#i'm not a monster.../rp

[zackprincebooks]

"Fertility gods aren't always about sex and pregnancy! Sometimes they're about the fertility of the land and nourishment of the body--" yes but what about a god of fertility with a huge cock that plows you into the ground and fruit trees blossom where their cum dripped out of you

[unwavering-devotion]

Will ask Dr. Seward to be let out in the gardens unsupervised to hunt. If he denies me then I can bring a hand to my chest, gasp, and yell “DURING THIS MONTH?!” then watch him explain himself.

[over-and-over-blog]

TW gore, dissociation, and vomiting under the cut

(My bad guys I got carried away. This is basically a lazy fanfic, so buckle up. First half is here)

"Athena?! We heard screaming, what happened?"

(× Athena is staring at the balcony, mumbling frantically under her breath, hyperventilating. ×)

"I-I didn't... H-He just... I-I..."

"Athena, breathe... What happened? Where's dad?"

"H-He... He's-"

(× Penelope's scream can be heard just down below, making Telemachus and Athena flinch. Telemachus runs over to the edge, before stumbling back in a state of horror. ×)

(× Odysseus was being lifted off of a broken tree branch, guts entangled with the broken, bloodied branch he fell on. Servants and Guards had gathered around the fallen king, some throwing up at the sight, others screaming and running to find help. ×)

(× Penelope had dragged Odysseus off the branch herself, holding him close, trying to stop the bleeding with her shawl in a state of denial and panic. ×)

"Ody! Odysseus wake up, please!"

"D-dad?!"

(× Telemachus bolted back out of the room to find his parents below, leaving Athena completely alone. ×)

(× Athena kept muttering to herself, grasping the blanket with whatever strength she had, choked up sobs escaping her mouth. Her head was screaming at her, a little voice saying "Your fault" over and over and over again. She could almost hear his voice over her own mind's twisted words. She kept shaking on the floor, dissociating in and out of reality. ×)

(× A loud gasp from below cut into her racing mind, followed by coughing and sputtering. Athena shakily crawled back out to the balcony, peering over the edge with great hesitation. ×)

(× Odysseus had woken up, flipping onto his hands and knees, coughing up the last remnants of blood as the gaping wound in his abdomen stitched itself back together. Penelope had jumped back in shock, watching her very dead husband writhing in agony, only moving to help when she started vomiting into the grass. ×)

(× That's impossible... No mortal being could survive that, let alone heal the injury as if nothing happened. Odysseus and Athena made eye contact, making her back away in fear. ×)

(× How was he still alive? ×)

[rxttenfish]

i like it when people mistake miravi for a popular ship because. it's just me in here. it's literally just me. i just make ten thousand posts about it and draw a bunch of artwork about it and i haven't switched gears in years.

[punkbooyahbomber2227]

TRY AND STOP ME

[mad-hunts]

what flavor is your soul?

salt.

ah little kraken, bold are you. restless sailor, dauntless fighter, lower your sword, let me see your shield. ah, of course, they are but the same object. oh, wave-tossed ruffian, lend me some of your mettle, would you? you have been struck by the sharpest of spears, yet you still stand here proudly. but off your guard, elsewhere of the battlefield, you will find your spirit can parch others. your words are but weapons crafted from your soul. little lion, sheathe your claws, or the ones you love the most will suffer. you do not have to be strong all the time, love. there's nothing wrong with being soft. vulnerability is not weakness, and if it were, what's wrong with that? strength is not always your greatest tool. your heart is good. put down excalibur, and use your words. you'll find they will carry you much farther. not everything in life is a battle.

tagged by: i'm not sure who tagged me in this BC this has been in my drafts for a while but!! i think someone did, LOL

tagging: @divingdownthehole, @riddlesnap, @sillyjokes, @whampow, @darkdevour, @vulpesse, @twcfaces, and anyone else who may want to complete this!

[andromeda3116]

fun things about homebrewing a campaign from the ground up with almost exclusively homebrewed monsters and items: remembering that random encounters don't have to be that complicated, going "if they get too cocky, they get five giant bats to the face" and boom. random encounter.

[cervitaur-dipper]

heyyy!! GREETINGS, cervitaur-dipper! THIS IS DIP&MABES INC. WE ARE THRILLED WITH YOUR AGREED PARTISIPATIN PATICIPATION IN THE TRUTH SERUM TEST TRIALS! YOUR PARTICIPATION WILL VALUE US IN THE FUTURE. FOR THE START OF THIS EXPERIMENT, PLEASE ANSWER THESE 5 QUESTIONS HONESTLY ON A SEPARATE SHEET OF NOTEBOOK PAPER. DO NOT MAKE THESE ANSWERS KNOWN. WE WILL USE THESE ANSWERS LATER. ONCE YOU ANSWER THESE 5 QUESTIONS, PLEASE REPORT TO DIMENSION 811442513114 WITH YOUR ANSWERS AND THIS INVITATION LETTER. 1. Do you think life has a meaning? 2. Do you think you are a good or bad person? 3. Are you happy? How are you feeling right now? 4. What is your biggest regret? 5. What does "love" mean to you? Do you like love? THANK YOU!

-Dipper & MABEL!!!

Dip&Mabes Incorporated.

( @dippers-starbooks / @mabels-scrapbooks )

*He takes in a deep breath and fills out the paper.*

1. Do you think life has a meaning? No. I think life is pointless and painful and nowhere near worth anything. I think that if there is a meaning, it's pain, and that's too sad to believe and it's less painful to believe that there is no meaning.

2. Do you think you are a good or bad person? Bad person. I'm not a good person. If I ever was, I'm not anymore.

3. Are you happy? How are you feeling right now? Not happy. Scared. Want to use my memory gun again. I won't, though. Scientific integrity and all.

4. What is your biggest regret? Letting Bill get anywhere near me.

5. What does "love" mean to you? Do you like love? I'm honestly not sure. I guess I think of platonic love first. Familial love. That sort of love. And I guess I just haven't thought about it in a while.

[thuganomxcs]

━━   ❝   𝐇𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞.  ❞   As Koenma puts it, he began thinking back on the stuff he’s learned about Puu. Though as Gigi picked him up he chirps rather cheerfully, floppy ears even raised to express how happy he felt, how much he loved being held so gently. “There’s no bullshittin’ with Puu, he feels what I’m feelin’. If I’m sad he’s sad if I’m happy he is too..found out that he even feels bad when I friggin’ hide it. Can’t tell ya how much he’s outed me in front of my mother.” He then turned to look at the spirit beast with a scowl…comically so. 

“Looks like Shade over there likes him too.” He spoke up concerning the shadow. It’s really wild how a shadow can be soo independent.

continue from here / @13xwishes

[fatassmirage]

Okay out of context drawing I did for a monsterYor rp I have with my friend.

Don't worry about Twilight, he's fine.

[echidna-enquiries]

The dark purple crow flies its way into the Guardian’s headquarters, at this point they’ve snooped around enough that they were familiar with its layout and its occupants.

But out of all the guardians in the building none were in Chikki’s sights today. Instead they flew around until they spotted the light blue cat-bat sitting by herself drawing peacefully.  

How perfect..

The crow landed on the table next to Fae, out of her line of sight as to not disturb her drawing flow. 

“Whatcha doing there? Drawing? Thas cool. Iris does that sometimes although they mostly draw tired old men heh…. 

Hey! You knooow~ its spooky season, and I heard from a little birdie (aka ME) that you like monsters and all sorts of spooky shit just like the old man.”

Chikki flew over Fae landing by her other side, its voice eerily sounding like that little devil on your shoulder you shouldn’t listen to. “You ever thought about what the guardians would look like… if they were beasts or monsters? Picture it: a werewolf Shepherd, alien Marcello? eh?, oooh~ what about.. that Rhett guy as a dragon! Shiiit make Salem one too! That’d be SWEET! kitsune Morgan? how lit would that be?!” 

The bird began to get excited, flapping its wings they become airborne again. “All these cool ideas… wonder where they came from.. another space another time perhaps? I dunno. Anyways~ Maybe you should like draw some of them sometime, like a halloween celebration thing or something, or show it to the old man he might think it’s cool. 

Imma bounce and let you cook on that one, and maybe bully someone else while I’m here, laterz!~”

Chikki flew away phasing into the walls, making it seem that they left the room, except they had teleported somewhere in the tall ceiling. Covered in shadow they snickered to themself as they watched patiently, waiting for the magic to happen. 

Chikki was right, Fae REALLY did like monsters... they were just so cool! It was one of her favourite things to draw! It was kinda odd she hadn't drawn any in the Halloween season... maybe she should. And thanks to that bird, she kept thinking about it. She knew it was a little strange, the Guardians were her friends and well... kinda her employers. But Chikki saying all of those ideas, it lead her mind to wonder... how would they look as monsters? What a thought... She began to doodle as her mind pondered, Oh, the possibilities were endless! Her mind flowing with ideas and designs of the family's would-be designs. A grin came to her face and her tail flicking as her imagination soared.

The sudden screams had snapped her out of her artistic trance. It sounded like almost everyone, what had happened?! Fae quickly got up, running to the meeting room where the chaos continued to be heard from. "Guys? Are you oka-?!?!!?!?!". When she glanced into the room, she couldn't believe her eyes...

She remained quiet as she watched everyone, some of them stood around in mass shock or confusion, trying to comfort the monstrous looking Guardians... or Shepherd yelling around, clearly panicked in his own way. Morgan and Marcello were trying to soothe him, the former attempting to try and fix this...

Fae didn't get it, they looked EXACTLY like her drawings. Did...she do this? No-no she couldn't have. That was impossible. She was just drawing. This had to be some sort of trick, an illusion. Maybe Arcana or Cedar or even Chikki did something to her notepad. This couldn't have been... her. How could it? She was just a regular girl...right?

The chaos in the room grew louder... it filled her with more guilt at the idea that she may have done this. Somehow... In a panicked attempt to end the chaos, Fae tore the page from the book, quickly scrunching it up and shoving it into her pocket. Hoping that somehow that did something. A flash of light came from the room, and after hearing the shouting turn into quiet muttering... Fae peaked into the room again. They were okay... physically at least, clearly disheveled and confused, but everything was normal again...

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OOC: Thank you @btm-txt for colouring, rendering and adding in details to the big chaotic picture. You really did help me with this fun ask <3 thanks buddy.

[silvertws]

I was road down memory lane today so I drew the Protector's guild symbol on my hand using eyeliner. :DDD I think it looks good for a first attempt... Even though the quality of the picture sucks :'))) I wanna do all the other guilds as well even tho Grimshade is kinda complicated to draw on my body with one hand... Since my hands are shaky af.. I will draw them on paper next time and use them as a way to make the outlines better :3

[unwavering-devotion]

A gift. You remember these, I trust.

And I trust you still know how to repay a kindness. When next I call upon you, you will answer in kind.

YES!!!

YES, I WILL, MASTER!!!! WHATEVER YOU NEED.

[over-and-over-blog]

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[× WARNINGS ×]

This is a very heavy blog, with themes of:

Violence

Death (a LOT of death)

Murder

EDs

SH

Heavily implied abuse/torture

Depression + Anxiety

PTSD

Please be mindful when on this blog

[× Introductions ×]

"I... I can't talk right now. I'm busy..." - Odysseus

"Hm? Oh... Hello everyone." - Penelope

"Hey...!" - Telemachus

"..." - Athena

(× Actions ×)

Mod moment 👍🏽

[× Status Report ×]

Odysseus: One death

Penelope: One death

Telemachus: Zero deaths

[× Athena's Condition ×]

Injuries currently:

Large, symmetrical wounds starting from her shoulder blades down her (her wings were forcibly removed)

Lichtenburg scars along her back, right shoulder, and the right side of her face (she's completely blind in that eye)

Burns on both the back of her hands (her left hand was burned the worst)

A slash along her left leg, making her walk with a very prominent limp

Bruising everywhere, some minor, some extreme (the worst is her wrists and neck)

Semi-healed cuts all over (some may be stab wounds, Athena hasn't confirmed)

Mentality: Dropping.

[× Tags ×]

Morning and evening I felt I was grieving 🩸- angst posts

It's never too late 🫂 - comfort posts (I'll grant y'all that much at least lol)

I could sleep at night 🦉 - Athena posts

What if I'm the monster? 🏹 - Odysseus posts

And though I never thought that it would end like this🧵 - Penelope posts

For so long I've felt alone 🐺 - Telemachus posts

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Hello! Welcome to the Over and Over AU blog!

You may call me Kiki, Grape, or Kai! I have 4 other roleplay blogs, and this one is my 5th! If you'd like to know more about my Over and Over AU, you can ask me questions on my main blog! @grape-jucie-dog

But to quickly explain: Zeus has cursed the Ithacan Royals to die over and over, only to be revived afterwards. Not only that, but now they're stuck with Athena, who has been trapped by Zeus 2 years after the Ithaca Saga. The reason she was trapped was for freeing Odysseus against Zeus' wishes (in this AU he said no), and helping him fight against Poseidon, along with helping with the suitors (all going against Zeus' orders).

[goldenshrikecomic]

Do you have any set rules for yourself when drawing your characters, like ‘Runi cannot be more than 12 apples high’ or something

Do NOT look at me, I'm so bad at keeping the sizes consistent. I swear everyone's just a wither height of someone else. It's always the withers. Runi's head comes to Nero's withers, sometimes her jaw or sometimes the top of her head. Nero's jaw goes to Bones' withers. Usma and Eve go to Antaras' except sometimes not quite, sometimes they're all magical height. Sequentical art hard.

[4th-make-quail]

for the character bingo, please do judge ghis, need someone to talk abt peepaw

GHIS!!!!!! MY TERRIBLE NO GOOD HORRIBLE MOST SCRUNGLY MAN!!!! God i fucking love him and his terrible hubris and fancy armour and stupid little curly hair flicks, UGHHH. he's so horrible and underrated and i want to see him taken down a peg by Bergan and secretly love it the whole time even while hating himself for it.........

i love his nose and his stupid goatee and how flamboyant he is andandand- i could go on lol. potentially little-known fact, i commissioned an old xiv friend to port his head into ffxiv for me so i could do gpose screenshots of him and my highlander Bergan :3c ugh he's so gorgeous it fucks me UP.

anyway don't ask how many thousands of words of my Bergan has rped with, it's A Lot lol >:3