Girl please stop romanticizing obesity, it will literally kill you eventually (and I know it’s not the first time someone says it to you). Like are you even ok? Romanticizing being immobile & being humiliated on the street? Why would you even aspire to this? For some attention of questionable men on this app? Girl they don’t deserve you. This message comes from a place of concern, it is not intended as an insult. You said you want a career in the future, maybe focus on that, I’m not sure how possible it is do all that while being immobile or having whatever condition.
omfg 😭 i apologize for writing little stories to get myself off, i guess?? lmfao. i have a fetish. i state clearly in my bio that this is what to expect. sorry im horny posting anonymously on tumblr.com ???? stop being weird when u don’t even belong in these spaces
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hi everyone!! for the first time in quite a while, i actually have some good news. tonight, i had the absolute pleasure of seeing shawn klush and ryan pelton in concert!
my mother and i had purchased these tickets in mid-march, so i went to honor both of my parents as well as elvis. i wore a dress from the mid 70s and tried feathered hair for the first time! i also wore my daddy’s cross necklace and momma’s cross ring, so they could enjoy the concert with me💔
the performances were absolutely stunning! i sat in the second row, so i got a lot of winks and smiles thrown at me from shawn and ryan! and for the second time, i got a teddy bear AND a scarf!!
to me, those last two photos look just like elvis. i find it so brilliant that here i am, 47 years later, getting dressed up and singing his songs just like all the crazy fan girls before me. and here we all are, so many years later, loving on him and looking after him like we would’ve if he was alive.
this concert has truly been helping me ride out the storm of misery that has ensued in the last couple of months. for three hours, i laughed and danced to the music that my parents both loved so ardently. i got to celebrate their lives, just as well as elvis’.
at the end of the concert, we all pointed up to the sky and screamed “THANK YOU ELVIS!!” all i can say is that i hope he heard us.
-full of genuine joy and still taking care of business, cicilia xx ⚡️
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i think i might be losing weight :c it’s hard to tell for sure but i feel like my favorite pajamas are always falling off and i don’t think they used to
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I don’t know if anyone else is feeling the planets moving around right now but I feel them like hands on my skin. Anyway
Growing up is looking back at your childhood self, at all the things you wanted and needed and dreamed of and apologizing to that kid for all the years spent pretending you wanted more practical things.
It’s also reconciling with your teenage self that yes, you did need to grow up and wait and be patient and learn to shut up sometimes.
But most of all, it’s accepting that you can always go back to what you loved before and can always get better at being a person.
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