#idk I’ll make it make sense later

[leonisloresmith]

Finally came up with more about my take on JD’s husband. His name is Drew

[astrobei]

(cue upbeat summer shopping montage)

[mxttonbutton]

Noar

[shima-draws]

I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD

[bartholomew-junior]

woe six (five actually) human souls designs be upon you. very fresh designs that will probably be more fleshed out in the future once i’m less busy

[boyobjectifier]

i need to get off tumblr and get a damn hobby or read my books or hop back on romance club (visual novels) because man. doom+boredom+hate-scrolling is not fun when i’m having a bpd moment

[moonlite-sunshine]

So I’m rewatching and catching up on Doctor Who for the first time in like 6ish years so I can watch the new specials and like my favorite will always be Tennant, he was My Doctor blah blah but you know what, this rewatch reminded me how much I love 12, mainly his season with Bill.

Capaldi is such a great Doctor. He’s not always nice but he’s always kind and he loves so hard. He’s so funny and I love how he loves playing guitar and he has sonic sunglasses bc he’s just trying to have a good time, he may not be a kooky bow tie guy anymore but he’s still silly. Him and Bill are like best buds and I wish we’d had another season with them and even Nardole bc their relationship was just fun, there was no pre-destined or weird importance placed on her, she was just a normal person who loved learning and was kind and had good vibes. The best of humanity, the kind of person the Doctor takes along bc they remind him that people are important. Bill brought out the best in him and also GAY🦭 anyways his last words are so beautiful and I miss him

[autistic-katara]

ha ha i’m owo fuckinf drunk and n

i rlly hop für parents don’t want ice

cause he’d jbe t in tumble and th y tell my parents and i’d get in troubke

cause apparently there t a bad nch of qlchoholi a in our family or smthn idk

[wacky-nameless-inventor-24]

Doodle.

[horseshoe-bay-ledger]

The more I think about it, the more the George and Tristan storyline opportunity makes sense to me

[im-no-jedi]

actually I do have a few thoughts to share about the Ahsoka show right away (minor spoilers but I’ll tag anyway)

firstly, the casting is PERFECT. Natasha is a really good Sabine, and I love Mary Elizabeth as Hera. I fully believed those were the characters from Rebels I already knew and loved 🥰 I also really like the new villains, and I’m very interested to see more of them 👀

secondly, THE MUSIC. OMG. KEVIN KINER YOU BRILLIANT MAN. I might have teared up every single time I heard Ahsoka’s theme used as a motif 🥲 and that one moment where Twin Suns played while she was looking at Ezra’s holo recording ohhhhhh my heart 😭💙 makes me very emotional knowing these themes are being recomposed by their original composer like holy frick dude he really is the GOAT along with John Williams fr \o/

and lastly, this is one of the things I was really looking forward to, and that’s HUYANG. I have a fascination with architect droids (hence me creating Master Gildish 😌), so I’m loving that we can see one in a live action setting. also I loved that character in TCW so it’s great getting to see him again 😁

[apollos-boyfriend]

time to rant about my eggpire madoka au ^_^ this will not be spoiler free in the SLIGHTEST for madoka magica so take this as your warning to skip this post if you don’t want to see any of that

so to start with kyubey is ofc the egg. instead of being impartial and apathetic, only serving to fight against entropy, the egg utilizes magical girls’ energy source for itself, kind of like what it does in-canon with people’s life force. magical girl being used very loosely, as it’s very much a unisex position. i’m not sure if it’d look like kyubey or like, some sort of sentient plant though. maybe something more similar to what bebe looks like in rebellion.

bbh is homura, and skeppy is madoka! their story largely follows the same track, with skeppy already being a magical girl when he and bad first meet, only to die to walpurgisnacht, so i’m making dreamXD for now, but it’s not something i’m too solid about. bad makes his contract with the egg, wishing to be able to redo his first meeting with skeppy, and to be the one protecting him. bad gets thrown into a time loop of the same month, constantly trying and failing to save skeppy from his death, desperate to do anything for his safety.

ant is mami, although his wish differs from hers and is closer to dsmp canon, having wished for velvet to be brought back. punz is kyoko, with their wish having been for people to listen and follow dream’s preachings. and ponk is sayaka, whose wish was for sam’s hands to miraculously heal so he could invent again. that of course makes sam kamijo, and foolish hitomi.

the events follow the canon of madoka magica as closely as possible. ant still dies to bebe (or whatever bebe’s witch is called), punz still arrives to be his replacement, ponk still falls into despair as she sees foolish and sam happily together, and punz still dies killing ponk’s witch form. XD still attacks, bad still tries to fight it alone, and skeppy still puts an end to it all with his wish and contract. the real major difference is that after seeing all the horrors of the world of magical girls, skeppy’s wish isn’t to end their suffering, like madoka’s was. he’s just fucking annoyed and tired and done with having to witness it all, so he wishes to kill all witches before they’re born so he (and no one else) has to continue putting up with this shit. its not really that much of an act of selflessness, it’s just that after bad explained to him the time loop and all of that, he could not fucking stand the idea of going through all this again, whether he could remember it or not. anyways he ascends to godhood yadda yadda i could go into rebellion as well but it’s late so. maybe another night. this is for the extremely niche 0.00000000001% of my followers that are as obsessed with the eggpire and pmmm as i am <3

[planet4546b]

the thing is that i don’t think the antidote to the puzzle box story is giving clear answers to everything in a given narrative, because the puzzle box relies on the expectation that answers will be given eventually to provide continued engagement. i think the antidote to the puzzle box is a non literal mode of engagement with media writ large and stories that do not expect a literal mode of engagement

[easeupkid]

i’ll be like yeah i’m over him and then start making a playlist about him like okay sure

[scriptmyworld]

as a lilith stan the turn that she took about halfway through the season is HORRIBLE

[princessmuk]

Depressive rant under the cut

What do you do when you just. Can’t?

I’ve missed so much school this semester. I can barely get out of bed in the morning. My depression and ADHD are so bad all the time. I have no personal or social life. My friends haven’t talked to me in months. All I do is work and school and nothing else. I’m exhausted all the time. I just don’t understand.

What happened to me? Why can’t I hold it together? Why am I never enough? Why can I never just get through life like everyone else?

Why am I so fucking tired all the time?

I’m just. I’m exhausted. I’m exhausted with life. And no, don’t worry, I’m not suicidal or anything. I want to live. I want to live and be happy. I want to have energy. I want to enjoy my existence. I just want to go to school on time and not cause myself more stress, I want to have energy when I get home, I want my meds to work, I want my friends to exist again, I want my mind to be calm…

I just. I can’t. And no amount of therapy, or meds, or trying is seeming to change that.

Everyone tells me I’ve been working so hard. That they can see the progress I’m making. But I feel worse than ever. And I just want it to stop. I just want to be okay.

Why can’t I be okay?