Some unasked for wisdom teeth advice:
When you change your gauze make sure you roll it up small enough to get it in place. You're going to be so numb and swollen that it will be hard to tell. Do not make the same mistake as me and assume that thicker = more absorbent = better. It is not, in fact, better.
OKAY THANK YOU I'LL MAKE SURE TO REMEMBER THIS 🙏
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State legalization bill passed!!!!! We are good to grow!
After months of planning and waiting, I finally ordered my very first seeds aaahhh yaaaayy!!! MANGO KUSH!!! I kinda wanted to try Tropicana Cookies, which sounds amazing for ADHD, but I figured that might be too hard to grow (and consume, it's pretty strong) so I went with my gut. Never met a mango I didn't like, and this is a good hybrid strain with great medical uses.
These won't be auto-flower, since the seed bank I had a coupon for doesn't have an auto version, but for a photo-period, Mango Kush is supposed to be easy to grow even for first-timers.
Can't wait to nurture my lovely magical girls to full flower 😍
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Im so happy it's almost your 2 year!! Congratulations on that milestone that is absolutely such a celebration. How have you felt since getting top surgery? Any unexpected and happy benefits you didn't think or expect to be a happy thing before the surgery? 🎃
thank you!!! considering I was waiting in Limbo for 5 years waiting to be contacted by the surgeon I really didn't think this day would come where I just feel Normal having a Body.. So every milestone is a gift and a blessing!
Things since surgery have felt..... just so nice. Just.. Peaceful.
just nice.
y'know?
(I mean aside from the Agonies but that has to do with the shambling mass that is the Rest of my life and not my chest)
I've always described the way I experience(d, it's not so much a factor in my life anymore) dysphoria was less an acute sensation or thought and more of like... a Vague Schism? like I piloted my body around but I wasn't really there? it's hard to explain.. cause it's the kind of thing you notice more actively after it's Gone than while it's There.
T helped a lot, keeps helping a lot, but after top surgery, when I'd finished healing and could just.. live my life Sans Tits I could feel that schism close, and the me in my head and the me in the Meat World finally.. met. And it's just.. really nice.
Having a Body.
Being your body.
it's a good fucking time.
leaves a lot of room for other things.
I don't think there's been a lot of... surprises? so far.. in terms of what I've found happiness in.. I guess the journey I've been on from being kind of uncomfortable with how my body ended up being shaped after they scooped out Literally Everything to kinda loving it but that's more related to a lightly separate but definitely entangled journey of self discovery (everyone say Thank You Karl)
So I guess the most surprising and pleasant thing is just How Much it helped me feel more comfortable in my gender?
But really all of it's been great. Very chill, very peaceful, 10/10 no regrets. \(v-v)/
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