’m interested in an aeronautic focused field.”

“Oh wow, smart girl.” He says, his hand now slowly rubbing your leg.

“Professor-“

“Kento, just go ahead and call me Kento.” He adds.

His behavior made your skin tighten, your face getting hotter from the contact he was making under the table.

A number of students could see if they just walked by.

“You were saying y/n?”

“Right…I’m just- Professor what are you doing…”

“Didn’t I just tell you to call me Kento?” He asks, his palm now grazing up and down your thigh.

“S-Sorry-“ You say, obviously stiff and embarrassed at what he was doing, incredibly ashamed of how much you wanted him to go higher.

'Don't be sorry, my dear. Just relax.”

His words sent chills down your spine and you couldn't believe what was happening. In the middle of the library, he was touching you in such an intimate way, a very inappropriate way at that.

Your mind raced as you tried to process the situation. You were a good student, always focused on your studies and never one to engage in any sort of scandal. But there was something about your professor that drew you in, something you couldn't resist. And in that moment, you didn't want to resist

As his hand reached all the way up to your your inner thigh, you let out a small gasp, feeling a surge of desire rush through your body.

“we shouldn’t be-“

Without a word, Kento started rubbing your pussy, your leg now draped over his as he felt your warmth.

“I think it’s time you stopped talking, and just listen.”

“But-“

He took your hand into his, and placed it on his own cock, guiding it to rub himself.

The two of you soon stopped talking, just exchanged wildly inappropriate glances.

“Does it feel good when I do this?” He whispers close to your lips, his thumb pressing into the space your clit is, making you grind your hips onto his hand, nodding approval as you palm his cock harder.

His breathe falls on your lips, dangerously close.

In that moment, all of your worries and doubts disappeared as you gave into the fiery passion that burned between you and Kento. His hands roamed over your body, setting every nerve on fire. As you lost yourself in the moment, you couldn't believe that this was happening but you didn't want it to stop, but you had to try before it got too far.

“wait no- someone will find us”.

He grabs your face with his palm, keeping your chin up to direct you to his eyes.

“That’s not what you really want. I think you wait me to keep going. Maybe you want to be found like this…?”

Before you can protest, you feel Kento slide your panties to the side, ignoring your skirt as he just hikes it up to your stomach, taking two fingers to spread your sticky folds.

“Looks like I was right…you’re dripping.” He breathes harshly on your earlobe, hearing your hushed whimpers.

His fingers were so long, so thick and warm.

“Is this what you wanted the whole time? Your professor to touch you?”

When you didn’t reply, he took your jaw in his hands, forcing you to look at him instead of down.

“I asked you something y/n. Or are you too ashamed to answer?”

“I- Please…keep going”.

He chuckles deeply, inserting two full fingers into you, making you gasp and cover your mouth.

“You’re such a slut.” He whispered, pulling his fingers out and gripping both your thighs as he retreats under the table.

Your eyes widen at his vulgarity.

You protest and try to close your legs, groaning when he pulls them apart forcefully and slides your panties off and putting into his back pocket.

“Shhh…don’t worry. I’ll keep you safe, just don’t make too much noise.”

“But professor- no we cant- not here…we have to st-“

He grips your thighs harder, furrowing his brows.

“How many times have I asked you to call me Kento?”

“I’m- sorry sir…“

His fingers start to play with your folds again, taking a better look at the mess you’ve been in this whole time.

“You need to have a little more trust in me. We’ll be fine…Plus, you don’t seem like you want me to stop at all dear. I can feel your clit pulsing against my thumb.”

You froze, you couldn’t argue any longer nor did you have the will to.

Instead, you gripped his hair when he started eating your cunt, grinding your hips towards him and smearing all your juices on his faces.

The sounds he made while slurping you up plus his whimpering where much louder than you, he should take his own advice.

Your body stared shaking, not knowing if it was from your professor absolutely devouring you or the chance of someone catching you, probably both.

Wasn’t he supposed to get copies or something?

whimsic4alwasab1 ™ - do not copy, translate, modify, or claim any of my work as your own.

[yeahtimesten]

a playlist for art donaldson ✩ ₊˚🎧⊹♡

a cute lil playlist for artie bae :3 this is what i think the vibes would be in a relationship with him. it’s a lil cutesie, cheeky, vintage, and sickeningly sweet

hello it’s me - todd rundgren think of me you know that i’d be with you if i could i'll come around to see you once in a while or if i ever need a reason to smile and spend the night if you think i should

touch tank - quinnie he’s so pretty when he goes down on me gold-skinned eager baby, blue shirt out the laundry

steeeam - shelly touch me the right way baby and i’ll do it again i’ll do it again

sara smile - daryl hall & john oats when i feel cold, you warm me and when i feel i can’t go on you come and hold me it’s you and me forever

la la love you - pixies all i’m saying, pretty baby la la love you don’t mean maybe

cape cod kwassa kwassa - vampire weekend is your bed made? is your sweater on? do you wanna fuck? like you know i do

to know him is to love him - amy winehouse and i do, and i do, and i do oh, i'll be good to him, ill bring joy to him oh, everyone says there’ll come a day where ill walk alongside of him

sweet - cigarettes after sex it’s so sweet, knowing that you love me though we don’t need to say it to each other, sweet knowing that i love you, and running my fingers through your hair it’s so sweet

real love baby - father john misty i want a real love, baby there’s a world inside me got the key, just use it, just if for a minute

this must be the place - talking heads out of all those kinds of people you’ve got a face with a view i’m just an animal looking for a home and share the same space for a minute or two

i live for you - george harrison all this time my thoughts return to you give my love, that’s all i can do wait in line til i feel you inside yes it’s true, i live for you

there is a light that never goes out - the smiths take me out tonight oh, take me anywhere i don’t care, i don’t care, i don’t care

harvest moon - neil young because i’m still in love with you i wanna see you dance again because i'm still in love with you on this harvest moon

bed chem - sabrina carpenter where art thou? why not uponeth me? see it in my mind let’s fulfill the prophecy

bodyclosetomine - bones first time i met you your beauty almost made me pine now all i want is your body close to mine i swear on everything, i will do you right

our house - crosby, stills, nash, & young staring at the fire for hours and hours while i listen to you play your love songs all night long, for me, only for me

a/n - yayyyy i hope you guys fuck with this vibe!! lots of song on this list that are coming from his point of view. sara smile is definitely him when he’s had a rough day at practice or is stressed about finals or going thru insecure thoughts and he just neeeeeds you with him in bed stroking his hair ;-; or ur having a bad day and he’s just reassuring you how much he loves you and needs you and wants to see u smile

[babyleostuff]

heyyy hope ur doing ok !! I’d really love to hear ur thoughts on how the svt members would teach u to drive (or the ones that can drive anyways!) lots of love xoxo

oh my god, this was SO much fun to write (and now i can't think about anything else but them driving)

seventeen teaching you how to drive | ot13

CHOI SEUNGCHEOL 

𓆩♡𓆪 kind of like driving with your dad (or your dad trying to explain you maths) - at some point you end up crying. He wants to teach you, he really does, but in the end he gets too impatient, so he just yells and takes the steering wheel from you. 

YOON JEONGHAN 

𓆩♡𓆪 has a kind of “meh” attitude. He teaches you as best as he can, but whatever happens later, happens. Not his issue anymore. But he really tries his best, it’s not like he wants you or anyone else to get hurt. 

 HONG JOSHUA 

𓆩♡𓆪 very patient and gentle, but maybe too gentle. He doesn’t have the heart to scold you, so even if you speed past a “stop” sign and doesn’t stop, he doesn’t say anything. And every time you ask if you did good, he says yes (and cries a little bit inside). 

WEN JUNHUI 

𓆩♡𓆪 he tries his best, but teaching someone how to drive is very hard. You’d probably not even make it out of the parking lot, but you’d be a pro at parking the car. Would scream if you got too close to another car. 

KWON SOONYOUNG 

𓆩♡𓆪 a big no no to this guy. I adore him with my entire heart, but there is no way I would trust him to teach anyone how to drive. He doesn’t care about the speed limits, so there would be a 90% chance you’d get a speeding ticket on your first drive. Also, he’d tell you to turn left at the “no left turn” sign. The music would be blasting and he wouldn’t give a single fuck about anything. 

JEON WONWOO

𓆩♡𓆪 a very patient teacher, would recommend 10/10. Explains everything like a pro (is he an idol or a F1 driver). He would be kind of strict though, but just because he wants to properly teach you how to drive and not harm yourself and others in the process. 

LEE JIHOON

𓆩♡𓆪 sorry bae, not this time <3

XU MINGHAO 

𓆩♡𓆪 takes the job very seriously. Explains everything from the basics about the car itself, but for some reason forgets to teach you the signs. So anytime you ask about a sign, he panics and tells you to just drive faster. As long as you don’t crash into anyone, it’s all good. 

KIM MINGYU  

𓆩♡𓆪 alongside Wonwoo, the best teacher you could have ever asked for. We know that he taught Chan how to drive, so he would have no problem teaching you how to drive as well. I don’t think I can say anything more about him, except for that I wish he was my driving instructor (mine was more like Seungcheol, it was not live, laugh, love). 

LEE SEOKMIN 

𓆩♡𓆪 for some reason he makes you drive very slowly, so you’re more rolling down the street than driving. A kid literally passed you on their scooter. Also, he’d focus too much on the nice view and forget that you technically can’t drive (you almost hit an old lady on the zebra crossing).

BOO SEUNGKWAN 

𓆩♡𓆪 oh no. no. just no. It’s not that he is a bad teacher, he is just too scared. He doesn’t trust himself enough. He’d be clutching the grab handle above the door and his eyes would be closed at all times. He’d just tell you to drive forward and that would be it. 

CHWE VERNON

𓆩♡𓆪 chaotic, but very chill at the same time. He’d mostly be like: you do you boo. You’d have a lot of fun, that’s for sure. If you ever passed the speed limit, he’d be like “yo bro, that’s crazy”.  

LEE CHAN 

𓆩♡𓆪 another great teacher. Might be a bit scared, because he isn’t that experienced himself, but he does his best. His driving lessons would be very safe and he’d make sure that you felt safe and confident behind the wheel.

[gowonders]

So sorry, my writing kinda sucks

I meant G!P Hyeju as a Yandere Idol who’s like obsessed w her gf (reader) but reader cant tell anyone because Hyeju is a very loved idol and no one would believe her? I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense, my brain isn’t working rn😭😭

nooo bae don’t apologize, my english isn’t perf so i definitely don’t understand things a lot… 😋 also idk if this is good.. i don’t really write dark stuff like this and g!p.. but ykw.. i tried ⭐️

minors dni&lt;3

warnings: english isn’t my first language, not proofread, implied dubcon, drugging, toxic + manipulative hyeju, somno????, jerking off to you.. lmk if i missed any!

a grin across her face as she places a small tablet that could ruin hyejus career in your drink, swirling around the fizzing capsule before placing the glass in front of you. “mm, drink up, hon.” she says flatly, taking a sip of her own drink. your shaky hands reach out to wrap your fingers around the glass. you knew what would happen, if you drank it, you’d wake up feeling all fuzzy in the morning. if you didn’t, you were in for a nightmare of the world of hyeju threatening everything and anything about you. with a regretful sigh, you take a sip, or two, or another.. till the glass is gone. “see.. wasn’t that hard at all. was it? wasn’t that good?” hyeju coaxes, coming up behind you to rub at your shoulders. “yes but.. hyeju. the drinks you give me always make me feel weird.. like.. i wake up and feel staticky.” you mumble, looking down at the empty glass between your hands. this makes hyeju scoff and shake her head. “doll, it’s all in your head. why would i do anything like that? i’m an idol after all, you’d think out of all people, i’d be scared of being drugged. not some normal person like you.” she says in a flat tone, taking your glass to rinse it in the sink. “baby, aren’t you tired? why don’t we get you to sleep.” she says, and that you do. because you can never reject hyeju. what she says, goes.

you’re asleep. and unbeknownst to you, hyejus night isn’t near over yet. you’re so pretty when you sleep, lips parted, eyes shut, soft breaths as your chest rises and falls.. you look so vulnerable. so.. innocent. and it was really a shame that hyeju has to do this, but she really doesn’t want to be a bother, after all, you sleeping here was more than enough.

with a stiff groan, she’s already pulling her waistband down just enough to make her cock spring out. her eyes dart all over your unconscious body, and her fingers ever-so-slightly wrap around her length, her eyes gliding to your thighs, and a stifled moan leaves her at the thought of just being able to touch them. use them. to her own expense. you’d be so, so easy.

she was in for it now. all you had to do was wake up, she’d use you, all confused and sleepy for her.

[sunshinesteviee]

Purple Lilac - love at first sight

for robin please!! :3 have a lovely day bae <3

another one that took me forever i'm so sorry i hope it's ok ily!!! fem!reader obvs

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Robin has never been very smooth. Flirting has never been her forte, and she knows it, thanks to Steve’s constant reminders. But somehow, she flounders even more when she sees you. It’s love at first sight, she’s sure of it. Though it’s not something she’s ever really believed in, there’s no other explanation for the way her heart nearly beats out of her chest, the way she feel like she can’t breathe just at the sight of you. Her brain is moving even faster than normal, which she didn’t know was possible. 

When she sees you, you’re walking in the front door of the bakery, and she’s busy bringing a new tray of pastries from the kitchen to the front of the store, nearly tripping when she glances up to the door. She and Steve are working at the bakery downtown now, and they’re still new to the job, so it really won’t look good if she drops the hot croissants on the floor. Steve sighs, like Robin is the bane of his existence, and she knows he’s mostly teasing, but he huffs, “Robin, be careful! What are you—“ 

“Pretty girl!” she squeaks, ducking behind the large metal rack that holds all of the trays of pastries. 

“What?” Steve asks, still confused as he turns around to find you walking up to the register. Realizing what’s happening, Steve thinks quickly and starts heading back towards the kitchen, “Just remembered I have to put some muffins in the oven! Robin, you can help her, right?” 

Robin panics, eyes wide and arms flailing as she whisper yells, “What?! Steve, no, don’t—“ He’s not listening, though, and disappears behind the doors to the kitchen, leaving Robin alone with you in the front. She takes a deep breath and appears from behind the tray storage, giving you a nervous smile, “Hi, sorry, just let me—“

Unsurprisingly, Robin bumps into a counter on her way to the register and she feels like she’s on fire as she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, “Hi, what can I get for you?” 

Though Robin doesn’t realize it, you’re feeling just as flustered. You feel warm and your palms are sweaty as you stare at the beautiful girl in front of you. Her freckles and pretty blue eyes are mesmerizing, and it takes you a moment before you realize you haven’t replied to her yet. “Oh! Hi, um, I’m not sure… is there anything you’d recommend?” 

“I just started here last week, so I haven’t had everything yet, but the chocolate croissants are really good, if you like that kind of thing. And so are the muffins! Actually, everything I’ve had is really good, but I know that’s not very helpful, so—“ Robin is rambling, and she knows it, but she can’t seem to stop herself. 

You can’t help but giggle, finally noticing the pink coloring her cheeks, and listen intently until she finally trails off in embarrassment. You feel the need to save her, and nod, “Okay, I’ll have two chocolate croissants! I totally trust your judgment. Will you put them in two separate bags?” 

Robin thinks nothing of it, chatting aimlessly as she goes about getting your food and drink. Steve is, annoyingly, but unsurprisingly, still in the back, leaving Robin to likely make a fool of herself in front of you. When she finally places your drink and two bags on the counter, you leave one there and give her a shy smile, hoping you’re not reading the situation wrong as you say, “That one’s for you.” 

A look of shock passes over Robin’s face and then she’s blushing again as she stammers, “O-oh! Thank you, you don’t need to do that, I—“

“I insist. I hope I’m not reading this wrong, but I’d love to see you again. Preferably not while you’re working. I-if you’re interested, that is…” 

“I’d like that!” Robin blurts out, causing you to giggle as you slide a napkin with your number across the counter. 

Robin is still standing behind the register, somewhat shell-shocked, when Steve finally emerges from the kitchen. He laughs at the expression on her face, and asks, “So?”

“I think I just met the love of my life.” 

Steve scoffs, used to Robin’s hopeless romantic dramatics, “Okay, Robs.” 

Pushing Steve’s shoulder, Robin huffs, “I don’t appreciate the skepticism. It was love at first sight, and apparently she felt the same, because I have her number, and we’re going on a date!”  

[lgchyoseop]

LGC5TH GIFT FROM CHA HYOSEOP, CHA SORI, KIM CHERRY AND JUJU!

wow... has it really been so long? five years is a lot of years, i've come and gone a couple of times, but soon i'll have a muse turning three years ! (congrats cha hyoseop, my idiot, i love you). this is an incredible community, i've gotten so many friends here, and i've had so much fun, me and my muses truly love legacy <3 as a gift for you all, i've gathered a bunch of quotes (around 200-ish), then given the quotes a number and used a randominzer to pick which quote each muse should have, so it's basically fate giving you this quote! thanks to legacy, the mods and members!

(you can use ctrl+f to search for your muses name)

ahn jaehwa “you have not failed, until you make failing stop you”

ahn yein “don’t let life discourage you; everyone who got where they are, had to begin where they were”

bae heejin “tough times never last, but tough people do”

bae nathan “define success on your own terms, achieve it by your own rules, and build a life you’re proud to live”

bae sojin “take chances, make mistakes. that’s how you grow. pain nourishes your courage. you have to fail in order to practice being brave”

baek byeongkwan “there is nothing on earth that blooms all year long. nature wasn’t created to do that and neither are you.”

baek seona “some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go”

carter jaejin “focus on the step in front of you, not the whole staircase”

cha hyoseop “sometimes our limitations tell us when to stop. but sometimes they can show us where to look next”

cha sori “it is not our abilities that make us who we are, it’s our choices”

chae rua “the only time you should ever look back, is to see how far you’ve come”

chen maylin “i wasn’t afraid to fail. something good always comes out of failure”

cho iseul “if you really want to do something, you’ll find a way. if you don’t, you’ll find an excuse”

cho minkyu “make failure your teacher, not your undertaker”

choi junkyu “i’d rather attempt something great and fail than to attempt nothing and succeed”

choi kai “in youth we learn, in age we understand”

gong hyejoo “there’s a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in” 

han hyunhee “do not fear mistakes, there are none”

han jisoo “a failure is not always a mistake, it may simple be the best one can do under the circumstances. the real mistake is to stop trying”

han noeul “hope is being able to see there is light, despite all of the darkness”

han rowon “if you spend your whole life waiting for the storm, you’ll never enjoy the sunshine” 

han seunghyun “one that want the fruit, must climb the tree”

hirawa emi “if you focus on results, you will never change. if you focus on change, you will get results”

hwang minki “rise above the storm and you will find the sunshine”

im yunseo “nothing is impossible, the word itself says ‘i’m possible’”

ito mio “you learn more from failure than success. don’t let it stop you. failure builds character” 

jeon haru “doubts kill more dreams than failure ever will”

jo eunwoo “the secret of getting ahead is getting started”

kang maximillian “success is a state of mind. if you want success, start thinking of yourself as a success” 

kang minjun “remember, you can regret things you did not do”

kang sarang “i hold it true, what’er befall, i feel it, when i sorrow most. tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all”

kang yojoon “to be a champion you have to believe in yourself when no one else will”

kim cherry “i have not failed. i’ve just found 10.000 ways that won’t work”

kim jinhyuk “if you look closely, most overnight successes took a long time”

kim jinseo “turn your wounds into wisdom”

kim jinyoung “the best way to make your dreams come true, is to wake up”

kim nayoung “failure is a detour, not a dead-end-street”

kim sehun “only put off tomorrow what you are willing to die having left undone” 

kim seyoon “don’t be pushed by your problems, be led by your dreams”

kim yujin “always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. do not bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. try to be better than yourself.”

kuramoto misaki “follow your dreams, they show which way to go”

kurosawa akio “in order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear for failure”

kwon baekhyun “life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced” 

kwon hyuntae “the only thing that doesn’t change in life, is that thing changes” 

kwon sena “the sea is dangerous and its storms terrible, but these obstacles have never been sufficient reason to remain ashore”

lai wenjun “being lost is not bad, as it is what happens before you find your way”

lee hyunsoo “the elevator to success if out of order. you’ll have to use the stairs… one step at a time”

lee jiho “if opportunity doesn’t knock, build a door” 

lee minji “don’t judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds that you plant” 

lee yushin “time you enjoyed wasting, was not wasted” 

lim sanghyun “i will either find a way or make one”

liu yuxi “to lose is still to learn”

mae jasper “if you can’t fly, then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can’t walk then crawl, but whatever you do, you have to keep moving” 

min chaeyeon “i can’t change the direction of the wind, but i can adjust my sails to always reach my destination

min hanbin “failure is simply the opportunity to try again, this time better-knowing”

min soyoun “some people want it to happen, some wish it to happen, be someone who makes it happen”

moon hayoung “don’t be afraid to give up the good to go for the great”

moon jiah “success only comes to those who dare attempt”

moon jino “you can’t connect the dots looking forward. you can only connect them looking backwards, so you have to trust that they will somehow connect in your future”

moon somin “do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do”

nam gyuri “the best way to predict the future is to create it”

noh areum “it is best to act with confidence, no matter how little right you have to it”

oh eunhye “life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards” 

okamoto kentaro “life isn’t about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself”

park chaekyung “we may encounter many defeats, but we must not be defeated”

park hyukjae “don’t wish it was easier, wish you were better. don’t wish for less problems, wish for more skills. don’t wish for less challenge, wish for more wisdom”

park seojin “exhale the past, inhale the future”

park sujin “scars only show us where we’ve been, they do not dictate where we’ll be”

park taeha “be not afraid of storms because you are learning how to sail your ship”

park zoe “difficulties are meant to rouse, not discourage. the human spirit is to grow strong by conflict”

seo minseo “sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together”

seo nina “it does not matter how slowly you go as long as you don’t stop”

seo yura “your life does not get better by chance, it gets better by change”

shin jieun “in three words i can sum up everything i’ve learned about life: it goes on” 

son nabi “you need to let go of the past’s hand so you can catch the hand of the future”

su parker “you don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step”

sung haneul “if you fell down yesterday, stand up today”

takanashi asami “fairytales are more than true: not because they tell us dragons exist, but because they tell us dragons can be beaten”

watanabe miyu “let the past take care of itself, and let the present move towards the future”

won yeonwoo “tomorrow is a mystery, yesterday is history, and today is a gift, that’s why they call it present”

xu lili “asking for help isn’t giving up, it’s refusing to give up”

xue yichen “never give up on a dream just because of the time it’ll take to accomplish it. the time will pass anyway”

yamashita ichika “anything is a journey if you start somewhere” 

yang aeri “you cannot swim for new horizons until you have courage to lose sight of the shore.”

yoo haemin “dreams do not have an expiration date, you can always keep trying”

yoon bitna “aim for the moon. if you miss, you may hit a star” 

yu milan “getting lost is part of the journey” zheng leo “don’t let the fear of losing be greater than the excitement of winning”

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Puppet on a String Chp.4 (Fives x Reader)

Chapter 3. Chapter 5.

The Galaxy Moves On

cw: Fives x Reader, Reader is a medical practitioner, Crying, Grief, angst, swearing, anti-jedi sentiment, Death mentioned, violence, injury, Theres substantial time skips to get to the plot LMAO

tag list (Tyyyyy <3): @spicydonut25 @amazonian-bae @notgonnaedit @tentakelspektakel

Third degree blaster burn to the calf, gastrocnemius muscle damaged. Sural communication branch damaged. Limited movement in the calf until nerve and muscle heals.

Your eyes roamed the datapad screen that had the details of your treatment. The bounty hunter certainly didn’t hold back. You should be thankful that he didn’t kill you though.

Commanders Fox and Thorn had stayed with you until Captain Rex could arrive. Apparently it was known among the soldiers that there was an ARC trooper in the ranks that was in a relationship with a nat-born.

However, no one knew who his romantic partner was. He had done well to hide your identity, so there was plausible deniability in case an irate General wanted a reason to decommission him.

Well, at least until you opened your mouth in a fit of emotional panic.

Maybe it was your relationship to Fives that gave Fox a reason to have a Coruscant guard posted outside your door specifically when he increased more security for the entire building. 

You looked up from the datapad once there was a knock on your door. Captain Rex had a worried expression as he approached. Behind him was Commander Fox.

“Commander, Captain.” You nodded, giving a small, tired smile, “I’d stand and salute but I’ve been told my leg needs a couple more days.”

“No need to get up,” the Coruscant guard approached, “I wanted to confirm some details of the attack.” 

“I…I’ll do my best to answer,” your memory was foggy at best. Now that you were calm and it had been a rotation already, details were fuzzy. Your brain had erased certain events to save you. Protect you and your mind. You’ve had patients in similar situations, “But…I don’t know who or why this happened.”

Rex got to your other side. He had a look of understanding in his eyes, “The one who attacked you was a bounty hunter named Rako Hardeen.” He explained to you, “Someone had put a bounty on your head.”

You swallowed and nodded, “Do you know why?” So this was confirmation, these were planned murders. And you were nearly added to the list of victims…

Your colleagues weren't so lucky…

“Separatist plot,” Fox had his arms crossed, “When the killings originally began, it was Rex who thought the entire situation was suspicious. The attack on you had been the confirmation needed.”

Separatist plot…

That didn’t settle the disquiet in your mind. 

You were about to speak when the door to your hospital room opened. In the doorway was a panting, disheveled looking Fives. “Mesh’la!” He yelped, dropping his helmet and rushing to your side. His armored arms were around you instantly, “When I got the message you had been attacked I finished the mission as quickly as I could to get here.” 

“Fives…” You croaked, hugging him tightly. Your eyes closed, keeping back tears.

He pulled back to hold your face, “What happened? Who did this!? I’ll kill them.”

Fox and Rex both replayed what happened to your lover. They treated it like a report, telling him everything they knew about the bounty hunter and plot. You also gave whatever details you remembered about the attack specifically. 

By the end of it, Fives brushed his thumb over your cheek, brown eyes a storm of worry, “All of this…to make the Republic look weak? The Seppies are willing to go so low to kill…to kill healthcare workers? Doctors and nurses?”

“Seems so.” Fox, his arms crossed and his helmet on, spoke calmly,“Now that we know, I’ve increased security in this sector and will have some of the guard patrol inside the medical facility.”

“That's not enough!” Fives snapped.

“It has to be,” The Commander in crimson kept his voice steady. Monotone even, “Unless you want to pull some more security droids out of your ass, this is the best I can do.”

Your lover deflated and you grabbed his hand, “I’ll be fine.” you reassured him, “I guess this gives you a reason to teach me how to use a blaster.”

Bright side. Look at the bright side. You told yourself.

That seemed to work slightly. He sighed and looked back at you, giving a small smile. “Right…but mesh’la…” 

Before anything else could be said, Rex shook his head, “We’ll leave you two alone.”

The Commander and Captain filed out of your room, leaving you and Fives to have your privacy. 

“I should have been here.” Fives mumbled, “I mean, I should have known something was going on…I should have…” 

“Fives,” You squeezed his hand, “It's not your fault. It's the Separatists fault. You have a duty as an ARC trooper to go where you're needed. Just like I have a duty to the patients in this medical facility.” 

Your lover planted a soft kiss on your forehead, “I’m staying here.” he mumbled, “Until it’s time for a mission off world. I’m not leaving your side again.”

As it turns out, he had been telling the truth. Fives didn’t leave you, even when you recovered and stepped out of the hospital. He escorted you back home, hand hovering over a pistol the entire time. 

Your attack spooked him. Sent his mind into overdrive. And no amount of reassurance could calm him. As promised he taught you how to shoot. How to defend yourself. He even recruited another trooper, Tup, to help you when he couldn’t. The training helped ease his worry, but there was still a hint of anxiety in his motivations.

That anxiety got better as time went on. Your routine returned to normal, melting back into your work as a neurologist and doctor. Fives returned to his duties as an ARC trooper, leaving you for rotations on end again. But when he set foot in your home, it was domestic bliss. 

Days filled with love. Nights filled with sweet nothings. 

You calmed him from his nightmares. Of battles. Of death and destruction. He held you as you wept over lost patients. Of blood and gore left on the soldiers. 

But the Galaxy moved on. 

Until Rako Hardeen reappeared, killing Jedi Obi-wan Kenobi before getting arrested.

You felt relief, and then dread. You were familiar with some of the men of the 212th. They often worked closely with the 501st, so Fives was well known among their ranks. Not to mention you’ve treated many of those soldiers in the medical facility…

“Mesh’la,” Your lover had called you on the holo, “Can you come to the barracks? Some of my siblings are in crisis.” 

Without another word you got a speeder and rushed to Military Headquarters. Fives met you outside, and led you to the barracks. You were clearly out of your element, being the only white coat among armor and blacks. 

Yet, when you made it to the 212th barracks, no one seemed to notice. There was heartbroken sobbing. Clones in sunburst orange hugging each other. Soldiers in blue and white trying to calm their emotional vode. Among them was the 501st field surgeon. The only other nat-born there. 

Fives looked to you, “I’m sorry, but some of the troopers…”

“I understand,” You responded kindly. When the word ‘crisis’ had hit your ears, you shifted to that of a medical professional. Now, those who needed it were your patients. You gave your mental health services to ease some of the emotional turmoil. 

…until Obi-wan turned out to be alive. He traumatized his men for a mission to save the chancellor! The day you found that out was the day you managed to snap a scalpel in your hands.

Fucking Jedi! Your thoughts were enraged, Playing with people's emotions like that?! His troopers were devastated!

If you were a Jedi, you would have left the order for such a brazen display of apathy.

But the Galaxy had to move on. The war continued. On and on…

Until the Jedi Temple had been bombed. Ahsoka Tano, a commander Fives adored, was blamed. 

“She didn’t do it!” He was agitated right before her trial, “Ahsoka would never do something like this!” he paced back and forth in your apartment. 

You grabbed his hand and squeezed, “She’s innocent. The trial should prove that.” You went with him to watch the trial carefully. 

The poor togruta looked terrified and upset. She was just a young girl and she looked so tiny and alone. 

Isn’t there a rule about Jedi not being alone? You thought to yourself, She has no support…

To Senator Amidala’s credit, she tried her absolute best to convince the jury that the former padawan was innocent. Despite the evidence against her, Padme did a decent job because you noticed a shift in spectators. A substantial amount weren’t so certain of Commander Tano’s guilt.

It didn’t matter, because as dramatic as ever, General Skywalker interrupted the trial with the true culprit. A fellow Jedi named Barriss Offee.

She stood in front of thousands and spoke the truth with conviction, “I did it. Because I've come to realize what many people in the Republic have come to realize!” Her words shook the foundation of everyone watching, “That the Jedi are the ones responsible for this war. That we've so lost our way that we have become villains in this conflict. That we are the ones that should be put on trial. All of us!” 

You looked to Fives, putting a hand on his upper arm. He was trembling. In rage over the attack? In relief of Ahsoka’s innocence? You weren’t so certain at the moment.

The Jedi didn’t falter as she continued, “And my attack on the Temple was an attack on what the Jedi have become. An army fighting for the dark side. Fallen from the light that we once held so dear. This Republic is failing! It's only a matter of time!”

With horror, you realized she had a point.

Of course, you hated the attack. Too many innocent lives were lost. She had the blood of civilians on her hands. Clones, Jedi, temple employees…too many people hurt and killed.

But the Jedi had fallen. Pong Krell was a prime example of that. 

Later that night, Fives broke down. Ahsoka had left the jedi order, and you couldn’t fault her for her decision. So you went to the 501st barracks, and held the troopers in blue as they wept. You were one of the few nat-borns the clones showed such vulnerability to. They trusted you.

All you could really feel was an increased bitterness towards the Jedi. And based on the propaganda, posters and rising protests, you weren’t the only one to feel such ire.

It was too soon when the 501st was called for a mission on Ringo Vinda.

“I’ll be back, mesh’la.” He stole your lips into a passionate kiss before pulling away, “I love you.” 

“I love you too,” you responded softly, “Stay safe and come back soon.”

Your lover stepped away, and left for the ship that would take him to Ringo Vinda. 

Now, several rotations later, you were looking over data and medical reports from the latest battalion that had been brought to the GRMF. 

Losses, burns, amputations, head injuries…all expected from a battle. You were typing on the datapad, when a nurse called your name. Your eyes landed on them, “Yes?” 

“There's a holo for you.” 

You furrowed your brow but nodded, and took the call in your office. Panic filled your system when Fives appeared, “Mesh’la, I need you.” He sounded scared. Terrified. 

“Fives…what's going on?”

“It’s Tup,” He explained panicked, “He killed a Jedi.”

Tup killed a Jedi!?

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Spoiler Alert 🚨

If you’re on OUAT season 5 you’re safe. If not, I mean I’d still read it but you’re gonna get spoilers🤣 (it’s worth it though 🤫) Also please forgive me if the storyline isn’t exactly how it was in the show… this is sorta just off the top of my head so there could be some things I’ve forgotten🤣

Okay so I just have this thing- you know that scene in OUAT where Gold has a heart attack and then ends up in the hospital with (spoiler alert ‼️) Zelena? And you know how she sent him into a second heart attack and he ended up intubated?

Alright well here’s my thing.

The series went through that WAYYYYY too fast for my taste so let’s engage in a little “Rumple-Whumple” shall we?

First let’s think about the parts we *didn’t* see during that episode (Heart of Gold 4/17).

Rumple is in New York after being forced out of Storybrooke by Belle. When we catch up with him, he’s opening the door to his son’s old apartment and he happens to find Robin and his “family” there. With how quickly he has the heart attack and how little it takes to push him to it, we can only assume that he’s been having “build up” symptoms all day.

So what would that look like?

My idea is that he might’ve been up at 3 a.m. the night before with what he deemed “heartburn,” not recognizing the whole bit about his dark deeds poisoning his heart (or in this world, heart attack symptoms.)

Maybe because of that chest tightness and pressure, he didn’t get much sleep and that took away the time he desperately needed to rest.

So by the time the morning comes, he’s still having pains on and off and he feels exhausted. Perhaps he skips out on breakfast because he just doesn’t feel up to even making something simple.

He goes on about his day, walking the streets of New York… loud traffic, too many people, and of course his leg hurting from being without magic to stop it.

Of course he’s got Belle’s voice in his mind- he replays the moment she sent him away over and over and over until he realizes his chest is really starting to hurt.

He makes his way to Bae’s apartment, hoping he can just rest there for a bit before getting back to finding his way back to Storybrooke.

That’s when he finds Robin and the others.

The longer he stands there arguing with Robin, the more he feels lightheaded, the more the room spins, the more his anxiety spikes and the pain in his chest runs rampant…

Then, he blacks out.

Moving on to the hospital…

When Rumple wakes up, his head hurts from the fall, and his body is sore all over from the heart attack.

Now, he feels even more exhausted and pained, but *vulnerable.*

No one who he can trust is here. He’s lying in a cold hospital room in an uncomfortable bed with stiff blankets and an IV in his arm. He misses Belle now more than ever because he knows if she were there, she’d be by his side, tending to him and making sure he felt cared for and loved.

Alas, he’s here with the Honorable Thief himself, and so he acts big and bad when asking for the magic he needs to get back home.

While he waits for Robin to get back, he’s alone with his thoughts. He imagines being back home with Belle. He can practically smell her homemade bread he loves so much. He can feel the soft, slightly worn blankets around him. He hears her sweet voice saying she’ll be there in just a minute.

When Robin finally returns, he drinks the potion, thinking he’ll be healed immediately. This is where it gets interesting….

He realizes nothings changed. He’s still in pain, he’s still tired, he still feels like he’s made of lead and moving is impossible.

Soon enough he’s discovered that Zelena is right in front of him.

He knows she wants to kill him, or worse, use him for something. The more she talks, the more pressure he feels settling in his chest. His heart rate skyrockets and he feels like he can’t breathe… then, those words…

“You failed…oops.”

He can’t take it. The pain, the anxiety, the everything… his heart gives in a second time, leaving the monitor going wild as his vision fades.

He wakes up stiff, cold and pained once again. He feels the softness of a cool towel on his head and leans into it slightly before realizing it’s not Belle who is tending to him.

Despite how sore he is, he does everything in his power to scoot away from Zelena, but being intubated and weak makes it much harder.

He doesn’t like the feeling of being intubated at all, but there’s nothing he can do. He’s at the mercy of the medical staff and Zelena.

His throat feels sore and scratchy, and he wants nothing more than to be curled up in Belle’s arms, drinking a warm cup of tea.

Sadly, that doesn’t happen. He gets another threat from Zelena- putting him in the position of choosing good or choosing to live without constant pain…

He couldn’t help it. He blinked.

[kojandra]

✨ dramas i watched in 2022 and my ratings for them ✨

Had a short kdrama year because I fell into a random slump. Here’s what I watched this year:

1. Strongest Deliveryman ⭐️⭐️  (it got very skippable near the end. cute ships but wish i got to see the thriving company at the end. good ending tho. not great, just good. i have a girl crush on Lee Dan Ah tho)

2. Chicago Typewriter - TvN ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐  (soliiiddd!!! the friend 😭 ship 😭 got me back into writing too omggg. excellent plot. excellent cast. excellent characters. chef’s kiss. ending was excellent. did not feel unfinished at all.)

3. Move to Heaven ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (solid slice of life and v nice characters and OOF TAE JOON NEED I SAY MORE. subtract a star for the unfinished side story tho like why’d they build it up like that to not give me closure goddamn)

4. The Silent Sea - Netflix ⭐⭐⭐⭐  (scifi!! in a!!!!! drama series!!! give me more!!!! and bae doona!!! again shoulda been a five star if they gave me a little bit more at the end for closure)

5. Happiness ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (would have had 5 stars if the resolution wasn’t so rushed! 4.8. can i do that? anyways this is a post pandemic apocalypse drama...i lowkey needed therapy after finishing it. 12 episodes and very bingeable! how to ruin your weekend 101.)

6. All of Us are Dead - Netflix ⭐⭐⭐ (i already watched happiness so this just felt like a re-hash of it....oops. unsatisfying ending imo ://// idk it was as expected. nothing major.)

7. Ghost Doctor - TvN  ⭐⭐⭐.5 (mehhh...got predictable and slow but I loved the ending and the beginning was so intriguing)

8. Through the Darkness ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (more like a 3.6! some familiar stories and overall good acting. if you like criminal minds, you’ll like this!)

9. Twenty-five, Twenty-one -TvN  ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (v nice youth show except I feel like I’ve seen this concept before already)

10. Forecasting Love & Weather - JTBC  ⭐⭐ (what was that honestly)

11. 39 - JTBC  ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐ (YUP. It gave me everything I wanted. Romance. Friendship. EMOTIONAL. Everything.)

12. Little Women - Netflix  ⭐️⭐️⭐️ (IT WAS SO STRONG. SO MANY HOPES. Then it fell off. Did not like the ending.)

13. Extraordinary Attorney Woo - Netflix  ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐ (PERFECTION. NEED I SAY MORE?)

dramas from this list i’d rewatch in the future: chicago typewriter, move to heaven, and extraordinary attorney woo!

[imagine-that-fanfics]

Never let go of hope pt.6

so, after 6 years and one re-write I have Finally finished!! you have no idea how good it feels to be done ahh any way, I hope y’all enjoyed and I can’t wait to finally work on my new ideas.

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Part 1  Part 2  Part 3  Part 4 Part 5

It was finally morning and after my sleepless night I was glad to be moving again. The quicker we find Henry the quicker we get out of here... I mean they get out of here. We continued along the path I had told Henry to take but after a while I had lost his trail, I was the best tracker I knew and yet I couldn’t pick up on him again and it was worrying we still hadn't found him "this isn't right we should have found him by now" I looked around trying to pick up the slightest hint as to where henry could have gone, I heard Regina start to speak but I drowned everything out, I was getting really worried and then I heard a voice "did you really think it would be that easy?" my head snapped toward the direction the voice came from and there he was leaning, arms folded against a tree just in front of us "Pan!" Hook was ready to go for him but Emma held him back "Peter! don't do this" I spoke up "I know you're better than this we’ll find another way just let Henry and his family go" he turned to look at me and glared "I'll deal with you later" he waved his hand and  the next thing I knew I was at the complete opposite end of the island, I was aggravated, upset but also slightly shocked at the fact he hadn’t magicked me into a cage instead I mean I could just head back to where I was but then suddenly a thought came across my mind, if he had Henry then there was only one place where he could have taken him... skull rock. 

It took longer to get there than it had before (I never actually went over to skull rock before but I had taken a trip to the end of the island that looked out to it, peter always told me never to go over there which of course made me want to go even more but I figured I’d better not just to keep him happy) of course I got the feeling that had something to do with Peter. It took me a couple of days at least but when it finally came into view I sighed in relief and I made my way over to skull rock, while I was hitching the boat up I could hear yelling and shouting, I broke out into a run heading towards all the commotion after I finally made it up to the top of the cave I caught glimpses of Peter, Henry, Emma, Regina, Bae and... who was that? then Peter spoke up "well isn't this a nice little family reunion" then the man who I hadn’t met before started talking (well more like yelling) “give us back my grandson and you might just live!” that’s when I realised who he was and decided that now was the time for me to jump in  "Peter stop!" I shouted as I took a few steps further everyone turned to look at me, Peter seemed surprised "but I locked you up in a cage so you wouldn’t interfere, how did you..." he glared and I let out a small sigh "you didn't lock me Peter up you only sent me to the opposite side of the island and you know that... Peter please... I know you can be better than this" the other man scoffed  "Better? he is the absolute worst he doesn’t care about anyone other than himself, he'll never change, the only way we can get Henry is if we take him down first" I shook my head eyes still trained on Peter "Rumple look I'm sorry but I know you have a certain image of your father in your head... but I know him, I know Peter" the others seemed shocked by my words, I guess they didn’t know "Father!?" Regina practically yelled, Rumple let out an agitated sigh "yes he is... was my father... what I want to know is how the hell does a complete stranger know this" everyone was silent and a small smile grace my lips "I know because like I said I know him, we told each other everything about ourselves, including our pasts" Peter had his head low glaring at the ground then  slowly lifted his head and directed the glare straight at me "how did you get here? I locked you up to make sure you didn't ruin everything" the small smile grew on my face and I slowly approached him "no Peter, you didn’t and I know, you know that you didn't, you could never lock me up Peter... at least I hope you could never, look Please don't do this, you don't have to do this, let Henry go" I could feel everyone's eyes on us but I was too focused on Peter to care, Peter began to look around at everyone else trying to keep his eyes away from me, I could tell that a million thoughts were running through his head.

Moments passed and Peter turned to look at me, he gave me a soft smile (the one I had come to love) and I knew he wasn't going to go with his plan, I smiled back at him, then my heart dropped as is smile turned into that smirk I despised, he quickly turned and ripped Henrys heart out of his chest before I even had a chance to react "no Peter!" I could hear the others shouting, my eyes quickly darting back and fourth between Peter and Henry’s heart, his heart was gold in color, he really was the truest believer "you don't know me Y/N, I have to do this, if I don't I'll die along with Neverland itself" Panic took over me, I couldn’t think of anything to do "and if you do this Henry will die... please" he glared at me "that's not my problem" I took a moment to think before responding "if you do this Peter I'll leave, I'll leave, I’ll pull together whatever resources I can find and when I come back it'll be to kill you and get my boys off this bloody island" I gave him my sternest look making sure he knew how serious I was "threatening me now princess? its not like you" I growled a little hating the way he said it "don't call me that! only Peter can call me that and right now you are not my Peter right now you're just Pan" his eyes widened a little but the smirk on his face just grew "Ah princess you know threatening me and saying all that wont change my mind besides I know for a fact that you would never actually do anything to harm me" Regina had finally ran out of patience and decided it was her turn to step in "if that wont change your mind then maybe this will" the next thing I knew was all the air leaving my lungs and I started choking, Peter shot a look to her and his demeaner seemed to have faltered a little "What are you doing?" she smirked "if you plan on killing someone I love then I'll just have to kill someone you love" Peter scoffed straightening his back "oh please you think I love her?" "I don't think, I know, I can see it written all over your face" he scoffed again "I don't love her I could never, go ahead kill her see if I care"  my lungs got tighter and it got even harder to breath, tears rolled down my cheeks I couldn’t believe he was letting this happen, even if he didn’t love me I had thought we were at least friends "P-P...eter.... ple...ase" I managed to choke out and I honestly thought I was about to die, as I struggled to catch my breath time seemed to slow down as what felt like hours went by before Peter let out a few groans and grumbles "stop! let her go" Peter turned and put Henrys heart back in his chest. Regina let her hand drop and I fell to the ground gasping for air, coughing and spluttering as I caught my breath I watch as Peter angrily walks towards me and hand Henry over to the others before turning to me and holding out his hand to help me up "you see what you've done princess? you've lost me any chance of living, come tomorrow I'll be dead, are you happy now?" I take a hold of his hand and stand as I cough slightly and smile at him "yes I am, and you know why?, because even after everything that has happened between us recently, I’m glad that you at least still care enough to save me and now its my turn" I let go of his hand and walk towards Regina "what? what are you talking about? and what are you doing?" I look back at Peter and smile then turn back to Regina "I have a request" Regina’s eyebrow cocks in confusion “okay?” “take my heart out”  everyone either had shocked or confused expressions on their faces and I could tell Regina was questioning my sanity by this point but I just nodded my head to reassure her that it was okay. "Princess are you nuts? I give up my only chance to live to save you and now you're giving your heart to the person that was trying to kill you?" I shook my head and Regina stuck her hand in my chest "t-that's not what I'm doing" "then what are you doing?" Regina then pulled her hand back out taking my heart out with it, shock immediately crosses her face and I hold out my hands and look at her expectantly, she slowly and carefully hands over my heart to me "I was just getting help...” I start as I slowly begin to turn back to Peter  “so I could give you my heart" Suddenly everyone gasps "y-your heart, how did you..." "I believed in you no matter what, I believed you could be a better person, I just needed proof before I gave you this" I smiled at him then Bae spoke up "but if you give him your heart then you'll die" "he's right" pan spoke again "and I'm not letting you die for me" I walked closer to Peter "I’d gladly die for you” “but there is no point in me living if you're dead why do you think I never once dared to take it before" "Peter... I promised to take care of all the boys on this island and that includes you too" I outstretched my hand with my heart in it for him to take "I can't... and with you gone who will take care of the boys?" "You will Peter... now take my heart please..." Peter shakily and reluctantly took my heart out my hand and I smiled. Not taking my eyes off of Peter I spoke "Emma?" "Yes?" "If there are any boys want to leave this island please take them back with you and make sure they are taken good care of "o-of course"

I smiled at Peter and gave a small nod, indicating that it was time, I closed my eyes preparing for my fate... nothing... my eyes quickly opened, to find Peter standing in front of me and my heart gone "Peter...What happened? what did you do?" he just stood there and smiled at me, my head shot around look around at the others who were also smiling except for Rumple he was still looking on with distain and Regina looked more like she was impressed "what? what happened Peter?" I turned back to face him "why am I not dead? what's going on Peter? and where's..." I was cut off by the feeling of warm lips pressed against mine, my eyes widened in surprise and let out a little squeak but once my brain registered what was happening and I was kissing him right back, I had thought about this moment many times, dreamed about it yet never expected it to actually happen, Peter slowly pulled away. “What... what was that?” my breath coming out shaky “I’m not taking your heart” “Peter, what? we just had this argument, I told you to...” Peter lifted up is hand signalling me to be quiet. “I’m not taking your heart... at least not all of it anyway” “what do you mean? “My life isn’t worth yours however I know how stubborn you are, so if that kiss didn’t clue you in, I love you, and I know it’s hard to believe that the great Pan could ever care more for anything besides himself and his island but it’s true I love you” I smiled up at him and shook my head. “Peter, maybe others would believe that’ but I don’t, you forget, I know you Peter, I know you are better than that Pan persona you give out... Peter, I love you too... but if you don’t take my heart, you will die and Neverland along with you” Peter let out a soft fond chuckle. “If what you say is true... then all I need is half” my face scrunched up in confusion “what do you mean? I don’t understand Perter, where is my heart?” this was the moment I was reminded of the people still with us watching as Rumple grumbled out “you’re sharing it” “what?” “as much as I hate saying this, you and that... that monster have True love which is the purist form of magic there is which means you are able to share the heart and live” a wide smile spreads through my face about to speak before I get cut off as Rumple scoffs and continues “and just because we have Henry back doesn’t mean I’m just going to leave here without taking him out“ just as I was about to stand up for Peter he steps in front and quickly gave me a look that said, it’s alright I’ve got this. “Rumple I know you hate my guts and don’t trust me which is rightfully so however, I told Y/N everything about my past, about our past and I may lie and deceive my way through life and to everyone else but not Y/N not ever and whether you believe me right now or not that is up to you, but along with telling her my past I told her my regrets, abandoning you being one of them” I nod in agreement “it’s true, look you may not believe him but trust me when I say he’s telling the truth, he told me all about how he got here and how he regretted the part where he had to get rid of you and as horrible as it was of him to to that selfishly I’m glad he did, otherwise I wouldn’t have found my home” I wrapped my arm around Peters “you don’t have to forgive him or anything, just please don’t take him from me” Rumple huffed, turned and started to head out of the cave, Peter turned to face me and I smiled up at him before I turned to the others “okay, lets get you lot back to your ship huh” so we all headed back to the main island rounded up the lost boys, Tink and Wendy before leading them all back to the ship, we said our final goodbyes to the lost boys who wanted to go back to the hero’s realm and they shipped off. 

Peter and I were the last to stay on the beach watching as the waves crashed against the land, Peter turned and looked down at me “so...now what?” I smiled up at him “now... now we have fun, go on adventures, ‘Peter  Pan, The Lost Girl and their Lost boys’ “ Peter smiles back at me “sounds perfect” he began to lean down and I stood up on my tiptoes and met him half way as we had one of our many amazing kisses to come.

[raccooninthedaytime]

Tagged by the one and only @downton-not-downtown-smh thank u bae

10 characters, 10 fandoms, 10 tags

1. Pierre Bezukhov - Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812

Hey, my sideblog is the named after him for nothing. Multiple mental illnesses + friend shaped + voice of an angel = Ultimate comfort character

2. Dirk Gently - Dirk Gently’s Holistic Detective Agency

Whats with me and all these fandoms with long ass names? Watch this show, read this book, solve this mystery. My heart resides in this British freak of nature <3. Everything is connected!

3. Jude Duarte - The Folk of the Air series

She’s from a book, so i got no gifs of her. But she really is the definition of Support Womens rights and also Womens Wrongs. She means everything and more to me

4. Shawn Spencer - Psych

hes just a FUNNY LITTLE GUY!! Literally i think i watched too much of this show as a kid and absorbed his humor as my personality. Shawn, if you’re here with me in the room now, i love you king keep on keepin on

5. Annabeth Chase - The Lightning Thief

Yes, this is specific to the musical version if her character. No, i will not take criticism for that. I love her here in all her aro-ace ness. Next question

6. Jack Skellington - The Nightmare Before Christmas

Hey king!! Sorry sorry sorry Hey *Pumpkin King! We love a man who can own up to his mistakes in song <3

7. Elizabeth Bennet - Pride and Prejudice

AAA my girl my main squeeze. I’d kill and die for you. I’d start a book club just to hear your thoughts on it. You mean everything to me im sorry about what enemies to lovers did to you and darcy

8. Abed Nadir - Community

They do you so dirty, ragging on you about how you’re not living in a tv show. I see you though. I know you deep in my soul. #andamovie

9. Marta Cabrera - Knives Out

A queen, a girlboss, the main event. You are helpful even when you know you shouldn’t be, and you are the epitome of goodness. AND you’re a badass. Marry me now

10. Fox Mulder - The X-Files

This list is dangerously on the verge of leaving comfort characters and becoming some kinnie shit (a concept I don’t yet understand, okay, give me a break). This dude is me. He’s also aro-ace, he’s a mystery solver, he makes stupid jokes, he likes the spooky. Fox, you slay

Tagging: @sushi-salsa-squirrel @riotgrrrrill @acesophiewalten @peaked-in-third-grade @dreadful-windandrain @pamesjatterson @reanimationstation @ahrileinchen @cold-egg @anarchyarsoneldritchabomination have fun!

[stephnbrenny]

Past Secrets:

Chapter 2: The Underworld

8 weeks later

We finally arrived in the underworld after what felt like forever. I was anxious to find Killian and bring him home after everything I had done. All I was doing was trying to save the life of the man I loved with all my soul. I let him think I didn’t trust him, and it turned him against me. He fell right into the darkness with no one to help him fight all because of me. I only gave in to the darkness out of love, to save him. I had to fix what I had done but, it should have been me. I was prepared to give my life to save my family from the dark ones trying to send them into the underworld. Just when I thought my Killian was gone, he reemerged ready to die to save everyone. It wasn’t fair, where was my happy ending. I regret not choosing him sooner, not doing things I wanted sooner. The things I should have said, wanted to say but was too scared to. I had two choices though I could sit and worry about regrets, or I could make up for my wrong doings.

We traveled around the underworld for hours searching for any sign of Killian. We were given a clue to check his grave to see if he was still here, which is where Mr. Gold met us with a bottle of water that could help you talk to the dead. Sadly, the connection wouldn’t hold, and we were back to square one. Sometime later we met Meg who led us to where Killian was being held by Hades, but it was guarded by his 3 headed dog. We recruited Hercules and together defeated the dog, but Hades had moved Killian. We then met up with Gold again who had an idea that we could have one of the dead ones help us get down to Killian. “Miss Swan, I'd like you to meet Milah, my ex-wife... oh and hooks ex as well”. So, this was the famous Milah, it was nice to put a face to the name. She was beautiful, drop-dead gorgeous I was a bit jealous that this was the woman Killian used to talk about, his first love. “This is Emma, she is Killian’s new love... oh and she has also been with Bae whom she had a son with”. Well way to make things awkward “You've been with both my former lover and my son?” “uh” I had never thought about it like this before. I looked down feeling awkward and ashamed.  

Milah led us in a boat across the river of lost souls to the entrance to where hook was as soon as we stepped out of the boat, I could feel him. It was like there was an invisible string tying us together. He was as much a part of me as I was of him. I felt the pull to get closer, to close the distance between us. “He’s down there, I can feel it” “are you sure?” “Absolutely, when you love someone, you know”. Rumple stayed in the boat and said, “I am not leaving the boat, it could be our only way home” “if he’s staying here so am I Emma, if he tries to steal it ill yell.” I hesitated, not wanting to leave her with Rumple but also needing to find Killian. Milah gave me a small shove in the direction of where Killian was being held. I nodded and began into the dark tunnel.

I found him chained up over a pit leading down into the river of lost souls. “KILLIAN!” I yelled “I'm coming, just hold on”. I barely made it across the narrow walkway. I finally reached him and pulled him to the ground away from the hole that led to the river. I pulled him into me, needing him as close as possible. He moaned out in pain when he hit the ground. As I took him in my arms, he looked like someone had beat the crap out of him. He had an eye swollen shut, cuts and bruises all over his body, and was holding his right side like it hurt to breathe. I went to put my hand on his face but thought better and changed my mind not wanting to hurt him. “Oh Killian” our eyes met, and I couldn’t look at him, feeling guilty for everything. “Swan what are you doing here? Why did you come? You shouldn’t be here, no one should”. I didn’t know how to answer him Why did I come? I knew the answer but didn’t know if he’d accept it. “I... I need you; I can't do it I have to find a way to save you” He smiled shyly and said “Swan, you don’t need me, you have your family who need you but, me, no one needs me, you're better off without me.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing he really thought I didn’t need him, that he isn't the second-best thing to ever happen to me (first being Henry). “How could you say that? Of course, I need you” he shook his head “your so stubborn” “I know I never listen” “your impossible” “and you love me for it”. Then I pulled him close and tucked my head in his shoulder. Right here in his arms I couldn’t think of anywhere else I would rather be. He smelled like the ocean, leather, rum, and something else that was just Killian. He was comforting and intoxicating.  

We finally made our way back to the boat where Rumple and Milah were waiting for us. “Milah?” In that moment I watched as the love of my life was finally reunited with his first love. It felt as if my heart was breaking watching them. I felt like I was intruding on some intimate private moment. I walked ahead of them, giving them a moment while I was trying not to fall apart and to keep the tears that were forming in my eyes at bay. “Killian, oh I'm so happy we found you, I've been waiting so long for you to show up.” “Milah, it's been a long time, I've missed you” it was hard to listen to when we reached the boat Rumple got in and Killian helped me get in the boat. Killian got in the boat and turned around to help Milah get in. Killian sat next to me and across from Milah. We started our way back out of the river of lost souls. I felt sick listening to Milah and Killian flirting and giggling back and forth, reminiscing about the past. By the time we made it out of the river and back at the house I was livid. I felt like saying something, but I didn’t want to seem like a jealous girlfriend or whatever I was at this point. I mean he was technically dead what did that make me to him.

I stomped through the door and went into the kitchen and started pacing, all these thoughts racing around in my head. At one point I stopped pacing arms crossed, looking out the window as the rain poured down, leaning against the sink. I didn’t hear Killian enter the kitchen. I hadn’t realized I was crying until I felt Killian’s hand on my chin pulling my chin up till my eyes met his. I couldn’t hold his eyes. I pulled my face out of his hand and looked down at my feet trying but failing to stop my tears. It was silly, crying over my boyfriend flirting with his first love. Is this how Killian felt when he watched me with Neal? “Swan talk to me, what's wrong? Why are you crying?” which only made me cry harder. I shook my head and put my head on his shoulder, and he wrapped his arms around me. It felt like coming home, being in his arms but, I also felt like my heart was shattered as well. He had his good hand rubbing my back trying to comfort me and his hooked arm around my shoulder holding me to him. “Baby talk to me, what’s the matter?” I finally pulled away from his shoulder, meeting his eyes. He wiped my eyes with his thumb keeping his hand on my face. “It’s stupid, silly even” “Whatever it is it’s not stupid or silly, you don’t cry Swan we both know that, so what is it?” I didn’t want to be that pathetic jealous girlfriend. I didn’t get jealous, but I had only ever seen Killian act like that with me. It had me thinking it was all just an act at this point. I decided it would be better if I just let it out, plus Killian knows me too well. He’d know if I was lying same as I'd know if he was lying, and it was more than just my lie detector. “I didn’t like the way you and Milah were acting with each other, all flirty and stuff.” He raised his eyebrows at that “Ah, is that really what this is about?” I felt hurt, like what I was feeling was insignificant and didn’t matter.

I pushed him away stepping around him to the counter just staring off into space. The tears started up again, I just couldn’t stop them. I felt him step closer behind me I tensed up automatically until his arms slipped around my waist. “Listen Swan there is nothing going on with Milah, I just haven’t seen her in over 300 years, it's hard to not fall back into how things used to be” “I’ve never seen you like that with anyone but me, not even when you were trying to make me jealous. I’ve never been the jealous type but, I-I love you and...” Then I started crying uncontrollably, I couldn’t get out any more words. I fell back toward his chest, his arms holding me up as I cried hysterically. He turned me around and pulled me closer to him as I fell apart. I had never felt this vulnerable before. He pulled my chin up till my eyes met his “Swan, I love you, and that, how I feel about you will never change, not even in death. We are more than just courting, you are everything to me and I am so in love with you. You don’t even know how long I waited for you to finally admit to your feelings because I know how you are with your sky-high walls, but I liked being the only one to break them down. You and Milah, our relationships and feelings were different. With Milah it was fun and mostly sex driven but at times adventure seeking, kind of like being high. With you it's slow and deep, passionate and sweet. It’s been everything I have ever wanted. You make me want to be a better man, I've changed, for you, for our future. You push me, challenge me and I’ve shared things with you that I never have before with anyone, and I think you have too. I don’t want to lose you”.

At that last sentence his forehead fell to mine and our noses brushed against one another. Killian always knew what to say. It was like I once said we understand each other. Our lips parted and next thing I knew his lips were on mine like a drowning man. Pulling me deeper and deeper into him. He licked my lip as our lips parted opening up to him. Our tongues met and I was sinking, drowning in his essence. He felt like coming home, the pull to him was impenetrable and it seemed silly now to even be upset about him with Milah. We finally pulled apart gasping for air. I smiled up at him and said “I’m sorry, it was silly to even get upset but...” He was shaking his head before I could even finish my sentence. “No Swan it wasn’t silly, your feelings matter no matter how big or small”.  

Sometime later I brought him into the living room and set him on the couch, he was still hurt, and I needed to tend to his wounds. He had a swollen eye, cuts and bruises from who knows what, I'm pretty sure a few broken ribs, and was limping so his leg was probably at least fractured. I waved my hand over him healing him with my magic. “Ah thanks love” At least he wasn’t hurting anymore. “Why did you come Swan?” “I told you, I need you, you never should have died. It’s not fair, its all my fault”. “Maybe I don’t deserve saving” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “You don’t want to come home?” my words breaking at the last word. “I just wanted to be a better man for you, a man you could be proud of. You only gave into the darkness out of love, I plunged in headfirst for revenge. I was weak” “Not in the end” I argued. “You raised the bar; the fact is I don’t measure up” “Well let me be the judge of that”. Next thing I knew, there was a knock at the door. I went to open it and was met with a man with curly light brown hair and a pair of blue eyes like the ones I had been looking into for a long time. “Can I-” Killian interrupted me as he took in the man in front of me “Liam?” “So, it’s true, my little brother is finally here”.  

Later we sat around the kitchen table while Killian caught up with his brother. He went on and on about their adventures together. He told his brother about everything he missed out on including how he died which I wished he hadn't. “Why are you down here?” “I wish I knew, I spent years trying to figure out the reason” “There is no reason Hades has the game rigged so no one can leave, my brother is proof of that never did a bad thing in his life, he even died nobly stopping a treacherous king from poisoning the realm” “stop your making me blush” “Well Hades has you trapped down here and the only way we can get free is if we defeat him once and for all, Liam you’ve been down here a long time surely you know something that could help?” “There were others who tried to overthrow him, they always spoke of a book that had the power to defeat him”. It then clicked in my head as soon as he said it “Thats it, what if it’s a storybook?” “Storybook? No, I'd wager it would take more than stories” “No she’s on to something, there's a book like this in our world.” “If we can find it there must be something in it about Hades. If we can find it, we should be able to use it against him.” “If you believe in this Killian, I am with you, till the end. He trapped me and tortured you, the day you push your sailors to far-” “Is the day mutiny begins.  

Everyone started with Mary Margarette and David’s apartment since that was where we found the original book. I went upstairs to look in my old room or the underworld version of I anyway. While I was up there Liam came up there. “Emma, could I have a word with you?” Oh, geez here we go. “Is this like a protective big brother speech where you want to make sure I'm good enough for Killian?” “Um no... I know you're not good enough”. Was this guy for real “What?” “Killian blames himself for ending up here but, I heard what happened in Camelot and to me it sounds like it wasn’t his fault, it was yours.” “I think we both made some mistakes. “Killian has been fighting darkness his whole life and you pushed him off the cliff.” “I was just trying to save his life” “It was a bloody selfish thing to do, he had a chance to die a hero to move on and you took that from him”. “That's not fair I'm down here risking everything to save him.” “And is that what he needs? Or what you need?” “Were you this self-righteous when you were alive?” “When it came to my brother yes, if he defeats Hades today, he’ll forgive himself and have a chance to move on when that happens stop thinking about yourself and let him go, he’ll be happier without you. You don’t deserve him, nor will you ever be good enough for him. My brother deserves much better than you, can do much better” I was appalled how could the love of my life’s brother not like me, how can I move forward with Killian if his brother doesn’t want us together. "Have you ever asked your brother what he wants? If he’s happy?” “Have you? Killian is blinded by his feelings for you to see how bad you are for him. If you know what's good for you, you’ll stay away from him” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “Or you'll do what?” “Killian will figure it out sooner or later, you should just give up now while you're ahead especially with Milah around. Did you really think he loved you more than her? After all your nothing but a lonely little orphaned lost girl and you’ll never deserve him” I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes.  Then he left the room hitting my shoulder with his on the way out.

Sometime later there was a light knock on my door followed by “Emma, are you in their sweetie?” It was my mom. “Yeah, come in” she came in and said, “You’ve been up here awhile, is everything alright?” I wasn’t even sure; how did I feel? Hurt, all I wanted was for Liam to like me. Liam was one of the most important people to Killian and he didn’t like me. “I’m okay, I'm um just kind of tired, I think I'm going to lie down for a bit”. Honestly, I just wanted to be alone. “Oh okay, are you feeling alright?” “Yeah, mom just tired” “Okay honey, just let me know if you need anything”. After that she left, and I went to lie down. I tried to keep the tears at bay but the more I pondered Liam’s words the worse I felt. Once the tears started, I couldn’t stop them. I cried myself to sleep

[99liners]

Hey

I’m the anon who fell for her tutor. So I took your advice and I got over my tax law tutor! I’m kinda getting repulsed by him now that I’m fully focused on my work.

Anyway I found a new person. An actual sweetheart . He is a computer science major and he is also the same age as me. He also radiates adronitis!knj vibes minus the toxicity(ofc) and by the vibes I mean intelligence bruh hearing him talk about algorithms and whatever they do in computer science makes me so happy.

Okay so we not dating but he took me and my friend out for bubble tea! He even drove us to get the bubble tea and he paid for it! It honestly felt like a fever dream.

Sorry for ranting again but I just thought I’d give you a bit of an update.

i have read this ask over and over ever since you left this in the box. it makes me so happy for you, i swear.

i cannot express in words how happy i am that you got over your crush on your tutor. it wasn't worth it.

your bae sounds like such a sweetheart!! <3 i envy you (in a good way) and i am so so happy for you <3

don't worry, you are not ranting. i always get giddy listening to everyone's sweet stories <3 and it's okay if you guys arent dating yet, everything good thing takes time and it'll happen when it's meant to be.

thank you for the update! i appreciate it!

[kimsohn]

omg maya bae i’m so happy you liked it !! as soon as i remembered u were pre-med, i immediately knew what trope i wanted to give you 🤭 lol i was originally going to do like a “concierge doctor” with a royal pains-eque vibe. i remembered this syndrome (?) from one of the first few eps where in the cases of rlly extreme emergencies, patients can be so grateful that they fall in love with their attending doctor. lowkey though i might have just made that up bc i could not find an actual name for it … everything i found online (transference, florence nightingale effect) wasn’t exactly what i’d been thinking & my lack of med knowledge was rlly kicking my ass so i made the au a little less med heavy in concept 😅 hehe anyways i had sm fun writing this for you & i will definitely be considering adding some more to it <33 i was giggling the whole time just imagining all the diff ways eric would be trying to catch your eye. i love eric sm, his personality’s so sweet <33 also i rlly should be thanking you for the eye candy bc i was scrolling through pinterest to find pics for the banner & i ended up spending like an hour just staring at lipgloss era pics 🤭

i did not mean to ramble like this … i’m so sorry 😭 i hope you’re doing great & taking care of yourself !!! ILYSM MAYA 😚💗

hi fae omg!! i think u should definitely write a concierge doctor fic with him later on when u do more research i feel like he'd suit the trope really well <3 ALSO LMAOOO i never go on pinterest anymore bc i get bombarded with eric pics and he is so fine.. i want you eric sohn. im doing good i hope ur staying safe and healthy too!

[eviltiddyproductions]

finished search www and I have thoughts but I’m also sleepy.

i wish to say spoiler but if you’ve seen the first 3 episodes of this show, honestly even 2 you’re not going to see much change and can see everything from a mile away.

the three women in the show are on the poster and carry the show very well on their shoulders. there is so much energy, history and chemistry that you’ll feel all of their fights, arguments and moments of reconciliation. just a treat to watch on screen

the romance in this show is pretty flat. Cha Hyun and Mrs Song get extremely late and slow developments in their romance and to be honest I found myself rooting for them and their scenes with their respective partners more than the main leads, Bae Tami and Park Morgan.

if you’re watching it for these two, all the best 😭 because nothing changes for them! as seen in the first two episodes, he puts in more effort and decides to be the one to wait/chase after her because he clearly likes her, she likes him too but has work commitments and is unsure of the age gap so pushes him away.

that happens in a loop for the rest of the show (give or take)

even when they find stable ground this finds a way to come back and it’s tiring 😭

I feel like I’ll end up writing an essay here because I was truly disappointed by them. There was a certain point when they’re finally giving it a shot after what seems like eons of going back and forth on it that I thought, oh we could go somewhere. We could build a relationship or trust or some sort of plan here but nope 💀

they both have different outlooks on how their future looks, she doesn’t want a family, he does. both have solid, valid reasons.

you’re smart enough as an audience to know that they’ll either stick through it or break up; as she mentions it as well. you either cave in or break up.

then why must these things bubble up so quickly

we’re all aware, they’re aware and yet we never see them fully give it their all.

Park Morgan rightfully calls her out on this multiple times and it’s visible too, that he’s the one holding onto that relationship; she’s always ready to let go.

That’s most of the show. He does fight for this relationship but you forget he’s young because they both seem to make this feel so stressful. 😭

fellas are y’all supposed to be stressed in the honeymoon phase?

whether he was randomly being pushy or it was genuine confusion, him asking her why she’s ready to live with him but not marry him and her being immediately ready to let go of this relationship is what they are 😭

it feels like my sister is always looking for excuses to leave him and he seems to want more while being a little caged up himself with his emotions. like just be vulnerable and fun!

writing this makes me realise we had like 2 episodes of fun. i wish their argument was more than the age gap and marriage thing. it can always come back to it but it started feeling like a chore and an excuse very quickly

you could actually get drunk if you started taking shots everytime this was mentioned in the show.

anyway they frustrated me enough to write this incoherent ramble and I’m still not done! because if this show wanted me to root for them so bad they should’ve given us something to hold on to. all I have is disappointment and sighs.

let’s not start on the last episode because technically nothing is officially resolved even then. that’s life! but I was truly tired of it 🙏

I deadass thought I’d hear them randomly argue about it again 💀

this show is fun and fresh and yet also made me want to turn it off. i didn’t feel the chemistry between the leads like the show wanted me to. like at one point I truly was left wondering why these two were bothering with each other anyway because sometimes as a viewer you’re just not able to pick up on the spark and this everything else was just more tiresome to endure💀

WHY HAVE I WRITTEN AN ESSAY ON IT 😭

TLDR (honestly you don’t even need to read this, this is straight up rambling)

watch it for the women <3

they’re fun and fresh and have whole identities outside of their relationships. they truly care about one another (well Mrs Song and Tami have a tumultuous relationship but it’s fun to see people log heads) I ended up enjoying it.

Scarlett (Cha Hyun) is rightfully a star! could watch an entire spin off on her.

(Lee Jaewook in a telenovela styled show, need it now !!! he’s very sweet in this show and shout-out to the ex husband/husband of Mrs Song, I was confused for a good chunk of the show about his intentions but he’s just sort of in love with his wife who is divorcing him)

much to think about