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intimidating-fettuccine · 10 months ago
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Silly light headcanons because I really need them
I've been going through a very tough time and today I really need some fluff to distract myself. I hope you enjoy.
BEN teaches the older creeps that are bad with electronics how to play video games. They have creep family game nights, and the older creeps usually don't participate because they aren't as good, so BEN has been taking them aside and teaching them how to play so they can feel more confident in participating too. He never laughs or judges them for their skills, and he reminds them that the others would be happy if they participated too.
There's a game of tag that has been going on in the mansion for several years. They keep switching who the one person that's It is, but to the point that people will forget who is It. Jeff was once It for seven months, to the point nobody could remember, and he tagged Toby in the middle of dinner which caused absolute chaos. They can choose to tag someone immediately, or hold onto it and wait for a moment of surprise, but you can't tag someone who was just It on the same day, and you can't tag people when they're asleep or working. Everyone in the mansion has been It at least probably 10 times, but they keep it going because it's so amusing. Tim is currently It, and he's been It for three months. He wants to get Slender, but Slender knows this and has been careful to avoid physical contact with Tim. Tim is a patient man. He will win this.
When someone can't fall asleep due to nightmares or bad memories haunting them, they're allowed to go to Slender, and he'll play piano for them. He'll sit with them, and play whatever song they'd like so long as he knows it or can see the sheet music for it. Sometimes they'll sit there for hours, the creep leaning sleepily against Slender as he plays for them. He'll even make a delicious warm drink for them first if they request it or he feels they could benefit from it. Slender doesn't mind missing out on his own sleep, as he likes to put the residents first and foremost. When they're calmed down and drowsy enough he'll walk them back to their room, give them a hug and a pat on the head, and send them off to bed. He'll always stay awake a little while longer in case they come back to him.
Sally has started sneaking people candy. Lately, she's been using her allowance money on others, as she feels it's one of the few ways she can help out. If someone has been very down lately, she'll ask someone to run her into town, and she'll go to her favorite candy store and pick out the creep's favorite candy if she knows it, and a few things she thinks they'd like. Once home, she'll grab some stickers from her collection, and put the stickers and the candy in the creeps room for them to find later. She does this purely to try and give them a little something to brighten their days and doesn't need anything in return, although the creeps that receive these little gifts always return the favor and get something for Sally to repay her. Her gifts have often made a few of them quite emotional, and it makes them all feel quite special.
There is a shared mansion Minecraft world. They have a rule that you can't destroy things someone else builds which everyone respects, and it's become common for people to play together. Sometimes it's the whole mansion, sometimes it's just a group of them, but they all have a lot of fun exploring the world together. BEN has built the most and often volunteers to build cool houses for everyone. Jeff helps people with mining the most and if someone asks him to get a certain amount of things for them he's happy to do it. Toby and Sally are making a zoo together, collecting a bunch of animals, and making beautiful and nice places for the animals to live in. Some of the creeps play more than others, but they try at least once a month for everyone to play together, in the same room or on a call, and it always devolves into happy chaos as everyone plays in their own special ways.
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xerith-42 · 10 months ago
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What is, in your opinion, the best and the worst moments of the entire series and why? If you haven't already made a post about that
[cracks knuckles]
It's hard to put a finger on what I would say are best moments because through my rewatch I've actually discovered a lot of good moments early on that I think are overlooked because they don't play into the larger story later on. I talked about one of them in the context of a rewrite on my side blog, but I want to talk about a smaller moment that I actually don't think needs to be rewritten. (this isn't me saying this is the best moment in mcd, just that I think it deserves appreciation)
It's the entire opening sequence of episode 11. Like the whole thing is just really good. It opens with Aph finding out that Donna has gained sentience building that idea into the world, and she gets the story started right away by telling Aph about how Brendan got injured at the end of last episode. Aph instantly rushes in to help, finds out what she has to do from Garroth, and then takes off to do it. Earlier episodes have a problem of being kind of nothing a lot of the time, or Jess will get distracted and take way too long to get to the story, but that just isn't a problem here.
At this point Brendan has been established as a character with gripes, ambitions, wants, love for hamsters, and has an emotional connection to another character in the cast. So both the audience and Aph are invested in his safety, and it's great to see how seriously she can take these situations when circumstances demand it. Furthermore once she gets the medicine Garroth needs, it's Garroth who actually treats Brendan's wounds as this is before Zoey entered the series and became the resident healer.
I really like this aspect of Garroth's character and think it has a ton of potential! Garroth learning battle medicine during the year Phoenix Drop didn't have their lord because he failed to protect his lord before? Maybe he learned it even earlier, like in the guard academy shortly after the death of his brother to ensure that he doesn't lose someone again. As far as I'm aware this is never expanded on outside of this episode but I think it was a really solid piece of character work with Garroth.
And Zenix in this scene?? On point. He is playing up the whole scared guard who's a rookie and new to everything aspect so well, and the way he talks about the whole ordeal is just fantastic. He's so good at playing on Aph's trusting nature and when you learn that he knew the arrow was meant for him and put Brendan in the way? It makes the entire scene all the more heartbreaking. Overall a really great showing from one of the earlier episodes of the series.
And on the complete opposite end of the spectrum, we have one of the much later episodes in the series run that if you ask me, is one of the worst scenes in anything I have ever witnessed. Season 2 Episode 95 of Minecraft Diaries is perhaps the best example of character assassination happening in real time I have ever seen. The rot upon Laurance's character has been creeping in for some time during season 2, but this is when it hits it's crescendo.
I can and will do an entire post breaking down this entire episode minute by minute one of these days because it's failures are something I take personally. For those of you who aren't actually going insane over the block show, Season 2 Episode 95 is titled "Shadows of the Past", and this is the episode where everything with Laurance hits it's breaking point. In this episode while Aph is just having a fun day playing with Dante, Leona, and the other child who is there, she sees an imp in the forest disguised as Aaron. (Keep in mind Aaron died in episode 81 so the wound is still sort of fresh)
Aph is shaken by this and halfway through the episode she sits on the beaches of the Phoenix Alliance island holding Aaron's bandana and having a quiet moment. Laurance comes up behind her, before he sits next to her, and the two start talking. In theory, I like this conversation. Laurance has largely not been able to express his feelings on Aaron and what he did because he ran away right after it happened, and showed up only 5 episodes ago trying to kill Aph while she was in disguise. He hasn't had a moment to really process Aaron's sacrifice and what it means for him. The strange contradictory feelings he has over his jealousy, his desire to protect, the calling, and dare I say it, his respect for Aaron.
In theory, I really like this conversation. In practice this conversation manages to drag not one, not two, but all three of Minecraft Diaries main characters to their lowest points. In this scene Laurance proceeds to berate Aph for her feelings, invalidate previous lines he said about Aaron, completely betrays his own character and motivation, and forever ruins his character arc. And that's not including how much of a fucking asshole Garroth is in this scene, like Laurance was being bad, but Garroth saying "You were lucky to come back alive" after Laurance was forcibly raised into undeath??? Not cool dude.
The entire scene also reduced Aph into just a grieving widow. She's so grief stricken she can't even stand up to Laurance, which could be good in theory, but I just don't like it. It just doesn't feel right. It doesn't feel like the character I've been following. Aph has always been a proactive and reactive character, bad stuff happens and her response is to do something about it. This scene makes her far more passive and while I don't object to her grieving, this just isn't it. I can't explain it better than that, it just isn't it.
As stated before, Garroth may have had some good points but completely lost all merit he had in this argument when he hit Laurance with that line. That was just uncalled for.
And poor poor Laurance. Let's just give a quick rundown on things in Laurance's life that greatly impact the way he views death: His parents dying when he was a kid, his lord dying while under his watch, seeing someone he knew was dead walking around alive, literally actually dying and being forcibly raised into partial undeath with a great curse to bear and no control over any of this happening, his best friend sacrificing their life to save him, AND losing his OTHER parent after being thrown 15 years into the future. Laurance has been a victim of death and it's many ways of truly ruining someone's brain in ways we mortals aren't even able to comprehend.
He would never yell at someone for grieving. He would never get mad at someone for being sad that someone they care about is gone, no matter how jealous he can be. He would never see Aph with tears in her eyes and keep yelling. The only circumstances I could see him doing this under is if the calling is influencing him, but that isn't explicitly shown to the viewer or ever even implied to be the reason for this outburst. We are just expected to take this at face value. That his is who Laurance is, who he has become.
And it's not Laurance. I don't know who it is, but it's just not him. It's someone else who's using Laurance's likeness to prop up the story of two people falling in love and losing each other that takes longer than Romeo and Juliet and manages to somehow be worse than that. In a sick and twisted sense, Jess is how we've all been headcanoning the Shadow King, turning Laurance into her little puppet that she can control to do whatever she wants when the plot demands it, previously established character be damned. She didn't write this scene because she wanted to explore Laurance's character, she wrote this scene so fans would get off her back.
Laurance deserved better than this.
cutting myself off here because if I keep going I will just rewrite this entire episode in real time for the third time
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somethingusefulfromflorida · 6 months ago
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Happy (belated) birthday! 🎉
This might be a long shot, but do you happen to have on hand the post with the good Duolingo alternatives? I thought I remembered seeing one on your blog, like, forever (months) ago and now I've lost it and could really use it. 😅
I'm guessing streaming didn't work out, but it was fun all the same :) Thanks for hosting them.
Stay cool ❄
Thank you!
I remember the post you're talking about, but I can't find it either. I've completely let go of my Spanish practice, which is a damn shame because I had a 1111+ day streak before the AI fuckery made the app unusable. I bought a bunch of novels in Spanish to keep it up, but recently I've been having trouble paying attention even to English novels, so I can't focus on any of them long enough to finish them...
I forgot all about my minecraft streams. I didn't stop on purpose, I just got distracted. One of my other mutuals @nsomniacsdream started hosting a multiplayer server with mods and we've been playing together for months now; I let vanilla fall to the wayside, and didn't stream during our sessions because I always talk to him on the phone while playing which would have made it difficult to record clean audio. Now that you mention it, I do kinda feel like getting back into streaming. There's a massive build project I've been meaning to work on, and I think it would be fun to try and do it in survival mode. My previous sessions were random, whenever I felt like it, but I'll try to set up a fixed schedule going forward. Thing is, I'm so used to mods that I think I'll have trouble readjusting to vanilla. I've been spoiled by minimaps, waypoints, and teleportation.
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enneamage · 6 months ago
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please share what new insights you have on 9s :) i find it hard to recognize 9s who are high energy like karl jacobs and tubbo especially
It’s the high-energy thing I've been grappling with recently, actually! It used to trip me up too, usually my bindspot would be the higher energy 9w1s / when they’re generally in manic-workaholic mode (compared the humble minecraft builder slow and steady tinkering), because that tends to be the opposite of what most profiles would expect. 
At the core of most enneagram types usually sits a paradox or two that they swing on, although they’re endlessly multi-faceted on top of that. Sixes get a fear / bravery split, Fives get being real smart / not knowing a dang thing (/j), and Nines get inertia  / flow-state-workaholism. 
High-energy Nines have the workaholic streak of Threes in that they’re inclined to hustle to buy their ticket into the world, socially, systemically or interpersonally. (The difference between this and Three integration is how much consideration they give to what they’re doing, or if the work is just what happens to be in front of them / given to them at the time, as they can struggle to say ‘no.’) They meld with people, but they also meld with workflows, easing into a slipstream of goals and tasks and doing. 
High-energy Nines seem to have a hard time pulling themselves out of the flow state, and can struggle with flowing from thing to thing if they’re stressed or disoriented. It’s a bit of an ADHD caricature at times (regardless if they have it or not) because they can move from distraction to distraction by accidentally putting equal weight on all possibilities and getting lost in the sauce because of it. 
I was kind of resigned to assuming that I would never really intuitively understand what ‘a fear of disconnection’ meant, because according to The Scrolls I’m one of the most naturally remote people out there and threatening me with time separate from the world is like threatening me with a vacation. What I needed to tap into was their drive for feeling and being felt by the world in a grounded way, stimulation itself, something a bit more in the vein of effectiveness. 
Nines tend to believe in their own natural irrelevance (as an ego) in the flow of life. Sometimes it bothers them, sometimes they’re at peace with it– it’s not a fully rational belief, but it’s how they experience themselves and how they sometimes experience others experiencing them. They can be a bit melty at the edges, taking on the perspective of others because they’re magnetized to that outside input to some degree. Some of them can be very naturally selfless and invest in other people both for their own enjoyment and to go along with something that feels like it has gravity, pulling them into that slipstream again. 
On the flip side, it can also give them a complex to try and make up for their sense of irrelevance, to try to build or find something to hold onto so they’re not lost to the void of the world and their own psyche. Of all the things it took me way too long to understand, this one is pretty high on the list– what can feel like a life-or-death scrape to feel connected to something (without being fully consumed by it, a thing that some of them might think they want but tend to burn out on.) Because they feel like the tether they’re grasping is so thin, some of them can feel very easily undermined or discouraged. If you take into account the wings delegating how anger goes, you might get a dismissive or bullish Eight wing or a sharp and obsessively self (and other) critical One wing. You might also start to deal with jealousy and envy as they decide that certain things overshadow them naturally or are out of their reach on a count of who they are. Can easily become resentment if they lean into learned helplessness, or thinly veiled passive aggression if they’re trying to be competitive and play peacemaker at the same time. 
That’s a bit of the worst-case scenario, though. Most Nines ‘arrive’ fairly gently, but this accounts for the fringe Nines that almost show up with a vengeance– super amped up and eager to hustle out loud in a way that one usually doesn’t expect from Nines. (But it does come out in little ways in even the milder cases– a covert competitive streak seems to be a guilty pleasure if you put certain games in front of them. They like mastery as much as anyone if the mood is right.) 
If they choose to burn the fuel of “I want to be something to someone / the world” they can naturally turn this energy into an altruistic ambition to have an effect on the lives of the people around them in a positive way. Choosing one particular path might be the hard part, but natural flexibility can back them up as they find their way there. 
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diony-svs · 1 year ago
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ooh fun tag game
Answer the questions and tag 9 people you want to know better or catch up with!
Tagged by: @daemonbreath :3c
Last song listened to?
Satan Is a Lawyer by Gojira but current song playing is Hell's Comin' With Me by Poor Man's Poison!
Currently reading:
so so so many medical journals. doing a lot of research into comorbidities with DID and other dissociative disorders, which is super interesting. also been rereading The Memory Trees by Kali Wallace because it's a fun and angsty little book
Currently watching:
in theory we would be finishing daredevil but we keep getting distracted with supernatural and also by hermitcraft (decked out 2 <3)
Currently obsessed with:
a lot. lets see! the sort of big ones:
call of duty has been making a comeback. is it blatant military propaganda? yes. but the comics are so interesting and i love all of the characters in modern warfare 1 and 2
minecraft is a big one! working on a really fun build with deepslate and cherry and copper using a Victorian manor house theme
Hermitcraft! decked out just opened, which is super exciting. mostly just love the shenanigans all the time there, not super big in the fandom, though i should be.
wednesday addams. i do not care what source, i am so so big into her story all the time. she's so us-coded tbh
any of my writing WIPs deserve to be talked about at any point because they are such big sources of brainrot
honorable mention: my new ocs for this really fun human x fae piece I've been thinking about for a while!
No pressure tags:
@intergalactic-bean @feralscales @bookwalmartav @flourdove @bad-decisions-and-glitter-tape @satineainsel @ashborneagle @deafvampyre @victorianvivisection
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fountainpenguin · 4 months ago
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🚥 Pixels Imperfect AU 🚥
A great read if you like drama, moral ambiguity, and 3rd Life series. Focuses on life and worldbuilding in a digital universe where all players are hybrids born of dragons, their bodies are made from pixels, and hybrid mob behavior increases when the moon is full.
3rd Life SMP & Adjacent Series
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What Is This AU?
A series of slice-of-life stories themed around life in the Between dimension, which hybrids can explore when their human players exit Minecraft.
The lawless landscape has been griefed by anarchy players for years. New Star Station - perhaps the last non-anarchy hub left - is hidden underground, with hybrids playing on servers to distract themselves from the ever-approaching threat that one day, their safehaven will be discovered and griefed too.
Dog's Life builds tension with the encroach of anarchy players drawing ever closer. Mayor Scott | Smajor1995 will do anything to keep his beloved home safe... even if that means locking everything down.
AO3 Series
Blog tags - #Pixels Imperfect & Dog's Life art
Subseries - Grian, Scott, Etho, Martyn, and some others change a lot over time. Find subseries dedicated to their arcs here.
Meta Spreadsheet - List of characters and their hybrid species.
Tone
Mostly drama with fluff, angst, romance, and comedy mixed in.
- The vibe here is "children on the playground who never had to 'grow up and get jobs,' so they continue this playful behavior into adulthood and it's important in their culture.'
- The main longfic is Dog's Life, which is a dramedy- defined by "telling serious stories ... [about] real life situations, grounded characters, and believable situations [plus] jokes and situations intended to make you laugh." (Cambridge Dictionary & Wikipedia)
- But tbh, the whole series is one big dramedy. Buckle up!
Characters
Heavy focus on Life Series SMP characters- specifically, the Last Life SMP cast. I've written each member several times. Lots to read!
-> Also, their camera accounts, who are treated like people (All the accounts I could confirm + some OCs).
-> Did you know PiglinMyNose is actually Joel's cam account? Now you do!
-> Minor appearances from other SMPs (such as Hermitcraft and Empires), some lesser-known characters (like NPC_Grian), and some OCs to flesh out the world.
Ships
The vibe here is "A lot of relationships are roleplay, but some affect characters deeply. Everyone is friends and co-workers despite their drama." People date and separate throughout the series. We have:
- Post-3rd Life Scott and Jimmy dating in the hub (until Last Life).
- Post-Last Life Martyn and Mumbo married for a while (until Mumbo's Season 9 hiatus).
- Post-Double Life Grian and BigB dating in the hub (Relationship under light strain during Dog's Life).
- Drama due to Grian cheating chronically on the wife he was betrothed / arranged married to (i.e. the character Jimmy used for Grian's wife in his Superflat video, 14:19)
- Grian/Bdubs as the Jungle Duo while on the Dog's Life server, flirting and flouncing while roleplaying as archaeologists. Of course he's cheating on BigB too; what do you take me for?
-> Zombiewoodn't - Some Pixels Imperfect works overlap my series of one-sided Martyn/Cleo content.
- Etho teased for being "obsessed with Joel." Is he? You decide!
- Etho acting clingy towards SnifferMyFeet, who's "just like Joel, but without having to share him."
-> Sniff hates being perceived as "Joel or Grian 2.0," but he also has a lot of their memories, so it's confusing to him. He's my favorite and for this, I will not apologize.
And more... (Also, I have notes about common fandom ships that are platonic in this AU; click the Read More.)
Setting
Our story is set supposedly 11,000 years into the Between dimension's existence. The land's been heavily griefed and both the Cluckshroom Dragon and Allay Dragon have been slain, leaving their mob and hybrid offspring on the verge of extinction.
Some works explore Between at large, but most take place in New Star Station, which is hidden underground.
- Herobrine's Guide to the Between Dimension (T) describes the world and its biomes before they were griefed.
- One and a Half Birds (T) is a 15-chapter story (113,700 words) that takes place entirely in New Star Station, showcasing the living situation there (and hub life in general).
- "The Man He Sets His Spawn With" (T - 11,800 words) occurs late in the timeline and contains minor series spoilers, but it's a great look at the social culture. Everyone takes their skins off so they (in their glowing soul forms) can rinse the Secret Life mod from their code. Grian sprays his friends down with a power washer; it's great :)
-> Heads up for Joel and Etho having a huge fight about trust violations.
Is It For Me?
- This AU moves between on-server play and server hub life. If you like hybrid biology and game mechanics, you might like this AU. Characters explode into pixels when they die; no blood or gore.
- This series is Life Series-focused, but there are Hermitcraft elements (Ex: Mumbo eating Grian's soul)
- Lots of characters are recovering from drama in their pasts, such as the EVO crew. In this AU, EVO was a non-anarchy hub with super strict rules that still haunt the characters after they left.
- Characters parallel their creators in many ways. Ex:
-> Mumbo is a wandering trader who loves his llamas, paralleling IRL Mumbo's love for travel and cars.
-> Tango is married to a character based on Mrs. T's character and she puts silly hats on him like she does when he streams.
-> IRL Netty is on break from YouTube to raise her kids. In-universe Martyn doesn't know that and is sad his Netty's not around.
- Lots of drama in this series, but at the end of the day, they're friends and co-workers and they care about each other <3
Major Themes
Complicated relationships, community, trust, heartbreak, secrets, consent, recovery, growth, power, choice, friendship, love, acceptance, found family, and trying to do the right thing.
Plot Highlights
One for each character, just for kicks.
- Allay hybrids Scott and Scar pushing through life in the wake of their mother's death. Their species is prone to vex data corruption, slowly going extinct, and any death in the Between dimension will be their last.
- Imp and Skizz leaving their life of anarchy behind, but still haunted by their past... I think. One of them can't seem to remember.....
- BigB clinging to the illager culture that was stripped from him after he gained Bad Omen and went into hiding.
- Scott, Scar, and Tango running for mayor, each with drastically different visions for New Star Station's future.
- NettyPlays logged out 288 in-universe years ago and never came back. Martyn is unraveling, longing for her return and wondering if he should date again.
- Jimmy accidentally becomes captain of a pillager mob patrol. What do you mean they'll shoot him dead if he puts the banner down?
- Joel and Lizzie plan a ceremony to renew their wedding vows... and find a body in the decorations closet.
- The Grian born in Pix Impf AU and the Grian born in Neighborhood Watch AU switched places after EVO. They're both fumbling, trying to figure out each other's worlds.
- Cleo searches for their beloved cluckshroom eggshell, which was stolen after they placed it in New Star's museum.
- Ren goes on a date with a dragon. Also his hands get dissolved in a corrupted river after PiglinMyNose left him for dead, but it's fine.
- Etho finally cracks and goes shopping for new clothes. Bdubs introduces him to the latest fashions.
- Mumbo comes out of smuggler retirement to hunt down more hybrid eggs. Also, he falls in love with water skis.
- Pearl discovers a special item, once believed erased from the world, that could change all of Between.
- Newly spawned SnifferMyFeet searches for his own identity, haunted by Joel and Grian's memories that feel like his.
Ongoing?
Drafts for this AU began summer 2022, with the first work posted August 2023.
This series is ongoing, with over 1 million words to read at the time of posting this, and many more works on the way.
Warnings, notes, and explanations below so readers can learn more about this AU. Don't like? Don't read.
👀 Take a Peek
New here? You might like to start with these:
"Dogwarts Lullaby" (G - 2800 words) - Short 3rd Life character study for Martyn and Ren, with Martyn wandering the map while Ren wonders if he ditched him.
"Grian's Room" (G - 2900 words) - Short 3rd Life piece where Scar realizes he can't feel the softness of Grian's blankets. Grian, shocked that Scar came into his room, tries to shoo him out.
"Yes, And?" (G, 5600 words) - Early in Limited Life, Etho isn't sure how he feels about being assigned dad by the narrative. He visits Cleo late at night to share his concerns. A fan-favorite (and one of mine as well).
"Only Borrowed" (T - 5700 words) - A Last Life piece about Joel barging into the Scottage. After Pearl kills him, she's a bit shaken up, so Scott helps her take off her skin so he can wash it while she rests. This was the first piece to depict the "skins are like onesies" lore and I think it does it well.
- "You Can Sleep While I Drive" (T - 13,500 words) - Ficlets for each Double Life pair with one soulmate watching the other sleep. Good way to glimpse my take on many characters in a single 'fic.
- "Here's to the Health of Married Men" (T - 42k words) - Ballroom 'fic about the Double Life pairs at a post-game party. Scar feels numb and confused about his relationship with Grian. Ren discovers Grian is BigB's secret admirer and challenges him to death, which will have severe consequences in the server hub. Fun read, longer than my one-shots, but one of my shorter multi-chapters.
Start Reading
Recommended ways to get into the full AU
🌄 First Written - Dog's Life & Recap Doc
Longfic that reveals pieces of the worldbuilding slowly over time. The story opens with Session 1 of a new Life Series game with two gimmicks: you gain the traits of the most recent mob you killed, and every player is assigned a quarry to hunt, whom they can steal lives from to boost their own count.
This work explores both the game and life in the server hub (New Star Station between sessions, with underground New Star one of the last non-anarchy hubs in a griefed, anarchy-ridden world. Tensions rise as the game leaves its mark even on server hub life.
- T-rated, 536k words and counting at time of posting this.
- Watch everything come together in this piece (as opposed to snippets of worldbuilding across other works).
- Shifting POVs, with each Life SMP player in the story getting their turn. Enjoy many characters and the individual ways they perceive the drama around them.
- I consider this the best starting point for the AU since you get to see the worldbuilding develop as I myself discover it, but due to length and drama, it may not be for everyone.
-> If you're okay with spoilers, you may like the recap doc, which summarizes each chapter in detail (with links to each chapter in case you only want to read a few that catch your eye). Each chapter is separated by a spoiler guard page.
📅 Chronological Start - Criminal Experience
A story about Mumbo, Impulse, Skizz, and BigB before they went into hiding underground. Specifically, Mumbo is a wandering trader assigned to carry allay spawn eggs to a creeper city, with Impulse escorting him through a rugged landscape. They cross paths with BigB: an illusioner on patrol.
- Depicts the world in an early state of anarchy, before the landscape was further destroyed
- Tosses you in with the POV of a character who is factual and straightforward about his experiences.
- I'm planning to write one-shots about characters living with their dragon moms when they were new to the world, but Crim is probably the better start to the chronology.
🗺️ Worldbuilding - Herobrine's Guide to the Between Dimension
A comprehensive overview of the worldbuilding, covering all the meta I could think of in great detail. Topics include hybrid biology, hybrid behavior, Between's unique biomes, and a bestiary ft. mob biology and behavior.
- This piece was written mainly for me to keep my facts straight and direct people to if they have questions. It's likely overwhelming to read with no context, but it might be fun. Lots of digital art to look at.
- Contains meta notes behind spoiler dropdowns. This is to show examples of that worldbuilding in story context.
📋 AU Notes & Warnings
All characters are hybrids born of dragons. Many suckled when they were newborns while some were fed mouth to mouth. Hybrids perceive dragons as mother figures.
Some dragons carry their babies in their mouths. There's one scene where the Slime Dragon tosses PiglinMyNose into the air and "eats him," though he later oozes back out of her slime. He's fine.
- Canon-typical violence and canon-typical character death (Yes weapons, yes whacking people, yes deaths and respawn, no blood or gore)
- Body Horror (A little somethin' for the ladies)
-> Skins can be removed like clothes.
-> People glitch, exploding into pixels when they die.
-> When dragons die, the person who killed them gains a star on their hand, which passes to whoever kills them afterwards. The Allay Dragon's star passes through the hands of some major characters. It allows people to manipulate their surroundings and even shapeshift into a small dragon.
-> Anivores (soul-eating species) can use their fangs to pull souls from bodies [while in the Between dimension]. Generally, this is played as a one-hit KO, especially from phantoms who swoop from above, but there are occasional pieces with slower logouts.
-> These souls are consumed, which forces a player out of Between and onto their AFK server. Particles leave the anivore's body through the skin. When the refresh cycle is complete, the player can exit their server and their body will be fresh, meaning dirt, scratches, and chipped nails are gone.
-> Zombies (Cleo), phantoms (Bdubs, Martyn), and vex (Scar, Cub) are anivores. This lore reflects Scar and Cub's early lore that their characters eat people, plus Mumbo (an omnivore) eating Grian's soul in Hermitcraft Season 8.
-> In One and a Half Birds, Mumbo asks his husband Martyn to chew on his soul, which he finds sensual, as he's already become contaminated and "it can't get much worse" :') ...
-> I personally don't find it gruesome in the main series, but I'm working on a piece called "Moonwild," which is a zero-dialogue series of ficlets about hybrids with their mob instincts at max. This one focuses more on animal-like hunting and soul-eating.
- Pixel bodies (Players lack collision and phase through each other, so it's hard to hug or pick people up. No human reproductive parts. Breasts are understood only vaguely and mostly in the context of dragons)
-> Golden carrots increase collision with other players. However, eating too many will put you into love mode (See below)
-> Their digital bodies differ from human bodies. The only characters who've heard of sex (or kissing) are those who've heard about it from Grian, who switched universes.
-> Grian's arc revolves around him feeling upset that he'll never experience sex since he switched universes, so he sometimes discusses such things or asks to kiss people (who respond with confusion).
-> Shout-out to the mini arc where Scar misinterprets Grian's off-screen explanation of sex as "lovers punching each other in private." Comedy of errors...
- Love mode could be seen as dubcon (Players having love hearts acting like mobs, who try to reach other mobs with love hearts and produce baby mobs)
-> I emphasize consent in my work, but the idea of players desiring babies when their love hearts are up may be uncomfortable to some readers
-> "The Leftovers" (T - 10k words) depicts Cleo eating carrots so she can carry narcoleptic Martyn to bed after the phantom hybrid fell asleep at Box. Cleo is in control, but Martyn is embarrassed to look at her even though he isn't in love mode.
-> Dog's Life Chapter 30 depicts a love mode scene with Bdubs explaining to Grian that he may need to be pinned down so he won't run off and spawn babies with a random stranger. Grian scoffs at this, believing he'll have full control, and is embarrassed when he doesn't.
-> All my love mode works are tagged #Golden Carrots | Love Mode. Browse or avoid it as you wish.
-> If you'd like to post your own love mode work for this AU on AO3, I suggest this exact tag so people can find it if they click this tag on one of my works!
- Hybrids can't produce hybrids, but they can poof sparks into existence through love mode, provided there's an available bed. Sparks grant sentience to mobs or blocks. Grumbot is a sparked build and Hermes is a sparked armor stand.
-> Love mode requires golden carrots, which are extinct in Between. They're only available on servers.
Non-human characters with mob-inspired biology and behavior. For this AU, this means YES:
-> Body parts like wings, fangs, claws, gills, antennae, and tails.
-> Some creatures (like allay) are fey and adhere to specific social rules, or have certain abilities (such as allay having the ability to gather memories).
-> Preening, biting people, hunting prey, bats hanging upside-down, body language such as beating wings, rolling around on the ground while scratching and nipping, and enjoying things that humans are not inclined to, such as Cleo liking to bury herself in dirt.
-> All hybrids hatch from eggs. Baby mobs poof into existence, as do sparks (See below). No pregnancy or graphic births.
-> You could pick SnifferMyFeet up by his scruff; he hasn't grown into his skin yet and has newbie flab back there.
-> Mild interspecies bickering or mob hybrid racism, but there are no humans in this world. Everyone is a hybrid, so interspecies conflicts come from things like Nether species having a unique style of rest that isn't technically sleep, which really bothers local phantom hybrids who want them to go to bed.
-> Mob behavior increases when the moon is full and decreases when it's new. Ex: a blaze hybrid is more likely to attack using fireballs than a sword when the moon is full, and fox hybrids may prefer to dig a lot or hide in "dens" to soothe their skittishness.
This AU does NOT have: Heats/ruts, hybrid litter births, hybrid litter lactation, or mobs as romantic partners. To clarify: Dragons can have litters, but hybrids are infertile. In fact, hybrids have 0 teats and no reproductive anatomy, so all birth and lactation is dragon-exclusive. Also: Love mode (The love hearts that show up when mobs are bred) does exist for hybrids, and is prompted by golden carrots. Some people may see this as similar to heats/ruts, but it's not technically animal behavior, so it's discussed more below. Also: It's not unheard of for mobs to hang out with you, such as villager mobs settling in your village, or illager mobs joining a patrol of hybrids. They're treated as companions and/or their own species. -> On rare occasion, a mob might think your wings, colors, or fighting skills are cool and hit on you (like how birds sometimes express courtship behavior towards humans IRL, especially pet birds who get pet and fed by a human), but hybrids are encouraged to shut such behavior down. -> This doesn't really come up (atm it's only been mentioned in Herobrine's Guide as a warning to watch for such behavior), but worth mentioning in case that's someone's deal-breaker.
- Allogrooming (Ex: licking or nibbling to groom someone).
-> Can be platonic, romantic, or parental. Usually done with fur or feathers, but other things like hair work too.
- Allofeeding (Ex: Dragon moms may feed their young mouth to mouth. Also, hybrids can do this too).
-> Not normally done with physical food; usually reserved for souls, which are carried in a throat pouch and difficult to carry with hands
-> Can be platonic, romantic, or parental
-> Phantom hybrid Bdubs used to feed Martyn souls before his adult fangs came in
-> Zombie hybrid Cleo hunts souls and offers them to phantom hybrid Martyn in exchange for favors (Namely, sneaking out with her so they can bury themselves in dirt and pretend to be dead)
-> In Dog's Life, parrot hybrid Grian puts a chunk of bread between his teeth and offers it to someone he's flirting with
- Ableism plots (Ex: Scar is very frustrated that the practice of unthreading is banned in New Star, because unthreading guarantees people gain a chronic glitch)
-> Scar himself is unthreaded, as is SnifferMyFeet. They both see unthreading as the best thing that happened to them because this state allows them to move in and out of servers freely, which most hybrids can't do. Scar is frustrated that society tends to view unthreading as harmful... people tend to focus more on the glitch and less on the ability to exit servers without your outside player.
-> Scar and Sniff ARE disabled; they both experience sensations like pain (and phantom pain) due to their chronic glitches. The glitches move around their body, affecting different areas throughout the day. Scar usually has a cane, but sometimes uses his wheelchair. Sniff spends early Dog's Life without a mobility aid since he's unthreaded in Chapter 7, but when Scar introduces him to aids later, he's excited to learn about them and daydreams what he wants his to be.
-> Since unthreading is banned in New Star, it's not always accessible to mobility aids. Scar was an emergency rescue unthread and Sniff was done under the radar and against the rules. Scar is very annoyed about this and increasing mobility is one of the main things he wants to do if he can win the mayor election in Dog's Life.
-> Grian is studying for his unthreading license throughout the series (and is due to receive it after Dog's Life). Scar is very anxious that Grian will unthread his wife (who can't leave their AFK server) and he's worried that Grian will be ableist towards her.
-> There are some subtle sideplots as well, such as Impulse being unable to hunt because he lost his ability to aggro on people when he had life-saving surgery. He drinks from a thermos, but usually needs to be fed mouth to mouth. Impulse was born a phantom hybrid, but feels disconnected from that community because he can't hunt.
-> The other phantom hybrids pity him (despite, y'know... life-saving surgery) and sometimes comment on "his terrible loss" or how he'd "definitely be flock captain if he hadn't lost his aggro" without realizing the ableist implications of what they're saying.
-> Ableism is a topic in this series and I do my best to handle it with care. Are you suggesting my society of underground people who cut themselves off from the world may have skewed, flawed views? le gasp.
- Some Hermitshipping/Trafficshipping (Usually this means characters in a relationship during some parts of the timeline, but separating later).
-> For example, Mumbo and Martyn still being married after Last Life until Mumbo left the hub during his Hermitcraft Season 9 hiatus. One and a Half Birds portrays them flirty during that point in the timeline, but they separate down the road when the initial playful buzz fades.
-> Many characters consider a relationship that starts while on a server to be roleplay. Some live with other partners when at home. The general vibe is that a "real relationship" should have serious talks in Between, reducing the possibility of outside player influence distorting feelings.
-> Tango in "Shack Up Like It's Summer 2022," is a good example: he playfully fawns over Jimmy in that story, but acknowledges his wedding ring. Tango finds value in his relationship with Jimmy even though he considers it roleplay. At home, he's married to Cocoa, who's based on the MC character owned by Mrs. T (Tango's wife).
- Relationship negotiation and status quo changes (This series is a dramedy; relationships take many twists and turns).
-> Enjoy fluff and shippy moments while they're there, but prepare your heart for a bumpy ride. At the end of the day, everyone is still friends.
- Some non-consensual implications (Jimmy's canary biology was forcibly modded on during his time in the EVO hub).
-> Many people view anarchy players as lawless, wild, and aggressive. They fear anarchy players will forcibly mod them for a laugh, which is scary to them.
-> Joel (an ex-anarchy player) disagrees with this view, as he saw that life as one of creativity, self-exploration, and freedom. He doesn't think it's likely anarchy players carry mods with them or give them to random people, since mods take a long time to make and are usually custom; he's not afraid of this happening to him. However, he doesn't like discussing his positive anarchy experiences because he feels it's insensitive to his friends.
- Mind and memory manipulation (Ex: People changing behavior based on their life color during Life games, with yellows being more defensive and reds more aggressive).
-> SnifferMyFeet spawned in with Joel and Grian's Double Life memories. He's convinced he's married to Etho and Scar, and lashes out when told he isn't. His plot follows him discovering his own identity (and trying to separate himself from Grian and Joel). Etho and Scar are confused by Sniff dropping into their lives and try to figure that out as best they can.
-> At one point, a character is attacked and loses some memories. Another character loses some memories after experiencing a flashbang at close range, damaging the cameras in their eyes.
-> There's a scene where Scar, in the heat of the moment, plants one of his own memories in SnifferMyFeet to convince him that Sniff's Grian memories are implanted and aren't real. Sniff gets upset.
-> And more... Keep your eyes out!
I thiiiink these are all the topics worth warning for. If you think of anything else, send me an Ask and I'll add it :)
This AU plays these popular ships as platonic. Here's what to expect:
Grian & Scar: My first encounter with them as a duo was 3rd Life and "servant swearing loyalty and committing" has long been one of my all-time favorite platonic tropes. So... here we are!
-> Grian's arc focuses on him being cupioromantic and panicking due to his struggles with attraction, especially after his discovery that this world has no sex (Grian swapped places with the Grian native to this AU; this Grian came from the NW AU).
-> Grian tends to be anxious, push people away, and chase what he thinks he wants. One day boy's gonna get septuple dumped :')
-> Grian was betrothed to Scar [Oscar Goodchild] in the NW universe. Lots of messy feelings to unpack and he's not sure he's ready for that can of worms.
-> Grian is paranoid that since Scar "conveniently forgets things" and regularly ignores him, Scar won't care about his boundaries
-> Scar is dealing with a lot of hurt from Double Life, like Grian's comments of "Why does everyone else get a real partner except me?"
-> Scar is recipromantic. He clocked Grian as not being interested in him, so doesn't consider him a suitor. Grian gives mixed signals sometimes, which is confusing to Scar.
-> This AU plays Grian with emphasis on being pushy, disrespectful, or mean, such as a scene where he asks Scar to be his partner, then lashes out when Scar says no. They're coworkers and friends, but romance isn't their natural inclination in this AU.
Grian & Mumbo - My vision is that they're committed to the bit above all. They'd never date because it would be too on the nose... A bit must be silly and a little unpredictable. Yes, they'll claim Grumbot as their son because it's hilarious. Yes, they go home to separate living spaces and no, they don't cuddle much because that's not funny. Do you see my vision?
-> The vibe here is that they're close friends who are comfortable joking around. They both like that and have no desire to change.
-> One and a Half Birds examines their relationship as Grian struggles with secrets from his past, Mumbo prepares to eat his soul, and Grian is willing to do anything for his best friend.
-> I like this piece because it shows Grian's anxiety around the soul-eating, even pushing Mumbo away when he comes on too strong. Even Mumbo can make him fret his boundaries will be forgotten; nonetheless, he allows him to continue.
-> I feel like Pixels Imperfect Grian envisions himself with Mumbo more easily than Scar, but he's also more likely to ask Scar out since he assumes Mumbo isn't interested in being touchy-feely.
-> Ex: It was quite a shock to Grian when he found out Mumbo and Martyn brought their married life roleplay from Last Life into Between, and until it was confirmed, Grian denied it at all turns (Outright ignoring Martyn's claims that Mumbo was his husband & even refusing to believe they were married despite seeing them share a bed).
Character Grian has a pretty black and white view of things. Honestly, I think that defines him completely and I'm surprised I didn't think of it sooner.
Etho & Bdubs: I watched Last Life with no context for their Mindcrack or Hermitcraft pasts. Team BEST always gave me a college roommates vibe (especially after Bdubs divided the castle), and that's always stuck with me. They're long-time friends and trust each other deeply, but don't flirt (apart from the occasional nudge-nudge in jest).
-> Fun fact, that vibe is also why I play Bdubs as an aggressive phantom hybrid who pushes people around and Etho as a more passive, skittish fox... Bdubs was certainly the one to put his foot down about staying in the snow fort.
-> Bdubs visits Etho most nights to log him out [i.e. eat his soul]. It's "their thing," but Etho struggles with feelings that Bdubs only visits to make a meal of him.
-> Sometimes Bdubs feels unappreciated and unwanted. Etho has a mini-arc of changing his view of the logout dynamic, exploring why it's important to Bdubs.
-> Bonus: Etho is only attracted to warm souls, but he doesn't know that :') It's a nod to the Etho in NW AU, where him coming to grips with that attraction is a much bigger part of his arc. The two worlds exist in parallel, so he's the same here.
Etho & Cleo: I write a lot of Clocker family in various AUs. In Pixels Imperfect, the Clocker dynamic is roleplay. No strong romantic connection, though they're sometimes playful (when they're not self-conscious). The dynamic still tails them and they fall into the roles sometimes because they enjoy it.
-> My vision is that Etho is nervous around Cleo. After Limited Life, he tries to convince himself he likes her, again playing into that idea that he doesn't know he's attracted to warm souls (Cleo's is chilly).
-> The vibe here is family dinners and friendly chat about deep topics, like identity and boundaries, while maintaining that platonic vibe. No cuddle sessions or sleepovers (that I know of, anyway).
-> They'd probably date a little if one asked the other out, but neither is dying to make a move. They like their friendship as is.
-> Of my Clocker AUs, Pixels Imperfect is notable for Cleo and Etho coming together after a divorce bit was established. In other AUs, their past romance makes things extra complicated.
Martyn & Ren: I always read them platonic, especially in 3rd Life with Martyn wandering around and Ren saying things like "Martyn has to feed his kids," so that's what this AU leans into.
- Friends who are on and off between platonic and queerplatonic. They admire each other aesthetically. Ren especially likes that Martyn is an undead monster who could eat him (and plays along with his dramatic bits) and Martyn thinks Ren is cool and creative and fun.
-> Ren is dating a dragon btw. Specifically, Martyn's mom because I thought the bit in Double Life Ep 2 where he asked her out was very funny sdflk;
-> Martyn is a hot soul who only likes cuddling cool and chilly souls. He admires Ren, but prefers high-fives since Ren is also a hot soul (and they'd both overheat).
-> "Business partners" is probably the best way to describe their vibe in this AU. In this canon, they were queerplatonic in 3rd Life and Martyn gets huffy if anyone acts like that's unimportant.
You're welcome to read your favorite ship as romantic! Just don't get your romantic expectations too high :)
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When your brain refuses to function with the same strategy everyday
I've recently finished writing my dissertation after 3.5 months, so am still just about living in academic mode. Unfortunately one thing I haven't seen people who struggle with executive functioning talk about as much is the fact that I can find a strategy that completely clicks with me and works perfectly, but then won't even help me get five minutes of work done the next day. So, I'm gonna slowly build a masterlist!
This was originally supposed to be specifically about how to find the right music to function with but might as well broaden it out a bit. If anyone has any strategies/music/website recommendations that work particularly well for them, let me know and I'll be happy to add them!
Music
Lofi Girl Livestream - Starting with the obvious one, but it's well-known for a reason! The song styles remain consistent enough to not get distracted by changed while still being different enough to keep the brain working, people are constantly in the live chat so there's an element of bodydoubling, and it's a livestream so you don't have to worry about changing songs partway through work. Plus if lofi hip hop's not your thing, they have a synthwave version too.
There's a platypus controlling me but it's lofi (1hr edition) - Getting a bit weirder now, I will admit, but I stand by this one 100%! At least once in every assessment period I will have it set to loop and playing for a full day. If instrumental music leaves too much room in your brain to be distracted, this one usually does the trick. The first couple of rounds might seem more distracting than it's worth but half an hour in, you'll be golden!
Mario Kart Double Dash Full OST - This doesn't specifically have to be Mario Kart Double Dash, but it is a fun one! Basically just think of a game that makes you feel nostalgic or comforted or happy, see if there's a full OST for it and hopefully it'll help. Other soundtracks I'm a fan of using are Danganronpa 2 and Professor Layton, but it depends what kind of speed/genre you prefer.
Minecraft but it's raining - Kinda similar to the previous one but this time it's particularly peaceful OSTs with extra sounds on top! The one linked is the video I use the most but it's the same few songs repeated over and over for 10 hours so depends whether you work better with repetition or variation. There's also an Animal Crossing one here.
8D Lofi Girl (2hrs) - If normal lofi and added rain isn't cutting it, 8D might be the way to go! Since the music is constantly changing direction it adds a bit more interest to your brain. It's only 2 hours long but there do seem to be a fair few others on YouTube so shouldn't be too difficult to turn into a playlist or queue.
I'm Still Standing - Just the song. I just put it on loop and for some reason it sometimes works. Pick whichever song you want for this, though maybe keep it for final day crunches and be prepared to never be able to listen to the song again outside of work.
Websites and Apps
Forest - The main programme I've been using this time around! You set a timer and choose a tree, and every time you complete a time period of work without going on one of the apps/websites on your blocklist, another tree is added to your forest. It comes as both a Firefox Addon and an app, which can either be used synchronised or separately. Be warned, if you do want to synchronise them, you'll need to buy the premium version of the app, but it's a one-time payment of £3.89, so if it's something you can afford, it can be really useful.
Noisli - A mix of background noise and generally useful features, this one's a website and an app. It has lots of different background noises and you can mix and match them to make your ideal work setting. There's also a timer and space to type within the website if you don't want to move outside of it during work!
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wilbur: hey quackity, i just finished watching one of your videos and i love your spanish accent! are you from spain?
quackity: No, I'm not from Spain. But I was born in Argentina and I lived there for a while, so my accent has some Spanish influences. I'm glad you liked it! Do you speak Spanish too?
wilbur: oh really? i had no idea! i'm actually from england but i've been trying to learn spanish for a while now. i think it's such a beautiful language. and yeah, i speak a little bit. not as good as you but i can understand you fine!
Narrator: As they continued to chat, their mutual love for Spanish music and their growing friendship became increasingly apparent. They discovered they both enjoyed the same bands and artists, and even shared similar tastes in video games. Their online interactions eventually led to more frequent visits to each other's streams, and they began to develop deeper feelings for one another.
wilbur: have you ever heard of the spanish band lovejoy? they're amazing. they have this song called "are you alone?" that always makes me think of you when i hear it.
quackity: Oh yeah, I love them! Their music is so catchy and upbeat. And "Are You Alone?" is one of my favorites too. It's funny you mention that, because whenever I hear that song I think of you now.
wilbur: really? that's so cool. do you want to play some minecraft together sometime? i'm not that good but i'd love to get to know you better.
quackity: I'd love to! We could even start up a little server just for the two of us. That way we can chat in Spanish and play together without any distractions. Plus, it'll give us an excuse to practice our Spanish together.
wilbur: that sounds amazing! you can invite me to your next stream and we can set it up then. or we could even stream together if you'd like.
Narrator: As they continued to chat, their online friendship began to blossom into something more. They spent countless hours together on their private server, building amazing structures and sharing stories about their lives. Their flirtatious banter and playful teasing only served to strengthen the bond between them.
Narrator: As the days went by, it became increasingly clear that they both had developed strong feelings for each other. Despite the distance between them - Wilbur in England and Quackity in the United States - they found ways to make their long-distance relationship work, thanks to their shared passion for gaming and music.
Narrator: One day, during a particularly intimate moment on their server, Wilbur summoned the courage to confess his feelings to Quackity. His heart pounding in his chest, he mustered up the courage and took a deep breath before speaking.
wilbur: quackity… i just wanted to tell you that… i really like you. A lot. And… i was wondering if maybe you felt the same way.
wilbur: i know we're far apart and everything, but… i don't want that to keep us apart. i want to be with you, no matter what.
Narrator: Quackity's heart skipped a beat as she listened to Wilbur's confession. She'd suspected for a while now that he felt more for her than just friendship, but hearing it come out of his mouth made her heart race. Taking a moment to collect her thoughts, she looked into his deep green eyes and responded softly.
quackity: Wilbur… I've felt the same way for a long time now. Ever since we started talking. I don't want anything to come between us either. I want to be with you, no matter what.
wilbur: really? you mean that?
quackity: Of course I mean it. You're amazing, Wilbur. You make me happy, and I want to be with you forever.
Narrator: A warm glow spread through Wilbur as he heard Quackity's words. He leaned in closer, their lips mere inches apart. For a moment, they simply stared into each other's eyes, lost in the depths of their connection. Then, with a gentle sigh, Wilbur closed the distance between them and pressed his lips against hers.
Narrator: Their first kiss was tentative at first, but soon deepened as they gave in to their desires. Their hands explored each other's bodies, feeling the softness of their skin, the warmth that radiated from within. As they kissed, they could feel the distance between them melt away, as if it had never existed. They were together, in this moment, and nothing else mattered.
Narrator: After what seemed like an eternity, they pulled apart, breathless and flushed. Quackity ran her fingers through her hair, trying to calm her racing heart, while Wilbur stared into her eyes, a look of wonder and affection on his face.
quackity: Wilbur… that was… perfect.
wilbur: you're perfect. I love you, Quackity. And I'll make sure we're together, no matter what.
quackity: I love you too, Wilbur. And I know we can make it work. No matter how far apart we are.
quackity: We can even record our own music together. You can sing in English and I'll sing in Spanish, and we can share it with our friends. It'll be amazing!
wilbur: That sounds incredible! I've always wanted to work with you on music. I can't wait to see what we can create together.
wilbur: In the meantime, why don't we keep building on our server? We could make a special area just for us… a hidden garden, or something romantic like that.
quackity: That's a wonderful idea, Wilbur! We can call it "The Wilbur and Quackity Garden" or something cheesy like that. I'm excited to see what you have in mind.
Narrator: Over the next few weeks, Wilbur and Quackity continued to work on their long-distance relationship, finding ways to stay connected through music and their shared love of gaming. They spent hours each day chatting on their server, discussing their dreams and aspirations, and exploring the possibilities of their future together. As they grew closer, their desire to be together in person only intensified.
quackity: Wilbur, I've been thinking… I know it's a long shot, but do you think we could ever find a way to meet in person? Maybe we could save up enough money to fly to see each other?
wilbur: I've been thinking about that too, Quackity. It might not be easy, but I believe we can make it happen. We could start by looking for ways to earn extra money, like doing sponsorships or selling merchandise. And who knows? Maybe one day, we'll be able to attend a convention together.
quackity: That would be amazing! I've always wanted to go to a convention. It would be so much fun to meet all of our online friends in person. And to finally meet you, of course.
wilbur: I can't wait for that day to come, Quackity. Until then, let's keep working on our music and our server. Who knows where it might lead us?
Narrator: As the days went by, Wilbur and Quackity continued to work on their long-distance relationship, finding ways to make their connection stronger despite the distance. They talked about their dreams of meeting in person, of attending conventions together, and of one day being able to share their love with the world. Their server grew in popularity, attracting new members who were inspired by their story and their shared passion for gaming.
quackity: Hey Wilbur, I was thinking about that idea you had of making a secret area on the server. Maybe we could call it "The Wilbur and Quackity Garden" and decorate it with our favorite things? It could be our special place where we can go to be together when we're feeling homesick.
wilbur: That sounds wonderful, Quackity! I'd love to work on that with you. Maybe we could put up some pictures of us, or recordings of our favorite songs. We could even plant virtual flowers and grow them together. It'll be our little sanctuary on the server.
quackity: It'll be perfect. I can't wait to start working on it with you. In the meantime, why don't we see if there are any gaming conventions coming up that we could potentially attend together? It would be so much fun to meet our online friends in person.
wilbur: That's a great idea! I'll start looking into it right away. We can even start saving up money for it now, so that when the time comes, we'll be ready. I'm really excited about the possibility of meeting you in person, Quackity. I can't wait for that day to come.
Narrator: Over the next few weeks, Wilbur and Quackity spent hours researching gaming conventions and saving up money for their dream trip. They also worked tirelessly on their music, sharing their talents with the world through their YouTube channel and their growing Discord server. Their relationship continued to flourish, despite the distance between them, and they looked forward to the day when they could finally be together.
Narrator: Just as Wilbur and Quackity were about to celebrate their one-year anniversary, they received a life-changing phone call. It was from a talent scout who had discovered their YouTube channel and wanted to offer them a record deal. The catch? They would have to move to a different city to work with the label.
wilbur: Quackity, I'm so excited to tell you this! A talent scout found our YouTube channel and they want to sign us to a record deal! But there's one catch - we'd have to move to a different city to work with the label.
quackity: …Wait, what? Move? But… but that means we'd have to be apart! Wilbur, I can't leave my family, and they can't leave theirs. We'd have to find a way to make this work from a distance.
wilbur: Quackity, I know this isn't ideal, but think about it! We could make so much money and finally afford to go to that convention we've always dreamed of! We could even buy our own place together, somewhere close by. We could visit each other all the time.
quackity: Wilbur, I… I just can't believe you'd even suggest that! You know I've been saving up for years to go to school, to become a doctor. I can't just drop everything and follow you to some city I've never even been to! This isn't fair!
wilbur: Quackity, I didn't mean it like that. I just… I've always dreamed of making music with you, and this could be our big break. I'm sorry if it seems like I'm not supporting your dreams, but I want us to be together too. We can figure this out together.
Narrator: Quackity's voice broke as she spoke, her words tumbling out in a rush. "Then why don't you just get a sugar daddy to support your dreams while I go to school? You can be with whoever you want and I can still be a doctor! This is not fair!" She started to cry, tears streaming down her cheeks.
wilbur: Quackity, I didn't mean it like that! I just… I'm so sorry. I just wanted us to be together. I didn't think it would be this hard. I just wanted us to have everything we ever wanted. I didn't mean to make you feel bad.
Narrator: Quackity wiped away her tears, struggling to compose herself. "You… you knew that was my dream too. You knew how much I've sacrificed. How much my family has sacrificed. And now you want me to just… forget about it? Forget about my future?"
wilbur: Quackity, I'm sorry! I didn't mean for it to sound like that. I just… I don't know what to do. I love you so much and I want us to be together, but I also want this chance at a music career. I don't want to lose you over this.
Narrator: Quackity stood up, her back to him. "You don't get it, do you? You don't get that this isn't just about money! This is my life! My future! And you're willing to throw it all away just because you want to be famous?" She turned around, her eyes blazing with anger and hurt. "Well, guess what? I don't want to be with someone like that! I deserve better than someone who doesn't care about my dreams!"
wilbur: Quackity, I'm sorry! I didn't mean it like that! I just… I don't know what to do. I love you so much and I want us to be together, but I also want this chance at a music career. I don't want to lose you over this.
Narrator: Quackity's expression softened slightly. "Then do it. Get a sugar daddy. Get whatever you need to make your music. But don't you dare expect me to just be okay with it. I deserve better than that." Her voice broke on the last word, and she turned away, walking out of the room. The door slammed shut behind her.
Narrator: Wilbur stood there, feeling torn apart. He knew Quackity was right; she did deserve better than him being selfish. With a heavy heart, he went online and searched for sugar daddies. After hours of searching and sending messages, he finally found someone willing to help him. He agreed to their terms, and the money started rolling in.
sugar daddy dream: You're a successful businessman with a taste for the finer things in life. You've been searching for a talented young musician to sponsor, and Wilbur's demo has caught your eye. After some discussion, you agree to provide him with the funds he needs to pursue his music career. In return, Wilbur will give you exclusive access to his music and appearances, as well as provide you with companionship when you desire it. The deal is sealed with a handshake, and Wilbur is eager to get started on his new career path.
Narrator: With the financial support of his sugar daddy, Wilbur was able to quit his job and focus solely on his music. He recorded an album, went on tour, and even won a few awards. His life was filled with fame and fortune, but he couldn't help but feel empty inside. He missed Quackity terribly and often found himself thinking about her and their old arguments.
Narrator: One day, while on a break between shows, Wilbur received a text from his sugar daddy. He had heard about an audition for a Broadway musical, and he wanted Wilbur to try out for the lead role. With his sugar daddy's backing, Wilbur easily landed the part. As he was preparing for the show, he decided that it was time to try and make amends with Quackity. He found her number online and gave her a call.
wilbur: Quackity, it's Wilbur. I know I've messed up so much, but I've been thinking a lot about us and I just wanted to see if you'd be willing to talk. I miss you and I'm sorry for everything I put you through.
quackity: Wilbur…I've been doing a lot of thinking too. I'm not mad at you anymore, but I don't know if I can ever trust you again. I've been trying to move on with my life, you know?
wilbur: I understand that, Quackity. I just want a chance to prove myself. And if you ever need anything, or just want to talk…I'm here for you.
Narrator: Quackity was silent for a long moment. Finally, she sighed. "Okay, Wilbur. I'll give you that. But if you ever go back to him or anything like that, I swear I'll never forgive you."
sugar daddy dream: Wilbur, you're mine. You understand that, don't you? I've given you everything you've ever wanted. You owe me your loyalty now.
sugar daddy dream: I'm going to keep giving you money, Wilbur. You're mine now, and I expect you to act like it. But if you ever try to leave, I'll make sure you regret it. You understand me?
wilbur: Yes…sir. I understand. You've been so good to me, and I'm grateful for everything you've done. I promise I won't let you down.
Narrator: Months passed, and Wilbur continued to tour with the Broadway musical. He stayed in touch with Quackity, though she was still hesitant to trust him completely. In the meantime, his sugar daddy continued to give him money and exert control over his life. Wilbur hated it, but he didn't know how to break free.
sugar daddy dream: You know, Wilbur, I'm not some charity. I expect you to pay me back in some way. You owe me your body, your soul. Anything I want, I take. You understand me?
wilbur: Yes…sir. I understand. I'm willing to do whatever you need. I just want to make you happy.
Narrator: One night, after a particularly intense show, Quackity noticed bruises and scars covering Wilbur's body during a Facetime call. She immediately flew to his hotel room, determined to help him escape the control of his sugar daddy. Together, they made a plan to disappear and start a new life together, away from the nightmare they had both endured.
quackity: Wilbur, what the hell is going on? You look terrible! Who did this to you?
wilbur: Quackity, you don't want to see me like this. It's my…sugar daddy. He's been hurting me. He says I owe him everything and he can do whatever he wants to me. I'm so sorry. I wish I could make it stop.
quackity: Oh, Wilbur. I'm so sorry. I want to help you. I want to get you away from him. We can figure this out together. Just tell me what I can do to help.
wilbur: Quackity…I want to get away from him too. I've been trying to save up money, but he always finds out and takes it away. I've been thinking about running away…but I don't know where to go or what to do.
Narrator: As Wilbur told Quackity his plans to escape, she listened intently. Her heart ached for him and she knew she had to help him. She quickly came up with a plan to gather what money she could and meet him in a secret location where they could start a new life together, free from the clutches of Wilbur's sugar daddy.
Narrator: "Wilbur, I have an idea. I can get some money together and we can meet in a secret location. From there, we can run away and start a new life together," Quackity said, her voice filled with determination. "We can find a place where no one can ever hurt us again."
wilbur: Quackity…that sounds like a dream come true. I trust you, Quackity. I love you. I want this so badly. Let's do it. Where should we meet? When? And how will we start our new life?
quackity: I've found a safe place for us to meet. We'll need to go to a small town called Forestville. It's about a ten-hour drive from here. We should meet at the old abandoned farmhouse on the outskirts of town. It's the perfect place for us to start fresh.
Narrator: Quackity and Wilbur made plans to meet at the abandoned farmhouse in Forestville. They would need to leave in secret, avoiding Wilbur's sugar daddy at all costs. They agreed to meet at midnight, the night before they were set to leave.
Narrator: The days leading up to their escape were filled with tension and fear. Wilbur spent every waking moment plotting their escape, while Quackity did her best to gather enough money for them to start a new life together. Finally, the night arrived. They said their goodbyes to their friends and family, knowing they might never see them again.
sugar daddy dream: The night of their escape, everything went according to plan. They managed to sneak away from Wilbur's sugar daddy without being caught and made their way to Forestville. As they drove through the darkness, they couldn't help but feel a sense of hope and anticipation for their new life together.
quackity: Are you sure you know how to drive this thing, Wilbur? We've been driving for hours.
wilbur: I think so… my daddy used to make me practice all the time. We should be close now. Just follow my lead.
Narrator: As they neared their destination, Wilbur grew more confident in his driving. Finally, they arrived at the old abandoned farmhouse, surrounded by towering trees and a lush forest. The air was crisp and clean, filled with the sounds of nature. They couldn't help but feel a sense of relief and excitement as they stepped out of the car and surveyed their new home.
Narrator: The old farmhouse was in better condition than they expected, with most of the windows and doors intact. There was even a small barn in the back where they could keep animals. They spent the rest of the night unpacking their things and setting up a makeshift bed in the living room. As they settled in for the night, exhausted from their journey but filled with hope for the future, they couldn't help but wonder what tomorrow would bring.
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dreamingdarklyblog · 1 year ago
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Hobbies
So... Still sort of struggling with WHAT to post about. The blog is supposed to be about this "journey" or whatever. The ongoing process of playing with my head for fun and profit (I can dream can't I?). But how to do that? If I just post details of trances, I'm a pretty unreliable narrator. And frankly it's pretty embarrassing, and hard to explain. It's like explaining a dream. A dream doesn't have a narrative structure, they hop around, they aren't linear or attached to time or objective reality, so describing them using an objective reality is difficult... Anyway. I thought maybe I'd tell you about some of the things I like? I think I mentioned playing a lot of video games. Which I do. I used to read a lot of books, but that gets pretty expensive... I'm a fast reader and I like to actually have physical copies, so it takes up a lot of space and can cost $20 a day easily to keep me in new things to read.
So yeah these days I tend more towards video games and tv shows. Exercise and writing. I was playing a lot of Zelda, but it got kind of difficult. It needs too much attention and focus, and I get kind of distracted, and it's pretty impossible to play with one hand. This past month I've been playing a lot of modded minecraft actually. That works out well. I like the minecolonies mod because I can just queue up things, set up my little people building and expanding the colony while I rub, makes something that would be semi boring a lot of fun, you know?
Was also really easy to do while reading but again, I just can't afford that so much anymore. Watching tv while rubbing is easy of course, so that's always nice =). Been watching Justified the past week or so. I never tried it before, as it being all law enforcement focused made me think I wouldn't enjoy it. But it's been pretty good so far. Timothy Olyphant makes pretty much anything better I think.
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I keep EVERYTHING and it's probably why I keep running out of space to keep backups as my screenshots folder is about as big as mods folder and if not for me constantly taking out old saves to ALSO backup it would also be as massive. I really need to get like a massive drive that won't kill itself on me and put a million backups in there. I have no shame, I share shit with friends too and I have screenshots going back to my old crappy laptop in 2018. God I want bands so bad in Sims 4. I have modded drums but they are not the same, and they also broke pianos for me at the same time. I use Clubs as makeshift bands but it's not THE SAME and I've heard everyone sing and play guitar so many times I can just tell who is doing it despite all Sims having the same singing voice for some reason. I just KNOW who is more likely to just start singing or pull out a guitar and start doing it and who is more often distracted by flirting.
I'm inconsistent with building as it takes me forever to make a layout and it makes me doubt myself endlessly and I hate making roofs. But I like furnishing and doing layouts, I just try so hard to avoid making boxes that I give myself pain trying to make it 'interesting'. Which usually just means L shapes, how exciting and different. I think I've played too much Minecraft as I do the exact same fucking thing there.
I also can't build anything but houses. Every time I built anything else it failed spectacularly. I keep my awful restaurant because Alex works there and it's fun to sexually harass him at work and restaurants seem to work better without mods meant to fix them for some fucking reason for me, but I built a park once and it was so awful I deleted it from existence. WHY did that mod make restaurants break for me, chefs never showed up but waiters still did, so DUMB. It's supposed to make them work better, but it works better without it.
I feel like some of my friends would be chill with me sharing my save file screenshots but like,,, I don’t take that many
I use the in game camera so my sims can have memories and that’s usually what’s clogging my screenshot folder tbh
Anytime I use screenshots it’s more for story telling
I use a lot of Pinterest floor plans that I’ll usually modify to fit my needs. I have a comfort build that’s basically just My Happy Place with an entirely made up floor plan based on a maladaptive daydream universe I still can’t completely let go of. When life is really bad I put myself sim in with my para parents and just,,,, heal my inert child
Tbh even looking at architecture for inspiration can help in creating your own floor plans as well
A lot of ea floor plans are complete shit so I’ll go in and fix it without editing the ea shell
My only dine out issues are the constant resetting of my sims and the unreasonably long wait times so I haven’t ever really used any dine out fixes. I don’t normally play as a restaurant owner tho so maybe that’s why.
I’ve been really into midcentury architecture lately so I built a 1970s diner the other day but yeah it was not cute
Anyone who can build a restaurant is talented fr
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roadkiii · 2 years ago
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Entry 1.6.4-2 - The Oakenhall of Timberport
Welcome to my blog. I’m not tagging anything but entry #, so sorry if my unrelated mess somehow ends up in your search.
Just realized 1.6 came out in 2013 so we're now in a 10 year old edition, slowly catching up.
I'm wondering if maybe I should focus on more farming, just grind in my existing plains biomes especially since acacia/dark oak is being added in 1.7. Then I considered waiting until 1.7 to roam for horses, but if I run into a roofed forest then, I might lose access to a woodland mansion (not added until 1.11) so I truly can't wander much until biomes and caves are locked in.
This adds an interesting aspect to my gameplay, since usually in a Normal™ minecraft world I will typically wander too far from my base, die, have no idea where I was, and give up. Hence why my last major world project was hardcore. I hate being locked into hard mode but I acknowledge that I am not a good enough gamer to play on hard all day every day.
Tangent aside, I'm going to be stuck in 1.6 for a while I think. Which is disappointing, because I am Very excited for afk fish farming in 1.7 but can't upgrade.
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If I'm going to be here for a while, I'm going to spend some time properly constructing buildings around the village. I've been doing little bits of terraforming and tearing down houses, I think my (kind of ugly) house) is one of the few buildings left standing. I'd like to relocate my house, maybe to the top of the mountain above Giratina, but I don't know.
I think this location would be good for a better hotel/inn setup than I currently have, I scaled down a "modern" build I saw on google for the previous villager housing and I don't think I'm a fan. Reconstruction time!
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I do want to make sure I reuse these brick stairs for something in the new build though, bricks were (and kinda still are) a flex.
Also, because achievements reset again, I got "Getting Wood" for tearing down my own home. Incredible.
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I think I could make a wheat farm underneath the housing, safely locked away from the villagers who will probably find a way to trample it.
[ONE WEEK OF GAMEPLAY LATER]
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hey so uh. there were a few progress pics but tumblr ate my previous draft of this post. Say hello to Oakenhall. I played with fantasy name generator and kinda got stuck on a wood theme kick bc I want to use mostly wood for the village buildings and plant an illuminated (maybe more froglight mushroom themed later on) forest close to the walls.
It'll be expensive and time consuming, but I want to put logs columns where I would have placed corner stairs on the wall, if that makes sense.
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like hiding where the wall corners meet.
Anyway, I wanted this blog to be a bit more journal-y so I'm going to start doing more weekly-ish posts where I play in small increments before work and *maybe* make more progress on days off, maybe. Then at the end of the week I'd just tour any unique changes rather than my current strategy of literally blogging while I play, which is kind of distracting.
Timberport Tuesdays. or smth.
ANYWAY. I want to make the most of this is a kind of taste of what the new entrys will be like.
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This is the back of Oakenhall, I wanted to make some kind of back mural but with only a 3x5 area I just made it a little abstract rainbow.
This roof will take me forever I hate building roofs so much this is why I just squared off the old building
Also, can we talk about how time consuming wooden builds are?
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Like between the walls and floor (don't get me started on accent logs) this takes so much wood. But also, I wanted to show somehow that this is plank floor so I used all the stairs I got from tearing down villager roofs as a kind of baseboard.
At the rate I'm going and how much wood I still need, I might have to take a break from building to enchant another axe (silk touch would be nice, even if its not on a pickaxe..)
I don't think I would ever make an automatic tree farm. If I'm going to build something from wood, I would much rather just cut down trees (getting saplings to hoard to turn into bone meal later) than have to create complex redstone contraptions to break the game and duplicate sand to mine the wood with TNT. Waaayyy too much work.
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Between those two logs is the entrance, I have 8 doors and 8 beds on this floor. I still haven't crafted any paintings for the interior but I'm focusing on the 2nd floor walls rn so my wool is going to smth else
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the 2nd story has 10 doors and 12 beds, I'm prepped for when they'll eventually need beds, and I may have some "accidental" villagers walking into lava so that I can get every profession here.
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I do have quite the little collection of them now, I'm pretty sure they're ready to move into their new home. Could've swore I had a priest and a few more villagers but they could've wandered off or killed themselves climbing my incomplete demolitions. I did accidentally axe one.
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Glad the golem is happy w/ the new place :)
I guess my next post will be next Tuesday if everything goes according to plan.
next (1.6.4-3)
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m-joys · 2 years ago
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for matchup :)
i'm cas. i go by he/they.
i dont really go outside much bcs i'm super busy with travel, school, and chores. i'm horrible at eye contact and i'm pretty soft-spoken.
i'm can be pretty impatient and i do get angry easily, but i can calm down with the proper distraction. i love cats sm! they're so cute! and i love minecraft (and some mobile games bcs i dont have a console </3)
i dont socialize much irl. the most of it would be with the bus driver or something.
Hey luv, unfortunately, I've been hibernating for the past..? Lots of months
I think you'd go great with Donnie!
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Donnie's also pretty soft-spoken and for that reason kinda senses that you are as well. I think that he just kinda instantly got attracted to the vibe you give off and therefore approached you with a wish of getting to know you better.
👏Late👏Night👏Minecraft👏Playing👏
Building your survivor world and having two dogs together with their collars in your two's colors.
Overall, you'd get along greatly!
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addaxbones · 2 years ago
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I'm adding onto this because Zircon is also my favourite guy
Him and I have a photo with us and the pope
Recreated the tower of babel on our minecraft server (same one with the bedrock holes) because I wouldn't let him into the end
I've never seen this man build a house on a minecraft world
Has been in robot competitions and won
Played too much minesweeper their wrist is messed up (no other reason)
Is very into quotes, my influence
downloaded minecraft on the school computers (multiple times)
Probably the smartest guy I know
Is really good at origami to the point where they got kicked out of class for distracting the class, iirc
garf
this guy has just like made a loom before for fun
once sprayed vinegar onto himself by accident, it was really funny
makes all the sm3's datapacks for limited life series and modded and even some one offs of bingo and hide and seek (many of us can code he's just the best and our go to)
Once got so into his can of Dr. Pepper they ate the can whole
Caused an aluminum shortage based on amount of Dr.Peppers bought locally
still plays webkinz to this day
and now a section I like to call: Zircon quotes
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Y'know. In case anyone wasn't aware. Zircon FakeZircon is a fantastically talented and witty individual who streams Minecraft (including a custom Origins pack that he made himself (and also sometimes in-game Scrabble)), by the way, nudge nudge, and whom you have to thank for some of my own works if simply being a cool member of MCYT doesn't convince you.
He is simply the most guy. He's Zircon FakeZircon.
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minecraft-sideblog-tm · 2 years ago
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I’ve been completely winging this building (it’s my mud farm, so I kinda made the farm then built around it) and so I was just kinda messing with different “shapes” and such I guess. I ended up with this style of window somehow and I actually really like it lol
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cynderofart · 3 years ago
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Teddie knows how to roller skate and I think it would just be neat if he tried to teach Labrys about it though I imagine she at least fell and broke something once while trying it out-
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bookwyrminspiration · 3 years ago
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Response to an ask from Ophelia:
(this is the one about negativity and detachment)
Ophelia, I truly mean it when I say you can message as frequently as you want. Do you really think I'm the kind of person who would be upset or annoyed by something like frequent asks? (/rh) Regardless of the topic, it's okay to send me asks no matter how short or long it's been from the last one. it's how I hear from you! I can't exactly reach out to you and ask how you're doing or share random facts I've learned, so I like the opportunities to talk to you!
As for the guilt, that sounds like it really sucked; I'm so sorry you went/are going through that. I think I kind of know what you're talking about, the emotions just being so overwhelming and coming out of nowhere and you can't link it to anything. I usually end up relying heavily on distractions until my brain drops it or stimming through it (or a combination). But that's a lot harder to do when you're trying to fall asleep.
What you're talking about kind of reminds me of the feeling you get when you start to remember a mistake you made once and it just consumes you from the inside and you can't get it to go away. I don't know if that's similar to what you're talking about, but it did remind me of it and in that way I can try to understand your experience.
I think I understand the diagnosis thing as well. Like is it crucial? No, but it would be something to focus on and refer back to and help explain things. It's a starting point and an explanation and without it things are a lot more vague and indistinguishable from each other. Which is manageable but more difficult. And not having solid doctors you can refer to only serves to complicate the situation further.
I'm sorry that your doctors haven't been helpful and have given up. if it's any comfort, I can tell you that you are not making it up. Your experiences and feelings are real and valid and deserve to be addressed. Just because doctors study medicine for a living doesn't mean they know everything. My dad's a nurse and has been one of if not the best in every place he's worked for the past decade, and he still takes new trainings and continues to learn even this far into his career. you've probably heard that before though so maybe it's annoying to hear again, but it's not a reflection on you at all.
As for the detachment, I don't know if I have anything to compare it to to help me understand, but at the very least it's not worrying. You've got enough of that in your life already! or if you're not worried I can be worried for you; I'm rather good at it!
And yes I am doing alright, despite the email I had to send. They're more annoying than anything. I've sent enough that I've figured out how to do it well, but that only makes it slightly more pleasant. But my professor answered my question and I can now proceed with my work slightly less confused.
Also oo Minecraft!! You are right I do like it. I haven't played in a while because I keep forgetting I have it on my laptop (I grew up playing xbox) and also because I've been focusing on other video games lately. My dad and I were playing through Borderlands until Tiny Tina's Wonderlands came out, and now we're playing through that. Currently playing a Clawbringer, as i think it's no secret I like dragons and it gives me a dragon companion! My dad's a Spore Warden and his mushroom companion has a lil butt that I think is hilarious.
Im getting distracted hang on. I hope you enjoy minecraft!! i think it's a fun little game with a lot of freedom to explore and do what you like, and sometimes what you like to do is build an incredibly stupid set of stairs (it's me. I like stupid stairs).
I hope you have a good day as well, or that something makes you smile. It's lovely to hear from you again!!
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