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miinahtanatda · 2 years

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#คุณชาย #Khun Chai #To Sir With Love #Jiu #Tian #JiuTian #Jam Rachata #แจมรชตะ #Film Thanapat #ฟิล์มธนภัทร #JamFilm #แจมฟิล์ม #หมายักษ์กับแมวน้อย #they're so sweet #i'm gonna have diabetes

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sparkles-oflight · 9 months

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Tomorrow I have to do some blood analysis... I'm terrified of needles. Wish me luck

#also #I'm terrified it's going to say I have diabetes #do I have the symptoms? nope #but I'm not gonna lie for the past month or so I've been snacking out of stress #and I'm fully aware it's bad but I literally don't know what to do???#and a lot of it is chocolate related stuff #YES I'M PARANOID WELCOME TO MY BRAIN WHO JUST GOES INTO THE DEEPEST FEARS POSSIBLE FOR SOME REASON #ffs this is for thyroid and I'm somehow less scared of those results #random #random shit #random rant #maria papoila

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annieisyourfavourite · 4 months

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oh i should have brought a friend to this

#i am having. a panic attack #I'm at the training session to get an insulin pump #and i already was very resistant to doing this #it took me a long time to even book the appointment #and now that I'm here. uh oh!!!!!#i feel like I'm not gonna remember half of this stuff #and i wish i had a friend to hold my hand and help ground me #but we're already halfway thru and i don't think anyone could get here in time #:(((((#i am so fucking stressed #mine #actuallydiabetic #diabetes

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menlove · 2 years

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got told by a doctor that an elevated blood result I have that 90% of diabetics get that is functionally harmless is bc of my "chronic testosterone use as a woman" and bc I'm fat lmfaoooo bye

#what a fucking moron dear god #like he even said 90% of diabetics have this happen #isn't that crazy how that seems like it's probably the causing factor but ur gonna lecture me for a half hour about being fat and trans #when I mentioned I didn't want to diet and lose weight bc of past disordered eating he LIT up and assumed I meant binging #like ohoho bitch. I will fucking eat You in a minute. no actually I mean restricting and purging but that's just girly things lol #gonna fucking explode I hate going to doctors as a fat trans person I'm ready to kill

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im2tired4usernames · 4 months

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Incredibly hard to believe I'm fearfully and wonderfully made when my own body repeatably on the regular trys to kill me

#i am allergic to EVERYTHING #god wvery summer it's a fuckin hospital visit #over n over n over n over again #I'm COVERED in hives from my feet to my face i didn't eat anything new didn't get stung this ain't fair #that n like ye know the diabetes bit like yeah thanks God for giving me dead organs and acid blood ye prick #fact of the matter is if God's real he's a real dick for making cancer n autoimmune disease #and allergies #hur dur sin did that not God OH SO HE'S NOT ALL POWERFUL THEN LOVE #ugh I'm probably gonna have to watch it and hopefully no er visit for me

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fooltofancy · 11 months

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bout to send the most unhinged few days of numbers to my doctor after not talking to him for three months, hope he's excited.

#that ten or so hours of just watching it climb lmao #i still feel sick btw that was the roughest it's been in a while #now i'm feeling above average concerned abt my sensitivity settings cause.... i have been paying painfully close attention and this is #a lot of low blood sugar #for the amount of insulin ive been giving myself #i thought it was just that i braved plugging my pump in early with the long acting insulin i had going yesterday BUT #every time ive given myself insulin in the last six hours since that insulin should have cleared from my system ive gone low.#which is not ideal #sending numbers to my doctor like taking bets on a1c rn cause i have NO idea whats gonna come outta there #weh #self reminder to do that this weekend with an equally baffled email of descriptions #questionable diabetes blogging

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dalishthunder · 5 months

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When you're naturally starting to lose weight at a natural pace because of hormones finally balancing out due to medication and the doc wants you to go on a restrictive diet to lose weight faster by cutting out ripe bananas. Sorry doc, I'll follow some of this, but nah. I'd rather die at 60 happy and eating my daily banana than live to 80 by following a restrictive diet that will cause me to yo-yo weight and develop eating disorders that I'm prone to anyway and be miserable

#odt #I will increase my fiber and whole grains #and I'm exercising #and I'm losing weight at the rate my body is comfortable with already #I'm not cutting fruit from my diet #I would rather die at 50 #it's not like I'm even insulin resistant in the slightest???#I'd get it if I were diabetic #but I'm not??? I'm just losing weight at a slow pace as my thyroid bounces back to normal????#idk I only get to live once #and my bipolar already makes me miserable enough #I'm not gonna further add to the misery if I don't have to #personal #rant

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david-watts · 5 months

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successfully managed to cook serve and take my tea to my room without my grandmother spotting it and yelling at me for 'overeating' because no matter what I eat or do I'm doing it wrong and she gets to yell at me because of it. and shouting matches are even worse when you're hungry and you're hypoglycaemic

#the old 'you're gonna get diabetes eating all that!' from a regular serving of my soup. which is 60% broth and 22% mushrooms.#really grated on my nerves #screaming at me that you guessed it (the same as above) that one time I did have really low blood sugar and was unable to stand #and I shoved all of the packet of chicken nuggets into the oven instead of carefully portioning them out #which I couldn't do because I was that shaky. the nuggets were the quickest thing I had to cook too #and like. I'm trying to follow a doctor's advice to eat however much I feel and she screams at me for it.#idk. I'm developing a fucked up relationship with food and these posts are how I'm documenting it

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arcaneyouth · 6 months

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i'm starting to think living with 5 other people may simply be a problem

#vent post #negative #i've come to the conclusion i'm not getting enough sugar in my daily meals #(which is. ironic in a lot of ways. but i don't know what else the problem would be)#and that's great that's cool that i've come to this conclusion. i don't think i can solve this one #we don't buy that much sugary or junk food stuff anymore #my dad's got diabetes that makes sense that's understandable #so a lot of our family meals are like rice and meat and a salad #but yknow i'm not really gonna ask my parents to change that! it's been like that for a long time now it's fine it's alright #but i don't think i can actually solve the problem #i. already have a lot of foods that the rest of my family isn't allowed to touch. because i am So Picky #and when they were eating my foods more often i was Starving #i don't. think. i can ask for more. and you know what that's fine! that's fine that's ok i like my meals they're tasty as hell #what about snacks then? can we get snacks for the whole family? well no #we stopped buying more junk foodish snacks because it was All my siblings were eating #and it was bad! it was bad they shouldn't have been doing that. but now i don't think my parents trust us to be responsible with snack food #so our snack foods are. protein bar. fruit snacks (i had to request these specifically). popcorn #that's. that's fine. that's fine maybe i should be focused on fruit instead! fruit is good sugar!#well we don't store fruit i like the way i like it (don't put it in the fridge) so i never eat any of it anymore #but everybody else seems fine with it so really i'm not going to win this argument cause everybody else actually eats it more when it's out #(i don't think this is true. but i think it's true for My Dad and My Mom specifically.)#and i just. it really got me thinking about how much i don't have foods that i like in the house or meals that i love because Somebody Else #likes it done differently and not the way i like it #and that takes priority #to the point where i don't know what the fuck kind of foods i like because we just don't. have. any #i prefer white rice. mom prefers brown so we get brown. i prefer crunchier potatoes. mom prefers them soft so we make them soft #i like my fruits cold. my parents prefer to be able to See the fruits so they stay on the counter. i only eat chicken breast not any other #part of the chicken. my parents prefer thigh meat so we get thigh meat (which i don't eat)#oh huh. this post was a lot longer but tumblr deleted half the tags. yeah that's fair

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a-chilleus · 8 months

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email from my gp today saying btw these test results from october suggest you could have pcos. no need to do anything good luck do you have any questions

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what the fuck, what do i do, how the fuck do i handle this

#i have some of the symptoms but they're stuff like acne and weight gain and whatever #i literally had an ultrasound last week and the results for that were normal #but apparently my hormones are weird? and i have super irregular periods #and my gp was like well you could go on contraceptives if you're worried about the irregular periods #thanks but no? i don't need to make my periods more regular #i'm actually fine with not having as many periods they suck #so long as i have enough to not get cancer but that's just 3+ in a year and you're fine #like i'm not worried about acne and irregular periods and being a bit hairy #i'm worried about am i gonna get type 2 diabetes and does this mean i'm never going to be able to lose weight and what the fuck do i do #with this random new information!!!#she didn't even suggest any further tests to actually confirm it #so like #i may or may not have pcos #fucking hell #esme.txt #health anxiety tw #weight mention tw #uhhh #menstruation tw #oh yeah all the info is like “women with pcos experience this” so funnnn dysphoria times

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fallenrain40 · 1 year

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my blood sugar has been high all day so far i do not feel good :(

#it was high all night as well... my mom is being stupid and didn't want me to have a higher correction dose cause “some people need sleep”#(she might have to stay up to watch my bg in case i go low... but like. I can stay up instead of her? she just doesn't want me to.)#(it's like a control thing or sm idk i don't understand her)#but anyways my bg is high now cause I listened to her and only did 2 units qwq #and just now i only did 5 for another correction dose #hopefully it works anyways #i had yet again some really random dreams last night due to high blood sugar #in my dream i took it and it was 800 #it wasn't that high irl when i woke up thank god cause that would be an emergency #it was 280 but that still sucks #and it's 266 now :|#and to make things worse my mom's all like “stop being rude to people” no fuck u i feel like shit i'm gonna be rude esp when #she's the reason im high in the first place #it's around the time of the month where yknow the thing happens and my bg always runs higher than normal around this time #but i knew i needed more insulin i just didnt wanna fricking argue with her #maybe ill just lie next time #i'm a bad liar tho #i hate this #diabetic #t1d #t1 diabetic #high blood sugar

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ofdinosanddais1 · 1 year

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My mom, out of nowhere at least five times a week: "You need to be on this very specific diet and eat no sugar or salt whatsoever."

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My doctor: "So what is your appetite like"

Me: "Oh, I usually eat small meals throughout the day because if I eat a regular sized meal then I get sick. I also know when I need to eat salt and sugar and protein because of very specific cravings I get."

My doctor: "Oh, so you're intuitively eating. That's what I would recommend to someone with unexplained digestive problems and chronic nausea. I think you listening to your body and your cravings has probably been a big help in preventing serious medical problems. I don't see any excessive amounts of LDL cholesterol or salt or sugar in your blood so it's not like there's any proof your diet is poor that can't be explained by digestive problems so let's figure out what's going on."

#fatphobia mention #food mention #tw disordered eating #tw eating disorder #not me who has the disordered eating but definitely my mom #listen to your body #fatphobia #diet culture #if i end up having diabetes i'm never gonna hear the end of it from my mom #i guarantee if i followed her diet then i would end up in the hospital #the keto diet can work for her because it's for her epilepsy but i don't have epilepsy #if i did keto then i would probably die or end up comatose #my body already has a hard enough time digesting shit. i'm not cutting out anything except gluten #and the gluten is because i probably have celiacs #and if i have celiacs then my doctors want me to start right now to make sure my intestines can start healing asap #also i got lucky with my doctors so this is not gonna apply to everyone

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eastberlin · 1 year

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I am so tired of being stressed/anxious/worried.

#ain't no stress like old cat stress bc old cat stress don't stop #robo was acting funny this morning but I'm pretty sure it's bc mom and I got up and ready to leave early on a saturday #and in the past when we've done this it's bc he had a vet appt #he's really good at recognizing patterns #I mean he ate and everything the behavior was only different once we started getting dressed/ready #but he's also been peeing more lately and had an accident in my bed the other night #which I mean he's 16 and has diabetes and kidney disease #and we're also dealing with some kind of GI issue which I'm afraid could be intestinal lymphoma #(we've tried antibiotics which helped a little but didn't resolve it and lymphoma is a relatively common cancer in elderly cats)#we're not gonna do a biopsy- it wouldn't change anything and we're not putting him through that #ugh this part of having pets sucks #I feel like I have to say that he's happy and otherwise healthy (the vet was really pleased with his bloodwork last visit)#he's eating and taking care of the other cats (he's such a dad cat)#he's just the cat equivalent of your granddad who's 80something and on dialysis or w/e

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diabeticgirl4 · 1 year

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I should've split bolus for that meal x_x

#ignore me #maddie lifeblogs #diabetes tag #tbh I don't think I've ever split bolus correctly #but I feel like this situation would've gone a lot better if I had #bolused in full for frozen dinner w 20g protein...... whoopsies #my bg immediately started nosediving so now I'm mid 50s w like 5 units iob #so yeah I just ate dinner now I have to immediately eat again whether I want to or not #and bc overtreating plus all that protein!! I'm gonna spike so bad I just know it #haven't been this low in. a while. not fun.

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theconstellationsinyourskin · 2 years

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thinking about like. actually taking medical steps for being trans. like I was just gonna get my uterus out with some doc that was like "you gotta wait a year bc I Care About You™️ and maybe u will change your mind" which was fucking weird and I started crying so I couldn't argue

but my partner is encouraging me to reach out to the transgender clinic at our uni to get more info (esp regarding insurance) and maybe a better doc lmfao. and I was filling out the form and it's like "do u want hormones? do u want a metoidoplasty? tell us your gender expression and what u worry about for coming out" and im like YES I DO WANT THAT ACTUALLY but I'm so worried I won't be taken seriously because I want to keep my breasts and keep dressing femininely. like I wanna be cute and pretty and also so fuckin hairy and have a penis is that too much to ask. it is too much to ask I just know it 😭

#personal post #not to mention I'm like already gaining weight bc of lexapro. like I'm gonna pass 250lbs in the next month probably #i do not have pre diabetes or high blood pressure but I'm still worried they'll be like 'no you'll gain too much weight from the hormones'#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah #i almost got on hormones like 4 years ago but chickened out after i missed my appointment. regret it now tbh but also like #i needed to stabilize my mental health first and that's ok

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apoapsis · 2 years

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sorry for low activity btw, i was a little depressed because the food bank i usually go to wasn’t open last time i went so i was stressing for a min there, but we finally got some things today so i’m feeling a bit better now :)

#++|| OOC #i wanna open up for 10$ doodle/lineart commissions #but i always feel bad even bothering with trying to ask #since everybody's kind of broke around this time and have enough to worry about #i'll probably make a small post for it but idk #being poor and diabetic really fucking sucks bro 🥺🥺#dont worry abt this tho! its just a heads up #i just dont want anyone to feel left out just because i kinda do my own thing #i just want anybody tht's been wondering if im interested in interacting #to know that i am in fact interested in interacting #regardless of my thread count #anyway i'ma try to focus on replying to some starters #and goin thru my inbox call #and then i'm gonna try and work on the muse doodles some more! :)#i didnt wanna post them until i got most / all of them done #i kind of want to post all the doodles all together tho #just so everybody is kinda forced to look at each other's blogs via being tagged #kinda force everybody to acknowledge each other :)

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