#idk dont ask me /lh

[zzoupz]

Is there some sort of secret magical guidelines you use to draw the human body?

[cherrirui-official]

Old Friendlocke dw au doodles ahaha

Abilities + Twisted designs below @saltydkart-reblogs

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

i could never gatekeep suguru bc i get offended when people don’t love him

[chesters-ocs]

Sleep It Off

inspired by. uhm. uh. idfk. words. yep!

wc: 687

"Hey, you good there?" Adam asks quietly, softly elbowing his friend, who sat next to him.

Sylvester stays in his curled up position in the car seat, whining softly. His shoes have long-since been taken off so he could get comfy, so at least the seat getting dirty wasn't an issue.

Though, unfortunately for the pair, Sylvester's husband, who sat behind the wheel eyed them from the rear view mirror, adjusting it so he could take a better look. His brow furrowed in concern slightly.

"Everything alright?" he voiced out loud, while still also keeping his eyes on the road.

The man in the passenger seat, otherwise known as Vikram's best friend, fully turned around so he could look at the pair. His heart ached when he saw his long-time friend look so worn down and paler than usual.

"Do you need to stop for a moment?" he asked softly. The little defeated nod caused him to frown slightly, and turn his attention to his friend: "Vik, pull over."

Silently, the man swerved the car violently at the order, only making his husband in the back whine as he now clamped his hands over his mouth tightly, not wanting to get his lunch regurgitated. The car came to a rapid halt in a gas station on the side of the highway.

"Oh for fuck's sake, crash the car while you're at this, why don't you?!" Adam cursed, holding onto the handle built into the vehicle.

Ignoring him, Vikram practically ran to the side his husband sat on and opened the door, itching to take a closer look in case it was something serious. Warm, large hands clamp themselves over Sylvester's ones, removing them so he can look at his full face.

Various questions get thrown at him, varying from if the fish at the restaurant they were just at tasted funny, to if he's dizzy and feels like he'll throw up or pass out. All of which essential for him to get to the bottom of what ails his poor husband, so he can help the best he can.

Though, he can't hide the hurt in his voice as he asks his last question: "Why didn't you say you were feeling off?"

That causes Adam to snort as he had been leaning against the trunk of the car, listening in on the little inspection while chewing gum: "Married for fifteen or so years and still don't get that he won't ask for help when sick? Only took me one to realize that."

"Oh fuck off, at least I'm trying to help!" Vikram bit back, glaring up at Adam from his kneeling position in front of Sylvester, who still remained sat in the car.

"Yeah, because you basically shooed me and Ash away at the mere hint that Syl's sick," Adam rolls his eyes.

"Oh quit it you both!" Ashok groaned as he approached, having momentarily gone to the gas station. In his hand, a bottle of carbonated water for Sylvester, which he uncorked and held outstretched for him to take.

Grateful for it, Sylvester just takes it, taking small sips of it. Even then, Vikram carefully eyed him the entire time.

"Is that helping, my star?" he mumbles, his hand moving down to pet his thigh instead.

The small 'mhm' caused him to exhale loudly and nod: "Good. That's good. Are you alright if we keep driving? There's a long road ahead."

"I'll live," Sylvester jokes weakly, "Just gotta sleep it off."

Nodding, the large man stands up, before getting back in the driver's seat, the others following suit.

True to Sylvester's word, he ends up falling asleep. Right on top of Adam. Both men are sprawled out in the backseat, with Adam holding Sylvester close, while the smaller man lays on him.

Ashok, after taking a few photos of the sight for safe keeping, turns on the radio on a low volume, as not to disturb the two light sleepers in the back.

A single thought plagues his mind, that he can't help but accidentally say out loud: "Those two look like they're still lovers, no?"

[itskeej]

sprawled out on your bed

I've been waiting for you to come home babe

>;)

I SAW THIS IN THE CAR AND THEN I SHOWED BREADSTICK SIBLING AND THEN OUR JAWS COLLECTIVELY DROPPED but then i got made fun of (/lh /nsrs) for being gay so that's rude- /lh

um u m u m u m ,

[the-jade-witness]

M!A with blistering pain, spicebush branches sprout from your body. This condition will last for a day.

Hong Lu's day started out as normal as possible. Of course, he works at Limbus Company so 'normal' is quite relative.

Today's work was simple Mirror Dungeon drills with Dante trying out different team compositions. It was nothing too mentally draining for Hong Lu, thus by the close of business Hong Lu found himself enjoying the company of his coworkers. There was a small group of Sinners watching Sinclair and Don Quixote attempt to play chess. Such a quiet game is always a loud occasion when members of the bus become involved.

And personally? Hong Lu has no issues with that. The life that is brought to this bus by the other sinners just adds onto the charm of this found family. Hong Lu only finds himself needing a break from his coworkers when he feels a small headache forming.

...How odd.

The 6th Sinner politely excuses himself and departs towards his room. An odd feeling crawls up his back as he walks down the hallway. It's a tingling sensation, almost as if bugs are crawling under his skin. Hm... Does Gregor ever feel like this?

As Hong Lu opens his room door, the crawling sensation moves to his shoulders. To his temples. The feeling of something shifting inside of him becomes almost unbearable. Something wishes to break free of his skin, something wishes to burst from its human cocoon.

Hong Lu closes the door behind him somewhat roughly. He doesn't bother greeting the managerie of animals his anons keep gifting him. Hong Lu doesn't bother trying to look on the mirror to see if anything is actually wrong.

...Hong Lu can't really bring himself to fully care.

Instead, the man starts to shed his uniform. Hong Lu tries to keep up the appearance of normalcy, continuing with his routine as he normally would.

{disturbing imagery, panic attack, and mild canto 8 spoilers below read more}

First off is the company jacket, folded and set on Hong Lu's chair. That is quickly followed up by unbuttoning his vest and also setting it on his chair. By the time Hong Lu removes his shirt the scuttling under his skin starts to itch. Hong Lu finds himself dropping his shirt on the floor, stumbling to grab at his face.

The man's breathing quickens as his fingers brush a bump on his temple. It's one thing to feel such sensations, but it's another to know they are actually there.

Is... Is this what those innocent people felt all of those years ago? Clueless to the thing growing inside of you until it bursts out. The feeling of hopelessness as you don't know if your body is even your own anymore. How long have you been a host to another living creature?

Hong Lu finds his knees growing weak, not from whatever is inside of him but from the wave of memories and emotions being thrust into him at once.

Breathing quickens as something pulls him from the clouds of dissociation he typically watches the world in. Hong Lu finds himself unable to muddle his emotions, unable to cope with what he is feeling. Hong Lu feels like the useless Jia Baoyu again. A jade unable to properly emote. A pretty face doomed to witness the ugliness of the world. Someone whose existence is followed by a trail of destruction and pain.

Jia Baoyu is scared. He's terrified. Jia Baoyu falls to the ground, finding himself clawing at his shoulders desperately in an attempt to get whatever it is out.

The child in him cries and sobs for anyone to help him. His coworkers, his friends, his grandmother, he even devolves into petty begging for family members that would wish even more than this on him. Jia Baoyu let's his forehead dip to the ground as the intense itching crescendos into a searing pain.

Choked noises leaves the 6th Sinner as he feels something burst from his back, his arms, his head. It hurts. Please... Stop it.

Hong Lu finds himself unable to make any substantial noise as air is stolen from him. He finds it hard to breathe in through the pain. Hong Lu can't even see anything past the curtain of hair blocking his gaze.

Spasms ride through Hong Lu's body as whatever is breaking free of his skin continues to move and grow. Sometimes there will be a ridge in whatever is breaking free, and Hong Lu is acutely aware of the bump catching on his raw skin. It pulls until the skin gives way, the burn of the air is significantly less than the pain of whatever is rooted deep inside him.

...Is this what Jia Huan felt? Is this what Kong Sihui felt? Maybe... Maybe Jia Baoyu truly deserves this.

Yet, Hong Lu finds himself still alive after the worst of the pain recedes. Tremors cause his body to list to the side, a pathetic mix of a whimper and an inhale becomes the first noise out of the man's body.

His back is warm with a dull pain, and it takes Hong Lu a moment to realize that the liquid on his back is blood. There is so much blood. There's blood on Hong Lu's face too, from his laying position his temple trails blood directly onto his jade eye.

The blood mixes with tears until it drips onto the floor all the same.

Hong Lu can't gather the energy to even attempt to see what broke free from him at first. He can feel something clinging to him similar to the time he gained those wings... Yet taking stock of the situation would be admitting how poorly he responded to it in the first place.

So Hong Lu lets his mind escape his cold trembling body for a bit. His mind wanders as the bleeding stops and the body slowly calms down from the adrenaline. Hong Lu stays on the floor that whole time, allowing himself to be helpless and vulnerable.

It's only when hunger claws at his belly and the cold becomes much too overwhelming that Hong Lu truly stirs.

Hong Lu pulls himself up, using his arms to support himself as he sits on the floor. Then, Hong Lu drags himself to the mirror if his room. The mirror he hates.

And...

A plant. Hong Lu was terrified of a plant.

Branches appear to have sprouted from Hong Lu's back and shoulders. Dark green obovate leaves sprout from the branches, blood appears to still decorate those shiny leaves. The lower branches on Hong Lu's back have golden leaves instead, as if the plant is currently transitioning into an autumnal style.

On the side of Hong Lu's head, almost like a horn, is a thicker branch. This one also holds yellow leaves along with a few bright red berries clustered near the stem.

There are red scratches on Hong Lu's shoulders, showing that in his desperation his fingers dug into the skin. Hong Lu shifts to try to see his back better... But he finds himself unable to see the skin through the blood and leaves blocking his view.

The man pulls at his hair, realizing that some of it is tangled in the wing-like branches. Though, a new predicament appears to be that blood has dried and matted in his hair.

...Hong Lu needs a shower.

The 6th Sinner catches the empty look in his eyes. There's no smile on his face. Even though the tears have long since dried his eyes are still puffy.

Exhaustion creeps into Hong Lu's mind.

"...hm.... I wonder if Dante could rewind any of this." The voice is raw, it's cracking. The man turns to his room and takes in the mess of leaves and blood on the floor.

"..."

Hong Lu can't bring himself to care.

[thedrotter]

re:kinder goofy (for the most part) doodle dump !!! last two are from. five months ago when i was barely starting to draw these characters but i found them amusing 😊 enjoy snacks

[jasperthejester]

im about to crash tf out i cant do this

[lightbulb-warning]

i like keeping all my wips open because otherwise they go straight into "i forgor"-ville (population? everything im not currently staring at.)

my laptop fucking HATES it though. very unsupportive of you, bestie. wdym you can't handle the weight of 12 different overly ambitious projects at once?? massive you problem, you inanimate object.

[plutos134340]

i've honestly thought for so long you used he/him. only cuz i have never, at all, gone to your pinned post

okay bye mutual of mine

Wait really

Yes i am a she/her user 😔 🙏/lh but like its interesting that ppl may think otherwise? if that makes sense.

Sorry for the excessively long ramble in the tags

[dizzybevvie]

how revise economics in one day ❓

Ok step one pick a deity

[yourstrulynobody]

Since its pride month, I have an excuse to give my hcs abt the SAMS/LAES/EAPS casts sexualities + other stuff (these are all personal hcs, so its alright if you dont agree with them <3!!):

{ People here are: Samuel (my human au; human SAMSSun), SAMSSun, SAMSMoon, SAMS/EAPSEclipse, SAMS/LAESCosmos (formerly Lunar) aka the og squad <3 + mentions of SAMS/LAES Terra (formerly Earth), SAMS/MGAFSMonty, SAMS/LAES Solar and LAES/SAMSNebula :D!! }

~• (1.1) In my human au, Samuel is Aegromantic (enjoys the concept of romance, but doesnt wanna partake in any romantic relationship) and Asexual (feels little to no sexual feelings). Yes, I know its a human version of a canon show, but I have to create backstories of everyone so it makes sense and all, so I put a small hcs for Samuel (and for others, too) while mostly everything stays the same. :) /lh

~• (1.2) While my hc for SAMSSun is that hes Lithromantic (likes romance and gains romantic feelings, but those feelings fade the moment its reciprocated) which he'll never know since nobody likes him back (sorry Sun). I still hc that hes Asexual since, yk, robots.

—I also hc that, since Moon was build from scratch again, Moon's model is two inches taller than Sun's since Monty messed up the measuring lol.

~• (2) Not really an hc, but I feel so represented with SAMSMoon. Like fym theres a universe of one of my favorite characters out there that sees themselves the same way I do—Aroace (combination of Aromantic and Asexual; feels little to no romantic and sexual feelings) and Agender (does not identify with any specific gender)? I love him sm /motherly

—anyway, actual hc: Moon purposely sings badly just so he isnt asked to sing... but Sun knows Moon can sing well since Moon used to do so when he got control of he and Sun's formerly shared body, unknownly providing comfort. <3

~• (3) Eclipse is Aroace like Moon is, but its more of a: "romance is dead" rather than Moon's "Unless I find the right person" lol. (This differs from the "Eclipse's Eclipse Twins" AU where he is a straight asexual :3... srry for yapping abt this AU sm. I just love it :'3)

—Eclipse's model gets taller with each rebuild bc I think its funny that he used to be Sun and Moon's height until, like, he gets revived and hes suddenly 3 inches taller THEN hes 5 inches taller than his previous heightened height. Moon just goes: "My neck is cramping from this. Cant you kneel?", and Eclipse goes: "No."

~• (4) Cosmos initially thought they were Aromantic (feeling little to no romantic attraction) because they came from Moon, but when Gemini showed up, he realized he was Demiromantic (develops romantic attraction only after developing a deep bond with someone). He was in severe denial at first until he decided "Screw it" and got together with Gemini. <3

—Cosmos is StarTools (Solar x Nebula) wingman trust /silly. Idk, I just see Cosmos seeing Nebula eyeing Solar and vice versa, then he tells that to Terra so she can help Nebula while Lunar helps Solar—his helping, however, consists of a lot of teasing before he gives actual advice lmao.

Uhh... I dont usually share my hcs, so have this rare moment of me doing so ig??.. Kinda nervous since I try hard to not stray from canon :'3

(i also think i speak too meanly which is why I use tone indicators and emojis often :) )

[girl-rudely-interrupted]

Reblogs blog @lilith-reblogs-stuff Convo blog @lilith-yaps Cover blog @lilith-cant-sing Lyrics in title and bio are from Chappell Roan’s “red wine supernova” ‎‧₊˚✧basics✧˚₊‧

𖤓 My name is Lilith!!! 𖤓I am a minor! (13-16) 𖤓She/Her 𖤓Pansexual/romantic 𖤓TAKEN BY MY SUPER AMAZING AWESOME BEAUTIFUL PARTNER @xx-vamp1r3-k1ss3s-xx

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Weezer Fennec Francisco de goya Adrianne lenker idk

//\\ Tone tags! //\\

/lh = light hearted /j = joke /silly = silly /sar = sarcastic /srs = serious /nsrs = not serious /nf =not forced /mj = mostly joking /hj = half joking THESE ARE OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD, IF I USE ONE THAT ISNT ON HERE LMK AND ILL ADD IT

[dear-ao3]

Question for the mods....

HOW IN THE FUCK DID YOU MEET???

Like what???

How??

I am so god damn curious about you two. I wanna study yall under a microscope lol

Also ngl kinda envious of how close of friends you two seem to be. (Being an introverted shy af mofo sucks lmao)

I would actually probably read a whole ass book or watch a sitcom or something of the seemingly ever present weird-ass shit that seems to happen on a day-by-day basis.

/gen /lh /nf /pos

2018 newsies fandom. we weren't overly close but we bonded over race and albert a little and then katya dropped off the face of the earth for about a year.

during 2020 lockdown we both independently got into the witcher fandom and somehow ran into eachother again and had the fingers pointing OH MY GOD Y O U !!! moment in our dms. we bonded over hating jaskier. during this time we realized we were both dancers and katya was looking at dance colleges, i was already in college for dance and since it was lockdown and we couldn't go anywhere i told katya my experience auditioning at places to give him a good idea of places. and then i broke every internet safety rule known to man and said hey what if you had applied to my college but didnt know it?? and then one thing led to another and i dished out all the tea on my school. (only After that did we face reveal and give eachother our names lol) and then katya applied. mostly as a joke. until it wasnt a joke because that school gave katya a shit load of money and actually had stuff katya wanted to do. katya ended up coming to one of my zoom ballet classes and it took everything we had to not loose our shit on camera.

during this time we mostly kept eachother sane in lockdown writing witcher fanfic, and sending eachother awful thirst traps on instagram to pitbull music. one of our awful bits was using the dilf filter to make bad frat boy edits.

come august of 2021 we both moved into college. the same college. in the same building. it was wild. i pinched myself several times in shock. we went on a walk around campus with some worms on strings and were like what the hell how did we get here.

we continued to hang out and did weird insane things together. we took a class on the french revolution together where i had to put up with katya and fennec awkwardly flirting (read: making finger guns at eachother).

and then, since i was 2 years older, i was graduating and was going to stay in the area for a job and was like hey. what if we got an apartment together? and then we did. several adults agreed to this. idk why they let us. but now we live together in a real life apartment and we haven't even killed eachother yet. neither of our parents know that we met online. each of them have a different fake story as to how we know eachother and we really just hope they are never in the same room long enough to ask eachother about it. but its insane. 12/10 would recommend.

katya wanted me to include old tumblr screenshots of us talking, heres what i found from circa 2020:

we've always been like this lol

and heres some ancient greatest hits from instagram, i dont have context and trust me you dont want it:

every now and then the two of us look at eachother and go. how the fuck did we end up here??? (we have no idea)

[scoutswritingcorner]

Please, indulge in some house husband Alastor

Sorry for sending an ask so soon after sending you one not too long ago-

BET-

Imma do a little headcanons cause that's all I can think of AND DONT WORRY POOKIE- I DONT MIND AT ALL

Whether this is romantic or platonic or a Queer Platonic Relationship. He will be the house husband of your dreams.

Like he'll still go out and do his Overlord shenanigans because he's a little quirky~ (aka he's a psychopath) BUT-

He'll cook for you and clean for you, especially if you have a stressful job and he'll even go as far as packing it up for your next lunch the next day.

He'll pamper you by getting you gifts and allowing you to cuddle with him at times! He doesn't like the touching aspect much but he lets you do it.

Will 100% do all the chores, idk why but he strikes me as a man who loves to clean. (fr me tho- I'll be your househusband /lh)

Like when he's extra bored? He'll deep clean the whole house. It's not even funny-

THATS ALL I GOT FOR NOW GANG BUT IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANYTHING TO ADD ON DONT BE AFRAID TO DO SO-

[yourfaveisintersex]

I hope it's okay to ask slightly nsfw things- I was wondering if you knew if some intersex variations like... idk PCOS or CAH could cause orgasmic dysfunction...? My girlfriend made a joke about the "male part of me" being the reason why (I'm pangenderflux & bxygxrl. She didn't mean any harm.) and that got me wondering if my dysfunction could partially be caused by being intersex? (Idk which variation I have 100%. I'm suspecting PCOS or NCAH.)

Question alright as long as you're not going into TMI detail. "What does that mean when do I know I've crossed the line" You'll know because I won't answer! /lh But no seriously I think if it strays from having any (inter)sex-educational benefit I'd hesitate asking.

But uhhh. Afaik, no? Not inherently, unless you have like aphallia or otherwise on the agenital spectrum maybe? Obvious reason(s) why should be obvious. Classic CAH can... if you experienced IGM (i.e. clitoral recession for congenital clitoromegaly). I've heard of IGM frequently causing dysfunction because most if not all of the time IGM is for aesthetics only and nerve function frequently gets fucked up. If you have any scarring you can parse of course but if you also have any other numbness or pain in your pelvic region I'd be suspect.

Not to say you can't have that dysfunction and also not have IGM in your history. As far as I know and care, I don't, and I experience it anyway, and I believe I've talked to others w/o it in their history and we've bonded over Struggling. So you wouldn't be an isolated case. If you have trauma also (particularly sexual), put a magnifying glass on that because that mental aspect can be a bitch. Trauma is a common thing in intersex populations, so I wouldn't be shocked there either!

POST ADDITION/CORRECTION BY COMMENTER CAUSE I WAS SAYING A LITTLE MISINFORMATION: "hi i def dont agree with what op said! intersex variations ARE associated with a wide range of sexual dysfunctions, one of which being ability to achieve orgasm or multiple orgasms. hypogonadism in particular makes orgasm harder to achieve due to not having enough sex hormones to promote sexual sensitivity and function. [...] i havent heard of much difference in PCOS, but CAH is also a disorder of the adrenal system, and adrenal disorders cause sexual dysfunction too outside of just affecting sex hormones because of their production of cortisol. basically like. there is a wide range of reasons why that could be happening."

Sexual function in people with PCOS (link)

Sexual function in people with 46,XX classic CAH (link)