#i. garfield logan / aesthetic.

[tenpintsofsundrop]

"Well, no one's perfect."

DC Titans Moodboards

[vexic929]

I love that Gar has a supersuit in Titans finally I really do but good lord do I hate those toe shoes SO MUCH

[lothirielswandc]

TEAM DAMIRAE OR TEAM KONRAE?

Superman & Batman

Bruce Wayne: You're really asking us that question?

Clark Kent: I think it’d be nice to have Raven as a daughter in-law. 

Bruce Wayne: You can't have her, Kent. She’s too cool. And she fits our aesthetic better.

Clark Kent: You’re Batman: you literally adopt everybody. You tried to adopt Barry once. And you already have Kory, you can't take Raven, too!

Bruce Wayne: She’s already hitting it off with our villains.

Clark Kent: Raven and Luthor could get along; they both meditate and share a genuine disgust towards people.

Bruce Wayne: I can already hear the future screams ringing out from that scenario. 

Nightwing & Starfire

Dick Grayson: Yeah, Damian’s just a more decent human being around Rachel, so...you know. 

Koriand'r: You know, if I married you, and Raven married Damian, we could both have a double wedding AND we’d be sister in-laws. *gasps* We could take one of those family photos on the beach together, where we’re all in the white shirts and denim and we’re jumping! Wouldn't that be so amazing? 

Raven & Superboy

Rachel Roth: Um…

Conner Kent: You're really being put on the spot here.

Rachel Roth: I am. 

Conner Kent: I can make a suggestion, if you like, milady.

Rachel Roth: Thanks...milord. *shakes head and bites back a smile*

Poison Ivy & Zatanna

Poison Ivy: Ugh, it's such a hard decision! Raven and Robin have so much in common—and if Raven started dating him, she could stay in Gotham more. But Superboy has a much sweeter personality.

Zatanna Zatara: I know! And they’re both so good-looking.

Poison Ivy: Oh yeah, they’re heart throbs.

Zatanna Zatara: If I were a teenage girl, I would probably be obsessed with them.

Poison Ivy: Creepy, but relatable. Who would you choose, then?

Zatanna Zatara: Oh boy. Um...I think I would go with Damian. He’s so dark and mysterious. And Raven told me that he lets her cut bagels with his samurai swords.

Poison Ivy: He's a keeper.

Zatanna Zatara: Yep. Plus Conner’s advanced hearing would make me feel so uncomfortable. What if he hears me crunching on potato chips a room over or something? 

Poison Ivy: I don't think I could date someone who could hear everything. 

Harley Quinn & John Constantine

John Constantine: Superboy. He'll be easier to kill if he breaks my kid’s heart.

Harley Quinn: Aww. Dad goals. 

John Constantine: And he’s nice and all...also it would really piss off Clarky to have a closer relationship with me. 

Harley Quinn: So, basically, Team Superboy for revenge and spite. I LOVE it! 

Cyborg & Shazam

Billy Batson: Team Jacob :D

Victor Stone: Dude. No. 

Beast Boy & Blue Beetle

Garfield Logan: You know, I actually used to have a HUGE crush on Raven.

Jaime Reyes: Seriously? Wow, it's hard to imagine the two of you together. Is this the hidden ship? It would be super weird if, after all of this, she ended up with you.

Garfield Logan: HAHAHAHAHAHA......yeah.

[seekdevotion]

*          𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐒     𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐃          :          mw fcs & personality types maybe ? this looks so good !

first of all : love you sweat ! i will point you towards 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 meaty mw fc list, bc many good points were made. but ! i'll also take this moment to self advocate and some will b repeats ... i would go absolutely feral for ella purnell ( duh ), laura harrier, jessica chastain, avan jogia, ben barnes, zion moreno, cillian murphy, blanca padilla, oscar isaac, margot robbie, tom hardy, alexa demie, riz ahmed, samara weaving, zendaya, tom holland, mimi keene, logan lerman, adelaide kane, victoria pedretti, andrew garfield, penelope cruz, emma mackey, charles melton, bill skarsgard, adam dimarco, medalion rahimi, natasha liu bordizzo, dua lipa, archie renaux, robert pattinson, freida pinto, florence pugh, dev patel, jessica alexander, oliver jackson cohen, halston sage, kiowa gordon, lily james, madelaine petsch, jordan connor, hande ercel, phoebe tonkin, nick robinson, savannah lee smith, emily alyn lynd, henry golding, rachel zegler, josh heuston, paul mescal ( i actually can't talk about it... ), daisy edgar jones, rami malek, lily rose depp, aron piper, adria arjona, olivia cooke, and that's just off the dome... now as for personality or character types ? why don't you go ahead & read more for some that have come to me ;)

any and all of the bunnies of mona awad's bunny - pretentious and beautiful budding literary icons , diehard devotees of "the aesthetic" ( or part of a cult most likely )

local carmy ? brilliant , celebrated , seemingly stuck in devo due to some unfortunate emotional ( or physical ) ties - maybe managing the diner or cheffin' it up at the whaler

ex - sea captain who is now devoted to hunting for treasure - both geocache and pirate style . some townspeople think they've lost the plot but others have noticed they really have a knack for this . obviously , quite the casanova

a well liked ghost therapist . came to town years ago as a ' spiritualist ' / more of a lowkey con artist medium but really came into their own in this environment

the seraphic matchmaker , wholesome , in love w love , just wants everyone to be happy , strikes gold every time to the point it is giving witchcraft , world's best and most in demand bridesmaid as a result !

charming and charismatic town official , great at drawing in a crowd and overseeing all the best local events . old money ( as much as you can be in this town , bc their family has always been here ) so obviously corrupt w very questionable morals

THE barber who does put everything you say in their chair on blast via their town meme page / finsta but customers stay loyal bc the only competition has a much darker reputation ( plot twist : and they were roommates ! )

ofc , new in towns / tourists with shady motives , to keep the locals on their toes

[ohlookitsthearkhamknight]

The Wilson-Defiance fam (defiance-wilsonfam?) goes to see the barbenheimer double feature and this is what I think they were most excited for/enjoyed the most

Slade Wilson: Barbie (I will fight you on this. He's seen enough bombs let this man enjoy his pink whimsical movie)

Rose Wilson: Barbie (has been waiting for months and is all dressed up in the cowgirl outfit)

Joseph Wilson: Oppenheimer (I debated this ALOT. I think he would really enjoy barbie especially Allen but I also feel like he's a giant history nerd)

Grant Wilson: Oppenheimer (but wears a black shirt with an explosion on front that has the words "destroyer of worlds" on it but in barbie font)

Tanya Spears: Oppenheimer (duh she's a scientist. Also rose needed someone to dress up as Oppenheimer so they could recreate the pink Floyd album cover) (Slade wouldn't let them light Tanya's back on fire)

Wally West: he is there for the true barbenheimer experience. Refused to pick one. (Enjoyed Barbie alot and started to fear for the world after Oppenheimer)

Tara Markov: Oppenheimer (liked the aesthetic but also enjoyed Barbie and thought about getting her old dolls out of storage)

Poppy: Oppenheimer (duh she literally calls herself poprocket and has the powers of a rocket/bomb)

William Wintergreen: was dragged along to see both (secretly enjoyed Barbie because he likes to see Rose happy. Also thought Oppenheimer was a good warning to humanity)

Adeline Kane: also dragged along but enjoyed Oppenheimer (kept muttering things about Communists tho)

+ Garfield Logan: secretly came along and hid as a lizard until he got caught. Loved Barbie and started to also fear for the world after Oppenheimer

[cynids]

about me!

august virgo

xntp (depends on the week tbh)

asian

MINOR

fav characters:

dick grayson, garfield logan, the riddler, starfire, donna troy, raven, rose wilson, stephanie brown

dean winchester,

stiles stilinski, lydia martin, isaac lahey, liam dunbar

burial mounds gang

slytherin skittles

mike ross, spencer reid, tony dinozzo, danno williams

what i mainly post about/repost:

dc (mainly dick grayson + wonder twins, teen titans and batfam, with a love for wonder + arrowfams & rouges too)

teen wolf + tvd

winx, barbies, bratz, monster high, ever after hugh

formula 1 (charles leclerc, alex albon and oscar piastri)

nhl & goalie loving hours (canes fan since birth, krakens + avs)

college hockey (umich + cornell)

models (v.s and 90's models)

volleyball, figure skating, ice dancing, ballet, gymnastics

an occasional string of aesthetic (or depressing) posts whenever im feeling fancy

media i'm currently obsessing over:

911 + lone star

white collar

moon night

voltron

NEW CASS CAIN COMIC

asks always open!

[tinybookgirl]

“Why do they keep attacking us? First the Terminator and Tara- now this. What’s going on?”

“I don’t know, but it’s time we ended it.”

The Teen Titans, DC Comics

[dailydccomics]

#mood

[loubuggins]

Exhibitionist 📸

BBRae Aesthetic inspired by the fanfic, Exhibitionist by @fireflyxrebel (Ava Chanel on FF.net).

[bluboothalassophile]

So glad you hate bbrae as much as I do !! Please give us a breakdown on how toxic and tired that relationship is queen 👸

Hello,

First I'm stating this is my fucking opinion, and it's not a reflection on the BBRae ship or their shippers, it's merely my fucking opinion.

BBRae is one of the most toxic examples of a 'sunshine' character and a 'grumpy' character. It's a fun trope, don't get me wrong, it's a really fun trope, but it's also not a trope which fits every ship.

Garfield Logan, Beast Boy, is always the center of whatever relationship he has with Raven. Titles like 'Beast Boy Loves Raven' and the general dynamic of the ship is set up to be centered around Beast Boy possessing a girlfriend like she's a prize. Raven's not set up to be anything more than a toy for Beast Boy.

Raven is introverted, enjoys alone time, reading, meditation, and magic. Her aesthetic is on the darker end of the spectrum whether by artistic tastes or just conveying the fact she's a demon and not a normal witch/human, it's important they set her apart. In animated shows this is usually done with colors, in comics it's usually in how they draw the group scenes, Raven is on the edge or fringe of the group, she manages a lot alone, and she's set up as a generally alone character.

Garfield is an extroverted character, he's charismatic, childish, charming, and his interests are usually of a more outgoing nature. He likes being active, he's into video games, and music, it appears that he's also a bit of a performer. He's set up to pursue film, acting, or performing in a lot of multiverses. He always wants attention, and that's not a bad thing, but it also makes him pursue women. In the animated show he was always interested in other women, and he pursued Tera with gusto. He's an odd, goofy, sweet guy.

I'm in no way saying an extrovert and an introvert can't be in a successful relationship, but these two are not a successful relationship. There are numerous points where they both slam the other for their interests, and their natural styles, they both tear at the other with the 'I'm the only one who will love you' BS in comics. I think there's a panel where Beast Boy says as much to Raven. That kind of dynamic creates a trapped and toxic relationship, where he's torn at her self worth and self value, he's also setting it up that if she does leave she will never be able to be happy because no one else will love her. That's almost the exact same bullshit abusers pull to keep their victims trapped. In turn Raven turns around and slams a lot of Garfield's general personality and interests, she will nag and provoke him, not pointing out she's the only capable of loving him, but she does provoke him a lot. She mocks him generally, which if you're a relationship teasing mockery is one thing, but actual mocking is very damaging. And they keep this dynamic up a lot in their relationship.

I'm genuinely surprised they don't physically abuse one another, but they do a lot of emotional and mental abuse to one another, which is not good.

Together, romantically, Raven and Garfield bring out the absolute worst in one another; like Johnny Depp/Amber Heard level of worst in each other. And it is a horrible pairing, which has been a leading romance in Comics and DC for some reason, and it never should've even started; in the old comics it wasn't even a ship. They are horrible to each other, and horrible together.

As friends, yeah, they are okay but some of that toxicity comes about and is shown at times though never really as damaging because there's a bit of distance between them when they are friends. I'm not saying they're great friends, but as friends they are better suited for one another, romantically, they don't fit, and they just bring out the worst in one another.

[tenderstars]

I’m starting to realize that indie is just ‘ask and you shall receive’ but I hate asking 🙃. I’ve been wanting more things though so here is a list of pairings I’ve secretly been craving (they just look aesthetically pleasing to me okay!). If any of these call to you feel free to like this or IM me. I’m more than happy to do more than one pairing (’m a slut)

(bold are my preference to play, * asterisks are most wanted ships, and blanks are no preference/can play either) 

***Sebastian Stan + Brie Larson***

Henry Cavill + Ana De Armas 

**Brie Larson + Andrew Garfield**

Dylan O’Brien + Shelley Hennig or Crystal Reed 

***Renne Rapp + Kiana Madeira***

Harry Styles + Florence Pugh

Liam Hemsworth + Jennifer Lawrence 

Chris Evans + Elizabeth Olsen

Chris (Hemsworth or Evans) + Gemma Chan 

Timothee Chalamet + Harry Styles

Hero Fiennes Tiffin + Halston Sage

Liam Hemsworth + Lily James

Chris Evans + Sophia Bush

Nick Jonas + Selena Gomez 

Olivia Scott Welch + Hailee Steinfeld or Danielle Campbell

Grant Gustin + Dianna Agron

Charles Melton + Danielle Campbell 

Chris Hemsworth + Brie Larson

Harry Styles + Kendall Jenner

Logan Lerman + Alexandra Daddario

John Krasinski + Ana De Armas or Adria Arjona

**Matthew Daddario + A HEARTLESS BITCH (Alexa Demie, Sydney Sweeney, Harry Styles, Any FC)**

Oscar Issac + Brie Larson (Jurassic Park or Apocalyptic AU) 

 Charlie Hunnam + Phoebe Tonkin 

Eiza Gonzalez + Madelyn Cline or Florence Pugh

Timothee Chalamet + Lili Reinhart

Sydney Sweeney + Harry Styles

Sydney Sweeney + Older F or M FC

Chace Crawford + Nina Dobrev

Bill Skarsgård + Anya Taylor-Joy

I’m up for throwing up a random one liner, wishlist, memes or plotting something out! 

[heartian-blog1]

tiny tag drop before i head off !!!

[euaxel]

heyyy, eonia. i’m reid, i’m twenty-three, still can’t read, and all i know about pjo is that it fucking rocks and the protag has the same learning disabilities that i do! also, i picked hypnos for this punk mainly to be mean to him and because in the hades game hypnos bullies me every time i die and i’m kiiiinda into it. hmu on discord one on one for the best plotting experience, but i’ll be around plenty to bug y’all in the gc too. you can read about bastard boy number one right here and under the cut we’ll get down to business. 

⟨ ELLIOT FLETCHER. TRANS MALE. HE/HIM. ⟩ though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, AXEL EVERETT is actually a descendent of H Y P N O S. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-TWO year old VIDEO GAME DEVELOPMENT & COMBAT TACTICS MAJOR from BROOKLYN, USA has taken after their godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite WITTY & SELF-DEPRICATING.

be advised, axel’s a pretty heavy character.  i’m gonna keep it brief for the bio & need-to-knows, tag around the parts with bold applicable triggers so you can skip around as needed, and tag this post accordingly, but just let me know if i miss anything and i’ll fix it & be safe reading. godspeed and i apologize in advance for bringing you all my personal punching bag as my first muse. 

the main triggers that are gonna come up are: parental abuse, alcoholism * major, mentions of bullying, drowning * major, religious trauma, and drug abuse with some harder drugs ( particularly, weed, pills and cocaine / nothing with needles. )

general stats. 

— full name ,  axel harley everett.  — nicknames/alias ,  axe, ax, wolverine jr, tyler durden jr, trouble, Who? - every professor he’s ever had. — house,  hypnos and mad about it.  — age, 22, as of today. also mad about it.  — gender,  trans male.    — pronouns,  he/him.  — sexual orientation, bisexual with a somewhat heavy masc lean.  — d.o.b, january 1st, 1999. ( generally unknown to anyone but maybe siblings, he will probably lie and say Nobody Knows... I Just Am unless he really fucks with you. ) — hometown,

phys. 

— height,  5′0ft even. furious about it. — eyes,  brown. — hair, brown.  — face claim, elliot fletcher.

misc.

— zodiac,  capricorn. — alignment,  chaotic good. — character inspo,  lip gallagher, steve rogers ( young ), ellie from tlou1, logan howlett, stiles stilinski ( if anyone says shit i will scream ), probably someone from euphoria but i’m too scared to watch that, peter parker ( andrew garfield ), shinsou hitoshi, finn mertens, marceline the vampire queen, dipper pines, this is all over the place but it’s there.  — most played spotify songs, passion for publication by anarbor, sober haha jk unless by hospital bracelet, nobody by mitski, class of 2013 by mitski, king princess’ cover of monster from adventure time, way too much phoebe bridgers, in love or whatever by future teens, and the entire front bottoms discography but especially in sickness & in flames with the hard way & bus beat well at the top of his loop.  — aesthetics,   bloody knuckles, left open and tipped over prescription bottles, walking on the carpet with socks to get that tingly feeling, skateboarding inside, dozing off at the bar, tangled legs in messy sheets, ten pillows on a twin sized mattress, laying down in the shower, brian sella’s cracky singing voice. 

bio. 

— axel was born and raised in brooklyn, new york, and he was claimed at thirteen, on his thirteenth birthday, by hypnos. — the day he was claimed, axel ceased contact with his human mother and his step-dad, and he attended a camp for half-bloods that wasn’t far from home. he spent his adolescence there year round for safety from monsters at home and abroad, then moved on to eonia.  — ( parental abuse tw, drowning tw begin ) i don’t want to be too graphic here so i’m going to plainly say that axel’s mother was a very, very bad person, and the man she married was absent at his best, physically abusive at worst. axel’s powers (  hypnokinesis, namely )  were potent and difficult to control at a young age, and as a deeply religious catholic woman, this scared his mother and influenced most of the animosity in their relationship. she was convinced that the defensive visions he created and his ability to put her to sleep ( an attempt to help her, on his end; insomnia plagued her and later, it would him, too ) were of demonic origin, and tried to drown him more than once; cleansing, she claimed. the worst instance was the day he was claimed, actually — new years day, 2012; his life was saved by hypnos, and that was the last he saw of her.   ( parental abuse tw, drowning tw end. )  —  that said, he’s a little ( very ) hydrophobic. poseidon kids do NOT fucking interact ( i’m kidding. kind of. he Will avoid a little though ) —  anyway! moving on. all of this aside, axel did his best to put his past behind him, and he was actually super stoked to learn that his powers came from somewhere good and that there was places out there for kids like him; to learn he wasn’t any kind of monster. ( still working on believing that, though.. marcelines monster.mp3 right here )  — he’s less stoked when he starts having trouble falling asleep, and really, it feels like a more cruel twist than any other fate has thrown at him ( his upbringing was chock full of mean twists, so that’s saying something ); and really, it’s more like insomnia just full on kicks in, but he can put other people to sleep. great, right? whatever, though — combat classes are kickass and he’s surrounded by babes that think he’s hilarious so things could be totally, way worse.  — ( bullying tw (brief) ) for the most part, axel was pretty well liked among his peers. he was bullied as a young kid (pre-claim), but he bit back and he bit back hard, and sure, some of that followed him into his teen years but he’s more confident by then; less fun to poke at, and absolutely unhinged when provoked, so people learn better of it. the only real lasting effect was one instant that hit him a little too deep in the inferiority, when he was seventeen — he fell in love with a girl, told her that, and found himself at the end of a very mean spirited prank. he shook it off like he did anything else, or at least — he told himself he did, even if the hurt hit him somewhere a little too deep rooted ( ie. being god’s most unlovable son would naturally land him here, right? ) love’s kinda stupid anyways, so what the hell, right?  (bullying tw end.)

— ( alcoholism tw, drug use tw begin ) this is already obscenely long so i’m just going to keep it to the point here and say he began drinking when he was sneaking booze in to camp at fifteen, and it just never stopped there. he’s also a massive stoner, which is all well, harmless and good for the most part; he’s always grinning, half-lidded, and has a room full of smoke at any given time. it’s the pills that do him in, and he did them at first just so he could get some shut eye, and... well. after that, because he’s dependent on them. but he keeps this part under wraps for the most part; it doesn’t have to be anyone’s problem but his, and it’s not a problem until it is one. partying’s fun, so is coke; so is taking a few too many xan’s, mdma.   ( alcoholism tw, drug use tw end )

FUN FACTS!!! 

— i swear he is not as doom and gloom as he sounds from the bio, and yeah, writing that made me so sad i feel like we absolutely must hone in on the fun and cute things about him!?!  — he loves dnd. he can talk about it for HOURS and if you let him, he absolutely will. — adventure time makes him cry. he’s a baby don’t let him fool you.  — very into cryptids, aliens, horror stories, conspiracy theories, in love with ryan from watcher, wanna be shane medej.  — he loves to draw! the one thing he loves about his power is what it’s done for his imagination, and sure, he mostly draws horror things, but it’s why he went into video game development. he wants to be a concept artist.  — his double major is in combat tactics because he loves fighting. he thinks it’s so fun. he’s a little nuts, actually — i mean, get hit in the face and come up grinning. all he’s ever wanted is to run a fight club and be the shortest, baddest little bitch on the planet.  — he tends to nod off in weird places because he doesn’t sleep enough at night, which is sad, but; he can seriously fall asleep anywhere. standing up, in a tree, you name it.  — he’s a hobby musician! he loves singing and playing guitar.  — he’s a huge flirt.  — loves to scare people. he’s harmless, though. like, honestly. he might make you think you’re seeing a walking toadstool but he’ll probably apologize later.  — he’s very much a singing in the shower type?  — clothes thief. friends and significant others beware.  — actually, just kind of a thief? but of weird, little things. like, just the left shoe. puts them in a little corner in his room that he has set up like an exhibit. “things you thought you lost lol” is written on the whiteboard on the wall above it. he likes collecting rocks too. he’s a little freak!!  — he’s better at the memory retrieval part of his power than the rest. naturally, as this mostly applies for other people. 

WANTED CONNECTIONS. im literally so tired of hearing myself talk... 

friends/squad. self explanatory!!!  he’s friendly, a class clown, and a loyal friend through and through; he’s also adaptable, and his demeanor is very relaxed and inviting. he’s probably gonna have 2-3 people that he’s really close with, and he’d do quite literally anything for them. seriously, don’t tempt him.  a best friend.  so this is kind of vague but. i’d really love for him to have one person that is just a tier above the rest? they’d know things about him that are like pulling teeth to find out ( aka, anything deeper than his most recommended podcasts and loudmouth opinions on non important things ), someone who will call him on his shit, and maybe take care of his stupid little self when he gets too fucked up, because they’d be someone he trusts enough to let them.   enemies?    he probably gets along with most people until given a reason not to? but he is a loud mouth and if one of his friends gets into drama, he will stick his nose where it doesn’t belong and he will throw hands, so it could happen.

harmless rivalries. maybe even steamy ones. he’s a little shit and he likes banter so, so, so much? if given the opportunity and if someone rubs him a certain type of way, he’s so not above being a menace, although never super maliciously. just, you know, annoying the shit out of them on purpose, for fun. he’s also not above blowing a few kisses their way.

current hookups. self explanatory too. he’s a little harlot. HFBHVFNJ. it’s gonna be kinda hard to go beyond sex with him because he’s very deep in his own insecurity but he does catch feelings, he’s just mad about it when he does. i’m mostly gonna go off chem for that though! an ex. could be on friendly terms? but, it should be noted that he could’ve ghosted someone too; or pulled from the relationship when things got serious and he couldn’t choke out that ‘i love you’, even if he felt it. worse, if he did choke it out, but they didn’t feel the same way.  siblings. hypnos kids he is gonna be so protective of all of u... family is hard for axel, i’m ngl, but he really wants one is the tragedy of it all, i guess? so he just really wants to be a good brother. he thinks hypnos is kind of a dick for making him but he tries not to fault him for his existence. fuck u dad i dont wanna be alive feels a little unfair. HDBHFDSJ. anyways he’s a good brother even if he is absolutely so reckless and terrifying in regards to himself but his siblings. his siblings he will do anything for. ALSO!!! FOUND FAMILY!!!! it would be kinda nice if he bonded with someone a little older maybe, could be outside of the hypnos house even, someone he’s kind of a bratty-little-brother type with.... or bratty older brother that takes your things and makes you laugh, y’know. 

PERSONALITY.  just tacking this part of the app on at the end too to highlight parts that i think are important for understanding who he is, and just so it’s all in one place!

toothy grins, half-lidded eyes, and keepin’ them laughing is what it’s all about, baby. axel walks with more confidence in his posture than he’s earned ( or claimed, for that matter ), and it’s the backbone of what gets him by. he’s a glowing example of the fake it ‘til you make it mentality, and he knows what he wants, usually how to get it, and doesn’t mind letting you know that. there’s an ever present mischievous glint in his eyes that says more about what to expect from him than he does, and that’s still not much? he likes to have fun, and there isn’t a whole lot of regard for righteousness or responsibility on his end, but hey! it’s usually only ever at his own expense, so what’s the damage? he’s an absolute clown and he knows it.

axel loves people. he does — you might not guess that with how elusive he is, but it’s true. there’s nothing he likes more than a good conversation with someone interesting, or maybe not even then; if there’s a sparkle in you, he’ll see it. ( might even draw it, not that you’d ever know. ) he’s warm, loyal, compassionate, relaxed, and understanding; and none of that is at the cost of being passive, or lacking passion. 

as long as the vibes are right, he’s happy to just be; though, he’s known to have a fuse for certain provocations, and will jump readily at chance to fight in someone else’s honor. also, it’s not unlike him to spar for the sake of sparring; but that’s all in good fun, no worries.

there’s no way to sugarcoat it — axel has an inferiority complex. where that stems from is something he’s more self-aware of than he’s willing to admit, but he doesn’t have the patience or the will to dissect it; much less do anything about it, and he’s as bull-headed as they come — especially regarding anything related to the psyche. how much this impacts his demeanor and relationships with others varies on the situation, but one constant is that he’s going to retreat before things get bad; even if ‘things are getting bad’ exists only as his own paranoia-born hypothetical.

things can’t go bad if you don’t let them, and he’s content to keep it that way; even if it means being stuck in the stasis of missed opportunities. it’s when he’s retreating into himself that he can get irritable, anxious, jumpy; secretive, defensive, even. he’s personable until he isn’t, essentially.

[spider-manholland]

Guilt | Garfield Logan

Pairing(s): Garfield Logan x Male Reader

Warning(s): swearing, some angst, fluff

Summary: The guilt of not being able to save Jason from Deathstroke was tearing Gar apart, and everyone around seems to be attacking him for it. Except for you, his boyfriend.

IMPORTANT Author’s Note:  I’m gonna be working on an upcoming Gar Logan mini-series so stay on the look-out for that and let me know if you want be part of my “Garfield Logan” taglist.

Masterlist

You never really understood your powers. Having the ability to feel other people’s emotions was everything except easy. It was like anytime you felt someone’s emotion your head ached. But whenever you felt more than one person’s emotion your entire mind would feel like it was on fire, and that’s exactly how you were feeling right now when Gar stepped back into the tower and was immediately bombarded by the others, everyone ganging up on him, screaming, shouting.

Your mind felt like it was going to explode from the all the emotions you were feeling at the moment. Anger, frustration, guilt, regret, each emotion just fueling the fire that was spreading across your brain.

“How could you and Jason be so stupid?” Dick continued to shout towards Gar, who’s eyes were filled with guilty tears and his lips frowning. “We all told you both how dangerous Dr. Light was and what he could do, and you and Jason still went after him-”

“Enough!” You suddenly snapped, causing everyone’s eyes to widen and silence fill the room as they all stared at you. You never shouted before so you thought that’s why everyone was so shocked at your sudden outburst. But what you didn’t know was the blood that was tricklying down your nose and some coming out of your eyes. “Can’t you all see that he already r-regrets-” You slowly began to feel yourself becoming dizzy, your vision getting blurry.

“H-He regrets what he d-did-” You tried to finish but then you felt your entire body suddenly give up and everything around you became black.

- - -

You found yourself in your room after your sudden blackout, your mind still aching but this time there was only one emotion running through it. Anger. You slowly pulled yourself out of your bed, wincing at the pounding feeling inside your head but ignored it as you left your room and followed where the negative emotion was coming from.

After walking through the tower, trying to follow the emotion you stumbled upon the control room. You were about to enter it but then froze when you suddenly heard Gar’s deep voice shouting, “Screw you!”

Rachel was soon marching out of the room with an angered expression on her face. You opened your mouth to say something but she was already walking past you. You continued to step inside the control room, your footsteps squeaking against the hard floor, catching Gar’s attention.

“If you’re here just to yell at me then leave.” Gar snapped, his eyes still focused on the large computer screen in front of him. “I’m not here for that.”

Gar immediately whipped his head around at the sound of your voice. He expected the footsteps to be Dick’s or one of the others, not your’s. You were suppose to be asleep.

“Hey, what are you doing up? You should be resting.” You couldn’t help but feel yourself smile at the concerened tone of his voice, your mind feeling his emotion changing from anger to worry. “I’m fine, Gar.” You replied reassuringly, shaking your head and walking towards him, wrapping one of your hands over his bicep while the other rested on his back comfortingly. “How about you? How you’re feeling right now?”

Gar didn’t say anything other than shrug his shoulders, the feeling of his body tensing making you frown. “I honestly don’t know how to feel right now.” Your eyes clenched shut, wincing when your mind was suddenly with all different kinds of emotions. Gar immediately noticed your pained expression on your face, wrapping his arm around you on instinct, pulling your body close to his and pressing a soothing kiss on your forehead.

“Sorry,” he apologized, making you chuckle softly and lean up on your tiptoes so that you could give his lips a quick peck. “You gotta stop apologizing, Gar. You can’t help how you feel, and there’s nothing neither of us can do to stop me from feeling it.”

Gar only nodded, understanding what you meant but that still didn’t stop him from feeling guilty. “Can I ask you something though?” He asked, continuing when you just nodded. “How did you feel when you found out I left with Jason and went to the sewers to go look for Dr. Light?” Just as you were about answer Gar was quick to add, “And be honest.”

“I was pissed.” You answered after a brief silence, your heart aching at the sight of Gar frowning. You reached up and cupped his face into your hands, caressing his cheeks with your thumbs. “But I’m not anymore. All I care about right now is that you’re okay.”

“It’s all my fault that Jason was taken.” Gar suddenly confess, “Maybe if I stayed with him and didn’t split up I could’ve helped him. He wouldn’t have been taken if I was-” You cut him off by gripping his chin and making his tearful eyes meet yours. “You gotta stop blaming yourself for this. And I know you probably don’t wanna hear this but the only person at fault right now is Jason. He put this on himself.”

“But-” Gar tried your interject but you shook your head, cutting him off again before continuing, “But nothing, Garfield.” That’s when Gar knew you were serious, because you hardly ever call him by his entire first name. “There’s nothing you could’ve done to stop him. No matter what you would’ve chose to do at the moment, Jason still would’ve went, with or without you.”

“You did all you could’ve done, Gar.” You mumbled softly, stroking his cheek. “You have to stop beating yourself up for this, you understand?”

Gar only nodded, his arms finding their way around your waist and pulling you up against his chest, his face resting in the crook of your neck. “I love you, Y/N.”

You smiled, heat rushing up to your cheeks at feeling his lips running along your neck, your arms wrapping around his own neck and pulling him close enough to you to where there’s no space between the both of you. “Love you too, Garfield.” 

“And please, don't do anything stupid anymore...”

Let me know if you want to be part of my “Garfield Logan” taglist, and send me any requests you guys have for him!

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- GARFIELD LOGAN TAGLIST -

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[  marvel. chris evans. 93. male. ] bright light fading away STEVE ROGERS has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing HE remembered before they were taken was THE DESPERATION THAT LEFT HIS LUNGS IN A GASP WHEN HE WAS FACED WITH THE REALIZATION HE WAS STUCK IN TIME ; FAILING EVERYONE WHO DEPENDED ON HIM . they say back in those times they were known to be +RIGHTEOUS, however, also have their moments when they could be -IDEALISTIC and was always best recognized by AN AGED AMERICAN FLAG SWAYING IN THE BREEZE ; THE JINGLING OF MILITARY DOG TAGS ; A TIGHT GRIP ON THE CIRCULAR VIBRANIUM SHIELD PAINTED THE COLORS RED, WHITE & BLUE . [ diana. 25. pacific. she & her. ] no triggers.

[  the chronicles of narnia. phoebe dynevor. 22. female. ] bright light fading away LUCY PEVENSIE has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing SHE remember before they were taken was SITTING ON THE TRAIN WITH HER PARENTS AND BROTHERS ON THEIR WAY TO VISIT HER SISTER SUSAN . they say back in those times they were known to be +COURAGEOUS, however, also have their moments when they could be -UNCERTAIN and was always best recognized by FRESHLY PICKED GARDEN FLOWERS IN A MASON JAR ON HER BEDSIDE TABLE ; BRUISES ON HER KNEES ; THE SOUND OF A SQUEAKING FLOOR BOARD BEING STEPPED ON WHILE RUNNING OFF TO PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK ON A RAINY DAY . [ diana. 25. pacific. she & her. ] no triggers.

[  star wars. lorenzo zurzolo. 20. cis man. ] bright light fading away ANAKIN SKYWALKER has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing HE remember before they were taken was BECOMING DARTH VADER. they say back in those times they were known to be +COMPASSIONATE, however, also have their moments when they could be -HOT-HEADED and was always best recognized by GLOWING YELLOW EYES HAUNTED BY WHAT HE HAS DONE, ANGER BOILING INSIDE OF HIM, & A LOVE FOR ADVENTURE AND DANGER. [ h. 24. cst. she/her. ] spiders, needles, bugs, & blood

[  star wars. daisy ridley. 24. cis woman. ] bright light fading away REY SKYWALKER has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing SHE remember before they were taken was BURYING LEIA AND LUKE’S  LIGHTSABER. they say back in those times they were known to be +STRONG-WILLED, however, also have their moments when they could be -SELF-SACRIFICING and was always best recognized by YELLOW LIGHTSABER MEANT FOR A GUARDIAN, A GIRL WHO NO LONGER LOOKS IN THE PAST FOR ANSWERS, & A LOVE TO HELP AND TEACH OTHERS.

[  star wars. danielle campbell. 22. cis woman. ] bright light fading away JAINA SOLO has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing SHE remember before they were taken was LOSING ANAKIN DURING THE WAR AND JACEN GOING MISSING. they say back in those times they were known to be +TALENTED, however, also have their moments when they could be -RECKLESS and was always best recognized by PAIN AND LOSS HAUNTING HER, AN INNER BATTLE BETWEEN THE LIGHT AND THE DARK, & A FAKE SMILE TO HIDE HOW SHE IS TRULY FEELING.

[ marvel. anthony mackie. thirty six. cis male. ] bright light fading away SAM WILSON has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing HE remember before they were taken was THE NEW CAPTAIN AMERICA BEING ANNOUNCED. they say back in those times they were known to be +LEVEL-HEADED, however, also have their moments when they could be -SARCASTIC and was always best recognized by STANDING UP FOR WHAT’S RIGHT, UNSHAKABLE MORALS, A PROTOTYPE EXO-7 FALCON SUIT & SNARKY COMMENTS IN THE HEAT OF BATTLES. [ peach. 20. gmt+1. she/they. ] none

[ supernatural. jensen ackles. 40. cis male. ] bright light fading away DEAN WINCHESTER has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing HE remembers before they were taken was RETURNING TO THE BUNKER AFTER TRAPPING THE ESCAPED SOULS IN HELL. they say back in those times they were known to be +COURAGEOUS, however, also have their moments when they could be -IMPULSIVE and was always best recognized by A WARDROBE FILLED WITH ENDLESS PLAID SHIRTS, STARING DOWN THE BARREL OF A GUN, DOING EVERYTHING IN YOUR POWER TO BE BETTER & REMINISCING ON OLD FAMILY PHOTOS.

[ harry potter. maxence danet-fauvel. 24. cis male. ] bright light fading away REMUS LUPIN has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing HE remembers before they were taken was HALLOWEEN 1981. they say back in those times they were known to be +LOYAL, however, also have their moments when they could be -WITHDRAWN and was always best recognized by CUDDLING UNDER A BLANKET IN FRONT OF THE FIREPLACE, COLD HANDS PLACED OVER A WARM CUP, PERFECTLY COHERENT NOTES SCRIBBLED ON OLD PARCHMENT, HAIR IN TUSSLED CURLS.

[  harry potter. avan jogia. 24. non-binary. ] bright light fading away sirius black has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing (he/they) remember before they were taken was spending his third year in azkaban. they say back in those times they were known to be + intensely loyal, however, also have their moments when they could be - foolhardy and was always best recognized by muddy pawprints on the carpet, road rash, tattoos instead of memories. [ brenn. 25. it’s complicated (:. they/them. ]

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[  supernatural. misha collins. unknown. agender. ] bright light fading away CASTIEL has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing HE remember before they were taken was MOVING ON FROM DEAN AND LEAVING THE BUNKER. they say back in those times they were known to be +COMPASSIONATE, however, also have their moments when they could be -AWKWARD and was always best recognized by SHATTERED HALOS, BLUE, GLOWING EYES, AND FALLING STARS. [ sj. 24. gmt. she/they. ]

[  detroit: become human. bryan dechart. 31. agender. ] bright light fading away CONNOR has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing HE remembers before they were taken was BECOMING A DEVIANT AND HELPING WITH A SUCCESSFUL PEACEFUL REVOLUTION. they say back in those times they were known to be +DETERMINED, however, also have their moments when they could be -SERIOUS and was always best recognized by CUDDLING WITH DOGS, COIN TRICKS, FUTURISTIC SKYSCRAPERS.

[  tvd. candice king. 18. cisfemale. ] bright light fading away CAROLINE FORBES has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing she remembers before they were taken was BELIEVING SHE AND HER FRIENDS MIGHT DIE WHEN KLAUS WAS ‘KILLED’. they say back in those times they were known to be +CARING, however, also have their moments when they could be -JUDGMENTAL and was always best recognized by pink lipgloss, cheerleading pom poms, tiaras in blonde curls. [ sj. 24. gmt. she/they. ] (i forgot to add the aesthetics!!)

[  marvel. tom holland. twenty-one. cis male. ] bright light fading away peter parker has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing he / him remember before they were taken was heading back home after getting sandwiches from del mar’s. they say back in those times they were known to be +ambitious, however, also have their moments when they could be -erratic and was always best recognized by the flash of a camera, new york city skylines, and converse high top sneakers with shoelaces half undone. [ jojo. 24. pst. she/her. ]

[  dc. jeon jungkook. twenty-three. cis male. ] bright light fading away garfield logan has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing he / him remember before they were taken was almost beating victor in a video game. they say back in those times they were known to be +lighthearted, however, also have their moments when they could be -childish and was always best recognized by the sharp bottom canines, a string of laughter after every joke, late night rides in the city on a skateboard. [ jojo. 24. pst. she/her. ]

[  star wars. pedro pascal. fourty-one. cis male. ] bright light fading away din djarin has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing he / him remember before they were taken was rescuing grogu. they say back in those times they were known to be +courageous, however, also have their moments when they could be -diffident and was always best recognized by a shine through metal alloy, the soft coos of curiosity, and the power to stand for what he believes in. [ jojo. 24. pst. she/her. ]

[  the hunger games. jennifer lawrence. 30. female. ] bright light fading away katniss everdeen has found herself in a new unrecognized land. the last thing she remembers before she was taken was helping continue to rebuild district 12. they say back in those times she was known to be persistent, however, also has her moments when she could be standoffish and was always best recognized by braided hair, burn scars she tries to hide, grey eyes no longer as focused as they once were. [ iúile. 21+. est. she/her. ]

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[ marvel. emma dumont. 30. nonbinary. ] bright light fading away LORNA DANE has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing THEY/THEM remember before they were taken was THE REBIRTH OF THE HELLFIRE CLUB. they say back in those times they were known to be +KIND, however, also have their moments when they could be -RECKLESS and was always best recognized by GREEN HAIR, LEATHER JACKET, NO MAKEUP. [ art. 37. est. he/him. ] rape.

[ star wars. adam driver. 29. cismale. ] bright light fading away ben solo has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing he/him remember before they were taken was dying after sacrificing himself for rey. they say back in those times they were known to be +intelligent, however, also have their moments when they could be -temperamental  and was always best recognized by dark robes, an old scar that was healed, feeling guilty for their past [ v, 31, est,  she/her. ] feel free to add any triggers you might have here.

[  marvel/mcu. odeya rush. twenty-seven. cis-female. ] bright light fading away wanda maximoff has found themselves in a new unrecognized land. the last thing she remember before they were taken was studying the darkhold. they say back in those times they were known to be + compassionate, however, also have their moments when they could be - rash and was always best recognized by the multiple silver rings on her fingers, a bright smile hiding a reality she didn’t want to face and suspicious eyes which betrayed her emotions. [ rose. 22. gmt. she/her. ] tw. overdose, drug abuse and self harm.