time for another “THANK YOU I LOVE YOU” message: THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!!! i’ve been struggling with some severe burnout in all facets of my life as a result of being too stubborn and prideful to recognize said burnout and so i’ve had a hard few weeks with just that + tumultuous personal life stuff + blah blah blah, and wanted to say THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT! i’m giving a little rest from reviews and art (moreso the former) since i was really forcing myself to make ends meet and turning it into a chore and so i’m just kind of forcing myself to stop and rest and be a person. which is excruciatingly hard for a GO GO GO person like me so i just wanted to say thank you for your patience and understanding with that! and thank you for your support!!! i haven’t had the emotional bandwidth to answer asks or DMs lately but i promise i see them and am seriously grateful for everyone who has sent one in, i really want to share the love and get back on my feet and be more active and open and talkative since I LOVE INTERACTING WITH YOU GUYS!! so i just wanted to say thank you for your patience and support in spite of all that. i’m usually my worst enemy in terms of putting the most pressure under myself and buckling under it as a result, i know realistically nobody is sharpening their harpoon gun because i didn’t touch a review for a week. but i wanted to put out a message as a bit of peace of mind regardless 🙏 thank you for your support in any capacity and know that i am extremely grateful for it beyond words!
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having your own mother tell you that you don’t deserve to uber yourself food after two long weeks of stress because “you think you’re the only one whose stressed? you’re. not. special.” is craaaaaazy
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My brain is playing that fun game of determining where my current uncomfortableness and anxiety is coming from. Is it stuff that matters? Is it something worth the effort? Is it hormone related? Is it something I should be able to be normal about and have actual emotional regulations of an adult or am I gonna be a five year old about it because I can’t shut my feelings off? Buzzer!!!! All of it!!!
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was planning on using my rowing machine and rollerblading today but period hit so now I’m just going to suffer in agony lmao
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if my body would just stop being so goddamn weak and useless my life would change drastically. like i have noticed my stamina improving ever so slightly due to the physical labor and the daily walking of the dogs that i’m doing at my new job, but after every measly 3 hour shift my back is absolutely killing me and everything hurts and i need to spend the next 12 hours laying in bed on a heatpad after taking pain meds. after only 3 fucking hours. i am just so fucking sick of being chronically ill and how any fucking form of physical activity takes so much out of me and makes me be in pain. i. am. so. tired. of. being. useless.
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